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hiorin week special : hiorin x reader poly relationship
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shidou ryusei x afab!reader
warnings. scientist!reader, school friends-to-lovers, mutual obliviousness, eccentric partners in crime, controlled laboratory chaos, swearing, very affectionate shidou, public declarations, pure fluff âĄ
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ryusei follows the sound of an explosion into your laboratory and discovers a girl just as thrilled by dangerous possibilities as he is. somewhere between volatile experiments, impossible goals, and months spent encouraging each otherâs worst ideas, neither of you notices that the greatest chain reaction has been building between you two all along.
ââ .âŠ
The first time Shidou Ryusei enters your laboratory, he follows the sound of something exploding.
Technically, it is not an explosion. You will spend a considerable portion of your friendship correcting him on that point, although the distinction becomes difficult to defend when a sharp crack rings through the science building and sends a flock of birds scattering from the roof.
Most students would hear the noise and hurry in the opposite direction.
Ryusei appears in the doorway less than ten seconds later, one hand braced against the frame and a look of delighted curiosity spreading across his face.
You stand safely behind a clear protective screen with your goggles secured over your eyes, watching vivid violet foam climb from a glass container and spill into the broad tray beneath it. Mist curls toward the ventilation hood, the whiteboard behind you is crowded with hurried calculations, and a triumphant laugh escapes you as the reaction swells far beyond the line you marked earlier.
Ryuseiâs gaze moves from the overflowing container to your face.
His grin slowly stretches wider.
âThat was fucking beautiful.â
You push your goggles onto your head and turn toward him, still clutching your clipboard against your chest. His football uniform is streaked with grass, sweat darkens the roots of his blond-and-pink hair, and his pale eyes shine with the unmistakable excitement of someone who has just discovered a new form of entertainment.
âYou arenât supposed to be in here.â
âDo it again.â
âThat isnât how experiments work.â
âThen make the next one bigger.â
The suggestion should irritate you. You have spent weeks planning the reaction, and this strange boy has reduced all your work to make it bigger without even asking what you were trying to prove.
Instead, the corner of your mouth begins to rise.
Ryusei notices immediately.
He crosses the threshold without waiting for permission, weaving between the laboratory tables as though he has never encountered a room he could not make himself comfortable inside. His attention jumps from the bubbling foam to the rows of glass containers until he stops beside the enclosed chamber prepared for your next trial.
âWhat does this do?â You follow his gaze toward the switch beneath his hovering fingers.
âIt changes what happens inside the chamber.â
âWhat happens if I press it?â
âAt the setting I was considering?â You glance at the equipment, already imagining the result. âSomething our instructor specifically told me not to attempt without supervision.â
His fingers remain poised above the switch.
âYou saying I shouldnât?â
You study him for a moment.
Anyone else might have looked nervous or suspicious. Ryusei looks almost painfully hopeful, as though you have placed the most interesting choice in the world directly in front of him.
Slowly, you set your clipboard aside.
You check that the chamber is sealed, pull the protective screen into place, and lower your goggles again. When you look at him through the clear barrier, your grin matches his completely.
âDo you want to find out?â
Ryusei becomes perfectly still.
It lasts less than a second before laughter bursts out of him, bright and delighted enough to fill the laboratory more completely than the earlier crack.
âWho the hell are you?â
You retrieve a spare pair of goggles and hold them toward him.
âYour new favorite person.â
He takes them without hesitation.
You are correct.
Ryusei becomes your unofficial laboratory assistant over the following weeks, despite possessing no qualifications beyond excellent reflexes, unreasonable enthusiasm, and a deeply concerning willingness to touch anything labelled experimental.
He begins appearing after football practice so frequently that you stop looking up when the door swings open. His arrival is usually announced by the sound of his bag hitting the floor, followed by an enthusiastic demand to know whether you have prepared anything catastrophic for him.
Your teachers object to his presence at first. Ryusei responds by memorizing the laboratory rules, passing every safety quiz placed in front of him, and becoming surprisingly competent with the equipment.
He never develops caution in the traditional sense.
He simply learns that ruining one of your experiments is far more dangerous than anything stored inside the laboratory.
âHold this.â
You toss a clamp in his direction without looking away from the notes in front of you. Ryusei catches it one-handed and positions himself beside the table.
âWhat happens if I drop it?â
âYou destroy three weeks of work.â
âWhat happens if I hold it higher?â
âThe result changes.â
âAnd if I turn it sideways?â
You slowly lift your head. âWould you like to discover how quickly I can throw you through that window?â
His grin sharpens. âIs that part of the experiment?â
âIt can be.â
âHot.â You roll your eyes and return to your notes, although not before he catches the smile threatening the corner of your mouth. A moment later, his face appears beside yours, close enough that a loose strand of his hair brushes your temple. âYou like me.â
âI like having someone expendable nearby.â
âYour favorite lab rat.â
âMy only lab rat.â
âEven better.â
He presses a quick kiss to your temple before returning to his position, apparently unawareâor entirely unconcernedâwith the way your pen pauses against the paper.
Ryusei touches you as naturally as he reaches for a football. He throws an arm across your shoulders whenever you explain something that interests him, rests his chin on your head while pretending to read your observations, and wraps himself around your waist from behind whenever you spend too long focused on your work instead of him.
When an experiment succeeds, he kisses your cheek and loudly announces that you are a genius. When one fails, he does exactly the same thing, insisting that scientific disappointment requires âemergency morale procedures.â
You return his affection with equal force.
Whenever he arrives boasting about a goal, you drag stools across the laboratory and demand a complete reenactment. He uses discarded boxes to represent defenders while you draw the path of the ball across the whiteboard, and when your diagram fails to account for what he calls his âexplosive genius,â he climbs onto the nearest table to argue his case.
âYou turned too late,â you tell him, circling the point where his imaginary run should have failed.
âI still scored.â
âBecause the goalkeeper made a terrible decision.â
âBecause Iâm incredible.â
âThose possibilities can coexist.â
Ryusei places a hand over his heart. âYou think Iâm incredible?â
âI think the goalkeeper was terrible.â
âStill heard incredible.â
You throw the marker at him.
He catches it between both hands, laughing so loudly that it echoes through the empty room.
Your own victories are never celebrated quietly either. Whenever an experiment produces something brighter or stranger than expected, you forget every expectation that a promising young scientist should behave with dignity. More than once, you have launched yourself into Ryuseiâs arms while shouting about the result.
He catches you every time.
Sometimes he spins you between the tables while you laugh against his shoulder. Other times, he lifts you onto the nearest clear surface and stands between your knees while you explain everything at twice your usual speed, his hands settled around your waist and his attention fixed entirely on you.
He does not always understand the details.
He understands the look on your face.
That is enough.
The first time an instructor discovers the two of you celebrating beside a tray overflowing with bright blue foam, she stops in the doorway and closes her eyes.
âWhat happened?â
You immediately point at Ryusei. âHis fault.â
He points at you with equal confidence. âHer idea.â
âYou encouraged me.â
âYou asked if I wanted to make it bigger.â
âAnd you said yes.â
âObviously.â
Your instructor opens her eyes and looks between the two of youâboth wearing protective goggles, both splattered with harmless blue residue, and both far too pleased with yourselves.
âI regret allowing this partnership.â
Ryuseiâs arm tightens around your waist. âHear that, scientist? Weâre official.â
âScientifically.â
âSpiritually.â
âAcademically.â
âCriminally.â
You raise your hand.
He slaps his palm against yours hard enough to sting.
âDefinitely criminally.â
By the time you notice that your instructor has left, the two of you are already arguing over who deserves credit for the mess.
Other people find you exhausting.
You consider this evidence that they lack imagination.
For years, teachers and classmates have insisted that someone as intelligent as you should behave with greater restraint. They expect a talented scientist to be quiet, detached, and permanently serious, as though enthusiasm might somehow diminish your competence.
Your habit of giving experiments dramatic names, narrating countdowns like rocket launches, and laughing whenever an idea becomes real in front of you is treated as something you will eventually outgrow.
Ryusei never asks you to lower your voice.
The first time you describe an ambitious project everyone else dismissed as impractical, he does not suggest choosing something simpler. He listens with his chin balanced against your shoulder and asks what you need to make it bigger.
In return, when he tells you about an impossible goal he wants to scoreâthe angle too narrow, the movement too strange, his body twisting in a way that would make any sensible player hesitateâyou never tell him to become realistic.
You ask when he plans to try it.
Some people are supposed to balance each other.
You and Ryusei prefer amplification.
âYouâre completely insane,â he tells you affectionately one afternoon.
You are crouched beneath a worktable, searching for a cable, while he lies on the floor beside you for no practical reason. His goggles sit crookedly over his forehead, and his long legs block the aisle behind him.
âYou followed an unidentified noise into a laboratory and trusted a stranger who handed you protective eyewear,â you reply. âI donât think youâre qualified to diagnose anyone.â
âBest decision I ever made.â
âYou also tried to taste the indicator solution.â
âIt looked delicious.â
âIt was hot pink.â
âExactly.â
You slide out from beneath the table and discover his face hovering directly over yours.
âYouâre lucky youâre pretty.â
His eyebrows lift. âPretty?â
âWould you prefer handsome?â
âNo. Say pretty again.â
You place your palm against his face and shove him aside. Ryusei catches your wrist before you can retreat, pressing a kiss into the center of your hand with an enormous grin.
âLove you too, scientist.â
âYou say that whenever I insult you.â
âYou make insults sound romantic.â
âYou once told an open flame you loved it.â
âIt was gorgeous.â
âYou proposed to the centrifuge.â
âIt knows how to move.â
You pull your hand away, although not before he threads his fingers through yours and gives them an affectionate squeeze.
Ryusei says he loves you constantly.
He says it whenever you allow him to start the final stage of an experiment, when you bring an extra drink because you knew he would appear after training, and when you threaten him for stealing your goggles. He writes it between the calculations in your notebook and shouts it from the far end of the hallway whenever he sees you leaving class.
Once, after you corrected one of his teachers so thoroughly that the man abandoned the argument, Ryusei announced in front of everyone that he intended to marry you.
Because he throws every emotion into the world at full volume, you can never tell where the performance ends.
You convince yourself that affection is merely another outlet for his endless excitement.
It is easier than admitting how desperately you want him to mean every word.
The phrase chain reaction becomes yours halfway through the school year.
You are preparing a demonstration for an upcoming science competition when Ryusei arrives with a split lip, grass stains across one knee, and the triumphant expression of someone who has just made several opponents regret challenging him.
He sits on the edge of your worktable while you arrange the materials, swinging one leg and stealing sweets from the bag beside him.
âWhatâs this one do?â
âOne reaction starts another,â you explain. âThen that one sets off the next, and it keeps going until something finally stops it.â
He chews thoughtfully. âSo one thing explodesââ
âReacts.â
ââand makes everything else explode too.â
âThat is a terrible explanation.â
âStill right.â
You glance at him. Ryusei reaches forward, catching you by the loops of your lab coat and drawing you between his knees. His hands settle comfortably around your waist while he looks up at you, pale eyes shining with the certainty of someone who has just reached a magnificent conclusion.
âThatâs us.â
You stare at him. âWe are not a chemical reaction.â
âYou get excited, then I get excited because youâre excited, and then you get even crazier because Iâm encouraging you.â
âYou say that as though you arenât the one climbing onto tables.â
âYou like me on tables.â
âThat is unrelated.â
His grin stretches wider. âIs my explanation wrong?â
You open your mouth.
Nothing comes out.
âThought so.â
âYou skipped almost everything important.â
âStill us.â
âAn increasingly unstable situation that becomes impossible to control?â
âExactly.â His thumbs sweep slowly over your sides. âRomantic, right?â
âDeeply concerning.â
âSame thing.â
He laughs and draws you closer until your knees bump the edge of the table.
âChain reaction.â
You should correct him again.
Instead, your hands settle over his shoulders while warmth gathers beneath your ribs.
âAn extremely volatile one.â
âThe best kind.â
After that, the words become a challenge passed between you.
Before an experiment, Ryusei looks at you over the top of his goggles.
âBad idea?â
âCatastrophic.â
âPartners?â
âIn crime.â
His smile turns wild.
âLetâs explode.â
Before an important match, you ask him the same questions.
He always gives you the answer you want.
ââ .âŠ
When Blue Lock takes him away, the laboratory becomes unbearably quiet.
There are no arms suddenly appearing around your waist while you work, no demands to see the dayâs most dramatic experiment, and no tall striker stretched across the floor where you are trying to walk. Your instructors seem relieved by the peace.
You hate every minute of it.
Before leaving, Ryusei comes to the laboratory in his street clothes and finds you pretending to reorganize equipment that had already been perfectly arranged for over an hour.
His invitation is folded inside his jacket.
âYouâre going,â you say.
âDamn right.â
His grin is familiar, but the excitement beneath it feels sharper than usual, edged with something restless. Blue Lock promises a sealed building full of strikers willing to tear each other apart for the chance to become extraordinary.
It is exactly the kind of experiment Ryusei would willingly enter.
You would never ask him to remain contained.
Instead, you retrieve a roll of athletic tape from the table.
âGive me your wrist.â
He offers it without question.
You wrap the tape securely around him before taking a marker and writing two words across the white surface.
CHAIN REACTION
Ryusei studies them. âWhatâs it do?â
âNothing.â
âBoring.â
âYouâre the experiment.â
His eyes rise toward yours. âAnd you?â
âIâll be observing the results.â
âYou watching?â
âIf they ever let you onto television.â
âThey will.â
âSomeone's confident.â
âIâve got something worth exploding for.â
The words settle between you before you can ask what he means.
Then his hands close around your face, and he kisses your forehead hard enough to push you back half a step.
Another kiss lands on your left cheek.
Then your right.
âRyusei.â
He presses one to the tip of your nose.
âYouâre going to miss me.â
âThe laboratoryâs accident rate might improve.â
âNot what I asked.â
You catch him by the front of his jacket before he can retreat and pull him down, planting an equally loud kiss against his cheek.
Ryusei freezes.
The reaction is rare enough to qualify as a scientific breakthrough.
âYouâre going to miss me too,â you tell him.
His entire expression ignites.
âFuck, yeah.â
When he hugs you, nothing about it is restrained. His arms lock around your waist and lift you from the floor while his face disappears against your neck. You cling to him just as tightly, laughing when he begins turning the two of you in a slow circle between the worktables.
âCome back with catastrophic results,â you whisper.
He lowers you far enough to meet your gaze, his grin all teeth and promise.
âBaby, Iâm gonna blow the whole experiment apart.â
ââ .âŠ
The Japan U-20 match is the first time you see him again.
You enter the stadium with no intention of behaving like a dignified observer. Several students from your science program are seated elsewhere, having learned from experience that sharing a confined public space with you during one of Ryuseiâs matches is inadvisable.
The moment he steps onto the field, you are standing.
From the distance, he looks both exactly as you remember and somehow more alive than he ever did within the boundaries of your school. His body appears incapable of true stillness, every movement carrying the anticipation of something dangerous and magnificent waiting for the right moment to break free.
You shout his name despite the thousands of voices surrounding yours.
There is no reasonable possibility that he can hear you.
Still, his head turns briefly toward the stands.
For one impossible second, you think he is searching for you.
Then the match claims his attention.
Watching Ryusei play has always reminded you of waiting for something to blow.
The warning signs are all there: the growing impatience in his movements, the wild brightness in his eyes, the way every missed opportunity seems to wind him tighter. He does not become discouraged when the path to the goal closes. He becomes excited, as though the resistance only promises a more satisfying release once he finally tears through it.
You know that look.
Something inside him is waiting to ignite.
Itoshi Sae gives him the spark.
The pass rises into the penalty area at an angle that appears impossible only until Ryusei moves. There is no hesitation in him. He throws himself into the air, his body twisting backward as though gravity has personally offended him and he intends to punish it.
The noise of the stadium disappears inside your head.
For one suspended moment, he hangs above the fieldâwild, weightless, and grinning as though the entire stadium has become his laboratory and he is about to discover exactly how much noise one body can create.
Your hands close around the railing.
âCome on,â you breathe, a grin already spreading over your face. âShow me.â
Ryuseiâs foot connects with the ball.
Everything explodes.
Sound crashes across the stadium as the net snaps behind the goalkeeper. The crowd surges to its feet, but you are already standing, screaming so loudly that pain immediately scratches at your throat.
âThatâs it!â
You throw both arms into the air, laughter breaking through the shout as the enormous screen replays his body suspended above the field.
âThatâs the reaction!â
People around you turn to stare.
You do not care.
On the pitch, Ryusei celebrates with the same wild joy that has filled your laboratory a hundred times. His laughter is visible even from the stands, his entire body overflowing with the release of everything that had been building inside him.
Then he begins searching.
His head turns from one section of the audience to another until his gaze reaches yours.
You know the exact second he finds you.
The fierce exhilaration remains, but recognition moves through it, transforming his grin into something warmer and far more personal.
You raise one hand and tap two fingers against your wrist, directly over the place where you had written on his tape.
Ryusei glances at his own wrist.
Then he points straight toward you.
âCHAIN REACTION, BABY!â
The stadium is too loud for you to hear him, but you read the words from his mouth easily.
Beside him, Sae follows the direction of his hand.
âThe scientist?â he asks.
Ryusei looks offended by the inadequate description.
âMy partner in crime.â
Sae turns toward the stands in time to watch you mimic an explosion with both hands and nearly strike the spectator beside you.
âYouâre both public safety concerns.â
Ryuseiâs grin becomes almost predatory.
âHot, right?â
Sae walks away without answering.
Ryusei shouts after him that silence means agreement.
ââ .âŠ
Whether you find Ryusei after the match or he finds you remains impossible to determine.
The instant you see each other at opposite ends of the corridor, you both begin running.
His legs are longer, so he reaches you first, but you leap before he can slow down. Your arms lock around his shoulders as he catches you beneath the thighs, the collision forcing him backward while laughter bursts from both of you.
âYou saw it!â he shouts against your neck.
âYour elevation was disgusting!â
âGood disgusting?â
âYou threw yourself backward in midair like gravity had personally insulted you!â
âThat sounds hot.â
âIt was beautiful.â
âFuck, I missed you.â
You grab his face between both hands and pull back enough to examine him. His skin is still flushed from exertion, sweat darkens the roots of his hair, and the exhilaration glowing inside his eyes has not dimmed.
âWell?â he demands. âHow bad was it?â
You narrow your eyes, pretending to inspect him while he practically vibrates beneath you.
âCatastrophic.â
His grin widens. âYeah?â
âYou blew their entire defense apart.â
âKeep going.â
âYou made an entire stadium lose its mind.â
âAnd?â
You laugh, unable to contain it any longer.
âYou exploded, Ryusei.â
A triumphant yell tears out of him before he spins you in the middle of the corridor.
You cling to his shoulders, laughing while his voice echoes against the walls. Anyone approaching takes one look at the two of you and wisely changes direction.
When he finally lowers you, his hands remain securely around your waist.
âSo I win?â
âThis wasnât a competition.â
âEverythingâs a competition.â
âThen yes. You win.â
His expression brightens. âWhatâs my prize?â
âYou scored in front of an entire stadium.â
âAlready had that.â
âPublic recognition.â
âGot it.â
You tilt your head. âThen what do you want?â
Ryusei looks at you as though the answer should have been obvious from the beginning.
âYou.â
Your heartbeat gives one hard, inconvenient thud.
He says things like that. He has always said things like that.
Before you can decide how much meaning to give the word, footsteps sound behind him. Sae passes the entrance of the corridor and glances briefly in your direction.
âThereâs the love of your life,â he says.
Ryusei beams. âTold you she was real.â
Sae continues walking.
You stare after him before slowly turning back toward Ryusei.
âThe love of your life?â
âYeah.â
âYou told Sae that?â
âPretty sure Iâve told everyone.â
âRyusei.â
âWhat?â
âYou have never actually asked me out.â
His expression empties.
The silence that follows is so complete you could record it as an anomalous event.
âWhat?â
âYou have never asked me to be your girlfriend.â
âI kiss you.â
âOn the cheeks.â
âYou sit on my lap.â
âThe laboratory had one functioning chair.â
âYou slept on me during the train ride to the science competition.â
âYou occupied the entire seat.â
âYou threatened to strap me to an examination table.â
âFor science.â
He stares at you with increasing disbelief.
âI thought we were dating.â
Your laughter erupts before you can contain it.
Ryuseiâs arms tighten around you.
âDonât laugh! Iâve told you I love you, like, a thousand times.â
âYou told a Bunsen burner you loved it.â
âIt had a beautiful flame. I didnât want it to meet my parents.â
âYou proposed to the centrifuge.â
âThat was physical attraction.â
âRyusei!â
âWhat the hell was I supposed to think?â he demands, although his own mouth is beginning to curve. âYou kiss me, jump on me whenever something blows up, and call me your partner.â
âIn crime.â
âThatâs more serious than dating!â
Your laughter grows until you have to brace both hands against his shoulders.
âYou honestly thought I knew?â
âYouâre the genius.â
âThat does not make me telepathic.â
âIt should.â
You eventually straighten, though your smile remains and your hands stay resting against him.
âThen ask me.â
Ryusei blinks.
âProperly,â you add.
The disbelief disappears from his expression, replaced by something bright and intent. He has never been shy and does not become shy now. Instead, he looks at you with the same hungry focus he gives the goal whenever an impossible opening appears.
His hands slide more firmly around your waist.
âBe my girlfriend.â
âThat sounded like an order.â
âBe my partner in romantic crime.â
âTerrible.â
âMy favorite catastrophe?â
âThat isnât a question.â
Ryusei leans closer until the tip of his nose brushes yours. His grin softens without disappearing, warmth settling beneath all his eccentric delight.
âBe the girl who blows shit up with me, screams at my goals, and makes every terrible idea I have even better.â
Your heartbeat quickens.
His forehead comes to rest against yours.
âI donât want somebody who tries to put me out,â he continues, his thumbs moving restlessly along your waist. âI want you standing there with that crazy grin, asking whether we can make the explosion bigger. I want your experiments, your stupid goggles, and your face in the crowd every time I score something incredible.â
âMy goggles are not stupid.â
âTheyâre hot.â You laugh. âAnd I want to be the first person you run to whenever you make something impossible happen.â His gaze holds yours, direct and entirely unashamed. âSo be my girlfriend, scientist. Officially this time.â
You let him wait.
One second.
Then another.
His eyes narrow.
âYouâre enjoying this.â
âImmensely.â
âEvil woman.â
âYour favorite.â
âAlways.â
You catch him by the collar and kiss him.
The surprised sound that leaves Ryusei disappears against your mouth as his arms drag you closer, meeting your energy with his own. The kiss is warm, eager, and slightly crooked because neither of you can stop smiling long enough to accomplish it properly.
When he starts laughing, you do too, the sound caught between your lips while one of his hands rises to cradle the back of your head.
You pull away first.
He immediately follows, stealing another quick kiss before you can speak.
âSo thatâs a yes?â
âThat requires further experimentation.â
His pink eyes light up.
âHell yeah.â
You kiss him again before he can become any louder.
ââ .âŠ
The laboratory feels right once he returns.
It is too loud, mildly hazardous, and alive in a way it never manages to be without him.
Ryusei enters wearing goggles stolen from your drawer and finds you adjusting a new experiment inside a reinforced glass chamber. He slips behind you, his arms circling your waist while his chin settles against your shoulder.
âWhat does that do?â
You glance toward the chamber. âIt should glow.â
âShould?â
âPossibly very brightly.â
âAnd the noise?â
âThere may be one.â
His smile appears beside your cheek. âBad idea?â
You check the seal one final time before lowering your goggles.
âTerrible.â
âPartners?â
Turning within his arms, you place one gloved hand over his chest.
âIn crime.â
He kisses you, bright and quick, before following you behind the protective screen.
âLetâs explode.â
You begin the countdown together.
At first, there is only a spark beneath the glass. Then color rushes through the chamber, growing brighter and brighter until the reaction blooms in a flash vivid enough to paint the entire laboratory in light.
Ryusei shouts as though he has just scored another goal.
You laugh just as loudly.
A second later, his arms are around your waist and your hands are catching his face, excitement passing between you as effortlessly as it always has.
One spark becoming another.
A perfect chain reaction.
I HAD TO DO ONE FOR MY MAAAAAN. gods i love him so much.
I have soooo many ideas that i have been writing nonstop these past few day hehe.
(æ) / f!reader x bachira
â âĄă Â Â Ś Â đžâ  𩱠  ïŒÂ " ay man, this looks pretty good manâ where yo clothes at? "
strike one ïŒ the shirt
You were lounging on the bed, flipping through a magazine, when the bathroom door opened. There stood Bachira, beaming and currently shirtless, with a towel wrapped around his waist.
He pounced on you, peppering you with kisses while still wet. You yelped, "Meguru! Put on a shirt!"
He pouts, "Fineee. Yes, ma'am." He reluctantly pulls away, digging through his closet for a shirt. He puts on the first one he finds, tackles you onto the bed, wraps you in his arms, and giggles.
You let him this time.
strike two ïŒ the pants
The second time it happens, he's walking around the apartment in only his underwear (Calvin Klein boxers), whistling a jolly tune while searching for cereal. You scowl, "Meguru, pants on."
"Aww, but come on!"
"Now."
He pouts again, groaning like a child, but drags his feet to the room to comply with your demands.
He slips on some grey sweatpants, then walks over to you.
"Happy?"
"Yes." You ruffle his hair, and in return, he carries you in his arms, bridal style, while spinning you around at a concerning speed.
"AHHH, MEGURU PUT ME DOWN!"
strike three ïŒ everything
The third time it happens, you've had enough.
You're in the living room, watching a movie, when Bachira skips around the house butt-ass naked like a really cheerful toddler. You screech, "BACHIRA MEGURU I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DON'T PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!"
He tries to defend himself as you throw a pillow at him. "The monster told me to do it! Besides, it's nothing you've never seen before!"
Your eye twitches as you slowly say, "Isagi is coming over in 5 minutes."
"He's what!?" Bachira's eyes widen as he squeezes the pillow.
"I invited him over for dinner. If he comes to this apartment and you're still not dressed, so help me, Bachira Meguru, I willâ"
He doesn't wait to hear the end of that statement and sprints to the room, albeit whining, to get some clothes before he completely wrecks his relationship with you.
a/n : yknow bachira is kinda pompompurin because they both like being naked
pompompurin
hmmmm
bachira meguru - good boy
requested by anonymous
sypnosis: heâs naughty, but heâs so, so sweet and good to you. reward him, wonât you?
warnings: nsfw, aged up!bachira (18+), unprotected sex (p in v), handjob, heavy praise kink, soft fdom, sub!bachira, light dacryphilia, light dumbification, creampie
âso, so pretty, baby,â you murmur into the ear of the man youâre currently occupying. he squirms under your body weight, writhing in response of the stimulation heâs being provided. you smile at bachira, smile at how responsive and cute he isâbut heâs not looking. his eyes are tightly closed shut, head thrown back, all too focused on the pleasure.
your ass sits on his thighs, with your knees bent at the sides of his hips. bachiraâs gripping weakly at the sides of your body, hands sliding up and down your waist and hips. he doesnât know what to do with himselfâbrainless, is what youâd describe it as. he moans pathetically at your firm hand around the base of his cock, giving mean jerks that feel so miserably good. you trail your palm up to just the tip of his dick, and bachira regains slight consciousness again before you rub. youâre almost surpised that he hasnât ejected you off his stature with how much heâs fucking shaking.
âfeels sâgood, babyâplease donât stop!â bachira cries with a desperation thatâs so filthy. âiâll be so, soâhahâsosososo good!â
you laugh at the poor manâs lack of control, a stark difference in his usual carefree, chaotic front. but your laugh isnât out of crudeness, no, his behavior couldnât be more endearing. your free hand trails to his jaw and grabs his chin, effectively pulling him towards your face. he can hear the grin in your words as you whisper into his ear lowly, âyouâre so exasperated that itâs cute, meguru.â
he lets out a lewd moan at that. it doesnât go unnoticed.
âyeah? yâlike those words?â your grin seems to widen from what he can hear, at least. bachira nods his head frantically, but heâs soon interrupted by the pick up in pace, and your hand slides up and down his cock faster than before. loud, choked up whines fall from his lips in strings, followed by curses and pleas. âyouâre taking this all so well, sweet boy. keep focusing on my hand and my words.â
bachira opens his eyes briefly to find you already staring back at him, and his cock twitches in your hand as he takes in your beauty. he can feel the admiration that radiates from your irises, how you cherish and hold bachira so endearingly in your eyes. and he canât help the tears that begin to well up in his, glossing over and adding to the fucked-out daze. âyes, maâamâi love the way you talk to meâdo things to me.â
âthatâs a good boy,â you purr in his ear, hand slowing on his cock. in response you get a whineâbut he doesnât complain, he wants to be good, after all. âyouâre so eager to answer me, listen to meâobey me. youâre so good to me, yeah?â
that earns a mumbled yes from him, mind too focused on the way your hand handles his dick. the slower pace allows you to thumb at the slit of his cock, and that has his legs practically bouncing beneath you. his mouth is agape, drool already beginning to well up and threatening to fall from the sides of his lips. âthank you so much, babyâthank youâ!â
bachira thinks heâs already ready to break, to let go of the orgasm heâs been so desperately chasing. you notice. youâre well aware of the way his hips buck into your hand at an increasing rate, the way his verbal queues are higher in pitch, frequencyâbrainless, of course. an evil ignites in your mind, and your fingers surround the head of his dick, briefly interrupting bachiraâs bliss. heâs dazed and confused, tugging slightly at the plush of your skin to keep going. âdonât worry, sweet boy. iâm about to reward you for being so adorable.â
the dopamine is all that fills his senses as of current, and he isnât processing a single word you say. his mind is all full of desire, that wantwantwant of your hand to keep getting him off. so imagine his confusion when you abruptly pause the journey to the endâonly to skip forward one too many minutes.
âahâfuck! woah, babyâ!â bachira cries out when he feels the sudden contact of your bare pussy on the head of his dick. heâs already so sensitive, and coupled with your folds coating his dick in your arousal has him leaking out more pre-cum than before. your hand carefully guides his dick into your cunt, walls stretching from his size, only to squeeze around his cock impossibly good. âtoo good, too good, baby! feels too goodââ
oh fuck.
he moans pathetically loud once you situate yourself fully on his crotch, effectively bottoming out. all he feels is the voluntary and involuntary squeezes of your walls around his length, the warmth and lubrication enhancing the pleasure. you can feel the way his cock twitches inside of you, rubbing against that spot inside of you that makes the both of you melt. âyou can take it, meguru. i know you can,â you mumble softly, gazing straight into bachiraâs eyes. he doesnât fight your wordsâhe nods, eagerly.
âyes, i can. i can take itââ he whines, and heâs not sure if heâs trying to confirm or reassure himself.
âgood boy, baby,â you pet his head softly as you murmur praise into his ear like itâs a mantra. âyouâre doing so well fâme, meguru.â
itâs now that you decide to finally ride the man in earnest, and his eyes roll back as he fully succumbs to the subspace. his hands, holding your hips, guide you up and down on his length. the lewdness of the act has you so wet, and it forms a subtle white ring at the base of his cock. he wants to look at you in the eyes, to focus on the woman that makes him feel this fucking good. but itâs precisely why he canâtâthe woman making him feel this fucking good is too good. the pleasure is almost possessing his mind, holding his playful personality captive under the control of submissionâdumbification.
âkeep doing well for me. focus on my cunt, baby,â you command lovingly. bachira nods instantly, followed by uncontrolled, pornographic moans. your hips rise up and down, ass smacking against his toned thighs. your clit bumps against his pelvis with each and every down movement, whether it be a bounce or a grind forward. your tits press against his chest and he almost loses it.
âi wanna let goâwanna cum⊠now, please!â bachira cries out suddenly, arms suddenly wrapping around your waist to pull you in closer. his face now presses against your boobs, and he mouths at the fleshy skin as he pleads. it leaves condensation of drool and saliva on your skinâbut you donât mind. it only riles you up further.
âgo ahead, sweet thing. cum fâme,â you assura bachira firmly. âyouâve been so good.â
you can feel the way his dick springs into action, allowing himself to chase that pinnacle of pleasure. his hips halfheartedly meet your thrusts down onto his cock, and it aids the fact heâs hitting directly into that sweet spot. bachiraâs hands tighten their grip on your hips, squeezing into the skin and practically into the bone as he approaches his high. âgonna cum! ohâgodâbaby, iâm cumming!
âyeah? let go for me.â bachira squeezes his eyes shut as the pleasure washes over him, tears brimming at the closed slits. his hips stutter up into your cunt, and it almost seems as if heâs unsure whether he wants to keep fucking you or take a break. his cum shoots into you in slow, copious amounts of ropes. it only builds the white ring around the base of his cock. âyou did so good, meguru.â
bachira sighs a breath of relief, still fucked-out and hazy from his climb down. âbut you can take more, right, sweet thing? be a good boy and help me cum too.â
fuck.
a/n: subbt bachira⊠nghhhhhh
r/aita for having a grindr profile while in a relationship? u/shidouisdeepinside
a little context for the title. i (18m) absolutely love my partner LET THAT BE KNOWN. but iâve had my grindr profile even before meeting them and i cannot just GET RID of it. thereâs too many memories. besides, monogamy has always infringed on my rights of freedoms.
anyway, my partner found out a couple days ago. we were chilling in some restaurant as we waited for our order. i had to take a pee super badly so i went to the bathroom, leaving my phone at the table we were sitting at. well, upon getting back, my partner was gone, and all that was left was my phone. with an opened grindr notification . . .
at this point i was utterly confused. disoriented if u will . . . because how could i just be abandoned like that?
anyway i tried calling them. five times. and not once was my call picked up. i really am genuinely confused . . . i mean i get it might be âcheatingâ but also i donât think so. itâs more like experimenting. my partner wonât let be talk to them AT ALL and this has been honestly eating at me for days.
reddit, tell me, am i the asshole here? i really dont think so . . .
| u/cheetahprint..chigiri: based off title alone youâre the asshole like tf
| u/isagiyoi.11: This is a crazy one . . . Honestly if I were you Iâd just go back to being single. YTA
| u/saeitoshi10: đ yta
> u/shidouisdeepinside: well hey there peachie đ wna do sum strange for a piece of change?
> u/saeitoshi10: ?
| u/onazilovesyou: now if this isnt the saddest thing iâve ever seen ⊠yta đ
| u/H_Buratsuta: It all depends on the length of the relationship. Data points suggest that around the 3 month mark is when partners become majorly attached and co-dependent. If the relationship has surpassed that margin, then I believe YTA. If not? NTA
| u/xxotoya.exx: preach about the monogamy thing like holyyyy đ© u are NTA bcs u speak the truth
> u/shidouisdeepinside: WE TWINS u should come over đđ jk lolz âŠ. orrr??
| u/rinthedestroyer: ew yta u sound like a bug go die
> u/shidouisdeepinside: okay wtf who pissed on your pillow
| u/poof!itsness: Check out Michael Kaiserâs podcast for more advice ! :) âThe Blue Rose Blooms Againâ
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> u/iggybunny: aw man :( now my phone just has hentai ads
| u/reoreoreo03: theyre probably homophobic iâd suggest breaking up with them and embracing who u truly are #nta
| u/julianloki.therealest: LMFAOOOOO dude i think u gotta break ur shit cuz ts is too much⊠yta.. LMFAO STOP IM DYING LIKE WTF IS THIS
> u/itzcharleschevy: hey lokz
> u/julianloki.therealest: log off bruh
| u/bumblingbachirahehe: grindr is crazy. đ€Ș . i suggest talking to a counselor maybe itâll help!! đđ€ đ«¶
| u/keepingitrealbyhugo.v: Breathe. Youâre not a villain. You have a tenderness to you, I can sense it :). Honestly, youâre a vibe! âš
> u/shidouisdeepinside: fucking bot this doesnt help
| u/Chris.Princeisonline: I support the gays!! <33333 I am NOT homophobic!!
> u/Noel_Noa: Who was saying you were? Performative.
| u/oikawainthehouse: eesh been there nta
. . .
it appears shidou was indeed the asshole
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HOW TO WOO A GIRL 101!- FT. KARASU TABITO
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When Karasu Tabito has a crush on his academic rival (that probably hates him!), heâs at a loss. So when his sister Miyuki Karasu learns of this crush, she takes it upon herself to help out her dear little brother in getting the girl.
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TAGS: academic rivals to lovers, possible ooc, karasuâs sisterâs name is mentioned for the plot, very fluffy, and lots of banter.
WORD COUNT: 12.4k
A/n: guys this finally made it out of the drafts⊠anyways, hereâs the long awaited karasu oneshot ive been promising.
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It was a beautiful spring day; cherry blossoms were blooming and people were walking all over the schoolâs festival grounds. Karasu was in his second year of high school, about to enter his third. Miyuki Karasu, his sister, couldnât believe he was about to be a third year. It felt like just yesterday, he was holding onto her hand and crying because the hallways were too dark. Oh, how times have changed.
Since her college wasnât too far from home, she had decided to stop by the cultural festival. All around, students were walking with friends, playing silly games and doing the activities, and also working at their respective booths. Miyuki had gotten a map by the main entrance. To be honest, she was mainly here for her brother. After all, they were having some kind of butler/maid cafe, and she couldnât miss the sight of her brother in a suit serving people tea and coffee⊠Miyuki had just hoped that Tabito was using those manners she had drilled into him from a young age. Itâd probably come in handy for this job. Plus, a picture of him in a butler suit would make great blackmail for the future.Â
She glanced at her map. Karasu was in class 2-A, which should be on the second floor. It was the class right next to the first staircase, which shouldnât be too hard to find. As Miyuki was walking through the campus, she felt a slight wave of nostalgia. Even though she hadnât gone to this school, her high school had their own cultural festival. It brought her back to her own highschool days; days of youth and innocence. Ah, to go back. She shook her head, brushing off those thoughts. Off to find Tabito in a butler suit!
She found the cafe quickly. Shit, there was quite a long line. Whatever it takes to get that picture. Miyuki fell into the queue. While standing, she looked at the menu. Green tea sounded nice right nowâŠ
âNext up in line!â Another butler, probably a classmate of Tabitoâs, called out.Â
It was her turn to go in. Her eyes darted around the interior of the classroom, where the cafe was being held. There were tons of people, both maids and butlers serving people and paying customers. The decorations around the room were rather simple, Miyuki had noticed, but very well made. She sat down on one of the cushy chairs, glancing around the cafe. Aha! There he was⊠Tabito-chan in a suit, walking up to her. Upon closer examination, his face looked a little⊠pissed? Oh, right. Miyuki hadnât told him that she was stopping by.
âTabito-chan!â Miyuki grinned, âAwh⊠you look so cute in that suit!â Before Karasu could react, she took out her phone and took a picture of the cute sight.Â
Karasu had a shocked expression on his face, âTch⊠Dear sister, mind tellinâ me why yer here without so much as a warninâ?â
âPuh-lease. Canât even surprise my own brother with my presence now? Plus, once I learned from our parents that you were doinâ a butler cafe, of all thingsââ Miyuki laughed before continuing her sentence, âI just couldn't pass up that opportunity.â
Karasu can only grit his teeth at those words, â...would ya like anything?â
âOh, yes please! Could I get one green tea, please?â Miyuki smiles.
âSure thing.â Karasu quickly turns around on his heels and goes to the back to get a fresh cup of tea. As heâs pouring tea from the kettle into the cup, a voice from behind him speaks up.
âCâmon, Karasu-kun, hustle. We got a lot more people waitinâ to be served,â You say as you enter the back room. As reluctant as you were to do this concept and serve people in a maid dress, Karasu couldnât deny that you looked⊠cute, for once.
âYeah, yeah. Stop gettinâ on my ass, [name]. I got it.â Karasu rolled his eyes, putting the green tea kettle back in its proper spot.Â
You let out a short tsk before retaliating, âJust sayinâ, jeez.â You get the same green tea kettle and pour the last bit of tea out, âShit, Iâll have to make more. Karasu-kun? Can ya give this to my table, pretty please? It's just the one across from yours.â
Karasu groans, âFine, Iâll do it. Even if yer a jerk.â He grabs the tea cup from you and balances it on his tray, âSeriously, whyâd they even make ya a maid with that prissy attitude?â And with that, he steps out of the back room to deliver the tea.Â
âI could say the same to ya, Karasu-kun!â You call out to him.Â
As Karasu steps out, he makes his way to your table first so he has time to chat with his sister, even if it was only for a minute. He hands the green tea to the guy at the table, making sure to thank him for his patronage.
Karasu puts the green tea down in front of the man, âHere is your green tea, sir. Thank you for coming to our cafe.â
The man nods his head and thanks Karasu. He doesnât have to walk far from the current table heâs at to reach his sister.Â
âAnd here is your tea, dear sister.â Karasu turns up his customer service to the max for his older sister. He didnât want a lecture on manners againâŠ
âHm.â Miyuki takes a sip of the tea, âItâs good. Good job, Tabito-chan.â
âThanks. I gotta head off though, or [Name]-san will yell at me for slacking. Weâre super stacked.â
âAh, [Name]-san?â Miyuki raises an eyebrow, smirking.
âTch. Donât even start with that bullshitââ Karasu frowns.Â
âYeah, yeah. Câmon. Go back to working. Iâd hate to distract you.â
Karasu grumbles, âRight⊠right⊠Sorry âbout that. Iâll be on my way now.âÂ
Miyuki nods and sips her tea. Itâs fun seeing her brother at school, acting like this. As sheâs observing the cafe, she sees you and Karasu running around. Maybe youâre the [Name]-san Tabito was referring to? Huh, it couldnât hurt to find out. Plus, she had been wanting a pastry from here. Perhaps some strawberry cake? After a few minutes, Miyuki decided it was her time to strike. Right now, you were roaming around and talking to customers, making sure that they were feeling welcome.Â
As you passed by her table, she called out to you, âExcuse me?â
You turned your head, âOh, me? Do you need any service, maâam?â You smile sweetly.
Huhâ you seemed oddly sweet for a kid Tabito didnât seem to like, âOhâ yes, in fact! May I purchase a slice of strawberry cake?â Miyuki got out her wallet and handed you the money.Â
You took the money from her hands, bowing gratefully, âComing right up!â
As you walked away, you couldnât help but think that the lady looked familiar. She had purple hair, a sharp jawline, and even a mole on her face. But you just couldnât place the mark on it. Have you seen her before? You think about it as you go to the back to grab a slice of cake. Taking the cake from the stand, you place it on your plate and walk out to give it to the lady. As soon as you do, youâre greeted with the sight of the same lady⊠ruffling Karasu-kunâs hair? You walk toward her, putting the slice of cake down. Youâre still quite confused by the sight.Â
âI⊠Karasu-kun? Whatâre ya doinâ here? Donât you have other tables to serve? I canât be doinâ all the work âround here.â You say, a little pissed off. You place the slice of cake down in front of her.
âTch.â Karasu rolls his eyes, âMy sisterâs been annoyinâ me.â
âYour sisterâŠ?â You look between the two of them. No wonder she had felt so familiar! âOh, youâre Karasu-kunâs sister. Nice to meet you.â You bow to her.Â
âYes! I am! Call me Miyuki! Sorry for gettinâ Tabito off task.â She apologizes to you.
âNo! Noâ itâs fine. I shouldnât have just made that assumption. Yer both family, after all.â You say, a bit sheepish. Gosh; that was a bit embarrassing. You make a mental note to watch your words more often. âIâll leave ya both alone nowââ
âOhâ youâre good, donât worry about it. But⊠I just wanted to say that you make a really cute maid. Donât you agree, Tabito-chan?â Miyuki had that evil smirk on her face; the kind that she has on when sheâs plotting something.
Karasu stammers, which is quite unlike him, âIââ You eye karasu down as he gulps and finishes his sentence, âI guess⊠But that doesnât mean anything.â You can barely see it, but you swear the tips of his ears are red.Â
Miyuki smirks. Her plan is working, âOho? Well, guess ya really are a cute maid if even my baby brother agrees. Anyways, Tabito, shouldnât ya go now? I think that table over there is calling for you.â Miyuki practically shoves him away while redirecting her attention back to you.
The older Karasu clears her throat before looking at you, âDo ya mind if we have a little chat? Iâm curious about the [Name]-san Tabitoâs always tellinâ me about.â Miyuki wouldnât say always⊠but a little bluff couldnât hurt.
You look at your watch, âI suppose I can take my break now.â You sit across from her.Â
Miyuki starts off by asking, âIâd hope Tabito is treating ya well in class. Whatâs he even like at school anyways? Nowadays, I barely hear about anything heâs doinâ in class. Itâs always about soccer.â
âHm⊠well⊠Heâs veryâ interesting, to say the least.â You say.
Miyuki continues, prying, âWould you say yer friends with him? Is he even a good classmate? Yâknow, I practically raised that boy ever since he was a toddler, so Iâd hope so.â She probably sounds hella nosy, but she can dismiss it as being âdotingâ and âworriedâ. She knows something is going on between the two of you⊠but she just canât prove it.
Ah, that must be why sheâs prying into this. If you were in her place, youâd do the same, âWell, weâre not friends. I wouldnât say. Heâs just more of my⊠rival, perhaps?â You concluded.Â
Miyuki questions that, âA rivalâŠ? Interesting.â
You chuckle, âTo someone outside of our class, it wouldnât make sense. But thatâs the best thing I can come up with.â
âAh⊠I see, I see.â Miyuki nods, âHowâd that even start.â
You proceed to explain, âWell, it started just in grades, but slowly transformed into these other competitions. Actually, weâre competing right now to see who gives the best service during the festival. Thatâs why I insisted we be put in the same shiftââÂ
âSo youâre just rivals, right?â Miyuki asks, still seeking that confirmation.Â
Something about her tone makes you second guess that answer, âUh, yes. Just rivals.â You repeat.
âAnyways, I think Iâll be heading out now. I donât wanna take up your whole breakâ She stands up, but not before stacking her empty tea cup on her plate. âNice meeting you, [Name]-san. I hope weâll see each other again.â
âIâ nice to meet you too, Miyuki-sama.â You smile.
âOhâ donât be so formal. Just Miyuki-san is fine!â She pats your back.
âI see. Bye, Miyuki-san.â You wave goodbye to the older karasu. Huh⊠She seemed nice enough. How could someone so outgoing and friendly be siblings with your arrogant and annoying rival? Maybe some things like that werenât meant to be answered that easily.Â
~~~~~~~~~~~~ âOnee-sanâŠâ Karasu walked into the house and saw his older sister laying on the couch, watching TV.
âYes, Tabito?â Miyuki asked, âWhat is it and be quick.â
Karasu gritted his teeth, âWhat were ya thinkinâ earlier at the cafe!â Karasuâs ears were definitely red now.
âHey, Tabito. Do ya like [Name]-san?â Miyuki smirks as he freezes up. Got himâŠ
Karasu is trying to defend himself, âNo! Itâs not like that at all!â
âSure. Yâknow, your nose always scrunches up when yer lyinâ. Did ya know that?â Miyuki laughs as Karasu holds his nose.
Karasu switches the topic, âNevermind thatâ but what were ya thinkinâ?! Makinâ me call her cute?!â
âJeez- I was only tryna help. Plus, you didnât have to say she was cute.â
âIâ But still!â Karasu stammers out.Â
âSo, let me ask again, do you like [Name]-san?â
â...yesâ Karasu looks down at his feet. It reminds Miyuki of when he was still a little kid.
âAnddddddd thatâs what I thought!â Miyuki hops up from the couch to ruffle his hair, âAwwwwwww~ does Tabito-chan have a crush on his rival in class?â
âH-hey! Stop thatâ Howâd ya even know about that last part.â Karasu questions.
Miyuki replies, âOh, [Name] told me during our chat. That does seem quite like something youâd do though! Falling for an academic rival. Thatâs straight out of a manga.â Miyuki gushes.Â
âOh shut up. Plus, I highly doubt that she likes me like that.â Karasu reasons.Â
Miyuki protests against that, âWell you never know!â
âUhhuhâŠâÂ
âWell, she isnât taken, right? Does she like anyone?âÂ
Karasu shakes his head, âNot that I know of.â
Miyuki lets out a slight murmur, âThen itâs settled. If sheâs not taken, itâs fair game. Iâve been waiting for this day, Tabito-chan!â
Karasu gives his sister a puzzling look.
âWelcome to âHow to Woo a Girl: 101!â by Miyuki Karasuâ
STEP ONE:
âOkay, first off, what the hell does that mean? And the nameâs so cheesy,â Karasu complains.
She refutes, âTch. You should be grateful Iâm helping you. I could leave yer stinky teenage boy ass to fend for yourself, couldnât I? And it means Iâm going to be teaching you how to get the girl.â
âI⊠fine. Okay. How do I⊠âwooâ a girl?â
âSpeakinâ of stinky teenage boy assâ go shower first. You fuckinâ stinkââ Miyuki laughs.Â
Karasu proceeds to sniff himself, âFineâ let me take a quick shower.â
As soon as Karsu finishes with that, he goes to his room, finding his sister already waiting. Sheâs sitting in his desk chair, scrolling on her phone, âFinally, yer back. Now sit down, I got a lot of explaining to do.â
Karasu takes a seat on his bed, listening intently to whatever advice his sister was about to give. As unserious and teasing as she might be sometimes, she genuinely could lock in for things like this. She clears her throat, âOkay, so first off. Step one; ya gotta be smooth about it. You know, complimenting her and all. But donât be too strong about it, or else yer gonna come off as a jackass. There's a balance to it. Keep the environment light and welcoming,â Miyuki explains.Â
Karasu nods at her words, âSo just be⊠friendly is what yer sayinâ.â
Miyuki clasps her hands together, satisfied, âYes! See, youâre gettinâ it!â
â...â Karasu hesitates, âSheâs uhm. Kinda my rival though.â
âYes, I know. But ya gotta elaborate on what that means.âÂ
âUhm. Half of our conversations are just me insulting her and [Name]-san doing the same backâŠâ Karasu gulps.
Miyuki can only sigh at his words, âShit. Sounds like we got a real problem on our hands. NowâŠâ She thinks about her words for a second, âI think I got it⊠just do exactly as I say.â
~~~~~~~~~~~~ Karasu walks into the classroom about five minutes earlier than usual. This was crucial to the plan; as Miyuki had said. You were sitting in your spot by the window; the spot next to his desk. Karasu placed his things in his cubby and sat down. Noticing him in the classroom a bit earlier than you was unexpected, but not totally unwelcome. After all, it gave you the opportunity to show him your latest quiz score!
âKarasu-kun. May I ask what you got on the last test?â You ask, smugly.Â
This was your dynamic; your thing. One of you would ask the other what score they got and whoever got the better score would flex it in the otherâs face. It was quite comical, so much so that your classmates had started betting on who was going to get the higher score. You werenât exactly fond of the betting aspect, but if those idiots didnât interfere with you, it didnât matter that much.Â
â99 percent. What âbout you?â Karasu makes eye contact with you after reading his score from the test paper.Â
While you werenât the type of person to get flustered easily by a small glance, you could feel the tips of your ears getting warm (for whatever stupid reason). You brush it off and put on your usual confident smile, âAhâ well, I got a 100%. Better luck next time, I suppose.â
âWell, good job, [Name]-san. I bet you earned it.â Your eyes widen. What the hell?! This felt so⊠wrong! Where did your usual Karasu go?Â
Youâre shocked. More shocked than when you had gotten a 90% on your english paper. The Karasu Tabito; class 2-Aâs resident jackass, saying âgood jobâ to you of all people?! You were speechless for a moment, but slowly gathered up the words to accept the compliment, âT⊠thank you?â
âYer welcome, [Name]. By the way, did anything change about your hair?â Karasu pointed out, trying his best to act smooth.
âI⊠uh⊠No?â You were confused. Had he noticed that you styled it slightly differently today? It was only a small change in technique and made a miniscule difference. How closely was this guy paying attention to you! Was Karasu Tabito secretly a pervert? Yep, you concluded. That must be it!
âHm? It looks different to me. I donât know.â Karasu brought up.
â... I styled it slightly differently today,â You admit, âIt practically made a miniscule difference. Only a pervert would notice that detail.â
âHeyâ heyâ whatâre you tryna say about me, [Name]?!â Karasu stammers.
You grin, âOh? Youâre stuttering, huh? Guess I caught ya, pervert.â
âNoâ I swear it isnât like thatââ Karasu reasons. Shitâ day one and heâs already failing.
âSure. Okay.â You brush it off.Â
RATING: 4.5/10
STEP TWO:
Later that night, as Karasu is recounting the story to Miyuki, she could only laugh at it.Â
âSo, yer tellinâ me she accused you of being a pervert? And her hair? Do you really pay attention to her that much?â Miyuki manages to get out in between giggles.
Karasu scoffs, âWhat else was I supposed to say? Ya didnât tell me I had to do certain stuffâ ân Iâm just sayinâ it how I see it. Her hair did look differentââ
Miyuki finally settles down, âOkay, okay, I get it. Godâ they grow up fast. Well, anyways, we gotta figure out a new method. I donât think complimentinâ herâs the way, especially since yâall are like⊠rivalsâ
âAnd how do I do that?â
âSimple! Step two; what are her hobbies? Think ya can figure that out?â The girl asks.Â
âI⊠sure. But why is this information relevant?â Karasu questions.Â
âOkay. TRUSTâ this is the method. Find out her hobbies and start bonding over them. For example, if [Name]-san has a sticker or something on her notebook about something she likes, then you ask about it. You get what Iâm sayinâ? Ya gotta bond over it.â Miyuki waves her fingers in the air as sheâs explaining.Â
The purple haired man nods in response, ââKay⊠I think I got this one. Sounds simple enough.â
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As Karasu walked into class the next day, he made sure to pay attention to your interests. There were some stickers on your notebook that appeared to be from sort of anime. Perfect thing to ask about.Â
âMorninâ, [Name]-san. Whatcha doing?â Karasu leaned over to peer at your notebook, which you were currently drawing in. Youâre so invested in your drawing that when Karasu speaks up, you jump a bit.Â
âOh. Hi?â Itâs strange. Karasu is acting strangely⊠nice today?
âYou drawing somethinâ?â
You look to the side, âUh⊠yeah⊠just some doodles. Why do you care?â
âNo reason. Are they related to yer stickers on the front?â
This seems⊠oddly suspicious. What the hell is he doing, being so nice to you? Is this a ploy of his to catch you off guard and win in whatever he has planned? Well, youâre certainly not gonna let that happen. âThey are. Why do ya wanna know?â
âNo reason. Who are those characters anyway? They look familiar.â Karasu is trying to keep the conversation going, despite how suspicious and pissed off your face looks. You really had no poker face, huh?
âTheyâre from this animeâŠâ You tell him the name, âAnd Iâm just doodling him. Heâs my favorite character.â
Karasu smiles, âOh? He looks cool. And I think Iâve heard of that show. Think my sisterâs into itâŠâ
âThe one I met at the festival?â You question.Â
âYep. Sheâs my only sibling.â Karasu confirms.Â
âInteresting. She has good taste.â
âYeah. She puts me onto a lot of stuff. Heyâ is that anime any good? Should I watch it or somethinâ?â
âWell, sure. If youâre into that. It might not be everyoneâs cup of tea,â You explain.Â
âOh, wellâ Iâm sure ya have good taste in anime, so itâll prolly be good.â Karasu tries his hand at flirting a bit.
âDo ya even know what else I watch? Or what the showâs even about? You donât know if youâll like it,â You reply, bluntly. What was he trying to do?
Shit. His flirting attempt clearly did not work, âJust sayinâ. Ya look like you have good taste in anime.â
âIââ as soon as youâre about to say something, your teacher walks in, earlier than expected. You immediately stop your drawing and flip to the next blank page in your notebook, ready for class. If youâre going to continue to beat Karasu, you need to step up your game.Â
RATING: 7/10
STEP THREE:
Itâs been a week since that conversation and Karasu has slowly started talking and interacting with you more outside of your usual competitions. Itâs weird; youâve always seen him as your rival and you assumed that Karasu felt the same. So why is he trying to get all chummy with you? Seriouslyâ does he want anything? What if heâs playing the long game and trying to outwit you? Who does he think he is?Â
Youâre thinking about this whole thing as youâre studying in the library. Thereâs a test coming up, and in order to beat Karasu, you have to study. Seriously; how does Karasu get good grades while being on the soccer team? Sports like that have to take tons of time and energy. And he had friends? That guy truly is a freak. Sitting in your comfy library chair, youâre scribbling down math equations in your notebook like thereâs no tomorrow; locking in so hard that even your ancestors could feel it. Shitâ you were knocking down problem after problem so fast and accurately that you feel like youâre actively in flow state. Or at least you were; until a familiar tuft of purple, spikey hair, settles down across from you. Speak of the devil.
âMind if I sit and study here?â The deep voice asks.
And suddenly, your flow state ends and you were back in reality, âKarasu-kun? Whatcha doing here?â
âI need to study too.â He claims.Â
âIâve never seen ya study before.â You slip in.
Karasu smirks, âWell then, youâve never seen me at home.â
âWhat does that mean? Is it an invitation?â You ask. What the hell is he talking about?Â
Karasu still has that stupid smile on his face, âWhy? Ya want it to be?â
The tips of your ears grow hot. What the hell?! You didnât know that a stupid crow like him could cause this reaction out of you, âWhat does that even mean? Anywaysââ You switch the topic, âThereâre plenty of other open tables. Why choose this one?â
âWell, since yer prolly the smartest person I know, besides me, I wanted to see how you study. And what yer studyinâ.â Karasu states,Â
You roll your eyes, âTch. Yer smart enough. Stop tryinâ to spy in on my methods, you fucking pervert.â
And there that name goes again.Â
âWill you drop that? I just happen to pay attention to everything. âS no biggie, really.â Karasu brushes his observation off.Â
âSure buddy.â You hesitate before continuing, âAnd fine. I suppose you can sit here.â
With your approval, Karasu takes out his papers and pens at lightning speed, âAs long as you tell me your methods.â
âSure. Ya got yourself a deal, [Name]-san.â Karasu smiles.Â
He switches his spot from the chair across you to the chair directly next to you. Gosh, when did it get this hot? Suddenly, youâre aware of every hair on your body and the blood rushing to your head, âYou can stay in the chair across from me.â
âWell, we canât be too loud in the library. Other people are studyinâ. And how am I gonna figure out yer methods without talkinâ?â Karasu raises a good point.Â
âAlright, alright. Anyways⊠if yer so set on this idea, want me to explain how Iâm doinâ the questions?â You give into it. Since heâs here, might as well make the best of the situation. Plus, youâll probably learn a thing or two from having Karasu here. As much as his face infuriates you sometimes, he is the smartest kid in class; besides you, of course.Â
Karasu leans his face in his hands, looking at you, âGo right on ahead, [Name]-san.â
You pay no mind as you explain the problem to Karasu. It goes back and forth like that for a bit; you talking and Karasu talking afterward. Itâs still Karasu though, so heâs throwing some teases here and there. Overall, nothing you canât handle. Plus, youâre sure youâve called and said worse things to the guy during your stupid petty arguments over nothing. As youâre listening to him, you notice that Karasu, when heâs not arguing over pointless shit, isnât really that bad. His presence at first was something that you had to tolerate, but not anymore. Heâs surprisingly⊠normal? But the overarching question on your mind is âwhy is he being so friendly toward you?â. Weeks ago, he was being the typical academic rival. What was going on in his mind for this switch up to occur?
Whatever. Studying with Karasu-kun is more important right now anyways. Youâll dwell on your other thoughts later.Â
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As Karasu steps in from the front door, heâs greeted by the sight of his sister waiting for him. When will this girl go back to college?!
âSo⊠Tabito⊠yer arriving later than usual.â Miyuki clasps her hands together.Â
Karasu gulps, âWhat the fuck are ya planning right now?â
âOh, nothing. So did the little study date go well?â The older sister laughs at her own joke.
Karasu grumbles, âItâs not that funny⊠and it wasnât even a date!â
âSure buddy⊠same person who needed advice on how to pull this crush by the way.â
He canât deny that oneâŠ
âOkay, sure. Fine. Maybe.â
âFuck you mean maybe?! Bitch? This is âHow to Woo a Girl 101â! This feels like an insult,â She says, dramatically.Â
âOkay, well, point is, the,â Karasu lifts up his fingers to do air quotes, âthe âdateâ went good. We just studied together.â
âWell Iâd hope so.â Miyuki clears her throat, âWasnât my idea spectacular though?â
âWell, I canât lie, it was the best one so far,â Karasu admits.
Miyuki nods, âGood to know, good to know. Nowâ just keep it up.â
âAlright. Sounds easy enough.â Karasu nods.Â
RATING: 8.7/10
STEP FOUR:
Between soccer practice, class, and other things, Karasu always made time to study with you in the library. It was a small change, but one that certainly wasnât unwelcome (at least, not at first). While you were still a bit confused as to why Karasu was doing all of this, you didnât mind it all that much now. These study sessions after school became a habit; you always getting there first to claim the leftmost back table and Karasu getting there a little later and taking his spot next to you. Sometimes, itâd be silent, but other times the sound of your two voices would take over. After a while⊠it became enjoyable. You never thought that studying with Karasu of all people would be fun. Prior to this development, studying was just⊠normal. Something you did everyday to keep your top spot in class. But with his presence, even the most boring chapters in your textbook could become fun if Karasu cracked the right joke.
On this particular day, you got your math tests back. Instead of immediately looking at your paper (which was face down on your desk), you leave it there and stop the purple haired man from looking at his score too.
Karasu looks at you in confusion as you stopped him from looking at his score, âHuh? Why the hellâd ya do that?â
You look him straight in the eye, âLetâs look at our tests in the library. Weâll show them at the same time; together.â
âI like the sound of that,â Karasu says, approving of the idea, âDeal. Donât peak durinâ lunch or somethinâ like that.â
âAlright then.â
âOh, letâs add onto the challenge. Winner gets somethinâ from the konbini.â
Karasu knows you can never resist a challenge, even if itâs from him, âFine. Yer on, Karasu-kun.â
Later, you open the doors to the library and find Karasu sitting there, in your guysâ usual spots. You take your regular seat next to him and set your bag on the table.
âReady, Karasu-kun?â You smile. Youâre sure you got a better score than him this time around!
Karasu only smiles at you back, âIâm ready, [Name]-san.â
The both of you dig in your bags in unison. As Karasu is about to show you, you grab his hand and make him place the paper back down on the table.
You think nothing of the gesture until you notice the guy next to you avoiding eye contact while sporting red ears. Weird. Maybe heâs never felt the touch of a woman? Itâs okay, you think, Not everyone can pull, âOn three.â
â1â
â2â
â3,â You say.
You flip up your paper, showing him first. Similarly, Karasu does the same.
Youâre the first to speak up, âYou got a 98, Karasu-kun. Whatâd I get,â
His facial expression falls, â98? You⊠also got a 98.â
âHey wait.. So, who wins then?â You have a puzzled look on your face.
âHm. Letâs call it a tie then,â Your rival concludes.
You groan, âTch. A tie? Thatâs so fuckinâ boringgggg. Câmon. Letâs compete in something else. Anything else.â
âWell, whaddya propose?â Karasu questions.
âUhhhhâŠâ Your mind goes blank and you canât really think of anything, âFine. Okay. A tie; but just this once.â
âAlright. We studyinâ first, right?â Karasu asks.Â
You nod, poking his shoulder with your mechanical pencil, âNow letâs get to it. I want my prize already.âÂ
âYes, maâam!â Karasu laughs.Â
You let out a small giggle before turning your attention back to your work. The sound reaches Karasuâs eardrums. Your laugh isnât foreign to him; youâd often laugh about getting higher grades or when Karasau got hit by a ball square in the face during PE. The difference was that you were laughing about something he said. He made you laugh! Karasu decided to push those thoughts to the side and focus on his studies. For now, at least. Grades were the only thing tying you two together. To be honest, Karasu wasnât sure if you guys would have even interacted had it not been for this⊠rivalry thing?Â
After a grueling hour of studying, you two unanimously decided to cut your time short to go to the convenience store. Damn; even if you were only in the library for an hour, you starving. Having Karasu-kun pay for your snack would be so satisfying (even if you had to pay for his too). Finally getting out of that library, you both walk side by side. At this time of year, it was oddly scenic. While you two were walking to the store, you had remained quiet.Â
Karasu, aiming to break the silence, spoke up, âWhatâre ya planning to get, [Name]-san?â
You tell him your usual order, âIâll probably get a drink or something. The snackâll depend on my mood,â You state.
Karasu asks, âAh⊠Do ya prefer sweet or salty?â
âHm⊠like I said, it depends on my mood,â You repeat.
âAlrighty then.â
You both walk inside the convenience store, wandering the isles. The fluorescent lights shine down upon you and your⊠rival. Karasu Tabito; the boy who became your highschool rival was slowly becoming⊠something else. Ever since you guys had started studying together, the vibe was gradually starting to change. You canât lie, you had always perceived Karasu as physically attractive. But god; those ideas were becoming more and more prominent in your mind.Â
Your thoughts were interrupted by the person you were thinking about, âSo, ya chose a sweet snack today, huh? Câmon, let me pay.â
âIâ here. Gimme yours.â You say back, holding out your hand.Â
Karasu hands you a bag of seaweed chips and some pocari sweat.
You raise an eyebrow, âPocari sweat? Yer not even at practice right now.â
âThatâs for later. We got an extra long practice tomorrow; tournament and all, yâknow?â
âAh⊠I see.â Taking out your wallet, you walk up to the cash register, âJust this for today, maâam.â You say to the part time worker.
âAlright,â The worker, Sakura replies, âNext!â
Karasu walks up to the counter with your items, âHereâs the money,â Karasu puts the cash on the counter, âThank you.â
Sakura only smiles, âCome again! Have a great day.â
You both nod your heads to the woman as you walk out. The afternoon air hits the both of you, âSay, would you wanna⊠sit on the benches with me?â Karasu looks to the side as he hits you with that question.Â
Youâre shocked. You didnât think that Karasu would want to hang out with you in this type of setting. Studying was one thing, but just⊠talking like friends? This was an entirely different scenario that you did not prepare for at all! Shitâ whatâll you even do? Whatâs Karasu-kun even plotting?
âI⊠sure. Thatâs outta nowhere.â You remark.
Karasu smirks, âWhy? Ya scared? I donât bite.â
You think about all the times you two have gone back and forth with insults, âLike I trust that.â
âWhenâve I seriously âbittenâ?â Karasu questions you.
âThink about that with yer pretty little head,â You say.
Karasu canât help but smile, âYou think that my head is pretty?â
You take initiative and walk over to the bench, âYa know what I mean, Karasuââ
âI guessâŠâ He rolls his eyes sarcastically.Â
âOk screw you.â You look to the side, âAnd gimmie my food.â
âAlright, princess.â Karasu says mockingly, handing you your snacks.Â
âWhoâre ya calling princess, you pervert?â You throw back. Two can play at that game. This dynamic⊠itâs the one you feel most safe with. The most familiar.
âTch. That was one moment. âm just observant.â Karasu deflects.Â
Youâre instantly ready to snap back, âOh? If yer so observant, what color shoes was the man who just walked past wearing? And donât look.âÂ
âUhâ orange, right?â Karasu says with false confidence, trying to not give away the fact that he didnât know the answer.Â
âNo. Incorrect. It's blue. If ya were truly observant, then you wouldâve gotten it right.â
âWell I donât pay attention to random strangers on the street.â Karasu reasons.Â
âSo itâs just me?â You smirk.Â
Shit. Youâve cornered him this time, âItâs not just youâŠâ
âJust admit it. Donât be shy, Karasu-kun. This is a judgement free zone!â You slip out, not expecting anything to happen.Â
âFine. âCourse I noticed, obviously. But I ainât a perv!â Karasu denies any accusations, âAnd I was just pointing it out becauseââ He stops himself.
You werenât expecting to get that far with your banter, âBecause?â
âI think it looked⊠not bad.â Karasu tries to not give you any satisfaction.Â
âNot bad?â
âFine. I think the hair looked cute on you. Happy?â Karasu admits, reluctantly. Shitâ heâs gonna get clowned on so hard by you.Â
Your reaction was not something that he was expecting, âHuh?! Cute?â You rarely had the word cute used on you. Especially by your rival, âThat⊠isnât too bad.â Dare you say, the word made your heart flutter a little bit. You look to the side before moving an inch closer to the person on the other side of the bench.
âOh?â Karasu smirks.
âDonât think about it too much. Iâm only getting closer because I want some seaweed chips.â You grab one out of the packet.Â
âHey!â He yells.
You laugh, âHere. You can have a sip of my drink.â
Shit. A sip of your drink? Were you trying to kill him? Karasu is frozen as you hold out the bottle to him, âYou want it or not?â
âIâllâ Iâll take it, yeah.â Karasu grabs the bottle out of your hand and takes a sip from it from where you drank. Gosh, you were going to be the death of him. Isnât this an indirect kiss? Whyâre you taking this so unseriously?
You grab the bottle back from him, not batting an eye. âGood, right?â
Karasuâs face heats up, âYeah. It is.â
The atmosphere changes after that. It gets⊠warmer. You and him are bickering, as always, but there is something different underneath it. You canât place your finger on it. However, nothing lasts forever and your hangout (was it even a hangout?) gets cut off. The sun was setting as nighttime approached, typical for the end of the day. To your surprise, Karasu offers to walk you home. âItâs dangerous for a girl to be walking alone at night,â he claims. And to Karasuâs surprise, you actually let him walk you home. So now the two of you are walking together underneath the night sky. Heâs nothing less than happy at the fact that you let him walk you home, since that meant you two could spend more time together. The walk there is mostly silent, the only sounds being cars rushing past you and crickets chirping. Finally, after taking a few turns in your neighborhood, you reach the front of your house. You stand by the gate, facing Karasu.Â
âI guess I better be leavinâ now,â he puts a hand on his neck, âHave a good night, [Name].â
âGânight, Karasu. Have a good evening.â You leave before he can get a word in. And with that, you go inside and shut the door. Karasu is left standing outside, frozen. That was⊠something else. Something that he couldnât put a finger on.Â
He doesnât want to seem like a creep, so he quickly makes his way out of your neighborhood and back to his own house. The purple haired man barely makes it through the door when his sister practically jumps at him.
