i do a backflip every single day of my life

at this point this post is lit just whining text posts and nsfw art of my otps wow

man i don’t wanna sound like i envy people who have absolutely no way to pass as white under any circumstances because i don’t but it’s exhausting when whether you’re considered white or not changes depending on who’s looking at you so you never know what you’re supposed to expect and how to position yourself

i just need to stop letting assholes on the internet get to me and stop thinking some rando’s opinion of me actually defines me but unfortunately my borderline ass will take one person not liking me and apply this to literally all of my relationships so yikes

when will “physically disabled people are privileged over mentally ill people” discourse Die The Fuck Out

everytime i ask people to hang out with me they’re like “oh idk yet i’ll let you know” and then they never do like? just tell me straight up you’d rather not hang out with me so i don’t keep my calendar free for nothing lmao i hate those kind of “white lies” 

my entire life rn is just one long string of “tfw no gf” can someone please just end my torment and kiss me

it’s fcuked up that i’ve just had to make peace with the fact that my own damn personal blog is regularly being linked elsewhere so people can laugh at it and ridicule me and it’s fucked up that i know that at this point in time there are still at least 2 people who regularly monitor eveyrthing i post like!! get a life!!!!