lepoems

the wait

can you imagine how painful it would be to be hurt by someone you love the most, even more than you love your own self?

you ask me to trust you but you keep lying to me you ask me to have faith in you but you keep breaking your promises you ask me to not questioning your love to me but you keep making me wonder, "do you tell me the truth or not?"

I can't lie I really miss you and it hurts so bad to know that we are thousand miles apart and you are not here and can't be here when I'm in the urge to see and meet you

can you please just tell me what do you truly feel and what do you really want from me?

I fall in love with you, deeper and deeper each day

to me, you shine brightly just like the sun you bring happiness to people around you to me, you dazzle just like the night stars you are sparkling by the kindness you give to other people

it's hard for me to believe that you are gonna love me forever because there will always be another girl who is better than me and I'm afraid you are gonna fall for her and leave me alone

never act like you love someone, if you don't never play with someone's heart, just because you are not sure about your own feelings because you will never know what she/he truly feels inside you might hurt her/him more than you could ever think

I've ever been hurt, really hurt by someone whom I loved the most I've ever been betrayed, really betrayed by someone whom I truly trust I've ever been left out, by someone who once told me that he will never leave

because, really, I don't want to feel the pain and I'm not ready to be broken again

it was never easy for me to trust what people say to believe what people tell because I’ve been fooled for so many times, until I couldn’t recognize which one is the truth and which one is lies so please, if finally I can trust you, don’t you ever betray me

so please, please, I beg you, if you don't mean to stay forever just never enter my life

I don’t want to fall in love again Because after all this time, Every guy that I loved end up hurting me Every guy that comes into my life and gives me hope that there will be a happy ending end up leaving me in the sea of sorrow