âTabito! Did ya do it today?â Miyuki asks.
âYes⊠I did.â Tabito admits, reluctantly. Heâs in for a talk nowâŠ
Miyuki squeals, âAwhhhhh! They grow up so fast! My baby brother went on his first date!âÂ
âJeez⊠It was just a trip to the konbini. âS not that serious.â The younger karasu grumbles.Â
âYes it is! Whatâre ya on about?â Miyuki huffs, âSo tell meâ howâd it go? Oh! You betterâve walked [Name]-san home, yâknow!â
âIt was pretty good.â Karasu recalls the bottle incident⊠âAnd yeah; I did walk âer home.â
âGood. I raised you like that. Now⊠onto phase two. Ya gotta escalate these hangouts. Since yer friends, the konbini slides. But you canât keep taking a girl out on a date there. Soâ as I said, onto phase two. Ya gotta slyly start inviting her to places. Places like a ramen spot, the mall, or maybe the park are good for dates.â
âHuh. Okay, I see.â Karasu nods, taking internal notes.Â
âYer a soccer player, so I trust youâll find an opening and take it as soon as possible, yeah?â
âYeah.â
RATING: 8.5/10
STEP FIVE:
Itâs been a couple weeks since the first convenience store run. Following that first visit, itâs become tradition. Every Friday, you and Karasu would go there after studying and get some snacks. To be honest, you were starting to look forward to Fridays more than you ever did previously (which is saying a lot) just so you could talk to him even more. Ever since that day he walked you home (heâs been doing it more and more), you couldnât help but feel warm and nice whenever he was around. It was a step up from the usual cruel atmosphere that used to be around you guys. Whatever this weird thing was⊠you were quite fond of it. For now, itâs okay with you. To just be around Karasu Tabito was enough.Â
You guys just finished a big exam; one that you and Karasu studied immensely for. Sensing your relief that the torture was finally over, he made his move. After all, he wasnât on the prestigious Bambi Osaka youth team for nothing.Â
Karasu turns around in his seat, facing you, âHey⊠[Name]? Anything ya wanna do today?â
âHuh? Whaddya mean? Donât we usually go to the konbini?â Youâre confused. Why is he asking you this all of a sudden?
âI mean like actual places. We can take a break from studying.â
âI⊠Iâm not sure.â
âYa like karaoke? The mall? Uhâ maybe the park?â
âNot karaoke,â You say, âHm⊠the mall I guess. But whyâre you asking me this?â
Karasu looks at you, determined, âLets hang out today. Câmon. Get yer bag.â
âAt the mall?â You ask. Youâre not sure if thatâs a place Karasu really likes. If you guys are hanging out, then you want to make sure that Karasu is at least semi interested in the place.Â
âYes. Ya said the mall right? So weâre goinâ.â Karasu states firmly.
âDo you even like the mall? If weâre goinâ, I wanna make sure that ya at least like the place a bit.â You state your perspective.
âEh, Iâm sure we can find somethinâ. Get yer bag and letâs go.â
You do as he says, grabbing your bag from the cubbies and walking out the campus and to the train station. The train ride there is nothing special; the usual. Itâs filled with other highschoolers (like yourselves), adults in suits, and little kids holding their parentsâ hands. That last sight brings you back to when you were little. You step out of the train, along with Karasu and go to the mall right beside the train station. It isnât huge, but all of the stores are to your interest and liking. Thereâs clothing shops and even a pop-up selling merchandise from that anime that you like! Youâre immediately dragging Karasu to random stores, trying on clothes, and scanning the isles. Itâs been ages since youâve been here and itâs just as good as you remember!
Youâre now in the dressing room, trying on this top that you found. Itâs in your exact size and fits your style perfectly! Itâs even on sale! Right outside the dressing room, sitting on a bench, is Karasu whoâs scrolling on his phone.Â
You decide to ask him about the top that youâre wearing. âKarasu?â You call out, sticking your head out of the dressing room curtains and covering your body with the remaining curtain, âWhaddya think of this top?â You step out of the dressing room as Karasuâs eyes fall on you. They widen slightly for a moment before relaxing. He caught himself just in case.
âIâ Itâ It doesnât look bad on you.â Karasu spits out.
You roll your eyes, âJust ânot badâ?â
âFineâ fineâ It looks cute.â The purple haired man admits.
You feel a sense of deja vu, âShould I get it?â
âYeah. It looks nice. And ya clearly seem to like it.â
âAlrightly then!â You grin, closing the curtain and going back inside to the fitting room. You come out a few minutes later with the top in your hands and your uniform shirt back on. The two of you then proceed to go to the checkout, where the lady rings you up.
âOkay then! Please pay when ready!â She gives a customer service smile.
As youâre taking out your cash, Karasu already paid for the top.
âHave a great day!â Karasu repeats the ladyâs words back at her as he grabs the bag the top is inÂ
and moves, giving space for the next customer to pay.
You follow him out of the line, barely registering what just happened.Â
âKarasu! Ya didnât have to pay! I got my own moneyâ You protest.
He hands you the bag, âWell, I wanted to do somethinâ nice for ya. God forbid I treat you every once in a while.â
âStill! Ya donât gotta treat me in the first place.â You refute.Â
âShhhhâŠâ He puts a finger on your lips to silence you, âJust let me do this for once. I invited you out.âÂ
âYouâre not gettin- my pointââ You roll your eyes.
âLetâs just leave the store. No point in arguing about whatâs already done.â
âIâ okay. Thank you, Karasu.â You say, gratefully. Where is he even going with this?
âNo problem. Where to next?â He asks you.
âIâve pretty much hit all the stores I wanted to go to,â that was a lie; but you didnât want to keep Karasu here the entire evening and bore him out, âAnywhere you wanna go?â
âUhâ not really.â He shrugs.
You nod, glancing at your surroundings. Something catches your attention from the corner of your eye. Itâs a poster for that movie youâve been wanting to see. It seems that everywhere and everyone online has been talking about this movie; from the production to plot to the characters.
âOh my gosh! Didnât know they were showinâ this here! Wanna watch it with me, Karasu?â You turn your head and look at him as he approaches your side.Â
Karasu freezes up, âWatch⊠a movie with ya?â His heart canât take it anymore. Watching a movie⊠with you?
âOf course. We got time, right?â You check the time on your phone.
Karasu smiles nervously. Shitâ he didnât prepare for this scenario at all, âSure.â
âDo you wanna go watch it with me? Ya sure âbout it, Karasu?â You ask. Youâre not sure what his taste in movies is and want to account for that. Itâs felt like this whole hangout has revolved around you and you want to make sure Karasu is having fun too.
âNo! No! Of course I do.â He brushes off your concern, âLetâs go in.â He walks past you, making you rush to his side.
The two of you make your way to the counter to purchase tickets for the next showing (which is conveniently in ten minutes) as well as a bucket of popcorn to share. A movie is never complete without popcorn, after all! As you and the purple haired man make your way to the theatre the movie is showing, you pop a piece of the popcorn in your mouth.
âHey! [Name]! Donât eat too many yet or we wonât have any for the movie, ya hear?â He lightly scolds you.
You chew on the piece quickly, âYeah, yeah. I know.â
The two of you both settle in the dark theatre. You both chose seats towards the back; so there weren't any people behind you guys. This particular showing wasnât too crowded⊠just a couple here and there as well as some families. As soon as the ads were done showing, you were ready. The movie started and it caught your interest from the very beginning. Seems like social media isnât full of shit sometimes. They were right; there was clearly attention and detail put into the plot and its characters. You found the characterâs struggles to be realistic and relatable; not some out of touch bullshit. That was something you really liked.
However, there was another thing on your mind. From the moment you guys have started this hangout, youâve noticed that Karasu was extra attentive to you and the things that you liked (such as paying for your top). It felt like he was trying to make you feel special. And the odd part was that you⊠you didnât mind it so much. Rather; you liked it. His personality and witty comebacks and just being there made going to the mall that much more fun. And now the two of you are at the movies sitting next to each other? A classic setup that you planned straight from the beginning. If youâre right⊠if you predicted correctlyâŠ
And then you felt it. Karasu was shifting closer to you, looking very nervous. His eyes were darting to you and back to the screen (which was now showing a particularly romantic scene) and his face displayed a flush of red. Just what you were looking for. You smiled in satisfaction. Guess it worked.Â
You turn your head and whisper, âYer starinâ. Whatâcha need?â
â...Nothinâ.â Karasu replies a little too fast.Â
âOh? Do you get flustered by romantic scenes?â You tease him. Youâre not entirely sure whatâs happening with you right now, but if it works, it works. This was unusually forward for you.Â
Karasu looks back at the screen, âNo.â
âOkay then.â You shift a little closer to Karasu. Shitâ youâre really close to each other now. Youâre almost brushing against him! Okayâ maybe you went too far this time. Itâs not even guaranteed heâll make a move. Youâve just been pushing him in a certain direction. If he wanted to, he would. Better to back off now than be humiliatedâ Or thatâs what you think, until Karasuâs arm is hovering over your shoulders. You can feel the warmth of his arm and the nervousness radiating off of him. To be fair, youâre not any better yourself; face warm and visibly shocked. What types of lines are we crossing today?!
âCan I?â Karasu finally speaks up, breaking the silence. The movie seems to go silent when he says this. All of your attention is focused on the guy next to you. You canât seem to speak.
âIâll uhâ Iâll back off if thatâs a noââ Karasu is about to retract his arm. Shit; did he just ruin the atmosphere?
However, you donât let that happen. You canât let this opportunity go to waste! Grabbing his arm, you wrap it around your shoulders and lean on Karasuâs body. This much physical touch (especially in public) was something you would probably never live down. But at this momentâ with Karasuâs body next to yours, you werenât inclined to care much. Plus, itâs a dark theatre. Nobodyâs gonna see, you reassure yourself.Â
âI never said anything about a no,â You say, under your breath.
âWell yer face told me otherwise,â Karasu refutes.
You argue back, trying to cover up how flustered you currently are, âWowâ for someone whose entire personality revolves around reading people like a book, ya clearly couldnât tell that my expression was that of shock. Not disapproval.â
Karasu shrugs, giving up on this fight, âWell I didnât want to touch ya without consent, yâknow? Better safe than sorry. Itâs a bit dark too.â
âHm. I suppose I can accept that answer.â You try to get even closer to Karasu than you already are. This was nice⊠too nice in fact. You turn your focus back to the movie. The romantic scene that was previously playing had already ended. You couldnât believe this was happening! You and Karasu sitting close to each other like a couple was something straight out of a dream. Not that you minded much. Knowing him, you just hoped that he wouldnât tease you about this afterwards.Â
To your dismay, the movie ends about forty-five minutes later. Though, your feeling wasnât about the movie but rather about the guy next to you. The credits are rolling now and you couldnât help but feel something gnawing at the pits of your stomach. You had previously thought that being close to Karasu as rivals was good enough. Now that youâve had a taste of it, rivals wasnât nearly enough. You were longing for more; for this âhangoutâ to not end. In a scenario where a god suddenly came down from the heavens and offered to grant you a wish, you wouldnât hesitate to wish to stay with Karasu. The time finally comes and soon, the lights turn on and burn your eyes; a reminder that nothing good lasts forever.Â
You look at Karasuâs face; now illuminated by the theatre lights. His purple hair styled with that fuckass hairwax, his dazzling blue eyes, and the mole on his cheek. All of those features make him⊠him. Youâre shortly snapped out of your trance as he makes eye contact.
âStarinâ huh?â He smiles, using your words against you.
You guys don't move an inch, despite the other people leaving the theatre, âYou were staring earlier.â
âDeflecting. Classic.â
âIâm sure youâd know,â you retaliate.Â
âTch.â Karasu rolls his eyes, knowing youâre right, âLets⊠lets get up.â
The expression on his face mirrors yours; one of slight disappointment trying to hide behind a neutral facade. You slide away from him as Karasu puts his hands on his thighs and stands up. You do the same, grabbing the now empty popcorn bucket and heading down the many steps on the way to the exit.
âSo. What did you think about the movie?â You ask him. âI wasnât sure if movies like that were your type, so Iâm curious.â
âHuh? It was pretty good,â Heâs lying straight through his teeth. The purple haired man was too nervous the whole time to even focus on the movie and its plot.
âSoâŠâ You guys walk out of the theatre and into the main cinema area. âWhere to now?â
Karasu eyes you curiously, âDo ya have to be home by a certain time?â
âNo. Why?â You ask.
âWanna go get food? I uhâ I know a good ramen joint nearby.â Karasu shoots his shot.
âHm? Sure. But itâs on me.â You get that last bit out before itâs too late.Â
Karasu stops walking for a second and looks you dead in the eye, âNo.â
âWhat the hell do you mean no?!â You say, raising your eyebrows curiously.Â
âNo.â He says, firmly. Karasu mumbles the next part, âCanât let a girl pay.â
âYouâve already done enough. Just âcause Iâm a girl doesnât mean I canât pay.â You protest.
âCanât do that. Sorry.â
You roll your eyes, âStubborn fuck.â
âWhatâd you just call me?!â Karasu turns, facing you.
âYou heard it. Now come onâ where's this joint anyway?âÂ
âItâs just a few blocks down,â he replies.
You nod in acknowledgement, âLead the way.â
You both walk side by side in the Osaka night sky. People walk past you engrossed in their own conversations and on their way to wherever theyâre going. Meanwhile, you and Karasu have fallen into a comfortable silence. Without the pressure of school and grades, you guys are just two highschoolers who happen to be hanging out right now. After around five minutes, you arrive at the ramen joint. Itâs a pretty decent place; warm lighting and a strong aroma. You buy and pay for the ramenâ much to Karasuâs dismay (âI canât let ya pay!â vs âYou bought us popcorn at the movies!â).Â
You finally get to take a seat at the counter, âSoâŠâ
âSo?â Karasu says.
âI uh⊠whyâve ya been so nice to me today?â You ask.
Karasuâs been found out (was there anything to hide in the first place?), âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âI mean like. You payinâ for all my stuff and going to that movie when I didnât even know if you'd like it,â you point out.Â
For someone as sharp tongued as Karasu, he had trouble figuring out what to say to this, âI justâ I just wanted to be nice. Miyukiâs been tellinâ me I should work on that.â Yeah. Be nice to the girl that you like.
âSheâs not wrong.â You tease him. Itâs a familiar response. Safe even. Predictable. Unlike the warm feeling in your chest every time you look at him.
Karasu scoffs, âSays you.â
âIâm nice! And kind!â You defend yourself.
He mocks you, âSure⊠whatever ya say, [Name].â
âIâm gonna shoveââ Before you can finish your sentence, your ramen bowls conveniently arrive.
You donât continue and instead opt to focus on the food in front of you. The last thing you had in your stomach was movie theatre popcorn so youâre certainly ready to eat.Â
âWhat was that?â Karasu says, trying to egg you on. You swear this guy is confusing as hell sometimes. Heâll act all nice and sweet, putting an arm around you at the movie theatre and the next moment heâs bickering with you. Pick a side, goddamnit!
âIâm choosing to be nice by ending our previous topic of conversation. Letâs eat.â You wonât let him have the last word.
Sighing, he picks up his chopsticks and slurps up some of his noodles. You do the same. Shitâ Karasu was right. This joint is so good! The broth had the perfect flavor, the noodles were cooked to perfection, and the toppings tasted very high quality. And itâs affordable! Yeah, youâre going back here again. Maybe even with him?
Your eyes dart to Karasuâs bowl. He has a bowl of miso ramen, while you have a bowl of shoyu ramen. Man you absolutely loveeeee miso ramen. Guess Karasu noticed your wandering eyes directed to his bowl of noodles. Were you really that obvious?
âDo you like miso too, [Name]?â He questions.
â...yeah.â You say sheepishly, knowing that he probably noticed your gaze that was fixated on that ramen of his. .
Without hesitating, Karasu swaps your guysâ ramen bowls, leaving you with his miso broth and him with your shoyu ramen, âJust donât eat too much of it,â He claims. This was such a risky move on his part. What if you were just blanked out? What if he made you uncomfortable? Suddenly, his forehead was drenched in sweat and his clothes felt too tight on his skin.Â
That is, until you smiled up at him, grateful for the gesture, âThanks, Karasu!â
He sighs in relief, âNo problem. Enjoy.â
You hesitate a bit before grabbing your spoon and drinking some of the broth. After all, you guys shared a drink once. Who cares now?, âDamn! This place has some good miso.â
âRight?â Karasu chuckles in response. He then takes a sip of your broth. The soy sauce flavor instantly hits his taste buds, âDamnâ this is good too,â he remarks.Â
âEverything hereâs good.â You laugh. Then you have the amazing idea to shoot your shot. Playfully flirt a little. A flirty comment here or there doesnât hurt, right? Hellâ he had his arm around you earlier, âWe should totally come back here together.â
Your hearts are in sync with one anotherâs. At that statement, both of your hearts begin to race. Shit shit shit!!! Whatâll he even say to that? Youâre gonna kill him if he makes fun of you.
âYeah. Lets.â Karasu says, a bit off handedly in an attempt to play off his excitement. Going back here with you would be a dream.
The two of you fall back into silence. The sound of people talking around you, chefs yelling at each other about orders, and ramen being cooked fills up the space around you. You swap ramen bowls occasionally without words (because the two of you donât need that many. Or at least, when it comes to things like this).
The time has come to walk you home once again. Bellies filled, Karasu walks side by side next to you on the way back to your house. Itâs routine, so itâs certainly not unusual. Both of you make your way around your familiar neighborhood until you find your house. You stand outside the gate for a second, facing Karasu.
âI,â you take a quick breath, âthanks for taking me out on a dâ I mean hangout.â You catch your mistake before he can.Â
Judging by the smirk on Karasuâs face, he definitely noticed your slip up. He doesnât point it out though, âNo problem. Iâll take ya out more. On me.â
Youâre left there by the front gate of your house, speechless as he walks away. Meanwhile, Karasuâs mind was racing with questions. Was that too smug? Shitâ does she think Iâm some cocky bastard now? Is that a red flag? Was that too bold?! Questions race in his mind as he walks away. Meanwhile, you snap out of it and go inside. Clutching your shopping bags, you bolt to your room immediately. That trip was the most fun youâve had in a while. If you told yourself at the beginning of the school year that you hung out with Karasu Tabitoâ resident jackass and had fun? You wouldâve told the present you that you were in fact crazy. It still felt unreal though.Â
Rating: 9.5/10
STEP SIX:
The next morning over breakfast, Karasu is debriefing with Miyuki about everything that happened. The older Karasu is practically gushing over everything that happened between the two of them. Karasu takes a bite of his toast as Miyuki gives him more advice. Heâs practically soaking up all this information like a sponge.Â
âAnyways, I think weâre ready to initiate the final phase.â Miyuki proudly declares.
Karasu is intrigued, âThis being?â
âAsking her to be your girlfriend, duh!â she exclaims. âIf you think you guys are ready, of course,â she adds on.
âYes. I think⊠I think weâre ready for the final phase.â Karasu confirms.
âGood! Time to initiate âHow to woo a girl 101; the final phaseâ! Goshâ they grow up so fastâŠâ the college aged girl responds, wiping a fake tear from her eyes.Â
âJeez. Dramatic much? Just tell me what to do.â
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Quite some time has passed since that first trip to the mall together. You and Karasu hanging out has become a somewhat regular occurrence. On the occasions that time could be spared, the two of you would go out. Whether it be the mall, karaoke, or the park, it was fun as long as Karasu was there. Of course, both of you still studied together, but things have escalated. And dare you say, it was fun. Being around him was fun. The bickering and the insults that slowly got more playful by the day, the slight touches, the sharing food, all of it was fun. For once in your life, you could have fun. And thatâs what you loved about Karasu. Being around him was easy. No projecting a perfect image, no words being held back, just you and him exchanging words like it was a lifeline.Â
So when Karasu invites you to a new cafe to âstudyâ? That didnât ring as suspicious to you. If anything, it was normal. Plus, he knew youâd been eyeing that new cafe and their drinks. So why not make it memorable? He makes sure to arrive there 30 minutes early to gather his thoughts and feelings. He also makes sure to get a slice of cake for you (your favorite obviously). Heâs saved you a seat across from him. And on it? A bouquet of flowers (that his sister helped him pick out the day before). Heâs so ready and so not ready at the same time. His stomach is practically eating itself from the inside because of his damn nerves. Honestly, he just needs to man up and ask you to be his girlfriend already.
Unfortunately, his stomach drops even more when he sees you enter the cafe. Not from anger or fear, but from nervousness. Thereâs no backing out now. Before you spot him, he grabs the bouquet of flowers from your chair and holds it in his hands.Â
â[Name]! Over here!â He says, waving you over.
Your heart stops at the sight of the flowers. Were those for⊠you? Or did someone give them to him? Is he gonnaâ no, thereâs no way heâs gonna ask that today. Or is he? Youâre grateful you spent extra time on your hair and makeup before coming. In the scenario that heâs asking you to be his girlfriend today, you would have to be ready for some pictures. And you could not be looking chopped. These thoughts race through your mind as you take the seat across from him. The one he saved you himself. Your favorite flavor of cake is already resting in front of you.
âHi, Karasu.â You greet him.
Karasu gulps nervously as he hands you the bouquet from across the table, âThese are uhâ these are for you.â
Your fingers brush against his as you receive the flowers, âT-thank you,â You stutter. Ugh! That just makes you sound pathetic. You canât sound patheticâ especially now. Youâre not even the one giving yourself flowers, but youâre still nervous as hell. âThese are really pretty.âÂ
âGlad you like âem.â Karasu smiles and sighs in relief.
Your eyes flutter to the cake in front of you for a quick moment, âOf course I like them.â
âI got it for you,â he gestures to the cake sitting in front of you, âYer favorite.âÂ
âReally?!â Karasu loves the way your eyes lighten up whenever he does something nice for you.Â
Youâre beaming, âYes, really.â
You excitedly pick up your fork and put the piece of cake in your mouth. The flavors dance on your tongue while the fluffy texture of the sponge melts in your mouth, creating the perfect bite. Youâre not sure if anything in the world could top this cake. While you continue eating, a joyful expression paints your face. Before long, Karasu catches himself staring at your expression. Someone like him putting a smile on someone as beautiful and amazing as you? It was unheard of.Â
âDo ya want some cake, Karasu?â You slide the cake toward him with your fork.
He hesitates for a second, "Uhm I'm good.â He slides the cake back to you, âJust continue eating it. You seem to enjoy it.â
â...Thanks.â You pause, âIf ya donât mind me asking, whatâre these flowers for. Kinda out of the blue, if ya ask me.â
Karasu freezes up, his heart racing. He was originally planning to wait until a bit later to ask the question, but if youâre asking now then⊠Thereâs no chickening outâ no turning back. This is the thing heâs been waiting for ever since you two met all those years ago. Ever since he laid eyes on your face that day, this was the only thing racing in his mind.Â
âActually, thatâs kinda why I asked you to come here a bit outta the blue.â He looks into your eyes, âever since we metâ even though we were doinâ that rivals thing, ya always stood out to me. I donât find many things extraordinary, but yer the exception. I know I may not have shown it at the beginninâ, but youâve honestly become someone I wanna be around all the time. Guess itâs pretty obvious what Iâm gonna ask now. But will you do me the honor of being yer boyfriend?â He let out a relieved sigh.Â
During Karasuâs whole spiel, you were focused on him and his words. Your eyes never left his; not even for a moment. Honestly, you were impressed by how sincere he sounded. Karasu Tabito, in your eyes, was always that one asshole who would rub his grades in your face. So now? Hearing him say all that with such convictionâ such sincerity warmed your heart. Suddenly, you were hyperaware of everything around you. The cool AC in the cafe, the hair on your forehead, and most of allâ the feeling in your chest.Â
Realizing you blanked out, you return to the conversation at hand, âSorry! I was just processing your words.â You admit sheepishly.Â
âItâs fineââ Okay, now heâs worried. Were you silent because you were trying to figure out a way to reject him? Orâ
His overthinking was interrupted by your sweet voice, âIâm glad you feel the same way, Karasu. I⊠Iâll admit I didnât really like ya at first. I thought you were some cocky asshole who effortlessly got good grades and played soccer. But after gettinâ to know you a bit more, my thoughts were disproven. Youâve shown yourself to be a good person when we spend time together. So⊠Iâd really like it if youâd be my boyfriend.â Youâre sure that you have some awkward silly expression on your face but you truthfully couldnât bring yourself to care.Â
Karasu is smiling really wide right now. He looks less like a teenage boy and more like a little kid who just discovered something revolutionary. Not that you mind; itâs a cute look on hi, âReally?â
âReally. Iâll let you have that honor. But if you think that Iâm gonna start easing up on you at school, yer wrong. Iâm afraid that isnât a boyfriend privilege.â You proudly proclaim.Â
Karasu rolls his eyes, âYeah, yeah. Whatever. So what is a boyfriend privilege I may have?â
âYou can hold my hand, I guess.â Karasu wastes no time in grabbing your hand from across the table. You let out a giggle at his enthusiasm.
Your boyfriend looks completely serious about all of this, âI like that.â
âOh. And are we being⊠public about this?â You ask, genuinely curious. You werenât sure if Karasu was the more private type in relationships, so you want to clarify. They do say communication is key in relationships and it wouldnât be harmful to start practicing early.Â
âHm? Honestly, I donât mind. But those idiots in our class might blow things outta proportion. Are they still betting on who gets the higher score during tests?â Karasu asks.
You sigh, remembering your classmatesâ antics, âThey are. Honestly, I think itâd be best to keep it a bit private⊠for now at least. Iâm pretty sure they think we still hate each other.â
âTrue that.â Karasu agrees.Â
âSo for the time being let's keep this a bit private⊠not necessarily hiding itâ if you get my drift. But not like⊠outward, yâknow?â
He nods in response, âI get what yer sayinâ and I agree.â
âAlright. By the way, how longâve you liked me, Karasu? Just curious.â
âTabito. Itâs Tabito now.â The purple haired man is staring at you so hard.Â
You scoff, âDonât change the subject, Tabito.â
â...â he decides to be truthful with you, âLike⊠pretty much since I met ya.â
Your eyes widen. Damn! That long?! âReally?!â
Tabito doesnât bat an eye, âYeah. What about it?â
âButâ I was kinda a jerk to ya back in the day.â
âYouâre sayinâ back in the day like it wasnât long ago that you were snarky with me.â
You scoff and roll your eyes, âOkay. Fine, fine.â
âSo whenâd ya start likinâ me?â Tabito asks, curious about your perspective.
âProlly around the time we started studyinâ together. That was fun.â You answer, truthfully.
âInterestinâ... My tactic worked then.â He mumbles that last part quietly.
You raise an eyebrow, âWhat was that?â
âNothin!â
You brush that off. The rest of the conversation flows nicely; the two of you throwing your signature banter back and forth and occasionally eating some cake. You two even order some lattes, which is nice. While the date is simple, itâs nice. Itâs just the two of you, spending time away from the world in a quiet cafe. Tabito knows you donât like overly flashy things. If anything, itâs a testament to how much he pays attention to you. Youâre grateful for that (and him). Eventually you guys make your way out of the cafe after what feels like hours and head to the park (hand in hand). Itâs nice just being in Tabitoâs presence. Just being around him feels so⊠right. Before this, you didnât think anything in your life was missing. School, friends, family, and studying were the norm to you. Now however? Something that didnât exist in your heart came to be; in a good way, of course.Â
While youâre sitting on the benches, you ask Tabito to take a picture with you (for a potential soft launch on your private twitter with threeâ now four people).
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The sun was now setting; which unfortunately meant the end of the date. Tabito being Tabito walks you home as always. Now entering his front door, heâs practically ambushed by his nosy ass older sister. She needs to go back to college already!!!
âTabito-chan! Yer back late. So what happened?â Her eyes dart to his hands. No bouquet. âDid she like and accept the flowers? AND yer back late. Shitâ just tell me!â
Tabito rolls his eyes, âWell Iâd tell ya if you gave me a chance to speak.â
Miyuki only nods. Sheâs locked in for this.Â
âWell⊠we went to the cafe, right? So then I gave her the flowers and she accepted them. Then she started eating the cake I bought her and asked why she was getting flowers in the first place. And likeâ I couldnât really say anything except the truth, so I outright admitted I liked her and asked to be her boyfriend.â Tabitoâs face gets a little warm at that last part.Â
âThey grow up so fast!â Miyuki says, very proud.
âAnd uh⊠she said yes,â Tabito smiles at the thought of you accepting his confession. âSo uhâ now weâre datinâ. Then we went to the park a bit afterwards and hung out. Once it got dark out, I walked her home, obviously.â
âGood, good. Exactly like how I taught ya.â The older Karasu couldnât be more proud right now.Â
âNow that me ân [Name] are official, thanks Onee-san. I⊠I couldntâve done a lot of it without ya.â Tabito luckily admits.
Miyuki is beaming, âWell, I guess my job as your mentor is done. Iâm proud of ya. I guess we can officially call âHow to woo a girl 101â done. Good job, Tabito.â
âThanks.â
Miyuki smirks, âNow we start âHow to be a good boyfriend 101â!âÂ
âWhat the fuck? Am I seriously not done with this bullshit?â Tabito groans as Miyuki laughs at him.Â
RATING: 10/10
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A/N: hi guys!!! I'm so so happy that this fic is finally out of the drafts! I've been working on it for quite a bit, so to see it come to life is truly amazing. Anyways, now that I'm done with this, I can finally focus on my other requests. I hope that this wasn't too ooc TT'. thank you everyone for reading and supporting me ! <3 i really appreciate it!
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superspeed! w/ hyoma chigiri (requested) â§*:ïŸ
your hips rolled slowly, soft sighs filling the room as chigiri looked up at you, his eyebrows furrowed the slightest bit.Â
âwhatâs wrong now, princess?â you exasperated, rolling your eyes at his expression.Â
he tightened his hands on your hips, lifting you up and dropping you at a faster pace than you were moving. âgo faster.âÂ
your lip curled upward, looking down at him in annoyance as you scoffed. âmake me.âÂ
in reality, you shouldâve picked your words more carefully, knowing that his competitive urges followed him everywhere. even into the bedroom.Â
before you could blink, he flipped you over quickly, pressing your back deep into the mattress, his cock thrusting in and out of you at a speed that had you screaming in shock.
âsl-slow down!â you gasped, words caught in your throat as hyomaâs thrusts somehow sped up, his movements forcing your bed frame to hit the wall repeatedly, paint chipping on the walls from all the previous times heâs done this.
âjusâ shut up, will you?â he chuckled, letting his face drop to your neck, teeth nipping at your neck eliciting a sharp whine from your mouth. âyou can take it.â Â
you cried out, your nails digging into his skin where they rested on his shoulders, close to piercing him if you pressed down the slightest bit more. his hands tightened their hold on your waist, undoubtedly leaving bruises for you both to find and admire the next day.Â
the feeling of his length moving in and out of you at his pace had your brain melting, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you lay helplessly beneath him, body caged in by his arms.Â
âfuck, you feel so good.â he groaned, hair strands beginning to fall out of place and sticking to the thin sheen of sweat on his face. you forced your eyes open, shaky fingers coming up from his shoulders to push the hair out of the way.Â
chigiri blinked at you, his own resolve slipping. but instead of letting you catch it, he moved impossibly faster, your back arching up and pressing your bare chest against his. you whined loudly in his ear, a matching noise leaving his chest as he leaned down, pressing his lips against yours harshly, catching every noise that fell out.Â
he saw the way your body started to tense, the way your walls clenched around him like they were trying to pull him further in like his tip wasnât kissing your deepest spot. chigiri pulled away slightly, letting his forehead rest against yours as you panted.Â
âalready there, arenât you?â he teased, voice rough against your face. you nodded pathetically, head empty as your fingers found their way into his hair, tugging as if you were trying to hold yourself together.
hyoma moaned at the feeling, speeding up yet again just to feel the way you pulled at the strands like you wanted to rip them out.
âg-gonna-â your words caught as he lifted your hips up slightly, changing his angle, cock now ramming into your sweet spot that had black spots appearing in your vision.
âlet it out then.â he chastised. âtook you long enough already.â
feel free to request anything blue lock!
note: gah damn this diva is hard to write for. i rlly hope this isn't ooc.
<3, lynn
âœâââââ one who yearns is one who earns ââââââ„
ft. suguru geto
synopsis ~ months of longing. a week at a beach house. one shared bed, too much tension and too little self control. suguru geto has spent far too long wanting his friendâs roommate. far too long trying not to ruin her. unfortunately for him, when she shows up to spring break looking at him like that, he fails spectacularly.
tags ~ 18+ mdni !!! idiots in fucking love, yearning yearning yearning, geto's a masterclass yearner, lowkey slowburn? friends to lovers-ish, mutual pining, praise kink, dirty talk, pet names, oral fixation, piv sex, creampie, marking, size difference, belly bulge, light possessiveness, aftercare, geto's just down bad and i love him and i love this
a/n ~ gosh this was toooo much fun to write. decided to make this one a long(er) oneshot compared to the multi parts i had for choso n gojo, bc it made more sense with the plot i had in mind! hopefully all of u lovelies enjoy ;) and sorry for the wait <3
w/c ~ 17.4 k (youch i got carried away)
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your roommate brings it up three days before finals week officially starts, which already tells you the idea is terrible. the two of you are sitting cross-legged on the floor of your apartment living room surrounded by open textbooks, half-folded laundry, and empty instant noodle containers.
sheâs supposed to be writing a paper. instead, sheâs online shopping for bikinis. âi actually canât do this anymore,â she announces dramatically, laptop balanced on her thighs. âif i read one more discussion post iâm walking into traffic.â
you hum absentmindedly, highlighting a paragraph without processing any of it.
outside, rain taps against the windows in soft uneven bursts. campus looks gray and muddy and exhausted. even the frat houses have gone quieter this week. everyoneâs studying, or pretending to.
your roommate suddenly gasps. âspring break,â she says.
âwhat about it?â
âwe should go to your beach house.â
that gets your attention. you look up slowly from your laptop. âwe?â
âyes, we.â she tosses a sock at you. âlike. everyone.â
âeveryoneâŠus girls? orââ
âno, the frat too,â she says, smiling. âi want choso to be there.â
you roll your eyes, focusing back on your notes. sheâs been glued to her boyfriendâs hip ever since they got together. itâs almost sickening, if they werenât so perfect for each other. youâre rarely in the house alone anymore.
âdunno if thatâs a good idea,â you say, because your brain immediately supplies the image of suguru geto.
itâs geto. always geto.
your roommates notices your change in expression instantly. the grin that spreads across her face is immediate and evil. âoh my god.â
you narrow your eyes. âdonât.â
âyou thought about him first.â
âi literally didnât,â you mumble, pushing your glasses up your nose.
âyou literally did.â
you throw the sock back at her head and she dodges it, laughing. âyouâre soooo weird about him.â
and sheâs right. you are weird about him. not in an obvious way, no. whatever thing between you and geto occurs in fragments. in pauses and glances held half a second too long.
eye tag.
thatâs what gojo called it once after catching the two of you staring at each other across the frat kitchen while everyone else argued over beer pong rules. âyou guys do this every time,â heâd said.
youâd denied it immediately. geto had just looked away.
your roommate clasps her hands together. âplease invite them. choso already said yes if you say yes.â
âyou asked him before asking me?â
âwell, yes.â
you sigh, rubbing your forehead. âthe house isnât huge.â
âit has four bedrooms.â
âone of them barely counts,â you point out.
âwe can make it work.â
your parents are never at the beach house this time of year, anyways, and know youâre responsible enough to handle it on your own.
itâs few hours from campus along a quieter part of the shoreline. you havenât been in almost a year.
the thought of ocean air instead of stale lecture halls makes you exhale slightly.
âaha,â your roommate says, pointing at you. âthat was a considering face.â
âit was not.â
âcome on. itâll be fun.â
âitâll be loud.â
âonly a little.â
âimagine bonfires,â your roommate says dreamily.
âimagine property damage.â
âimagine volleyball.â
âimagine bail money.â
you already know youâre going to cave. despite everything the rest has somehow become tangled into your life over the past semester. in the middle of late-night food runs and campus events and parties is getoâs face and how you notice him before he notices you almost every time.
at parties, heâs usually tucked somewhere quieter while everybody else spirals around him in chaos. sitting on kitchen counters, leaning against walls with a drink untouched in his hand. watching. and eventually his eyes find yours, every single time.
the first few times it happened you thought you imagined it. you? nerd you? suguru geto looking at you?
but it kept happening. across crowded rooms and across lecture halls.
âyouâre thinking about him again,â your roommate says.
itâs his deep voice and calmness and the way he rolls his sleeves to his elbows when heâs focused. the exhaustion constantly sitting beneath his eyes lately because heâs balancing classes and internship applications and responsibilities and everybody elseâs problems too.
âshut up,â you say weakly.
âiâm texting choso. this is happening.â
you sigh, knowing that once your roommate wants something to go her way, itâs happening.
how bad can the trip really go, anyway?
âgojoâs already asking if the beach house has speakers.â
âtell him yes, but the neighbours donât like noise past 10pm.â
âgeto says he can drive.â your roommate looks up at you, chewing her lip, and youâre suddenly very interested in the notes youâve been trying to read over.
now youâre imagining geto driving, one hand on the wheel, ocean air and his stupid rings glinting under the dashboard lights
you stand abruptly, gathering your notes before your imagination gets worse.
thursday - eight days from departure
geto realizes heâs in trouble on a thursday night while half-drunk freshmen scream-sing nextdoor to music that sounds like somebody attacking a speaker with a hammer. heâs sitting at the frat dining table with an untouched beer beside his laptop, trying to finish an internship application before midnight.
keyword : trying.
because youâre here. youâre not even doing anything particularly distracting either. youâre sitting cross-legged on the couch in one of those oversized university sweaters, glasses sliding slightly down your nose while you argue with chosoâs girlfriend over how many bags of chips are too many for one week at the beach house.
you shouldnât be this difficult to ignore, and yet getoâs cursor has been blinking on the same sentence for six minutes.
gojo and toji yell something at each other from across the room. everyone starts talking over each other, except for choso, whoâs curled into his girlfriendâs side, and you.
you stay focused, tapping at your laptop with concentration pulling your brows together slightly. geto watches your mouth move while you talk.
thatâs becoming a problem too. noticing little things. the tiny crease between your eyebrows when youâre annoyed. the way you tuck your legs underneath yourself without thinking.
itâs gotten worse recently, or maybe heâs just stopped pretending it hasnât been happening. for months now, every room he walks in feels altered slightly if youâre there.
he hates how aware heâs become of you. worse, you notice him too.
getoâs not stupid. he sees the way your eyes snag on him before flicking away. the pauses, the tension, that look you get when he stands too close.
itâs there constantly, like static humming between you both.
âgeto.â your voice cuts clean through his thoughts.
he looks up immediately. youâre staring at him from across the room now, brows raised slightly. his stomach does something deeply irritating. âyeah?â
âyou havenât answered a single thing we asked.â
gojo grins instantly from the kitchen island.
âhe was staring at you.â
geto doesnât react outwardly. years of dealing with satoru have made his self-control nearly supernatural.
you, unfortunately, do react. irritation flashes visibly across your face before you glare at gojo. âoh my god, shut up.â
âam i wrong?â
âyes,â both you and geto say at the exact same time.
toji starts laughing so hard he nearly chokes. âjesus christ,â he mutters. âyou two are painful.â
geto drags a hand down his face slowly. youâre suddenly very interested in your spreadsheet.
cute.
âi made categories,â you explain, stuttering over the last word as you regain composure. âcolour coded. itâs a shared excel sheet so you can all access it too.â
geto smiles softly. youâre focused and bossy and pretty. he thinks he should probably stop looking at you like that.
âokay,â you say, tapping the couch. âcan everyone e-transfer me their share tonight so i can book groceries in advance?â
gojo raises a hand. âno. actually, toji and i pass.â
you run a hand down your face. âwhat?â
âweâre the entertainment,â he explains, like it makes total sense.
âeighty dollars, each of you, please,â you say, tilting your head back. âi hate all of you.â
âthatâs not true,â gojo says. âYou like suguru.â
the room goes quiet instantly. choso coughs into his drink. gojoâs girlfriend physically turns away to hide her smile.
gojo points between the two of you lazily.
âthe vibes are crazy.â
âthere are no vibes,â you say immediately.
âyou look flustered,â toji notes helpfully.
everybody starts talking over each other again while you try defending yourself with rapidly deteriorating success. geto says nothing, because while the others laugh and argue his eyes stay on you.
you can feel it too. he knows you can. that tension pressing tighter every time your gazes meet.
your eyes lift to his and his gaze flicks to your mouth for one brief, horrible second.
you both look away just as fast.
sunday - five days from departure
your bedroom looks like a clothing store exploded. bikinis draped over desk chairs, shorts hanging off your bedframe, three different pairs of sandals abandoned in the middle of the floor. âi hate everything,â you announce.
your roommate barely glances up from where sheâs laying across your bed with choso half beneath her like a human mattress. âdramatic.â
ânone of this looks right.â
âyouâve changed outfits six times.â
âbecause i look weird.â
âyou literally donât.â
you turn sideways in the mirror, scrutinizing yourself harder. the dress is just soft black fabric that skims your body, thin straps, lower neckline than what you normally wear. you bought it for some finance networking event your department hosted last month because your mom said you needed âstaple outfits.â
your roommate sits up on her elbows finally, exasperated. âyou know most people going on beach trips are worried about, like, sunscreen?â
âi am worried about sunscreen.â
âi forgot you made a spreadsheet for sunscreen.â
âuv rays are serious.â
choso laughs quietly from beneath her, hands resting loosely on her thighs. you point at him immediately. âdonât encourage her.â
âi didnât say anything.â
âthe laugh felt judgmental.â
your roommate rolls her eyes before looking back at you properly. âyou look hot,â she says flatly. âactually annoyingly hot. if you donât pack the dress iâm stealing it.â
you scoff softly, turning back toward the mirror. âitâs too much.â
âfor who?â
you shrug. some part of you already knows exactly who youâre thinking about, which is ridiculous. youâre literally standing in your bedroom overanalyzing a dress because suguru geto might see it.
your roommate seems seconds away from teasing you about exactly that when choso speaks absentmindedly from the bed.âgeto likes that one.â
the room goes silent and you slowly turn around. ââŠwhat?â
choso freezes and his eyes widen slightly like he physically felt the mistake leave his mouth in real time.
your roommate lifts her head immediately. âwhat do you mean geto likes that one?â
ânothing,â choso says too quickly.
âchoso,â she says.
âiâm serious.â
you narrow your eyes at him. âhow would he even know this dress?â
another pause then choso makes the fatal mistake of hesitating. your roommate gasps dramatically. âOH MY GOD HE DOES KNOW THE DRESS?!â
âbaby,â choso says weakly.
âno, no, come back.â she grabs his arm before he can sit up. âwhat do you mean he likes the dress?â
âi wasnât supposed to say anything.â
you cross your arms slowly. âthatâs an insane sentence.â
choso looks deeply distressed now. your roommate softens instantly though, because unfortunately for choso, she knows exactly how to handle him. she cups his face gently, pressing a tiny kiss against his jaw. âplease?â she asks sweetly.
choso exhales heavily through his nose, cheeks going pink. weak man. he folds almost immediately. âokay but you cannot tell geto i said any of this.â
you and your roommate both nod way too fast and he points at both of you suspiciously before continuing. âyou wore that dress to the frat one night.â
your brows pinch together slightly. ââŠwhen?â
âwhen you came to pick her up after that finance networking thing.â
oh.you remember that night.
youâd stopped by the frat around midnight because your roommate was too drunk to uber home alone. you were still dressed up from the event downtown. heels hurting. hair done. tired and irritated because gojo had answered the door already yelling.
you hadnât stayed long, just long enough to drag your roommate upstairs to collect her stuff while half the frat stared at you like theyâd never seen a woman before.
apparently including geto.
âwhat happened?â your roommate asks immediately.
choso rubs the back of his neck awkwardly. ânothing happened exactly. some guy made a comment after you left.â
your stomach tightens slightly. âwhat kind of comment?â
âjust saying you looked good or whatever.â
âand?â your roommate presses.
choso sighs. âand geto got weird about it.â
heat crawls instantly up your neck. âweird how?â
âhe justâŠâ choso pauses, visibly trying to decide how much to say. âhe looked annoyed.â
your roommateâs jaw drops. âhe got jealous?â
âwell, I dunno, notââ
âchoso.â
âiâm serious.â
âwhat did he say?â
another long sigh. âhe said you donât even realize how pretty you are.â
your roommate physically collapses face-first into the bed, laughing into a pillow. you just stand there your heart suddenly beating way too hard. âthatâs notâŠâ you clear your throat softly. âthatâs not that serious.â
both of them look at you. your roommate lifts her head slowly. âyou are genuinely the dumbest smart person i know.â
âiâm not dumb.â
âhe said you donât know how pretty you are.â
âpeople say things.â
ânot like that.â
choso looks like he regrets existing and unfortunately for him your roommate isnât done. âwhat ELSE has he said?â
ânothing,â choso mutters, rubbing the back of his neck.
âliar.â
âbaby.â
another soft kiss against his jaw, pretty doe eyes, and you watch the fight leave chosoâs body. he groans quietly. âhe just asks about you sometimes,â he mumbles, glancing up at you.
your stomach flips again. âasks what?â your roommate says immediately.
ânormal stuff.â
âdefine normal.â
âlike if sheâs seeing anybody.â
your eyes widen slightly.
âor what her type is,â choso admits.
your roommate grabs your arm so hard you almost lose balance. âi knew it.â
âstop saying that,â you hiss, feeling too warm and out of place in your own body now.
choso keeps talking now that heâs doomed anyway. âthere were these guys talking to you outside one of our econ buildings a while ago and geto asked after if you knew them.â
you blink. you remember that too. two business majors from another frat trying very hard to impress you after class. geto had walked by while you were talking to them and you hadnât thought he even paid attention.
apparently he had.
âand,â choso adds carefully, âhe asked if they were bothering you.â
something warm and dangerous and twisting settles low in your stomach, and your roommate looks one second away from planning a wedding. âthis is insane.â
âitâs not insane,â you say weakly.
âhe likes you.â
âyou donât know that.â
ây/n,â she says flatly. âbe serious.â
you sit on the edge of your bed, the black dress clinging to your skin, and now all you can think about is geto noticing it. remembering it. liking it enough to mention it after youâd already gone.
your roommate watches your expression carefully from the bed and then smiles slowly.
friday - day of departure
departure day starts at eleven in the morning and immediately feels cursed. gojo is late, even though the meetup spot is outside the frat. toji's holding an iced coffee and is directing where bags are to be put instead of actually helping. somehow, your roommate's lost one of her sandals already. choso's carrying about fourteen bags (thirteen of which are his girlfriend's) and you?
you're standing in the driveway trying to figure out how seven people accumulated this much luggage for a beach trip. a seven day beach trip. âwhy do you have three suitcases,â you ask gojoâs girlfriend.
"two of them are satoru's," she says, patting her boyfriend's head, and he grins like a lovesick puppy. "i don't know why he has so many clothes."
getoâs car sits at the curb behind gojo's girlfriend's car - the two drivers for the trip. geto's leaning against it, typing on his phone, and of course the fact that he looks good pre-noon makes your heart pang. you can only imagine what you would look like standing beside him, what with your frizzy hair and crooked glasses.
he's wearing a dark hoodie and shorts, sunglasses pushes up into his hair while choso helps him load luggage into the back. you try not to stare but your brain seems to enjoy self-destruction.
because watching geto lift heavy bags with one hand while calmly reorganizing everybodyâs mess should not be attractive.
"okay," gojo announces loudly, clapping once. "vehicle assignments."
getp closes his trunk with a final solid thud. "my car's got the most space," he says. "why don't you transfer all the luggage over from the other car?"
your roommate perks up immediately. "perfect."
"there'll be room for one person up front too," geto adds casually. then he looks directly at you. your stomach flips so hard it almost makes you angry.
you glance away first. before you can say literally anything, your roommate beams. "great! y/n'll go with you."
you whip around instantly. "what?"
"you get carsick in crowded backseats," she says innocently.
which is true. unfortunately. âi can survive.â
âand i want leg room,â toji says. "no fuckin' way am i cramming in the back with the lovebirds," he grumbles, pointing to choso and your roomate, "with this fucker in the front." he points his thumb to gojo, who's smiling happily.
"then you can go in the front with geto," you say.
your roommate gives you a deadpan look. gojo's girlfriend sighs.
"toji, just sit in the back, please," choso says quietly. "it's only a two and a half hour ride."
he opens his mouth to retort an excuse but gojo's girlfriend promptly elbows him in the chest. he grumbles but settles in the back of gojo's girlfriend's sedan anyway.
geto looks almost relieved, but he quickly masks it with his typical aloofness.
your roommate grabs your shoulder, grinning ear to ear. "have fun!"
you narrow your eyes at her. âi hope your phone charger breaks.â
gojo leans out the passenger window of the other car. âpee break every forty-five minutes!â
âabsolutely not,â both you and geto say simultaneously.
gojo points between you both immediately. âtheyâre married already.â
you ignore him completely, mostly because geto is already walking around to the passenger side of his car and opening the door for you. which should not affect you this much.
itâs basic manners. normal behavior. except when you pass him, the scent of his cologne mixes with cool morning air and coffee and suddenly your thoughts short-circuit for half a second.
annoying. very, super annoying.
you settle into the seat while geto finishes loading the last bag.
the car smells clean, like sandalwood and detergent and something distinctly geto. you hate that you know what he smells like.
the second he slides into the driverâs seat beside you, the space feels smaller. you feel him glance at you before putting the car into start, and you're driving off, leading the other car behind you.
your phone buzzes immediately.
roomie: have fun on your first date â€ïž
you: iâm going to kill you with my bare hands
you shove your phone away quickly before geto can accidentally see. âyou have the address?â he asks quietly.
âyeah.â you pull up the map. âdid gojoâs girlfriend save it too?â
âi sent it to her twice.â
âgood.â
âyou donât trust them?â
you stare out the windshield where gojo is currently hanging halfway out the car window yelling something about his spring break arc. ââŠshould i?â
geto laughs quietly beside you and the sound makes your head spin happily. you don't hear him laugh often, unless he's mocking gojo. this quiet, real laugh is something you notice every single time.
after twenty minutes you hit the highway and you sink back into your seat with a sigh. âfinally.â
âyou stressed?â geto asks lightly.
âi like plans.â
âi noticed.â
you narrow your eyes slightly. âthat sounded judgmental.â
âit wasnât.â
âmhm.â
he glances at you briefly while turning onto the highway. sunlight catches against the rings on his fingers resting on the steering wheel. your brain immediately decides to become unhelpful so you look out the window instead.
for another few minutes, itâs quiet except for road noise and the distant bass vibrating from the other car behind, then geto taps the screen on the dashboard. âyou want music?â
âi donât mind.â
âyou sure?â
â...yeah? why?â you glance over at him.
âbecause now if you hate my music taste you'll have to be super polite about it and the car ride will be awkward.â
you laugh softly. âi promise it won't be bad. i won't be that harsh.â
his mouth curves slightly before he scrolls through his phone. music fills the car a second later and you recognize it almost instantly.
your head turns before you can stop yourself. âwait,â you say. âis this the smiths?â
geto glances over briefly. ââŠyou listen to the smiths?â
âobviously.â
âobviously?â
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â
ânothing,â he says, clearly amused now. âi just didnât expect it.â
you scoff. âwhat did you expect?â
he thinks about it for a second. âsomething old. like classical music.â
"i don't mind classical, but the smiths have always been one of my favourites."
he flashes you a genuine smile, fingers gently tapping the rhythm of the song on the wheel. "i'm glad."
after that, conversation begins to flow easier. favourite albums, worst profs, gojo. (lots of gojo). he says something that makes you snort and that same small, real smile etches onto his lips and god, this is dangerous.
you watch the highway stretch under the pale morning sunlight while trees blur at the edges of the road. after a moment you steal another glance at him. he's relaxed, one arm resting near the window, sunglasses low on his nose.
he's so...pretty.
the thought hits so fast and hard it almost embarrasses you. as if sensing it, geto looks over suddenly. your eyes meet instantly and there it is again. that thing. that horrible, suspended moment where neither of you looks away fast enough.
his gaze flicks down briefly to your mouth then back up. your pulse stutters.
behind you, gojoâs girlfriend's car suddenly swerves slightly as gojo sticks his head out the sunroof, shouting something imperceptible.
the moment breaks. you clear your throat quickly, looking forward again. âtheyâre going to die before we even get there.â
getoâs laugh rumbles low beside you. âprobably.â
gojoâs girlfriend has both hands gripping the steering wheel like sheâs transporting explosives. âif you scream one more time,â she says flatly, eyes locked on the road, âiâm pulling over and leaving all of you on the highway.â
âthat feels hostile,â gojo says from the passenger seat.
âyou barked at a motorcycle.â
âit barked first.â
from the backseat, toji groans dramatically as chosoâs girlfriend shifts closer into chosoâs side again. âiâm in hell,â he mutters.
âyouâre just bitter because nobody wants to cuddle you,â she says cheerfully.
âwrong. women love me.â
âdo they?â gojo says from the front, shit-eating grin on his face.
âhistorically. your mother would know.â
âyou don't know shit about my mom,â gojo laughs. âshe doesn't have your fucking number.â
âthat's cause she gave it to me.â
choso quietly adjusts his arm around his girlfriendâs waist so she can lean more comfortably against him. toji gags loudly. âthere they go again,â he says. âthe worldâs most nauseating couple.â
"you're just single. quadruple-wheeling the trip. us, choso and his girl, and whatever the fuck is going on in geto's car."
toji kicks the back of gojoâs seat and the car swerves slightly.
everyone yells immediately. âif we die,â gojoâs girlfriend says through gritted teeth, âiâm haunting all of you.â
âyouâd look hot as a ghost,â gojo says instantly.
she snorts despite herself. from the backseat, chosoâs girlfriend glances down at her phone.
âtheyâre probably having the most awkward car ride ever right now.â
gojo twists around immediately. âyou think theyâve kissed yet?â
âitâs been thirty minutes,â choso says.
âexactly.â
âtheyâre not kissing,â his girlfriend says, though she sounds deeply unconvinced.
toji stretches his long legs out miserably. âthey do have weird tension though.â
âthank you,â gojo says, pointing dramatically. âfinally someone sane.â
chosoâs girlfriend smiles to herself a little, gaze drifting toward the road ahead where getoâs car moves steadily a few lengths in front of them. âi think theyâre both just nervous,â she says softly.
âgeto?â gojo laughs loudly. ânervous over a girl?â
if only they saw how bright geto's smile was right now as you talked animatedly about how well your finals went. with you and your legs propped up on the dash, smooth and perfect and he couldn't stop staring without seeming weird. how his heart skipped a beat every time one of your perfect smiles were directed to him.
if only they knew how gone for you he really was.
the second the beach house comes into view, everyone in the other car completely loses their minds. your phone starts vibrating before getoâs even finished pulling into the driveway.
SPRING BREAKKUHH
gojo: HOLY SHIT???
gojo: WHY IS IT HUGE
roomie: i warned u
you laugh softly under your breath as the other car practically screeches to a stop beside you. the house sits glowing gold in the late afternoon sunlight, all warm cedar and giant windows overlooking the water below. dune grass sways softly around the edges of the deck while waves crash faintly in the distance.
home.
you hadnât realized how badly you needed this until now. gojo launches out of the car first. âBEACH ARC!â he screams.
âinside voice,â you call automatically.
âweâre outside.â
âfuture inside voice.â
toji steps out next, stretching dramatically. âthank christ. my knees were touching my organs back there.â
everyone starts unloading luggage in a blur after that. bags thumping against the deck, music already blasting from someones speaker, and of course, gojo attempting to carry six things at once before immediately dropping half of them.
youâre hauling one of the grocery bags up the front steps when your roommate appears beside you wearing the smuggest expression imaginable. âso,â she says casually.
you already know. âdonât.â
âyou and geto looked cozy.â
âwe were in a car.â
âalone.â
âwith seatbelts.â
gojoâs girlfriend appears on your other side immediately. âthe sexual tension was visible through the windshield.â
you nearly trip over the doorway. âthere is no sexual tension.â
both of them stare at you and you adjust your glasses defensively. âthere just objectively is not.â
âyouâre doing the nerd thing,â your roommate says.
âwhat nerd thing?â
âthe glasses push.â
your hand drops instantly away from your frames. traitors, the both of them. behind you, geto lifts two suitcases from the trunk effortlessly while listening to choso say something beside him.
he glances toward the front porch, toward you, and your stomach does the stupid thing again. once inside everybody immediately scatters to explore the house.
gojo runs directly toward the back windows dramatically. âthe back deck is is insane.â
âdonât break anything,â you warn.
âyou say that every time.â
âbecause every time you almost break something.â
toji opens the fridge. âthis thing is bigger than four of the fridges at the frat.â
you kick your shoes off near the entryway while everybody talks over each other around you. the house smells faintly like cedarwood and ocean air, comfortable and familiar. comfortable. familiar.
geto pauses beside one of the windows quietly, gaze moving across the living room and you watch his expression shift slightly. he looks good, his hoodie sleeves pushed up, hair loosened slightly from it's usual knot, sunlight catching against his skin through the windows.
you look away before your brain gets worse.
eventually everyone gathers in the living room surrounded by luggage and grocery bags while you attempt to regain control of the chaos. âokay,â you say, clapping once. âroom assignments.â
immediately, âdibs,â both gojo and choso say at the same time.
their girlfriends laugh. âobviously,â gojoâs girlfriend says. "we can take the upstairs bedroom, if you don't mind? the one on the side?"
âdonât be loud,â you say, and gojo flips you off. within seconds choso and your roommate have claimed one of the downstairs bedrooms, which leaves you, geto and toji, and two remaining bedrooms.
the master, upstairs. the guest room, downstairs, which has a double bed.
youâre mentally calculating sleeping arrangements when geto speaks first.
ây/n should take the master.â
your head lifts. getoâs leaning back slightly against the kitchen island now, arms folded loosely. âitâs her house,â he says simply.
heat flickers low in your stomach at how immediate the answer was. before you can respond, toji lets out a deeply offended noise. âwhat,â he says flatly.
everyone turns toward him. he gestures broadly at himself and geto. âso your solution is to cram two six-foot-plus men into a queen bed?â
âyou survived the car,â gojo calls from halfway down the hall.
âbarely. my spine compressed.â toji points accusingly at you. âi already sacrificed circulation for this trip.â
your roommateâs eyes flick between you and geto so fast itâs almost cartoonish. âeasy fix,â she says. âgeto and y/n share.â
silence, and your heart drops to your ass. nobody says anything immediately because apparently every single person in this house has collectively decided to make your life harder.
you stare at your roommate. she grins back innocently. beside him, gojo's girlfriend physically bites the inside of her cheek trying not to smile.
toji shrugs instantly. âworks for me.â
âof course it does,â you mutter.
your roommate looks dangerously delighted now. âi meanâŠâ
you whip around. âokay, that's--that's enough.â
âit makes sense.â
âdoes it?â
âlogistically?â
you narrow your eyes. she smiles sweetly. geto has gone suspiciously quiet beside the kitchen island and when you risk one glance towards him he's already looking at you completely unreadable except for the faintest pink creeping up his ears.
your pulse stutters embarrassingly hard. âi can sleep on the couch,â you say quickly.
âabsolutely not,â geto says immediately. too fast. the room goes quiet again and you feel every single person notice the tension. especially when geto clears his throat softly afterward. âi mean,â he adds more evenly, âitâs your place.â
gojo looks one second away from exploding with laughter.
toji stretches lazily against the armchair. âwell iâm not sharing with him.â
your roommate suddenly stands. âperfect! problem solved.â
you stare at her in horror. âyou didnât solve anything.â
âyou and geto get the master.â
your brain short-circuits. you open your mouth to protest then glance toward geto again. his eyes meet yours instantly, and you both look away.
biggest coward of all - your one and only, y/n.
everyone disperses after that. gojo immediately starts trying to connect his phone to the speaker system downstairs, toji disappears toward the back deck with a beer already in hand, choso and his girlfriend vanish into their room carrying bags and giggling like a disease.
you flee upstairs before your friends can torment you any further. your heartbeat still feels weird - you hate that.
the master bedroom sits at the end of the hallway overlooking the water, all soft linen and huge windows glowing gold from the lowering sun outside. youâve always loved this room, not that you were in it often. throughout your childhood, it was occupied by your parents.
you especially love it at sunset. usually it calms you down.
usually.
right now all you can think about is the fact that suguru geto is sharing this room with you for an entire week.
it's insane and horrible and slightly thrilling in a way you refuse to examine too closely. you drop your bag onto the bed with a sigh before digging through your suitcase for something more comfortable. the drive left you sticky and overheated so you tug your shirt over your head absentmindedly, tossing it onto the bed before reaching behind yourself to unclasp your bra.
finally. freedom.
youâre halfway through pulling on a loose tank top when the bedroom door suddenly opens. you turn automatically.
geto walks in mid-sentence. âi was just gonna leave my baââ
he stops completely. so do you.
silence detonates through the room because your bra is currently halfway off your arms and your tits are fully out.
oh my god. you yelp immediately, clutching the tank top against your chest. geto looks genuinely horrified. not in a bad way but shocked, like his brain physically short-circuited. his eyes flick upward instantly but itâs too late because the image is already there now, permanently burned into his consciousness forever.
âfuck,â he blurts immediately. âshit. fuck, sorry. jesus christ.â
you make another strangled noise while trying to cover yourself and pull the shirt on at the same time. geto turns around so fast he nearly walks into the doorframe. âiâm sorry,â he says again, voice suddenly rougher than usual. âi thought you were downstairs.â
âitâs okay,â you squeak.
it is not okay. your face feels approximately one million degrees.
geto grabs the doorknob blindly. âiâm gonnaâ yeah. sorry.â then he practically slams the door shut behind him.
you stand frozen in the middle of the bedroom clutching your shirt to your chest while your nervous system completely implodes.
oh my god.
OH MY GOD.
geto descends the stairs with a flushed face and rigid expression - the kind of forced composure that immediatley attracts attention in a house full of idiots.
gojo looks up from the couch instantly. ââŠthe hell happened to you?â
geto keeps walking toward the kitchen. ânothing.â
âyou look like you saw a ghost.â
âsomething like that,â geto mutters.
friday - 7 pm
by early evening, the house finally settles into something softer. the unpacking chaos dies down, most of your group is watching the ocean from the back porch. youâre cleaning up dinner dishes with choso, who keeps (politely) asking why youâve got a weird look on your face.
itâs been four hours since that disaster upstairs. the awkwardness still hangs between you and geto, who canât look you in the eye.
you change into one of your bikinis eventually, tugging an oversized button-up over it before heading downstairs with your glasses perched back on your nose. the second you appear, gojo grins. âbeach time.â
âbeach time,â you confirm with a small smile.
outside, the air smells like salt and warm cedar as everybody trails down the private wooden path toward the shoreline. the beach stretches mostly empty around you, pale sand glowing gold beneath the lowering sun while waves roll lazily onto shore. your roommate immediately grabs your hand and drags you toward the water. gojo sprints in after you both screaming for no reason. toji lights a cigarette. gojoâs girlfriend seems reluctant to put her feet in the water but she explodes into giggles when the white-haired man hauls her over his shoulders.
geto hangs back slightly. he still canât think normally, not after upstairs. not after accidentally walking into the bedroom and seeing you half-dressed with your tits out looking shocked and all cute and soft beneath afternoon light.
jesus christ.
heâs trying very hard to be normal about it but the image keeps replaying against his will. the gentle curve of your chest and your startled expression and the way you scrambled to cover yourself.
he feels insane.
âyou good?â
geto blinks. choso stands beside him now holding a cooler in one hand.
âfine,â geto says immediately.
choso hums, not believing him at all. ahead of them, youâre standing ankle-deep in the water now while your roommate splashes at gojo nearby. the ocean catches sunset light in shifting ribbons of gold and blue around your legs and fuck, getoâs pulse jumps instantly.
your oversized shirt hangs open slightly over your swimsuit whenever the wind catches it. your hair glows warm at the edges beneath the fading sun while you laugh at something gojo yells from farther down the shoreline.
pretty doesnât even feel like the right word anymore.
itâs worse than that now. every time geto looks at you lately, something low in his chest tightens painfully. beside him, choso watches quietly for about three seconds. âyou should probably stop staring.â
geto tears his eyes away immediately. âi wasnât.â
âmhm.â
annoying.
they walk farther down the beach together while the others spread out ahead. waves crash softly nearby, the wind cool against their skin. âyou know,â choso says after a minute, âshe likes you too.â
geto nearly chokes. ââŠwhat?â
choso shrugs lightly. âiâm just saying.â
âyou shouldnât say anything.â
âokay.â
barely a pause before geto blurts, âdoes she actually?â
choso laughs quietly while geto rubs a hand over his jaw with a sigh.
this whole situation feels increasingly impossible to manage. before this trip, there was distance. space and campus distractions. now thereâs shared car rides and a shared room and seeing you every five minutes. and apparently accidental nudity.
and of course thereâs the fact that geto genuinely likes being around you. he likes talking to you. likes the way your brain works. the way you explain things when youâre excited. the little irritated face you make whenever gojo says something stupid.
itâs becoming a real problem.
âyouâve spent six months pretending you werenât obsessed with her,â choso observes quietly.
geto glares at him. âiâm not obsessed.â
choso looks unconvinced. fair enough.
the sound of you laughing (at something toji or gojo did, likely) hits geto square in the chest. thereâs something different about you here already. youâre lighter, less tense than you are on campus. he watches you push your glasses back up your nose while smiling toward the ocean, sunset washing warm gold across your skin.
beautiful.
the thought arrives with startling clarity this time, like he could spend an entire lifetime memorizing moments exactly like this. you glance back toward him suddenly and your eyes meet across the beach.
there it is again, that pull.
that awful suspended feeling like the rest of the world drops slightly out of focus whenever you look at each other too long.
friday - 9 pm
it's properly evening when you all head back to the beach house. the sky's a pretty shade of dark blue, stars shining little dots above your head. you all file into the house and you say something about not trailing any sand in, looking very pointedly at gojo.
salt clings faintly to your skin, your hair's a mess from the wind, and your brain still hasn't recovered from the way geto looked at you on the beach. you slip into the kitchen first to grab water, hoping for approximately thirty seconds alone to regain your sanity.
so, naturally, geto walks in immediately after you. of course he does.
you busy yourself with the fridge while he moves toward the sink beside you, sleeves pushed up again as he washes sand from his hands.
silence stretches, and it's not uncomfortable, exactly. it's worse - aware. you can feel him there without even looking. the heat of him beside you, the sound of water running over his hands. your pulse does something deeply irritating when his shoulder brushes yours accidentally reaching for a dish towel.
âsorry,â he murmurs.
âyou keep saying that this trip.â you regret the words as soon as they come out. why would you bring up that incident?
his mouth twitches slightly.
before either of you can spiral further or say anything else gojoâs voice erupts from the living room.
âmovie night?!â
you close your eyes briefly. saved by the idiot.
everybody migrates downstairs afterwards where the basement living room is. it's cozy and there's a huge projector setup against one wall, and an entire cabinet full of old dvds your parents collected over the years.
gojo kneels in front of it like heâs discovering sacred texts. âthis is so fucking cool.â
âdonât touch them with your greasy hands,â you warn.
âsnob.â
he ends up carefully plucking the first indiana jones movie from one of the shelves and hands it to you. "good pick? i've never seen it."
"great pick," you approve. you crouch down to the dvd player, fiddling with the wires to connect it properly to the projector. behind you, everyone's already claimed spots on the couches.
you don't think much of it until you finally turn around and freeze. one end of the sectional is occupied by toji's giant limbs. the rest has a very comfortable looking choso-and-roommate combo who are already curled into each other. the beanbag has gojo and his girlfriend squished onto it.
the only open spot left is beside geto on the loveseat.
your roommate suddenly becomes very interested in not making eye contact and gojo's girlfriend looks seconds away from laughing. you narrow your eyes at both of them before trudging toward the loveseat.
you sit as far from geto as physically possible, which on the loveseat is not very far. there's maybe a foot of space between you both ,close enough to feel hyperaware of each other's presence.
as the movie starts gojo's already stealing popcorn from his girlfriend and your roommate is practically asleep against choso's chest within minutes. geto's still infuriatingly still beside you, one arm draped along the back of the couch. not touching you, just there, and your heartbeat won't calm down.
you manage to balance this thin line of whatever-this-is between you and geto for half the movie, hardly paying attention to the plot, though you've seen the flick a dozen times. you keep gettind distracted by his arm (it's right there) and how if you inched just a liiiitle bit over, you'd basically be pressed against geto.
your bubble's interrupted by gojo bolting up from the beanbag, shouting about about a plot twist he 'totally saw coming,' and the volume of his screaming is so aggressive you jolt slightly.
your thigh brushes geto's. the rush that flows through you is electric and you both go still instantly. the contact lingers half a second too long before you shift subtly back except now geto's arm behind you lowers slightly. closer. his fingers brush your shoulder lightly and your pulse spikes so hard it hurts.
you stare very intensely at the movie screen pretending your entire nervous system isnât imploding, then his thumb moves - small absentminded circles against your shoulder through the thin fabric of your shirt.
oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god -
you stop breathing for a second and beside you, getoâs voice drops low enough only you can hear. ââŠthis okay?â
your throat feels weirdly tight. you nod once, his arm sliding lower around you slowly, careful enough to give you time to pull away if you want.
you donât.
so instead he gently pulls you against his side, warm and solid, your brain short-circuiting instantly. somehow curling against him feels natural already. your head settles near his shoulder while his arm stays firm around your waist now, thumb still tracing slow patterns against your side.
the movie disappears completely and all you can think about is him. his cologne and the warmth radiating through his hoodie and the steady rise and fall of his breathing beneath your cheek.
your heart feels seconds away from exploding.
geto feels equally doomed. having you tucked against him like this is significantly worse than he imagined. you fit there too easily. soft against his side and warm beneath his arm. he can smell coconut sunscreen faintly lingering on your skin from the beach and itâs actively destroying his ability to think. he's also trying very hard not to tighten his grip every time you shift closer unconsciously.
from across the room, toji announces, with zero social awareness, âiâm cold.â
tojiâs voice cuts through the moment like a gunshot. you pull away instantly and getoâs arm drops from around you immediately like he touched fire.
âi can get blankets,â you say quickly, already standing.
âiâll help,â geto says, glancing at you.
âyou donât have toââ
âitâs fine.â
you swallow thickly and nod, walking up the stairs, legs feeling like jello, geto right behind you.
from the couch, choso's girlfriend grabs a pillow and hurls it directly at toji's head. âwhat the fuck is wrong with you?â
toji catches it midair, deeply offended. âwhat?â
âthey were having a moment.â
âhow was i supposed to know that?â
âbecause everyone with functioning eyes knew that.â
gojo starts cackling.
when you make it upstairs, the silence between you and geto feels heavy and sharp and you move the hallway quickly trying to regain control of your heartbeat while grabbing blankets from the linen closet.
geto stands too cloise behind you that when you turn accidentally, you nearly walk straight into his chest.
your breath catches. his does too.
for one suspended second neither of you moves.
the hallway feels narrow suddenly and you're focused on warm, dim light spilling softly across his face and his dark eyes fixed on yours. your pulse pounds violently as geto's face flicks briefly to your mouth, then back up.
you think heâs going to kiss you.
you really think heâs going to kiss you.
instead, he quietly says, ââŠyou donât have to feel weird about downstairs.â
the words feel strange and your stomach drops slightly. ââŠweird?â
his expression shifts instantly like he realizes too late how that sounded. âno, i just meantââ
âright,â you say quickly.
humiliation flashes hot beneath your skin. he thinks you misread things, or worse, that he did. you step back first, push your glasses up too quickly. âno yeah. obviously.â
geto looks frustrated suddenly. âthatâs not what iââ
âitâs okay,â you interrupt softly. âreally.â
the tension curdles painfully into awkwardness as you grab as many blankets as possible before he can say anything else, then practically flee downstairs.
everyone looks up when you return. you toss blankets at people mechanically before settling onto the far end of the loveseat, as far away as you can from geto.
your roommate notices immediately. so does choso. so does gojo. gojo's girlfriend would've, too, if she weren't out cold asleep.
geto comes downstairs a second later quieter than before and he hesitates briefly looking toward you, then sits separately too.
on the floor.
distance stretches cold and strange across the room now. your chest aches and you tightly pull a blanket around yourself, staring at the movie screen without really seeing it.
geto watches the side of your face in silence from his spot on the floor and from that point on the rest of the movie feels wrong. nobody says anything outright but everybody notices, because thirty minutes ago you'd been curled into geto's side looking soft and shy while he stared at you like you painted those stars in the sky over the ocean.
now you're curled up like a hermit and geto's face seems almost painful as he stares at his feet.
gojo's eyes flick between the two of you every few seconds with all the subtlety of a car accident. his girlfriend, now awake, elbows him every time
choso notices too, though heâs more discreet about it. he just keeps glancing toward geto occasionally like heâs trying to figure out which one of you panicked first.
(toji remains blissfully clueless.)
you stay tucked beneath your blanket staring blankly at the projector screen while the movie plays out in blurry colors you barely register.
geto looks equally miserable. worse, actually, because now that he's replaying the conversation upstairs in his head, he realizes exactly how badly he phrased it. 'you don't have to feel weird about downstairs'. god. he sounded like he regretted it, like he was trying to backtrack, which is the opposite of what he meant.
heâd only wanted to make sure you werenât uncomfortable. that you didn't feel pressured and that he hadn't crossed a line. instead he'd watched your face fall in real time. idiot. he's an idiot.
when the credits finally roll, everybody starts talking at once again. gojo arguing about the ending and toji asking if there's leftover chips and your roommate whispering something to choso while glancing at you.
you quietly push the blanket aside and stand. âiâm gonna go to bed,â you mumble. youâre not even sure anyone hears, but geto does. his head lifts immediately but you don't look at him, disappearing upstairs before anyone can stop you.
you trudge to your bedroom, straight to the en suite. the shower helps a little. the warm water and the silence as you scrub salt from your skin and try very hard not to think about how close geto had been in the hallway upstairs. or how badly you wanted him to kiss you.
humiliating.
by the time you finish changing into your university sweatshirt and tiny sleep shorts, exhaustion finally starts creeping in around the edges. the bedroom is dark when you return except for moonlight spilling silver across the floor through the giant windows.
geto isnât there yet. your stomach twists at the thought but you climb into your side of the bed anyway, pulling the blankets up to your chin while ocean waves crash softly somewhere outside.
you tell yourself not to care, then eventually fall asleep anyway.
when you wake up again, the room is still dark. for one disoriented second you donât know why your chest feels strange then you glance toward the other side of the bed.
empty. empty?
your brows knit together immediately. the digital clock beside the bed reads 4:07 am. you push yourself upright slowly. ââŠgeto?â
nothing, and the bathroomâs empty too. confused now, you slip quietly out of bed and head downstairs.
the house is silent, dark except for one of the kitchen lights left on.
and there he is. geto's asleep on the downstairs couch, or at least attempting to be. one arm thrown over his eyes, long legs awkwardly cramped against the cushions because the couch is way too short for him, a blanket half falling onto the floor.
your chest tightens. he thought you didn't want him upstairs and guilt floods through you instantly. you carefully walk closer. âgeto,â you whisper.
he wakes almost immediately. years of frat-house living apparently killed deep sleep permanently. his arm drops from his face slowly when he realizes itâs you standing there. his hairâs messy, voice rough with sleep. ââŠhey.â
you hesitate, suddenly nervous again. âwhy are you down here?â
his eyes flick away briefly. âdidnât wanna make things uncomfortable.â
your heart sinks. âyou werenât,â you say quickly. âi just thoughtâŠâ you trail off awkwardly.
geto pushes himself upright slowly, watching you carefully in the dark. âthought what?â
you fiddle with the sleeve of your sweatshirt. âthat maybe you regretted it. when...we were on the couch.â
his expression changes instantly, softens to something almost confused. âwhat?â
âupstairs,â you mumble. âwhen you said i didnât have to feel weird.â
geto exhales quietly through his nose then drops his head back against the couch cushions. âthat is not what i meant.â
heat creeps into your face again. âoh.â
he looks up at you then, eyes all sleepy and honest in the dim blue light. âi was trying to make sure you were okay,â he says quietly. âbecause i wanted to kiss you.â
your breath catches hard. silence fills the room save for the hum of the fridge, ocean waves somewhere outside and your heartbeat going completely feral.
geto's gaze stays fixed on yours. âand i wasnât sure if you wanted that too.â
you stare at him for one suspended second. âi thought you were going to.â
his mouth parts slightly, something warm flashing through his expression. âyeah,â he says softly. âi was.â
your pulse feels violent now and you shift your weight nervously. âyou should come upstairs.â
geto studies your face carefully for another second like heâs making absolutely sure, then stands. the couch blanket slips forgotten onto the floor while you both just stand there in the dark living room breathing the same air.
when getoâs hand brushes lightly against yours heading toward the stairs, neither of you pulls away. walking beside him somehow feels more intimate than the almost-kiss downstairs. your hand brushes his once on the staircase and suddenly your pulse is trying to escape your body.
neither of you talks much once you reach the bedroom either. itâs painfully awkward now in that fragile post-confession way. you hover near your side of the bed, and geto stands near the dresser rubbing the back of his neck.ââŠsorry again,â he says quietly.
âfor what?â
âall of this being weird.â
you blink at him then laugh softly despite yourself. âyou saying that is making it weirder.â
his mouth twitches. âright.â
when you both scramble into bed you face opposite directions, approximately three feet apart. you can physically feel the tension across the mattress. as you stare at the ceiling you're trying very hard not to think about the fact that geto is right there.
same bed, same room, close enough that you can hear his breathing if you focus.
saturday - 10 am
you stir faintly as the sun wakes you up, bright enough to peek through the edges of the blinds. you stir faintly, something heavy resting around your waist. your brows pinch together sleepily.
wait.
you blink your eyes open slowly and realize with immediate horror that sometime during the night, both of you migrated completely across the bed. youâre practically tangled together now, your head tucked against getoâs chest, his arm wrapped firmly around your waist beneath the blankets, one of your legs halfway thrown over his.
before you can even process it fully, geto shifts too, his arm tightening instinctively for half a second before he wakes up enough to realize.
you both freeze then very slowly, geto looks down at you. his hair is completely loose from sleeping now, dark strands falling around his face messily and eyes still heavy with sleep.
his voice comes out rough and groggy when he finally speaks. â...morning.â
his voice sounds unfair, deep and sleepy and warm against the quiet room. you want to choke. instead you stare at him for one embarrassingly long second before scrambling backward so fast you nearly fall off the bed. âgood morning!â
too loud. way too loud.
geto pushes himself upright slowly, clearly trying not to laugh.
youâre suddenly acutely aware now of your oversized university sweatshirt riding up slightly from sleep and the tiny shorts you forgot you were wearing. you can feel oil slicking to your skin and you probably look horrible, meanwhile geto looks basically offensively attractive for a man who literally just woke up. dark pools of hair fall over his shoulders, features softened
your nervous system cannot survive this week. âiâm gonna change,â you announce suddenly.
geto blinks once. ââŠokay.â
you point at him very seriously while backing toward the bathroom. âdo not come in there.â
that finally gets a real laugh out of him, low and sleepy. âwasnât planning on it.â
âgood.â you disappear into the bathroom before your dignity can deteriorate further and once inside you stare at your reflection while trying to regain basic human functionality.
you slept wrapped around suguru geto. comfortably.
eventually you change into denim shorts and a fitted tank top before putting your hair up and emerging from the bathroom again.
the bedroomâs empty and for a confusing second you think maybe geto left downstairs already, before movement catches your eye through the balcony doors.
getoâs outside stretching in the early morning sunlight. shirtless. warm golden light spills cross his skin while he stretches one arm over his head lazily, back muscles shifting beneath the sunlight. his sweatpants hang low enough that the sharp v-lines disappearing beneath the waistband are very visible.
extremely visible.
you feel warm all over immediately because sure, you knew geto was attractive. obviously. but this feels actively engineered in a lab to ruin your life specifically.
outside, he rolls his shoulders once before turning slightly and immediately catches you staring. your soul leaves your body as geto pauses then very slowly raises a brow. ââŠmorning again.â
heat floods your face so fast itâs almost violent. you look away instantly. âyou could warn people.â
âabout what?â
you gesture vaguely toward him without looking directly.
âthat.â
his laugh drifts softly through the open balcony door and when you glance at him again you see how prettily the sun catches against the winding tattoos along his arms.
geto watches your expression carefully and smirks slightly.
you swear you'll die before noon.
the house is (unfortunately) wide awake as you and geto walk downstairs. gojoâs voice echoes through the kitchen before you even hit the last stair. âWHY IS IT SMOKING?â
you immediately close your eyes. âwhat did you do,â you say, voice dangerously low.
ânothing!â
you walk into the kitchen to find everyone gathered around the coffee machine like itâs a bomb squad situation. steam hisses violently from the side of it and gojo stands there holding the glass pot. âi pressed brew,â he defends.
âwith no water in it,â his girlfriend says.
toji looks half asleep at the island. ânatural selection shouldâve taken him years ago.â
your roommate's eyes narrow immediately as she sees you and geto walk in. her gaze drifts to the living room, specifically the blanket crumpled on the couch and the pillow on the floor.
you grab a mug to avoid eye contact with her, geto moving toward the counter beside you like this is a completely normal morning.
gojo squints suspiciously. ââŠyou two look weird.â
âyou always look weird,â you mutter into your juice.
âtrue but irrelevant.â
âthe coffee machineâs dead by the way,â toji interrupts.
âi figured as much,â you sigh, examining the machine with a frown.
âhe killed it,â gojo's girlfriend says.
âit was weak,â gojo argues.
âit was a twelve hundred dollar espresso machine,â you say, rubbing a hand over your eyes. "my parents are so going to kill me."
gojo freezes. âit was how much?â
you groan softly, dropping your forehead against the counter. âiâm going back to bed.â
beside you, geto laughs under his breath, low enough only you heard it. your stomach flips and you glance at him accidentally and immediately regret it because his hair's tied loosely back and he's in a fitted black t-shirt that does nothing helpful for your concentration.
plus you know what's under it. worse - you know what it looks like first thing in the morning sunlight.
your brain needs to be chemically sterilized.
everyone slowly migrates toward breakfast eventually while arguing over plans for the day. gojo offers to toast bagels (provided he doesn't break the toaster, too) and your roommate keeps kicking your ankle beneath the island every time you look at geto too long.
âstop that,â you hiss quietly.
âmake me.â
youâre still groggy as hell from waking up at four in the morning and emotionally spiraling before sunrise so eventually everyone starts looking at you expectantly when discussion turns toward plans.
âwhatâs the weather?â choso asks.
you glance out the giant kitchen windows toward the water. clear skies, barely any wind. perfect.
âitâs gonna be a good beach day,â you say, wrapping your hands around your mug (yes, still full of juice. you'd kill for coffee right now). âwe can stay down there most of the afternoon.â
gojo pumps a fist. âbeach arc continues.â
âthen maybe head into town this evening,â you continue. âthereâs a boardwalk and some restaurants by the marina.â
âshopping?â your roommate perks up instantly.
âyou donât need more clothes.â
âcounterpoint, yes i do.â
âwe can do dinner there,â you say. âthen come back for the sunset.â
everyone nods along pretty quickly after that but getoâs not really paying attention anymore, because while youâre talking, sleepy and slightly disheveled in your little tank top with your glasses sliding down your nose, sunlight catches against your skin through the kitchen windows.
all he can think about is waking up with you curled against his chest.
you look over toward him mid-sentence.âdoes that sound okay?â
geto realizes a full second too late that everyoneâs waiting for his answer. ââŠyeah,â he says quietly, eyes still on you. âsounds perfect.â
after breakfast, the second you head upstairs, your roommate and gojoâs girlfriend follow immediately with excited little grins. you barely make it into the bedroom before your roommate shuts the door behind her dramatically.
âspill.â
you blink. âabout what.â
both of them stare at you. ây/n,â gojoâs girlfriend says flatly, âthere was visible yearning at breakfast.â
âthere was not.â
you move toward your suitcase quickly before they can corner you properly. ânothing happened.â
âliar,â your roommate says instantly.
ânothing serious happened.â you push your glasses back up your nose. you ignore their little comments and start sorting through your bikinis instead. âweâre focusing on beachwear now.â
âavoidance,â your roommate whispers solemnly.
âcoping mechanism,â gojoâs girlfriend agrees.
you throw a swimsuit at both of them and eventually the three of you end up sitting cross-legged around the open suitcase debating bikini options. âthis oneâs cute,â your roommate says, holding up a blue floral set.
âi dunno why i packed that one.â
âthis one?â
âtoo bright.â
gojoâs girlfriend suddenly digs deeper into the suitcase before pausing. ââŠwait.â she lifts a black triangle bikini from the pile. sleek black fabric and a tiny gold charm dangling between the cups.
you laugh nervously. it's smaller than what you typically wear - you prefer more full-coverage, something that doesn't let the plush of your stomach and thighs fully exposed. the top'll push up your tits way more than anything you normally wear.
both girls stare at it reverently like archaeologists uncovering forbidden treasure. âTHIS one,â your roommate breathes.
âabsolutely this one,â gojo's girlfriend agrees.
you snatch at it immediately. âthatâs too...much. i don't -â
ây/n, you're going to look amazing in it, no matter what comments you have to say about yourself or your body,â your roommate says. âyou're hot. it's hot. you're going to look good.â
âiâm literally not wearing dental floss to the beach.â
ây/n.â
âwhat.â
âput it on.â
five minutes later you emerge from the bathroom already regretting every life decision that led here. the bikini really is tiny.
the black fabric contrasts sharply against your skin while the gold charm rests perfectly between your chest. the top pushes everything up unfairly well and the bottoms sit low against your hips with thin strings at the sides.
you instinctively cross your arms slightly. your roommateâs jaw physically drops and gojoâs girlfriend just stares.
ââŠholy shit,â she says softly.
âyou HAVE to wear that.â
âi look insane,â you say, glancing at your feet. "bad insane."
âyou look hot.â
heat crawls across your face instantly, and you glance toward the mirror again. okay. maybe it does look good. âitâs more revealing than what i usually wear,â you mumble.
âand you rock it.â
eventually they encourage you to keeping it on and you throw on a loose white cover dress afterward at least, something soft and flowy enough to hide most of the bikini beneath it.
then you start filling your beach bag. book, sunscreen, waterbottle, lip balm, portable charger.
your roommate watches with deep affection. âyou pack for the beach like a divorced father.â
âpreparation prevents suffering,â you say wisely, and gojo's girlfriend laughs while you shove sunglasses into your hair.
the three of you head downstairs together where the guys are still getting ready. gojo's already shirtless and toji's hoarding chips and choso nearly walks directly into a wall when his girlfriend appears in her bikini.
geto looks up from the kitchen counter when you enter. you feel his gaze drift down your face, down the cover dress you're wearing, and your pulse jumps instantly.
gojo ruins the moment by throwing sunglasses at him. âbeach.â
everyone starts heading outside after that. the walk toward the shoreline is warm and breezy, sunlight sifting through dune grass while everybody talks over each other around you. youâre halfway down the road when somebody calls your name suddenly.
you turn instantly, recognizing the voice with a smile. âaaron?â
geto watches as a guy about your age jogs over from the neighboring property, grinning broadly. he's tall, sun-bleached hair, and apparently he knows you very well because he immediately pulls you into a quick hug.
âholy shit,â he laughs. âwhenâd you get here?â
âyesterday! i didnât know your family was coming down this week.â
âmom wanted the boat out, even though it's kinda early.â
you smile easily at him - you did practically grow up together, summer after summer.
behind you, your friends have gone suspiciously quiet.
âoh, these are my friends,â you say, gesturing to your group. aaron shakes everyoneâs hands easily while you chatter beside him naturally, smiling more openly than you usually do around new people.
geto watches the entire thing in silence and immediately dislikes this guy. he knows it's irrational but you look happy talking to him. not nervous or flustered, just easy and warm and familiar. aaron says something that makes you laugh and geto's jaw tightens.
logically, this means nothing. he knows that, but still. he watches aaronâs hand brush briefly against your arm while talking and suddenly feels the deeply primal urge to throw him into the ocean.
gojo notices instantly, of course, despite being a bumbling oaf most of the time. his eyes slowly widen behind his sunglasses. âheâs jealous,â he whispers as he leans towards choso.
âobviously,â choso whispers back.
the second aaron finally heads back toward his familyâs place, the group starts moving again. something's shifted now, though. you notice it almost immediately walking beside geto down the sandy path toward the beach.
heâs quieter. thinking.
gojo notices too, his grin getting increasingly more dangerous every few seconds. eventually he speeds up to walk backward in front of you both. âso,â he says brightly. âbeach boyfriend.â
âdonât start,â you sigh.
âhe looked rich.â
âhis parents are both lawyers and they own three beach houses here.â
âshit, well -â
gojoâs girlfriend drags him away by the arm before he can get worse. bless her.
for a minute itâs just you and geto walking side by side while the others move ahead laughing about something. ocean wind catches softly at your cover dress, your sunglasses rest pushed into your hair.
geto finally speaks. ââŠyou two close?â
you glance over. his expressionâs careful, casual sounding. âkinda,â you say. âi only really see him in summers though. it's been a while.â
geto hums once. silence stretches another few steps then before he can stop himself, he asks, âyou ever date?â
your brows lift slightly.
geto stutters, âi just meanââ
âno, i know what you mean.â you laugh softly under your breath a little awkwardly now. ânot seriously. we messed around a little as teenagers.â
geto goes still. you say it so casually, like it means nothing, and his brain instantly starts supplying images he absolutely does not want. you younger, laughing with that guy at bonfires, swimming together at night.
that guy touching you.
âoh,â he says evenly.
you glance at him sideways. ââŠyou okay?â
âfine.â
liar. heâs absurdly jealous which is insane because he knows he has zero claim over you whatsoever. (and yet he thinks about last night and how you almost kissed and that soft look in your eyes and he feels waves of jealousy wash over him again.)
the thought of anyone else having touched you makes something dark and unpleasant twist low in his stomach. the walk to the beach is silent and the shoreline opens wide before all of you again.
everyone starts setting up camp and the warm sand burns pleasently beneath your feet. umbrellas, chairs, coolers, towels are all placed in motion
toji tries to ram an umbrella into the sand with zero clue what he's doing and you laugh softly, setting your beach bag down near one of the chairs.
geto watches you from a few feet away while pretending to unfold a towel as you reach for the ties of your cover dress.
his brain short-circuits instantly, watching the thin fabric slip from your shoulders. jesus christ, that bikini is devastating.
sleek little triangle top, gold charm catching sunlight perfectly between your chest, tiny straps against your skin. the bottoms sit low on your hips with those little thin side ties and geto physically has to look away for a second because blood rushes south immediately.
fast.
heâs actually in hell because now not only does he remember accidentally seeing your chest upstairs yesterday, but he also has visual confirmation that your body is genuinely engineered to ruin his life specifically.
nearby, your roommate whistles. âsee?â she says smugly. âtold you.â
heat creeps across your neck while you shove your sunglasses on quickly. âstop making announcements.â
toji glances from you to geto and laughs under his breath. ââŠdude.â
geto doesnât answer. he's still staring until toji smacks his shoulder hard enough to jolt him back to reality. âget in the ocean.â
geto blinks. ââŠwhat?â
âcold water.â
realization hits instantly and his ears turn red immediately.
âshut the fuck up,â geto mutters. gojo walks by and smirks, shouting no way at the top of his lungs with absolute glee.
you look between all of them confused. âwhatâs happening?â
ânothing,â geto says too quickly.
tojiâs grin turns downright evil. âhe just really likes the scenery.â
your face burns alive instantly.
geto looks seconds away from committing homicide. he starts trudging towards the ocean, following everyone who's running towards the water.
choso's girlfriend stops him, pausing with the slyest smile you've ever seen in your life. ây/n needs someone to put sunscreen on her.â
geto stares at her blankly. ââŠokay?â
your roommate glares at him pointedly. âyou dumbass.â
when realization hits, geto goes still, cause youâre standing there in that tiny black bikini looking suddenly very interested in literally anything except him, and now heâs imagining touching sunscreen onto your skin for an extended period of time while already painfully hard.
cool.
great.
awesome.
gojoâs girlfriend physically drags your roommate toward the lake before either of you can escape.
âhave fun!â she calls sweetly.
silence settles immediately afterward except for distant waves and screaming from the water where gojoâs already drowning dramatically. you stand awkwardly beside the chairs clutching the sunscreen bottle and geto pushes a few loose strands of hair back from his face slowly before reaching for it.
his fingers brush yours. your pulse jumps. (his does too.)
ââŠso,â he says.
âmhm.â
ââŠwhere do you want it?â
you choke, brain interpresting that in the worst way possible.
geto's eyes widen slightly. âi didnât mean it like that.â his ears are turning red again.
âright,â you mumble weakly. god, the tension between you lately feels actively lethal.
geto clears his throat once. âi just meant sunscreen.â
âi know.â
âokay.â
you very quietly mumble, ââŠjust put it everywhere.â you realize how that sounds approximately one second too late.
geto shuts his eyes briefly like heâs asking the universe for strength then gestures toward the towel laid out beneath one of the umbrellas. âyou can, erm, lay down. or stand. dunno.â
you nod quickly, and the sand's warm beneath the towel as you settle carefully onto your stomach. geto kneels beside you, close that you can hear the bottle of sunscreen click open. your heartbeat pounds harder instantly.
âtell me if iâm using too much,â he says quietly.
âokay.â
cool sunscreen hits your shoulders first, then his hands. getoâs fingers spread the lotion slowly across your skin, warm palms gliding carefully along your shoulders and upper back.
heâs trying very hard to stay normal about this but your skinâs warm from the sun and soft beneath his hands and when you shiver slightly when his thumbs press near the base of your neck it certainly doesnât help hisâŠsituation.
geto swallows hard. ââŠcold?â
âno.â your voice comes out quieter than usual.
you hear him exhale softly through his nose and his hands move lower slowly, fingers spreading sunscreen across the middle of your back now, dragging lower and lower inch by inch. it feels intimate, the kind of slow touch that settles beneath your skin.
you wonder, briefly, what your roommate, or gojoâs girlfriend, or choso, or any of them really, think of the sight (if theyâre looking) geto leaning over you beneath the umbrella with his hair falling loose around his face slightly while his hands move slowly across your skin like heâs memorizing it. you lying there visibly tense every time he touches you.
âyou missed a spot,â you mumble weakly, pointing toward your side mostly just to say something.
mistake. big huge mistake because you throb as getoâs hand slides carefully along your waist, thumb brushing just beneath the curve of your ribs. as your breath catches so does his and his hand lingers one dangerous second too long against your side before pulling away.
ââŠdone,â he says roughly.
you sit up slowly, face to face with him at extremely close range. his hairâs falling into his eyes slightly from the wine, jaw tight, expression unreadable except for the very obvious tension simmering beneath it.
the moment snaps apart before either of you can do something catastrophically stupid. ây/n!â gojoâs voice echoes from the water.
you jerk backward slightly like youâd been caught doing something you shouldnât and geto clears his throat immediately and pushes to his feet a little too fast. ââŠiâm gonna get in the lake.â
âokay,â you say too quickly.
he nods once before practically escaping into the water, leaving you sitting there afterward feeling completely disoriented. your skin still tingles everywhere he touched so to attempt to distract yourself you grab your book from your beach bag.
it doesnât work. you read the same sentence six times in a row without processing a single word because all you can think about is the feeling of getoâs hands slowly sliding over your waist.
youâre hopeless.
your roommate and gojoâs girlfriend eventually wander back up from the shoreline dripping water everywhere and both immediately clock your expression.
âwow y/n,â your roommate says sweetly.
âdonât.â
âyour sunscreen is blended sooo thoroughly.â
gojoâs girlfriend nods solemnly. âvery even application.â
you close your book dramatically over your face. âi hate both of you.â
âhe looked one touch away from cardiac arrest.â
âiâm serious,â you say, voice muffled from beneath the pages.
âand you looked like you were gonna melt into the towel,â your roommate adds wisely. you groan into the book.
out in the lake, getoâs standing waist-deep in freezing water, mind still scrambled, because shit, he can still feel the shape of your waist beneath his hands. he can still remember the tiny sound you made when he touched your side.
he thinks you might have noticed his situation downstairs. the water helps a little, at least, and beside him, gojo suddenly appears floating on his back. âyou know,â he says conversationally, âyou were sporting a fucking hard-on.â
geto nearly drowns him. âwhat the fuck is wrong with you.â
âyou could see it from across the beach.â
âwhy were you looking, you piece of shit.â
âbecause you looked stupid.â
toji barks out a laugh nearby. âiâve never seen you this bad over anybody.â
geto drags both hands through his wet hair with visible frustration. he knows they're right. this is bad. worse than bad. you're going to be upstairs sharing a bed every night walking around in tiny little outfits and looking at him with those shy nervous eyes whenever he gets too close.
from your spot in your chair on the beach you glance to the shoreline again over the edge of your book. you make the mistake of seeing geto standing waist-deep in the water with his wet hair pushed back.
by late afternoon, you're all making your way to the marina, everyone sun-kissed and buzzed off coolers. there's cute little boutiques with sun-faded signs, ice cream stands, tourists wandering around with shopping bags, boats bobbing against the docks while seagulls scream overhead.
it should be relaxing but instead, everyoneâs acting weird. well, not everyone - gojo is still normal, unfortunately, which means heâs being loud as shit and trying on ugly sunglasses in every store while his girlfriend tells him he looks like a divorced dad. toji's carrying everyone's bags very bedgrudgingly and chosoâs girlfriend keeps linking arms with him and dragging him into little souvenir stores.
meanwhile you and geto keep ending up next to each other by complete accident, which is to say, absolutely on purpose by everyone else. youâre walking along the docks eating gelato at one point when your roommate suddenly grabs your arm. âcome into this store with me.â before you can respond, sheâs already yanking you inside.
you blink, looking back where getoâs left standing outside with gojo and toji before you get tugged into a store.
gojo smirks immediately. âyou gonna keep staring at the door like that?â
geto doesnât even look at him. âshut up.â
âbro.â
âsatoru.â
âyouâve had the expression of a war widow since sunscreen.â
by dinner, if possible, things have gotten even weirder. you all end up at this marina-side restaurant right on the water, string lights overhead and music drifting faintly from somewhere nearby.
the seating arrangement was personally made to ensure you don't survive the meal, obviously, what with gojo and his girlfriend together, choso and his girlfriend together, toji sitting like heâd rather die, and you and geto next to each other. close enough that your knees almost brush beneath the table.
drinks come, everyone's talking about the beach tomorrow and whether they should rent paddleboards. "we have the budget, but everyone has to pitch in," you say, which makes toji groan.
gojo says, "i saw that you can get a boat tour? we could go fishing or something."
you're all talking animatedly (save for geto, who's oddly quiet and keeps looking at you from the corner of his eye) then the waiter comes over. he's probably around your guys' age, eyes skimming over gojo's girlfriend tucked under gojo's arm, choso's girlfriend pressed against choso's shoulder, then you.
sitting alone, or rather alone-adjacent. âand what can i get for you?â the waiter asks you with a smile that lingers a little too long.
you look up awkwardly. âumâŠâ
âgood choice on the drink,â he says after glancing at your glass. ânot everybody appreciates taste.â
your roommate nearly chokes on her water and you stare at the waiter awkwardly. âthanks?â
the waiter grins. âyou guys visiting?â
you can physically feel everyone at the table stop listening to their own conversations. getoâs gone silent beside you, more silent then earlier. âyeah,â you say after a beat.
ânice,â the waiter says, leaning slightly against the table. âhope someoneâs shown you the good spots around town.â
you laugh weakly because what the fuck do you even say to that. âuhâŠâ
âhey, if you need someone to show you around, i get off at ten.â
âi think i'll get the chicken parm?â you say, laughing nervously. âplease.â
âor maybe i could just give you my number,â the waiter says with a smile that makes your toes curl in disgust.
geto finally looks up, slowly, expression completely unreadable except for the fact that he looks deeply unimpressed. âsheâs very clearly not interested.â
silence. complete silence. you even stop breathing, and the waiter blinks, looks between you and geto. ââŠsorry, man,â he says with an awkward little laugh, hands up. âcanât blame me for trying.â
geto doesnât even smile. âyeah.â he pauses before saying, coldly, âjust get the food and go.â
the waiter straightens. âalright.â he scribbles something on his pad quickly, then mutters, âdidnât know your boyfriend was so serious,â and walks away.
the silence is nuclear. nobody says anything, nobody moves, and your face is so hot you think you might actually die.
because boyfriend.
because geto didnât correct him.
because nobody corrected him.
gojo is staring at his plate so hard his shoulders are shaking. your roommate wonât look at you. chosoâs girlfriend is chewing on her straw like sheâs witnessing live television and toji actually says nothing for once in his miserable life.
you risk one glance sideways to see geto staring straight ahead, jaw tight, ears slightly red.
you immediately look away.
dinner proceeds in the most painful silence known to man.
conversation starts back up eventually, but itâs all stilted and everyone keeps exchanging looks when they think you and geto aren't noticing.
you barely taste your food. geto says maybe twelve words the entire meal.
when the bill comes everyoneâs kind of ready to leave purely to escape the tension. checks get split, gojo grabs his and his girlfriendâs without looking. choso pays for his girlfriendâs too.
toji stares at his own bill like it insulted his bloodline.
âwhy the fuck is grilled salmon thirty dollars.â
âbecause you ordered grilled salmon,â gojo says.
you reach for your wallet quickly.
âi got mine.â
âsame,â geto says at the exact same time.
your fingers brush awkwardly near the bill tray, both of you jerking back like you touched fire. chairs scrape back and everyone starts filing out onto the marina walkway under the string lights and the tension between you and geto follows like a third person walking right between you.
saturday - 10 pm
on the drive back to the beach house, gojoâs girlfriend controls the aux while everybody talks intermittently about dinner and shopping bags and whether toji could survive prison after complaining about restaurant prices loud enough for the waiter to hear.
but underneath all of it sits that awful electric awareness between you and geto. every glance feels more loaded than before now, especially after the boyfriend comment. especially because a small part of you didn't want to correct it.
you stare out the window most of the drive pretending the cool night air coming through the cracked glass is enough to settle your heartbeat. (newsflash - it isn't).
when you finally pull into the driveway, the skyâs gone deep navy overhead, stars scattered bright across the water beyond the dunes. gojo stretches dramatically exiting the car. âi feel alive. this was a good day.â
âyou screamed at a seagull today,â his girlfriend says.
âwell, it was disrespectful. did you see how it took the hotdog out of my hand -â
everyone slowly filters toward the back deck unloading leftovers and drinks while the ocean crashes softly somewhere below. youâre halfway through carrying cups into the kitchen when gojoâs girlfriend suddenly says, âbonfire?â
you all immediately agree and you're honestly grateful for the distraction, because if you had to go straight upstairs right now and exist in a quiet bedroom with geto after today, you think your nervous system might actually collapse.
outside, the fire crackles warmly against the cool night air while everyone settles into chairs scattered around the pit.
you end up directly across from geto. the flames flicker gold across his face while he leans back slightly in his chair listening to gojo argue about horror movies beside him.
heâs not really listening, you can tell. every few seconds his eyes drift back to you again, and the look in them makes your stomach twist painfully.
yearning.
thereâs genuinely no other word for it anymore. itâs there in every glance and every pause and every second too long his eyes stay on your face. you feel warm all over despite the ocean breeze.
around the fire, conversation drifts lazily between everyone else toji and gojo arguing and your roommate curled against chosoâs side and music humming faintly from someoneâs speaker. nobody comments on the way you and geto keep looking at each other. they just quietly notice, giving you both space.
across the fire, geto feels like heâs losing his mind a little.
you look beautiful tonight, your hair slightly windblown, oversized hoodie on, firelight dancing warm across your skin while you smile softly at something choso says.
he canât stop looking at you and doesnât really want to. his chest physically aches with it now, this awful wanting.
god, getoâs never been this gone over anybody before.
when yawns start appearing, everybody heads inside. gojo drags his girlfriend upstairs and your roommate shooting you one deeply knowing look before disappearing too.
itâs just you and geto left outside.
you crouch near the firepit gathering empty bottles quietly while embers glow soft orange against the dark.
geto watches you for a second.ââŠwanna walk to the beach?â
your heart stumbles immediately. âsure.â
the shorelineâs almost completely dark except for moonlight silvering the waves. sand cool beneath your feet, wind soft against your skin. you walk side by side in silence at first. comfortable silence this time. above you, the stars stretch endlessly bright across the sky untouched by city lights.
you stop eventually near the waterline where waves curl around your ankles gently before retreating again.
geto looks at you like heâs trying to memorize something. like his chest hurts with it. like every glance all semester somehow led here, to you, moonlight catching softly against your face when you tilt your head upward to the stars.
beautiful.
the thought, though not new, hits him so hard it almost steals his breath. ââŠyou know what the worst part is?â he says quietly.
you glance over. âwhat?â
geto laughs softly once, self-aware and helpless. âi spent months trying not to want you this bad.â
your breath catches yet his eyes stay fixed on yours, steady and honest in a way that makes your pulse pound harder. âand now i donât think iâll ever stop.â
something in your chest melts completely. there's no teasing in his voice, just aching sincerity. geto looks at you like you're something precious and terrifying and like you're everything all at once, and suddenly you canât stand the distance anymore.
so you kiss him.
his breath catches sharply against your mouth before he melts instantly, completely. one hand slides gently against your waist while the other cups your face like he canât believe youâre real, kissing you back slow and deep beneath the stars. warm, careful for approximately two seconds before all that pent-up wanting finally cracks open.
you feel him exhale shakily against your lips. it feels a lot like relief.
you kiss him back just as deep, hands sliding up into his hair you've been aching to hold for months now, tangling your fingers there, and he groans into your mouth, pulling you more flush against him.
your toes curl from the sand when you feel his hardness poking against the top of your stomach.
from one kiss?
when he pulls back it's reluctant, his hands cupping your face and staring into your eyes like you're the only person he's ever seen.
"should we go back?" you ask softly, and he nods immediately. your lips are tingling, geto's hand laced tightly with yours like he physically can't let go now that he finally has you. every few steps he glances at you again with that same dazed expression that makes your stomach flip violently.
like he still canât believe you kissed him first.
the house is dark when you slip inside, quiet, everyone asleep in their rooms already. you barely make it through the kitchen before geto pulls you gently against him again, kissing you hard enough to steal the breath from your lungs.
you laugh softly into it, hands catching against his chest while he kisses you like heâs trying to memorize the feeling.
months of tension finally snapping all at once.
you nearly stumble into the staircase together trying to stay quiet and by the time you reach the bedroom, both of you are flushed and breathless and grinning a little helplessly.
the door clicks shut behind you and suddenly getoâs hands are on your waist again and your back hits the wall softly beside the door while he kisses you deeper, warm and hungry. your fingers slide automatically into his hair again and he makes this low sound against your mouth that nearly destroys you.
âfuck,â he murmurs quietly against your lips. you can feel how nervous he is underneath it too though, how his hands careful despite how badly he wants you. you tug at the hem of his shirt first and geto pulls back just enough to drag it over his head quickly before immediately kissing you again.
shirtless in the dim moonlit bedroom, he looks unfair. your eyes stare at the tattoos winding along his arms and chest, dark hair loose around his face from the beach wind.
you stare for half a second too long because geto's cheeks flush slightly. (this, of course, makes him infinitely more attractive.)
âdonât look at me like that,â he mutters.
you laugh breathlessly while your hands slide down his chest, his muscles tensing beneath your touch instantly. his fingers hook gently into the hem of your hoodie, hesitation flickering briefly across his face. you nod softly, and that's all he needs.
geto pulls the hoodie over your head slowly and when it drops to the floor he just stares quietly. his eyes drag across your skin with open awe now, nothing hidden in his expression anymore.
this is how he wanted to see you. not startled or accidental. wanted.
heat blooms across your entire body under that look and geto steps closer again slowly, one hand settling against your waist while the other brushes lightly up your side like heâs still convincing himself youâre real. ââŠpretty girl,â he says softly.
you kiss him again immediately because otherwise you think you might combust, your fingers fumbling with the button of his pants while geto's lips start to press kisses down your jaw.
your back eventually hits the mattress gently as you both stumble toward the bed, and for one second he hovers over you breathing hard while moonlight spills silver across the sheets behind him. he's gazing at you with those lidded eyes, his boxers strained as his hands run up your stomach slowly, savouring, until he's cupping your tits in his hands, squeezing with gentle reverence.
ââŠi wanna take my time with you,â he says quietly. one hand moves to slide up your thigh while he properly settles over you, his other elbow braced beside your head. one of his legs slips naturally between yours and the pressure makes your breath catch immediately.
a faint smugness flickers briefly through his expression now, that quiet confident energy finally surfacing. âthere she is,â he murmurs softly.
heat floods your face instantly and geto kisses you again before you can hide from it. your lips, deeply, tongue sliding against yours, brushing along your mouth. then your jaw, then your neck. his mouth lingers just beneath your ear, sucking gently, while his hand drifts carefully along your waist, thumb brushing slow circles into your skin.
âfuck,â he mutters quietly against your throat. his voice sounds wrecked already.
your fingers slide through his hair, tugging lightly without thinking, and geto exhales sharply against your neck before lifting his head to look at you. dark eyes and flushed cheeks and hair falling loose around his face.
he looks gone.
completely gone for you.
his hand smooths slowly along your waist again before drifting higher, fingertips tracing along your side with almost unbearable patience. your breathing stutters when he holds your tits again, kneading them once before rolling your stiffened nipples between his fingers.
âyou okay?â he asks softly.
you nod quickly and he kisses you again while his thumbs slowly brush over sensitive skin, drawing another shaky breath from you. the sound goes straight through him - geto's spent months imagining this. wondering what you'd sound like, how you'd react to him touching you.
(the little, jealous part of his brain remembers aaron. he shoves the thought away immediately.)
reality is infinitely worse for his self control. you squirm slightly beneath him and his leg presses more firmly between yours automatically.
your breath catches harder this time and geto looks at you, something a little darker simmering beneath his eyes. âthat feel good?â he murmurs quietly.
you hide your face briefly against his shoulder. ââŠmaybe.â
his laugh comes soft against your hair. âmaybe?â
heat floods your face when he tilts your chin back toward him gently. âuse your words, pretty girl.â
your stomach twists and you nod once. âyeah.â
âyeah what?â
you stare at him in disbelief. âyouâre annoying.â
he grins properly for the first time all night. âand youâre avoiding the question.â before you can answer, he kisses you again, swallowing the tiny embarrassed sound you make while his hand drifts lower along your thigh slowly.
your fingers curl against his shoulders when his mouth returns to your neck again, kissing lower this time while his hand squeezes gently at your thigh. when his hands defly dip into the waistband of your shorts, tugging them down, you moan quietly, head turning to the side.
he makes you so nervous and excited your heart feels like it's going to lurch out of your chest.
"can i touch you here, pretty girl?" he murmurs, fingers sliding along your inner thighs until they ghost over your cotton panties. if you'd known you'd end up like..this tonight, youd've chosen a more tasteful pair of underwear.
"please," you whisper, pulling him to your mouth as his fingers press against your clothed cunt, applying just enough pressure to make you mewl into his lips. you feel him smile, pushing your panties to the side before running a finger through your folds.
"you're wet," he chuckles before pushing his finger in, crooking it against your spongey insides. your head falls back against the pillow, hands digging into his back.
"oh my god, geto," you whimper, lips parting.
"suguru," he corrects, pushing another digit in, curling them deep enough to find the gooey spot that has your nails making crescent against his arms.
"suguru, please, 's so good," you babble, thrusting your hips to meet his hand.
he stills for a moment at the sound of his name on your lips. how you moan his name so prettily, begging for more. he leans down, kissing you hard, fingers moving faster and faster inside you, the sound lewd and so dirty and buzzing right to his crotch.
geto feels how you clench around his fingers, and he swallows thickly at the thought of how you'll take his cock. he groans, low and wrecked, capturing your nipple between his lips, teeth grazing along it slightly.
your head's dizzy, stars behind your eyes, gazing at geto and how he's sucking little bruises along your tits, up your neck, down your stomach. constellations of bite marks across your body.
"suguru, iâi'm close," you say, voice breaking. his eyes darken and he thumbs tiny circles over your clit, his two - no, three - fingers curling against all the right spots inside your core.
when you cum, body pulsing hard and hot in waves that make you tingle all over, geto groans, fingering you slowly until your breathing evens. the sight of you coming undone for him has him hardening impossibly more in his boxers, now damp at the front with precum.
you're panting below geto and your hand inches to his boxers, itching to tug them off. "you sure?" he asks quietly, restraint obvious in his voice.
"i'm sure, suguru," you say softly, kissing him again, palming over his boxers. he lets out a strained sound as you reach to pull them down and he quickly obliges, shrugging them off.
suguru geto, in all of his naked glory, is the most beautiful man you've ever seen.
you're rather partial to his pretty, leaking cock, too.
your eyes trace over the vein that runs along one side, the flushed, mushroomed dip, slick with precum, the thick shaft. how it twitches slightly under your gaze, hard and angled up towards his abs. you watch in a daze as he pumps himself slowly, his lips parted, watching you sprawled out so prettily for him, your hair like a halo around your head as you lay there.
you watch his gaze drift down your body, down past your tits, down past the splattering of marks he's left across practially every square inch of your skin. down to your pussy, still slick from your orgasm.
you squirm under geto's face and he tuts, leaning down and pressing his tip to your core. "don't have to be nervous, pretty girl," he says, kissing the side of your neck. his cock brushes against your folds and you both moan quietly.
geto's forehead drops to yours as one of his hands hooks through your thighs, pushing it up as he pushes in slowly. you wince at the pressure, eyes watering slightly - none of the men you've been with have been this...proportionate. he's quick to wipe the tears from your eyes, kissing your cheeks softly, jaw tight as he pushes in more, and more, passing each wall of muscle with a grunt.
"you're squeezing me, y/n, shit," he manages, pushing your thigh higher to deepen the angle. when he finally bottoms out his eyes roll back and you whine.
loud.
geto pushes his thumb into your mouth, his hand cupping your face, and you suck on it gently, face contorting with pleasure as he starts to thrust slowly, struggling to fit his cock back in when he pulls out.
"so tight," he groans raggedly, and all you can do is moan in response, his thumb still in your mouth, his other hand still warm against your thigh, sliding up to squeeze your waist. when geto manages to set a slow, steady pace, he's grunting every time he thrusts in fully, watching your hands grip the sheets desperately.
"right there, suguru," you moan, muffled against his thumb.
"here, pretty girl?" he rumbles, pistoning his cock deep and faster now, brushing your cervix with every thrust.
you nod, babbling incoherently, tugging his hair, holding his biceps, wrapping around his neck, touching everywhere you can and he lowers himself, chest pressed to yours. your tits soft against his skin, your tongue swirling around his thumb.
he holds you reverently, kneading the plush of your thighs as you clench around him, chasing another orgasm. you pull his thumb out of your mouth with a pop, a string of saliva connecting your lips to the digit. "suguru," you whimper, "suguru, suguru, suguruâ"
"yeah, i know," he coos, thrusting so deep inside you you can see where he pokes at your stomach, the bulge bumping against your skin every time his cock presses deep in your cunt. "look at that, pretty girl. taking me sooo good, yeah? so good for me."
blood rushes hot through your body, liquid heat coursing through your veins, and your back arches off the bed, pulling geto impossibly closer to you as you moan softly into his ear, biting his neck as you feel your climax build and build and build.
"are you close? 'm gonna cum," he says, voice rough and eyes blown wide. "you feel me here?" he presses his hand to where his cock bulges against your stomach, the pressure stealing the air from your lungs.
"inside," you breathe, panting now. "cum in me, suguru."
and so he does, seconds later, because your voice saying those words along with his name fully break him. he holds you against him as he cums, pulsing thick and hot spurts of release, coating your walls. he rubs circles over your nipples as you climax, too, with a cracked moan of his name and your hands tangled in his hair.
after, youâre both a little breathless, tangled in rumpled sheets with the balcony doors cracked open enough for the ocean air to drift in. geto just stays close, one arm wrapped around your waist while his fingers lazily trace little patterns against your skin like he doesnât quite know what to do with all this softness in his chest. youâre tucked against him, cheek pressed to his shoulder, listening to the steady thump of his heartbeat finally slowing down. ââŠyou okay?â he asks after a while, voice low and sleep-rough now.
you tilt your head to look at him, how pretty he looks with his pink lips and flushed cheeks. you smile softly. âyouâve asked me that like eight times.â
âi know.â
âparanoid?â
he huffs a quiet laugh, looking at the ceiling. âa little.â
your heart squeezes and you lift yourself enough to kiss him softly. geto smiles into it, eyes closing briefly. "you like me," he murmurs, and you bury your face in his shoulder so he can't see you smiling.
he helps you clean up, gently rubbing a warm cloth along your inner thighs where his cum's dried, hands you your hoodie, tucks blankets around you when you both collapse into bed. when you instinctively curl toward the far side like you did the first night, geto just blinks at you. "...seriously?"
you look over. "what?" and he wordlessly lifts an arm. your stomach flips and you slide back over, letting him pull you into his chest. his chin rests lightly on top of your head, one hand smoothing once down your back.
sometime in the middle of the night, you both fall asleep smiling.
sunday - 8 am
the next morning feels surreal. when you wake, blinking sleepily, you realize two things immediately. one: you're basically half on top of geto. two: he's already awake, watching you. the second your eyes meet, he smiles, small and sleepy and completely soft. "...hi," you mumble.
"hi." his voice is still rough with sleep and you both just stare at each other for a second like idiots then start laughing quietly for no reason at all.
everything feels weirdly giddy, soft. you brush hair out of his face, he catches your wrist and kises your palm. as you both get dressed you exhange stupid little smiles the entire time.
however, when you both head downstairs together, something awful starts to creep into your brain. there's no way anyone heard, right...? gojo's girlfriend is a notoriously heavy sleeper, though you don't know much about how gojo sleeps...toji and choso and your roommate, being downstairs, couldn't have heard anything at all. and you weren't that loud.
the living room comes into view where choso's sitting drinking coffee (from a new, temporary machine you bought at the marina yesterday). when he sees you and geto walk down the stairs he goes tomato red and your soul leaves your body. beside you, geto's trying so hard to act normal.
"morning," he says in the most suspiciously casual voice ever.
choso makes a sound that is not a word. "...morning." he looks away so fast he nearly spills coffee on himself. you stare at him, horrified. there is no way. there is absolutely no way they heard anything. they couldn't have.
before you can spiral further, gojo strolls in from the kitchen, looking smug for no reason. "good morning!" he says brightly. you narrow your eyes immediately. never trust that tone. he starts making coffee, chatting casually about breakfast plans like a completely normal person. too normal.
geto relaxes as gojo stirs sugar into his cup. takes a sip, then says, "so."
you feel the danger immediately. gojo glances over with the smile of a man about to ruin lives. " 'cum in me , suguru'?" he says thoughtfully. "that's the best you got?"
you swear time stops. geto goes completely motionless, full red ears to collarbone. your body leaves this earthly plane. choso coughs so hard he nearly dies on the couch. from the back porch, where you now see your roommate, gojo's girlfriend, and toji watching with rapt attention, they all burst laughing.
which means. oh my god.
you stare blankly at the wall in front of you and geto slowly turns toward gojo. "i'm going to kill you."
gojo raises both hands, grinning. "hey, don't shoot the messenger. walls are thin, lover boy."
you make a strangled noise and bury your face into your hands. somehow, impossibly, gojo makes it worse. "also," he says, taking another casual sip, "the name thing was kinda hot. personal fave detail."
"SATORU."
"WHAT? i'm being supportive!"
a/n ~ did u cry when they kissed? no? just me blubbering like a baby writing this? ...
NOT SO SECRET ADMIRER â T.F.
[ SUM ] â college soccer coach toji has a secret admirer. but how secret is it when most of the highlights in the school paper are photos of him, instead of the players scoring goals?
[ TAGS ] â MDNI 18+ ONLY. nsfw. piv. raw. unprotected. age gap (mid 30s x early 20s). slight exhibitionism. HEAVY CREAMPIE. FAT BULGE. spanking. CUNNILINGUS. oral f!recieving. dacryphilia. reader kinda freaky. thick dark sexy HAPPY TRAIL. nudity. SHOWER SEX. SCENT KINK. pet names. spitting. wc: 19.1k
[ A/N ] â inspired by coach!toji from my fratkuna series. I was gooning too much whenever Iâd mention him soooo
photo-journalism can mean many things. at its core though is documentation and being present. itâs about recording what happens so it doesnât vanish into the noise of the world. and thatâs what youâve been doing since you started uni.
working for the school newspaper means covering everything that matters to the university. big events, games, and when you attend a school with a division 1 soccer team, thatâs ranked the top of the country, it means your weekends are spent on the sidelines of the pitch. floodlights humming overhead, cleats tearing into the turf, and the air sharp with anticipation.
everyoneâs eyes are on the match, on the players, the scoreline, and the inevitable victory. everyoneâs, except yours.
your lens has a habit of drifting. and it always finds him on the sidelines, the head coach.
standing just outside the white chalk lines. shaggy raven hair that never looks styled, stubble he clearly forgotâor chose notâto shave that morning. his infamous scar pulling at his lips as he shouts. he wears the same black team jacket unzipped, sleeves rolled up his thick forearms. when he folds his arms or gestures sharply toward the field, you always catch his muscles shifting beneath the fabric, veins flexing making it so impossible to ignore.
itâs just a photographerâs eye for striking subjects. for sureâŠ.
he beautifully contrasts against the chaos of the gameâŠeven if heâs shouting, or breaking his clipboardâŠ. still, you capture him mid-shout, mid-thought, jaw clenched as heâs holding the entire team together.
and then later, when the photos run, and his photos dominate the highlights more than the actual goal, well, you pretend not to notice how often your name sits beneath them in a small, neat printed font.
he doesnât know you. youâre just another person with a camera on the sidelines. youâre just another face in a sea of professional press badges, not just one of the universities many photographers. but you know him. you know the way his brows pinch when one of his players gets injured, the way his mouth twitches when his team scores, and the way he exhales with relief when the game ends.
and you keep clicking the shutter buttonâ
âagain?!â the head editor exclaims. âyou didnât get the goal?â
âI did!â you huff, glaring at the senior grad student who basically runs the entire school newspaper.
ânot the first one, the final goal! the one scored by the universities ace! sukunaââ
âgod forbid i missed a shot, I basically got everything else, plus Iâm not the only one taking photos on the pitch. donât you have other photographers?â you tsk, arms crossed.
he glares at you behind his desk, clicking through the photos youâd uploaded. âyou got every single expression of the damn coach,â he mutters under his breath, clicking through one of toji shouting, then another of him spitting on the grass, then another of him scratching his jawâ
you nibble on your cheek, slouching slightly in the seat.
âyou hate when we use someone elseâs photos,â he adds, licking his teeth as he finally gets to your photos of the actual players. and they were spectacular. the action shots were perfect, you can see the sweat dribbling down their foreheads.
âbecause itâs my job,â you mutter, glancing at your editor who frowns when the photos return back to the head coach.
âunbelievable,â he mumbles, exhaling slowly as he sits back in his seat. âyouâre killing me.â
your heel kicks the floor. this wasnât a first. this happens almost every time. your lens just happens to drift away from the ball and fall on the head coach.
even with fans shouting in the stands, and the other cameras flashing in the other direction. your camera canât help but find coach toji in the chaos. he was just as important as the team. heâs acting like toji isnât mentioned a million times in the articles! god forbid you want him getting his flowers. but your editor wasnât very appreciative of your sympathies.
âweâre going with these three, and taking one from the other photographers for the final goal you didnât get,â he sighs, showing you your three photos, one of the team celebrating, another of satoru gojo sprinting across the field with the ball, and of course, the final â and in your opinion the best â of head coach toji standing with his muscular arms crossed at the start of the second half.
your editor rolls his eyes turning his screen back to him. âif you bring another folder and itâs seventy percent of this damn coach, Iâll drop you and pull noah up.â
the threat has you lowering your head and muttering a hesitate okay, because at the end of the day, you were the only photographer that worked full time for the paper, and you go to every single match. the rest are focused on other stories, or working their way to become editors.
while you liked photo-journalism more. it helped, that on weekends, you got someone to admire. and your editor was not the only one thatâs noticed.
âwhat the hell, youâve got to be kidding me,â geto huffs, snatching the paper from gojo as he sits on the pitch. âwhy am I never in these damn fucking articles??â he huffs with anger
âscore more goals,â gojo sticks his tongue out, just to get kicked harshly by his friend.
âI fucking scored this game,â geto snaps, grumbling even more as he flips through the paper, seeing the team celebrating.
sukuna chugs his water behind them, âmy picture sucks ass,â he grumbles, spitting the water right beside their goalie making him jerk back in annoyance. âyou didnât score, but I get the shit picture?â he snaps lowly at gojo.
geto frowns, âI scored, and at least you get a picture.â
gojo chuckles, pointing at the next photo, making the entire team roll their eyes simultaneously.
âsome things never change,â one teammate, yuno, mutters. his hands are on his hips as him and the rest of the team glare at the immaculate, pristine, jaw-dropping photo captured of their strict, grumpy, nicotine addicted head coach, toji.
sukuna snarls as geto looks like heâs going to fucking tear out his luscious black hair. âfucking unbelievable.â
gojo snorts even louder, snatching the paper just to wave it from his place on the ground towards toji, whoâd just gotten off the phone. âcoach! youâre mogging the cameras again!â
tojiâs brows pinch until he notices the photo. and itâs always the same reaction from the head coach. his eyes scan over the photo, then they fall down to the same printed name underneath. ânot bad,â he casually says, handing back the newspaper like itâs nothing.
but the entire team is seething, with the exception of gojo laughing his ass off.
âI finally figured out who your secret admirer is,â gojo announces, âitâs definitely the cutie with the charm on her camera and stickers on her flashlight.â
geto raises a brow âhow dâya know that?â the rest of the team immediately huddle in.
gojo clears his throat.
âfor the last few games Iâve been purposely fixing my shoes or drinking water on the sidelines where theyâre all huddled up. obviously I ruled out all the old farts, then I narrowed it down to the ladies. then i crossed out the outside press, but itâs hard since I canât see all their press badgesâbut then i noticed,â gojo holds up the newspaper, slapping his index finger on your name beneath the photo. the entire team have basically memorized your full name by now. âshe was the only one still photographing the field, BUT it was pointed at coach,â gojo points to toji.
âAND,â gojo continues, âshe had this cute little charm on her camera, and this sticker. and itâs definitely your secret admirer,â gojo confidently smiles.
however, geto scratches his jaw, glancing at gojo then the newspaper. âso which one was her instagram?â
oh right, gojo rubs his neck in disappointment.
your name under a majority of the gameâs photos started catching the teams attention a couple months ago. your credentials at the bottom of the article was always signed with your first and last name. however, when the team caught on to your not-so secret admiration for their coach, and neglect of the rest of team, they tried stalking you.
yet, they couldnât find a single social media handle. not your instagram, twitter, tiktok â even your linkedIn was just the default linkedIn pfp. and the school paper website didnât have a photo for you. either way, the team was on a mission.
âI donât think her socials are even under her name,â gojo admits, making the team groan.
toji, silently watching the ordeal transpire, claps his hands, breaking the gossip. âenough, continue your drills unless ya wanna stay till sunset!â
once the team finally finishes practice and began packing their gear. neither one of them notices the students enjoying the nice weather on campus, or the girl that take a detours to walk past the field.
your eyes easily fall on your perfect subject. his hand cracks his neck as he stifles a yawn, kicking the soccer ball towards one of the players as they kick it up, tucking it under their arm.
it was a routineâŠ.one that you found yourself subconsciously doing on practice days. you would follow the path down from the quad, until you reach the second soccer field on campus, mainly used for practice and training.
your bag hangs off your shoulder along with your camera â the lens was downsized to your fixed 24mm and the flash wasnât on â thatâs usually how your camera is when you arenât at events, or games.
it isnât uncommon to watch the schools infamous soccer team practice. especially when half of them are also part of a fraternity. hell, on the other side of the field were a few girls fawning over the sweaty players.
in other words, you donât stand out. and youâre unbothered by the hot players that glance your way as they pack their bags. well, until a certain white haired player is squinting across the field, before muttering a quiet âno wayâŠâ
geto gives his friend a look, lifting his duffle over his shoulder as sukuna wipes his face with the hem of his jersey, âwhat?â he grumbles.
gojoâs bag hit the grass. he locks eyes with you. then he does the worst thing imaginable. he shouts your name.
the entire team snap their necks in your direction. gojo suddenly leads the pack of six foot whatever college men across the field â their bags drop, cleats half untied, some bare foot. but all on one mission.
you.
the color immediately drains from your face. your body freezes like a deer in headlights. and when the entire team of sweaty, built, hot men crowd the waist-high fence that separate them from you. youâre ultimately stuck.
âyouâre-youâreââ slightly out of breath and pumped full of adrenaline, gojo heaves out your name. not just a first name, noâyour full government name. âright!?â
you eyes lazily drag between the men, fixing the strap of your bag, your camera clinking against the side, drawing every manâs attention to the little charm gojo had just described less than an hour ago.
âyeah,â you manage to exhale, shifting your balance. âdid you need something?â
âyeah,â the low voice of the hot headed team captain interrupts. he hadnât ran with rest of the players, instead he walked up, casual and full of loud confidence. finally making his way across the field, energy drink in hand, glaring right through you as he continues. âwhy the fuck was my picture the only one not taken by you? it looks like shit.â
you exhale, about to answer when another one cuts in.
âwhy havenât you taken one of me? the game last month was my debut and you didnât get me going on the pitchââ
âI liked that shot you got of me whenââ
âcan you get my good side next timeââ
âwhy did youââ
âcan youââ
âyou didnât get my goal!â geto manages to dogpile. all the men yell complaints and compliments, overwhelming you with critiques. until youâre frowning, glaring harshly at the group of men youâd watched from a distance since your freshman year.
âI donât work for you guys,â you finally snap. your words are cold making the men frown. âI work for the schools paper, and they choose the photos, not me.â
âand yet coach is in every single one of em?â geto bites back, and thatâs when they all catch the slight surprise that crosses your face.
gojo smirks, leaning over the fence, getting close as he tilts his head. âseems like a majority of your photos have our coach. itâs like your editor canât help but be forced to put him in.â
you feel your stomach churn, glancing between the sharp sapphire eyes. âthatâs not how it works,â you mutter.
you did not expect your first interaction with the soccer team to be this. accusing you of favoritism. you can practically feel all their eyes on you, like they knew exactly who you are, even if this is your first time speaking to them.
âsure looks like it,â sukuna drawls, smirking wide when he sees you shift uncomfortably. âyou like our coach or somethin?â
âof course she does,â getoâs smooth voice cuts in. âdo you get all hot lookin at coach toji?â
you swallow thickly, pushing down the heat crawling up your neck to glare at the men. âyou guys are disgusting,â you spit, but the men donât falter, instead they continue gloating and poking.
âwe just wanna get to know you. youâve been takinâ our pics for months, we canât have a chat now?â geto cuts.
they were quietly impressed with your composure. your poker face wouldâve been perfect if not for the slight fidgeting youâre doing with your bag and camera strap. either way, your glare was mean, unwavering untilâ
âcut it out.â
the sharp voice slices through the team. then, one strong palm shoves gojo into geto, and the rest of the team topple on each other like dominos. the head coach plants himself between the fence, his team, and you.
âi forget youâre all a couple children,â toji tsks, his arms are crossed standing like a lone knight keeping a pack a wolves from a poor princess.
your heart slams against your rib cage. all your composure evaporates into thin air, struggling to catch your breath. this was the closest youâve gotten to the head coach. you can practically smell the mixture of his cologne and natural musk. your cheeks grow hotter by the second, completely dazed and loosing all other senses, unaware that practically half the team noticed your sudden shift.
gojo elbows geto eyeing the way your pupils basically turn into bright pink hearts. even your lips look more glossy from the drool collecting in your mouth.
theyâd never seen anything like it, and for their coach of all people?!
youâre caught up in gawking at the huge man, eyeing his wide shoulders, the veins straining from his compression shirt, his shirt clinging to every muscle that could break you in a blink of an eye â that you miss his short lecture towards his boys to quit scaring off a young woman, all to end with him shoutingâ
âten more laps!â
the teamâs eyes bulge, jaws dropping in shock, and quickly follow up with a spew of complaints.
âya heard coach!â sukuna, the hot-headed captain, interrupts. and if the team wasnât scared of their coach, they definitely had a reason to be with their captain. they ultimately drop their things and start their laps. however, sukuna hangs back at bit, âI didnât even say shââ
âyou were late to practice, so you were gonna do the laps anyways,â toji cuts, earning a loud tsk from the tattooed captain. his duffle drops on the floor dramatically, eyes flicking towards yours, which â no surprise â havenât left the coachâs profile, and with his own groan, his cleats hit the grass starting his lap.
with the entire team running lapsâŠ.youâre left alone.
coach toji doesnât move.
instead, he leans against the fence, strong arms crossing. youâre barely a foot behind him, close enough that the scent of grass and dizzy cologne reaches you when he shifts his weight. close enough that your brain short-circuits again.
then he looks over his shoulder.
itâs not rushed or sharp. it was an easy turn of his head, his dark emerald eyes flick to you with calm, assessing. and up close, heâs worse. heâs broader than he looks from the sidelines, his stubble shadowing his jaw feels unfair for a sunday morning. sunlight catches the edge of his cheekbone, and the curve of his mouth makes you stare shamelessly especially when it lifts just slightly. heâs amused by something youâre not aware of yet and you donât even notice.
your heart stutters.
you practically forget how to stand or how to function like a grown ass adult, instead you feel like someone whoâs just had their fantasy materialize directly in front of them.
heat rushes to your face, your chest tightens, and you pray, desperately, that your expression isnât as transparent as it feels. you focus on keeping your hands still, even as your pulse flutters wildly under your skin.
and tojiâs gaze lingers. he takes you in like the way someone experienced does, without staring, without shame, just a brief glance that drifts. from your fidgeting fingers, to your necklace trapped between your pretty cleavage, to the tank top that hugs your chest, to the zip up hoodie falling off your soft shoulder. to your lips, wet from the amount of times youâd lick and bit them.
and you still donât notice it! youâre too busy trying not to melt into the grass beneath your feet. all you register is how hot the space suddenly feels, how solid he seems standing there.
from the field, a player snickers mid-lap. a majority watching the entire interaction, waiting for someone to make a move. gojo snickers as geto analyzes.
you donât hear any of it, all you know is that the knights are real, and heâs right in front of you, and your carefully maintained composure never stood a chance. especially when his eyes meet yours and his deep, husky, voice sinks into your bones.
âbeen wondering who was seeinâ me like that, sweetheart.â
you were gone.
s-s-s-sweetheart!?
your heart bursts, veins burning through your skin as your lips part, words falling into the void as your brain struggles to reply.
and he finds it adorable.
college girls are cute, but you, youâre a little pervert. how many photos have you taken of him? and for the past year too? heâs wondered just like his team had, who was behind all those photos. who was oogling him while the best team in the nation was playing right before their eyes?
at first, he was bothered, confused even, how big of a stalker did you have to be to take his photos for months and not introduce yourself?
but now he sees it. the way youâre struggling to find words. the way your eyes flick between his â surprised even that youâre not shying away from eye contact, but instead, struggling to just respond. like the words are right there, but your dumb brain is getting fried just by his presence. cute.
âIâll try anâ wink next time.â
he just hammers the nail straight into your heart. your face bursts into flames as you let out a strangled hum like whine, face burning even more. unfortunately, your audience isnât as silent. instead a few had caught your reaction and were bursting with laughter. a few whistling at their coach.
âsheâs too young for ya, coach!â
âget someone yâer own age!â
âcoach, the shy ones are the freakiest!â
the last one â somehow â snapped you back to reality. your glare cut through the field, immediately hitting one of the players making him burst out laughing along with the others around him. your face pulls into a scowl, heart hammering at the teasing youâre receiving from the team. who even are they? they donât know anything about you!
shy?! you?!!! you scowl in annoyance, eyes rollinâ
âignore em, sweetheart. theyâre just being dicks.â
fuck.
your face burns hot again, heart hammering against your ribs as you stutter out another nod, fingers gripping your bag as you glance at the head coach again. his green eyes were unbelievably dark, just staring at them, you felt like you were getting dizzy.
the scar on his lip twitches up, leaning an elbow on the fence, his eyes flick down to your camera. âwhat kinda camera is that?â
your eyes widen, looking down like youâre surprised itâs there. but it seems like he flicks a switch in your brain with that question, because now youâre fumbling to hold the delicate thing in your hands. then you hold it out for him.
a small puff of air leaves his nose in amusement. youâre cute. he turns, reaching his hand out, just for your small ones to place the expensive camera in his. the same one youâd deny your friends from even holding, afraid theyâll drop it.
b-but if coach toji holds itâŠif he wants to hold itâŠwhoâŠwho are you to stop him!!!
your blush only breaks out across your body once you feel your hands brush his, eyes so bright and big even he can see the hearts explode from your irises, fuzzy pink flowers glowing around your head like a cartoon.
âlooks expensive,â he finally takes his eyes away from you to momentarily examine the camera. it was nice, sony. âbought it yourself?â
you nod, smiling as you rock on your heels. âit wasâŠâ oh first words, tojiâs eyes flick to you, eyeing your glossy lips as they part. âmy first big purchase,â you glance at the camera then back up at toji as you point with your manicured index finger, towards the camera. âitâs niceâŠright?â
well fuck me.
toji chuckles internally. he really canât read you. from rude (to the team), to shy, to snappy (to the team), to demure, to charmingâall while looking up at him like heâs some shinning knight and not a coach, albeit for the best team in the nation, but still.
his lips curl up, his internal switch already flipped when he shooed the team away, and the smooth voice of his poured out like second nature. âvery nice, sweetheart.â
you nod, enthusiastically.
god, you were a cutie.
âand you take such good pictures with it too, youâre a natural,â the sweet words just keep pouring from his mouth like honey, and youâre eating up every drop. your feet manage to carry you closer to the fenceâŠcloser to him.
you wet your glossy lips, leaning close to point at the camera, âit also takes video hereâŠI initially wanted to do more videography, but I stuck with photos. but itâs a nice perk with the cameraâŠand I can shoot in raw and jpeg, so I can edit them afterwards if I want, and uh and I have other lenses too. this one is a fixed one, so it canât zoom, but I have two other ones that zoom, I usually use those ones for workâŠlike during yourâŠ.games.â
your rambling was one of, if not, the most attractively adorable things you couldâve done at this moment. especially when youâre oblivious to the light flush that settles in the coachâs stomach as he eyes you down.
his gaze flicks between your fingers on the camera, and your profile from his height. your hair lightly brushâs back from the wind exposing your neck, your perfume reaching his nose.
âcan I try takinâ a pic?â
your face bursts hot, you feel like itâll melt off as you gawk up at the head coach, before nodding your head frantically, a wide smile pulling at your lips. you try to clear your throat as you turn the camera on for him and take the lens cap off.
âgood?â he asks.
you just nod again, biting your cheek feeling how wide youâre smiling it almost hurts, but you canât take your eyes off the way his big hands handle your camera. your biggest crush ever is using your camera!
you contain a squeal as he stands straight. he brings the camera to his eye, before lowering it again, confused. your eyes widen momentarily before realizing heâs struggling and quickly stepping up again.
you lean over the fence. and toji purposely avoids coming down to your height. instead, he watches you hold the fence to stand on your tippy toes, the other gently holds his wrist to ask him to lower the camera just a bit from his eye so you can instruct him. fuck, the confidence to touch him when you were just a jittery mess a second ago.
âthe shutter button is here. if you half press it, itâll auto-focus for youââ you move to the front of the camera flipping some switch, âjusâ turned it on. but just press down all the way and itâll take the picture,â you say, mistakenly glancing up from where you are, just to realize that coach tojiâs face is inches from yours. his warm breath fans against your cheek, his scar so close, his lips right there and his eyesâŠ.
you were beyond gone. the steam immediately comes off your face as your eyes turn into big giant hearts. youâre so easy to read it should be illegal.
you fall back on your heels, allowing toji to attempt again. what you werenât expecting was for him to point the camera at you.
well considering the wider lens, I guess he wants to shoot something closer for more satisfaction. but it caught you slightly off guard, your cheeks flame once more, heart stuttering, but your face immediately lights up.
his lips curve up behind the camera, watching you give him a cute smile, angling your head to tip to the side a bit. people that automatically smile when a camera is pointed at them is definitely a cute trait.
he takes a few quick photos, before pulling the camera back. âhow do I see âem?â
this time he lowers the camera for you, but keeps it close to his body so youâre still leaning over and up beside him, albeit with the fence between you both.
âah the sun was behind me,â you realize now looking at the photos. toji hums like he knows what that means (he doesnât) but he clicks the button to go to the next picture and same thing.
âletâs do it again,â he says, already pulling the camera back, but your finger quickly reaches out, easily flipping it back to view mode before moving back. toji watches you glance up at the sky, before moving yourself in front of the sun. âsmile fâer me, sweetheart.â
you were smiling, but nowâtoji chuckles through his nose at your reaction. he knows exactly what heâs doing. he takes one photo, than another.
your smile turns more pose worthy, not so big, but just as beautiful. âyouâre a natural,â he comments, with full honesty.
your cheeks flush, waving your hand in front of you, âdonât glaze me.â
toji snorts, âjusâ saying what I see, not my fault you pose like a model.â
a model?!
toji notices the way you bite your cheek and the way your hands fidget with your bag. âput the bag down, sweetheart.â
your heart skips again, the nickname electing a response from you every time. but you oblige, setting your bag on the ground. now without anything to fidget with, your hands carefully clasp behind your back, your navy hoodie completely off your shoulder, exposing the casual white tank top. his eyes glance at the swell of your tits that your bra pushes up. and the sliver of skin that peaks at the bottom.
the wind was like a perfect accessory, blowing a warm spring breeze in your direction brushing your hair again.
you do your best to pose casually, smiling at the camera, eyes low as you stare into the lens, heart beating erratically as you wait for coach toji to finish.
your breath catches momentarily. cheeks stinging and lips parting like a deer in headlights, because you notice it. just briefly, the way toji lowers the camera from his eye, gaze tracking down your figure, eyeing your thighs, then your hips, then your tits.
heâs definitely checking you out.
you glance away, flustered, unaware that toji was now clicking the library to view the photos heâd just taken.
âI think Iâm a pretty good shot,â he compliments his nonexistent skills, but the light hits you so well.
you smile watching him look at the photos. eyes glued to his lazy smirk, stomach hot and heart fluttering at his short comments. heâs so handsome, you glance at the curve of his nose, the stubble on his cheek. heâs so so pretty.
your mind was getting dizzy, all because coach toji is in front of you, but it made you completely forgetful that if he keeps clicking next, itâll eventually reachâ
âoh.â
you first notice the slight raise of his brows, then the scar on his lip twitching wider, then the greens of his eyes darkening.
âdid yaâ submit these too, sweetheart?â
your brows furrow for half a second, then it clicks. you lunge forward.
this canât be happening!
you immediately cover the screen and take the camera as you hear the coach chuckle. of course youâd forgotten that you had these on your sd card.
staring back at you is a photo of tojiâs fat bulge from the game. you managed to catch the moment he reached down to itch himself, grabbing it. if he saw this one he definitely saw the three before this of the closeups of his lips, his big biceps, his ass when he was fixing his shoes.
your heart is beating in your ears, skin sizzling with embarrassment as your vision starts to narrow. your eyes flick up to the coach in horror, flustered beyond speech. âitâs notââ you struggle to explain, âyou werenât supposed to see that. I was just taking oneâthen I someone bumped so like, the camera went downââ
the rambling was unlike the one before, this one was much more uncoordinated, fueled by your humiliation, anxiety, and desperate attempt at defending yourself to him, so that he doesnât think youâre some creep.
âI wore that shirt from the match two weeks ago. not this oneâŠ.â his head tilts, arms folded across his beefy chest. âwhy do you still have âem?â
the older man is quite unbothered. instead, his chest grew hot, and his mind wandered off imagining this hot college girl laying in her bed, staring at pictures of his crotch with her small fingers playing with her wet little pussy. his eyes flick to your chest again.
your eyes are wide, glancing at your camera.
âI just forgot to format the card,â you quickly reply, pretty chest rising and falling. âI always forget, and I realize after when Iâm exporting the photos or run out of storageâI delete them, i-i swear!â
he snorts, head tilting, âyou swear?â
you nod frantically.
his emerald eyes narrow, tongue poking out to wet his lips, touching his scar. his eyes flick to the camera in your hands. youâre quite the actorâŠ
âokay, Iâll take your word then. you wouldnât lie to meâŠ?â his gaze was intimidating, the darkness of his pupils felt like a black hole pulling you in. but somehow you manage to shake your head.
âno, sir.â
toji holds eye contact, before tearing it away to reach for his phone, âgood girl.â
your heart beats in your throat, threatening to tear out, but you step forward, eyes big and sad. âsorry, coach.â thereâs a slight waver in your voice, the manâs eyes widen briefly, chuckling under his breath as he brings a hand up to the crown of your head.
âdonât worry about it, keep taking photos of me. yaâ make me feel important,â his comment is punctuated with a flirtatious wink, shooting another arrow straight into your heart.
you were lovestruck the entire trip home. and so unbelievably grateful.
you talked your way out of such incriminating evidence. because how could coach toji know that in truth, you have an entire album of photos just like the ones he saw, that you pull out almost every night to help you cum.
you really should be an actor, you think, blushing at the way he called you good girl. the way he looked at you, the way his fingers brushed yours on the camera âahhhh, you bury your hot face in your hands.
you were in shock for days, heart slamming against your chest and face heating up every time you thought back to the moment.
you were so in your head that you hadnât even noticed the two athletes walking up behind you on your way out of class, crossing the quad.
itâs like that thing that happens. when youâre finally introduced to someone for the first time, then youâre suddenly seeing them everywhere. thatâs how geto and gojo felt. youâd been under their noses the entire time.
with a lecture of over two hundred students, of course theyâd spot you when you entered today. gojo elbowed his friend, nodding in your direction. getoâs eyes nearly popped.
âwhat the hell?â geto leans forward, the two men closely watch you enter the lecture hall, walking a few rows down before slipping in. getoâs eyes narrow at the camera you carefully place in your lap as you take out your ipad.
it was like the cards were being dealt out for him perfectly.
âwait, I donât get it,â gojo huffs catching up to his friend as the lecture hall empties.
geto tsks, âwhatâs not to get? Iâm gonna bribe her into taking photos of me next game. Iâm fucking tired of being some fucking blurââ
âyouâve gotten some photos manââ
âwell i want more. ones where Iâm actually scoring,â geto huffs, brushing his bang back in frustration.
once the two men hit the pavement outside, they spot you. gojo is tagging along for the fun, while geto is set on a mission. one he conjured up mid-lecture the second he saw you. it was perfect. geniusâ
âwhat?â your face scrunches in mild disgust. the two men baffle at your reaction, especially at the way youâre looking up at them with narrow, and irritated eyes. your expression isnât hard to decipher, itâs basically screaming, why tf are you talking to me?
geto licks his teeth, exhaling through his nose, âyou heard me fine, sweetheartââ
âdonât call me that.â
his jaw clenches, repeating his line without the pet name. âthe next two games are the semifinals and then the finals, so Iâll give you access through our manager to join press during the media window two days before the matchesââ
âI already have access to that through the school paper,â you give him a look, immediately ticking him off.
âlet me fucking finish will youââ
âyouâre taking forever and Iâm being cornered,â you snap back, rolling your eyes at the pretentious athlete. geto bites his tongue, as gojo gasps.
âyouâre not being cornered!â he states, just to exchange a look with geto as they both see that theyâve steered you off the pavement and against a tree. ânoâweâre just talking.â
you exhale, glancing back at geto, âwhatever, just finish.â
geto licks his lips, continuing, âyouâll also get access to our locker room strategy meeting or whatever, and behind the scenes access â you only do photos, no video or interviews?â
you shake your head, heart beating just a little quicker because now youâre starting to see the perks. bts access is the one thing university teams can deny since they donât like any outsiders butting into their strategies or taking them out of âthe zone.â
that also means you can seeâŠ.coach toji.
gojo and geto both notice the realization crossing your face, especially when your lips part, much more glossy than before. unbelievable.
âbut,â geto snaps you back, your eyes darting up to meet his, âyou better take some good fucking shots of me during the game. if Iâm not in the fucking paper and insta page, then no deal.â
you gasp, âdude, youâre literally acting like Iâm the one in charge of that?? itâs my editor that picks the photos to put in the articles.â
geto tsks, âyet somehow coach is in every single one.â your jaw clenches, stomach heating up. âtake more photos of me so itâs inevitable. got it?â
your lip curls in annoyance, eyeing geto, just for gojo to suddenly but inâ
âbut also take some of me, i look so hot in them and i like reposting them on my insta,â gojo flashes you a smile.
your frown deepens, âthereâs other photographers. you guys know that right?â
âyours are the only ones they choose and they look better than whoever took sukunaâs,â gojo snorts, remembering their captains complaints.
nevertheless, geto and gojo wait for you to agree, both men standing with their arms crossed, blocking the spring sun from hitting you.
then a certain captain happens to pass by, noticing his two teammates, and frat brothers.
âthe fuck are you guys doing?â
the men whip their heads as sukuna steps up, bag slung over his shoulder wearing a backwards baseball cap. and with a quick explanation from his friends, sukuna tsks glancing at you and adding.
âcoach always showers before or after our games.â
and it was that one bit of information that automatically has you saying: âdeal.â
â
you donât rush setting up. you check your flash, bouncing it once off the ceiling to make sure it wonât wash anyone out. your fingers move with muscle memory, standing in these rooms plenty of times for the school paper, along with other journalists from the school paper especially for media days, post-game scrums, pre-season press.
so this isnât new territory.
the room is packed, though. thereâs national outlets mingling with campus press, and clusters of journalists already talking. you hear familiar phrases float past as you move, many talking about the teams unbeaten streak, their goal differentials, their historic season.
familiar names are easily getting tossed around. captain sukuna coming up first, always, and his leadership, and the way he commands the field. gojoâs speed follows after, and his natural talent and eye for goals, then getoâs consistency, his intelligence and composure. someone mentions scouts again, plural this time, and how a few clubs have been hovering around those three all season.
you barely react because youâve heard all of this before, and it was impressive of course, you enjoy it. however, what does get you, embarrassingly, is his name.
every time coach toji is mentionedâhis tactics, his discipline, the way he rebuilt the program and incorporated new strategies âyou feel heat creep up your neck. itâs a soft and traitorous blush that youâre grateful no oneâs looking closely enough to notice you smiling.
you keep your eyes on your camera, pretending to fiddle with a setting you donât actually need to adjust, reminding yourself that heâs just part of the team. a very effective, very respected part of it.
then finally, the noise dips and the conversations fade into an expectant quiet as the side door opens.
the players file in first, with sukuna at the front, expression unreadable, gojo already grinning, geto calm and observant as ever. everyoneâs cameras lift, and recorders click on. and then he steps in behind them.
coach toji, in a suit.
your face breaks into a hot mess, heart skipping a beat as you eye him through your lens. it fits him too well. dark, sharp, shoulders filling it out like it was tailored perfectly. no team jacket today, no morning stumble. no, he looked clean, with polished shoes, and authority. he guides the team forward eyes sweeping the room calmly.
your flash fires once, professionalism wavering again. how can it not when your knight is walking into the room and reminding you exactly how out of reach he is.
the entire team easily spots you in the front row for the first time. your charm hangs from your camera strap, along with the little sticker on your godox flash. they all know who you are now, so their wasnât any hiding the way theyâd purposely glance at your camera lens, giving you their best shots.
many of the questions are being directed towards the coach, your eyes focus on his reaction, lens zooming close as he rolls his dress shirt over his forearms. your camera flashes and your cheeks warm. you do this every time. acting like itâs your first time seeing the coach in a suit even though he wears one every semifinals press. but you canât help it!
journalists throw questions without breath, firing rounds until the set time is up.
âphotographers only, please.â
the room clears out fast. chairs scrape back, and laptops snap shut. you step forward instinctively, already lifting your camera. the players shift back into place. sukuna straightens, his expression resetting into something stoic. gojo cracks a joke under his breath that earns him a look. geto adjusts his sleeves, calm as ever.
toji moves standing just off to the side at first, arms crossed, smooth dress shirt crinkling over his taut muscles, and unforgiving across his shoulders.
the manager gestures. âletâs get the team all together first.â
cameras flash as the team pose, all in their uniform. you move easily getting their shots, unaware of the emerald eyes watching your every move.
coach toji noticed you the minute he stepped into the room. however, he remained composed, knowing how many eyes were on him. but now, his eyes sweep over your figure.
your grey dress pants hugging that right ass, and those hips. the tight dress shirt hugged your frame, with the top buttons undone allowing some of your cleavage to be revealed along with your necklace stack. business casual, but heâs sure half the team is looking at your tits. your pretty anklet catching the light as you move in your kitten heels.
âcoach with sukuna,â the manager says.
toji steps forward.
you track him without thinking, framing the shot as he places a hand lightly at sukunaâs back, guiding him a half-step to the left. your shutter clicks, noticing how easily he steps into your frame, how naturally he fills it. his height just a hair taller than the hot headed captain, at least in your eyes.
âalright, another group photo,â the manager says.
toji turns, motioning the players in with two fingers. his eyes briefly catch yours making your eyes widen. the team clusters around their coach, heads bowed slightly, listening even though thereâs nothing to hear. he speaks low anyway. you circle to the side, careful, capturing the curve of his shoulder, the way his jaw tightens when he focuses.
tojiâs gaze lifts again, slow and deliberate, landing on you.
why does he keep doing that?!
itâs brief. just a glance that lingers a fraction longer, his eyes flick from your face to the camera in your hands and back again, like heâs remembering the photos he saw on your camera.
you feel heat blooming under your skin, pulse kicking hard enough to throw you off guard. you steady your hands, inhaling subtly, pretending you donât feel the way the air shifts when he turns slightlyâŠwhen he ends up closer than before, just at the edge of your frame.
âokay, weâre good,â the manager calls.
the team breaks, the players disperse, but toji stays put for a beat longer, adjusting his sleeve, posture relaxed again, unreadable.
you lower your camera only when itâs over, breath leaving you in a quiet rush you didnât realize you were holding. you donât see him glance at you when you step back to check your photos. you also donât notice the small, satisfied curve of his mouth.
not until youâre feeling a gentle, firm, hand on your waist, and a low voice right against your ear, âsay hi next time. youâre not a stranger anymore.â
your body immediately catches on fire, eyes snapping to the man like a magnet, heart slamming against your ribs as you watch him pull back, emerald eyes meeting yours.
âright, sweetheart?â
your face stings, as you nod quickly, heat pooling deep in your stomach, feeling his thumb caress your hip over your shirt. your lips part, mind dizzy as you glance as his strong forearms, heâs towering over you, slightly leaning down to speak to you in quiet whispers.
âIâll see câya tomorrow, yeah,â he gives your waist a squeeze as he greets you with a kiss to your cheek like some gentleman. then he walks away. and if you werenât a mess before, the casual glance he shoots over his shoulder has a third arrow piercing your heart.
you couldnât contain it anymore. you were consumed by this man. every waking thought was spent daydreaming about himâ his voice, his eyes, his hands, his demeanor. it was intoxicating.
all for you to show up in the lockerroom, the next day, hours before the match. the team is either dressed in their uniforms, or still shirtless, huddling around the white board as they prep for the game.
geto was the second to notice you, after gojo. both their eyes twinkling as they walk up to you. âthey gave you the pass,â geto nods to the press badge around your neck.
you nod, glancing around the lockerroom. it felt tense, the aura suspenseful as the time ticks closer to when they walk onto the pitch.
âget your vip shots, but you better get my photo,â geto hushes in your ear.
âand mine!â gojo blurts, just as a certain coach is stepping out of the steam.
and you feel it. the towel wrapped low around his waist, skin still slick with water that traces unhurried paths down his sculpted torso. his hair is darker when itâs wet, heavier, droplets slide from it and disappear along the hard lines of his shoulders.
your eyes catch his muscles moving when he walks, hard mass, that shifts beneath skin without effort. you swallow thickly, body heating up, stomach fluttering as you catch the trail of dark coarse hair leading down from his navel, and disappearing beneath the towel. your eyes follow it to the bulge you know is under there. your cheeks sting at the thought of it.
you were utterly shameless. as if the two men standing beside arenât still talking to you. but they immediately recognize the shift in your attitude and notice the steam leaving your face. gojo stifles a laugh, as geto sighs. youâre hopeless.
your eyes follow the scars youâve never seen before. the old pale marks catch the light, etched across his side, his pecs, and back, proof of some life before this one. then he turns just enough and your heart stutters, and your panties soak.
ink blooms along his ribs where the towel dips. the tattoos are sharp and intimate, black against his skin thatâs still flushed from the heat. youâve photographed him dozens of times, from every angle, but youâve never seen a peak of a tattoo.
âhow wet are you right now?â
the comment snaps you back, glaring straight at the crystal ocean eyes narrowed in amusement.
âdonât talk to me like that,â you huff, âIâm working.â your attitude really is night and day when it comes to anyone else and toji.
gojo blushes, âI love mean girls.â
you roll your eyes.
âwhatâre you two doing? get the fuck over here,â sukuna snaps.
the team huddles as the fifteen minute timer starts. and thatâs what you should be photographing, but instead you glance back. toji is now pulling up his pants, wet hair still dripping down the expanse of his back. his eyes catch yours for a second, gaze flicking to your camera, tauntingâŠ
his hand subtly cups his crotch, squeezing his girth just to present you with a size, one that has your lips parting with a shaky exhale, heart pounding as you glance between his emerald eyes and the way his forearms flex when he fixes the waistband of his boxers, pulling the material down just a bit that you catch more of the thick patch of hair at his base seeing a peak of it, before heâs fixing himself again.
and once he zips his pants up, glancing at the team as they huddle for some words from the captain before coach steps in, toji walks to you. just a few feet away, your eyes widen in surprise, heart stuttering as you watch him lean down to greet you with a kiss to your cheek, again!
heâs acting like youâre familiar even though this is just your third interaction with himâŠbut maybe you areâŠ
âthought I told you to say hi next time,â he says against your ear, pulling away.
your face heats up, âyou wereâŠ.changing.â
âso?â
you gulp, eyes flicking between his, heart pounding. heâs so close. your breath catches when his scent hits your nose, sandalwood, oak and something deeper under it. his stubble is darker than yesterday, rougher along his jaw, and you realize youâve been staring for too long when the heat creeps up your neck.
he doesnât move away though, he stands beside you, attention forward on sukuna as he speaks. focused, and so aware of youâre attention he has to hold back a smirk. and maybe he doesnât mind messing with you, so his hand remains at your lower back, light, almost absent, but there.
your stomach flips, attention gone. you try to listen, you do. sukuna is talking about positioning, about discipline, about not getting sloppy or something and the room is locking in around you, everyone leaning in. these would be great photosâbut all you can think about is how close he is.
how his hand hasnât moved, every small shift makes your pulse jump. you keep your eyes forward. you donât trust yourself to look at him again.
and that gives toji the opportunity to take you in. his pupils dilate just a fraction as his gaze travels down your body. his eyes zero in on the multiple open buttons of your tight dress shirt. youâre not even hiding yourself, and the sliver of skin that peaks between your pants and shirt doesnât help.
his hand remains over your clothes, heat settling in his stomach when you take a deeper breath and your tits push up, and his eyes shamelessly look down your shirt from his towering height. fuck, he wants a look at that pretty ass tooâ
âcoach! youâre up!â sukunaâs voice cuts through everything, snapping toji back. your gaze whips with it, catching him off guard as you wait for his next move like anything he touches is gold.
he controls himself, giving your waist that same squeeze before his hand leaves you just like that.
you push down the feeling that hits immediately, sharp and cold. but now you can finally breathe properly when he steps away. he moves past the players without rushing â a few of the boys let their eyes roam over youâ toji adjusts his sleeve ignoring the feeling bubbling up when he notices them. and then heâs at the front.
he doesnât raise his voice, doesnât need to now, but he usually gets to that point around the halfway mark. but this was the first time youâre seeing him speak in privateâŠand when he speaks, they all listenâevery single one of them.
gojo notices, gossip second nature to him. but the quick glance your way already has a grin tugging at his mouth before he nudges geto. geto follows his gaze, then sukuna does too, just brieflyâand itâs obvious. painfully obvious. the way your expression softens, the way your attention doesnât wavers. itâs written all over you.
âsheâs actually really hot,â gojo comments.
though you wish you could stand there forever, the time finally comes for the team to head to the pitch, and thatâs when the chaos begins.
not just on the fieldâŠbut off it.
the press box is packed, bodies press against you shoulder to shoulder. the field below is relentless. everything fast, and aggressive, and loud enough that the noise bleeds through everything. you always forget how overstimulating and exhilarating semifinal matches are. but you remember the deal you made with the three stars.
your camera moves with them, tracking their plays, snapping multiple shots of them without hesitation, and then catching the moment when things go wrong...
sukuna gets taken down hard during a penalty shotâand thereâs no whistle. no call.
youâre already shooting when the other team pushes, then scores, and the stadium erupts, but sukuna is on his feet, shouting. the goal should be discounted. the captain was known to be a hot head, but even you could see that the tackle he received was completely brushed off by the ref and he was right.
everyone watches as the team moves forward in defense of sukuna, but also holding him back. the other side meets them just as hard. the crowd shouts as they watch the players shove, yell, and slam into each otherâand through it all you keep shooting. you catch toji too, voice cutting through the chaos as he orders his players to pull sukuna back.
the press talk amongst themselves as halftime quickly breaks up the argument. your feet quickly carry you out of the press box, towards the locker room.
âno locker room access.â
your jaw tightens immediately irritation flaring hot and sharp.
âI have a different badge,â you show the security guard your press ID. the one geto gave you.
âno press allowed, do i need to repeat myself?â the man snaps.
your irritation ticks at your side. fine. whatever. the second you step back, your mind is already running, already circling back to geto. you scoff under your breath, shaking your head as you pace along the corridor, camera swinging lightly at your side.
seriously? all that talk, all that stupid ass convincing, and for what? you were supposed to be there. that was the whole point! you roll your eyes, heat building the longer you think about it, every step feeding into this petty irritation instead of cooling it. were you overreacting âyes, but whateverâif heâs not holding up his end, then why should you?
by the time you make it back up, youâre done. done thinking about it, done entertaining it, done with their stupid deal.
the second half starts and you fall back into rhythm. camera up, focus sharp, and attention on only one thing now, the ballâŠ.
gojo and geto drift near the press box occasionally, clearly expecting something, acknowledgment, a photo, but you donât even bat an eye. not a look, not a flicker, hell, they might as well not exist.
itâs almost satisfying. almost.
the final whistle blows and the stadium erupts, the first leg ended in a draw, preparing for next game to see whoâll continue. cameras around you go wild, capturing every second of it. the quiet annoyance of both teams, the noise in the crowd. but you donât. you lower yours, expression flat, already turning away. itâs petty. a little unfair, but still, you walk.
âyouâre not coming to the locker room?â gojoâs voice follows you, footsteps quick behind yours as you head in the opposite direction.
âwhy would i?â you snap, sharp, not even slowing. âam i even allowed,â thereâs an obvious clip in your tone that has gojo confused.
âwhatâre you talking about?â
âdealâs off.â
huh?!????
gojo barely has time to react, before youâre walking away.
baffled and utterly confused, gojo makes his way back to the locker rooms. the energy is stiff, sukuna is grumbling under his breath about how embarrassing it was to end their first leg in a draw, geto is lounged beside his bag scrolling on his phone, and toji is in the corner talking to the managers. ugh, does no one care that their personal photographer isnât taking photos of them???
they do care.
especially when the next paper comes out and the article is filled with photos taken by other people, not you!
âWHY THE FUCK DO I LOOK LIKE THAT!??â sukuna shouts, entire body fumming as they all sit outside during practice. sukuna is not the only one pissed, geto is practically seething because there isnât even a single photo of him or gojo.
âwhat is this girlâs problem?! i thought you idiots made a deal with her?!â sukuna snaps, already in a foul mood, but now itâs worse.
geto licks his teeth, jaw ticking, âwe did.â
âI told you guys she was pissed that she didnât come in during halftime,â gojo throws, as if anyone was listening to him after their shitty match.
âso she throws a tantrum because she didnât see coachâs dick during halftime?â sukuna clips.
âshe looked super hot when she was all pissed though,â gojo throws, âsheâd definitely go for me after she realizes how old coach is.â
âwhatâs wrong with you?â geto rolls his eyes, confused how gojo can talk about your looks when you screwed them over. even if he maybe also finds you attractive, it doesnât negate your shitty attitude.
gojo throws his hands up in defensive, âIâm just calling dibs now.â
toji, just a few feet away, strides over after noticing the group no longer doing drills. âwhatâs the hold up!â he grunts, also in a shit mood because of the embarrassing match and then overheating what gojo had said.
âyour stalker fucked us over,â geto snaps, eyes burning into the school paper. âshe didnât even get a pic of you.â
gojoâs eyes light up, âoh shit, yeahâsheâs definitely over you!â
the paper then hits tojiâs chest, his brows furrowing as he holds it up. his eyes glance over the sports section, and just as geto had stated, there wasnât a single photo of him, unless youâre counting the wide shot of the field and you see him standing in the corner, but it definitely was a starch contrast from the streak youâd created.
âso?â toji tosses the paper like itâs nothing, âyou guys playing for the cameras or because you want to win?!â
the men baffled, gasp and scoff. âwe want to win!â
âthen get off your fucking asses! I donât have time to be doing this shit with you all!â he snaps aggressively, uncharacteristically pissed off, whether itâs because of the teams misdirected frustrations, or something else. either way, the school paper is long forgotten beside their bags and the team is splitting into practice teams.
it doesnât matterâŠ
it doesnât matter that you made a deal with suguru geto and satoru gojo. and the captain pushed you to seal that deal with the information about coach â and they broke it. none of it matters! you still shouldâve taken those photos, especially when youâre receiving an earful from your editor, and then sulking through the week of classes.
âwhatâs your problem,â your friend, shoko, cuts in, snapping you back to the campus day festival. you were once again sulking on the picnic bench, ice cream melting in the cup as you stare off.
âyouâre gonna get annoyedâŠâ you mutter, brows pinched in agony.
for most passing by, they immediately steered clear of you, not only did you carry a lethal rbf, your words of âagonyâ really translates to, youâll rip someoneâs head off and if looks could kill, everyone would be dead. it was quite funny, considering how youâre pretty sweet when you want to be, shoko quietly thinks. still, most would rather avoid you, thanking the heavens that you stay behind the camera so you donât interact directly with people.
âdonât start,â shoko groans, piecing together the not so subtle mystery.
you frown, âi didnât even say anything!â you whine even more, glaring at your ice cream. your pretty camera sits on the table beside you, collecting dust when you should be photographing this event. âI just screwed myself over,â your tongue laps at the dripping ice cream.
âagreed.â
your glare snaps to your friend, to which she brushes off with a shrug.
âyou shouldâve taken those photos,â she starts.
âI knowâŠâ
âthen you wouldâve made your editor happy,â
âI knowâŠâ
âand then you wouldnât have to do this event.â
âI know.â
âand youâd have more weird pictures of coach toji.â
your heart drops. eyes snapping to shoko. âwhat?!â
shoko goes mute. suddenly realizing what she said. ânothing.â
âpictures?â you repeat, âI have weird pictures of the coach?? I donâtâwhy would you even say that??â youâre not subtle at all. and shoko feels guilty at your horrible lying skills, but stillâŠshe confessesâŠ
âyou uploaded photos to your drive, when weâd study together,â she tries to hold in her laugh as heat crawls up your neck, âlike more than once.â
you glance away, eyes flicking over your camera, âthatâs it?â
shoko raises a brow. âyeahâŠwhat do you mean?â
you look back, âlike thatâs how you know, itâs not like you heard from someone else or anything?â
shoko shakes her head, âno, who else would know?â
your cheeks are burning at this point, and it was written all over your face now. the realization hit shoko in seconds. ânoâŠâ youâre silent. âdoes the coach know about your photos?â
you donât want to make eye contact.
âhow?!!â
even though it happened days ago, why is it now starting to feel even more embarrassing. maybe because of your cool headed friends reactionâ âit was an accident.â
âhow did he find out though?â shoko pushes.
you cringe, âwellâŠâ you swallow, âwhen I first spoke to him, rememberâŠâ shoko nods, âI let him use my camera because he was interested.â you pause, reliving the humiliation all over again. âthen he kept swiping to see the pics, and just found themâŠâ your hands slap your face, âthatâs not bad!â
shoko is getting second hand embarrassment, âdude.â
âSTOP IM GONNA KILL MYSELF!!â you cry out, humiliation seeping from your pores.
shoko is trying not to laugh, but itâs quite hard not too, especially when youâre groaning like that. âwhat was his reaction?â
âI obviously said it was an accident, and he was like whatever and seemed fine,â you explain quickly, trying to cool the situation. âItâs not bad!â
âokay okay!!â shoko laughs, trying to calm your reaction. however, shoko knows about your huge crush, what she didnât know is about a deal her two friends made with you. heck, she didnât even know that you interacted with them. not until those two men are standing directly behind you, sweaty and pissed. âwhat the hellââ
âI guess you donât know how to keep your word,â geto spits, bag dropping aggressively on the bench beside you.
you jump, then, your eyes flick over your shoulder, immediately rolling them when you see them. you turn back to shoko.
geto snaps. âthere wasnât a single photo of us!â
ânot my problem,â you scoff, attitude returning in seconds, shoko completely used to it. but sheâs shocked that you know gojo and geto. ânot like you guys even played well.â
gojoâs vein bulges, âwe played fucking good, we didnât lose!â
âyou didnât win,â you shrug, cold.
thatâs when gojo and geto both glance up at shoko. shock crossing their expressions. âyou know her?!â they both point down at you.
shoko raises a brow, âsheâs my friend.â
âsheâs a bitchââ geto spits, just to receive the worst glare of his life from you, but he just rolls his eyes. âhow the fuck do you know each other?â
âI just told you sheâs my friend. youâre the ones that screwed her over.â shoko takes your side.
gojo gasps, âwe didnât screw her over! she screwed us over! you saw the paper this weekânot a single highlight!â
you glance at shoko, ignoring the men behind you, âhow do you know them?â
âwe went to high school together,â shoko throws with a bored wave.
frustrated, geto straddles the bench facing you, his hand falls on top of your camera, immediately making you snap your attention to him.
âheyââ
âlisten. our deal was that you get access and then we get photos, you didnât finish your job,â he keeps a grip on your camera. shoko frowns.
âyou guys didnât give me accessâi got like ten minutes before the match, then I couldnât even go in during halftime where everyone was pissed, so whatâs the point?â you snap, getting in his face.
âthe point is that has nothing to do with me!â geto shouts, your eyes pierce his in two, but neither of you back down.
âit literally does though!â
âguys,â shoko and gojo attempt at intervening, but neither of you will back down. especially when geto wonât let go of your camera.
âlet go,â you seethe, hand on the camera as geto flexes, grip strengthening around it.
your heart pounds against your chest, the hot spring sun beats over the four of you, sweat building on your neck while geto scoffs. âyou better take those photos of us this weekââ
âor what?â you glare, âare you seriously threatening me?â you were dripping with ego and confidence, except for the fact that your eyes kept darting to your camera, your poor, expensive, beautiful cameraâ
âis this your first time being threatenedââ
âthe fuck.â
the deep, intimidating voice breaks the argument in seconds. getoâs eyes widen as he feels the gravity taken away from him and being lifted off the seat. the collar of his jersey tightens around none other than tojiâs brutal grip.
your eyes break into hearts, grasping your camera before it clatters back on the table, glancing up to see geto gripping his coachâs forearm.
âsince when do you fucking shout at girls. you?!â toji barks, baffled. sukuna sure, gojo maybe, but geto?!
âI wasnât fucking shouting, we were talking,â geto tsks, neck red from embarrassment.
toji shoves him back. geto slams on the bench. you hadnât realized it but they all looked like they just finished practice, geto and gojo both still in practice uniforms and duffle bags, and coach toji wearing his usual black cargos, and that compression shirt that left nothing to the imagination.
geto scowls, rubbing his back in pain.
âyou were shouting, thatâs why i came overââ
âshe was shouting at me!â
âso what!?â
the table is quiet. a few passerbyâs glance over before quickly walking away. it isnât a shock to know how unbelievably hot your face is right now. especially when coach toji continues his stern lecture to geto.
âyouâre defending some girl that canât keep her word, mind you,â geto mutters, flashing you a glareâhis breath catches. youâre not even looking at him!! shoko stifles another laugh along with gojo, because you really were, truly, unbelievable.
how can you look at someone like that?!? like heâs some idol?! him! a musty ass college coach?!
but none of it mattered, not when tojiâs attention shifts to you!!! a warm heat floods between your legs, as your lips part. then suddenly, you glance awayâŠ
âI actually did shout tooâŠâ you confess, taking accountability. âand kinda screwed them over.â
gojo, geto, and shoko, stare at you in shock.
toji sighs, like some grown ass man (which he is), his hand settles on his hip as the other scratches his hair like heâs surrounded by immature children and figuring out what the fuck to do with you all. so he decides to confess tooâŠ
âi told security not to allow any outsiders.â
your heart drops.
âincluding you.â
oh shit.
the three audience members immediately glance at you, and what none of them, not a single one, expected, is to suddenly see the your eyes tear up.
toji felt a sharp twist in his gut, eyes widening for a moment, before sighing. âit wasnât personal.â
your throat feels dry, unable to look away until now. a tear hits your camera. âhow is that not personal,â you whisper, bottom lip trembling.
shokoâs brows pinch in hurt, at least out of everyone, she knows how much and how long youâve liked this man. and then sulking and nowâ she knows youâre absolutely shattered.
âI needed the team to focus, and youâre press,â he states like some cold fact, and that hurt even more.
your grip tightens on the camera. âbutâŠâ your not a stranger anymoreâŠ. but you canât get the words outâŠyour heart pounds loudly in your ears, the heat surrounding you felt suffocating, and your head was growing dizzier by the second. and the only thing spinning in your mind was how fucking embarrassing this is.
âdonât be upset.â
you manage a small nod, though another tear falls on the camera, and your body freezes. âhow can i not be upset?â your small voice catches toji off guard.
youâre standing up, eyes hot with tears, walking past the esteemed coach.
âwait,â he catches your wrist, âif you have something to say donât just run away.â
youâre fuming, your pretty chest rises and falls, the disappointment turning into built up anger, âI donât have anything to say right now, and itâs stupidââ your hand twists in his grip. âlet go.â
he does.
youâre practically heaving, tempted to turn away, especially when the dryness in your throat gets worse. the stinging behind your eyes burns like hell as you try to rip your gaze away from the towering man. you really are stupidâŠ
toji wets his lip, head tilting as if disinterested, but the cooling in his chest says otherwise. why does he have a weak spot for women?
âwe can talk.â
his words hang in the air. a silent, open invitation for her. itâs a clear sign of his guilt for making this cute college girl cry. he was too blunt, forgetting she isnât one of his boys.
your hand comes up to the bridge of your nose, quietly recentering yourself as this older coach watches. your shoulders rise with a deep exhale, then inhale.
pull yourself togetherâŠ
you nod. cute.
you swallow the embarrassing lump in your throat, clearing your throat. âcan we talk while walkingâŠI have to work,â your usual clipped tone used for everyone except him, comes out, but he can hear the slight shakiness.
âsure.â
gojo, geto, and shoko are left in utter shock. itâs not until you and toji completely disappear into the crowd, do they slowly exchange looks.
âwhatâŠâ
âthe fuck,â geto finishes shokoâs sentence.
gojo stares baffled, âdid we just set them up?!â
getoâs brow jumps up, âwhy is he always saving her like some knight?? and he was the one that screwed us all over!!â
gojo shakes his head in agreement, ânah for real, what the hell, blaming us but itâs all him.â
geto slouches back in the picnic table, rolling his eyes. âstill,â he tsks, âshe didnât have to be so bitchy and not take our pictures. isnât it her fucking jobââ
âhey!â
âow!â geto feels a slap upside the head from brunette, her eyes harsh. âwhat the hell!â
âdonât call girls bitches whatâs wrong with you?!â shoko huffs, baffled by getoâs attitude.
gojo snickers beside the man, âheâs been like this since he met her.â
âI havenât,â he grits, rolling his eyes at the thought of you. âsheâs just aâshe just gets on my nerves.â
âreally because she reminds me of you,â shoko cuts him off. getoâs eyes widen, as gojo breaks into a loud laugh.
âWHAT?!â
âoh god BAHAHA she does!â gojoâs obnoxious laugh sounds like knives stabbing his ears.
shoko hums, âshe has that rbf look, intimidating, very blunt, but also so cute with her friends.â
âcute?â geto frowns.
gojo smiles, âit comes out when youâre hanging out with ussss.â gojo and shoko dramatically strike a cute pose. geto tsks.
the campus was packed with students and faculty roaming to booths and small events. it was the universityâs 102nd anniversary, and as memorable as it is for the students to enjoy the activities during this nice spring day, you couldnât bring yourself to give a shit.
not only did your editor scream at you all week, still pissed about the shit photos you took during the match, he also threatened removal if you didnât take good photos during this event. and now, after sulking with shoko, then procrastinating some more, you decided youâd be able to take such fanatic pictures while your idol and crush trails beside youâŠ.sure.
toji lets out another sigh, hands in his pockets as he stands to your left watching you snap some shots of laughing students beside a booth.
âitâs not a big deal,â you mutter, behind the camera. toji notices the twitch in your fingers. âI overreacted, so itâs whatever.â
toji wets his lip, âsukuna and a couple others jusâ get jumpy with cameras.â
you hum, looking at the photos you just took. âI understand.â
âI didnât know about this deal you did with geto,â toji admits, hand instinctively coming to your waist and guiding you away from some unaware boys shouting and laughing. your cheeks flush, stepping away from his hand. toji notices. âwe didnât have a good game anyways.â
âI know, so it whatever. not a big deal,â you sigh, heat crawling up your neck. this is so embarrassing, so embarrassing! ugh you really donât know how to keep a cool head at all when it comes to this coach. you overreacted during the match, then blamed geto for screwing you over, then almost cried because the coach locked you out on purpose, and nowâ
âI feel bad.â
your heart stops.
toji glances at your manicured nails holding your camera, your cute necklaces dangling on your exposed chest, cleavage glistening from the heat. but then his eyes flick up, and youâre staring at him like heâs holding the entire world.
âI didnât mean to make you upset,â his voice is softer, gentler, nothing like how youâve heard him for months, shouting, harsh. your stomach heats up, face stinging.
his hand, unexpectedly, comes up, feeling your hair between his fingers. âyou work hard, and all your pictures come out so niceâŠâ the compliment hits your heart. âbut I couldnât risk the boys getting distracted.â
your face suddenly twists, lips pursing and jutting out just a bit, your brows pinch. your dewy makeup makes you look like a fucking doll, he thinks. âI was jusâ gonna take photos in the corner, not interview them,â you reply harshly.
âyou saw how they are when they talk to you,â he cuts in. your brow quirks, noticing his sharp inhale. âsweetheart, youâre hot.â
your face bursts into flames, pupils turning to literal swirls, and brain getting fried in seconds.
what?!
your reaction was priceless. toji controls his smirk, thumb brushing your adorable cheek, glancing at your glossy lips then your eyes. âI know youâre a professional, but most of those boys arenât, yâ understand?â
you nod, cheeks sizzling, youâre surprised his thumb isnât burning.
âso you see why I couldnât allow you in the locker room then, and i wonât next time,â he watches you nod again. god, youâre fucking precious.
then, your tongue wets your bottom lip before speaking⊠âare they the only ones that wouldâve been distracted?â
shit. can a grown man really pop a boner that fast?
tojiâs chest heats up, glancing between your pretty eyes filled with hope. this isnât the first time a younger girl has crushed on him, and it also isnât the first time heâs nice to one. but what really got him, is the way youâre maintaining eye contact, almost afraid to look away, and youâre holding your ground against him.
âno,â he admits, âtheyâre not the only ones.â
oh. your lips curve into a smile toji hasnât seen before, and his hand flexes in response. you look like youâre going to eat him alive right there, and heâd let you, no questions askedâ
âthatâs good to hear,â you pull away. you touch your heated cheek with the back of your hand, wetting your lip as you glance over the coachâs flushed face. âyour cheeks are red.â
what?! his eyes bulge, catching you off guard as you break into a loud laugh.
âtch,â he looks away, his own hand rubbing down his face. it really is burning out here. but even so, his emerald eyes look through his fingers at this pretty college girl laughing at him and he doesnât know why his chest warms at the sight.
âI can buy you ice cream. I feel bad now that you had to explain yourself when I was just being the unprofessional one,â you start, already leading him to the nearest ice cream booth.
your camera hangs over your shoulder as you point to your favorite flavor than glance up at him, he points at the cookies n cream. âoh! I love cookies n cream,â you say, reaching for your phone to pay.
ding.
your eyes widen as toji pays instead.
âwhaâit was supposed to be my treat, man,â you huff, accepting the cone he gives you, hand on your lower back as he guides you away from the booth. neither of you batting an eye to the multiple people gawking at the renowned coach of their soccer team, walking around with the hot, rude, student photographer.
âas if Iâd let you pay,â he snorts.
your brows pinch as you take a lick of your ice cream, the cool sensation leveling your body temperature. your eyes narrow at him as he enjoys his ice cream, grateful to have something that cools the heat building up under his skin. âso not fair,â you mutter.
âhow come?â
the two of you walk across the quad, sun still beating down.
âI wanted to use it as an apology,â you say, âI said that.â
âyou donât need to apologize,â he shrugs, casual, unbothered. you huff again. this time toji smiles, scar twitching up. âyou can pay next time.â
your heart skips a beat, stomach doing a stupid flip.
ââŠ.next time.â
toji catches the smile behind your cone, his eyes trailing over the ice cream coating your tongue, your pretty hand wrapped around the waffle as your bracelets clank around your wrists.
âthereâs other things you need to apologize for,â he coolly says, finding a bench and dropping his weight, eyeing you as you sit close beside him. unashamed.
your brow quirks, eyes narrowing, full body facing him, âwhat other things?â
toji shrugs, âwe can talk about it next time.â
âbut I canât just be left in suspense, thatâll give me anxiety?!â
toji snorts, loud. his big tongue is finishing the ice cream so quick heâs already eating the cone. âdonât be anxious,â he says with his mouth full.
you tsk, rolling your eyes, and you donât notice the twinkle in the older coachâs eyes. he can definitely see getoâs point about your attitude, but if he leans overâ
your eyes go wide. stomach flipping.
he takes a bold bite of your ice cream, emerald eyes shut, and thick lashes kissing his flushed cheeks. your heart feels like itâll break from your ribs, then, he opens his eyes. he doesnât pull away yet, instead his tongue cleans his lips, humming in low delight. the heat around you wasnât helping your own body temperature as it skyrockets.
âtasteâs sweeter than mine,â his voice his huskier than before, catching you by surprise, and the heat pools between your legs.
âiââ you canât even form words! your eyes wonât tear away from his lips, and your chest is moving erratically because heâs so close.
âdo you want a taste of mine. I took a bite without asking yoââ
his words cut the minute your lips press against his.
shock prevents him from reacting, eyes going wide. you gave in so quick, sure he was teasing, but still. he could feel the certainty in your kiss, along with the warmth, and anxiety. after a long ten seconds you pull awayâ
you pant against his lips, chest rising and falling, brain scrambled. âi jusââŠâ your heart is beating loudly in your ears. mind trying to keep up with what your body just did. you kissed him. you kissed the coach. the one youâve been idolizing and photographing for monthsâ
âwe can do it again.â his free hand tilts your chin up, lips hovering over yours again. his breath is warm. âkiss me.â
you do.
this time youâre a little bolder. your lips connect with his, soft again, sucking his bottom lip, skillfully. slowly. he brushes your jaw with his thumb, humming in delight just like he did with the ice cream. but the sound goes straight to your core. completely unbothered by the rowdiness of the uni day activities around you. your free hand rests on his thigh, leaning more into the kiss.
âopen,â you murmur against his lips. you can feel the the shit-eating smirk that breaks his face, groaning just low enough to make the heat furiously spread under your skin.
then, his lips part.
his tongue immediately connects with yours. caressing the wet muscle. he tastes the ice cream, delving a little more. it was just so easy taking control, and your little whines are too sweet for him to stop. his jaw opens wider, taking the lead as you follow. his hand cups the side of your face, unexpectedly possessive, ignoring the alarms sounding off in his head.
you had a crush, youâre fucking adorable, and you kissed him. plus, you make these cute sounds when he shoves his tongue against yours, thumb pressing into your cheek. how could he resist?
your grip against his thigh tightens, his back is pressed fully against the bench, while you were practically leaning over him, trying to swallow him whole.
âbreathe,â he mutters, lips hovering close, waiting for you to inhale. his scar quirks up, youâre so cute. his thumb brushes your cheekbone again, eyes glancing between your fluttering lashes. âif we keep kissing, Iâll have a problem.â
your face burns, eyes darting down to the tent pressing up near your hand. and unlike toji, you let your second ice cream of the day melt and fall to the ground. you were a mess. you carefully lean back in your seat, the sudden space between you allowing you to take another deep breath. being near coach toji is intoxicating. itâs not that you didnât feel like yourself, but you definitely throw all common sense out the door when heâs in front of you.
âare you staying to see the booths and stuff?â you clear your throat, trying to ease your erratic heartbeat.
toji finds it cute. his hand once cupping your face, slides down to brush the hair off your shoulder, fingers brushing the multiple earrings that dangle from your piercings. youâre much more stylish than he isâŠyour accessories, the cute tank top that hugs your breasts, and embroidered low rise flared jeans.
ânah, gotta drive back home so i can take my son to practice.â
toji eases, not a single thing can bother him. it was a routine, the subtle throw away line about having a son that scared off many young women, or had them wanting a one night stand with the older dilf. so his eyes flick over you, the second he finishes his sentence.
your freeze.
your blood runs cold, eyes flicking down to his ring finger.
even if youâre looking, you know he isnât married. you know. youâve been photographing him for months, and not a single time have you ever seen him daunt a ring on his finger.
âthereâs no one waiting for him at home?â you question, wetting your lip.
tojiâs fingers slide from your earrings to the dried ice cream on your chin. ânah, if Iâm late heâll go to his friends house.â
you nod, anxiety slowly dissipating. âhow old is he?â
âten.â
your eyes light up, âmy nephew is just a year older, thatâs when they get really fun to hang out with,â your voice is so light and sweet, toji has to shove down the weird somersault his stomach does.
âreally?â toji is not convinced. âall my son does is give me attitude and bully everything i do.â
you laugh, waving your hand, âyeah they get super opinionated, but itâs funnyâtrust trust heâs just doing it because youâre an easy target.â
âIâm an easy target.â
you nod, waving a hand again, âyour his dad, my brothers and i were the same to our parents.â
brothers? toji doesnât comment how that peaks his interest, but he naturally asks, âhow many siblings do you have?â
âthree older brothers,â you nod.
damnâŠ.toji hums, that explains your attitude and how you can handle getoâs bitchy moods. what also quietly settles in his mind is how your oldest brother would probably be around his age, considering your nephew is a year older than megumi. is that why youâre easily holding a conversation this longâŠmaybe the age gap isnât that big thenâŠ
âthey were so freakin bossy, definitely why i pushed to dorm away from them,â you huff, toji zoning back into your rambling. it was cute watching you talk mindlessly, hands waving making your bracelets clank against each other. the sweat glistened across your skin, making you look eternal, which is amusing since youâre just talking.
but still, toji is the one to lean up this time. his hand settling on your waist as a anchor and he presses a firm kiss to your warm cheek.
your glossy lips part in shock, heart stuttering again. unbothered, toji casually stands up, towering over you as his hand gently settles atop your head. âi haveâta get going, but Iâll see you next week for the match. Iâll also let em know you can come in before and after the game, but not during halftime. okay?â
you nod.
âIâll see yaâ sweetheart.â
and with a wink, he solidifies the fourth arrow straight through your heart.
â
it was very likely that your entire week looked like sunshine and rainbows, all because you had a full on make out session with your idol on a park bench. you couldnât bring yourself to care much about anything elseâwell except for your job. you had to scramble to get photos after toji left, afraid of staying on your editorâs bad side.
luckily you pulled through, and convinced him to keep you on for the semi final match this coming weekend.
which leads you to your current blissful state. watching toji speak to the team in the locker rooms. unlike last time, you grabbed different shots, smiling every time toji glanced at the camera, but frowning any time any of the other boys looked.
âsurprise surprise, couldnât stay away too long,â gojo cooâs after the team breaks to finish changing.
âdonât bother me or I wonât take photos of you,â you throw, eyes flicking up at the tall man.
gojo pouts, âbut Iâm just talking to you,â his words drag.
geto is scowling a few feet away, jaw tightening and relaxing, until he finally comes up to you. your attitude shifts, eyes narrowing up. geto holds eye contact, chest rising with a subtle inhale. but once he exhales, his shoulders ease, and his eyes close, the fakest smile youâve ever seen graces his naturally attractive features.
âIâm looking forward to seeing your photos after the game.â
your lips purse, brow quirking. âyeahâŠâ
geto leaves. shortly after, the team gets called out. gojo utters the same line geto had just said, but much more cheerfully, all while toji walks up to you. brow furrowing at the two athletes as they walk towards the exit.
âthey still bothering you?â
your eyes light up the moment you see him. âsâ fine,â your pretty lips pull into an easy smile, unexpectedly warming the coachâs heart. is it that easy to smile because of him?
âIâll tell them to fuck off again,â his voice is naturally deep, hand subconsciously roaming up to the strap of your camera.
you smile, âokay.â
god, youâre really cute. his hand cups your cheek, leaning down and easily locking lips with you.
youâre immediately caught off guard, but his hand is so firm on your cheek, you just melt. your lashes flutter shut, leaning in more. heâs so big and tall. your cheeks sting, humming against his lips, trying to fight off the butterflies in your stomach. but itâs worse when he pulls away, and your heart leaps into your throat as he brushes his rough thumb against your lip, dragging the spit across the plumpness.
âIâll câya after.â he winks.
you barely feel your feet when you step back out onto the field. your camera in hand, strap tight around your neck, everything exactly where it should be, and still, your entire body is giddy.
tojiâŠ.toji toji tojiâ
you press your lips together, trying to fight it down, but itâs useless. your mouth keeps twitching, threatening to break into a smile and you canât help it! he kissed you. twice now! like it was nothingâ
you snap a shot.
sukunaâs first goal. the team and stadium erupts, and youâre already capturing it, body moving before your thoughts can catch up. you donât need your editor screaming at you this time, so you shift angles, crouch lower, shoot through. geto lines up for a penalty shot, and you catch that too. the strike, the follow-through, and the way the net snaps back as the ball hits. you donât miss a second of it.
butâŠinevitablyâŠyour lens driftsâŠto him. you canât help it!
tojiâs on the sidelines, where he always is. his sleeves are pushed up again, pacing, shouting, running a hand through his hair. you catch the flex of his arm, his biceps bulge and you feel heat pooling between your legs. you catch the drag of his palm across his broad huge chest, the set of his jaw when gojo almost tackles into another player.
you shouldnât be taking this many photos of him. you know that, but you take them anyway. your chest feels tight with every picture, cheeks still burning, and your smile impossible to get rid of.
halftime comes and goes, and you donât even try to get into the locker room this time. instead, you linger with the rest of the press, nodding along to conversations, camera hanging loose in your hands. you donât care. not really. not when your mind keeps replaying itâhis hand on your face, the way he looked at you after, the wink.
the second half starts and youâre back in position immediately. getting more action shots of the playersâugh but you keep stealing other moments tooâŠsmall unnecessary ones. his biceps when he folds his arms. the scratch of his chest. the tilt of his head as he watches the field.
your thoughts donât stop. why did he kiss you? why did he kiss you again? what is that supposed to mean? is he going to kiss you again??
the spiral doesnât fully come to an end until the pitch breaks out into celebration. the team is off to the finals!
managers and the rest of the team flood the pitch as the stadium breaks out. you do your best to get the best shots of the team together, and you stay after to capture them talking to journalists, and press. unaware of the coach that slips away.
you follow the team and a couple managers back to the locker room as they continue celebrating. you canât help the smile about how happy they are, they played well.
âhow was the match?â geto corners you quickly.
âgood,â you nod casually, fixing your flash. âyou guys played really well.â
getoâs brow quirks. thatâs niceâŠ.his lips purse. âI scored.â he mutters, glancing at the multiple piercings on your ear as you tuck a hair behind it.
âyeah, it was a nice shot,â your eyes flick over your camera before glancing up to meet his eyes, testing, âyou wanna see?â
his eyes narrow again, âno.â
heâs quick to ignore your eye roll, as he points over his shoulder. âcoach is calling for you.â
you canât control the way your head whips to geto, then following the direction heâs pointing at. you donât hesitate, your legs carry you across the locker room, and into the steamed shower room.
your heart hammers against your chest, putting the lens cap back on your camera and carefully sliding it off your shoulder, afraid to step further in until you put it back in your bag.
a single curtain is closed. shower running.
âcoach toji?â your voice echos.
there a beat of silence, thenâŠ
âthat you, sweetheart?â
you flush. controlling the smile that breaks your face as you hum, âyeah.â
the shower is still running, steam collecting in the room. your heart is beating erratically, you barely register anything aside from the fact that coach toji is definitely one hundred percent fully nude just a few feet away. his clothes are laid on his duffle on the bench beside the door.
âsweetheart?â
you jump. âyeah?â
âyou gonna come in?â
you blink. again, then once more. thenâ âWHAT?â
your screech bounces off the tile floors, making you shrink at how loud you are. but it was a normal reaction. he just asked you if you wanted to come in? how else would you reactâ
âleave your things by my bag,â he doesnât even react, like what heâs saying is the most casual kind of flirting. the kissing was one thing, but thisâŠ
your camera is zipped back in your bag, and in seconds, youâre peeling your panties off standing completely naked in the middle of a shower room. goosebumps break out, necklace and bracelets still on as your nipples harden.
whatâre you doing, seriously?
one, this is highly unprofessional (whatever). two, you havenât even gone a date with this man. and three, w-why would he even ask you to come in?!?! does he like you?! he doesâhe has tooâ
your bare feet pad against the steamed tiles until you reach the curtains. your hands wonât stop shaking, face burning hot, and lips parting as you let out a shaky exhale. then, you slowly pull back the curtainsâ
âcome in before someone sees you,â is what you hear just as youâre being dragged into the steaming water, curtain pulled closed behind you.
the steam wraps around your skin instantly, thick and suffocating. your pretty nipples perk up in seconds. and standing right in front of you is the 6â5 two hundred pound man. water cascading down his body in slow, steady streams. you donât even realize youâve stopped breathing until your chest tightens, and your hands hover close to his forearm.
youâre so close.
your gaze is eye level with his broad solid chest, rising and falling slow and controlled like none of this affects him. like you standing in front of him naked is something he expected. but your too dazed to care. especially when you follow the droplets sliding over his muscles, catching the shallow lines as you continue going lower, and lower. the heat pools more obviously between your legs as you see the thick patch of dark coarse hairâŠthen you see it.
your face burns hotter, stomach flipping hard making you even dizzier.
his cock twitches under your gaze. your knees almost buckle just at the sight. itâs huge. you have to suppress a whine, lashes fluttering as you feel a strong hand cup your chin.
âsay hi first,â his voice is unbelievably deep, tearing your gaze away from the monster between his legs. his dark forest green eyes sink into you.
âhi.â
shit. he bites back a groan, eyes trailing down your naked body. nipples already perky and standing all pretty for him. his hand comes up, cupping the side of your face as he leans down, lips colliding with yours.
you whine immediately. your lips move together, tongues colliding as your hands slide up his muscular chest, feeling the deep ridges of his abs as he holds the side of your face, dominating the kiss.
it was overwhelming, the shower box, his body heat, his cock touching your thigh, it was all making you dizzy in the best ways possible. he pulls away, letting you catch your breath, but he stays close, brushing his lips over yours like itâs not enough. because it isnât.
âdid anyone see you come in?â he husks, hand still cradling your face as the other brushes your naked waist, pulling you closer. your skin is so soft under his palm.
âno,â you shake your head adorably, tongue poking out to wet your lip, âI donât think so.â
the older coach hums, his hands freely roaming your side as he nudges your nose with his. âgood,â is all he adds before he resumes the heated make out.
your tongues collide and caress, jaw falling slack as you moan a little louder when he grips your ass. groaning into your lip when your arms lock around his shoulders, wet chest pressing against his. you were such a sweet tasting girl.
his hand nudges your thigh. âjump.â
you gasp when he easily picks you up, back already pressed against the tiled wall. the hot water cascades down his back as he continues kissing you. âwere you mad at me?â
you pull away, breath hot as you glance at his features. heâs so handsome, your hand cups his face, pushing his drenched raven hair back. âwhy would I mad?â
âbecause I kept ya out during halftime.â
you shake your head, lips curving as you trace his wet eyebrows, chest rising and falling. âno,â you drawl, wetting your glossy lips again. âI was jusâ confused about how much you kiss me.â
his scar tugs up, biting back a smirk threatening to break free. âyou kissed me first.â
âthat one time.â
âyou started it,â he leans close, lips brushing yours, âso you canât blame me for getting hooked.â his eyes are lidded. âitâs really hard for me to break bad habits.â
this time you kiss me.
youâre so unbelievably hungry for this manâs affection, you can ignore all the blaring red light going off in your head. heâs so hot, heâs so big, and heâs so fucking sexy! your mind has been completely and utterly fried and you donât care.
âfuck, youâre dripping,â toji husks, his finger collecting your juices from your pussy, groaning at how turned you are. âkissing me makes ya feel that good? your cunt always dripping like a fountain?â
âyeah-aahââ your lips part as he shoves a finger inside. he groans against you, chuckling at the choked whines leaving your pretty lips, your nails dig crescents along his shoulder.
his lips trail down your neck, tongue flattening against the wet skin and licking until you squirm a cute whimper. his smirk is impossible to hold back. he sucks a dark bruise as another finger pushes in your fluttering hole.
âc-coachââ you gasp, lips so wet from spit. you try to look down at his fingers pistoning inside you. every muscle on his body flexing, keeping you up like you weigh nothing, while fingering you against the little shower wall. âfu-fuck, Iâm gonnaâcu-uhmââ
it really is too much for your obsessed brain.
coach tojiâs fingers are inside you. heâs kissing you like heâs hasnât pleasured a woman in years. and his groans are going straight to your pussyâ
âI wanââŠcoachââ your whine drawls a little longer, thighs shaking, and arms locking around him, head falling to neck.
the older man chuckles close to your ear, voice deep and husky as you fall apart, in his arms. hugging him like heâs your savior. his fingers curl, slowly pumping you through your orgasm. âthat was quick. my baby hasnât cum in awhile?â he says as a matter of a fact, but you just hug him closer, lips pulling away to trail kisses up his neck. your fingers coarse through the back of his head, grasping them as you kiss the corner of his mouth.
âitâs bâcause of you, toji.â you kiss his scar, panting as he pulls his fingers out and lifts you up suddenly, hooking his arm under your knee.
âyou want a good fucking princess?â
you nod frantically, cheeks dewy and stinging, as you glance over his face then his chest, then you feel his cock between your slick folds.
âitâs a big stretch,â he mutters against your lips. âyou saw.â
you nod, nervous stirring at the way heâs preparing you. but you donât break away. you doubt you physically can, when your mind is only screaming his name over and over.
âI can take it, coach,â you nod, determined.
âyouâre so fucking cute,â he snorts, a light blush dusting his cheeks as he kisses your lips in quiet reassurance. âever take a cock this big?â
you shake your head, water droplets falling from the tips of your hair. your pretty necklaces still wrapped around your neck, all wet and glistening between your perky breasts.
âitâll hurt,â he strokes himself underneath you, thumb running over his tip multiple times before lining it with your pretty clit and teasing you. âthen youâre gonna cry.â you gulp, nodding along. âthen youâre gonna tell me to stopââ
âI wonât!â
he snorts. âitâs okay if you do.â
you shake your head, âI wonât Iâll be okay. okay coach? I can take it, I wanâ you inside me. please.â
the tug to his heart is immediate. how can it not be when this cute hot girl is begging him to fuck her? but he canât even formulate this emotional string thatâs tying him to you. the only physical response coming out is this fucking erection that feels like the most painful shit heâs experienced, twitching after he first spoke to you and then again when you kissed him. surely itâs disgustingâŠ.an older man like him getting that quickly turned onâŠ
but maybe it was the way heâs only felt this tug in his chest one other time in his life, and even if it didnât end the way he wanted, he never regretted pursuing his baby mama.
so heâs all in right now.
âdeep breath, sweetheart.â
you inhale sharply, just as toji pushes his engorged tip past the tight rim of your pussy, and you suddenly clenchâ
âshit!ââ
your eyes widen, âI donât feel anything,â you mutter, glancing down to see his ears burning a deep shade of red.
âyour cunt squeezed me too early and shoved me out,â he wets his lips, as he crashes his lips against you. ârelax, baby,â he husks.
you whine against his dominating mouth, lower body relaxing as he lines up again and the moment you ease up, he snaps his hips in.
âangh!ââ
your jaw slacks, and he continues kissing, groaning at the unbelievable tightness thatâs squeezing every corner of his tip.
âMmm so warm, took me in good,â he groans, rocking his hips and grabbing a handle of your ass. âyouâre gonna make me feel good?â
you nod, lips connecting with his, itâs messy, teeth clashing, spit mixing.
tojiâs guttural groan echos through the shower, bouncing off the tiles as he rocks his hips, going in inch by inch, until heâs finally shoving his entire length deep inside your cunt with one mean thrust.
âfhuckââ he chokes, jaw slacking as you clamp around him again. âfull?â
you nod, brain scrambled as you glance at your tummy, cheeks stinging at the obvious bulge. âkeep going,â you pant, securing yourself better as he grunts, pulling out and snapping his hips back.
it was mind numbing, toji holding you up with his strong arms hooked under your knees, hands gripping each ass cheek as he ruts into you like a beast in heat. the squelch and clapping was deafening as it bounced off the walls, the steam enveloping you closer as your whines flow right into his ear.
ânghhhâgettinâ me worked up,â thrust. âwhen you squeeze me,â thrust. âwith this tight.â thrust. âfucking.â thrust. âcunt!â
his massive cock is stretching you in ways you never couldâve imagined. his blunt tip slams into your cervix with every thrust. your thighs shake, eyes filling with unshed tears as your nails dig into his tough skin.
âmâ s-sorryâhaah ah coaâahh! it feels sâ fuhhâfuhâme ple-easeeâahh!â your pretty lips were so glossy, drool coming down as water droplets fall from your pretty breasts with each vicious slam of his hips.
he was unforgiving. and his laugh like groan didnât help your pussy from fluttering and tightening around his chubby cock. you can feel every thick pulsing vein and ridge. it was numbing your brain to mush. your fingers curled into his hair, tugging as he gives your ass a mean, violent, spank!
âangh!â your eyes bulge, a wave of heat crashing into you.
toji laughs, gripping your ass as he quickens his pace. âadmit it,â he husks, voice condensing, and eyes dark with lust. âthis is what yaâ wanted.â youâre falling apart around his cock, and heâs not slowing down, even as the tears finally break, making you look even more irresistible. youâre gasping like you canât breathe. âyou always wanted the coach to fuck you. taking those dirty photos of my bulgeânghh!â thrust. âimagining how big my dick is.â thrust. âhow big is it baby, tell me.â thrust!
you were fucked dumb.
your face is flushed, eyes glossed over, as you whine like a full blown slut. and even with your two orgasms in a matter of minutes. your mind was still screaming one thing: toji.
âcâmon baby, I know youâre still with me,â he snorts, ears red, and body flushed with sweat as he feels his climax edge closer. âtell meâfuckâhow big is it?â
your stupid brain catches his words, and your fingers dig into his neck as you gasp and moan, the stimulation of his massive cock slamming into you was ruining you. mentally and physically. it was humiliating. but stillâŠ
âhaahâfuh itsâ itâs so bigâ i wanâ you to cum in me! please âwanâ your cum so bad, wanna feel your big fat cock cum inside my pussy tojiâahh!â
anothet sharp spank takes your breath away.
toji is at a loss.
his grunts grew louder and thrusts sloppier, until finally, he gave you one final thrust, and stilled. his ass tightens, body pressing you into the tiled walls, face buried in your neck, and teeth sinking into your shoulder. toji completely unravels in the shower, holding up a pretty college girl that whines so beautifully in his ear he thinks heâd never cum this hard again, but sure enoughâ
your adorable whine has him rutting shallow thrusts into your pussy, like a fucking dog. his cum pumping out as he continued stuffing you full, purposely milking out ever drop as his dark wet pubes rubbed against your puffy clit.
you both catch your breath. your lashes wet from tears, as the water from the shower head fills the silence. after a moment, toji pulls away from your neck, his lidded eyes, hypnotizing as he stares up at yours.
you donât know why you suddenly feel shy. your cheeks burn as the emerald irises bore into your own. lips parting, and a gentle hand coming up to his cheek. you brush back the raven hair flattening against his features, smiling softly when his full face comes into view.
and he couldâve sworn you looked like an actual angel at this moment.
your eyes twinkled above, face illuminating in the dark shower, and body glistening like youâre an eternal being.
âtojiâŠâ the soft call has his heart doing something it hasnât done in years. and that has his soft cock twitching inside you. âIâm,â you lean closer, arms wrapping around his shoulder, lips hovering near his, breasts smushed against his chest. your confidence comes back the moment you feel the man lean closer..but you continue. âI hope you donât thinkâŠi wanted to have sexâŠjust because i thought your dick was really big.â
toji blinks.
then he does the worst thing ever.
he laughs.
your cheeks sting, watching his head fall back in loud laughter. your hand flys to your face, embarrassed. âIâm being serious!â you yell.
toji laughs louder, body shaking as he lifts you up, his cock slipping out. he carefully sets your shaky feet down on the wet tile. the height difference returns, making you even more ticked off, your little attitude was oozing out, and his slick cock couldnât help but twitch against his thigh at your pouting.
god, youâre fucking hot.
he brings your attention back to him. hands cupping your face, tilting your head to look up at him. your brows are pinched together, and lips pulled in a subtle scowl.
toji smirks. âdonât worry, I know you also took pictures of my face.â
you flush, rolling your eyes. âthose were accidents.â
âso you just wanted pictures of my dick?â
your eyes widen, âno! i told you they were all accidents.â
toji clicks his tongue, leaning down to your level, making your tummy flip âyouâre fucking cute, but letâs not lie to adults.â
âIâm an adult though,â you raise a brow, pushing back, and god if that wasnât the hottest thing ever.
but still, tojiâs easygoing smile remains on his playful lips, âitâs embarrassing. i understand,â he softens the blow as your face heats. it was humiliating when he found those pictures, âtaking photos of the coach like that. but nowâs the time to take some accountability.â
you lick your teeth, eyes boring into him, narrowing. but itâs toji. toji is asking. and you canât hold back any longerâŠ
you exhale, glancing away, even though heâs still cupping your face. âyeah, obviously I took those photos on purpose,â your eyes meet. âhappy?â
water is still running down his shoulders as he keeps your face tucked carefully in his hands like youâre something precious despite the grin threatening to split across his face again.
but then toji smirks. âecstatic.â
your eyes narrow immediately, âyouâre so annoying.â
he huffs another laugh under his breath, quieter this time, thumbs brushing over your heated cheeks. standing this close to him is ridiculous now that the adrenalineâs settling. heâs huge. his broad chest still damp against yours, muscles flexing every time he shifts, towering over you while you stand there completely naked except for the necklaces youâre wearing. the little gold chains glisten under the shower head, delicate against flushed skin, and tojiâs eyes flick down to them for a second before returning to your face.
that look in his eyes makes your stomach tighten all over again. he knows heâs not trying to be mocking, or casual like before. itâs fondness.
âthose shots were real creative, sweetheart,â he says, voice rougher now. ânice and close too.â
you groan, immediately trying to shove his chest, but he barely moves. âoh my god, can you let it go already?â
âcanât,â he answers easily. âbeen thinkinâ about it for weeks.â
your face burns hotter. weeks?!
toji watches it happen in real time, watches the attitude crack just enough for embarrassment to slip through, again. and it does something terrible to him. youâre sharp with everyone elseâcool, hard to impress. heâs seen it. seen the way you brush off gojo and geto without a second thought. but with him? you melt.
even now, glaring up at him with your brows pulled tight, lips still swollen from kissing, legs trembling from the multiple orgasms, trying so hard to stay irritated while your body keeps betraying you. itâs fucking adorable.
âdonât look at me like that,â you mutter weakly.
âlike what?â
âlike you know things.â
his grin widens instantly. âbut i do know things now.â
what proceeded after was the thirty something year old coach, dropping to his knee and lifting your leg up, burying his face between your legs like a starving man. your lips part in shock.
but still, as toji works your pretty body to another orgasm, tongue shoved inside, cleaning this little pussy up, jaw slack as he gulps down his own cum. your fingers thread through his hair, tugging whenever heâd give your clit a mean rough suck, cheeks hollowing. his hand, grips your ass from behind, squeezing and slapping as he pleased, until you were falling apart.
afterwards, he cleaned you up. this time with some soap. his big hands roamed your body, every crevice and curve, hands massaging your breasts as he had your back pressed to his chest, chuckling when youâd whine. thumbs tugging playfully. hand rubbing between your legs, head tucked in your shoulder as he watches your smaller hands hold his forehead, face hot.
âtoji,â you whine, embarrassed, as he teasing a finger against your hole again.
âwhat,â he smirks, watching your reactions, âIâm jusâ cleaning you up.â
heâs a fucking perv. but still, he teases you through the whole shower, keeping you close to his body and even letting you wash his back, admiring the muscles and ink that decorate his skin.
eventually, he steps out first, keeping you inside so he can grab an extra towel. his own wrapped around his waist.
that was the start of all of it.
three months laterâŠ.
you and shoko are sitting out in the quad. table covered in assignments and forgotten laptops. all while you explained to shoko how your weekend went.
âno, we definitely got along. megumi is so cute!â you gush about the ten year old, describing how your first meeting went. toji had spoken about you enough to prepare megumi, waiting until the right time to introduce you both.
and now, youâre going to every single one of their soccer games, toji and megumiâs.
and eventually, after another hour passes by. a group of athletes comes walking down the path. covered in sweat, holding their duffles, and behind them is a very hot coach, already breaking into a smile when you jump up.
âtoji!â
it was a routine. your arms thrown around his shoulders, as he lifts you up with one hand. zero regard for any pda, as he kisses you deeply. smiling as you hum, pecking him over and over.
âwhy do you guys look like that?â shoko grimaces, looking at gojo and geto who look far worse than the rest of the team that leave.
geto scowls, glaring at his best friend, âfucking coach overhead him again.â
shoko shakes her head, rolling her eyes, at the white haired idiot. âyou need to stopââ
âitâs been three months and sheâs not over that old man?!â
âheâs not even that old!â shoko defends.
but gojo scowls harder, glancing over his shoulder at you laughing and talking, hands animated, like the man in front of you was holding the world. âitâs always the mean girls.â
shoko frowns, âyouâre messed up in the head.â
but even geto narrows his eyes when toji wraps a possessive arm around you, glaring up at the two players.
it was clear as day.
youâre his.
a/n: this was LOONG overdue, mb guys!!! but i hope you all enjoyed it!!! ahhhh i love coach toji sososososo muchâlike its a serious problem, i cant make reader behave normally when its toji, like she has to be obsessed with himmm
anyways, the next oneshot will def be the frat gojo fic! possibly thinking of frat geto after this oneshot too bc i put in some little easter eggs about how they both kinda lean into mean girls so stay tuned! â (divider by @/strangergraphics)
what are you willing to do? - C.K. â©ËËË
SYNOPSIS â Helping the quiet TA, who shrinks himself down to avoid taking too much space, come out of his shell. Youâre slowly understanding why he thrives in an environment where heâs told what to do â and he shows you why heâs hesitant to be in charge.
TAGS â MDNI (18 + only) nsfw. work contains explicit sexual themes and content. piv. Gentle Giant!Choso, Dork!choso, overly freaked out!reader. Nerd!choso, SIZE KINK, sub to top(M), Switchy. rough. making out. couch sex. lifting. mutual masturbation. Changing positions. MissiĂČnary. excessive use of sexual innuendos, dacryphilla, inconsistent writing (?). Choso will do anything you ask. PWP. Teasing, Degradation (both). pet names. crack.fluff. reader is nice to him obv. but freaked out.
WC: 14k â art by k4eny on twt
a/n: Hello blog, IM VERY HAPPY W THIS ONE and i promise to not leave u high and dry! this is highly inspired by an augustinthewinter audio (im a #freak) â Also what if I release my drabbles HEH
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The score read on your last mock test for your Historiography class. Your worst subject for the semester by far. Next week was going to be your midterm. Now, since your professor, Mr. Gojo, knows his students a little too well, he facilitated a surprise mock text to see how much you all understood the lessons.Â
A chorus of curses and groans start filling up the classroom with each student receiving their results as theyâre handed out.Â
ââŠNow I can assure you, if you guys are worried about scoring higher than each other, it wonât matter because theoretically almost all of you failed.âÂ
Another set of groans and a little bit of laughter comes from the class. Youâre back to looking down on your paper, flipping through the pages to check every question and each correction out of habit, noting down what you have to improve on. Then you stumble upon the last page with the words;
 Feel free to ask for help :)  You smile, knowing exactly who wrote this without them being in the room. You look up to double check and youâre right, it was just your prof still going on about Khaldun or something â you tune him out to make way for the giddy feeling rushing through your stomach.
Usually youâd hate for people to offer help when youâre forced to do something you were unprepared for, taking the sentiment as a passive aggressive version of getting called incompetent but this time, you ponder while rereading the sweet little note in green inkâ of course he used green ink to avoid students from being discouraged â and it's one of those times your stupidity has done you some good.
Itâs an hour and a half later when class ends, people filing up to leave the doors of the lecture hall when a voice calls out to you.Â
You smile at your professor, a little strained, but itâs okay, you tell yourself, you expected it. You walk up to him, bag on your shoulder, unzipped because you rushed down. Youâre still smiling when youâre there, already preparing for what he has to say.Â
The smile falls and you sigh, âI know that look.â
Heâs standing with his arms crossed, dark shades balanced on his straight nose, looking down at you with nothing short of paternal disappointment. âYes, and you shouldnât be too familiar with it either. Seventy-five? really? I thought we were talking recommendation letters last week, turns out youâre barely passing my class?â
You swallow back, not really knowing what to do so you kinda just stand there awkwardly, waiting for him to air out his worries. âI know it's like, a little weird to put this much pressure on you but câmon kid, youâre looking at being the next assistant after Choso to help your resumĂ© right?âÂ
You nod, still not saying anything, but you canât deny how you perk up when you heard his name.Â
Your professor pauses briefly mid rant after spotting how you only met his eyes when he mentioned his current TAâs name, a light bulb flickers on in his head.Â
He squints, âYouâve been familiar with each other, correct?â
âYes, sir.â Youâre quick to reply, stopping yourself from physically gulping out of nervousness.Â
âHe been showing you the ropes bit by bit?â he mutters, uncrossing his arms and leaning over the desk.Â
âBit by bit, yes.â You echo, unable to reply without being scared of saying the wrong thing to tick him off.
âAndâŠâ He feigned thinking about it, fidgeting with he pen in his hand and tapping the butt end of it on a thick stack of paper. ââŠHeâs also helping with lessons to keep your grades up?âÂ
You say nothing, keeping your mouth flat and shut. You peer up at him, and shake your head slowly, âNo sir.â
He tsks, standing up to his full height. âItâs not necessary but youâre aware thereâs an average for you to keep up just to become a TA right? We wouldnât want students biting off more than they could chew.â
You nod once more, though this time, a lot more fervently. âIâyes, sorry. Iâll-â
âGet to it, yeah.â He finished for you, tucking his hands in the pockets of his slacks. He waits for you to move, watching how youâre still standing there and waiting for him to also tell you to move. Youâre so alike, he thinks.Â
He nods upwards, dismissing you. You thank him while youâre already turned your back, eagerly making your way to your next mission.
Gojo watches the door swing inwards from the impact of your departure, a smile in his tone when he mutters to no one, âThatâll give her some motivation.â
Youâre rushing to your next class now, given the fifteen minute grace period you were granted had now been shaved down to ten, no thanks to your professor, forcing you to take two steps at a time when making your way to the other side of the building.Â
Youâre looking down at your phone, deleting and retyping a message in your instagram dms. Itâs when you pass the stairway that an unexpected force uncontrollably comes on to you. You thud against it, breathe caught, hand tightly clutching at your phone. You stumble on your steps, holding onto the closest thing you feel for. You donât fall, you donât even come close to the ground, but your knees certainly felt like they couldnât carry you.
Because here you stood against a very worried, very tightly holding you, Choso Kamo. Your mind blanks, your class just a few doors away, forgotten. Unintentionally, a small smile spreads on your face.Â
âHey, I wasââ He laughs nervously, âI was looking for you.â His hands wrap around your nearly limp arms, almost covering the expanse of it, yet held at a respectable position.
âYou okay?â He tilts his head down to meet your eyes, a look of concern etching back on his terribly handsome face, he swallows thickly and you watch his adamâs apple bob decorating his thick neck.
 He takes a second to peer back at the stairs, then back to you before he realizes how his grip still clutched on you. âIâm sorry.â He pulls his hands down at his sides, unsure of what to do with them. âI was about to-â
â-Me too actually.â Cutting him off, you couldnât help but smile even wider, uncaring if you looked too excited. You raised your phone, âWas about to send a dm but I got class in like,â You flip the screen to face you, âtwo minutes.â A pinch of apprehension makes its way to you but you push it back.Â
His eyes widen behind his rectangular frames, lenses making them appear bigger than they actually are. Â
âReally? Shit, â He cursed, regretful, âI donât have class anymore so I could just wait outââ
âSit in with me?â It comes out of you before you could stop it. ââor not.â You quickly add, retreating. âI could just go and email you.â
âNoâI mean, Of course. Yes. Me, Iâll go.â He smiled with a toothy grin, ignoring how you said email instead of your socials in hopes you wonât bring up how he stuttered over his words. Youâre caught off guard and before you know it, heâs already making his way to the door without even being sure which class it was.Â
Heâs reaching for the handle when you stop him, âOh, next door, please.â He nods bashfully, adjusting the strap of his comically small backpack on himself and apologizes under his breath. He follows you inside, you push, prying the door open. His palm flat against the wood, effortlessly holding it for you both.Â
Luckily your professor hadnât been in class yet, so you werenât spotted as the only late comer (technically no, with company, you werenât.) The class was sparsely filled as it was only part of your minor and this schedule wasnât as popular, so you could basically sit anywhere. You scan over the room, and you spot some seats at the very front. Youâre about to take a step forward when you realize youâre being a little rude.Â
âWhere dâya wanna sit?â You ask, head tilted up with a smile. You try to ignore the gleefulness that comes with the idea youâre gonna be seated next to him. Again, you push this feeling down, knowing itâs completely unprofessional and straight up childish. Though conversely, what you feel for him is not in the slightest, childish.Â
âBack, definitely.â He answers a little too fast, blinking to check with you. âIf you want.â He adds.Â
Heâs so polite, you could just die.Â
You find comfortable seating by the right side of the class, second to last row and close to the back per request. This classroom was a little smaller, so distance from the whiteboard wasnât really an issue.
Youâre listening to your elderly professor repeat instructions about a future assignment and knowing heâs just going to be posting the guidelines, you just tune him out again, distracted. You have to learn to stop doing that.
But youâre shamelessly peeking at the side, Chosoâs writing something down, you watch his face as he continues without a care in the world, back hunched down to get closer to the papers maybe, tongue poking the inside of his cheek in focus. You look down at what heâs writing when he flips the sheet over, the sound of the paper is quiet amongst the loud hum of the air conditioner.
 Heâs checking something, a test again? You wonder if yours is there. Something catches your eye, heâs even writing down notes in the side for each correction. Maybe heâs also writing notes of encouragement for others. You donât wanna wanna act all sensitive but something in your chest dampens. A lick of disappointment knowing you werenât just given a little extra effort.
You shift in your seat, suddenly aware that you completely distracted yourself again and let your overactive imagination take over. You bite your cheek, brushing off the disappointment and sit properly on your seat. It moves the entire table though, you moved a little too roughly. Choso backs up in his chair, the commotion throwing off your professor in his fruitless discussion.
You gasp before immediately turning to check on your hard of hearing professor. He mumbles some incoherent complaint but you donât wait to think and just apologize, âSorry,â and itâs hopefully enough to divert the attention from you both.Â
Choso grunts, âNoâsorry, my chair was too loud.â He pulls the long, shared desk back with one pull of his hand, before hunching to go back to work. Thereâs already a furrow in your brows at the apology, and youâre staring at the side of his face, his hand behind his full, overgrown hair, expression mirroring your own except towards his papers.Â
You adjust back, only this time youâre a bit farther, scared heâll probably sense youâre being a little invasive. So you keep your eyes up at the projected screen and let the silence pass, the light sound of the ballpoint scratching paper on the smooth surface of the table and your teacher murmuring mix behind the stupid thoughts interfering and prodding at your composure.Â
You made this unnecessarily awkward, eyes looking back down on the paper without trying. Youâre still kinda curious what heâs writing down. Heâs writing down notes to the side, red pen and allâ red pen and all?
You do a double take, your uncontrollable, imposing, borderline deluded thoughts returning back to their place in your hopeless brain. Did he use a red pen for everyone or green? He used green earlier, definitely. What the hell? Why does it matter?
âCan I help you?â The inner monologue in your head ceases at the question. You glance up at him, a crooked smile on his face, dimple gracing his features. He waits for you to say something, you process how it's a little close to a tease. Youâre unable to say something and end up nodding.
He smiles, achingly sweet and sincere, still waiting for a response. You blank out, unable to think of a proper fake answer in time.Â
A last flick of your gaze at the paper outs your thoughts, he looks down at them. âIf youâre looking for any of your own, this isnât your sectionâs.â He assures, trying to fill in the silence you were so talented in bringing out in your conversations.Â
You giggle out of pure giddiness, unable to hold it in as you act like a school girl and not a college student. Itâs probably so strange to him that youâre acting this way  â internally reprimanding yourself is your only avenue for self control at these moments. You hope he doesnât think the same way. âNo um, youâre so focused on writing nice notes for everyone and marking every point.â
He smiles wider, eyes turning into pretty crescents. He shakes his head once, sitting back on his chair, and finally not slouching. Your stomach flips noting how he occupies more than half the seat. He scratches his neck, eyes flicking back at the papers for a moment before meeting yours, then averting again.Â
âI donât thinkâŠâ He leaned over to read the name on the paper, ââŠInumaki, T. thinks my detailed corrections, or rather critiques are very nice, nor the rest of section Z26.â he mumbled the last part, adjusting the collar of his pull over.
âcritiques?â You inquire, unconsciously leaning to his side of the desk, closer so you could read them too. Choso hopes you canât feel the warmth on his cheeks radiating right now.Â
He nods his head a little too quickly, despite not being able to see him from where you were. Heâs dizzy with the scent of your floral shampoo under his nose, heady and pulling. âYes, just to help with,â he falters again, your bare arm brushing against his own, clothed one when you point at a certain part of the paper while reading, knees hitting under the table when youâre closely looking down on the sheet. âWith the, the uh, future tests yeah-â
Choso watches your lips move but he doesnât hear what comes out. Right now, heâs pushing away such un-utterable, uncalled for thoughts when his view is your head over what would be is his lap, only being separated by this rickety table. It only gets worse when you shift your eyes at him, wide and up at his tired onyx ones, only now his are a little wider too, something past friendly reflecting in your before averting back down the white sheet.
Youâre still reading the paper, taking in the info for each question. âOh,â
He snaps out of his daze, immediately taking notice of your blank tone. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
Youâre processing the words on the essay type test heâs checking and you realize youâve never seen this kind of test before. âYâknow, now that Iâm reading this, I donât think weâve answered this activity yet.â A beat, and Choso flips the paper down.
âRight, thatâs probably not good,â He places a spread out hand over the papers, sheets mix on top of each other, disheveled and disorganized, one nearly falling off the narrow table.
Youâre already laughing, âYouâre so clumsy,â your hand stopping one of them from flying out of place.Â
âNo, you probably shouldnât look at that too-â
âRelax, I donât have the photographic memory to copy each answer. As much as I wish I did.â You mumble the last part, tucking the papers into an organized pile, facing outwards. âSee? No cheating for me.âÂ
Choso fights the smirk that inches his way under the skin of his cheeks, nodding to you. âI appreciate your integrity.â You return the look on his face except with the stack in your grasp right now, it reflects its white canvas like a soft light on your skin, a sweet warmth overcomes him. âI never told you why I was looking for you.âÂ
You place the sheets separate from his pile of unfinished work. Pursing your lips, you make a noise of acknowledgment. âOh, I was thinking the same thing. I didnât know how to approach you âcause it was kinda embarrassing.âÂ
âEmbarrassing how?â
For a while, you contemplate how to make yourself sound less pathetic, trying to amp up how to sound flirtier without breaching whatever boundary of the title you held to him. You wanted to play safe, for now.
âLike to ask for help, I bet it's as funny as someone asking a stupid question since you probably didnât have to do any of that when you were in my year.â You donât have to confirm with him whether or not itâs true, Chosoâs going straight to a masterâs after graduating this year. Youâve been hyping yourself up to ask him out for a while, knowing that heâll most likely drift from you as a friend with the work that comes with finishing one.Â
You truly werenât looking for any kind of college relationship or even a fling, knowing such places bring unnatural levels of attraction to people who lack self identity, and if youâre being honest, college made you question that part of yourself when you first began.
 Ergo, you focused on yourself for your first year to second. Now, youâre in your third yearâs second semester and people are thinking about their thesis and fellowships. And here you were only starting to make career moves for your future in your third year.Â
But you digress, circling back to how all that led you to meet Choso. Someone youâve made acquaintances with last year during an exhibit at the schoolâs anthropology museum. Yes, you had an anthropology museum â Jjk technical college was not cheap.
His hair was a tad shorter back then, guiding a bunch of first years through the new exhibit, excitedly discussing some bones and energy. The glint in his eyes was bright and he was wholly unfiltered, charmingly gauche. You had tried to pose a question at the time, wanting to entertain him out of definitely just pure curiosity for Bioarcheology, but second guessed yourself and never approached him again.Â
Until, it was that same year you found out he had been the TA for the professor you were aiming for next year (as a second year college student), and you found out he was resigning as the teacherâs assistant from a friend of a friend, and how Gojo had been already looking for a new one early on because Choso was that competent.
You want to say that maybe you joined just because professor Gojo was someone you highly look up to in the field of history research and will grant you a killer recommendation for a future career â which you know he willâ thereâs an underlying feeling where you also canât deny that the idea of how it brings you closer to Choso made the position all the more appealing.Â
So this year, when Gojo read your CV and decided to accept you out of the many (3 applicants, one was an irregular student, the other a nepo baby), and encouraged Choso to start training you by now, it was like fate realigned itself to bring you closer to him.
Sort of.
Now he was in front of you- beside you, and casually replying with, â I donât mind spending my free time with youâtutoring and stuff.â He offers, completely unaware how he gets your stomachs in knots and your heart feels like it's trying to rip out of your ribcage.Â
âReally?â You ask too eagerly, he nods for extra reassurance. âItâs just, Historiography just isnât something Iâm good at but Iâm also I find it interesting but itâs also really hard butâ I also want this.â You size him up, towards his side of the table. âYâknow, this.âÂ
Heâs about to point at himself, before looking at the papers and something clicks in place. âChecking papers on top of your thesis, dropping them off at Gojoâs office at 8 am, and getting death stares when I come across his students?â
You nod, almost even more eager, âAbsolutely.â
âYouâre perfect then.â He says, no hesitation whatsoever. You were eating it up and he was completely unaware. You giggle, heat rushing to your face.
You almost forgot how talking came easy with Choso. It was refreshing to meet someone you could hold a conversation with without feeling like you had to perform all the time, or wonder what to amp up or tone down. He had his intimidating moments at first, like being overqualified for a TA and the unmistakable height, or when youâre overthinking how to impress him and you donât truly act yourself â but those impressions crumble effortlessly when you recognize him for his sincerity and obsession with the academe.Â
Choso canât help but let a chuckle bubble in his throat, smooth and rich like a creamy cup of strong coffee. Heâs analyzing your face, the apples of your cheeks are out with how wide you smile, he made you smile like that. The fact sits comfortably in his chest. Heâs staring at your lips, maybe he can get away with it as him just looking down to your height, the few times he feels his own acted as an advantage for him.Â
ââŠany reason you use green?⊠Choso?â He blinks, and heâs back in the classroom and youâre now holding your own head with your palm, waiting for him to answer.Â
The back of his neck is hot with the thought you could probably notice him zoning out. âI like,â he searches your eyes, hesitating, and then, âI like green, so.â He nods, trying to rationalize his plain answer to himself.Â
Youâre squinting, âCool,â nothing behind your tone, just the air that still manages to sit awkwardly between you two, suddenly the old scribbles in the storage part of the desk was so interestingâ
âAnd it's good for not likeâŠâ He swallows back his nerves, heart pounding in his ears. âI didnât wanna discourage students.âÂ
The admittance runs like oil down your back and you feel like youâve hit him dead center in what you wanted to hear. âRight,â You look around, a false pretense of thinking in your expression, âSo⊠why the red?â You ask curiously, pen in your hand scratching off the old paint under the desk in anticipation.
He paused like a deer caught in headlights, licking the dryness of his lips. Staring down the sheet of paper, yes itâs red indeed, he thinks. His lips part, you watch the smooth, glossy sheen of it move against the light. âI guess I have a favorite class.â He coughs, feigning the ease he was currently lacking with each word he carefully chose to speak.
Despite the urge to egg him on, you leave it at that, your bravery for the day already expended. You know if you continued you might say something a little irrational, and youâre also afraid to jump his bones too quickly. Though youâre pretty sure he could still hold you up if you tried.
Class ends anti-climactically, your professor waving your class off with a less than interested parting. Youâre out of the classroom, Choso following behind when, âSo, when do you wanna start? Iâm free after class tomorrow and itâs the weekend. I donât mind staying longer.â
Youâre following his pace as you walk through the hallways of your building, aiming for the exit but youâre thinking about what happens after. Youâre not fully sure where youâll end up once you part. Do you just go? He stayed with you the entire boring class, (obviously the only reason why you want to stay longer and none other in particular) surely there must be something you have to do in return.
Youâre nearing the exit and you canât help but feel like youâre letting something slip if you go past the doors without making your thoughts known, âI have this thing with my best friend tomorrow, this is not a very good look for meâ I promised Iâd do this qualitative interview andââ
Heâs quick to reply, âOh yeah, I totally understandââ
Shit, okay you were not seizing the moment correctly. âYou should come with me.â You turn over to him, unable to stop yourself.
Choso all but freezes, âWhat?â
Okay, no going back now, smacking your lips together before going for the kill. ââWith me. Yeah, we could hang out and,â Could you still back out? No.Â
âJust, maybe study after? like we could study like⊠for the,â So much for not wanting to jump his bones, ââŠwhole night.â You canât look at him any longer, eyes scanning back the outside that now surrounds you. The noises of campus and the lamp posts are bright, projecting a warm white over you. But all this is not enough to comfort you from the trepidation finally shaking your brain.
You watch as Chosoâs pale cheeks start to tinge into a flushy pink, eyebrows raising behind his glasses.
 âOh, okay, yes. Okay!â He nods taughtly, though willing.
You pause, âOkay?â trying to check if heâs serious.
âSure.â Youâre both standing opposite his body, shocked with what youâre hearing from the other as much as you were shocked from the words leaving yourselves.Â
A beat passes, leaves rustle, and amidst that youâre silently hoping it won't matter how you didnât think this through fully. âFive oâclock sound good?â
***
It was a steady, calm-ish afternoon, your best friend Miwa was sat in front of you, laptops laid out on the table. Sheâs writing down notes and closing up her recording software and youâve been fixing up your hair, clothes, and picking lint off it. You find a loose thread on your shirt when, âHey,â You look up, alert. Miwaâs squinting at you, blue hair cast in a warm yellow from the mid-afternoon sun. âYou good?â
Youâre finger quits picking at yourself, âWhat? Yeah,â eyes flitting back to the pesky string sticking out of the hem of your top.Â
Thereâs a hum coming from in front of you, âYou sure? Youâve been so fidgety this entire time.â
âI am not fidgety.â You say, fidgeting. A sigh comes out of you, and you lean back on your chair, hands coming on top of the arm rests. âYou really okay with me bringing Choso?â
At this, Miwaâs lips curl into a smirk. âI knew it.â
Your eyes flick over to the side in thought, then back at her sly expression. âWhat do you know?â
Sheâs sitting up from her hunched posture over her laptop, and drinking from her cup of her almost lukewarm coffee, shrugging with her eyes still locked on yours.
Your thumbs come up from the arm rests, âWhat is it?â
She clears her throat, placing the mug on a coaster. She looks back up, a smirk still planted on her face. âJust that I didnât know that he was your crush,â she expects you to reply, but youâre still waiting for her to elaborate. âYâknow, Choso.â
âI donât have a crush on him!â
She squints, âOkay so weâre lying today.â
âItâs merely admirationâ and some attraction at most.â
âThatâs literally what a crush is based on.â
Youâre blinking at her, feeling caught. You bite your tongue, knowing that your best friend out of anyone should be able to catch you in a lie. Or even a truth you lie to yourself about. You speak up, âWell?â
âYâknow I love you.â She starts.
âOh no.â Dread seeps into your stomach, and you know if she starts somewhere along the lines of sugar coating, the following was about to be some bland truth coated around maybe an even bitter core inside.
âI like Choso! Heâs been your friend for a while and Iâve never talked to him but he sounds really devoted to his work, maybe goodlooking, heâs smart, and heâs niceââ
âWhat would Muta thinkâŠ?â
She chuckles, softening at the thought of her own boyfriend. âNo, I just wanted to keep an eye out for you too when I say this.â She pauses, trying to find a way to word this as pleasantly as possible. âCause you know how girls talkâŠâ
You latch onto that last part, stomach churning in suspense. âNot really, I donât.â
She stops herself from cackling at your nervous expression, âI just heard heâs alwaysâŠnice.âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with that?âÂ
âLike too nice? I guessâŠitâs really hard to explain babe,â She cuts herself off, sensing your growing apprehension. She observed how your hands are rubbing on the expanse of your cup, and bringing it to your lips to avoid saying something. She quiets down her tone, now kinda shy about mentioning it. She leans a bit towards you, âLike⊠in bed, yâknow?âÂ
You sputter in your mug, feeling unwelcome liquid scratch your throat. Miwaâs eyes widen when she watches you cough, eyes turning watery. âOoh gag reflex, thatâs not coming in handy.â
âFucking shut up-â Youâre coughing still and sheâs laughing uncontrollably now. ââI did not expect that.â
Sheâs wiping the corner of her corneas with a finger, âIâIâm sorry I just had to bring it up.â
Youâre more composed now, eyes looking up at the clock, itâs ten minutes to five, and youâre trying to relax.Â
You donât exchange looks with Miwa until a short moment passes for you to think.Â
âSo have you thought about what it would be like?â Youâre back to meeting her eyes, a silent exchange between you both. Miwa smiles at you, lowering her voice and putting a finger up to her ear like an agent, âThen Iâm glad to relay information.â Sheâs giggling when you throw a tissue at her.
Youâre already standing out of your seat and making your way to sit beside her. She motions her hand for you to come nearer, both turning your heads when the door chime rings and someone enters, calming down when itâs just some delivery person. You relax, side eyeing her.Â
Miwa inches closer, âOkay so Iâm friends with this senior from my org and she had a friend who was seeing Choso, sort of? Anyways I mentioned once that you were replacing him and that youâre a little into him, sorry.â Youâre beckoning her to continue, not caring much for the last part and nodding along.Â
âAnyways, it was like a one night stand thing and â donât get me wrong Iâm not trying to spread rumors or judge,â Another pause, and youâre already on the edge of your seat.Â
âWell? Go on,â You pull her in, arms tangled and clutching her, knee jittering.Â
âI heard he was kinda scared in bed? Like maybe he has a phobia or something.â Your knee stops, and youâre now confused, âItâs just kinda odd âcause the guys like a unit, right?â a crease forms between your brows. âMaybe heâs like⊠a power bottom?â she whispered, tone serious.
Youâre nodding, taking in the information with actual consideration. âPossibly,â Youâre fully facing her now, âYâknowâŠhe is a TA.âÂ
Itâs Miwaâs turn to be confused, struggling to find the correlation. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
You fight the expression trying to pull on your lips, you nibble on the skin then let go, âIâd say heâs good at being told what to do.â
Miwaâs eyes widened, before adding, âTell me when you find out.â A second where youâre both quiet and then youâre being shook by the shoulders, both of you squealing and chortling in your corner. It would be no surprise if youâve caught the attention of other customers with your commotion.Â
She quits with the shaking, now smoothing over the fabric over your shoulders for messing up your top. âSo what are you gonna do about it?â
You canât help but entertain your imagination, âI mean I think Iâm too conscious to be playing around too much.â Your friend nods along, supportive. Past these exciting thoughts, it was all a front for the feelings you struggled to word out, âI really like him, Miwa.â
She parts her lips but as if on cue, another chime from the door rings once more. He stood by the entrance for a brief moment, barely scanning the vicinity when he locked eyes on you, a cheeky grin lighting up his face.Â
***
ââI think they never made any real contact.â
âNo, thatâs definitely up for debate.â
Miwa watches your back and forth, pen in hand. Choso decided to be part of her research sample as well, given that heâs already here, he should make use of his time. And he didnât mind, he liked helping out.Â
If only he could actually speak and answer the questions without you guys debating every time one of you made an opinion on something vaguely related to Miwaâs research topic. At first it was good, your opinions can be added too but now sheâs running out of space in her storage with how long this unintentional joint interview was going.
âOkay guys, the interview questions are about historical revisionism. While I do see the correlation, how did we end up in Egypt andâŠ?â
âAncient Mesopotamia.â Both of you say, completing her sentence.Â
âI can elaborate.â Choso suggests, clearly unable to read between the lines of Miwaâs inquiry.
She stretches in her seat, her legs feeling cramped up with the lack of movement all this time. âYâknow what, Iâll hold you two to that. But first, letâs take a break!â Itâs not even a minute until sheâs out of both your and Chosoâs sights, on the way to the restroom, pen and recorder left on the table.Â
âYâknow, I donât think she likes me that much. I also think sheâs too nice to tell me that.â Youâre in the middle of cracking your neck until youâre moving your attention to him.
âDonât worry too much about it, I think she just isnât up for hearing any more strong opinions on exported textiles.â
âThatâs if they were truly exportedââ You shove his arm, and heâs laughing at your face, not even moved from the push. Heâs pretending to rubbing his bicep in feigned hurt, lifting his arm in the process, almost flexing. You try to ignore how they felt so hard under your fingertips. You check him out unintentionally, taking notice of how the hem of his layered shirt hangs enough to show the lower part of his stomach. Out of respect, you look the other way.
You swallow thickly, ears hot. âI think Iâll get another snack. Want anything to eat?â Youâre already standing up and off the chair, limbs wobbly from the long period of time you spent sitting on the deep arm chair.
Thereâs a sudden burst of noise coming from the entrance of the cafĂ©, very loud and boisterous. You canât help but let your jittery self get distracted, there stood an entire group of men, looking like they just got off practice. Youâre wondering why one of them looks vaguely familiar, but thereâs a body blocking your view out of nowhere with what you realize is Chosoâs chest.Â
Thereâs an odd, slightly frantic look in his eyes you havenât seen on someone as easygoing as him. âUm, how about I go with you?âÂ
Youâre looking up at him, a little skeptical on why the sudden change of tone, but agree anyways.Â
Youâre in the short line along the display and point out pastries that you could try when a voice calls out to the person beside you. âCho!â
Itâs easier for you to check where itâs coming from as Choso was in front of said voice. You recognize the pink hair from the group coming in earlier. Heâs about 2 inches away from being as tall as Choso, hair damp like he just came from a shower, and a sports bag was strapped across him.Â
A pat on his shoulder signals your dark haired companion to turn, seeing a sight heâd been trying to avoid earlier. Of course he had to be the one ordering for his group.Â
âHey man,â Choso greets, strained, a guard visibly coming up around him.Â
âWhatâs up, you donât say hi to family anymore?â The sentiment, although on paper sounded sweet, in reality was like a taunt. Something you donât wanna dissect to avoid reading into it too much. âWhoâs this?â
You peer over at both of them, their attention now on you. Still unable to read the room, you focus on Choso to see how he wants this to play out. He steps in for you, âYou know her, I mentioned the TA thing like a while back. Sheâs a friend, though she is replacing me.â
 He gestures to the pinketteâs side, introducing him.Â
âMy brother by the way. Same year though.âÂ
Sukuna nods at that and smiles, canines showing. He reaches out with his hand, and you meet it halfway. âRyomen Sukuna.â Huh, heâs not a Kamo.
âPleasure,â Youâre squinting your eyes, thereâs something a little unsettling about him that you canât place, but youâre not trying to jump into that.Â
 âI didnât know Choso had any siblings â ones on campus, no less.â
You let go of his large, callous hands, moving an inch closer to the cashier when the customer before you has their turn to order. âHave 2 terms to catch up with and I donât really see this one around either âcause I did training camp in Barcelona last semester.â
You nod in acknowledgement. Silently, youâre comparing them, unknowingly looking back and forth between him and Choso a little too obviously.Â
âWe donât look related do we?â
 Before you could defend yourself, a dry chuckle beats you to it. âWe get that a lot.â He squeezed where his hand was planted on Choso, who visibly tenses. âDifferent mom, same dad. He doesnât take after him though, if youâre worriedââ
âAlright, I donât think she wants to know about that.â
âSpeak for yourself,â You laugh nervously, trying to ease the tension you could feel multiplying tenfold. He pats Chosoâs shoulder before bringing his hand down to the side, not before looking at the side of his brother's face as he semi-whispered, âAt least one of you doesn't have their panties in a twist.â
âI would if I were wearing mine.â A very long, awkward silence overcomes all three of you. That is until a nearly genuine smile breaks out of Sukunaâs angular features.Â
âHa, what the fuck,â He mutters in amusement, âYouâre both weird, thatâs cute.â A dry chuckle eases the anxiousness you were struggling to place the source of. Though at the cost of your own dignity.
The line to the cashier moves, itâs yours and Chosoâs turn now. Heâs first to leave his brotherâs side, not even bidding him a glance as he moves past you. âNice meeting you,â you voice out, still on edge, Sukuna just nods in acknowledgement.Â
***
Itâs around 6:40pm when Choso walks you to your apartment outside of campus. Thereâs a slight tension in the air that youâre struggling to bring up, itâs been there for the remainder of your meet up, not having said a word since youâve left the cafĂ©. Youâve been trying to make a move and talk to him but heâs had his eyes on the ground this entire time, rarely up, and definitely never on you.Â
He was about to walk in the pedestrian lane when you tug on his backpack. Heâs caught in the pull, looking up to the red walking signal reflecting on the road. He walks back to stand next to you, still not saying a word. âWhatâre you thinking so hard on?â
For a moment he turned his head to you, a little too quick to not look like he wasnât anticipating you to bring it up yourself. He looks ahead once more when youâre walking now. âIâm sorry about earlier.â
You start to feel a little guilty for not clarifying sooner, wondering if this entire time he thought he shouldâve apologized for something he couldnât control.
âItâs alright, it wasnât unpleasant for me.â
He almost laughs at that, âRight, and I was jumping for joy.â
The air shifts, itâs not so tense anymore, just between that and uncertainty directed at something else entirely. âI felt really dumb earlier.â He adds, looking back down on the pavement. âI couldnât say anything to make him leave us alone.â
Youâre a few blocks nearby to your place, walking a little ahead of him so he could follow you now.Â
âAgain, it wasnât that bad. You donât have to apologize.â Once more, silence fills the space between you both and it feels like youâre unable to remove this weight you feel affecting your interaction.
Now youâre both looking at your feet as you wait for cars to pass the street youâre crossing and for the timer to finally get to zero. Your foot is stepping over a dry leaf to fill in the lack of communication, the sound crunching in the quiet in a loud, distant manner.
âI just kinda get made fun of for acting like thisâweak.â You crane your neck up to meet his eyes, and youâre right to think heâs still looking down. âItâs just annoying how even until now itâs expected of me to bite back on others âcause I look like I should.âÂ
Thereâs a furrow in his brows, and heâs tightly clutching on the strap of his bag. âLike Iâve accepted that, sort of. Iâm already conscious of itâ but maybe people like to pick on me when it's obvious Iâm not gonna do anything.âÂ
Youâre making another turn together, heâs leading with the path heâs familiar with and you follow, his words donât falter. âMaybe âcause it makes them feel less small or some shit â I donât know.â
After processing the words that left him, it brought you back to your conversation with Miwa. How you laughed about his past history with women and how you basically gossiped about his insecurities. Guilt swirls in your stomach, realizing this might just be a little worse than you treated it to be. You keep quiet, deep in your own thoughts, letting him say what he needs to.
âAnd of course my own brother is like that too.â He rants, tracing back to the behavior he displayed earlier. âHeâs my brother and I love him, yes. But frat guys could be such dicks, yâknow? I was like his first practice hazing dummy liteâŠin a way.â
You nod, acknowledging him. âRight, right.â Youâre turning to the street ahead of yours, just about a block away now.
âItâs hard to not let those insecurities take over.â He groans, âI spent so much of my life trying to make my best first impressions, and I feel like it backfires on me with the wrong peopleâI hate that.â Heâs scratching the back of his head. âSometimes I just wish I looked normal. That way I wouldnât literally feel like the elephant in the room.â
At that, you turn almost as if youâd heard the worst take in your life, brows scrunching. âNormal?â
He shakes his head, âYes, normal. Like I can wear normal shoes and sit on couches normally.â
âI like that youâre not.â You say, insensitively. âI mean youâre not not normal. But I likeâŠit.â You slow down, trying to backtrack on what you just let slip.Â
Heâs blinking down on you, a look of surprise etched on his slowly flushing face. ââŠWhy?âÂ
Your breath is caught in your throat, not knowing how else to explain it. Â No going back. Remember?Â
 âI feel safe, even if you donâtâŠbite back. And on top of that youâre kind. I think that matters a lot.âÂ
Choso stares at you like you just grew a tree on your head, but in truth, heâs just trying to tone down his elation. âReally?â He asks dumbly, already cursing himself in his head for looking like he wants to hear you call him that again. Safe.
You dip your head, agreeing once more. âIâm a girl so I may be a little biased but if I were also a little taller, I wouldnât have to deal with some idiot guys trying something on me, and I could also defend myself easier.âÂ
âOh yeahâYes, that's totally different from my problems.â He clarified, trying to catch himself from sounding ungrateful. You watch the way his expressions shifts from blank to stressed and bite back a smile. âThereâs obviously people with worse problems than being bigger than a doorway.â Heâs looking down and pushing his glasses up, almost ashamed.Â
You turn to the road leading up to your street, your apartment just at the end of it. âIs that like 6â3 orâŠâ
âHuh?â He meets your inquisitive eyes, âUh, just a little more.â He replied, shying away from your stare. Youâre thinking about all the objects that could possibly match up to Chosoâs figure.Â
âThose chillers they got in 7â11?â
âHm, nope. Like 2 inches more, maybe.â
Your stomach does a flip you had to ignore, âYouâre lying. Six foot six?â
âWithout shoes, yes.â He nodded, met with you side-eyeing him. âWell youâre free to go with me to my annual checkups and see.â He defends, a smile finally appearing on his face at your skepticism.
You squint, stopping yourself from looking too excited with the many, unbecoming thoughts storming your brain. âIâll hold onto that.âÂ
Shortly after, you find yourself standing in front of the building to your apartment. âIâm sorry about dumping all that on you, It was a lot.â He looks around before letting out a barely there sigh, âIâll get going nowââ
âAre you forgetting?â You look back and Chosoâs standing stiffly, feet planted on the ground. âWeâreâŠstudying, remember?â
Chosoâs throat bobs at your sly tone, convincing himself there is nothing behind it. Â âYou did a lot today I just thought we were tiredââ
âWe donât have to study then.â Youâre looking around and thinking to yourself before landing back on his face, âI mean you came all the way here, you could come up and have some tea?â
The notion has his chest puffing out to regulate the way his heart started beating like its pounding from behind his sternum. He doesnât say anything, his eyebrows raise behind his glasses, his usually sleepy eyes now wide. He nodded and let out a strained, âOkay.â
***
The door to your apartment swings open with a loud creak. The lights switch on, a warm white cascades from the ceilings.Â
Your keys make a clinking noise against the ceramic jewelry tray you leave on the dresser by the entrance. The door is wide open, you feel Choso trailing behind a couple steps away.Â
Heâs standing kinda stiffly, âDo I take my shoes off orââ
Youâre shaking your head, stepping aside to let him in. âMy neighbors are kinda sticklers for people who leave their shoes outside in the halls.â He walks past the doorway, head craned down. Itâs supposed to look like he was trying to avoid getting hit by the frame of it, though heâs only finding a way to hide his face naturally.
He picked his head up when he heard clanking from the kitchen which meant that you were inside. âI hope youâre not allergic to pollen? I like to put honey in mine.â You ask, your voice still clear as the space isnât big at all, but in his head itâs distant. Heâs trying to calm himself down, taking in your apartment.Â
Itâs small, kitchen tight and youâve no space for a table. You use the counter as one, your bed, desk, and sofa all in the same space. However, the lack of furniture made it wide, the âliving roomâ taking the least space with just a little coffee table and the tv on the floor as the only decor.Â
âYou didnât say anything so I didnât add any honey.â He finds himself turning on his feet when heâs met by your figure, coming from the kitchen with twoâ red and yellow âmugs. You hand him the yellow one, he takes it with a âthanksâ. You make a move to sit on the couch, trying to get cozy. Chosoâs still standing, sipping on his cup awkwardly.
âYou can sit if you want.â Chosoâs eyes flick over to you. You realize he had shed his bag on the entrance, still it looks like something is weighing on him.
âIâm okay, I might launch you out of itââ
âSit with me.â You pat the spot beside you on the couch, your fawn-like eyes up at him.Â
It turns his legs into jelly. Thoroughly convinced, he sits beside you, trying to be as careful as he can so the side of the couch doesnât sink to his weight too much.
He winced at the audible sound of the springs under the cushions, âSorry.âÂ
Quietly, you assess him. How stiffly he sat, how much of the seat he took up despite keeping himself at the edge of it. If he sat back, would his knee brush against yours? Though you feel a little bad for taking advantage of his reactiveness towards you. However, something deep inside you is undeniably excited with the thought.Â
On the other hand, Choso feels like heâs watching himself act in third person, deliberating what part of his body he should move next to not look too obnoxious or stiff. He doesnât know if he should just let the silence pass till he runs out of tea, or maybe till it turns lukewarm. You shift in your seat, he feels your gaze heavy on him. You donât say anything, you just stare at the side of his face. His throat bobs.
He looks over to you for a split second and meets your eyes, you raise your brows at him, a smirk growing on your sweet face.Â
An anxious laugh bubbles from his throat, the tips of his ears tinging red. âI think youâre aware of how youâre making me nervous.âÂ
You couldnât stop the way the smirk spreads into a wide smile. âI was thinking of how to get you to talk, is all.â You tilt your head to the side, checking out how the light from your room lamp makes his jaw seem sharper. His hair nearly fell on his shoulders, built and perched with his elbows on his knees, posture a little hunched, but he still sat taller than you. Nothing short of tempting in your eyes.
He follows your gaze, âWhat?â
âYouâre also thinking of something.â
His brows pinch, he hates how good you are at prodding at him when he clearly doesnât know what to say. âIâm always thinking.â
You nod, âAnd still, you havenât said anything since we went up.â
Choso pauses his already stiff self. You place your mug down, crossing your legs on the couch. He brings his attention back to you but youâre already intently looking at him. He flinches back.
Sighing, âWhat do you think Iâm thinking about?â You purse your lips, shrugging at his question. He shakes his head, a smile fighting its way on his face.
 âThen Iâm happy you only brought me here to drink some tea.â A roll of his eyes comes out of sarcasm, reaching for his own mug on the table, stretching his arm out.Â
Heâs about to pull his hand back when your smaller one lands on top of his. The contact would have made him drop the glass into little pieces if it werenât for the coffee table underneath. He lets down the cup, missing the coaster you laid out.Â
âThatâs my mugâŠ.â You point at the red cup in his grasp, yours. You let the words linger like the pads of your fingers on the back of his hand, âHm, youâre really warm.â
He blinks, unable to ground himself back to reality because maybe, maybe youâre trying to make a move on him. Heâs unable to look into your eyes,Â
âUh,â He falters, the warmth on his cheeks multiply and spread out when you inch closer, the warmth of your own body makes him feel like heâs overheating.Â
âHow else could I get you to go up with me?â You say, goading another reaction out of him.Â
âI-I mean you could just ask andâŠI wouldnât say no,â Youâre closer to his face nowâtoo close. But youâre still not looking at eye level â not close enough.Â
âI think Iâve done a lot just to be around you, Cho.â He almost melts at how the stupid nickname his brother calls him sounded so good coming from your honeyed lips. Choso gulps, audible and embarrassing in the silence of your apartment.Â
He started off this conversation on the edge of the couch, somehow it feels like youâve backed him into it.
âYâknow, the TA stuff, asking to studyâdo we look like weâre studying now?â Your arm skates over his hand, up his arm, the touch leaving goosebumps in their wake.
You watch how his jaw all but clenches at the feeling, a newfound confidence makes you unbelievably giddy, driving you to push more. âBut I wanna know for me,â
He feels like heâs running out of breath before he could utter a word when your palm lands up on his hard chest, feeling for the erratic thumping of his heartbeat underneath the fabric of his shirt.
Your head is craned up, lashes bat at him, âWhat are you willing to do?â
Heâs looking deeply into your eyes, searching for the answer to your question, not realizing how his neck is craning down at your height in return. Several beats pass â he feels a tug on his shirt and then heâs closing the distance between your lips.Â
He whines on the soft, wet skin, sucking gently, eyes falling shut. His hand finds your cheek, the other reaching for your side when you tangle your arms around his neck. The pace is hungry yet fervent, tugging and melting against the other. You pull away slowly, lips parting from each other wetly. Youâre smacking your own lips before smiling up at Choso, giggling.Â
His eyes are hazy, glasses crooked out of place. His hands are covering your back and smoothing over your clothes, âI can do anythingâ whatever you want.âÂ
If you werenât already grinning wide enough, now youâre fully Cheshire-like. Pushing yourself closer towards him, âAnything?â He nods eagerly, youâre pulling him in, hungry.Â
His hand is on the back of your neck now, holding. Thereâs something about his touch that feels like itâs keeping you together without feeling too possessive. Caring with a dash of hesitance. One youâre looking to break through tonight.
Your lips travel down his neck, leaving hot, lingering kisses along his throat. âOh, mmh-â He bites his lip immediately after nearly letting out the low noise from chest, eyes shutting when you find the particularly sensitive spot on his neck. You feel his fingers dig rougher on your hips, youâre on your knees now, determined to cover every inch of him in your touch. Your weight falls on him when he tugs you, the hands planted on his shoulders squeeze out of instinct.
âYou good? I-I didnât mean to, ahââ He tried to move his head away from your persistent lips, but a shiver that runs through him stops his actions. Youâre sucking on his skin, humming proudly, undettered from your little slip. His hands brush down your sides, they plant themselves lower on your waist.
You plant kisses all the way back to his chin then meet his lips again. Youâre eye level, a sinister glint in your eyes. You stick your tongue out, half lidded gaze and staring right at him â brushing the wet, pink muscle along Chosoâs bottom lip, teasing. Heat rushes on his face, blood rushes on his crotch. Youâre killing him.
You suck on the pink flesh, tugging then letting go, heâs pulling you in closer by the back of your neck. He wants you on him, mind unable to decide how â just everywhere is fine. You drop your palm down between your bodies and on the garter of Chosoâs sweats, feeling for the hardness underneath.
He hissed as your fingers brushed what would be his shaft, âUm, sorry, can we make out a little I thinkâŠâ He holds your head closer to his face, breaths mingling as you catch them. âIâll get less hardâ nervous, I think. Sorry,â You hummed in agreement before landing back on the flushed skin of his mouth, quieting him down with your lips.
You giggle against him, chasing as he squirms, palms settling on his shoulders. You pull off him with a peck, feet planting back on the carpeted floors. Choso now sat far into the couch, slacked with legs spread. His mouth parts as you start undressing, stripping off into your underwear.Â
He sizes you up and down, taking in your soft, bare skin, your strapless bra and cotton panties under the warm lights of your apartment. It elicits a heavy throb under his pants. Chosoâs breathing feels uneven and the air grows thinner when you settle back on the couch, only now between his spread out legs.
 Youâre steadying yourself, his hands find a place on your warm, now bare skin. You smooth over the wide expanse of his chest, then land on his neck, even warmer than you. âThis okay?â You ask, to which he only replies with a nod.Â
Youâre about to lean into him when he reaches for his glasses, but you stop him before he tries to pry the piece of metal off. âThey stay on.â
His breath catches in his throat, stomach dipping. A part of him heâs not quite sure whether he wanted to acknowledge, liked when you tell him what to do.
 He lets his hand fall, you adjust the rims on the bridge of his nose. âYouâre so pretty.â Youâre holding his face with both hands, tilting it upwards to you. A lopsided grin appears on his face at the comment, eyes shying away and down from your face and to the body on him. Â
âThanks- Thank you,â He replied poorly. His palm skated from your waist and to your back, laying above the clip of your bra. His lips are caught between his teeth as he takes in the feel of your skin against him, he looks up. âYouâre awfully pretty as well.â
He was never good at expressing himself,only with what he was sure of. But this was new, you pushing, him taking, it was all new. But he meant every word he said to you. He leaned in to catch your lips against his. Fuck, if only you could tell how much he meant it.
Heâs slotting his tongue in between your parted mouth, leaning further in and youâre falling back, but heâs catching you â keeping you to him. You work together smoothly, as smooth as silks rubbing against each other. You clutch on to him tightly as if heâll slip if you donât. You taste like jasmine tea and heâs wondering if the sweet taste is from the honey or just you. Heâs holding you by the neck and pushing your back into him.Â
You finally move to settle on his lap, the kiss unwavering so youâre first to pull away, âChosoââ He catches the sound of his name in your mouth, chasing, taking, and taking. There isnât any place on your body that isnât covered by him, your arms, your back, your legs in between his that caged you. You moan at the thought against his greedy tongue, entirely consumed. But youâre impatient and already wet, the fabric of your panties has been riding up for the last 10 minutes. So you squeeze his arms weakly, but itâs enough for him to let air flow between you.
âShit, Sorryââ Heâs frantic and searching your eyes, but heâs met with your hazed out ones and your swollen, drooly lips. He wiped the corner of it, chest heaving. âI need toâ youâre driving me insane,â He chuckles, deep and uncertain with how true the fact felt. Heâs brushing your hair back gently, âIâm sorry,â he lets go of you as youâre pulling away.
Youâre upright now, letting your feet back down. Youâre bending over to his lap, palms resting on his spread out limbs, âYou need to make it up to me,â Youâre once again reaching for his sweats, the imprint of his shaft taking form at the side. He gently lays his hand on your wrist.
 âAre you sure?â His eyes are wide, pupils dilated, the frames of his glasses are now on the tip of his nose bridge. But thereâs a wave of genuine uncertainty blanketing his expression.
Youâre blinking up at him, âWhy wouldnât I be?â
Itâs a tangled knot in his chest, one bundled in embarrassing moments and unsuccessful hook-ups. He stuttered over his words,
âJust that before Iâve-â he pondered if he should risk you laughing at him, but youâre expectantly looking into his eyes, and your hands are already on his lap, a little more and youâd be right where heâs aching for you. âIâm scared of making itâŠunpleasant?âÂ
His hand rubs up and down your arms, youâre tuning him out and thinking of how you should go about sitting on him. He continued to ramble on, âUm, like Iâve been told it wasâŠâ
âToo big?â You ask, attention now on him. Externally youâre collected, stating it like a remark. But internally you know itâs a fact. You feel a little bad thinking about it but now youâre piecing together your earlier conversation on what Miwaâs friendâs friend mightâve been complaining about.Â
Choso all but nods, eyes scanning your room as if that would keep yours away from him. âI could just help you, yâknow. We donât have toââ
Youâre turning over and maneuvering his hand out of his lap, sitting on his thigh. For a moment, youâre a little hesitant, hovering. âI mean Iâd like it if we did, but Iâm alsoâŠâ His words trail off, holding your hip and securing you on his lap, unbothered as your weight settles on one thigh. He clears his throat, âIâm okay with, um, anything.â
Youâre leaning into him, on your side, hand trailing underneath the hem of his shirt, grazing his clenched abdomen. He jolts, causing you to jump in your seat. Your eyes widen for a moment before relaxing, hand skating lower under the garter of his sweats with a simpering grin on your face. Youâre kissing his cheek, gentle and slow as your hand palms over his hard, covered cock.
Heâs watching your move under the fabric of his gray sweats, feeling your smaller fingers squeezing and rubbing the base of it. It hurts, he thinks. In a way that something stings and feels good at the same time. Youâre squeezing at his tip when he throws his head back on the couch, groaning loudly. You take the opportunity to mouth on his neck again.Â
âCan you pleaseâ Can I please take it off?â He asks politely, but the grip on your hip feels anything but. You hum, still licking at the expanse of his neck.Â
Youâre pulling his pants down with his helpâmostly him just taking it off himself, desperate and aching. Heâs bare from the waist down now when you settle back on his thigh, sweats and boxers discarded on the floor.Â
Youâre now shamelessly gawking at his erection bouncing against stomach, slapping against it. The warmth of your hand catches him off guard, finally making contact skin to skin. You tug on the shaft, immediately taking notice of how your fingers struggle to close around it and were squeezing on accident.
âFâoh, god. â He rests his head on your shoulder, sweat building on his forehead. You start moving your hand up and down, already slippery from how heâd been oozing in his boxers the entire time. Heâs quiet behind you, save for the heavy breathing on your skin. You go faster. âYour handâs so tight,â it comes out in a whimper. A wet, mouthing sensation can be felt on your shoulder, heâs biting your skin to muffle himself. But It doesnât work, his throat lets loose with each reaction.
 His eyes roll up from your shoulder when he feels you lean forwards and away from his chest, cock twitching when a wet glob of spit drips on him from your tongue.
Youâre both watching your hand work up and down, bringing both onto the shaft, heâs cursing as you go faster.Â
Youâre throwing your other leg over his thigh, straddling him in reverse, before resting back on him. Choso's hands come up to hold you under your knees, keeping your legs apart. He watched as the movement stretched the fabric, pussy still clad in underwear, drenched and barely covering it. But he canât help but peek lower, your hands exclusively paying attention to his erection.Â
You joke, âItâs like I'm jerking myself off.â
A deep chuckle rumbles from his chest, the vibrations thrum against your back and you turn them into moans as you suddenly go faster. âSucks though, I canât feel it.âÂ
Youâre unable to see his expression behind you, but you can hear how his moans are muffled between his teeth, âYouâre s-so eager.â
You reveled at how shaky heâd sounded. âOne of us has to be.â
And then a strange noise akin to the tearing of fibers can be heard from below. You gasp as it happens in front of you, hands slowing its ministrations. You realize youâre watching him rip your underwear, exposing your wet, shiny pussy. âHeyââ
 Heâs adjusting himself from under you, bringing his other hand under your thigh, your legs tugged higher as he starts rubbing right on your clit.Â
Heâs rough and accurate on where he wants to touch you, deliberate in his movements. Heâs quick but he isnât rushing either, his only motive was to get you to falter in his stead as you were doing just the same.
Your voice shrinks into breathy pants, the slick sound from your poor clit syncing in with each, âAh, ah, Choââ
âYouâre making me so, so hard, babyââ Youâre both an obscene sight to behold, playing with each other, spread out, grunting or whimpering. Both sloppily still trying to let your lips tangle with each other despite the inconvenient position. Both a mess, your tits spilling out of your bra, and his glasses all fogged up.Â
You grind into him, âFeels so good,â rubbing your juices on the cock youâre jerking with now one hand, coating his chubby length. Your body felt like it was on overdrive, moving your hips up and down as you clenched on nothing, gushing freely.Â
Youâre biting your lip as your hips grow erratic, brows pinching and your abdomen clenches on itself. âI-Iâm close.â
Choso lets a groan escape,âFuck, really?â realizing heâs making you come first. Itâs a miracle heâs held off this long, he wonders if heâll hold up if you let him inside. The thought makes him move your hips on his cock, assisting you as you use him to get yourself off.Â
He doesnât know if heâs breathing so hard because heâs getting tired or because he knows getting your clit rubbed nudges you a little closer to the edge when you start to get louder. He breathes against your ear, âCome on me, please.â Heâs mumbling now, less at you and more to himself. âI wanna see you cum on me, please, pleaseââ
Your legs begin to shake in his hold, fighting to shut close but the grip under your knees forces you to come with your legs spread wide, pussy making a show of spasming against Chosoâs cock, voice breaking as you whimper. âThatâs it baby, thatâs it,âÂ
Choso is completely enamored, the sounds of your high pitched whines in the air was like music to him, the way you writhe against his body was this entrapping dance. He couldnât keep his eyes off you.
He notes how you were still in your bra, he whispers something about it, but youâre just nodding your head with your eyes shut, riding it out. Then heâs unclipping the strap with one hand, the fabric falling off and releasing your perfect tits.
You then relax your back to him, twitching still. But then heâs thrusting his erect cock up between your folds, the stimulation starting to make you wetter again, your breath can only catch up so fast. Youâre attempting to lift your hips with a squirm.âGi-give me a secââ
Choso quickly lets your legs fall to the side and pauses, sitting up and moving your head to face him. âShit- we can stop here,â he assured, breathy and worried. âI didnât mean to, I was just looking at you. You looked-â So fucked out, âIâm sorry.â
âSh-shut up,â You look away and Choso stiffens under you. Was he too rough? Before he could even utter another apology, you spoke, âIâm fine, I just need toâ breathe.âÂ
He watches you quiet down from underneath you, heâs rubbing your thighs comfortingly. âI am sorry,â The silence lingers, only getting tenser with each beat that passes.
And then you start chuckling â at nothing in particular. Your breathing slows down, and you look back to check on him. He looked so worried, brows pinched and his lip jutted out. A lazy smile breaks into your features, leaning down to catch him in a chaste kiss so he wouldn't see the expression on your face. âI liked it, okay?â
His breath hitched in his throat when you spoke against his lips, âYeah?âÂ
Youâre nodding, smile now exposed. You kiss him again, powerless against his sweet lips. He relaxes, hand coming up to the back of your head. âI wanna-â A kiss, âFuck you now,â A slower kiss, âPlease.â
Heâs backing up to read your face, reassessing. Within the silence, something passes between you two. Amidst the air that smells of sex and vaguely of tea, thereâs this mix of warmth and uncertaintyâand whether or not to dive in it â that lingers in between.Â
Heâs nervous under your gaze, once again, looking for a way out of your eyes that traps him so effectively like no other. Heâs looking down at his still, very much, erect self. âI donât have a condom.â
Youâre thinking to yourself before you reach for the side table of your couch, scrambling for a box you kept there in case.
Chosoâs scrambling to rip the plastic off before fishing for one packet. âIâm not really sure if it would fit so, maybe just try it,â You remark as youâre being maneuvered out of his lap and on the side of the couch. He fumbled with the rubber a couple times, pulling it down before it snapped a little too tightly on his girth. He tugs it down on him until a tear starts spreading on the side of the translucent material.Â
âIâm sorââ He hissed as it snapped against his skin, âSee I canât even fuckingâŠI donât think this is quite rightââ Heâs cursing to himself, obviously a little sexually frustrated. For someone his size he still managed to look somewhat like a defeated puppy.Â
Youâre tugging the broken thing off, relief blooming in his chest but itâs short lived as heâs reminded of how he might not even have sex with you anymore. âBut no, we really donât have to.â He says, discouraged.Â
âYou can fuck me raw, Iâm on the pill.â He internally groaned, pulled back out of his head. You just had a way with your words.Â
He does a complete 180, eyes widening, shifting from beaten to optimistic. He reminds himself to curb his excitement though, slowing down. âYou can be on topâset the pace?â Youâre already moving to sit on his lap.
Heâs nodding his head at you, and finally rips his shirt off himself, now completely naked. Youâre staring down at him, licking your lips at the sight of his milky skin and toned chest. He pulls you out of your thoughts, voice small and distant.Â
âIâll pull out, yeah?â Heâs swallowed back thickly, more of reminding himself to do that. âJust be slow okay? I didnât prepare you that welâum,"
His voice trails off when youâre already lining yourself up with his reddened tip. âA little at a timeâOh,â Youâre already sinking down, unrepressed.Â
The stretch is long and constant, to the point it feels like youâre rethinking how fast you jumped on this, except you remember youâre already lowering yourself very carefully.Â
Your jaw hangs open in a silent scream when you get past the head, sinking lower, your walls throb against his member. Youâre bracing yourself with a palm, Chosoâs chest is covered in sweat and heaving. âYouâre soââs really tight, oh fuck youâre so warm,â He whined out, unable to complete a sentence.
Heâs leaving a trail of hot, open mouthed kisses on your neck and then back on your lips to keep your mewls at bay. Youâre kissing back, heâs only half way in when you start moving. Chosoâs breaths turn ragged against yours, pulling you closer to him. You catch your breath, âItâs stretching me out so much, Choo-â You whine, slowly rolling your hips.
Heâs squeezing your waist before trailing his hands down your ass, âYouâre doing good, youâre doing really good.â
Heâs looking down at your progress, struggling to tell where you ended and he begun, now nearer to the base of his cock. He throbs inside you. âFuck, a-are you okay?â Heâs looking back up at your face, taking in your lips, bitten and swollen under your teeth.Â
He lets out a shaky whimper, âYouâre taking so much.â His eyes finding their way back to your hole swallowing him. âSo good, baby.â
You tuck your feet over his thighs for leverage, pulling off his cock slowly then sinking back down, and back up. You repeat the motions, torturously slow, your slick creating this lewd noise from each rock of your hips as you go deeper. Chosoâs hands are on your thighs, weighing you down but heâs really holding back from actively pushing â still youâre sinking, taking more.Â
You start to bounce, struggling to hold yourself up with your palm on his chest, the slight sting of the stretch dulling out to a deep pressure. Itâs a lot easier now, you go even faster with the help of your growing arousal slicking up his cock. Every touch you leave on each other now feels highly sensitive, your tits pressed against Chosoâs hard chest, his hands squeezing on your ass for dear life. Youâre left unable to keep up conversations or teases to each other now, heads completely in a different space. You're left babbling incoherencies as your tingling nerves derail your focus, the only thing clear was to go after what felt good.Â
But you falter, your knees slowing as they start to ache but you push yourself further, desperate, taking even more of Chosoâs length. You find yourself losing balance and lean over, panting. You lift your hips, then let your ass fall back into his lap, a strained mewl leaving your throat, âI-I need help. I need you, Choâneed you tâa fuck my pussy,âÂ
He groans out at how high your voice got, fresh from its suppressed whines. âOkay Iâll help,â Heâs quick with his hands, holding you by the globes of your ass, and pulls you up. He bites back a noise, hearing and feeling your tight pussy gush and clamp on him as he lifts until itâs just the tip. âsâ okay if I thrust a little?â He whispers against your ear, growing desperate as his cock pulses in anticipation. You nod fervently in his neck, arms circled around him. âOkay baby, Iâm gonna. Iâm gonna help this pussy- fuckkkâÂ
Itâs noisier now, from your skin, sticky and slapping against each other, to your gasps turning into moans against each otherâs open mouths. Chosoâs now taking all the work, lifting your ass and bringing it down to meet his aching cock even faster than you could have. He starts meeting your pussy half way, thrusting up wards and it knocks the wind out of you.
Moans spill out of you with each thrust up, breaking and then bursting out of you. Youâre clinging to him, bodies impossibly close, skin rubbed up against skin. âYouâre so fucking loud, honeyâdo you like it?â His groans turn into grunts with how heâs physically exerting his body, on a mission to see you break apart on top of him.
You reply with a noise of acknowledgment, barely audible amongst the slapping and heavy breathing. Youâre body feels hot all over, from inside and out. Heâs deep enough inside you in places you didnât even know was possible to go that far in, and the best worst part is you havenât even reached the base of him yet. A new objective makes itself known in the part of your brain that still functioned, a dimly flickering idea.Â
âCh-choso can you, nghââ Youâre bringing your face out of his neck to face him, but heâs still busying himself with his thrusts, âI want you deeper, c-could you do that fâme?â
Heâs letting out a high pitched whine he when lets you down, about to throw his head back when you catch his lips in yours, tugging on his hair and pulling roughly. âYouâre stronger than me Cho, câmon. Make me cum on your big cockââ
He groans, planting his feet on the ground, before you know it youâre up in the air, now standing. You cut yourself off with a moan, both of you do âsighing out when he lifts your ass up before dropping you on his painfully hard cock. âYouâre so filthy when you talk, yâknow that?â
It feels like he's all the way to your lungs when he finally bottoms out in you, which would make sense since it feels like you arenât breathing anymore. You cry out once more, wiling your eyes and muffling the noises in his neck, biting down. âAre you crying?â He asks, concern prodding between his excitement, but the thought manages to make itâs way to his cock, fucking you on him rhytmically slow and deep. You let out a choked sob, âFuck youâre cryingânot even going that fast.â
âThen g-go faster,â You managed to voice out between moans, your hips wiggling in his grasp. He groans in response, kneading your ass to stop you from getting ahead of him.
âYou tell me if itâs too much- just, you have to tell me a-alright?â Youâre clenching on him, still trying to bounce. âShit, Okay.âÂ
The slower sounds of your skin slapping each other turn into rapid, sharp sounds. Choso grunting from each thrust, now fully unrepressed. In seconds, the image youâve crafted of him as this shy, hesitant boy, crumbles. Youâre fully moaning out now, his cock nudging deeper and repeatedly in that spot that triggers your insides. âIâm so full, fuck-â
Heâs hiccuping his moans out, turning into whimpers as he pumps you up and down even faster, his nails digging into the meat of your ass. âYouâre taking me so good baby,â Heâs thrusting up when he lets you fall on his cock midway, his muscles forgetting to strain. âFuck, take it, take itââÂ
He dives in against your lips, tongue invading your whimpering mouth. You try your best to kiss back, eyes nearly closing while heâs drowning you in him. Youâre clenching on his cock a lot tighter now, his balls drenched in your arousal, slapping against your other hole from the impact of his motions.
âI think IâIâm gonna cum-â You pull away from Choso who lets out a breathy moan, licking your lips to chase yours. Youâre falling limp against him, hips rendered useless when heâs already fucking you on a pace outside of your own stamina.Â
Your insides are pulsing around his member, your moans growing even louder. Chosoâs deep enough into you when he feels his cock twitch, âI need to pull outââ Youâre immediately protesting, letting out noises of disapproval. âNo, no baby Iâm gonna cum if youââ
âI donât care.â Fuck. Choso holds himself back, his pre-cum oozing out makes your sopping hole even more slippery at the thought of filling you up to the brim. Heâs thinking of ways to keep himself from cumming right this very second when youâre already so fucked out and desperate, high up in your own head.
His dick twitches again and heâs biting his lip, slowing his carry on your body til youâre stopping altogether. Before you could say anything else, heâs pulling out and placing you on the couch, lying down. Youâre complaining, spreading your legs as much as the cushions on your side could let you.Â
Chosoâs holding his cock, squeezing at the base to calm himself down but he opens his eyes to your gaping, hungry hole, presented to him like an offer, âC-cum inside me, Cho,â
His resolve breaks within a blink of an eye, already laying above you and wrapping your legs around his waist. You feel like crying out of joy when he finally makes his way inside, thrusting slowly and hissing from how tight you still are. âI need to be on top of you, I need toââ He mumbled, eyes already hazed out and clambering for satiation.
He topples over you as he finds his balance, now setting a newer pace from earlier, caging you with his body while his thrusts grow even faster.
The sensation is much more different now, a stretch added with the forces of his thrusts now fully landing on you.
Heâs watching every twist of your face and moan spill out. Scanning your body downwards while he lays a palm on your lower abdomen, âIf I cum inside youâre gonna bulge right h-here, dâ ya want that?â
Youâre squealing against him when he presses down, his cock nudging where heâs digging his fingers from the outside. Your walls flutter against his member, sucking him in and pulsing wetly. Chosoâs grunting against you, hips growing faster as he watches your eyes get even more hazy and your face twisted.
Your eyes are rolling back when he starts rubbing on your clit, already impatient with wanting to feel your pussy tighten impossibly around him.
Heâs whispering incoherencies to you, face on your neck when he pulls back his hips and pushes back in deeply as he continues rubbing you.Â
You cry out, shuddering against Choso as the coil in you snaps, holding onto his wrist as your legs secured against his ribs.
He lets out a shaky moan, pumping faster when he chases his orgasm while you ride yours out on him, bodies grinding up against each other intimately.Â
A curse lets you know that heâs finally reached his climax, thrusts growing slow and deep while pumping you full of his sticky cum. Your eyes are glossed over, your throat sore from your own voice when heâs riding out his high, panting and leaving kisses all over your face.Â
Your chests are pumping against each other, both catching your breaths. Your hand finds its way to his face, turning it so he could look back at you. His cheeks are red and his glasses were no longer on him, probably losing them from how much youâd been switching positions.Â
Youâre brushing his hair from his face, tucking a long strand onto his ear. Your body still feels like itâs on fire but it doesnât compare to how even after all that, his stare on you still makes your heart skip a beat. You let out a breath, gathering yourself.
 âWhat do you think?â His eyes scans over your face, âBetter than coming up to study?â
Choso shifts on his elbows as heâs laying on top of you.âYeah that wasâŠâ He takes a moment to think of a better way to describe it, a smile spreading on his face. âReally good.â He settles with honesty instead.
Heâs thumbing over your shoulder, a hundred thoughts trying to materialize themselves in his still mushed up brain. âIâve never done it like that, before I mean.âÂ
Heâs looking up to meet your eyes, and youâve got a glow emitting from you, drawing him in. He hesitates for a moment but then, âAnd you? Howâd you feel?â
You huff out a soft chuckle, realizing how ironic this all was. How youâve still managed to not destroy the awkwardness that came with affections even when youâve skipped over to, well sex. Choso waits for your answer, something swirls tight in his chest, uneasy but still patient.Â
Youâre brushing back the hair on his scalp, taking in how much less guarded he looks without glasses. âYeah, I feelâŠsafe.â
He smiles, that knot in his chest untangling. To no surprise, he finds the thread itâs bundled from may be connected to you. âYeah?â
You nod, smiling, âYeah.â
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Daisies - T.F.
Synopsis. Five times Fushiguro Megumi and his particularly determined elementary class attempt to matchmake the strong, surly divorced Fushiuro Toji with youâtheir pretty elementary school teacher. And the one time it doesnât end in disaster. (Or in other words; the one time Fushiguro Megumi might just become a big brother?!)
Pairing. Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!teacher!reader, DlLF!Toji, 5 + 1 things, crackfic tbh, Iike MAJORLY, brainrot, sigmas, Megs and co., faiIed matchmaking, Tojiâs a YEARNER, but canât pull, bake sales, cherry bIossoms, SO many references, kids Iearning bad words from Toji (smh), parent-teacher meetings, tension, oraI (m + f), heâs FĂRAL, manhandIing, spĂtting, p taIking, p sIapping, fĂngering, cIit bĂting, GRADING, somewhat roIepIay, heâs MEAN, heâs BIG, biiiig stretches, you grade HIM, cervĂx smooching, sIight banter, cIit pinching, more p sIapping, sIight brĂ©eding, mentions of kids, feeIing for himself, taIking you through it, creampĂes, cĂșmpIay, stuffing you FULL, brief headIocks, implied marathons, getting together, happy endings, pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 15.4k
A/N. And shoutout to Megan THEEEEEE StaIIion for teaching me what rizz was mhm- aIso slightly inspired by my Unckuna fic here <3
FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE ONE: RIZZ.
ââŠand thatâs the problem.â
Fushiguro Toji canât believe this.
No matter how he looks at itâthis is weird, right?Â
After all, no respectable single father would be hesitant to drop his son off at his elementary classroom- instead lingering by the wide, multi-colored building steps for a few seconds before finally entering like a lamb to the butcherâs. And even worse- no respectable single father would let himself be ruthlessly interrogated by his son over this fact.
And worst of all, reveal - after much intense probing by a nine-year-old - that this was all becauseâŠhe happened to haveâŠa stupid crush on one of the teachers.
âWhich one?â Megumi looks up through jet-black bangs much like his, nose crinkling at the thought of his father having- eugh, feelings.Â
Toji sighs. âDonât mean to push you into your emo phase early, kid, butâŠâ
And then he glances beyond the little oneâs frame.
Right. At. You.
The entrance to Tokyo Jujutsu Elementary opened up to the main hallway; with classrooms upon either side, and doorways spaced between walls that were kaleidoscopes of crafts and schoolbag hooks and polaroids of students over the years. If Toji looked hard enough then heâd even be able to find the polaroid where Megumi was flipping the camera offâheâd learned that one from him, see.
That was an awkward parent-teacher meeting.
But that was also the day he properly met you - beyond just the polite nod and hasty small talk at drop-off and pick-up.Â
With your adorable flowery apron on - courtesy of elementary school policy - and your lips trying very hard not to twitch up into a smileâvery nicely telling Megumi that that wasnât something good kids do.
Toji agreed then. Heâd have agreed with anything you said.
âBut you were the one that taughtââ
Heâd slapped his hand over Megumiâs mouth then.
Youâd let a small laugh slip- and he was a goner.Â
After that meeting, Megumi may have lost something (iPad privileges for a whole month), but Toji gained something: this little ember of attraction that he couldnât shake off no matter how much he tried. Every routine pick-up and drop-off, every bake sale, every little notification that lit up his phoneâyou typing into the parentsâ groupchat about some announcement or the other. And though itâd never be anything too personal, his heart always thundered in his chest as he clicked those notifications open. Is it weird that he set a different tone for your notifications?
The harder he tried to ignore it, the further it kindled.
Until he evidently couldnât even walk inside that damn building without feeling some part of him melt just a littleâŠ
Even now, his skin burns as he watches you.Â
Biting back a laugh as one of your students hugged their guardian goodbye- so hard that both adult and child topple over. And then youâre being grappled into the same embrace, which youâre letting yourself be tugged intoâsoon enough, three more of your students join in. One tucks a wildflower from the garden behind your ear.
Sunlight falls across your face as your head falls back in a laugh - and then youâre leaning forwards and grabbing all of those tiny bodies in a hug.Â
Toji canât help but wonder whether youâd like to be embraced just the same. Toji canât help but wonder whether youâd laugh just like that when youâre picked up and spun around, feet never touching the ground. Toji canât help but wonder why the hell Itadori Yuji was pointing and laughing at him.
âMr. Fushiguroâs dad, your face looks funnyâ!â He squeals. Loud enough for multiple parents to turn and look.
Toji grumbles something underneath his breath and straightens, like the respectable adult - the respectable adult - he is. Cool. Calm. Collected. Mature. âOh yeah? And your hair looks funny, kid.â
Now those same parents were turning to him and glaring.Â
âWhatâ?!â He gruffs out at them, hands raising in surrender. âHe started it.â
Itadori turns to them and smiles an utterly precious, gap-toothed smile.Â
He tells himself that heâs imagining the way they seem to be pulling their kids away from him.
Itadori stops laughing and ruffles his own coral-pink locks. The boy had strong-armed himself to become one of Megumiâs best friends since their first day; and he always has made himself known as the chatterbox of the group. The sweetheart. The trouble-stirrer (one of them, at least). âMy grandpa says itâs um- jeanetic. My father had pink hair, too.â
Toji raises a brow, âOh?â
âYeah! Did you know my uncleâs in prison?â The boy looks squarely up at him and beams. âHe sets things on fire.â
âSame, bud.â
âI eat dirt.â
ââŠwhat the fuck.â Toji whispers underneath his breath- though it mustâve been loud enough for the keenest of eavesdroppers to listen, because before he knows it, a little boy with a face mask and the most atrocious bowl cut Tojiâs seen in his lifeâpulls out a notebook from his backpack and starts furiously scribbling something down.
Assumably the profanity heâd just spoken.
Inumaki Toge, was it?
Now heâs the one stepping away from these damn kids.Â
But before he can get too far, Toji feels a tug on either armâhe looks to his right: Itadori.Â
Attempting to climb up his forearms and biceps like monkey bars.
He looks to his left: Kugisaki.
Looking knowingly between you and him.
âThese partners stink of-â
âWhat was that?â Kugisaki asks.Â
âNothing.â Toji quickly replies. And then there was the other one: Kugisaki Nobara was impossible to miss in a classroom. If not by her chattering that was just as loud as pink-haired Itadoriâs, then by the red, rubber hammer that she seemed to be fond of, smashing it on top of peopleâs heads if they displeased her. He was just in the middle of wondering whether he could be successfully knocked out if she hit him hard enough when-
âWhereâŠare you taking me?â He quickly narrows his eyes- just as soon as the little girl started pulling him by the hand. Towards your classroom. âHeyââ
âOh, câmoooon.â She rolls her eyes in a manner that was far too expert for her age. âHow is the male lead going to get the heroine if they donât even talk?â
âIâm not the main character?â
Itadori - who had by now managed to perch atop his right shoulder like some parrot - whispers uncomfortably in his ear. âHowâs the rizzler going to get the skibidi?â
Toji whirls to him- âBless you?â The fuckâŠ
Megumi follows and nods sagely. Deadpanning. âDadâs not sigma enough for that.â
âNot you, too?!â
âHi?â
The Earth had given way from underneath him. But in reality, it was just your voice breaking through the chaos of the elementary lobbyâItadori had begun gripping onto his shaggy, black bangs for balance now- and Toji was doing all he could to peak through the boyâs cutely chubby fingers.
A breath catching in his chest once he realizes that theyâd walked him all the way over to you.
Apron on. Brows raised. A flower tucked prettily behind your ear. Standing right at the door to your vibrant classroom; you kept a hand on your mouth to stifle your obvious smile. Though nothing could hide the light in your eyes.
And before Tojiâs given the opportunity to wax shitty poetics about it in his mind, youâre nodding at the boy latched onto Tojiâs head. With a smile- âDown now, Yuji. What have I said about climbing people like monkey bars?â
He sighs and removes his hands covering Tojiâs eyes, âTo not climb people like monkey bars.â
âAnd what are you doing right now?â
âClimbing people like monkey bars.âÂ
âDown, please.â
Yes, maâamâŠTojiâs thinking to himself. Snap out of it, man.
It was like a miracle. Itadori Yuji - for however much of a sweetheart he was - was never the type to listen to authority so directlyâyou could tell the kid to not eat glue and heâd chug down the whole bottle. Toji knows. From experience.
But itâs as easy as butter that heâs sliding off the older man now- and soon enough, his small red shoes are hitting the floor. And heâs staring up at Toji with his scarred mouth gaped open.
In fact, everyone was.
âUm, Fushiguro-san? Is everything okay?â Your brows then pinch in concern.
Kugisaki slaps her forehead, and Megumi seems to sink deeper into his bangs. As quickly as the words are registering in his headâheâs shutting his mouth and faintly puffing his broad chest out. Making sure that you see the way his beefy biceps flex as he scratches behind his neck. âYeah- yeah, everythingâs alright. How about you?â
âCanât complain.â You giggle. And when there doesnât seem to be a follow-up question, he flexes even harder. âI see uhâŠyouâve been hitting the gym lately, Fushiguro-san.â
âOh, me?â He has the audacity to look a little shocked. âThatâs cute, doll. But I donât hit the gym.â
âYou must take steroids then.â Itadori pipes up gleefully. âMy uncle takes them, too-â
âIâm all naturalââ
As this subsides, youâre taking control of the chaos like the professional you are. âAlright, oh- look at the time!â Sweeping a glance behind you at the classroom clock, âWeâre almost late for attendance and rehearsal time. Letâs get inside, kids.âÂ
You start ushering some of them inside- and Toji squirms as those balls of energy rush past him. Evidently you were preoccupied with them, but you have enough time to look up at the older man and flash him a smile-
âAnd Iâll see you at pick-up then?â
Faintly, he nods. âUh-huh.â
âGood.â You cock your head up at him, âHope you have fun with the gym then~â
âU-uh-huh.â
He can only watch mutely as you whisk a few students inside and clap your hands to get their attentionâsome of the parents were filtering out and he knows he must look like such a creepâŠbut you were just so astounding. And at least he hadnât completely fucked up that interaction-
âMr. Fushiguroâs dad, sorry for your aura loss.â Itadori pats him comfortingly on his side. There were still some students milling about with their goodbyes.Â
He whirls, âFushiguro Toji doesnât lose aura-â
âBut you did.â Kugisaki nods with her arms crossed. âYou fumbled, Fushiguro-san.â
He turns to his beloved son for reassurance.Â
Megumi looks at Toji blankly. âYou never had aura to me, dad.â
âThatâs it-â
âBut itâs okay.â Kugisaki says, âThe male lead never gets the heroine in the first five minutes. They have to suffer first. You just messed up Phase One.â
He almost feels sorry asking. âAndâŠwhat is Phase One?â
âThe rizz phase.â This time, itâs Itadori that answers. âYou have zero rizz, Mr. Fushiguroâs dad. Butâwe have a plan.â
âA plan?â
Itadori holds up three fingers. âFour more phases before you win Ms. Teacherâs heart!â Not so loudâŠheâs grateful you havenât noticed them yet.Â
Megumi holds up the correct number of fingers. âFour more phases to embarrass yourself, dad.â
What moral support, son.
âI donât knowâŠâÂ
Itadori nods seriously, âTake it this way, Mr. Fushiguroâs dad- thereâs a red button and a blue button in front of you. If you press the red button you die alone like my uncle probably will. If you press the blue button you totally rizz Ms. Teacher up and live happily-ever-after before she divorces you. Which button would you press?â
Neither?! His jaw drops. âWhat the fu-â
âWe just want to matchmake you!â Kugisaki shoves Itadori aside.Â
He eyes the kids warily. Leaving his love life to three elementary schoolers? Has Fushiguro Toji really fallen this far? OhâŠhe really is getting old. âWhatever. I donât a shi- damn.â
And the answer is yes, yes he has.
But then Kugisaki clasps her hands together and beams, âThen in the end youâll be just like Jinu and Rumi from K-pop Demon Hunters!â
And beside himself, Toji cracks a little smile. âYeahâŠyeah, maybe we will.â
âYouâll die in the end and sheâll become a demon!â
ââŠletâs just stick to Phase Two.â
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FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE TWO: SWEET TREATS!
Status: PendingâŠ
Why did he agree to this shit again?
Though it wasnât exactly Valentineâs Day; Fushiguro Toji was lugging a cart âround the candy aisles of Maruetsu supermarket, followed by three children with sticky fingers that just kept on piling even more sweets into the hefty chocolate-filled cart. And more. And more. And more-
And though Toji agrees that there was never a wrong day for chocolate - he was just damn relieved that yesterday had been pay day. These brats didnât even glance at the price before throwing chocolate bars and heart-shaped candies over the cart rim.
Right alongside a bunch of flour, butter, and whatever shit one needed to make cookies.Â
Because yesâFushiguro Toji was apparently the type to make cookies now.Â
Itadori tosses a bunch of Daddy Tonyâs Chocolonely into the cart. âWeâre totally chocolate-mogging everyone in the store right now.â
Why did he agree to this shit again?
Itâd been their idea.
Tokyo Jujutsu Elementaryâs annual talent show was nearing. The decorations were being made. The kids were rehearsing after-school. And Toji didnât care too much about such thingsâthe only reason this had stuck in his mind was because youâd sent a message about it in the group chat. And heâd read that little sentence over and over again until he memorized it.Â
To raise funds for such an endeavour, the elementary was hosting a bake sale; where parents - should they choose to do so - could contribute their own baked goods and little treats and candies that could be sold. The year before, Toji had honestly just sent Megumi off with a bag of chips that Itadori had scoffed down in all of three seconds.Â
Though, in his defense, it wasnât mandatory and he didnât know what the fuck a bake sale was supposed to be.Â
Phase Two of the plan seemingly consisted of emptying out Tojiâs pockets- the three of them had insisted that this bake sale was the perfect opportunity for Toji to make his move on you.
It was simple, reallyâbake cookies for the sale, sell them there, and when it came to you- woo you with a special heart-shaped cookie and ask you out. Simple!Â
Was it obvious that this plan had been concocted by a bunch of nine-year-olds?
Toji sighs.
He glimpses Megumi wandering into the meat section and reaching for „50,000 Wagyu-
The next day, after burning the first few batches of cookies and setting fire to his kitchen only twice, Toji found himself crammed into a pretty pink-frilled booth at the official annual bake sale. Equally as pink apron cinched around his waistâand his t-shirt so tight that he catches a few single parents giving him appreciative looks.
Though he wasnât paying attention to that.Â
He was keeping his eyes on you- making your way from booth-to-booth, laughing along with parents and trying out everything your students had to offer.Â
Toji lets out a long, lingering sigh.
He was never going to get over this damn crushâ
Next to him, Megumi and his two best friends were the ones manning the counter and giving out cookies to paying customers. He hates to admit it, but business was booming.Â
âHeyâŠhey, if I pay you in chocolates would you sell this shit again for me?â
Megumi looks up at him blankly. âI want 60% equity and „5 for every unit sold.â
Toji drops a cookie he was holding over the counterââM-maybe notâŠâ
âHey, thereâs Ms. Teacher!â Itadori squeals.Â
And thenâŠand then the most sweet, seraphic sound echoes in his ears- too close for it to be something heâd imagined, too removed from him to be anyone but you. Youâre making the tall man freeze where he was leaned over the counter - and the hairs on the back of his neck riseâŠheâs pausing to listen for you before he knows it.
âOh, let me get that for you.â
Toji hadnât noticed you walk over. Toji hadnât noticed you bending down to pick up the cookie heâd dropped. âO-oh, no you donât need toââ Not before youâre straightening up and holding it out to him with a beautiful smile.Â
âItâs no problem.â You chirp.Â
Mutely, he takes the crumbling cookie from you.
He wanted that cookie badly.
âSoâŠI see business is booming.â You nod down at the three little ones manning the counter, âGood job, sweethearts. How are you today?â
âGood.â Both Megumi and Kugisaki echo.
âMy grandma got hit by a bazooka!â Itadori beams.
Your smile falters, though Tojiâs impressed at how quickly you recover. âWellâŠthatâs certainly a time, isnât it, Yuji? And how are you, Fushiguro-san?â
âO-oh, meâ?â His faze sizzles at being called out so suddenly. And the older man hurries to scratch behind his neckâdid his biceps look good in this apron? âAhâŠchill.â
âChill, hm?â You smirk. Eyeing him, âI dunno- Iâd say itâs a rather hot day today.â
Features scrunching up, Toji leans his head out and looks at the sky. âIs it? Those damn weathermen always lie.â
Megumi smacks his forehead.Â
âNo, I just meantâŠâ Youâre flitting your gaze at the paper-thin fabric of his t-shirt, wrapped around his chiselled limbs so perfectly. Gift-wrapped. And then youâre shaking your head, instead turning to the rows of cookies put on display. âAnyways- any recommendations you guys have for me?â
Toji furrows his brows at the abrupt change in conversation. Beside him, reaching just past his knee, Kugisaki kicks him in the shin and hisses- âThe cookie! The cooooookie! Make a move, male lead!â
âOh. Oh.â Toji startles. Bending down and whispering back, âNow?â
âYes, now!â
âBut-â
âGo.â
âWaitââ
âGo!â
Finally, he holds one calloused palm out at you. Bandaged and slightly aching from baking all day yesterday. âStay here, we made something special for you.â
âOh?â
Toji shuffles around in the box of cookies that theyâd brought with them; packaged away and separated from the rest was one particular cookieâyour favorite flavor, which heâd probed out of the kids. Specifically made in the shape of a heart.
His hands shake a little bit as he turns to you with it.
Scarred lips parting, âThis isâŠâ
âFor me?â You cock your head with a sweet smile.
He nods. âFree of charge.â
âThatâs too sweet, I couldnât possibly-â
âPleaseââ Toji interrupts, fingers weak - barely holding onto the crinkled package - as he holds it out to you. âI insist. For taking care of my son.â
Something changes in your expression, and your fingers twitch closer to his.
The trio watches open-mouthed as your hands close the gap in mid-air beforeâ
âOooooooo, cookie! Fanum tax!âÂ
Before one Todo Aoi leans over the counter and snatches the cookie fast- before everyone could even blink, all of Tojiâs emotions, hopes, pursuits, and dreams find themselves stuffed down the crumb-coated maw of the little boy. Chomped to bits.
Everyone looks at him in stunned silence.
He polishes off the cookie in three bites.
âWhat?â Todo asks as the silence stretches even longer- and he notices the stares around him. âNeeds a little more saltâŠâ
Toji feels like keeling over. âI am going to-â
âHere, Ms.â Megumi picks up one of those cute, floral-decorated cookie packets on the counter and pushes it into your hands. âFree of charge.â
âThank you. IâŠâ You look at Toji as though youâre about to say something moreâbut then a call of your name from across the school field catches your attention. Another teacher was waving you over for something- and with an apologetic smile, youâre bowing your way out of there.
Itadori whistles, âWow, Mr. Fushiguroâs dad. Maybe if you hadnât waited around beinâ a scaredy-cat then Ms. Teacher mightâve gotten the cookies before Todo.âÂ
Immediately Kugisaki gets down from the counter- grabs her rubber hammer, and slams it down on Todoâs head.Â
Then before Toji can feel a rush of pride, she grabs two cookie packets and beckons him to crouch down to her height.
Once he does, she presses both packets to his cheeks and asks seriously. âAnd what are you?â
âA fuckinâ idiot cookie.âÂ
A small gasp.
From the other side of the counter, he hears furious scribbling as someone jots that particular word downâhe doesnât need to look to know that itâs that Inumaki Toge again. Noooooâ! Itâd slipped out accidentally, he promises. Also on the other side of the counter was Todo Aoi who was now eyeing the other cookies enviously- Megumi frowns and starts pulling them away from him.
Itadori turns to Toji and shakes his head as though heâd been the adult in this situation. âItâs a shame, though. Phase Two has also failed - take the L, Mr. Fushiguroâs dad.âÂ
âL.â Kugisaki echoes.
âL.â Todo.
âL.â Somehow Toge.
Megumi nods. âLoser.â
And somehow that hurt the mostâ
He groans.
Todo huffs. âCanât believe you just got framemogged by the TJE class monitor, old man.â
Toji whirls around with a glower. âMugged? Iâve never gotten mugged by anybody-â
âBut since youâre all just begging meââ Todo turns to the bemused others with his arms crossed importantly. â-Iâll teach you the true art of rizzing.â
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FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE THREE: A DATE.
Status: -84834832849 aura.
A date.
Not one heâd asked you out on, of course.Â
Spring had neared like a reawakening of the Earth; the breeze was warm. The Sun cascaded softly. The birds were twittering. And Fushiguro Toji was losing itâhe had already had enough of making a fucking fool out of himself in front of you.
And now he was about to do it all over again.
Megumiâs elementary school was hosting a picnic with the kids in Ueno Park, in honor of the cherry blossoms beginning to open up.Â
Parents were invited too, of course.Â
And it was inevitable that youâd be there.
Now with that kid Todo - a student a year older than the trio, it seems heâd found himself attached to Itadori though Toji has no idea how that friendship started - onboard for the scheme, Toji was finding himself pulled around like a marionette. This ridiculous scheme to kinda-sorta try and make you fall in love with himâŠ
That he was going along with.
So for the outing, the four had emphasized that Toji wasnât to come unless he was looking his absolute best. Theyâd told him to burn that usual black t-shirt of his - no matter how many times he tried to insist that he had a wardrobe full of identical ones. He wanted Megumi to vouch for him, but the boy had lied.
That traitor.Â
Thus on the Saturday morning itâd been planned; Toji spent a good few hours in front of the mirror.
Tugging back the sleeves on his white cotton sweater- heâd been told that people appreciate forearms more this way. Dousing himself in perfume. Putting on one of those face creams Kugisaki had recommended after asking her guardian. Attempting to tame his shaggy, black bangs. He made sure his biceps were looking good that dayâand stuffed Megumi into his matching sweater as well nâ rushed off to Ueno Park.
He thought he looked pretty good, honestly.
Todo eyes him warily once he arrives, ââŠThatâs the best youâve got?â
âThe hellâs wrong with it?â
âItâs justâŠnot sigma-â
âShut-â
A few parents turn to look at him.
âHe started itâheââ
After certainly no small amount of bickering (and much apologizing from the woman that seemed to be Todoâs guardian), they managed to make it to the picnic area. Where a row of multi-colored checkered blankets were laid out across the green grass like some form of a quiltâMegumi wastes no time before waddling over to where Itadori and Kugisaki were seated with their families.
And before long, the three kids were tugging several blankets closer together and creating a larger one.Â
As Toji sighs and stalks over to themâheâs suddenly stopped by Todo Aoi. Evidently having broken free from his guardian for far, far greater purposes; he holds his hand up and makes Toji freeze. âYou have much to learn, donât you, old man?â
âHaaah?â He balks down at the boy.
âTrue rizzlers donât sit around playing teatime with kidsââ He throws his arm behind at the other three, â-and my beloved brother, Yujiââ They were related?! âTrue rizzlers have to be tall and nonchalant even if theyâre short and chalant.â
Toji eyes him warily. ââŠOkay? And what am I supposed to do?â
âTalk. To. Her.â
âHowââ
âGo there-â Todo stabs a finger in your direction. But Toji didnât need it to know where to look.Â
He sweeps his eyes across the cherry blossom gardens- and his eyes seem to find you as they always do. Even in a garden of the worldâs brightest and rarest flowers, you would be the most beautiful.Â
âBrother eugh, youâre getting that sappy look on your face again- nonchalant. You have to be nonchalant!â Todo exclaims.
You were wearing a summer dress that fluttered around you in the soft breeze- and before he knows it, the little boy was pushing him towards where you were standing.
âW-waitââ
âOh, has Phase Three started already?â Soon enough, Itadoriâs voice is piping up right beside him. And heâs pushing Toji, too.
Then comes Kugisaki. âOoooo they always have a cherry blossom episode! I love those.â
The dark-haired man looks to his son for help, and he pretends not to meet his eye.
Dammit.
âFineâfine.â An unstoppable force meets an immovable object. Tojiâs pushing back against their persisting guidance, and they just wonât have it. Youâre going to notice him being made a fool again. âIâll talk to her. Donât rush meâI said donât-â
âWhy is it that every time thereâs trouble, itâs got something to do with the five of you?âÂ
Too late.
With your hands on your hips, youâre walking over with a playful smile.
Though there was nothing playful about the way his heart thunders-
High-pitched giggles emanate from behind him, and he doesnât have the time to compute before all three sets of small hands - and Megumiâs mildly disappointed stare - vanishes. The kids are running off, leaving the two of you alone, once youâve properly walked up to themâleaving Fushiguro Toji to fend for himself and alsoâŠcollapsing to the ground. Because of the lack of force from behind now, his ass hits the soft grass and youâre trying not to laugh from above.
Pretty hand reaching out, âEverything alright, Fushiguro-san?â
âToji.â He somehow manages to blurt out, taking your hand and getting to his feet. âCall me Toji.â
âOf course.â And then youâre sharing your own first name. He repeats it like a spring breeze.
Then, like the fool he is, Toji stands around admirinâ youâlong enough that the silence stretches a little awkwardly, and youâre starting to shuffle on your feet. He hears a chorus of small groans from somewhere behind him, and quickly amends- âUhhh, do you like walks down cherry blossom paths?â
Youâre raising a brow in faint amusement, âYes?â
âHave you walked down cherry blossom paths?â
âNot this year.â
âWill you walk down cherry blossom paths?â
âFushiguro Toji, are you asking me to walk together?â You bump his shoulder with yours, then loop a hand around arm - he felt like arm candy, but donât save himâToji was exactly where he wanted to be - and start walking between pink-shedding trees. âYou shouldâve just said so. Should we have invited Megumi as well?â
âWhoâs Megumi?â
Your startled laugh echoesâand itâs the most beautiful thing heâs ever heard.
The two of you loop around the pathway and then back again in companionable silence; though questions and confessions constantly bubbled up to Tojiâs throat. Are you having fun? Is his body too warm? Can you hear his heart beating? Do you like the cherry blossoms? Do you know youâre far more beautiful than them?
Why do you glance at him with that knowing smile?Â
What secrets do you hide?
Before he knows it, the two of you have reached the spot where you met once more. And four eager children wait for something to happen- for something to be said.
Toji knows he might not get another opportunityâso as soon as the cherry blossoms are tapering out to more of the green grass, heâs turning to you and stammering. âI-I have something to askâŠâ
âYes?â You smile.
âAnd it might be strange-â
âYes?â
âAnd weird-â
âOh, yes?â
âAnd creepy- donât be afraid to say no if itâs creepy.â
âHuh?â
âButâŠâ He feels the question: would you wanna grab coffee sometime? claw at his throat. Toji knows youâre waiting, anticipatingâand then a cherry blossom flutters down and lands on your crownâmaking you look far too angelic. âWould youâŠhappen to know that Japan is turning footsteps into electricity.â
You balk. âExcuse me?â
Toji whispers to himself faintly. âU-using piezoelectric tilesâŠevery step you take generates a small amount of energy. Millions of stepsâŠtogetherâŠâ
âOkay, old man, letâs get you to bed.â Todoâs - Todo, of all people - is coming to his rescue. Ushering him away, whilst his son hopefully manages to cover for his father with a good excuseâ
âI do not know that man.â Megumi tells you, then leaves.
Youâre left shrugging. AhâŠ
As theyâre walking back to their picnic area, Kugisaki murmurs. âThis is the cherry blossom episode. Next is the episode where you get hit by a truck-â Toji really hopes it is. âGuess thisâll be that sort of unfinished love dramaâŠâ
âMy uncle loves hitting people with trucks.â Itadori beams.Â
Megumi smacks his forehead once more-
Toji narrows his eyes. âYouâre gonna give yourself a concussion if you keep doing that.â
The boy smacks his head even harder. âI hope so.â
Toji mutters to himself. âFuckinâ me too.â
Behind him, he already knows that Inumaki is jotting this somewhere in some bushes.Â
As the picnic continuesâmore and more of Megumiâs friends join their combined blankets. Toji notices you fluttering about, too.
So caught up, in fact, that he doesnât even notice four matchmaking masterminds roping in their schoolmate Yuta into a deep conversation.
Toji sneezes- someone must be talking about him.
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FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE FOUR: THE MARRIAGE.
Status: Toji, youâre scaring the huzzzzz-
It seems that Fushiguro Toji was getting married.
Though not exactly of his own volition.
And to whom, exactly? Well, that would be none other than youâ
The wedding shall be held in the idyllic venue of Tokyo Jujutsu Elementaryâs sprawling playground; amongst the swings and pieces of chewed-up bubble gum stuck underneath slides. Music shall be provided by the choir team. Snacks are Goldfish crackers and nothing moreâyou wonât want to miss it.Â
Donât bother to RSVP.
Invitations are open to no one, heâs bound to make a fool of himself.
Again.
Toji shouldâve known that something was up the second Megumi told him to come for pick-up a little earlier than usual. Elementary classes ended their day with around fifteen minutes of playtime, before official pick-up commenced.
And though Toji didnât mind coming in earlier - he usually staved his entrance off for the allocated time so Megumi didnât have to play with his dear olâ dad looming over his shoulder.
Something had to be wrong- maybe he was sick? And yetâŠMegumi was the type to never let out even a peep even if he wasâheâd have to be dragged out of class and still try to convince Toji that he was feeling well enough to go back. Heâd never leave hints like that.
Maybe he didnât like playtime anymore? That certainly couldnât be it- playtime always exhilarated Megumi, no matter how much his deadpan son attempted to hide it. He loved his friends. He loved the small rabbit pen that the school had. He especially loved the twin black-and-white wolf spring riders on the playground.
Or maybeâŠmaybe he was getting bullied-
Toji shakes his head clear of that thought immediately.
Heâd no sooner be bullied by his son than have his son be bullied-
In fact, before heâd met Itadori and Kugisaki- Megumi loved the playground forâŠveryâŠdifferent reasons. Heâd pile his âopponentsâ high like a small kid mountain.Â
Toji shudders.Â
So what could it beâ?
Thatâs exactly the thought tumbling âround in his mind as he walks up to that multi-colored painted building. Instead of going up those steps, however, heâs rounding the corner towards the playground on the other side - where he could hear cheers, laughter, and shrieks. Those youngsters touched the air around them with happiness, and it made some part of Tojiâs chest soar to think that his son was one of them.
Thatâs until heâs actually in-view of the playground and spotting you. Right in the middle of the chaos of elementary classes in playtime.Â
At the foot of the slides.
A bundle of weeds in your hands
A paper veil atop your head.
With that kid Yuta from the grade above Megumiâs stood solemnly beside you. An officiant.Â
It looked likeâŠa wedding.
And the space in front of you was empty for your partner.
Ah.
He looks at Megumi who was avoiding his eyes- so this was the planâŠ
Fuck.
He must have made a noise of bafflement- because just then youâre turning and letting a smile splash across your face. You exclaim. âAhhhâthereâs my groom!â
OhâŠoh, he might faint.
Toji feels numb to the small hands that tug on his arm- âCâmon, câmon! Youâre late, Mr. Fushiguroâs dadâ!â And heâs being dragged all the way to the front of the slide, where his bride-to-be was awaiting him, it seemsâŠâAfter this we need time for the divorce-â
âNo, the divorce should happen like four episodes later.â Kugisaki rolls her eyes.
âThere shall be no divorce.â The seven-year-old Yuta speaks above them - out of them all, he seemed to be taking his role the most seriously. And he beckons the happy couple closer to one anotherâfuck, Toji couldnât even meet your eyes.
Standing in front of you, he stuffs his hands into his pocket and keeps his eyes trained on the ground- giving you a brief nod. ââSup?â
âOn second thought, there may be a divorce.â Yuta solemnly declares.
âHey-â Toji sends a glare at the black-haired little boy with the wide eyes, then crosses his beefy arms. âSo are we gettinâ married or not? Chop chop.â
You shake your head fondly, âDonât worry- we cut into rehearsal time for this, it seems.â
âStart the musicâŠâ Kugisaki whispers to MegumiâŠsimply standing on the sidelines and sinking deeper into his bangs with every passing second. âThe musicâ!â
Megumi lets out a sigh beyond his years, and clicks on the classroom speaker they mustâve brought from inside.Â
In mere seconds, Stateside by PinkPantheress with Zara Larsson starts flooding the playground. Kugisaki hums to herself with a smile- âPinkPantheress nâ Zara always makes things better.â
Soon enough Yutaâs reading out of a scribbled notebook in his hands, âWeâre here today to um- something about marriage.â He looks between the two of youââHold hands, please. They always do that in the movies.â
The two of you share a look.
And then you do.
Your fingers are warm nâ perfectly fitted in his - he doesnât have to think to curl his own fingertips around yours. Itâs as if his hands were made for holding yoursâthe thought zips through his body and he wonders why the hell he was getting emotional as though this was a real weddingâŠ
Yuta continues, â-ummm, something about love.â Toji almost jolts. âSomething about caring. Something about taking care of each other when youâre not feeling too good- like my momma always does, heh. She makes this chicken soup that-â
âGet on with itâ!â Kugisaki hisses.
âWait- what sort of chicken soup?!â Itadori pleads.
âThatâs my rizzler! Toji broâ!â Todo cries.
âOh, yeahââ He looks back down at his useless notes. âAnd stay together forever and ever and ever for at least 67 years no matter how far apart you are, or how scared of your feelings.â Yuta looks at Toji pointedly- who did this kid think he was?! âDoes the happy couple have any vows?â
And maybe this was it.
Maybe this was his moment.
Maybe this wasâŠ
Tojiâs scarred lips open. âI-â
Suddenly the speaker playing music explodesânot literally, though for a moment there it did feel like it. The dance-pop song thatâd been playing inexplicably heightens in volume until their ears rung- and Megumi hastens to turn it down.Â
Kugisaki smacks the speakers with her rubber hammer a few times before it stops. Then with nothing to play in the background, she elbows the pink-haired boy in his sideââYuji, hit it!â
âMe?!â Itadori yelps, before noticing everyoneâs gaze upon him. Itâs slowly dawning upon Toji that this might not be the best place for a real confession when Itadori suddenly starts doing some confusing two-step. âYou gotta go and I canâtâŠehh, sorry. UhhhhâŠNepal. I just donât want to say that-â
âPlease.â Megumi drones. âPlease stop.â
He stops.
Mutely, Kugisaki smacks the speaker once more and Stateside blares again.
Toji turns to the officiant- and shakes his head.
Yuta looks at you, âAnd what about you, Ms?â
âOhâmy vow is that youâre all getting extra homework if eeeeevery single one of you doesnât dance to the reception tomorrow.â You look at each and everyone.
Small faces scrunched in glee.
Yuta hisses at Itadori. âTime for the ringsâthe rings!â And the pink-haired boy startles to hand them to him- just a single one plopped onto Tojiâs open palm. It was one of those cheap ring pops; still slightly sticky and encrusted with flecks of strawberry candy from before. The actual candy part of it had been very-obviously eatenâŠ
âSorry.â Itadori still smiles. âI ate it.â
âAnd theâŠother ring?â
âI ate that, too.â He excitedly claims, âPlastic and all!â
âIâŠlove whateverâs wrong with you.â Toji furrows his brows. âBut also what.â
âEnough talkâexchange the rings then vow your undying love!â Kugisaki yells. âThen die!â She turns to some of the other kids looking at her strange- âWhat? I donât mean it like thatâthe dramaâs just better when they die. Where are you going- where are you-â
âScary kid.â Toji comments. âBut sweet. But scary.âÂ
Megumi distances himself from everything.
Before long, Yutaâs announcing that they âexchangeâ rings.Â
You mime putting one on him.
From the sidelines, Todo sobs into Itadoriâs t-shirtâseriously, were they actually related or not?! âMarriagemaxxing alreadyâŠIâm so p-proud of you my rizzlerâŠmy brother in rizzâŠmy sidekickâŠâ
He jerks. âSideââ
Yuta speaks. âAnd do you, Ms. Teacherâtake this auraless man to be your husband?â He can already tell who came up with this officiantâs script- but before he can throw a glance at the trio and Todo, youâre nodding.
âI do.â
Toji feels his heart flutter. He grows warm.
And his fingers are just as tender and sweet as they slip that ring pop onto your left handââThen I announce you married- uh. Smooch?â
âEuuuuuuuugh! Gross-â Megumi wails.
If Toji thought that heâd been warm earlierâthen he wasnât prepared for right now. It feels as though his entire body was on fire from the inside; every vein, every cell, every single part of him that hummed with delight at the notion. That made him blush.
So embarrassingly, as though this was his first-ever crush.
Toji catches your eye- and you give him the briefest of nods.Â
And then heâs leaning inâŠheâs hearing your breath catch- and pressing his lips to the back of your hand - just the lightest of grazes, where the ring pop stood out - before pulling back just as quickly. Nothing indecent. Nothing that would give away anything to youâ
That ringâŠ
It tasted sweet on his lips.
The surrounding kids cheer- loudly. Now it seems that everyone in the playground had joined in on this little actâand thatâs exactly what it was.
Just a little act.
Tojiâs lips quiver with the beginnings of a sentence heâs been aching to say for so long-
And then the school bell rings denoting time for pick-up.
Around you, the kids run to their classrooms and their backpacks - excited to tell their parents about what theyâd just done in the playground. And as the sea of small bodies moves and thrashes against the two of youâŠToji just remains standing. Staring.Â
Something within him still unfinished and unsatisfiedâ
Youâre keeping his gaze for a few more seconds, before finally dropping it and unscrewing the plastic ring from your finger. âI uhâŠsorry about that- and thank you for playing along.â
âYeahâŠâ He faintly says. âYeah, no problem.â
You give him a tight-lipped smile. âAnd if you donât mind, I should probablyâŠâ
You gesture to the parents that had started walking in now, and he jerkily nods. âYeah- yeah, go doâŠthat.â
âYeah, IâŠâ Youâre then holding your hand out to him- nodding at him to keep his palm open. Then dropping the strawberry-scented ring pop into his hand. âGuess the divorce came a little sooner than expected, huh?â
âTwo seconds, thatâs a new record.âÂ
Starting to walk backâyou briefly wave. If he was a cockier man, heâd have called you nervous. âIâll see you at the talent show, ex-husband.â
âHopefully sooner, ex-wife.â
âOh- yes, the upcoming parent-teacher meetings.â
âThatâŠâ Toji murmurs to himself. That too, he supposes.Â
And as he watches you leaveâŠKugisaki is the first to speak up. âNot even a date? Awww man, I hate slowburns.â
He gapes, âI uhâŠâ
âNo, he got scared of his feelingsââ Itadori adds. Toji squirms. âDid you know my uncle says he doesnât have feelings? My grandpa agrees.â
âDad.â Megumi pulls on Tojiâs t-shirt to get his attention.Â
âYes, son?â
And so deadpan, so unexpected- âYou fumbled just like Klay Thompson.â
Dammit, son.
Speedwalking to the school with them. âThe fuck just happened?â
That one he mouths- he mouths. But Inumaki writes that one down fast-
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FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE? CURRENTLY ON HOLDâŠ
Reason: Parent-teacher meetings.
Status: Dire. Auraless. Megumi doesnât claim him.
Will the plan have to be abandoned?!
âSo.â
âSoâŠâ Youâre twiddling your thumbs together on top of the desk, eyes trained on Toji whilst his own dart around the colorful classroom. âMegumiâs such a good kid- honestly thereâs nothing more to say about him.â
Because today was the day of parent-teacher meetings; that half-an-hour where parents sit before you and leaf through crayon drawings and mathematics that made them cringe. Toji himself hadnât been the biggest fan of them when Megumi was youngerâwhy the fuck would kindergarteners need parent-teacher meetings?!
But now that his teacher was youâŠ
At least it gave him something even more to look forward to.
So he sets his elbows on your desk and leans inâevery meeting had been conducted sitting on opposite sides of your teachersâ desk. It was far too much proximity for his poor heart to takeâbut you sure as hell wonât hear him complaining.
Not a single peep.
He glides his roughened fingertips over the pages before him- Megumi was never the type to be cagey about his grades. And either way he did get everything above an 80%.Â
Toji tries not to let the tips of his lips twitch upwards into a smileâespecially as he looked over one of the artworks that Megumi had done: a slightly-smudged drawing of three small figures, one with pink hair, another with a brown bob-cut, and then a portrait of himself.Â
And then two larger figures on either side of them
Toji and yourself.
The prompt had been Megumiâs familyâŠ
âYou should be very proud, yâknow.â Your gentle voice breaks through the quiet air in the classroom.Â
Toji had come slightly after the other parents, as organizing Megumiâs little sleepover at the Itadori household (with Kugisaki and Todo in tow) had been absolute chaos. Today theyâd offered to take the children in because apparently Itadori had gotten some earthworm movies heâd wanted to share. And though Megumi didnât seem particularly excited at the prospect of earthworms, heâd been begging for weeks to have this sleepover.Â
Now. The sunlight dipped beneath the horizon outside, casting the classroom into its warm embraceâlike kindling fire. The light bounced off your features and touched his lips, too. Where things were perpetually encased in day and the hours were hot and lazyâlike the leaping spark from a fireplace.Â
For the first time in a long time, Toji lets himself smile. âYeah. Yeah, I am.â
Youâre nodding with a smile- âHe speaks about you a lot, did you know that?â Once Toji shakes his head, youâre continuing. âAbout how strong you are, about how youâre funnyââ Your nose crinkles, â-but an awful cook.â
âHey!â Toji squawks, indignified. âI try.â
âI know.â Something about that felt so knowing. âIt really is a pleasure having Megumi in my class- heâs quiet but I think Yuji and Nobara are slowly bringing him out of his shell. Heâs diligent. Heâs quietly kind. Heâs a sensitive kid, he notices things faster than most.â
âIâm sure he gets that from me.â He smirks.
You hum, staring at the blood-orange sky outside. Thereâs a long pause before you speak againââAnd I think itâs sweet how heâs trying with his friends to set the two of us up.â
Tojiâs jaw drops.
Actually drops.
For a moment heâs speechlesâhell, he thinks he might be speechless till the end of time. Sure, heâd guessed that you mustâve noticed something being offâŠbut he never thought youâd actually realize the two of you are being set upâ!
You catch the look in his eyes- âOh, câmon. You didnât think I wouldnât notice, did you?â
âI uhâŠâ
âThe cookies. The wingmanning. The wedding. The plans-â Stifling a laugh. âElementary schoolers arenât very good at whispering, you know that?â
âDamn.â Toji fists his hands, softly thumping them against the table. âAnd here I thought a bunch of elementary schoolers could fix my love lifeâŠâ
You humâsomething coy in your tone. âWhy donât you fix it yourself?â
And Tojiâs snapping his head up so fast that he thinks he mightâve caught whiplash-
âWould youâŠâ He swallows. He starts off unsurely. ââŠmaybeâŠlike to get coffee sometime-â
âYes.â
Barely waiting till the sentence flies off his tongue before you respond- it makes Toji wonder whether youâve been waiting for this as long as he has.Â
Embarrassment shows in your slightly-frantic movements, as you start picking at the stationary on your desk and smoothing out your clothes. Nervous. It hits him. âI uhâŠyouâre my last meeting of the day, actually. Iâm free to grab some coffee now, if you want?â
Heâs never agreed to anything faster in his life.
Less than twenty minutes later and the two of you have found yourselves in the cute new coffee shop down the road. The faintest memory of sugary goods still etched on your smiling lips, and your cups of drinks warming your handsâthe two of you were sitting and talking at a window booth when the rain had started.
âOh, shitâŠâ You peer outside. âYou were right.â
âHm?â Toji takes a sip of his black coffee.
âThe weathermen always lie.â
More than the panging warmth at the idea that youâd remembered a throwaway comment heâd said- was what youâd followed that sentence up with.
âHey, I know this is out-of-the-blue, butâŠI donât have an umbrella with me, and taxis are costly this time of evening.â You shift in your seat, avoiding his eyes for perhaps the first time since heâs met youââMy apartmentâs close by if youâd wanna maybe grab an umbrella from there? You could even hang around until the rain subsides, if you wantâŠâ
This time, itâs his turn to reply embarrassingly fast. âFuck yeah.â
And so youâd ran.
Youâd ran hot on each otherâs heels as though someone was chasing youâmaybe fear, maybe your inhibitions, maybe the feeling that Fushiguro Toji wanted to kiss you so badly.
So bad.Â
Youâre sploshinâ the five-minute walk it takes to reach your apartment- before youâre both darting inside and closing the door to the world. Just the two of you. On opposite sides of the narrow vestibule connecting the entrance to the living room. To your bedroom.
Toji presses himself against the cream-colored wall and breathes in. heavy.
This entire place carried your sweet, sweet scentâand it was driving him crazy.Â
In front of him, your hands seemed to absent-mindedly reach for the umbrella holder- blindly clasping around one polished handle. âI uhâŠâ
âYou-â
Youâre both attempting to speak at the same timeâthen abruptly stop when the other speaks. You gesture for him to continue, and he does the same for you-
âI just meant- hereâs your umbrella.â
âThanks.â Like a zombie, heâs reaching out and clasping it.Â
This was itâthis was really it.
He was about to leave.
He was about to wake up from this dream.
Before Tojiâs letting the umbrella drop to the floor- and youâre both crashing into one another. Itâs built and builtâand the coil of tension had tightened and tightened before finally snappingâ!
Lips against lips.
Tongues against teeth.
His lips sliding against yours and positively ravishing youâone of his large hands finds purchase on the back of your head. His warm touch. Toji feels the pretty pulse on your neck quicken as he tips your head back and delves his tongue even deeper - memorizing the taste of you to every crevice in his brain.Â
Your essenceâŠhe wants it imbued into him.
Absolutely starving.
He just couldnât get enough of you.
He just couldnât get enough of you.
The two of you are making out sloppily- and the sounds of lips lifting from lips permeates your entire apartment. Punctuated occasionally by the hollow grunts that Toji himself was letting off.Â
Your cunt twitches between your legs - and youâre pressing yourself into Toji even further. Pushing against his toned body. Rolling your hips against the raging, hot erection thatâd found itself home in his pants. Just the sheer size of it- the thickness, the way it throbbed against you was enough to make you let out a soft, simpering nose.
One that heâs gladly swallowing up wholeâgreedily, even. Because thatâs exactly what he was.
A fucking greedy man for everything thatâs to do with you.
And heâs waited for far too long.
In no time, youâre taking him by his larger hand and pulling him to your bedroom. Leaving the umbrella and your reservations behind.Â
Toji lets out a hallowed groan as heâs being pushed back into the bed- the backs of his knees hitting the mahogany bed frame. Your hands flying to the ties of his trousers. Your own knees striking the floorâ
âEasy thereâŠâ Toji brushes one hand down the side of your face- reaching back into your scalp and tightening. âDonât want my girl to get hurt.â
âYour girl?â You grin. âYou havenât even asked me out on a proper date yet.â
âAnd you should be buyinâ me dinner before this. Lecher.â
Youâre huffing as youâre able to tear that wretched fabric off his muscular legs- finally. And your jawâŠdropsâŠ
He was soâŠ
Fucking big.Â
From the moment his achinâ cockâs freed, Toji springs out and seems to pulse even thickerâthe start of his base reminding you of one of those soda cans. Toji reaches down to wrap his other hand âround it, his palm covering some of the dark curls decorating his pelvis, and he seems to look even bigger when framed like this.
Rock-hard. Covered in numerous veins.
They were dappled all across his inches and throb-throb-throbbing- so ravenously hard that Tojiâs length twitched the moment heâs feelinâ the cold bedroom air.Â
And not only was he big, but that curve of his shaft was delicious.
It made you wonder what itâd feel like to have him curve up insideâŠ
Upwards tilted. That crown of his craning up at the ceiling. The pointed end of his cock ended off with his blushinâ mushroom tip- so fat nâ already soaked in his wads of sopping precum. The color of it was the prettiest tannish pink youâve ever seen in your entire lifeâand so you really couldnât help but lean down and press a chaste peck-
The taste of his salted-caramel pre takes over your tastebuds immediately.
âO-ohâŠâ Tojiâs head throws backwards with a gravelly groan. âDonât go teasing me now, doll.â
âYouâre the one thatâs been teasing me this entire time.â You counter. Though youâre looseninâ your jaw and taking him in even further. Inch by solid fucking inch.
Itâs hard to stuff Tojiâs cock all down your throat like you so-badly wanted- he was big. Nâ those zig-zagging veins down his length made you want to lingerâŠmassaging the roof of your mouth with a few semi-gulps that rub his inches on top. Again and again.
Youâre shuttering your eyes and moaning deep into his shaft at the carnal scratch he somehow seemed to soothe.
âAh ahââ Youâre hearing him before youâre feeling him- suddenly, two thick fingertips are pinching your poor nostrils together. Eyelids flapping open to stare up at him.
Toji has the most cocky smile across his beautiful scarred lips as he peers down at you. âNow whatâs this about refusinâ to take me anymore?â He asks you, punctuating the that of his sentence with a thorough nudge of his bulbous tip down your throat. âYou donât wanna take me any further, doll? Or youâŠâ
And another.
Though, this time, it wasnât a nudge at all.
And Tojiâs massive length is pushing apart the wet walls of your throat- and mazing his throbbing cock inside. The noises youâre letting out when you slurp him up are so prettyâ
And the older man uses his second hand to wipe a stray tear off your cheeks, â-canât?â
âMmmâmmmfg.â Choking down both your needy sobs nâ your breaths. Youâre clawing at his thicks- so thick and toned.Â
âWhat? Whaaaat?â He pinches your nose even harder. âWhaâs the matter, teach?â
âYou-â Barely able to mangle out some semblance of coherent syllables - youâre going cross-eyed trying to both take him in deeper, and look at the fingers blocking off your airway. âMmm- ngh.â Whatever mess of a sentence that was meant to be, itâs coming out embarrassingly jumbled.
Embarrassingly so.
And tears are just starting to stream down your cheeks- your cuntâs getting even wetter at his actions and pushing against his toned calf- once he finally lets go. Finally.Â
With a loud pwah! youâre removinâ your swollen lips off of his cock. Feeling for your poor nose thatâs startinâ to stingââSo mean, Toji. I shouldâve bit that dick off.â You joke.
He looks at you with a leer, âWe both know that out of the two of us, youâd be the most disappointed with that.â And it was true- it really was true. But Toji takes it a step further by lazily reaching his calf over and pushing it against your cunt. Dripping wet even through those panties of yours- your pretty dress was hiked up nâ already exposing that sweet puddle thatâd formed in the middle of your underwear.Â
His mouth waters at the sight.Â
âSee what I mean?â Then Toji straightens up and pats the top of his manspread thighs. An invitation.Â
âBut, I havenât evenâŠâ
âSâokay.â He nods at you reassuringly. You didnât have to worry about any of that needing to please shit with him- heâd be the one driving you wild tonight. âI have something even- heh, sweeter in mind.â
And hopefully every night after that.
In a mere few moments, youâre settling yourself on Tojiâs lap. And then heâs attacking your mouth in a mind-numbing kiss, tongue swipinâ between your lips before ultimately sucking on those tastebuds of yours. Sucking. Like candy.Â
He then maneuvers the two of you to then drape you across the sheets; slightly sodden with lust and perspiration. The blankets stick against your clammy skin as Toji presses your hips down on the mattress- âDown, girl.â His fingertips dig into the side of your waist.
âWhatâs that about not teasing?â You pant.
With a low chuckle, Toji presses a peck on the left side of your hipsâthen creeps himself down until his handsome features were huffinâ and puffinâ against your sodden cunt. His own hot breath seemed to reach out to youâcurling, cloooouding, it seemed to stroke down that watery slit of yours. âFushiguro Toji never teases.â
âYouâre teasing right-â
âMâjust waiting for the perfect moment.â And thereâs not a second wasted- before Toji lurches himself nose-deep between your legs and gives your dripping pussy a good lick!
âO-ohâŠâ Your mouth waters at the brazen touch- body jolting just a little. Though if you thought that Toji would let you so much as squirm whilst heâs locked between those thighs of yours, then youâd be sorely mistaken. His fingers dip down the expanse of your legs and clutches you close against his ravenous mawââArenât you going to take off my panties, Toji?â
âDonât be vulgar, doll.â He mutters- just to tease you. âMâgonna eat you through your panties, of course.â
And itâs the only warning youâre getting.
Before Toji latches his puckered lips to your cunt- properly, this time. And his loooooong tongue was lavishinâ across every inch of your pussy he can reach. Through your pantiesâToji gapes his mouth open and laps like a fuckinâ animal at the leaking slit your underwear was stick to, your swollen folds, your utterly needy button.Â
âMmmmpf-â Tojiâs prominent nose pushes apart your pussylips, and heâs feelinâ for that puckered, pretty nub. Already throbbing like youâve been so impatient for him this entire time.
He presses himself closely against your clit for a few secondsâthrob-throb-throb!
Like a ticking time bomb. Heâs driving himself absolutely wild; before snakinâ your panties to the side and thrashing his tongue against your raw cunt. Slurping. Sucking. Everything and anything of you he could find - heâs pushing himself so nose-deep into your pussy that he damn-near canât breatheâand eating you out like an animal. âMmmm, donât you move a s-single inch now.â Toji tightens his hold on your quivering legs. âI havenât even started yet.â
âStarted whatâŠ?â You babble out - your hips were yearning to push off the creaking mattress.
Though all it took was a fraction of his strength to pin you back down, roverinâ his tongue on the slick-glued insides of your folds. Rooooound and round in circles that left your mind dizzy. âHeh- what else dâyou think?â Toji answers. âMâteaching this pussy how to take Fushiguro Toji, that mouth of yours barely could.âÂ
âRude.â
Before you could pipe up anything more witty, heâs spankinâ four fingertips down on your glistening pussy. âSânot rude if itâs true.â
âIâm the teacher here, though.â
âThen maybe Iâm the principal.â He leers- swabbing the fat edge of his tongue into your hole. âGonna grade you and everythingâŠâ
âThatâs fuckinâ cornyââ
âMade your pussy weep, though.â
And just in good time, too- because almost immediately heâs letting that first inch of his tongue fuck inside your cunt. Just the first inch. But it was already enough to make your toes curl nâ your back archâTojiâs wet muscle was just so thiiiiiiick.
Heâs plugginâ up your orifices with a mere few thrusts - the ridged texture of his tastebuds kneading your tight walls. Shovelling you open. Shovelling himself deeper inside. The flickerinâ tip of his tongue laps against some of your most tender areas nâ then pushes up into the sensitive roof of your cunt-Â
âSh-shiiiiitââ Youâre keening out in the prettiest trill heâs ever heard. Toji has the audacity to let out a wet giggle at your dripping core - clenching âround him.
His ears burn at the musical note- and before long, your folds are burning at the searing smack! that heâs planting on top of your cunt. Your head drops down to stare at him in shock.
âThatâs a C- for handling yourself.â He echoes. Two more spanks followâbefore Toji nuzzles your gummy pussy nâ laps his tongue across your clit. âBut an A for pretty moans.â
âI th-think that grading syllabus is a little- ngh! skewed, donât you think?â
Yet another spank.
âNot at all.â
He was merciless. Ruthless.Â
Absolutely impounding you with those slashing, scouring strokes of his - Tojiâs thrusts manage to reach so much deeper than youâd have ever guessed. And when he felt that his tongue was stuffed inside your pretty pussy far ânough, heâs flaring those edges outwards and scraping his tastebuds down the sides of your walls. Stimulating your snug channel sooooo fuckinâ goodâ
âSâthat so?â Toji flutters his long, dark lashes up at you. It takes a second for you to register that you might just have said that last thought out loud.Â
Though youâre merely steeling your expression and nodding-
Heâs plasterinâ his fingertips against your puckered pussy with a chuckle. âCute. But flatteryâs gonna get you nowhere- with all this damn squirming youâre doing, your Câs dropping down to a- haaaah, D.â
Your eyes pop open. âB-butâŠâ
âAnd just think-â Toji continues without a single speck of mercy for you. His tongueâs tunneling and thrusting- faster than your frenzied mind can keep up with. â-that if youâre reacting like this to just my long tongueâŠâ Thrust after thrust after thrustâthe curvaceous inches of his tongue donât leave a single bundle of nerve unprobed. Zig-zagging and swabbing wildly - your eyes are rolling to the back of your head. â-yer gonna fucking run away when it comes to my cock, doll.â
âOhââ Youâre tumbling your hips constantly up to him. Attempting to heighten the friction. âPromise I wonât. Promise-â
âAnd now look at you.â And after all heâs taught youâŠToji grasps his left hand underneath your arching body. Grabbing a nice handful of your ass cheeks- it makes him smile to watch your mouth drop in shock at the lecherous action. âDropped down to a D-.â
A fucking minus.
That earns you several more wet spanks. And then a fucking pinchâright on your clit.Â
And Toji merely trundles, âWhere the fuck does this pretty pussy think sheâs going?â
Crashing his lips intoâŠyours. Quiverinâ your weakened limbs around the back of his neck-Â
Your ankles are weakly latching themselves there- slightly glissading down his glossy strands. It messes up his hair just a little, and Tojiâs soon finding himself smirking against those pussylips.
âTchâŠfine, you get a B for neediness.â
Only a B?!
But perhaps it was better that youâd kept your mouth shut - mostly because you couldnât speak over the primal moans that kept escaping your throat - because then Tojiâs sinking his canines âround your clit and swervinâ his face aaaaaaall around your pussy. Every corner and inch.
Heâs fucking coating his features in a layer of your shimmering slick.
Like a damn medallion.
It clings to him in long, ropey excess.Â
âO-oh my godââ And then your trilling vocals break the very second that heâs intruding your hole once more- this time, with his fingersâŠ
You weave your own hands into Tojiâs sweat-dampened hair and hold on for dear life.Â
âHmmm, a little possessive, huh? Mâbumping that neediness to a- hah, A+...heh.â As a reward, youâre getting his textured lips encasing your sopping clitâjust so desperate and damn-near flinching with how hard you were pulsing between your legs. Needing. Needing.Â
Your breath comes out in stuttered bursts, and it takes everything in you to echo. âA-and what do I have to reach to- mm, get your cock, Toji?â
âI dunno, arenât you the one with a t-teaching degree?â Heâs babbling- before that haziness in his eyes clear up once he realizes what heâs just said. âNo, waitâIâm pretending to beâŠIâm the one gradinâ nowâŠâ
Toji looks down at your pussy as though offended. A spank wasnât enough, heâs properly spitting.Â
âThis pussyâs made me pussydrunk, heeeeh?â He scoffs nâ edges in to suckle on your clitâall while his two bulky fingers were scissoring between your pussylips. âAn A+ for thatâŠâ
Pussydrunk.
Though youâre not doing too well yourself.
Youâre just sizzling from the very insides - even your very vessels seemed to be vibrating with that carnal sort of needy for him. And as Tojiâs slashing strikes with his fingers accelerate, so does that kindling pit of pleasure in your stomach. âI th-think mâclose, TojiâŠâ
âClose?â Tojiâs breath hitches. âClose? And we havenât even finished the grading yetâbuck up, doll, because mânot holding back anymore.â
âTh-that was you holding back?!â
Evidently so.Â
And you can surely attest to thatâin mere moments, heâs adding in a third finger with a lecherous slurp! of his honed inches beinâ all sucked in. Down every single joint. Down to his damn knuckles; youâre feeling those mountainous ridges push up against your sensitive pussy, and Tojiâs three fingers were rovering and reeeeeaching every single spot inside.Â
Claiming them as his.Â
Toji laps up a silken line of slick thatâd dripped from your cunt and down his wristâyou were claiming him as yours, tooâŠâGot a second to hear your grades, doll?â Whilst the desperate pleads start to bubble at your throat- âWonât be givenâ you this cock until you doâŠâ
âThen tell them to meââ You shriek. Haaaauling at the thick tufts of his scalp, âFucking tell them, Toji.â
âWell, manners fuckinâ F.â Toji huffs- but he couldnât fool you. Ohhh, the expression on his face was pure ecstasy as you guided his lapping face around your cunt. âBut manners for this pussyâŠhmmmmâŠB.â
âOnly a fucking B-â
âRoughness: used to be C- but oh, mâthinking itâs now an A.â He comments - the more and more frustrated you become, the more your carnal urges surface. Your grip is searing on his scalp. Your legs are locking around his neck. âDoesnât mean you can go easier on me now, teach.â
âFuh-fuuuuck, Tojiââ
âWetness: A+ of course.â Rolling his eyes as if that should be obvious, âSweetness: A++.â
âFuck-â
âThat mouth of yours? D.â
âFuck you.â
âMâtrying to. And hmmmm, about the way she clenchesâŠâ He ponders- before then directly diverting his round, rotund fingertips to the spot just a few inches into your channel. Heâs already mapped your smallest ridges nâ crevices out by all of these thrusts- and youâre feeling pure white-hot pleasure run down your spine as Toji then rams his dexterous fingers into your fucking g-spot. âThatâs an A+++â
Because of course, youâre keeping him hostage.
Of course, youâre squeezing your velvety walls around him until his joints were turning whiteâand Tojiâs fingers were havinâ a tough time moving back and forth stuffed between those clingy walls of yours.Â
And yetâŠheâs scissoring apart your needy grip and ramminâ into your deepest, most sensitive depths.Â
Again and again and again- âYeahâŠthis pussyâs definitely gonna take me now. Isnât that right, teach?â But the only thing your fried head can urge you into doing is nodding. âThaâs what I thought. Dumbification: A.â Toji cocks his head. âDonâtcha think Iâm being too nice with these grades?â
Shaking your head fervently- through sobs.
âMmmmâŠwell, I think I am.â His canines teasingly grip your clit and draaaaag that swollen nub out. âSâalright doll. After this, you can grade my cock when sâtimeâŠâ
He smirks - still keeping that firm attachment onto your most sensitive place - and you can feel it. You can feel itâ
âAnd you can be as fuh-fuckinâ ruthless as you want.â Tojiâs long fingers then curl inside your cunt for a final time beforeâŠâBecause I know mâgonna be fucking my girl right.â
Before youâre shattering.
Breaking into your highâit first starts with an explosion of pleasure between your legs- before teleporting right up to your fuzzy head. Your thighs were quaking. Your pulse was thundering so loud you could hear it with your own ears- and it felt as though those torrential waves of bliss were just taking you over.
âOhâoh, fuck.â Clawing your hands through Tojiâs hair. The only anchor you had was this- and the tunneling digits that were fingering you to ecstasy- he was hitting at every peak. He was elongating your orgasm more than you ever thought possible. âFuck, fuck, fuck- fuuuuuck, Toji.â
âThaâs right- say my name.â He grunts. Such lecherous slurps! echoing from between those legs of yours as he sucked nâ sucked on your clit simultaneously. âSay my name- say my name. Whoâs making you feel this good?â
âToji.â You hiccup. âY-you, Toji.â
A sudden spank! resounds across all four corners of the room.
Your high crescendos even further than your limits- or at least what youâd assumed them to be.Â
âI was lookinâ for sir, but that works, tooâŠâ Your jaw drops at the boldness of this man.Â
âSir? D-donât think that youâre getting off easy when I- ngh, when I finally ride you stupid.â As the last few pangs of your orgasm shimmer through your body, youâre managing to gather your thoughts better than before. âWhat do you think youâd get anyway?â
Toji pulls off your oversensitive pussy with a loud plap! âAâs across the board.â
âOh, donât be so humble.â
With that said- youâre reaching out and grabbing Toji by the collar. He gets dragged upwardsâthe bed dips as the larger man cages you in with his strong forearms. He leers, âI think you pass, donât you?â You could see that somewhere during makinâ out with your pussy, Toji had tugged down his pants- likely to jerk himself off as he did so.
And his long cock stood aching and rock-hard between his legs.
That round, reddened tip of his seemed to wink up at you as he dribbled out a single bead of precum. Aaaaall the way from the edge of his cockhead, and aaaaaall the way down to his bushy black curls at the base.Â
Your mouth waters.Â
Hands on his body- his fingers tearing through your own fabric. Soon enough youâre naked beneath himâand heâs just as devastatingly bare. Perfectly-aligned abs. Chiselled pecs. Fushiguro Toji had a body that made him look as though he was hand-carved by Hercules himself- it was just so sensual the way his ladder-like core pushed down against yours.
And itâs so difficult to keep a stern face facing him when those bulky biceps of his were flexingâright next to your face.Â
But somehow you manage- you were a professional after all, werenât you?
âIâm serious about what I said on riding you stupid.â Youâre murmuring up at him, âFlip over.â
He smirks, âAnd if I donât?â
Within split-seconds, youâre grabbing a fistful of his hair and watch as his cock twitches at the rough manhandlingâat the way youâre turning the two of you over and straddlinâ his hips. Toji bucks with a groan underneath you, but youâre quicker than that- and youâre clasping a hand around his gulping throat. Sweaty and scorching to the touch .
âAh ah-â You tut. âYou already had your fun. Now itâs time for mineâŠâ
âAye aye, teach.â
âQuiet coyote.â
Toji mimes zipping his lips shutâbut thereâs openinâ back up again almost instantly once he feels your sultry hips swivelling down his cock. You duck a hand underneath yourself to grab his throbbing hilt- and before long, his wet tipâs smushing apart your pussylips. Heâs intruding that hole of yours and bucking up into where you needed him the most.Â
He shovels in a few more inches with an echoing sluuuurp! of your pussy viciously gulping him up.
âWhat did IâŠoh.â Beside yourself, your headâs throwing backwards at the sheer pressure he was creating inside. âWhat did I say about staying still?â
âActuallyâŠyou didnât say anything about that.â That grin of his was infuriatingly handsome. âStill, mmm, cockdrunk?â
âYou wishâŠâ Though that wasnât an outright denial.
It was true that your mind was coiled with fog after your last orgasm; the dopamine still coursing through your body. And the way that Tojiâs thickened, textured length was pushing your walls aside wasnât helpingâit was making you feel sensations so raw and carnal- that salivaâs dripping down one side of your mouth after a mere few semi-thrusts.
Just the bulging edge of Tojiâs tip scourinâ your channel inwards.
âAwww, donât tell me I was right?â He asks you- and it registers as mere distant words. Toji reaches out his right hand and wipes away that splatter of spit - before bringing it up to his own mouth and sucking. What an animal. âCanât grade olâ Tojiâs cock? Or is it- heh, so good that Iâm breaking all the scales?â
âYou fucking-â
âYeah yeah, wish- right?â He scoffs meanly. But honestlyâŠhe might be teasing you but he was completely infatuated with the idea of your smart mouth babbling for him like this.
The way you were twitchinâ with every light graze of his flared tip.
Your insides were getting used to him, and Toji was only stuffing himself even deeper. âRightâŠâ Though of course- Toji himself wasnât doing all too hot. Just a single one of your adhesive-like clenches and he canât help but buckâ
âEasy, eeeeasy- you can take me, my girl.â He grits his teeth. He blinks back the tears in his eyes. Heâs guiding your impatient hips nâ grinding your cunt dooooown onto his pelvis. âFuck- fuck, and how dâyou grade the stretch?â
Your eyes pop open. âThe stretch?â
âMhm- the streeeeetchâyeah?â Tojiâs chest rumbles in delight as he watches your every microexpression and reaction. Even the smallest curlings of your toes. âSuch a big stretch feels good, yeah?â
âMhm- I rate it aâŠâ Your jaw hangs open- as though to purposefully influence your grading, heâs shovelling his length a few more times. Faster. âB.â
And thatâŠwhat the fuck?!
âA fucking what?â That makes Tojiâs maw gape, and his handsome face twist into something of bewilderment. You look at him and you honestly let out a little chuckle - but that seems to only spur his driving hips even further. âOh noooo, doll. Youâre joking.â
âI said what I said.â Biting back. âItâs a B becauseâŠâ Throwing your head back and archingâyouâre gaining more movement in your hips and letting him push inside. â-youâre just not- fuck. Bottoming. Out. Fucking do it alreadyâ!â
His feet plant ever-so-slightly on the ricketing mattress- and that means you were feeling the plushness of his muscular thighs against your back. Those tendons and rippling strength. Thereâs honestly nothing more for you to do but gnaw down on your trembling lower lip in the hopes that those embarrassing noises wonât escape-
Because Toji then glues his hands upon either side of your hips and slams your cunt down onto him.
Itâs such incredible friction. Itâs so many of his winding veins- pushinâ apart your walls and scouring you all overâ
Youâre arching your back into him and gasping- âAâŠâ
âA what?âÂ
âA for your veins.â And that honestly manages to catch him off-guard and make him let out an exhilarated bout of laughter. Being in your presence was like four shots of espressoâfucking you was four shots of vodka. Straight. Heâs dizzy and heâs clamorinâ his numerous inches up your pretty channel, watching as you drip glittering globs of slick all âround him.Â
âOhâŠâ Toji seems to grow even bigger inside you. He grips you as hard as your pussy was clenchinâ him. âKeep going-â
âAnd a- fuck, an A for your paceââ Just perfect. Dizzingly fast; whilst still being steady and balanced enough that you were able to feel his textured length slipping into every spot he needed to slip intoââAnd aâŠa fucking F for your attitude.â
âHeyâŠâ Toji juts his scarred lip out in a mock-attempt at a pout. âDonât imply mâsassy when your pussy speaks like that to me.â
Right on cue, youâre letting out some of the most sinful slurps as your cunt slaps right down onto him. Onto his hefty balls.Â
Tojiâs thick brows raise at the sounds- even he didnât think that your pussy could get this chatty. Mouth falling agape as he watches you drip-drip-driiiip.
Youâre grabbing onto both of Tojiâs sculptured deltoids for balance, increasing your pace as your legs start to grow limp. Perhaps noticing your little struggle, heâs supporting one of your legs with his left handâand thumbing over your clit with his right. âAnd then? What elseâdick got yer tongue?â
âYou fuckinâ wish.â You snipe back.
âYeah.â Toji simply replies. Without a single warning, heâs craning his head up and signalling you to open your mouth- instinctually, your tongue sticks out. Perfect for him to spitâa heaping mess between your lips. âYou looked so pretty with my cock stuffed down your throat, too.â
Grumbling - though it was just for show - yet you swallow. âThat was a B- since you almost missed.â One of your hands reaches up to swipe at the splattered saliva piled on the edge of your mouth.
âOh, no.â With such a loving glint in his eyes, heâs leaning up and kissing the mess heâd just left behind. âThat was totally on purpose, doll.â
âF-filthyâŠâ
âYou know it, teach.â
Both of your bodies were slick with sweat and glissading against one another- Toji himself was especially frenzied with his movement. His thrusts. His battering rams. The way his pointed tip struck the end of your cervixâbottomed-out, and then smeared apart your channel to drag aaaaaaall the way back down. Aaaaaaall the way back in.
And through it all- youâre sputtering out the same ruthless grading of his cock. Red-hot and ruining your insides with every thrust. Pump after pump- âDeepnessâŠB.â
Bruising his tipâs circumference at the very back of your pussy. Dribbling out ribbons of pre.Â
âHmmm, alright a B+.â Pleasure runs through your body the more nâ more Toji grows irritated- because that meant the more he was trying to prove himself. The harder he was fucking you. âAnd the- hah, curve: an A.â
âDamn right.â That, he could most certainly be proud of. That slightly upwards curve of him was the perfect shape to mold your walls- to let his honed tip be the searchlight.
And your sweetest spots were what he was aiming for.
After a few more vulgar strokes, Tojiâs rediscovering and ramming himself into none other than your g-spot. That throbbing bundle of nerves thatâd just kept on and on waiting for him to probe you with his shaftâperhaps a bit too long at thatâŠâWhat took you so long to find that spot again, Toji?â
âTake it easy on meâŠâ He pleads with a slight hint of amusement. âYour pussy was to- mmm, hypnotizing. You canât blame a guy for taking a little timeâŠneedy fuckinâ pussy.â
That last bit was said to himself- underneath his breath, in fact.
And yet, your proximity means that youâre catching onto every single word - and without a split-second of hesitation youâre countering back. âOh? What was thatâŠIâm sorry, maybe I was- hngh, hearing things? Because it just sounded to me like you wanted all your g-grade to plummet to an F?â
His lips part. âYou wouldnâtâŠâ
You peck him on the mouth. âTry. Me.â
And fuuuuuckâitâs clear heâs not expecting the way that sends pangs of excitement coursing through every inch of him. Itâs clear he doesnât know what to fucking do with himself- once he propells his ruddied cockhead to hit against the door to your womb.
And Tojiâs thighs are left shivering at the way your walls immediately rush to embrace him.
Suctioning him.
A ribbon of drool drips slowly from the edge of his mouth, âA-and what do I have to do to make it up?â
âHmmmm?â The fact that you made the Fushiguro Toji stutter so blatantly like thisâŠit was driving you wild. It was making the cockiest smile plaster across your face- he wanted to kiss it away so bad but you were teasingly inching your lips away, making him work for it.Â
He growls and repeats- âWhat do I have to fucking do to get- hah, extra credit? To make up for myâŠâ Tojiâs prominent Adamâs apple bobs. â-mistake.âÂ
âThere now. Was that so hard to- hah, admit?â You coo. âGimme a D.â
âHuh?â Toji gapes. âArenât you the one supposed to be- ngh, giving out the grades?â
âYeah, I know. Iâm just telling you to shut up and fuck me harder with your fat dickââ
âYes, maâam.âÂ
He lightly stirs his hips in semi-circular motions to get the most out of his veiny cock- to make sure that those prized nâ precious vessels were massaging your insides just right. âFuck-â Your entire upper half is shaking from stimulation - âFuck, fuck, fuuuuuckâjust like that.â
âHngh, oh yeah?â Honed canines beared.
âFaster-â And he listens.
âHarder.â And he listens once more.
âFucking-â Youâre it escape you in a trilling tone. â-b-breed meâŠâ
Tojiâs breathless once the words register to him. âYes, maâamâŠâÂ
Pumping up into you - meeting your bouncinâ cadence - like he was angry with you. Like he was trying to shove to your deepest depths nâ then probe his erect cock even further. Like he was trying to meld your bodies into oneâ
He was fucking you in a way that was so animalistic.
And Toji canât help it- fuck, he canât help but throw his head backâit just feels so good. Eyes shuttering. Brows furrowing. His hips unsticking from the now-dampened bedsheets to arch properly up into you-
But thatâs when he feels those familiar fingers âround his throat again.
âAh ah ahââ You tut. Your vision was just a little bleary from all the tears and pleasure clogging up your mind- âAnd who said you could- hah, move, hm? Seems like youâre the one running away, not me. What? Scared mâgonna milk you too hard, Fushiguro Toji?â
He growls. âYou littleâŠâ
âF- for handling yourself.â Remembering just how much heâd teased you earlier for similar reactions just made these words so much sweeter on your tongue. âIn factâŠâ
Toji looks eagerly up at you through his bangs.
To which youâre taking your lazy time changing your sloppy cadence into figure-eights instead. It swerved nâ stirred his pussy around your depths; and made it so that the most sensitive parts of Tojiâs veins - that pinkish line underneath his slit, the frailest of his veins, where his balls rested - were being stimulated. Making him pour out wads of precum into you as though it was a waterfallâ
âSee me after class.â
âFuck yes.â Toji grunts to himself- his hair was flying into his face, and every bit of his skin seemed to be furiously flushed. âFuckâfuck, I need to cum inside you.â
Plap after plap after plap! of his hips hitting yours. âMhmmmââ
âI n-need to fill you up until here-â His thumb briefly detaches from your clit to graze your lower stomach, where your womb was wont to be. âI need to feel it pouring out of you- then fuck it all back in.â And he was pistoning into you like it, too.
âShit, mâclose-â
Hard. Fast. The wads of his sappy precum only get stronger and more frequent - âI n-need toâŠâ
Tojiâs voice hatches into nothingness in his throat, and youâre cooing down at him cutely. âWhatâs thaaaat?â
âNeed you to make me a f-father for a second time.â Toji utters.
And then with a particularly hard press on your heart-shaped, swollen clitâyouâre both tumbling into your highs together. Tumbling into one another as you both hold each other through your strong orgasms - even stronger than the one youâd had prior.
Zaps and twinges of pleasure.Â
Goosebumps dapple across your skin.
Your spine arches into him.Â
Now you have Tojiâs ravenous cock bulging into your walls- his globular tip searchinâ for every sweet spot and pinpointing them using his shape. That only elongated the sparks of your high until it felt never-ending; and dopamine washes over your body and leaves you wracking. Hands clawing down wherever you could latch onto the older man. Your knees squeezing tighter around his waist to milk him through his own euphoria. âYesâyes, just like that.â
âOhâŠoh, look at the way mâdripping out of youâŠâ Tojiâs mouth unfastens. Your cunt had already been bloated around his cock- now with his volumes of cum being webbed up inside, it was almost too much for you to handle.
And Tojiâs orgasm rips through him strongâeven his powerful limbs were wrapped around you as he powered through it. His thumb tremblinâ as he rolled and rolled.
He breathes out hot and heavy when those fingers of his dare to wonderâŠright along where a sheen was spreading along your inner-thighs. Every satiny drop of cum he was pouring out gets slid down your cervix- and then trickles deep inside of you. âSo messy, this pussy oâ mine.â
âYours?â You gasp. Though even that tiny reaction meant you feel his warm wetness splosh! inside you.
âMhmmmââ He nods drunkenly. Left arm wrapping behind you and pulling you to him - resting you against his chest. âBut donât worryâŠthis cock is yours, too.â
You scoff. âThe audacity. Didnât I give this cock an F?â
âYeah, you sure did give me a fuck.â
You decide that the only way to shut up him is to overstimulate him by fuckinâ himâperhaps unfortunately for you, Fushiguro Toji seemed to have had the same idea.
âMmm, now what about the parent-teacher meeting? We already- oh, handed out the grades, didnât we?â Heâs whispering in your ear once heâd somehow manhandled you into a doggy position. Sculpted abs pressed against your spine. Beefy arm wrapped around your throat in a headlockâ
âT-to say what?â Youâd wheezed out.
âThat mânot done fucking this pussy pregnant.â
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FUSHIGURO MEGUMIâS (and co.) FIVE-STEP PLAN TO MATCHMAKE HIS FATHER AND HIS TEACHERâPHASE FIVE: đČđđđ đđâŠ
Itâs so over.
Today was the day of the talent show; and Fushiguro Megumi had never felt more untalented.Â
And noâŠit wasnât because of any of the other competitionâif he had any idea how these things go, at the end they were going to say that everyone won and everyone gets a prize. This was elementary school, after all. And he was quite grown up.Â
Anywaysâthe point is his, Itadori, and Kugisakiâs magic show had been quite the hit amongst parents especially.
And that wasnât why he was feeling untalented.Â
It wasnât because Todoâs PG-censored version of a Megan Thee Stallion song had been honestlyâŠquite good. It wasnât because Yutaâs puppeteering act had been something thatâd drawn endeared laughter from both kids and parents alike. It wasnât even because of the act that was happening right nowâŠwhere Inumaki was standing alone on center stage with a notebook opened up in his hands. The last act of the night.
The rest of the show had gone swimmingly.
Inumaki was a bit more of the quiet type, but at this moment he speaks into the mic loud and clear.Â
âFor my talent today, I am going to read out vocabulary words taught to me by Fushiguro-san. Thank you Fushiguro-san!â
The audience coos and turns to try and find the aforementioned man.
From his position peaking-in from backstage, Megumi watches his father pale from the first row. And then sink deeper into his seat.
Deeper.
And deeper.
And deeper-
âBud.â
Though the rest of the audience nods in sweet endearment- Tojiâs damn-near jumping out of his seat in surprise. That wasâŠclearly not what he had been expecting.
Not at all.
Inumaki continues.
âCookie.â
And Toji has gathered enough bravery toâŠperhaps properly sit up in his seat. Clapping along with the other parents- looking around to make sure that he wasnât just hearing things. And this was actually what Inumaki was reciting.
âConcussion.â
That one draws some admiring sounds. Such a big word for such a small kidâgood on Fushiguro Toji, right?
He might just be safeâŠ
âAnd divorce.â That one draws mixed reactions- but Inumaki closes his infamous blue notebook, and Toji lets out a sigh of relief - one that was nearly audible backstage.Â
Along with the rest of the parents, he can whole-heartedly start clapping now. Maybe even throw in a cheer or two.
Let the audience know that he was the mastermind behind such academic advancements. Yeah, maybe they should pay him.
But Inumaki wasnât done yet.
âAnd my favorite yetââ Which one was it? Which other important vocabulary word had Toji so graciously bestowed upon this kid? Which other aspect of his life had Toji alleviated by the sharing of precious, precious knowledge? Inumaki firmly grips the mic. âIs fuc-â
Megumi leaps onto stage and snatches the microphone out of Inumakiâs hand before he can complete that specific wordâŠ
But the implication must have been evident either way, because then each set of eyes turns behind to the black-haired man. And glares. Toji flips them off. The applause is more polite than willing now. Then he decides that heâs never showing his face âround here again, heâs never stepping a foot through those damn multi-colored doors if it fucking kills him, heâs neverâ
Just then, youâre stepping onto the stage and graciously taking the mic from Megumi. Heâs so back.
âHello? Is this thing on?â You chuckle into it.Â
And TojiâŠToji knows. He knows he wouldnât mind being thrown a dirty look from every single person he meets- so long as youâre there to spot him out in a crowd. Tugging his son close to youâas you beckon all the other kids on-stage and start your speech.
Itâs mostly thanking those that made it possible; the parents, the staff, and especially the students. Toji isnât quite ashamed to admit that heâd been too busy drowning in your gorgeous tone to even register your wordsâ
Expectedly, you were telling the kids that everyone won - and Principal Yaga had been called on-stage to hand out prizes to every one of the kids. And as Fushiguro Megumi holds his prize - a custom trophy with his name, a certificate, and a bunch of art supplies - heâs suddenly remembering why heâd been feeling so untalented.
It had been a week since Phase Four of the mission to get you and his father together. And it had been a few days since parent-teachers meeting and Toji had come to pick him up the next day, smiling dopily.
Megumiâs sure his fatherâs losing his marbles.Â
And he has the strange, sinking feeling that after tonight- theyâd either forget about the plan or abandon it altogether. Feeling so hopelessâitâs so over.
âHey, FushiguroâŠâ Itadori not-so-successfully whispers to the black-haired boy, ultimately drawing attention from whomever was around the two of you. âFushiguro, isnât that your dad coming up the aisle?â
âAnd why does he have such a big bouquet of flowers?â Kugisaki adds on.
ThoughâŠonce Toji reaches the foot of the stage everything becomes very clear.
Because with a hand coming up to your mouth, and the spotlight shined on you, he lovingly hands you the plush bouquet of roses from below. Roses. Red, red roses.
With a silent thank youâyouâre kissing Toji on the cheek.
Every. Single. One of their jaws drop-
Inumaki starts scribbling something down in his notebook.
Yuta sticks an approving thumbs-up.
Even some of the parents in the audience whisper to one another - most nod approvingly.Â
And Toji catches Megumiâs eye to wink. âWeâll talk later.â He mouths.
Megumi nods mutely- excitement thrums through him so fast that his fists clenchâand Itadori has to clasp onto them. They succeeded? They really, truly succeeded?
His eyes are glimmering as he turns to Itadori and Kugisaki- both nodding excitedly in agreement. They couldnât squeal like they wanted to right now with Yagaâs speech droning on in the background, but afterâŠafter, they had a loooot of questions for the new couple.Â
Together; they loop their arms together in a silent victory.
Theyâre so back.
Though being silent was never something for Todo Aoi.
Yelling.Â
âFushiguro Toji rizzed Ms. Teacher before GTA 6â?!â
Status: W.Â
A/N. Honestly AHAHAH- this was so unserious.
Plagiarism not authorized.
Tokyo Drift - C.K.
Synopsis. A bad boy? Check. Your parents hate him? Check. Considers you the cute lilâ good luck charm for his high-speed street races? Check. But youâll be riding more than just Chosoâs carâŠ
Pairing. Choso Kamo x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!reader, racer!Choso, street racing AU, Choso with tattoos and piercings, talks of F1, small towns, gossip, slight good girl x bad boy, heâs so down bad, pĂșssydrĂșnk Choso, oraI (fem rec.), he goes FĂRAL, spĂtting, fĂngering, cĂșmming in his pants, heâs BIG, tummy buIges, making it fit, headIocks, manhandIing, Prince AIbertâs piercing, running from it, matĂng presses, rough s, body worship, DĂMBlFICATION, creampĂes, overstĂm, getting together, happy ending, pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 10.6k
A/N. I refuse to watch the F1 movie so this is the closest thing-
âLook at him-â
You sigh, âI know, heâsâŠâ
â-bad news.â
â-hot.â
It was inevitable that you and your group of friends would look at each other with odd expressions at the clash. You always did whenever it came to him.
Choso Kamo - the star of your cozy lilâ townâs latest gossip.Â
Youâd heard (well, it was impossible not to hear) that heâd just recently moved from the big city for an exchange program at your local university. Why anyone would willingly travel to some ramshackle town to be gawked at, you couldnât understand.Â
âIâm just sayingââ Youâre grumbling, gaze flicking across the green campus to where Choso was seated underneath a lone tree, face bent into a book.
Your stare lingers on the twinkle of his ear piercings in the sun, â-he doesnât seem that bad.â The dark, dark line tattoos crawling down the side of his neck. âWho knows? He seems almostâŠnice-â
Just then, heâs turning his head - precisely to meet your eyes.Â
Oh.Â
You can feel your breath hitch- and something at the pit of your stomach twists in a sudden lurch before youâre turning away in an instant. The glint of his deep eyes too stark, the intensity in them too burning.Â
âSheâs right.â Shokoâs the first to pipe up from your right, tapping her manicured nails on the top of your campus bench. âI wonât deny that everyoneâs being a lilâ hard on the guy just because he has a few tattoos and piercings.â
âAnd heâs a city big-shot with an annoyingly loud car.â
âAnd heâs a city big-shot with an annoyingly loud car.â
Utahime shudders, seated right in front of you so she has to turn at the feeling of Chosoâs stare - who immediately looks away. âWell- fine. But itâs also the way he looks atâŠâ
Your little group leans closer as she trails off, seemingly lost in thought.
Before nodding to herself in affirmation and narrowing her chocolate eyes- â-at you.â Unabashedly, sheâs jabbing her index your way, as you sputter in protest, âNo no, Iâm serious! Itâs like he- he wants to eat you or something, my dear.â
Shoko smirks, âKinky.â
âShoko.â Youâre groaning, flipping back through your textbook to distract yourself, if anything. âDonât let my parents hear you, Uta. Theyâve warned me every single day since heâs stepped foot here to steer clear of him.â
Which wasnât quite effective when you shared half your classes with the very man that haunted every nook and cranny of your town - and the minds of the people living in it.
And especially not when you couldnât help but notice him during said lectures; tall, quiet, always seated at the very last row with his head in some car magazine, fingers twiddling with the chunky metal rings on his long fingers.Â
Not that youâre looking at him that closely, that is.Â
You find your thighs involuntarily pressing together as youâre hastily darting your eyes to Choso once more, taking in the subtle curve of his pierced lips. The slooow flutter of his long, chestnut bangs in the breeze- âYâknow they told me just this morning to never so much as let him look at me? Apparently some neighbor of a neighbor of a neighbor saw him driving late at night and assumed he was involved in everything shady possible.â
âUnderstandable.â
âStill dealing with the olâ folks, huh?â Shoko grins as you wince, a reminder of the parents that absolutely refused to let you hold your own in one of the university dorms.
Not quite out-of-the-ordinary for such a small community, but you still did feel a twinge of envy whenever Shoko and Utahime happened to mention something about them being roommates.Â
âYou should just move in with us, yâknow- fuck whatever the lease lady says, we have more than enough room.â
âAh, one day.â Clearing your throat, youâre standing up- âAnyways, I should really get going before I miss my lab time.â
âAw, Yaga keeping you late for another project?â Your friend muses as Utahime grabs onto your skirt with a protesting whine, trying to tug you back down onto your seat with all her might. And itâs a small chaos that erupts in a few surrounding giggles, a stray eyeroll or two - and for a certain dark-haired man to spy up from his motor book.Â
Heady eyes locked on the scene, his gaze seeping right through your body. Choso tilts his head with a glimmer of interest that leaves your mouth dry no matter how many times you swallow.Â
Oh, he looked just devilish.
You struggle to keep your voice even, âYeah. Lab project.â And before you make your escape, youâre stealing one last glimpse at him- âNo need to wait up, Iâll find my own way home.â
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You were definitely, absolutely not finding your own way home.
And it was all your fault of staying way too late behind class hours, glued to one of your most important finals projects.Â
âDammit. Dammit.â Youâre whispering to yourself as you check the time flashing on your phone - just a little past 10PM, youâd already missed the last local bus.Â
The university was so empty that you could hear your own heartbeat thumping in your eardrums, in rapid unison with your footsteps. Leading up to the campus parking lot, a quick check showed you only a few stragglers that you didnât know.
With a sigh, you make sure to stand underneath where a streetlight was overspilling its glow, weighing your options in the dim atmosphere.
You could call Utahime for a ride - or maybe your parents? But as much as you loved them, the multiple earfuls youâd get on âresponsible time managementâ was enough to have you closing out of your Phone app.Â
Maybe you could (affectionately) blackmail Shoko into borrowing Utahimeâs car? No, the one time you two decided that was a good idea, the other girl had given you both a lashing that had you bowing at her feet for weeks.
Swearing underneath your breath, youâre opening up the Uber app and making appalled note of the prices. Ah, perhaps you were just meant to sleep here tonight. âIâd rather beg for a ride from Yaga-â
And then you hear it.
Youâre sure that anyone within a five-mile radius hears it, in fact- that low, infamous vrrrrâ that made the ground beneath you quake ever-so-slightly. It was the very noise that roared past your quaint neighborhood streets at night, the very noise that your parents made sure to complain about every morning after.
And there was only one man who would drive such a behemoth.
Chosoâs midnight black Ford Mustang glistens as heâs lazily pulling up to the flickering streetlight, taking up nearly the entire pavement. Too fast, too be lost, too slow to be heading for anywhere but you were - you can only gape as his tinted windows pull down almost silently.Â
Almost smugly.Â
The first thing youâre spying is the glimpse of a pale, beefy forearm gripping onto a leather-clad steering wheel. Tattooed and toned.Â
And then itâs him - Choso Kamo, in all his glory.
âNeed a ride?â
Youâre blinking, voice never quite reaching your throat- âWh-what?â
The first sound of your pretty, pretty tone and his hand tightens on the wheel - as if heâd just been zapped by volts of electricity.
He chuckles softly like heâd expected this, stray arm coming to scratch nervously at the back of his neck. And you donât know whether youâd simply been standing out in the cold long enough to muddle your mind, but you swear that Chosoâs ears tint a bright red. âI uh- I wouldnât mind dropping you off homeâŠor wherever it is you need to go?â
Expectantly, heâs searching his molten eyes up for an answer. But the longer Choso stares, the longer your silence stretches - and the darker the tips of his ears flush.Â
âIf- that is, if you donât have another ride coming for you of course.â Heâs peering his irises around, as if expecting one of your friends to pop out from the bushes any second now. Words running a mile a minute. âSorry for assuming, I just saw you here alone and- oh, p-promise it wasnât anything creepy I just notice y- fuck, I messed this up.â
And his shy smile withers, replaced by the anxious twiddle of his silver snakebites. Hand reaching for the gear shift now- âI should just-â
âNo, wait!âÂ
Youâre calling out before you can stop yourself, and itâs like Chosoâs body listens to your words before his brain does. Because heâs halting in his tracks with a comical yelp, enough so that you have to stifle a smile.Â
âI uhâŠI donât have a ride, actually.â Youâre telling him, with a deep breath.Â
And itâs only with a final glance âround your surroundings that youâre confirming Yaga really wasnât here and you really couldnât bother him instead.Â
Looking down at Choso and oh- heâs staring up at you with stars in his eyes. Curved grin urging you to speak- âIf itâs ah- not too much trouble, I would really appreciate a ride back home.â
âYes- yes, of course.â
And as if heâd not just been two seconds away from speeding down the pathway in embarrassment, he instantly lunges out from the driverâs seat. Speeding to the other side of the car and holding the passengerâs wiiide open for you.
Youâre slightly taken aback by the manners, by the innocent smile that suggested heâd never even thought of anything less. âOh!â Making sure youâre safely buckled before gently shutting the door, âThank you?â
âAny time.â
You canât lie to yourself and say that youâd never imagined what the interior of Choso Kamoâs notoriously intimidating car might look like. Feel like.
You just never imagined it to be as close to heaven as you could get - all luxurious woven seats and a touchscreen polished enough to mirror your awed face.Â
Youâre running your hand down the side of the car as you give directions to your home, your family would never even let you get close to a âdeathtrapâ like this. And as Choso starts driving, you canât help but breathe in that slightly bittersweet lavender scent of him, clinging onto the interior.Â
âThisâŠthis is-â Youâre grappling for the words as heâs shooting a kind smile your way, âSo all those car magazines arenât just for fun, huh?â
Chosoâs lips twitch, âYou noticed. Yeah- a 2025 Ford Mustang Dark Horse.â Tapping the wheel reverently, âMy pride and joy.â
âI can tell.â As he looks at you curiously, âMy family, we ah- we can hear you driving down the street sometimes, itâs incredible.â
Snickering, âBet the neighborhood hates me then. With good reason, this thing goes from 0 to 60 in four seconds. 500 horsepower-âÂ
Then thereâs a look he shares your way - something the complete opposite of the nervous, stuttering boy heâd been earlier. Perhaps closer to all the whispers that shrouded him instead- â-without modifications, that is.â
And you didnât doubt that heâd made many.
âSo how fast can you really go?â Youâre asking with a quirked brow, slightly leaned over the console to take in all the numerous meters on his side of the seat.Â
The heat of your proximity makes Choso bite back a gasp- âTrying to find out?â
Thereâs something in his words - his tone.
âWhat if I am?â
âI-Iâd advise you against it.â Heâs answering easily, the thickness of his thumb toying with the gear shift in dizzying circles. âDonât you know what everyone in this town says about me?â
âThey say a lot of things-â
âThe loudest being that you should stay away.â Long, dark locks fall over his features as he nods, pulling to a stop at a barren red light. Darkness inking beyond his headlights, as if the only living beings on Earth right now were you, himâÂ
âYou know, I donât care what they say if I donât truly know you.â
âLetâs- letâs just drive slow, get you home safe and you can forget about m-â
VRRRRâ!
And the assholes that had pulled up to the side of Chosoâs car.Â
Gesturing him to lower his window, the boisterous voices from the neighboring vehicle hit you instantly. âOi- nice car!â And before Choso can seemingly thank them, theyâre revving up the engine of their own. âWould hate to embarrass ya in front of your girl, though.â
âSheâs not my-â
âWhy doesnât she come with us?â One of their troupe of men lean out of the window, âWe can show her a real fast car.â
You grimace, taking a glance at the still-red light. âEw.â
âOi-â
Your savior turns up the engine of his Mustang, cutting off the other man cleanly - and just a peek his way shows you his darkened eyes. Eyes hooded, face bathed in red from the traffic stop. Tone hard enough that youâre wondering whether this was the same man from just a few minutes ago. âThose are fighting words.â
Orange now.Â
A sleazy cackle rings out, âThat so?â
âYouâre asking me?â
âNo, Iâm asking your gir-â
Green.
Youâre instantly sunken deeply into the cushion of your seat as Choso speeds off- tailed closely by the Mercedes of your unwelcome guest. So fast that your surroundings are a blur, so hard that you can barely even move your mouth-
âA- a race?â Youâre managing out.
âAnd weâre gonna win.â
Speeding; and you have a slight feeling that Choso was barely even trying as heâs looking over at the rearview mirror to watch the flashing headlights of his opponents.
Muttering underneath his breath, he shifts his gear with a clack to burst in speed- âFucking imbeciles.â And if you thought his car was loud before, then you werenât ready for him to smash the Sports Mode on his touchscreen and make the engine keen deafeningly.Â
âHold on tight, my girl.â
Clack!
âShit, a fucking Mercedes, huh?âÂ
Clack!
Clack!
Another gear shift, and youâre seeing the trees of the landscape mix into one great splash of mere green. Choso flicks his eyes over in the side mirror only once- before the entire car swerves to the right to block off the Mercedes. âFucking imbeciles.â
âCh-Choso.â Youâre gasping out, holding onto your seatbelt for dear life. Fuck- you think youâre seeing the line on his speedometer jerk upright as he steps harder on the gas pedal.Â
âYeeesâ?â
Your finger trembles - whether from fear or adrenaline, you have no idea - when youâre reaching it somewhere past the windshield. Eyes nearly bulging out of your skull once you take in the familiar road, âThereâs a bend coming around. Hard.â
âPerfect.â
Clack!
Youâre hitting the large dip in the road before you know it- thrown in so hard against the left side of the Ford Mustang that you claw onto Chosoâs arm. Reached right over the console to grab onto his flexed biceps, âHeh.â He looks down at you through lowered lashes for a second, âTold you to hold on tight.â
Gaping speechlessly, you dig your nails against his pale skin and watch as he bites down on his lower lip.Â
Fingers tilting down the rearview mirror, âAnd now, for those bastards.â
Bracing yourself, you manage to garner up enough strength in your body to raise your front off of him - only mildly mortified about being thrown around like a ragdoll by his driving. Taking a quick glance behind, âOh, they slowed down for the bend.â
âMhm, told you weâd win.â Choso grins, easily flicking off the Sports Mode for an easier regular one. Youâre cruising smoothly down the velvety road, Mercedes long out of sight and out of mind. âYouâre like my good luck charm- that means I better get you home safe nâ sound now..â
And thatâs exactly what he does.
No more races, no more assholes on supercars - youâre turning into the suburban street of your tidy neighborhood without another hitch.
Well, if you donât count the rumbling engine that was sure to disturb all the neighbors, that is.Â
But strangely enough, you canât seem to bring yourself to care as much as you should. Not even when heâs slowing down by the familiar driveway to your house, not even as you watch the lights inside flick on at the noise.Â
Dwindling into a low purr by the time that Choso stops- âA-about before- I am so sorry about that, I donât know why I let them get to me and-â Heâs running a hand down his pretty features, â-and I promised myself Iâd be good for you but-â
âAre you kidding me?â You breathe.
âIâm sorry.â
âThat was-â He winces, waiting for your outburst. â-amazing?â
Chosoâs fawny eyes widen, âWhat?â
âThat was the most alive Iâve felt in ages.â Youâre starting, âI mean- sure, I wanted to throw up a little but I promise once the nausea stopped it was really fun. And did you see the look on their faces- pffft, those assholes deserved it. Fucking- Mercedes.â Against all judgment, youâre gripping onto his broad shoulders just to shake with emphasis. âI didnât even know you could drive like that- have you ever considered real racing? Fuck, I wonder if you could go even faster with this beauty.âÂ
Now it was his turn to be awestruck. Soundless. And suddenly youâre understanding just how self-conscious he mustâve been back at the campus.Â
âHello?â
ââŠâ
âI meanâŠoh, what am I even saying.â You couldnât grab your bag fast enough, hastily opening the door. âThank you for the ride!â
You make three steps to your front porch - exactly three for Choso to snap out of his little reverie and chase right after you.
Long legs striding up, one of his matching exactly two or more of yours- a large hand catching your wrist, soft breath striking your face once he pulls you back. âWait.â
Pants desperate, voice pleading.
Youâre staring up at him so close that you could count each of his glinting metal piercings - those two sensual snakebites on his lower lip, one on his left eyebrow, several dangling upon both ears. And you swear you see one wink out from the tip of his pink tongue as heâs opening and closing his mouth.
âDo you-â
âI hope-â
You both speak at the same time, huffing out in slight amusement. You gesture for him to go, and he insists, âLadies first.â
âFine.â Youâre letting him have his way, and the defeat is not nearly as bitter as how sweet it was watching Choso beam down at you from his height. âI just ah- hoped I didnât weird you out or anyth-â
âNever.âÂ
He says it so seriously that you almost find yourself taking a step back- almost, because he still had his warm fingers curled softly around your wrist. As if heâd noticed your flighty demeanor, Choso drags you a few steps back with him, leaning against the side of his supercar. âActually- would you like to go to aâŠthing-â
âA thing?â
âA place-â
âA shady place?â
âYes-â Seeing the look in your gaze, â-but no! Itâs just a race- a big one.â And fuck- he was finding it difficult to hold the line of your sight, ears scorching redder and redder every second you bored up at him. âAnd I want you there- if you would like to come, as myâŠâ Choso winces, like he was despising each word spilling from his mouth. â-good luckâŠcharm.â
You grin, âIs that a date?â
He squeaks- âIf- if you want it to be.â
âHmm.â Pretending to think for a second, youâre only deciding to let Choso off the hook after you watch as he genuinely, physically sweats a trickle of perspiration down his temple waiting for your answer. âItâll be a date-â He gasps. â-if - and only if - you win first place.â
The grin youâre gifted with is devastating - and Choso Kamo doesnât stutter a single syllable as he quirks a brow. As he leans in. As he bends down just enough that his deep, drawling words tickle your ear, âOh, youâre gonna watch me win, baby.â
Oh.Â
And youâre still thinking of them even as you manage to waddle your feet back up to your house after exchanging numbers. Predictably, being met with a lecture from your parents and yet not registering a single word.Â
That is, not until-
â-and wasnât it that boy?â
Snapping up at their disapproving tone, âWho? That was Choso, he gave me a ride when there was no one else on-â
âYou should stay away, you know what they say.â Wagging a finger reproachfully, âHow many times have we told you to stay away from brutes like that? And you just had to go and get fondled by the exact same one the entire townâs been talking about- and donât lie to me, we saw you through the window.â
âThen youâd have seen that we were doing nothing.â Youâre gripping onto your bag hard enough to tear, heart thumping with anger where it was once excitement.Â
âThat was not ânothingâ, girl. I thought we raised you better than that.â
âBut-â
âAll the loud cars and the tattoos. Mark my word heâll end up-â
Mumbling, âHe was actually really sweetâŠâ
âWhat was that?â
âNothing.âÂ
âYouâll ruin your life.â
âI barely have one.â
With a long-weary sigh, you block out the rest of the screeching to head for your bedroom - the same olâ innocent bedroom youâd had since you were a child. Throwing yourself over your bed, you scroll through the listings of studios in your university area, as you often did.
Except this time, you dare to bookmark one. Just one.Â
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It was hard not to know when Choso Kamo stared.
Because Choso never stared, he never tore his eyes away from the glossy pages of his motorsports magazine, even during lectures. And you always did wonder how he managed to top the scores of each exam despite that.Â
Except for now.
Right now, youâre feeling the burning sensation of two dark peripherals on the back of your head - immediately making you swivel your own gaze behind you.Â
Lo and behold, there he was - pen tapping on the side of his plush, rosy lips, brows furrowed as if you were the toughest of calculations he just couldnât figure out. But the moment your pupils meet his, Choso only grins.
Mouthing, âTonight.â
Your veins bubble when you notice more than one pair of eyes from the lecture hall on the two of you, and the implication of something happening âtonightâ wasnât lost on your little audience.Â
But you nod anyway, a reminder of what the two of you had been texting back nâ forth for days now. âTonight.â
âWhatâs happening tonight and why are you eye-fucking Choso Kamo?â Shokoâs whisper infiltrates your little bubble - and many other nearby bubbles, if the way that a few students titter was anything to go by.Â
âShoko.â You elbow her side.
âNo no, I want to know too.â Utahime pipes up, âHave you learned nothing from the two-bit bad boys in those shitty Netflix movies we watch?â
âHeâs not just a two-bit bad boy, he also has a car.â Shokoâs adding on, âAnd I heard my neighborâs friendâs auntâs cousin say that heâs an F1 hopeful-â
The other gasps, âIs it the athleteâs salary tempting you, my dear? Yâknow, Iâm old money-â
Groaning, âItâs not like that.â
Shokoâs glancing between the two of you - Choso back at his books now that there wasnât anything more worthy of his attention. You were looking away, after all. She balances a pen on her upper lip in thought, âWhen did that even happen, though?â
After a few seconds of trying to hide in your hands wasnât working - in fact, it only made Professor Gakuganji throw more and more increasingly disgruntled glares your way - you sigh. âWellâŠyou two remember last week when I stayed late at the labs? And I said someone was kind enough to give me a lift?â At two matching nods, âIt wasâŠâ
âHim.â
âHim.â Utahime shakes you by your shoulders, âHe didnât do anything weird, did he, my dear? Oh, do I need to kill-â
âNot at allââ You wave them off, deciding to tell them about the impromptu race later today - preferably at an open space where it would be more acceptable for Utahime to scream bloody murder. âHe was actually sweet andâŠâ
Utahime and Shoko gawk at you with wide eyes, and the shorter-haired of the two speaks. ââŠand?â
âAnd a bitâŠcute.â
The pen clatters to down, down, down to the floor.
Already interrupting the class enough, you decide to simply rip the bandage off in one go- âAnd we may or may not have planned a date for tonight.â
It turns out that youâd very unfortunately overestimated Utahimeâs ability to control her scream in a closed educational environment.Â
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It was electric.Â
You felt electric.Â
Choso leans over his seat to indulge in your personal space, and youâre sure youâd be melting if it wasnât for the way that both your eyes were locked on one noisy opponent - that Mercedes.Â
Engine revving right beside the Ford Mustang, sour faces peeking through the window with a thirst for revenge - whoâd have thought that your lilâ enemy from the street competition would wind up being your opponents in an actual street race?
Honestly, tonight youâd let Choso drive you deep into a dingy corner of the town you didnât even know existed in all your years living here.
You doubted that anyone knew of this secretive scene.
Filled to the brim with as many supercars as your lonely roads could hold- hell, Choso had told you that some participants drove from multiple cities away solely for these races. They were lining every inch of tarmac like glitzy streetlights made to overpower, the type to have given half your town an aneurysm just to think about.Â
âItâs why I ended up here for my exchange program, yâknow?â He was whispering in your ear, voice low in a way it was just for you. âThe racing, the cars, the practice. I wanted it all before I went big.â
Dark eyes flickering briefly to you, âDidnât think Iâd find something else worth winning, too.â
Your breath hitched, you didnât know what else to say to that. And Choso didnât elaborate- instead informing you on the make and model of the cars that would be going up against him this time.Â
And the roaring cheers grow deafening by the time a woman in a glittering outfit waltzes over to the middle of the track, a handkerchief held carefully in hand. Her cheery voice chimes out. âAlriiight, I want a nice, clean race around town- not. You know the drill- all racers on go by the time the cloth drops. Readyâ?â
Teasing the little fabric around, you can pick out a few stray shouts surrounding the car- âChoso? Thatâs Choso Kamo? No way he seriously brought his gal- the man doesnât even know how to smile-â
âThey say itâs his last official race before he goes pro- better show off then, eh?â
âMove move I canât see- Oh my god itâs really him, shit, he has a girl, too. You think theyâll win?â
As youâre nervously toying with your fingers, you jolt at the sudden feeling of ice-cold rings sliding around your throat. One hand of Chosoâs on the wheel, the other putting slight pressure on your neck to make you gasp. âDonât you worry, baby. Weâre gonna win this.â
âSetâ!â
âBecause of the date?â You watch from the corner of your eye as sheâs waving the handkerchief âround like a chequered flag, raising it up, up, upâ
âBecause I have my lucky charm with me.â
âGoâ!â
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âOh sh-shit.â A shrill whimper tears out from your throat the very second that Chosoâs slimy tongue hits your inner thighs.Â
Heâs just so long - so dexterous that the pinkish tip of him curls inwardly along your sodden panties. Lavishing the swollen folds of your pussy with a few kittenish licks, you feel yourself buck in need at the slight graze of his tongue piercing. âFuuuck, Choso, youâre not even gonna take my p-panties off?â
âHaaaââ His scalding hot breath gusts out in a sticky pant, and you can only watch as his lips purse to spit straight down your slippery slit.Â
A fat glob of saliva that heâs smearing with the front end of his thumb, snickering. âNo.â
And then Chosoâs pursuing the quivering lips of your pussy like heâs a man starved - ravenous. Fuck, you didnât even know how you got here.
It was a given that he would win that street race, coming in first among all the cars with an almost ridiculous lead. But it was only when Choso had kept driving - not even stopping to collect his cash prize - that youâd started to question what he had in mindâŠ
And there you were- sprawled out across the back of his Ford Mustang and smearing the expensive seats with your sheeny slick.Â
Heâd driven you to the edge of some romantic viewpoint, a place to watch the twinkling stars above - but right now, Choso was drinking in a much better view.Â
âOh-â The edge of his sharp jawline strikes your cunt, âOh.â And no matter how close he was, he wanted more - he needed to see your pretty pussy all up close nâ personal.Â
Using the knobbly edge of his thumb to pull your folds apart with a sluuuurp, Chosoâs mouth just waters seeing you drip âround your stringy panties. âCongratulations to me.â Heâs drawling, syllables shaky. âSheâs better than any grand prize, my baby.â
âYouâre just so filthyââ Youâre whining, hips rutting off of the cushioned seats while heâs making out with your pussy through your panties.Â
Slap after slap of his mouth plastering to every inch of your hot core.Â
Itâs as if he was just trying to make you even messier, with each side of those rosy pink lips drooling against your pussy. âMmm, tell me something I donât already know, baby.â
Slickly rovering his tongue up nâ down the line of your slit- you feel Choso hone his wet muscle until heâs aligned precisely towards your sloppy hole. Pushinâ against the barrier of your underwear like heâs attempting to thrust his way in, âStop teasing me, Chosoââ
âTeasing? Whoâs teasing?âÂ
Another push of his tongue against the cloth of your drenched panties and you shriek, just barely feeling the pressure of his mouth drag against where you really needed him the most. âThen eat me out properly-â
Mockingly confused, your pupils sprint all the way to the back of your throat as youâre feeling him murmur straight into your cunt. âMânot teasing, I just canât see-â
âS-see?â
Looking down so fast that your chin knocks against your chest, in the dim street lighting you can make out the long mess of Chosoâs hair. The way his unruly bangs were gluing to his forehead, half-obscuring his darkened gaze.Â
âMmm, mâjust doing what I canââ He playfully hums, so close that he was practically nose-deep nâ yet still refusing to make out with your pussy past your panties. âOh, if only I had my pretty girl to pull my- oh, fuck.â
Choso doesnât get to finish his damn sentence before youâre giving him exactly what he asked for.
âIs this enough?â
Your trembly hands plunged into his clammy scalp, tugging on his silky hair- enough for you to admire his pretty, flushed face. All twisted into a mean smirk, âO-oh, now I can see.â Thereâs something unsteady in his words, as if he was on the very verge of shattering. âNow just tell me where you want m-mmpf-â
Then youâre shoving his face between your legs and Choso moans.
Mouth slacked all the way ajar- lengthy tongue coming out to simply flick aside your ruined panties. âF-fuck.â Chosoâs wastinâ absolutely no time prodding at your clenched hole and squeeze-squeeze-squeezing inside. âLemme see her. Lemme taste her- my pretty baby.â
Rutting the front of his hips into the backseat, he clings two large hands upon each side of your hips to haul your pussy deeper against his mouth.
Primal tongue slobbering everywhere, heâs gluing his textured tastebuds to the roof of your entrance and watches as you squirm oh-so-cutely. Pushing nâ pushing until he feels the first pressure of resistance from your cunt, âNgh- Choso, dunno if itâll- fit-â
âBut youâre a goood girl- arenât ya, baby?â Reeling back with a dewy plop! to prod his tongue into each of your nooks. âSo arenât ya gonna take my tongue like hah- a good girl?â
Your hand claws to clamp your mouth shut as you feel him stick his mouth against your entrance and start to bully inside once more. âI- I donât-â
âAh ah, none of that.â Only to have one set of his slender fingers tug down your shaky hand, hearing your pretty whines like his favorite song.
Fuck, Choso can only let you buck wildly once heâs rubbinâ his tongue piercing along your clit. âYouâre gonna be loud-â His tongue was just unfairly flexible, twisting around until the metallic orb near the middle hits down your nub with a splat! âYeah- exactly like that, pretty baby.â He could barely even speak through each pressurized push, âGonna let this, mmm, entiiiire fuckinâ town hear. And then-â
And then heâs throwing your boneless limbs over his broad shoulders, ankles locking on instinct âround the back of Chosoâs neck.Â
Itâs the change in angle that has you gasping, holding onto the cushions surrounding you for dear life when that only makes his mouth roam deeper- â-th-then youâre gonna fucking take all of my- ngh- tongue.âÂ
Muffled, each syllable leaves your pussy all raw nâ sensitive.Â
Splashing out oodles of syrupy sweet sap each time the tip of Chosoâs taste buds scrape the inside of your cunt. Stretchinâ out your poor hole to the maximum until youâre mewling at the sting.
Constricting widely, heâs shovelling your walls apart until youâre memorizing the exact feeling of his tongue. Pump after pump.Â
He wasnât just hungry - itâs like he hadnât eaten for eons with the way that Choso was grinding and grinding his face between your face. Each gyration of his tongue rendering you speechless, licking all over your sweetest spots until not an inch was left undiscovered by him.Â
You feel the glossy points of his snakebites stick against the base of your outer pussy and gasp.
âAnd then my cock next.â
âOh- oh my god- ngh-â You babble away- was it possible to bottom out on a tongue? Because the curvy tip of his tongue was reaching all the way near your g-spot and you couldnât help but sob.Â
Hands trekking down on instant to-
SMACK!
Your fingers twitch where Choso had swatted your hand away, crushing it within one of his. âBut Choso-â
âAnd who said you could play with my prize?â He tilts his head, dark eyes narrowed in a way that looked almost dangerous. Plump lips twitching with a sleazy grin, âSâmy pussy, baby.â
Before you know it, heâs guiding your guilty hand down to meet his maw. Slick-sheened fingertips finding their way just between his lips- oh, he was greedy for your sweet, sweet juices. He wasnât about to let you have a single drop.
Sucklinâ on them like his favorite flavored lolly, Choso stares right into your eyes once he replaces what you wanted with his own fingers.
A drive-roughened index smearing open the edges of your pussy, âDâyou know that?âÂ
Youâre shuttering your eyes in need, âOh my god your fingers-â
Pressing just inside your hole, âDo you know that?â You can only let out a few more mindless wails in response, and heâs slipping a second finger against the roof of your core. âNeed you to answer me if you want-â
âYes- yes.â You claw against his strong wrist so hard that youâre leaving marks. Doing anything - everything to get him to go deeper, to sloppily fill you up from the inside with his fingertips. âOhâŠmmm, please, Choso.â
âAnd donât you forget it.â Youâre being treated like a lilâ plaything - one thumb flicking your clit, two more scouring inside your glossy walls. âIâm taking my prize tonight.â
Thereâs a lecherous, resounding plop! as he manages to fully sink in the two prolonged fingers all the way till his knuckles hit the slope of your pussy. The curvaceous edge of Chosoâs index easily mazing past to locate your throbbing g-spot, âOh fuck- so deep- ngh, soâŠâ
Only letting off once your own fingerpads are licked all clean of your slick, he hastily pushes his face back into your treacly cunt. âThatâs it, thaaaatâs it. Fuck up into m-me- into my face.â
And he had you have you on his flushed face - Choso needed you on his face.Â
Right then and right now, itâs like heâs fighting against himself for a mere piece of your pussy. Like the sweetest dessert in the world, he laps up every slimy ounce of leaky slick- wide tongue draaagging in circles âround and âround your sensitive hole.
One that was being absolutely pummelled by his fingers, heâs filling up every slick orifice with the curve of his digits. Hooking them so they thrash right against your g-spot-
âThis is how ya do it.â You swear you watch as the mountains of Chosoâs knuckles turn red with the slamming impact of his pumps, âLook at her- mm, just look. Now this is a winning celebration, huh?â
âFuck- fuck fuck fuck-â Your pupils are speeding in stupid circles within the whites of your eyes, hands twitching on his brown locks. The metal of his snakebites snag against the sensitive part of your folds and your legs shake, âIt just feels too good- hck!â
Dragging down his handsome face harder against your pussy- and the manhandling force makes him rut. Crushing the rock-hard outline of his bulge against the carseat, âToo good, huh?â
And then the unthinkable happens - Choso dares to pull his long, hammering fingers out of your pussy.Â
Instantly latching his pearly white canines onto your clit to bite so you canât get out a single complaint- heâs forcing you to be patient as he reaches for something in the back pocket of his trousers. âDonât you move now.â As youâre starting to push away from his shoulders at the sheer fucking stimulation making you see stars. âDonât you fucking move.â
Heâs serious about not letting you escape- one hand reaching behind his sweaty head. He grips both your ankles in one hand and locks them together, pinning them firmly together, dragging you to him.
âExcuse me for this, baby, I canât take my hah- reward otherwise.â
In a split-second, his fingers are back to bullying between your puffy pussylips- but they werenât the only thing pryinâ apart your bubblegum walls.Â
Oh.
With a gasp, youâre lurching your dazed head up as much as possible - watching in real time when Chosoâs now-ringed fingers disappear between your folds.Â
Chunky, cold metal rings scraping your innards carnally, you feel him press a particularly textured one against the area of your nerves and see white- âOh- oh my god, mmmââ Reaching for the very back of your core, heâs scissoring your cunt open to reach for your g-spot with a dull thud!Â
Pushing into each softened spot.Â
Your throatâs clogging with saliva again and again as heâs thrusting in nâ out, in nâ out, in and- âI donât think Iâll last.â
Fuck, that makes him push his raging erection against the cushion and groan.Â
âThen cum on my face.â Choso states simply, pressing a sweet lilâ kiss on your clit. Your quivering entrance splatters out a few speckles of glittery slick that latch onto his chin, âCum on my mouth.â
Sticking his long tongue out, you can see the dot of his piercing glimmer in the dim lighting. Rovering down to swirl on your clit, heâs driving you wild with precise, prodding rolls right over your overstimulated nub.Â
It was a dual stimulation - and you shouldâve guessed from all the expert driving, but he was damn near taking you to heaven with all the multi-tasking.
Clawing at your every gooey spot, the splotchy stains of your sap cling onto his lips like a gleaming medal. Every swirl of his greedy tongue on your clit making your back arch so cutely into his touch.Â
The flesh of Chosoâs bottom lip teasingly juts out to tickle his snakebites along your slope, âCum alllll over my tongue, baby.â
At this point you donât know what to ogle - the vicious lashings of his mouth, or the way he just looked so pretty doing it.Â
Stray strands of his bangs falling over his forehead, ears burnt rouge, biceps flexing as he fights off the thrashing of your legs to keep you in one place.Â
âOh- oh, fuck-â
âYeah-â Your eardrums flood with the rickety sound of friction on his decadent carseat, and only then do you realize that Choso was humping it. Fucking you with his mouth the way he wished he could with his swollen cock right now. âYeah yeah yeah- exactly.â
Honey-brown eyes locked right into the target of your own as he bucks nâ bucks his face deeper into your sloppy pussy. Wrist aching, mouth panting, but he couldnât fucking stop.Â
Youâre feeling him directly smash in a repeated one-two against your g-spot and choke- âI-I think mâgonnaâŠâ Trailing off, each nâ every word slurs together into one long call-out of his name. Thighs twitching as if you were electrocuted, âOh, mmm- mâcumming, Cho-â
The only thing you can manage through your wobbly lips before throwing your head back and cumming.
Rushing into your orgasm so hard that it makes your ears pop! âIâŠI canât believe I- fuck!â Your lashes flutter at the way he kept his probinâ fingers jackhammering through your high, blinking back tears. âY-youâre only making it even ngh- better.â
Plap! Plap! Plap! The rugged joints of his knuckles nearly rub raw at the impact against your pussyâs slope, scouring against your poor battered g-spot.Â
Your hands were on his ready head, holding on to grind on those pretty features in sloppy drags. Zaps of your pleasure bursting at the feeling of his piercings on your flesh, âYou really are filthy.â
And Choso was more than happy to have his mouth be used, have the tip of his nose be ridden.Â
âThatâs it-â Eyes twinkling watching your cute lilâ hole spray him with flecks of slick, each peak of your high making you clamp down.
Heâs slithering his tongue just vertically down your treacly cunt to try nâ bully it greedily inside. Swabbing with the metal of his tongue piercing, and you think you see white. Head throwing back at the sheerly raw stretchhhâ
Yearning to feel the way your goopy innards squeezed âround his muscle once more, âThaâs it- oh, baby, clench like that and mâgonna cu- fuck.â
Too late.
Too late; Choso was already feeling your snug, dripping insides melt around his tastebuds and he was already creaming his pants. A dark, dark stain forming where his leaky orifice kept wadding out seed- the man takes a glance down and tuts.
âSâall your fucking fault, yâknow?â
âM-mine?â And by now your wave of euphoria was nothing but a few tingles here and there- so Chosoâs lifting himself out from between your trembly legs. Albeit with a sloppy last French kiss on your sopping pussy. Two.Â
Three.
Four- fuck, you had to be the one to wrench Choso away by the base of his perspired bangs. Leaving a few jet-black stains of his eyeliner smeared between your legs.
Forcing him to stop pussydrunkenly chasing the taste of your cunt, âYes, fucking look at me.â He sounds gone. âMâaddicted and itâs all y-your fault, baby.â
And he was dripping wet from his twitchy girth, so much so that his trousers stick to the upper half of his thighs like a second skin. Chosoâs peeling his ruined pants and boxers off and oh-
âFuck.â Youâre gasping, in a daze. Eyes never leaving the hot, pinkish length that heâd just freed, âYouâre soâŠâ
Big.
Huge.
Staggering.
Damn near nine or ten inches, and so pretty, too.Â
The cutest lilâ shade of pink on his globular tip, glistening with cum nâ covered with a few sparse veins that led to his happy trail. More than rock-hard, it looked painful. And was that- oh, fuck.Â
He had a fucking Prince Albertâs piercing - right there, dotted on the line of his sensitive slit. Choso slaps down his heavy cock between your legs and watches as you squirm at the feeling of him slipping nâ sliding between your folds.Â
From your distance leaned against the end of the backseat, youâre measuring him up. Eyeing the girth of him, fuck, he was fat enough that your legs squeeze-
âNow now-â Hastily, he unsticks your clammy thighs and flips you over onto your front. Leaning his weight down on your back to keep your restless body pinned, â-none of that.â Tonality breathy, octaves higher. âNone of that none of that- oh, youâre not getting off easy tonight, pretty baby.â
Somewhere along the line of you ogling his impressive length, Choso had taken off his rugged band t-shirt. And fuck- you didnât know which view was better.Â
Because he was naturally ripped - all lean abs and pecs that jiggled once heâs leaning down. Your mouth waters when you take in the piercings going through his rosy nipples, the draconic tattoos going down his neck.Â
Youâre craning your head, now on all fours. âI-I couldâve guessed.â Sheepishly, as heâs aligning his thick, throbbing cockhead against your entrance.Â
Choso pulls back on your tattered panties with a snap! âWeâre gonna give this entire town something to hah- talk about.â
And thatâs exactly what he does.Â
Because the moment you feel his reddish crown bulge between your folds- you almost bawl. The utter primal stretch so much that heâs clawing onto your hips to keep you still.Â
âCome on.â Choso spits into your open mouth, one of his free hands pressing up on your tummy - hard - just to feel that sensation of his large outline spearing through your walls. âCome on come on-â
âFuck- fuck, Choso, youâre in s-so deep-â
âHereâs the finish line.â You hear him titter from above you, index paintinâ an invisible line somewhere about halfway down your stomach. Right where his target of your womb was.Â
And before you can get out a single word, he rears his hips closer and makes you see stars. Closer. Deeper. The curvy weight of his tip bullies between your first ring of muscle, so thick that you can barely even clench. âFirst, mâhere-â
You gasp, âWh-what-â
âThe- the starting line-â Heâs hissing out, deliciously rutting a meager inch back nâ forth just to make you feel the way your entrance was gaped to the max. âNow IâmâŠâ
With a hand pressed down to feel your cute tummy bulge, Chosoâs fat cock slips further down your walls. Easing in after such a raw, primal squeeelch-Â
â-here.â
âOh- my god- I canât believe-â You whimper, nails clawing at the faux leather for all he was putting you through. Just a few more solid inches, a few more visceral bucks of his hips and youâre babbling stupidly. âAre you ngh- are you there yet? Are you even halfway?â
âMmm, not quite.â Choso twists out a grin.
Free hand snaking between your legs to lap up a few ounces of your sappy slick, mixing with his cum from before. Itâs such a filthy concoction, and itâs exactly whatâs being used to draw a line right over your tummy.Â
âMâhere and then-â Another rut, another line - higher upwards this time. The fat, aching length of his cock was slickly mazing between your walls and making your head spin. Tapping that lilâ spot with his pointer,  ââŠh-here.â
Until you could feel every pulse, every vein.
Choso Kamo didnât even have to try to fill your poor channel up, his vein-decorated shaft poking into every tiny crevice and cranny. Until you felt like you were being molded to his very size.Â
âAnd- and then-â Even he wasnât immune to the completely carnal feeling- your cunt was just too hot, too soft. Heâs pokinâ his pointed tip into one of your tender spots and throwing his head back at the way it makes your glossy walls tighten. â-finally-â Rutting. Half-thrusts. â-here.â
Hitting your cervix dead-on, right with his pierced part.
âH-hehâŠthe grand prize.â
Shit, all this effort putting up a cool front and that very first thrust shatters Choso.Â
It makes him gasp, it makes him stutter- groaning out your name in a gravelly tone like a mantra.Â
âFuck- theâŠgrand- oh.â Heâs babbling away his own joke, planting yet another thorough slam all the way to the back of your pussy. Hard enough that the vehicle quakes.Â
Strawberry-pink tip swelling up just a bit more at the impact. Sheathed until those curly dark hairs at his base, and Choso chuckles like heâd just stumbled across an epiphany. âYour cervix- I hit it- got s-second place, too.â
Second place�
You blearily blink your eyes, saliva flooding at the pure stretch. âAre you-â
Papâ!Â
âAnd third-â In a sultry split-second, youâre being pulled back by one of Chosoâs beefy biceps - in a fucking headlock. His pierced lips kissing the side of your face, âGot third, too, baby- are you p-proud of me?â
Your hands fist in his silken hair- âYes- Yes yes yes- ngh, it just feels too good, Cho.â
Thereâs a sudden slurp, and suddenly the two of you are snapping your heads back down to watch how your stimulated pussy grows even wetter. Spraying out syrupy slick with each of his furious pumps, every slam leaves his meaty thighs stuck to the backs of yours like adhesive.Â
A roughened thumb slithers down to spread your pussylips. âO-oh.â Just so that he can watch his achingly hard cock disappear from your winking hole. Studded piercing dipping in and out in and out in and out- âWeâre gonna break this damn car, babyâ Just like this hah- pretty pussy is breaking me.â
Headlock tightening, backseats creaking. âCh-Cho, are you-â Another smash against the spongy layer of your cervix and he swears.
Youâre peering into the tinted window of his Mustang and seeing the full effect of your sweet, candied pussy on him.
Head hunched, back muscles tense.Â
Itâs like he was breaking - bit by bit with every swab of his cocktip against your deepest innards. The rounded globe of his orifice probes into the door to your womb and you find yourself drooling. âChoso, are you even ngh- okay?â
Chosoâs long lashes bat, eyeliner smudging âround sexily, âNo. Fuck.â Sizzling tastebuds lolling out to lick the salted tears streaming down your face. âFuck- fuck, how could I ever be okay?â
Youâre feeling his abs plaster against your spine, usinâ the weight to angle his roaming length even deeper. âA pussy as sweet as you- ohhhh.â Grunts departing into your ear following each rut after rut- âMân-never going to be okay.â
Chosoâs puffy veins drag against your g-spot and you whine. âH-harder.â
âHarder?â Something that sounds like a pussydrunk giggle escapes him, eyes wide. Feral. âCan you even handle harder, my girl?â
Huffing, the first thing youâre thinking to respond with is a sloppy nod. Your neck is barely even capable of keeping your heavy head upright by now, âFaster, too.â
Oh.
Oh.
You were fucked.Â
Because when you said âfastâ, you didnât think that he would act this rapidly. Taking barely a second - no, a nanosecond - to plunge his angrily hard dick out nâ flip your limp body over.Â
From the filthiest doggy position to having your legs âround his slender waist, his cock ebbing deep inside once more. The new angle easily lets his weepy girth map your walls, mazinâ inside like a searchlight.Â
Reaching your aching g-spot easily- âHold on tight, my girl.â
And then heâs fucking your dizzy brain thoughtless.Â
Until the firm, steady frame of his supercar was shaking from side-to-side.
Plump, raging cock stuffinâ right between your folds to poke against the top of your cervix. Again and again. Thump after thump.Â
His piercing is so cold that it makes you shiver. And Choso takes extra care to make sure that his winding veins find a way to precisely scrape your most treasured spots.Â
One hand holding onto the right side of your face, gently brushing against the top of your cheekbone. âIt feels so hah- good, oh.â The other toying with your pretty lilâ clit, âSo good itâs driving me- fuck, crazy.â
Drawing out the cutest hearts with his thumb on your nub, Choso was just so gone that you swear his pupils were starting to turn heart-shaped, too.Â
Especially once he catches two of your hands snaking down the sweaty line of his chest- stopping right where the curve of his pecs were. Without a second thought, youâre fingering the sensitive area of his nipple piercings.Â
Choso arches, he shivers. âHeh, youâre fucking dangerous, baby.â Drilling cock overspilling your insides with a few sticky wads of precum as you tug on one of them.
You whine when heâs withdrawing the loving hand from your cheek to swab the cavern of your mouth. âThatâs what they said about- ngh- you.âÂ
âMmmââ He lolls his head pussydrunkenly, nuzzling into the crook of your neck. Youâre sure that Chosoâs leaving a few bites and smears of eyeliner for you to worry about later. Each word punctured with a thrash of his rotund tip, âWell, they donât know me yet.â
âA-and I do?â
âWellâŠâ And that makes the sinful man grin.Â
It makes him unload the hand from your ajar maw - removing it with a few stringy ribbons of spit. And itâs exactly that moisture that Chosoâs using to write out your damn name on his left pec, right above his heart.Â
âYou-â Your voice clogs up in your throat- because he wasnât done. Far from it.
Because soon enough, the ringed fingerpads simply teasinâ your clit start to repeat in a pattern. A swoopy few movements that youâre realizing is his name.
C-H-O-S-O-K-A-M-O
Yours on his heart, his on your cunt.Â
Spelled out expertly on the buttony top of your clit, youâre seeing stars after each quick movement. The sharp turns nâ swoops of his name being branded onto you was almost too much to handle.Â
Which was exactly what he was looking for- and the tips of Chosoâs plush lips twitch at the sight of you slowly edging towards your high. âYeahhh, you fuckinâ do. Know me better than hah- anyone else here, my pretty baby.â
Throat breaking out in a sob, âI-Iâm so close-â Pulling on his hair, thrashing up your hips. âNot gonna hngh- last too long, Choââ
âOh, yeah? Say my name like that- say my name.â
But you canât say anything, really - because in a singular, fluid motion, Choso has your legs perched on his flexing shoulders. Your capped knees pressing down until they hit your tits- the realization smites you and you gasp.Â
âA-a mating press?â
âWhaaaatâ?â Drawling out through a drunken hiccup, he gifts you three strikes with his Prince Albertâs on your g-spot. Thud-thud-thud. âWanna see your gorgeous fuckinâ ngh- face when youâre cumming on my cock.â
This angle was perfect for glissading a line of pre straight across your g-spot, unstopping until heâs hitting the back of your cervix with a rattling thud. Speeding his sloppy tempo up until the smacks of skin-on-skin were downright deafening.Â
Ears ringing with the sappy squelches reeled out of you after every second of his rough cadence. With the way the car was shifting- âYouâre just so- so filthy.â
âMmm, only for you, baby.â Comes out the ragged response, something near the tailend of his sentence cracking. And so is his restraint. His sanity. âA-Always for you, baby.â
Heâs driving into you as if he was crazed; toned pelvis of his stinging red, temple trickling with sweat, the fat circumference of his crownhead was leaving absolutely no spot unturned. Thumb nearly a blur on your clit, it makes you arch to have him rewriting his name over nâ over nâ over.Â
Chosoâs simply ruining you from the inside out, and you can feel your body twitching already in response.Â
Pants hoarse- gone. He finishes off yet another signature twist of your clit - C-H-O-S-O. âAnything for you, baby.â
And then you donât know whoâs first - itâs simply crashing into both of you at once.Â
A long, blissful wave of euphoria that leaves your vision all white nâ delirious. Youâre just so full- being stuffed to the very brim of your dripping wet pussy with his cum. Creamy white ropes that glue to the start of your womb nâ end up being stirred about by his length.Â
The only thing you can even think to do is wrap your arms âround Chosoâs neck and give him a lingering kiss.Â
Mind spinning, stomach twisting - itâs probably the hardest orgasm of your life.
Feeling him moan into your mouth through each clench of your high, âBetter than Iâve ever fucking- ngh, imagined.âÂ
Oh, it was just too cute to have him confessing like this as heâs fucking you through his high.Â
Pushing each knot of sinful cum even deeper- âYouâre better than a ngh- dream.â It makes him sensitively whimper to feel you clamping down at his words. Webs of ivory syrup sploshing through your channel like a second skin. âYou might just be- oh, my dream, my girl.â
Thereâs just so much of it.
So much thatâs spilling out. Coating his bulky base in a slathered ring of white, neither you nor him can even think to care about the stained material of the seats.Â
Only plowing probe after probe of his blushinâ tip to probe into your favorite spots, Choso leaves your toes curling at the pleasure of having him draaaaag out your high with his veiny cock.Â
And it takes you a few seconds to register his whiny words- âYou- you really mean that?â
âY-yeahâŠâ Heâs breathing out, in awe. Flinching when your fingers start to caress the crimson tips of Chosoâs ears, âMeant every fucking word.â
âAnd I do, too.â At his slightly puzzled expression, youâre chuckling. âRemember the first time we met? I told you I donât care about hck! anything this lilâ town says.â Itâs almost too intimate having you brush away his bangs from his gawking eyes, but you couldnât think of anything more fitting. âNâ I still donât give a single fuck what they have to say-â
âO-oh.â
Choso ends up cumming again - simply from hearing those words fall from your beautiful mouth.
Except, this time, itâs dry. Just a single pearly bead of sap beinâ withered out, he juts the throbbing crown of his cock up against the roof of your cunt.Â
Knees planting deeper upon either side of your hips to give you a thorough slide of his exhausted, pierced cock. Heâs cumming out near sparks by the time he spits out- âYour- your parents are gonna kill me.â
âMy parents are gonna kill me.â
âN-next time-âÂ
You knew heâd just bared his feelings out for you, but you canât help but feel your heart flutter at the mention of a ânext time.â â-mâfucking you in your bedroom, my girl-â The raspy tone of Chosoâs breath makes you shiver, up close nâ personal. â-while your parents are home.â
.
.
.
âDid you hear- they say that Choso Kamo races F1 and heâs-â
âForget the racing! Did you hear heâd apparently taken her out- yeah, her, after that race last night andâŠwell, I hear there were numerous noise complaints at that cliffside viewpoint.â
âOh, my auntâs her neighbor and she said the house was in chaos the entire night after she came back. Couldnât even walk apparently.â
âHe was that good?â
âGood enough that she packed her bags and moved into a place of her own, apparently.â
.
.
.
âAaaaand Verstappen holds the lead but Kamoâs close behindââ You never did get tired of the revving thunder of the cars, the booming voice of the Formula 1 commentator fighting to be heard above them.Â
Youâre leaning against the wall of the VIP box with Utahime and Shoko - meant only for family and friends, stomach churning as it always did whenever it came to the last lap of Chosoâs races.Â
âOh- oh! You can see Kamo weaving behind, ohhh itâs a tight one, ladies, gentlemen, and every folk in-between.âÂ
It was honestly still surreal to be here, of all places, after everything.
After how many told you that heâd break your heart, and here he was holding it with him through each lap like heâd fall apart without it.Â
As the distance closes - all power, pressure, and speed - youâre yelling his name at the top of your lungs despite the fact that he wonât hear. âCome onâ Choâ!â Waving about the flag with his number and color as all his tens of thousands of fans did. âNot too long for the finish lineâ!â
The announcer bellows, âAh, youâve got Kamoâs girlfriend, one of our most beloved F1 WAGs, yelling as the finish line draws nearer- so close! So close! Will he make it?â As that chequered flag raises, his familiar car speeds. âPush now, boy!â
His engine roars - and so does the crowd, split-seconds later.Â
âAnd in the final corner, itâs Choso Kamo who seizes the chequered flagâ! He wins the Italian Grand Prix! What a drive! What. A. Drive.â
Choso doesnât give a single shit about the few victory laps, he doesnât even wait for a final discussion with his pit team.Â
Zooming right past the finish line and further along the main straight. Right where it was most visible to you from your seat, heâs immediately punching on the gas pedal and swerving the absolute monster of his racecar.Â
Right then and there on the tracks.
Right into the shape of aâŠheart?
Youâre giggling behind your hands as the commentator cacklesâ âA celebration for his eighth win this season, Kamo shows off his title- and his love!â
Surrounding you, you can hear the crows coo and cheer, you can already taste the fizzy champagne being popped. And in nearly no time, your boyfriend has pulled his car up to the parc fermĂ© - running right through the outline of a heart heâd drawn in celebration.
Running right up the stands to you-
But not into your arms.
No, not at all.Â
Instead, Choso Kamo drops to one knee right before you.
The audience loses it- and you hear the booming loudspeakers squeak. âWait- waitâs whatâs happening in the VIP box?! Choso Kamo- it canât be-â
And Utahime, without a single word, digs inside her purse and throws a small, velvety ring box over within the blink of an eye. One that Choso catches with ease. And oh, he just looked so pretty.
The same boy you met all those years ago - lengthy hair mussed up from his helmet, rosy lips quivering, face flushed.Â
âIs everyone in the pits watching? Is everyone at home watching? This is absolutely sensational! Choso Kamo has just seized the moment to propose to his long-time girlfriend, an incredible celebration of love weâre seeing here on the tracks today.â
So in love.Â
Choso whispers, âIt would be a dreamâŠif you would marry me, my girl?â
Tear-filled, you can only nod.Â
âLadies and gentlemen, and every folk in-between â we have a winnerâ!â
A/N. The things I would do for him cannot even be spoken into existence.
Plagiarism not authorized.
Internet Girl - C.K.
Synopsis. On campus? Choso Kamoâs the sweet, shy nerd you share film class with - the one who can barely meet your eyes without blushing. Online? Choso Kamo is really @cursed(your)wombzâthe #1 streamer on C4mBoyfriends with 820k followers to see hisâŠnine inches. And he might just be looking for a partner.
Pairing. Choso Kamo x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!reader, streamer!Choso, (sort of) BÌJ Alex AU, cĂĄmboy!Choso, college AU, heâs a nerd, film nerd!Choso, secret identities, masks, pĂercings (ears, tĂłngue, D), tattoos, chat, streaming, youâre a fan, identity reveal, exhĂbitĂonism, oraI (fem rec.), again PlERCINGS, tongue f, spĂtting, p sIapping, p talking, letting the viewers choose, fĂngering with rings, overstĂm, dĂșmbifĂcation, Jacobâs Ladder, rough s, fiIthy s, heâs sIightly mean, tummy buIges, making it fit, pressing down, talking you through it, cIit pinching, pĂșssydrĂșnk Choso, matĂng presses, chokĂng, manhandIing, mocking, sIight nĂppIe stim, creampĂes, chat Iove you, cĂșmpIay, getting together, Phantom of the Opera references, pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 14.9k
A/N. Hehehehehe-
Sunday was the night youâd found him; sprawled out on your bed and thumbing through the Internet. Some glitzy pop song you couldnât name blasted from your speakers, and the room was saturated in the tingly excitement of having speedy Wi-Fi, no assignments, and the night to yourself. LED lights pink.
Youâre checking some of your messages - doling out a few hearts, a few reposts - when that bell-shaped button bursts in blue. A new notification.
@cursed(your)wombz liked your repost.
It was on a photograph of the Sunâbig and yellow, seemingly melting over a grey horizon.
Which was perfectly ordinary- this was the Internet, after all. And though your list of followers was modest, of course youâd interact with a stranger here and there.
The problem was in the way the notification disappeared as soon as it came.
AnâŠaccident maybe? This person had liked and unliked your repost. And without a second thought, youâre typing their username into the search bar.
And clicking on their profile.
@cursed(your)wombz huh?
He had a pitch-black profile picture and a layout with nothing of note, a banner as equally colorless and unnotable, and a simple bio stating:Â
I know what you wantâŠ
- C.
And beneath that was a link.
It stood out stark against the black background. You donât click on it, of course- for fear of being something malicious, youâre avoiding it like youâd avoid a minefield.Â
Youâve already heard one too many horror stories on here about such things. One click and youâd find your address posted somewhere. Instead, your eyes drop to the number of followers he hadâŠand your eyebrows are immediately shooting up.
0 Following.
581k Followers.
Now that makes you blink.
Okay- alright, maybe it wasnât the most astounding number youâve ever seen throughout your expansive time on the Internet - but it was still niche celebrity-status. Especially on this app. Especially to be stalking an account like yoursâŠwhere all you did was repost the stray picture of a pretty landscape or yell into the aether about your missing assignments for your friends to comment on.Â
Now that was a little strange.
And so youâre scrolling down.
And you never quite know what youâre in for whenever you enter the realm of a personâs accountâfanfiction with tags you never knew existed, one part of an argument on social media that really shouldnât exist, mpreg.Â
Which was all fine and dandy to be quite honest- you just never expect to be met with the most beautiful man youâve ever laid eyes on.
The first picture youâre seeing- pinned.
Posted just an hour ago. Itâs a mirror selfie taken at a low angle; of a man with his body angled towards the lens and his phone covering his face. In nothing but a towel. With nothing but his chiselled body. His beefy arms flexed as he takes the picture, biceps rippled with a few veinsâthough still lean and almost smooth to the touch. Pierced nipples. Defined abs. Your eyes linger on the sparse dusting of dark hair leading below, below, below his fluffy white towelâŠ
The picture cuts off just a few inches past his navel. You know because youâre enlarging it.
The photo is almost vampiric in nature.
Somehow.Â
Dimly-lit. Beautifulâhe clearly knew his angles and lighting. Itâs slightly blurry and you canât make out much of the manâs features - nothing more than the slender length of his fingers, silver rings, and the outline of his dark (perhaps brown?) hair. Touching his shoulders. From just above the hem of his towel, the amorphous blur of a tattoo snakes down his left v-line - and no matter how much youâre zooming in, you canât quite figure out what it is.Â
Something twists at the pit of your stomach as youâre latching your eyes onto the very obvious bulge he was sporting through the towel - very.
The flash created a shadow of his lengthy cockâoh. Hanging between thick thighs, heavy and needy. And it also illuminated the slight dampness clinging onto his body; perhaps heâd just gotten out of the shower, or was about to take on after a workout.Â
Whichever scenario it was, both made your thighs clench- fuck.
Fingers slightly shaky, youâre exiting out of the picture and scrolling down for more.Â
The next post is a video seemingly taken from the very same instance: it was from the point of view of the beautiful man. Facing downwards, as he zoomed the camera in on his bulge and ran one vein-covered, ringed hand down his abs- down his pelvis- down to that throbbing erection and squeezed himself through his towel.Â
And then through your speakers echoes out the most pornographic moan.Â
Thank goodness your dorm had thick walls.Â
And thatâs when you decide that youâve seen enough.
Not enough as in enough enough to block this strange man and move on with your life- of course, not. As quickly as your fingers would possibly let you, youâre exiting out of the video and scrolling up to a bio that seemed to have more to hide than the first time you read through it.Â
The link stands mockingly stark - almost winking at you - against the dark background. You think you know what it is.
And you click on it.
Suddenly, your laptop screenâs flooding with a gaudy pink color. A loading circle swivels in the middle of it for a few seconds, before youâre met with a logo in swooping, slanted black script: C4mBoyfriends. Better than that boy in your dms.
Rapidly, youâre opening up a new tab and typing in the name.
âC4mBoyfriends is an adult streaming platform that hosts webcam performers that choose to label themselves as male. Here they can stream live video, post photographs, and interact on forums with a wide array of paying viewersâfor a range of content catering to specific niches or sexual roleplays. C4mBoyfriends, since its recent launch, has shot up in the industry as one of the most-visited adult sites and the safest for its performers. All cuts go to the performers themselves and the site runs on separate donations from its audience.â
Ah- youâd guessed right.
Excitement burbles at the pit of your stomach for a few seconds. Youâre clicking back onto the tab with the pink logo, and finding that itâd stopped loading.
It was in the layout of a streaming device, with static images of ongoing streams on one side of the platform, and different pages listed out on top. But what took up the majority of your screen was the vision of the very same man from before- from the mirror selfie, from the video.
This time, it was a stream.
@cursed(your)wombz is streamingâ#1 streamer on C4mBoyfriends [101 week streak]. [Only solo]. Your internet boyfriend <3
0 Subscribed.
820k Subscribers.
455k Currently watching.
This time, he had his towel lifted up and his hands fisted around his fat cock.
Perfectly angled.Â
Your jaw drops. He was about eight- maybe more inches, though you werenât in the state to count. Way too entranced by the way his veiny, ring-decorated hands were wrapped around his cock. Large. He was just so loooong and standing tall between wide-spread legs, shiverinâ every time heâs gliding his hand up and down. Up and down.Â
Again and again.
Getting faster by the second before he arches-
The edge of his thumbâs reaching for his ruby-red crownâthen smearing the glistening liquid that just kept on foaming from the top. He lathers it upon his palm and drags it down his hot erection, making every inch gleam underneath the off-camera lighting.
Youâre clicking on a button to increase your volume.
And just in time, too, because then he snakes his left hand down and squeezes his heavy balls- letting out a botched groan that leaves your shorts oh-so-wet.Â
Deep and guttural; thereâs a slight quiver in them as he whispers. âF-fuck.â Just so full and sensitiveâthe manâs head tips backwards and his hips buck off the cushioned chair. Sluttily. As though he was fucking something invisible. Itâs creaking ever-so-slightly as he settles back down, composing himself just a little bit before he starts cumming.
Pearly white droplets of cum.Â
Beading from the very top of his shaft - where he was the most pink nâ angry - shaking as he empties out. Globs of it start to glide down his length, and a few more collect where his silver Prince Albertâs piercing was positioned right beneath his mushroomy tip.
Youâre just letting your eyes linger upon that little heap of satiny sap, when the man thumbs upwards and smears that, too. Such a mess.
And you think that might be all- but then heâs reaching his non-dominant hand upwards and pressing down on his frothing cockhead. Stopping himself from cumming - and as he leans to the side, you swear youâre glimpsing the twinkle of even more piercings on the upper side of his shaft. Was thatâŠa Jacobâs ladder?
Youâre rendered so damn speechless that you almost donât register him speaking- âAwwww, did my pretty sluts wanna watch me cum?âÂ
A shiver runs down your spine at the hitched tone of his voice- drunk on lust. Heâs slightly slurring. So alluring, you almost catch yourself nodding.
âWell, too bad.â The man meanly snickers, before heâs suddenly reaching out with his non-dominant hand and angling it higher. The screen shifts to display that very same mouth-watering body from the pictureâthough, this time with the addition of a black-and-white mask that covered his features from forehead to his sharp jawline.Â
The only opening in it was a concave cutout for his mouth - almost reminiscent of a Phantom of the Opera mask. In the background was a clearly expensive bedroom of a clearly expensive home - far different from your single dorm - an artwork that you couldnât name on the wall behind him. Something like a photograph or a portrait. Something about it was so precise- so cinematic. Like watching a movie scene. He continues, âBecause you know why? You donât deserve it.â
Thereâs a flurry of comments on one side of the screen, so fast that you wonder how he reads it.
âDidnât I tell you to spam me with your nastiest stories in the chat?â He asks, and from beneath his mask you catch the outline of dark eyes shifting down those hurried words. Those needy comments. âNone of you are nasty enough, so none of you get to see me cumâŠâ
Youâre tearing your eyes off of him to peruse what they were saying.
@girrrrrrrrrrth: nuuuuuu please, curse! iâll get on my knees!!
@vampzo333: me too ME TOO
@likezmenpregnant: My story about the body pillow wasnât nasty enough? TT
@CCpervnextdoor: AWWWW Iâm begging~
@Curseâswifey: IâLL PAY YOU EXTRA PLEASEEEEEEE
@Curseâswifey donated 500 cherries.
âTch- what a desperate bunch. Just fucking look at yourselvesâŠâ And though his words werenât in the least bit nice, you couldnât deny just how badly he made your cunt twinge.Â
CurseâŠthatâs what his name was, huh?
Youâre squeezing your thighs together- your sleep shorts were definitely soaked.Â
Curse rolls out the kinks in his neck just a little, and stares down at the camera with a crooked grin. âBut thatâs not gonna be enough. I said to be nasty- so be nasty.â The active chat becomes nothing but a blur once more: pleas, donations, stories half-typed in their urgency. âAnd in return Iâll moan whatever name you want me to moan when I cum.â
Before you know it, youâre opening up the sign-up page in a new tab.
Keeping Curseâs livestream playing in the background as you zip through your details. Youâre picking out a username for yourself: Ietsmakeamovie and hastily going back to the ongoing stream with your newfound handle. Was it too obvious to make it the same username as your other account? The one that he had stalked?
Fuck- youâre too wound up to think of something else at this point. You decide that youâll change it laterâŠ
Luckily, Curseâs stream didnât have a paying threshold before you could comment. And youâre jittery with excitement as you pull the laptop closer to yourself and start typing out somethingâhitting send before you could overthink it.
@Ietsmakeamovie: Seeing you is the first time Iâve gotten this wet.
Curseâs eyes drift down the chat, and he seems to latch onto something. Eyes widening just a fraction.
âThe first time?â
Fuck.
Youâre feeling a jolt at the way he addresses you - never expecting him to pick out that comment amongst tens of thousands of others that were uttering even filthier things. Curse leans in and speaks with his deep tone, âThose other boys didnât know how to treat a perfect pussy like yours, huh? This is why they call me the Internet boyfriend, baby.â
@Ietsmakeamovie: Yeah.
@Ietsmakeamovie: Fuck, youâre so hot.
@Ietsmakeamovie: I donât even wanna look away to touch myself.
You feel embarrassed typing it all out - but you console yourself with the notion that no one here knows who you are. And you donât know anyone here, either.
Curse leans back and starts pumping his cock even harderâtaking his left hand off the drivelling top. His milky-white precum is frenzied nâ sticks to his hand like glue, and the chat grows more and more excited as Curseâs actions do the same.
âThatâs alright, baby, you donât have to finger yourself.â He chuckles, eyes locked on the comments. âIâd be doing that for you if I was there.â
@Ietsmakeamovie: Wish you were. Youâd reach so much deeper.
@Ietsmakeamovie donated 1000 cherries.
âFuh-fuckââ He hisses, head throwing back in his chair. You take the time to admire the lines of his prominent Adamâs apple - the way it bobs every time heâs taking a shaky swallow. âNo need to donate or anything, baby, just keep- ngh, talking tâme like this and thatâs enoughâŠâ
@0003h0lesforCurse: holy shit. iâve never seen him like this.
@CCpervnextdoor: Needy Curse I like it~
@bewbsRlife: KEEP GOING OP KEEP GOING!!
You giggle to yourself.
@Ietsmakeamovie: Enough to make you cum, Curse?
âGreedy, greedy girlâŠâ Through the slightest gaps in his mask youâre catching the way his nose crinkles in amusement. A wolfish smile. âSâthat what you all want?â
The chat explodes in agreement.
He cocks his head, âMovie?â
Was that your new nickname now? Hastily, you reply-
@Ietsmakeamovie: Mhm.
âWell thenâŠâ He grins, toned body arching off the chair. âGet ready for a showââ Darkened gaze narrowing at the comments, âAnd you better not take your eyes off of me for a single second- hump your damn pillows if you have to. I donât care.â
Quickly grabbing your own puffy pillow, youâre stuffing it between your legs.
Right as Curse lets his head loll backwards- and his cum drizzles out of his cock. Heâs been edging the poor viewers and overstimulatinâ himself for so fucking long nowâall it takes is a few pumps to let the cascade of white coat his hands and his rings. Just the slightest bit of silver peaking through.
Hard and fast.
The manâs cockhead flushes even redder as he drags his high out deliciously. Every burst of dopamine. Every heaving pant. Every pretty moan escaping him.Â
It seems to be ramming into him in waves- gooey ribbons of seed coat his digits. Getting smeared like a gloss across eeeeevery single inch, ridge, and veinâand since Curseâs pace was something furious, a few globs of cum splatter across the towel and onto his thighs. A mess that heâs seeming to love.
Because in the next few seconds, heâs wrung out just the final bits of pleasure in him- and is raising his cum-coated fingers up to his mouth and sucking. Staring straight into the camera lens as he does so.
Youâre watching slack-jawed as those long, lacquered digits disappear between his lips. Finishinâ them off squeaky clean and letting his head tip to the side.
He mouths, âMovieââ
Part of your username.
Though you hadnât asked for him to moan your name, as heâd promised to do to one of the viewers had they been nasty enough. And this special treatmentâŠ
Maybe he did it to every new viewer. Maybe he just liked how much you complimented him- though everyone else did, too. Either way, itâs perhaps what sets off the bursts of electricity between your legsâand soon enough youâre hurtling into a high you hadnât even realized had been building up and up and up.
Your lashes flutter shut as the orgasm overtakes you.Â
Hips ruttinâ away into the plushness of your pillow- you wonder just how much better riding him would beâŠ
And thatâs setting off a whole new layer of dopamine at your core, your cunt quiverinâ as white-hot pleasure makes your heartbeat throb in your ears. Chest pounding. Breaths heavy.
By the time youâve finished pushing through your high, youâre coming to find that Curse had somewhat cleaned himself up with the towel and was bantering back nâ forth with the chat. He rests his head on one hand and sweeps his eyes down the usernames, âWhat happened to dear Movie, huh?â Curse pretends to pout. âThe first stream wasnât too much for her, right?â
@girrrrrrrrrrth: kekekeke youâre too freaky, curse!!
@CCpervnextdoor: So dirty~
@daddytoeknee: Must thank Movie for the show thoughâŠ
Urgently, youâre gathering yourself and tapping a few buttons on-screen.
@Ietsmakeamovie subscribed to @cursed(your)wombz.Â
@Ietsmakeamovie donated 2500 cherries.
@Ietsmakeamovie: Itâd never be too much.
âAhhh, there you are.â Such a beautiful smile smears across his face, and Curseâs leaning in to take a closer look at the comments. âAnd thank you for subscribing, same time tomorrow?â
Youâre unsure whether that was directed at you or everyone viewing- but youâre chiming in agreement alongside the rest of the comments. And Curse reads through them, lingering for just a little while longer before he grins.
âHeh- bye, sluts.â
And he covers the camera, the stream cuts off.Â
Yet your heart still thunders.
Ignoring the time at the bottom of your laptop screen, youâre then clicking on his profile and scrolling through what other videos he hadâŠ
.
.
.
It was your fault that you kept dozing off.
Honestly.Â
You should have known better- and you know that you shouldâve known betterâŠbut you couldnât help yourself. After Curseâs initial stream, you spent some time browsing through the numerous photographs and short clips that heâd posted; there were even some saved streams that were each dirtier than the lastâeach with his attractive mask and his even more attractive voice, his sensual cock getting pumped over and over for the audiences.
And so youâd left a few comments, a few hearts.
Throughout all of them, you made the peculiar discovery that they were all more high-quality than the last. The standard of being the #1 on the site, you guess. But the lighting and angles were all just so perfectâŠ
Youâd watched them for just a little while- at least, what youâd thought was a little while. Because by the time youâre realizing that your laptop battery was dying, and your eyes were tired, youâre turning your head in the direction of the dorm windows and- fuck.
Why was the Sun coming up?
And so youâd rushed to get at least half an hour of sleep before you had to get up for your 8AM lecture.Â
Professor Yaga taught Film 101 as though he was trying to scare everyone off it. Rigorous coursework and never-altered deadlines. Though you yourself wouldnât consider him an unreasonable man, it was impertinent to be punctual and alert in his classes - and right now, you were feeling neither of those.Â
By the grace of the universe, youâre somehow managing to stumble into class just two minutes after it starts. Itâs not enough to rouse Yagaâs anger - and either way, you had made a name for yourself as one of his most avid students - though it does get you a sternly raised brow as you apologize and take the nearest open seat.
Just-so-happening to be in the very last row.Â
At the very forgotten corner.
Right beside who you knew to be Yagaâs actually most avid studentâChoso Kamo.
Had it been a race between the two of you - perhaps between the entire department - Choso would have finished five times before anyoneâs even stepping past the finish line. You wouldâve gotten second. And that wasnât to diminish your abilities in any way - youâd long since proven yourself to be one of the best students this course had even seen - itâs justâŠChoso was a film nerd through and through.Â
If there was anyone that could live up to such a title, then it was him.
Choso lived, slept, and breathed film and television. He could name any television show around the world with just a single frame, and most he could recite line-for-line. Oh, that? He learned Korean just to immerse himself in that scene in Parasite. That scene? It was from the 1957 Sri Lankan film Amba Yahaluwo, by the way did you know that Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom was filmed there, too?
Knitted vest. Hair in two messy space buns.Â
Clunky glasses rested atop his nosebridge, and dark bangs covering most of his vision, youâd often see him tottering around campus with a column of books that was damn-near taller than him. And despite his towering demeanour - from your mental counting, Choso was around 6â2 or more - around most of the student body, he was the type that couldnât meet your eyes no matter how many classes you shared with him.
Even now, as you seated right next to him and smiled- Choso softly yelps and turns away from.
You donât take it personally, of course, as he was simply the shy type. And by the flush that rises to his high cheekbones, you know he - at the very least - doesnât dislike you.
Situating yourself, youâre opening your bag and pulling out your laptop. Opening it- fuck.
The briefest flash of one of Cursesâs previous streamsâwhere he had his cock in his hands and his face contorted mid-ecstasy flashes across your screen. And you canât slam your laptop shut fast enough- cracking it just the slightest bit to exit out of the numerous tabs, fingers nothing but a blur. Thank fuck your volume hadnât been set on high.
Head ducked, youâre looking out from the corner of your eye to check whether Choso had seen anything.Â
But if he did, he shows no indication.
Only keeping his back ramrod straight- his gaze ahead- his flush fiery as he listens to whatever Yaga was saying.Â
And so you think youâre in the clearâŠfor nowâŠ
Opening your laptop up once more, youâre logging onto your lecture platforms and attempting to forget about last night. Which was difficult when that smile upon Curseâs face, just beneath his mask - was the only thing running through your mind.
And before you know it, youâd been staring blankly at your screen for a few secondsâbefore Choso inches in just a centimeter closer. Unwilling to let himself take up even more space. He keeps his eyes trained ahead and his voice - fuck, youâd never heard his voice before but it was just so deep and measured, something you wouldnât have expected out of him - low.Â
Whispering to you, âH-heâs on Chapter 18 of Stone Butch Blues, weâre about to write a screenplay for the zoo scene.âÂ
âAhâŠâ You donât know whether youâre more surprised at the timbre of his voice or the way he managed a proper sentence out to you. All your previous attempts at conversation throughout the semester had been futileâand youâd long resigned yourself to the idea that he was too nervous to ever talk to you. âTh-thank you.â
He doesnât answer but nods in shy acknowledgement.
And as youâre opening up your file, you bask in the realization that Choso Kamo was actually hot underneath those glasses. If only you could see his features furtherâŠ
Maybe youâre being a little delirious. Your eyes feel heavy.Â
Heavy.
Heavier.Â
Tap-tap-tap.
A shake.
Tap-tap-tap-tap.
A warm hand on your shoulder, by the time youâre opening your eyes- youâre looking up into even warmer, molten chocolate-colored ones. They were framed by fawny eyelashes and thick glasses that made his shy gaze seem ever-so-slightly amplified.Â
You think youâre stunned for a few seconds before Choso speaks, âU-umâŠclass is over.â
âOh.â That makes you dart your head up and look around, noticing that most of the students had filtered in or were in the process of already doing so. âOh, shit-â
Youâd seriously slept through all that?
And Yaga had left you alive?!
No, you werenât going to question this act of mercyâthank goodness for the last row, because he likely hadnât been able to see you. Shooting upright, youâre grabbing all your things and hoping you hadnât snored next to the sweet boy - âThank you so much for waking me.â Youâre turning towards him and saying, earnestness seeping into your tone. âKnowing me, I wouldâve slept right through till next class. Might actually have been more convenient.â
He startles into a laugh then raises a hand up to his mouth and quietens himself down, âItâs alright.â Youâre staring closely at the little bells of laughter, and he turns his eyes downwards. Bashfully admitting, âHappens to me too, whenever I stay up um- studying. Long night?â
You sigh, âYou could say thatâŠâ Not a long night studying, butâŠ
And as the conversation quietens down and Choso worries down on his bottom lip, youâre hiking your backpack up on your shoulders and saying. âWell, I guess I should be going then. Catch up on the recordings of the lecture and everything-â Turning, âSee you âroundâand thanks again.â
You make all of five steps before Choso finally gathers up the courage to call out-
âWaitâ!â
Confused, youâre facing him once more. âYes?â
And his hand was out, his fingers were slightly trembling. He was mouthing out the words as though still debating whether to speak them into existence - whether he was capable of. âIâŠwe-â Eventually mustering up the courage once you give a reassuring nod, âWhen will we meet up?â
That makes you pause.
Was heâŠ
âF-for the assignment.â Choso clarifies, a flush rising to his cheeks as he likely realizes he shouldâve led with that. âProfessor Yagaâs mid-semester project he always doesâŠâ
Ahâyouâre clapping a palm on your forehead. How could you have forgotten? Yaga had announced at the start of the semester that about halfway through, the class would be paired up or put into groups to work on a collaborative project that contributed to about 50% of your grade. This semester, it was to write a full-length movie screenplay for a book or musical of your choice. And youâd been excited for it, in fact, but after theâŠactivities of last night itâd completely slipped your mind that heâd be delving more into it this lecture.
And the poor boy stumbles through his explanation, âH-he let everyone choose their partners, and I wanted to wake you up butâŠyou just looked so peaceful.â He fidgets with his fingers and flushes, âI th-thought one of your friends would come up here and choose you but-â
Probing him gently, âBut?â
âB-but Iâm afraid you ended up paired with me.â Choso just looks so genuinely apologetic- âIâm sorry- no one picked me either. I shouldâve woken you up, but we can go talk with Professor Yaga about changing partners if youâd like-â
âHeyâwait.â Youâre cutting off his spiel, something in your chest aching at the utterly devastated furrow between his brows. You take a step closer to him, âI would love to do the project with you, Choso. No need to talk to Yaga about anything.â
He looks up at you with wide, disbelieving eyes. âB-but your friendsâŠâ
âI donât really have close friends in this class, anyway.â You smile, âIâd much rather do it with you.â
âReallyâ?â Breathed. As if he couldnât believe it.
And itâs after some time - and a deep inhale - that he speaks again. Finally sinking in that someone would choose him of all peopleâthat you would, that he speaks again. âAnd um- would you like to work on the script at my place?â Before you can answer, his breath hitches and his head shoots up. âN-not that Iâm pressuring you intoâŠitâs nothing weird, I promise! We can meet anywhere else you like- the library, your place- wait, no thatâs weird, tooâŠâ
âChoso- Choso.â You giggle. And if this was anyone else then you wouldâve assumed that they were putting the moves on you. âIâm okay with your place.â
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.
.
The apartment was a fair distance away from the campus dorms.Â
Which made sense, you suppose, given the fact that less than half the people there would be able to afford the rent on such a placeâespecially after tuition. The highrise dove into the clouds, its vermicular body scaled in glistening windows and gold-accented furnishings within. You got the distinct feeling of being swallowed whole as you entered through the widely-gaped entrance, with several doormen and security that eyed you up and down, bowed at Choso.
You thanked them and made your way - slightly speechless - through the hallways.
This was everything you could ever dream of, and youâre sure you spot the odd actor or two down in the lobby. As youâre getting into an elevator the size of your entire dorm room, Choso punches in one of the highest floor numbers and turns to you-
Throughout the bus ride here, youâd been the one chattering away. And so it surprises you once he finally speaks, âI-Iâm sorryâŠmy place is a bit of a mess.â
âCanât be as bad as mine. I wonât judge.â Who cares about a mess when he lives in a place like this? You couldnât wait to go insideâŠ
He pushes his chunky glasses upwards and gives you a shy smile, âThank you.â Looking down at his polished shoes, âYouâre so sweet.â
âThank you.âÂ
And you rise upwards in silence.
Soon enough, youâre finding yourself being led up to his massive apartment. Heâs punching in the numbers of the code and setting his backpack downâtelling you to make yourself comfortable. And you shuffle inside awkwardly; past the lavish furnishings and the alien-shaped lamps that all rich places seemed to boast.Â
He leads you in the direction of the master bedroom - where Choso said that his film collection was vast and likely to reveal techniques that the two of you would be able to incorporate into your own script.
âI even have a copy of Momijigari- itâs one of my most prized possessions.â He shoots you such a charming smile, eyes twinkling behind his glasses, over his shoulder. Heading inside.Â
And you canât help but follow.
A single step inside his not-so-humble abode and youâre feeling a sudden sense of dĂ©jĂ vu wash over you, rendering you unsteady on your feet. Not quite sure why, youâre sweeping your eyes around the space: the high-quality camera equipment in one corner (not unusual to see for a film student), the chic furnishings, and then over to the empty wall space above the king-sized bed, something in you remained dissatisfied as they find nothing there but white plaster.
Choso notices that youâve stalled behind and looks over at you curiouslyâhe was taking a seat on the carpet, laptop opened up on top of the coffee table. âSomething wrong? Iâm sorry, I know itâs really messy but-â
âNo, youâre good.â You shake your head, âItâs actually not messy enough.â
He smiles.
That night, you went home and wondered why Chosoâs smile looked so familiar.
.
.
.
The musical that youâd chosen for your âadaptationâ was The Phantom of the Opera, suggested by you, of course.
And if there had been any connection to the masked man youâd been watching the night prior, then you were just glad that Choso had no idea.
It was far easier, given the fact that itâd already been adapted from the initial novelâthough that only meant that Yaga would be critiquing yours even harder.Â
So you had to strive to be more cinematic, than the others in your class, stronger in ways than the ones before you - and though you doubt youâd ever match up to Schumacherâs visuals, there was little doubt as to whether youâd be the best amongst the students. This was a screenplay made to impress, and in the week since youâd pored over itâand Choso Kamoâs mahogany coffee table typing away at it, you only grew more determined in the fact. And throughout the week, youâve been flitting in and out of that very apartment of his.
Choso had been a lovely partner for the project - the best you couldâve ever asked for - and youâre coming to find that he was actually far more funny than anyone ever gave him credit for. Far more open. Far more active when it came to something he was passionate about.
And of course, you knew that heâd be sweet.
Despite his initial insistence that he could do the project himself, youâd taken up half the work. And youâd joined him in browsing through his massive catalogue of movies, in searching up screenplays to read, and in annotating them for techniques when starting to write yours.
Youâve come to make friends with one of the doormen by now.Â
Just today youâd watched the 2004 Phantom of the Opera adaptation. And after a few hours of occupying his space and getting to know the nerdy boy a little better, youâd go straight back home toâŠCurse.
Whenever Choso made you feel tingly with his sweetness, Curse would amplify that heat to right between your legs.Â
Itâs been a week of getting to know Choso Kamo, and a week of having Curse splashed across your laptop screenâcock furiously hard nâ his moans echoing. Heâd smile and utter your username whilst wearing his iconic mask and itâd be a high strong enough to follow into the day after. And often Choso would ask you what youâre so happy about.
Today, in particular, Curse had just finished one of his streams - cumming aaaaaall over the desk this time - when heâd settled himself back down and started chatting with the comments. Responding to one or two of yours.
Youâre just about to joke about why he was sticking so long after his orgasm when he speaks once more-Â
Voice somewhat serious, âAlright, nowâŠsettle down, settle down.â Curse waves his hand airily at the camera, throwing a middle finger up when the chat only gets more frenzied. âTch- what brats you all are, would you wanna roleplay that someday?â
@vampzo333: YES PLEASE.
@likezmenpregnant: How about you be the brat�
@Ietsmakeamovie: I would like that.Â
@sixeyesorsixh0les: ^^
@0003h0lesforCurse: ^
âFine fineâŠâ Underneath the mask, he rolls his eyes fondly. âBut I really do have something to announce-â
@likezmenpregnant: Youâre pregnant.
@Ietsmakeamovie: Iâm the father-
@Curseâswifey: NO MEEEEEEEEEEE!!
âIâm thinking of getting a partner for these streams.â He finally admits, rubbing his chin as though still in thought. And your heart stops-
@bipplruletheworld: so down.
@Cursenoticeme44: Omg yeeeeeeeeees!!
@daddytoeknee: YESYESYES.
The chat practically explodes, and youâre unsure what to feel about itâafter all, you donât know Curse and itâd be strange to feel a little possessive over his solo streams, however, you did have your preferences. But then again, you canât help but imagine just how much hotter it would be to have two people- perhaps to see him make expressions he never has beforeâŠ
Ultimately, youâre quiet as Curse leans in and scans the chat. His brows furrow just a little as he sweeps through the blurring usernames, âI dunnoâŠIâm still thinking about it- I havenât even asked this person, to be honest. I just wanted to know what you guys thought.â Nodding his head along or huffing out laughter at some of the comments, âMovie?â
You joltâat being called out.
He wanted your opinion specifically? You suppose you did contribute to about half his comment section most streams.
But you stall as your fingers reach for the keyboard.Â
Biting down on your lip and contemplating for a little while. Though he waits as patiently as ever-
@Ietsmakeamovie: I donât mind!!
Something seems to wash over him as he reads your comment, nodding. âI see.âÂ
He moves onto something else and his expression was indiscernible.Â
Youâre flickering your eyes to the artwork behind him, the small corner of it peaking into the frame, and it suddenly hits you that itâs the theatrical poster of The Phantom of the Opera (2004).
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.
.
It canât be.
It canât be.
It canât be.
Thereâs something your brain was telling you that youâre absolutely refusing to believeâafter all, how many people in the world loved The Phantom of the Opera? Hell, how many people in the world have watched The Phantom of the Opera?
That didnât mean that everyone you came across had a secret identity as one of the hottest streamers on C4mBoyfriends.
You were being paranoid, you told yourself. You were being utterly silly- and the next time youâre going over to Chosoâs apartment was the very next day. Which wasnât entirely ideal, given how much youâd tossed and turned after Curseâs last stream conjuring up all the possibilitiesâŠbut Yaga wouldnât accept a request for an extension even if you were set on fire in front of him. And so you went.
The pit of your stomach twists as Choso swings the lavish wooden door open and gives you a beaming smile. So innocent. So sweet.
He shakily pushes his glasses up as he welcomes you in. âCome inâs-sorry if I took a while to get to the door, Iâve been doing some decorating recently.â
His nervous smile is what makes you find your voice. And youâre dubiously looking around the luxurious apartment, âYou need to do some decorating?â
âBelieve it or not, yes.â Choso huffs. âWould you like something to drink? Or maybe to eat? I checked out that bakery you recommended last time and youâre right- they have the best Danish pastries.â
âActually, ChosoâŠâ Youâre shaking your head, shooting him a grateful smile. âIâm good. Iâd think Iâd prefer to start right away, if thatâs alright? I really wanna get to Act 2 today.â
âO-oh, of courseâ!â
And heâs sweetly guiding you inside, whilst you attempt not to look like youâre taking two steps at a time. Back to that familiar room. Back to that familiar desk. Back to that (somewhat) familiar bed which most certainly did not have an artwork from The Phantom of the Opera on itâ
You open the door and the first thing youâre seeing is the familiar plane of that white mask. The Phantom.Â
Choso follows behind you and catches you staring at the poster. Gravelly tone echoing from behind, âI told you I did some decorating.â
And you jump-
Swivelling around to find him bearing you a sheepish smile, âSorry if I startled you.â He pushes those chunky glasses up, âTea?â
âS-sureâŠâ You breathe, if anything for a thing to occupy your mouth with. Wait- not like thatâ!
And as Choso disappears down the hall, youâre taking a seat on the bed youâve sat on countless, countless times before without a single care in the world. Now youâre sinking into the very - the very - edge as though itâd swallow you whole.
Body just resting on the plush comforter before-
âHey, so I also have coffee if you would prefer?â Comes Chosoâs sudden voice.
And youâre startling once more- âJust tea is fine, thanks.â Barely managing to get that through your lips, youâre watching as he disappearsâŠas the sound of his footsteps echoâŠ
Before darting off the bed and now heading towards the camera equipment youâd noticed in the corner the first time youâd been here. What youâd assumed to be part of another one of his classes or personal projects. Now, youâre leaning in and wondering with just which camera he showed his pretty cock off to millions, at just what height of his tripod he made your cunt so heated.Â
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck this was real.
Now, youâre noticing things in the room that youâd never noticed before. Like the ring light kept underneath his bed, and the dresser in the corner with numerous rings- those werenât costume props or anything. They were pure silver.
Heavy.
Heavy, like the pit in your stomachâexcited and swirling. Just trembling at the tips of your fingers - ever-so-slightly - youâre reaching out as though to touch it, as though to feel the alternate version of Choso that you knew longer than you knew Choso-
âAh, so youâve realized.â
And then his voice permeates the room.
The room that suddenly seems smaller, the room that suddenly seems to rise ten degrees in temperature - though goosebumps skitter across your skin. And almost as though in a horror movie, youâre turning in slow motion to face the bespectacled man who was now holding up a tray of steaming hot tea.Â
He walks over soundlessly and sets it on the coffee table with a slight click! And besides that, Choso walks over to the dressing table and puts his silver rings on.
One by one.
His eyes hold court with yours through the mirror, âHow long?â Voice a deep timbre.Â
Youâre taking a step closer without even realizing, âUmâŠjust last night. Just now- actually.â
He chuckles and you realize heâs asking how long youâve known about Curse.
âI-I found you by chance. About a week ago, actuallyâŠâ And then you say whatâs been on your mind ever since you had, âEver since you liked and unliked my repost.â
âAh, a rookie mistake.â Choso comments. âI should have known better than to stalk using my public account.â And with all rings now put on and glinting in the lighting of his bedroom, Choso shuffles through his jewellery tray to pluck his earrings in and one eyebrow piercing. And thenâŠone lip piercingâa lip ring that twinkles mischievously as he smiles.
He rises and you think youâve never quite appreciated his built frame.Â
His deep eyes as theyâre locking in on you. Echoing out, âThoughâŠyou really canât say much- can you, Movie?â
And though you knew that he knew- you canât stop the zaps of electricity running through your body.Â
Sputtering out, âYeah-â Your fists clench and youâre looking up at the object of both your fantasies and your secret interest these past few days - melded into one. âYeah, I really canât. Choso youâre soâŠâ
âDifferent?â He fixes his glasses, âThough I really am shy, I canât deny that- especially around you. But it helps to be a little more antisocial when Iâm around idiots.â
He leans in closer- so close that his scorchinâ hot breath wafts across your features. You have no idea how youâd diminished such a distance so soonâŠ
âAnd if my memory serves me right-â Choso taps on the edge of his chin, in mocking thought. â-I seem to remember that Movie agreed to have a partner on my stream.â You shiver. And he looks at you adoringly, âSo how about it? Wanna make a movie, baby?â
You step a little closer.Â
âOnly if I get to match wardrobes.â
He chuckles and picks you up to spin you around-
And then itâs getting to work. And then itâs shuffling through his closet to find a mask that matches his own.Â
He stretches on the rubber a bit and brings it to youââI bought this one when I first started, but it ended up being too tight- I think itâd be just the one for you.â
It was. It fit perfectly.
And then he paces around the room and starts to set up- before Chosoâs gaze catches you hovering around the bed, and then heâs clicking his tongue and forgoing the tripods altogether. With just the professional lights and the high-quality camera, Choso places the camera on top of the coffee table. Facing the foot of the bed - everything and anything could be seen.
Just with a few clicks heâs started the stream.
And with just a little nudge heâs urging you to sit next to him.Â
âHello, my little slutsââ Choso- or should you say Curse croons towards the camera. On one of his monitors you can see him being projected there - waving, in his knitted vest that clashed with his mask. You stand off awkwardly out of sight from the camera. He smiles. âAs you can see, things are a little different todayâŠâ
@girrrrrrrrrrth: uuuuuu change of angle!! change of angle!!
@bewbsRlife: ARE WE GETTING A SURPRISEEEEEEE??
@likezmenpregnant: Pls be pregnant, Curse <3
âNo- no, Iâm not pregnant.â He laughs, âBut I have been thinking about what we talked about last night.â
@bipplruletheworld: omg this canât beâŠ
âAnd guess what? I did what you guys told me about- and I talked to her.â
@bipplruletheworld: yessssssss
@yoyoyoureinmypuss: IâVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE^^
@bewbsRlife: WOOOOOO-
@daddytoeknee: Omg whereâs Movie, Ik sheâd love this- heh. Imagine this WAS Movie thoughâŠ
âSo, my little slutsâŠâ Choso announces, âIâd like to introduce you all to my new partnerââ And heâs reaching out and clasping your wrist, looking up to check for reassurance before continuing. Miming whispering to the camera, âAnd this is her first time on stream, so be niceâŠâ
Youâre sheepishly walking into their view.Â
Slightly bowing your intrusion into the stream, âTh-thanks for having me?â
âIsnât she cuuuuute?â He asks the commenters, and thereâs a flurry of agreements. Youâre even spotting a few questions about your name nâ interests, even kinks, amongst those - all of which Choso waves off with a laugh. âNow nowâwe can have the Q&A later. For now, letâs get to the fun partâŠâ
@Curseâswifey: FUCK THATâS MY FAV PART-
@2coolforcond0ms(iâmavirgin): Movie youâre missing out on a historic moment uwu
And the fun part consisted of clamoring onto the bed as fast as lightning. Letting the mattress dip nâ creak its protests out as Choso sits on it with his back turned to the camera, then lovingly pats his manspread thighs as a signal for you to climb on. Meaty muscles. Thick enough for you to want to sink your teeth into- how could you never have noticed?
Perhaps because this was the polar opposite of how he acted when he was on campus - always keeping to himself, never taking up too much space. Now he was practically vacuuming it all up so you had nowhere else to sit.
And you were more than happy to climb onto Choso Kamoâs lap.
Sitting your ass down on his readily-awaiting seat. From under your skirt you feel something hotâand throbbing between his legs. Cylindrically shaped and curved to the left.
Just the slightest movement makes his rock-hard erection twitch underneath- and youâre whimpering at the lewd sensation. At the way he drips out a hefty dollop of precum that seeps through his trousers and sticks to the front of your panties, making you gaspââCh-Cho-â
âShhhh.â Choso wraps a hand âround your throat and cuts you off.Â
And before you know it, heâs bouncing his knees to get you to slide your drippinâ pussy up and down his bulge. Up and down. Turning towards the camera, âYa hear that?â Up and down. âMy girlâs so needy- sheâs already begging for it. But I dunno if she deserves it, huh?â
@bewbsRlife: I MEANNNN
@theh0rniestsoldier: iâm feeling mean todayâŠ
@daddytoeknee: Give her your mouth!!
âMouth? I love that idea.â Choso titters.
And then heâs giving a teasing slap on the side of your ass cheeksâsmack!Â
âPlease-â
âSit on my face now, baby.â He purrs, eyes flickerinâ with pure need underneath his mask. Then leaning in to whisper in a loooow tone for only you to hear. âYou know Choso, but letâs see if you can handle Curse.â
Then he leans back on the bed - his head pointing in the direction of the camera.Â
And youâre shuffling up Chosoâs toned, brick-hard bodyâstraddling your knees upon either side of his head, veerinâ your hips right atop that pretty face. Youâre sitting - right in front of the camera. Though nothing was revealedâŠyet.Â
And Chosoâs digging his tongue up to you instantly- he isnât even making it past the fabric of your panties. But that doesnât stop him from lettinâ his tastebuds take a looooong, luxurious lick of your swollen pussy.
Right down your sopping wet slit.Â
Suddenly, the room echoes with one of his pornographic moans- the very same ones youâd listened to night after night through your laptop speakers. Now theyâre even louder, and somehow even sexier, sending electricity shooting straight up, up, up from your core.
And even more treacherous was the way youâre feeling something coldâŠand metallic at the very middle of Chosoâs tongue. Rock-hard. It takes whateverâs left of your rationality to realize that itâs a silvery tongue piercing smack-dab where his tastebuds kissed your pussy. Scraping alongside where you were most sensitive.Â
Instantly; your head tips back and saliva starts bubbling at the sides of your lips. âFuh-fuckâŠâ And before you know itâyouâre starting to drag your throbbing pussy up nâ down his features.
Short, barely-there jerks of your shy, shy hips.
And Choso chuckles huskily to himself at the cute way you were yearninâ for his mouth. But what you didnât expect was for him to reach one ringed hand up and squeeze the left side of your hips.
Your only warning.
Before heâs suddenly tightening his hold on you and reaching one more hand up- snaking it beneath your skirt like some pervert. Choso edges towards your throbbing cunt and places one good slapâ
Itâs the resounding smack! of skin-on-skin that makes you halt more than anything.
Jaw-dropped. Thighs quivering. The white-hot pleasure runs through your spine and leaves you barely hearing his roughened words, a tone lower than you knew his voice to be- as though drunk on the delicious taste of your pussy already. âGreedy, greedy girlâŠâ Choso tuts, âDonât tell me youâre trying to enjoy yourself without letting our dear audience in on the fun?â
Oh, shit.
Youâre letting your head snap to where the camera was positioned and blinking its one gluttonous eye. Comments flooding the screen of the monitor so fast that you couldnât read them-
Youâd completely forgotten about the stream for a second.Â
âIâoh, I um.âÂ
Yet another harsh smack! âForgot, huh?â Amusement seeps into Chosoâs words, as though heâd already guessed the situation.
You admit, âM-maybeâŠâ
âIâm afraid I canât blame you, baby.â Smack! âCurseâs mouth is too good, huh?â He yammers on and on, his tongue nudging deeper, his rippling tastebuds skidding into every ridge- as if trying to fuck you through your damn panties. âThis pussyâs too goodâsheâs purring fâme already. Hear her?â
And youâre not sure why- but youâre nodding to whatever he says. âY-yesâfuck.âÂ
âMhm. So why donât we let our lovely audience hear, too, huh?â Youâre barely given the time to register his suggestion, before Choso husks out a command. âLift your skirt up, baby.â
Your thighs squeeze around his head at the notion-
And your fingertips touch the short hemline of your skirt.
@Cursenoticeme44: Holy shit.
@theh0rniestsoldier: iâve been waiting for thisssssssssss-
@daddytoeknee: WOW.
@girrrrrrrrrrth: bbyâs so needy!!
@RâŹ4leater: munch Curse #canon
The chat explodes as you let them bear witness to Chosoâs face stuffed between your pretty legs- heâs redly-flushed and ravenous. They could see the slightest glimpse of his nose nâ the way heâs driving it between your sodden pussylips, diving and diving, they could see the glossy layers coating your cuntâand the way Chosoâs pink lips come up to suck on it.Â
Those handsome cheeks of his hollow out, as heâs makinâ out with your pussy through your panties.
Like a man starved.
Long canines slightly nippinâ at your folds- almost wolfish in mannerisms.
âOh p-pleaseâŠâ Youâre quivering atop him. You donât even know what youâre begging forâjust that it feels so good to have him veering his tongue hungrily against your cunt like this. And you wanted more.
More, more, and more.
Chosoâs holding onto your restless hips with a clammy hand- heâs stuck to you almost like adhesive. And he guides your hips - he fucking slows them down - whilst you continue moaninâ and shaking atop his raw mouth. Glistening wet tongue extending even more than its usual length to slide-slide-sliiiiide your panties to the side-
And youâre gasping at the sudden whiff of cold bedroom air against your naked pussy. âCh-â A spank. âI mean- fuck, Curse?â
âMhm, mâhere, baby.â He drawls out. Slightly slurring with all the extra globs of your pussy juices - pooling straight into your mouth, nâ Choso reaches up and smooches your soft swollen folds to smear it all around. Like some gloss. âMâhere aaaaaand- so are 820k sluts that wanna watch you break.â
âB-break?â Youâre gaping, âI thought you were just gonna- ngh, eat me outâŠ?â
âBaby, Curse never âjustâ does anything.â And youâre shocked to find him sliding his tongue out, tipping his head back to refer to the camera on the coffee table. âIsnât that right, fuckinâ pervs?â
@daddytoeknee: Hell yeah.
@0003h0lesforCurse: duhhhhhhhhh
@yoyoyoureinmypuss: YOUâRE THE BEST CURSE
@Fishygurodad: Fuck, her pussyâs divine.
âHehâŠâ Choso smiles into your cunt, âAnd so whaddaya say? How many slaps before I stick my tongue in her?â
@vampzo333: 3
@bbynohuuuuzz: 14
@Ilikepr1menumbers: 29
âSince mâfeeling nice- read your favorite one out, baby.â He murmurs.
To which youâre unable to do anything but- you tilt your upper half just the slightest bit closer to the monitor and pick out the first one you can read through the blur of words and numbers:
@Fishygurodad: Until she cries.
Oh.
Your blood runs cold.
Your cunt grows heated.
And before you can either rectify your recitation or beg for mercyâChoso doesnât hesitate before fixing the rings on his fingers to be slightly higher than before. Making sure theyâre in line of him planting one- two- three good, loud spanks on your sobbinâ cunt. âO-oh my god- fuck, mmm, oh my god.â
Until the skin of his fingertips seems to redden, and your pussylips feel raw - âHow about that?â He asks- not from you, but from the viewers.
@daddytoeknee: I donât see her crying yetâŠalso idkkkkk Iâm getting Movie vibes.
@girrrrrrrrrrth: movie wouldâve loved this-
And then itâs one after the other. Again and again, Chosoâs emblazoning the rude outlines of his rings against yours - until youâve fucking memorized the ridges nâ patterns of the one ring on his middle finger with the carving of an octopus.Â
Tentacles flared out.
âShit, not that damn ring again.â
And as heâs doing so he canât help himself- fuck, he canât heeeeelp himself. His canines dig into the sticky fabric of your underwear like a damn dog - and throughout the duration of what his hands were doing, youâre hearing the sharp riiiiip of fabric tearingâ!
Soon enough, your panties are tattered and ruined in Chosoâs maw- just from his mouth. He spits it out and continues swerving his thickened tips inwards to give a loving pinch on your clitâand you canât help but burst into peals of shrill, needy cries. Both pain and pleasure mixing as he doles out a final swat-
Before Choso swipes your pussylips apart and spits- the glutinous glob of his saliva landing directly on your hole. He doesnât give it the time to seep back outâinstead, heâs surging up and shoving his face between your legs.
This time, without the barrier of your panties in the way.Â
@CCpervnextdoor: HE FUCKING RIPPED IT OFF WITH HIS MOUTH??
@bewbsRlife: HOLY SHIT CURSE-
@Fishygurodad: Shiiiiit, Iâd do the same ngl.
And then Chosoâs shoving his tongue inside and slurpinâ all around your wet hole like a damn animalâŠ
In and out.
In and out.
Probinâ into slippery sweet spots.
Chin hitting the back of your slit. Plastic mask rubbing against your clit.Â
Chosoâs pierced tongue was going absolutely fucking wild inside of you. He wastes no time before gripping either side of your cute hips and slamminâ your pussy down onto his mouth- hard and fast. The perverted nerd is slashing his tongue inwards, smearinâ apart your glue-covered folds. As deep as he could go. He doesnât care if it hurts, he just needs to make sure that loooong slick muscle of his tastebuds were scrapinâ every inch of your walls.
With the curved tip of it, he flexes it against a sweet bundle of nerves. Making you buck with a pitchy moan of his nameââCh-Cuuuurseâ!â And the sensation was made even more delicious with the way his orb tongue piercing presses in contrast against your hot cunt. âIt feels so good, Curse.â
âI already know.â Choso pipes up- cocky in all the ways you never knew he could be. âI already know- but what about those fuckers watching, huh?â
âW-wellâŠâ Spit drivels down your chin, and youâre struggling to keep your eyes focused to read the urgent chat.Â
@bipplruletheworld: theyâre so HOT!!
@NERDSAREMYBABYGIRLZ: OHHHH WHAT A MUNCH
@daddytoeknee: Me next <3
And it was clear that they were seeing the effect he had on you- how could they not?
Your eyes were dazed and teary, your thighs were shaking like leaves in the wind, Choso was making your body twitchâjust from the way heâs reeling his entire tongue out. And breathing out steadily and slowly against your twitchinâ pussylips, freezing cold air that leaves you even wetter on top of him.
Heâs unfastening his mouth - leaving it wiiiiide open for all the satiny ribbons of your slick to enter his gullet. And once youâre done- that isnât enough riling you up.
Choso leaves a good slap on your folds and asks, âSoâŠwhat about it?â Muffled through his mouthfuls.
âThey agree- they agreeââ Youâre keening out. Star-struck, seeing pleasure burst behind your shuttered eyelids at the sudden stinging. âFuck- youâre the hck! best Iâve ever had, Curse.â
âI agree.â He hums. And as if this entire ordeal wasnât sinful enough, Chosoâs swashing around the silky-smooth sap heâd collected from your leaking pussy. Letting the flavor seep into his tastebuds, before heâs then spitting again on your pussy. A semi-opaque layer of lewdness that coats your inner thighs in a sheen that catches the lighting.Â
Perfect on camera.
Youâre squeezing your wettened thighs together and creating an audible squelch!
âAwwww, look- this pussy agrees, too.â
The gooey addition startles you- and you rut.
Only straight down onto his awaiting fingers.
@girrrrrrrrrrth: oh, shit is heâŠ
@legsopenforcurses: With the rings on, too!!
@likezmenpregnant: My show is onnnnn
Itâs such a fucking mess for him to navigate- even with his own fingers. Soon enough, youâre arching your back as you feel him intrude a single ringed digit between those utterly swollen pussylips of yoursâalmost difficult to find your snug hole between them. Youâre damn lucky that Chosoâs fingers were slender as well as incredibly lengthy.
Because heâs circlinâ your tight orifice a few times - only a few times - before inserting the sections of his finger. Quirking just right and hitting the exact bundle of your nerves.
That infamous g-spot that made you yelp once he starts and keeps on hitting.
And his rings- oh, fuck, his rings.
Just so chunky and textured. They were the perfect designs to press up against your walls and massage them stupid- every drag meant that youâre feeling them dig into ridges nâ crevices you hadnât even known existed.Â
Hitting and hitting. Curling his dexterous finger and scraping- âFuuuuck, oh my god.â The doughy tip of his finger soon becomes damn-near molded to the area where it was, and your eyes flicker to the back of your head as you continue anglinâ your hips so he could hit it perfectly. âRight there, Curse- r-right there.â
âI know.â Choso rolls his eyes - at least what seems like it underneath his mask. âThatâs why Iâm hitting it. HonestlyâŠis my girl dickmatized?â He utters as he sucks on your clitâultimately erupting a sobbing slurp! that makes him nod. âMhm, I think my girlâs dickmatized.â
Tipping his head back before you can refute his claims. He then addresses the audience-
âWhaddaya think, my little pervs? Dickmatized alreadyâŠmaybe I should go easy on her, huh?â
@olderandR4w: nooooooooooo
@yoyoyoureinmypuss: NEVER.
@Fishygurodad: Go even harder.
âTough crowd.â And with that said, Chosoâs stuffinâ in just a few more fingers. Each with their own numerous rings and sopping wet sounds accompanying themâslurp!
One.Â
Two.
Youâre counting about three of his prolonged digits pushinâ your tight walls to their limits, rubbing your sweet spots raw with his constant bashing rhythm, before lustful fogginess coils around your brain. And itâs around here that Choso catches onto the glazed look in your eyes and chucklesâ
âOhhhh, you really are dickmatized.â He hums to himself, though youâre sure the professional mic picks it up either way. âAnd so soon, too. Probably hasnât had a good finger-â
A fourth being added so that he can scissor apart your velvety channel whilst still multi-tasking with his other fingers to ram into your g-spot.
â-or even a good mouth on âerâŠâ To emphasize his point, he presses a dramatically loud kiss upon your clit. One thatâs making you bounce nâ bounce your hips atop his clammy face, and grind your throbbing nub down on his pointed nose. The addition of his mask just makes that cool touch even more lecherous. âMy poor girl.â Choso still mutters out despite the way heâs gluing your cunt to his mouth. He pulls away from your clit with a loud pop! âWhat do you think, my slutty audience?â
At the slurring question youâre letting your head down to watch him. âChâŠCurse, whatâve you got on your mind-â
âMâjust asking what else you deserve, baby.â He coos. And questions them once more, âHow about a little quiz? Which parts of Curse are going to make my poor, poor girl feel the best? A). My fingers. B). My mouth. OrâŠâ
And he pretends to listen to your noisy wet pussy once more.
âOr CâŠâ You could practically feel the grin plastering against your needy pussy. The way his eyes narrow in sinful amusement beneath his mask- you didnât have to see his full face to know that Choso was enjoying this perhaps way more than he should. ââall of the above.â
And it was futile to think that they would answer anything else.
C floods your vision.
Youâre letting your mouth droop, and your gaze meet Chosoâs own between your legs- but youâre finding that you donât have to say a thing for him to already know the answer.
And as expected, he gives a final roll of his tongue atop your clit - before munchinâ on your aching cunt once more. This time, heâs tunneling his fingers deep into your cavern whilst still licking inside with his prolonged tongueâwhen stretched out, Chosoâs tongue could reach almost as deep as his fingers could.
Your cunt was being stretched-out to lengths you never thought about before.
Not only were Chosoâs fingers thicker than yours, but his tongue was something ravenous- no matter how much youâre flinching in sensitivity, he isnât slowing down. âMmm-â He groans, barely breathing through even his flared nostrils. Youâre hit with the distinct feeling that he thinks he doesnât even have to breathe as long as he had you on him like this - âMmm, hold still.â
Taking advantage of the fact to lavish your sensitive inches with kiss upon kiss. To grind his nose down purposefully on your clit. To glide his metallic piercing across those hidden spots. To bash your poor g-spot in again and agaaaain with his fingers before his tongueâs coming to the rescue to soothe the slightly raw sting-
So itâs not long before youâre throwing your head back and cumming.
Perhaps the strongest youâve ever felt when youâre in the throes of your high.
You barter your hips forwards and keep up a steady pace - one thatâs making Choso hit the exact spots you wanted him to during the peaks of your high. The utmost peaks. âShitâshit, just like that.â Breathless. âK-keep going, baby, it feels so good.â
And he doesnât even answer - too caught up in fucking you through your orgasm.
In the way you shudder above him. In the way youâre only getting even sweeter by the second-
Bodyheat raising a few degrees in temperature; your heart sings and the bed creaks with how much youâre jostling from above. This was even better than touching yourself to videos of him, there were so many thrills of bliss that heâs wringing out of you- like heâd wring out of himself during his solo videos.Â
With both his fingers and his tongue, slurpinâ and sliding. Those doe-like eyes of his are edging straight to the back of his skull as he feels your drenched walls cleeeeench around his pierced tongue, as though itâs the best thing heâs ever fucking felt. And youâre acting on impulse - you really are - because the coffee table was positioned right beside the foot of the bed.
And all you had to do was reach your arm out to grab the simple camera there. Turning it into your point of view as Chosoâs sweaty brown bangs stick to his forehead, as sweat trickles down his temple, as he lets out soft yet unyielding moans whenever youâre squeezing your thighs around his head.
@cockycockowner: no homo but thatâs the most beautiful man iâve ever seen.
@theh0rniestsoldier: woah heâs PUSSYDRUNK
@Fishygurodad: Show me his POV.
@daddytoeknee: Donât you know that sheâs his girl now smh?^^
@daddytoeknee: Movie-core- wya ml??
Choso cocks his head and keeps making out with your pussy in all the ways that make your toes curlâpleasure elongating from your orgasm and spreading into every part of you. Your vessels, your cells, your atoms.
Theyâre all buzzing with pleasure and still aching for more once Choso finally pulls away with a loud pop! of his lips releasing.Â
When they do, youâre sneaking a look down at him and noticing just how red nâ swollen they were. Even the skin around his jaw was flushed with the constant ramming contact. And the viewers are just gobbling it up - subscribing bells keep dinging here and there, and everywhere.Â
Just a single look at his stats on-screen reveal that Chosoâs climbed up to 870k just since youâd started this stream.
And itâs after a little while - after heâs had his fill - that the dark-haired man finally taps at the side of your thigh to gesture for you to get up. Though, even then, heâs tightening his grip on your bodyâgoing against his own fucking instruction to press a final few open-mouthed kisses before heâs done.
He chases after your pussy with his maw for a little- before heâs finally sitting up.
And itâs only then that he seems to notice the camera in your hand, blinking his glazed eyes a few times to make sure he isnât dreaming things up. Once it finally registers, the most attractive grin spreads across his face. âYou changed POVs?â
âHad to.â You admit, âI wanted them to see how pretty you areâŠâ
âGuess you finally learned about sharing, hm? Greedy girl.â He chuckles darkly to himself. And then he starts looming closer, âBut you realize that the showâs not done yet, right?â
You gulp.
@Fishygurodad: Fuck her already, damn!! Iâm only here for her.
@2coolforcond0ms(iâmavirgin): Hate to admit it, but heâs lowk right. I think Iâve discovered Iâm biâŠ
@vampzo333: ^^
@girrrrrrrrrrth: ^^
âSo impatient.â He looks at the monitor, reading the chat and tuts. âHonestly- so ungrateful. I should end the stream right here and fuck her on my own terms.â
Thereâs a frenzied flurry of comments- all of which you were sure were begging for Choso not to stop and bashing that one commenter for attempting to start a revolution. To which youâre only giggling and handing over the camera to him.
Choso - as the expert - then positions it somewhere by the edge of the fluffy pillows: where theyâd be able to see the expanse of both your bodies and where youâd soon be connectedâŠ
And then youâre shedding your clothes in a hurry- making it to your smart blouse before heâs reaching a hand up and tearing through it. The buttons hit the floor, and at your noise of displeasure Choso merely lets out a half-delirious giggle.Â
He leans in and whispers, âI-I have a Phantom of the Opera t-shirt Iâd love for you to wear.â
The change in demeanour gives you utter whiplash, and you canât help but stare at him open-mouthed.
âWhat?â Choso asks, next moving on to shrugging off his own fabrics. Theyâre landing on a heap beside the bed, and your lips slightly part at the display of his red-hot erectionâitâs just as large and sensual as all those streams had proven him to be. Polished strawberry top. Slender veins along the middle.Â
A happy trail of dark brown - nearly black - glistened with the splattered remnant of his precum. Just like the gleaming mess across his chin, mouth, and cheekbones that Choso wore like a medal.
He was slightly longer than even on camera- and even prettier up-close. Way up close- he shuffles his body up yours nâ fucks your tits a few times to dollop out glistening translucent precum across yours tits.
âLightingâs not the best here.â Choso explains- or at least attempts to pin an explanation onto that. Onto something heâs clearly been wanting to do for so long. âHad to highlight âem, baby.â
You scoff, âItâs justâŠâ Throwing a cautious glance at the camera, you lower your voice. âYouâre so different from how you are in real life.â
âOh? And how did you expect me to be, huh?â He positions himself between your legs - wrapping both of them around his waist. Before then thinking better of it and throwing them even more lewdly around his neck insteadâhis plush priggish tip kisses your entrance. âDid you expect me to be likeâŠâ
He trails off.
He doesnât need to complete the rest of his sentence- and you donât think youâd have heard him even if he tried.
Because in that very moment, Chosoâs jerking his pale hips back a mere few inchesâthen plopping his globular tip between your pussylips and push-push-puuuuuushing. Fucking past the initial restraint of your first ring of muscle, heâs funneling in some thick inches that make your heels bang against the muscles of his back.
And he doesnât even seem to notice.
He doesnât even seem to breathe as heâs letting his cock swerve inside. Get suctioned inside. Get his Prince Albertâs piercing crept down your sensitive innards. Get gobbled up between your greedy legs-
You clench âround him and Choso throws his head back with a low, broken moan.
âOh p-pleaseââ Heâs babbling out through unsteady pink lips, a lazy line of dribble starting up from one corner of his mouth. Those long lashes of his flutter as heâs reaching one bulky hand up to grip the headboard, and placing his right one on your hips- keeping you steady.
Fingers trembling. Muscles rippling.
@likezmenpregnant: WoahâŠmake him do that againâŠ
@sixeyesorsixh0les: SUBBY CURSE HELLO??
@whimperwhiteboywhimper: oh I am SO here for this
@Fishygurodad: WhateverâŠ
Your eyes bulge once his throat cracks with what sounds like a whimperââPlease it feels so good.â And though you couldnât quite make it out, even the chat seemed stunned as Choso punctures out a broken stutter of his hips. Delving a few inches into your goopy insides- though not enough to bottom out completely, as youâre still too wound-up for him to fit completely. And youâre able to pinpoint exactly where heâs using the orbed metal of his first piering. With more to comeâŠâNgh- oh.â Broken noises emanating into your eardrums and the mic. âIt f-feels shooooo good, baby.â
Chosoâs head drops into the crook of your neck, and there - and there - youâre feeling his cheeky grin.
And suddenly youâre understanding.
Ohâhe was toying with you.
And he was doing it in a way thatâd completely fooled you- and perhaps all of his viewers, too.
But before youâre able to open your mouth to bite back something at him, Choso staggers his hips back and gives you a vicious jackhammer with his cock, âO-ohhhhh, my godââ Your toes curl atop his shoulders, slippery with sweat. He hadnât even rammed all the way inside yet, and yet the slightly left-leaning angle of his shaft was driving you wild.
Big and thick.
Running the slick globe of his tip down your walls, Choso probes a direct hit to that spot you loved so much. And he knew you loved it so muchâheâd mapped out your entire pussy earlier, of course.
And yet, heâs still gasping as though the pearls gates of heaven had descended right here and there. Heâs letting his sweet caramel eyes widen convincingly as he peers down at you, âI-is thatâŠthe spot, baby?â
@Curseâswifey: HE sounds SO NGH.
@daddytoeknee: Daddy likeyâŠ
@daddytoeknee: Also Movie wouldâve really LOVED this, huh?
You hiss, âCurse, you should already know-â
âBut how could I knowâ?â He exclaims. âThis is my first time, after allâŠâ Then Chosoâs plastering his clammy tattooed hips - with a snake on the side - to yours, as though the two were connected by the force of the worldâs strongest magnets: pulling and pushing, pulling and pushing. Every single battering ram of his mazing cocktip ends up lodged against your sweetly bruised g-spot, marking his circumference out with the sheer pace at which he was hitting it.Â
âShitââ Your nails clench on the sheets, and feeling jealous- Choso guides them to fist his hair instead. âShit, right there. It f-feels so good-â
âThere?â The once-nerdy man breathes out in awe. Disbelief every single time - or at least the mocking imitation of one. Swipinâ a line of precum down your nervy spot once more, âTh-there, babyâ?â
Something breathy- octaves higher in his tone. âYes- yes there-â
âThere-â Choked up and ruined. Husky grunts hatching in the back of his throat. There was something there in his words that you couldnât quite pinpointâa sort of undertone of primal need, primal amusement as he ruined your pussy with his speedily pap-papping hips, but acted as though he had no idea what he was doing. Every single syllable uttered was met with a thorough whack of his curved cockhead against your particular spot- âThere there there there- there-â
âFuh-fuuuck-â
âSo this g-spotâs really m-mine now, baby?â Choso asks.Â
You whine, back arching off the mattress. âYes-â
âDoes she really have my mark on it now?â
âYesâŠ?â Eyes shooting open as youâre half-registering his question in your hazed brain. He bores his dark eyes down at you intensely. And as though to emphasize his point, youâre feeling his perfectly round tip squeezing into your throat by the next few thrusts. Deeper and deeper.
His Jacobâs Ladder starting to ease its frigid way past your entrance and glide across the roof of your cunt. It was a sensation like nothing youâve ever felt before.Â
Choso probes even more, âI-is she really shaped to the shape of my cock now?âÂ
âChoângh.â Quickly shutting your cockdrunken self up. Quickly reaching a ringed hand up to squeeze your throat- before heâs languidly snaking his way up to squeezing your pretty cheeks together.
Smushing your face in a way that was almost disrespectful- though, not that you were in any state of mind to call him out on it. And thereâs a mean inkling in Chosoâs tone as he coos, âAwww, b-baby, why arenât you answering me?â Another rude slap! of his hips make your own sear in flames- that damn strength of his. Those damn piercings of his. âIs your poor, poor Curse not good enough?âÂ
Before you can answer, heâs looking at the blinking camera.Â
âMy babies, my girl doesnât love my cock anymoreâŠâ
âI doâI do-âÂ
Squeezing his doughy-soft restraints - those contrastingly mean fingers of his - around your cheeks. Heâs managing to smush your mouth shut and make you echo out the most pathetically pleading whinesâas he fucks you. Determined and targeted.
The glossy rotund edge of his tip presses against your g-spot a few more times before youâre managing to make yourself take a peek at the comments on the monitor.Â
Almost too far away- almost too blurry with the tears in your eyes.Â
@Curseâsnewestharem: Awwwww poor bby </33
@CCpervnextdoor: I would LOVE your cock, Curse!!
@girrrrrrrrrrth: is it just me or is he teasing us?
@Fishygurodad: ^^Yeah, heâs totally a fraud.
@Curseswombmommy: ^^girl shut up
âTh-they really think youâre oh-so-innocentâŠâ Youâre whispering up at him. Overstimulated tears in your eyes.
Breath hitching every time heâs surging his tattooed hips forwards and hitting that one spot particularly hard. Though there was never such a thing as too hardâŠ
And Chosoâs shooting you a secret smile - one just between the two of you - before morphing his expression into that of picture-perfect innocence. Roleplaying the demeanor of his nerdy self on campus, mixed with the utterly sultryâsexual way he was draaaaagging his lengthy cock in and out of your cunt.
Eventually, Chosoâs emptying his inches out nâ bruising the bottom of your pussy. All of his nine - you seriously felt nine throbbing inches - inches shaping out the in-betweens of your legs. All of the beaded barbells of his Jacobâs Ladder massaging inside- the slitherinâ feeling of them making themselves at home. Zig-zagging and slithering.Â
He feels the sponginess of your cervix and presses a hand down on your abdomen just to make sure, before changing that excitement into one of almost-genuine bafflement- âI-I really bottomed out?â Chosoâs pinkish bottom lip juts out and quivers dramatically.
âOf course, you did.â Youâre ready to scoff-
But whatever sarcastic sound was in the back of your throat gets quickly dissolved at the sight of Choso with genuine tears in his eyes. Glistening. âBut I never- ngh, never thought Iâd be able to.â He puts some more merciless pressure on your stomach that makes you buckâ
And the only thing you can do is let your head tip back into the pillows.
The only thing you can do is let out a few mottled moans as he rubs over the small tummy bulge he was fucking into you. Pushing his palm down so that he could feel it.Â
Whispering out, âI-I never thought this pussy would claim my cock as- ngh, hers, hm?â And for the moment there, youâre completely sure that he isnât talking to you. Rather, your pussy that was sobbing out squelches after every one of his jackhemmerinâ thrusts. âAnd itâs not too big, right?â
âN-neverââ
âBecause mâjust a nerd with a- hngh, biiiiiig fuckinâ cock.â How pitiful, right? Heâs letting his long, dark lashes flutter as Choso avoids meeting your eyesâas though in shyness. He drills his hips even deeper - one unforgettable strike after the other following every word he spoke. âJust a big- fat- fucking- cock-â
âPleaseâ!â Eventually, your arms reach upwards and youâre grabbing ahold of whatever part of him it is you could reach first. Which just-so-happened to be his bulky deltoids.
Chosoâs brows genuinely seem to furrow at the lewdness of you digging your nails into his muscles, leaving your marks for everyone and anyone to see even after this stream has ended. And so he continues in his faux-innocent tone, âOh? Did that feel good, baby?â
Purposefully slidinâ his cock across your g-spot so that youâd have to cry out. âY-yeeeesââ
âI didnât even know, baby.â His mouth hangs open, and the most lustrous squelches! echo between your two connected bodies. Your cunt nâ his precum were making such messesâŠâI had no ideaâŠâ
His Jacobâs Ladder leaves your channel feeling raw nâ overstimulated- you feel raw and overstimulated.Â
And youâre laid-out on the bed dazed and feeling so fucking good as Chosoâs picking his pace up even more, you notice for a split-second that his hands have moved. No longer was he holding onto your cheeks nâ watching you squirmânow, the nerdy man hooks both hands around your sweaty thighs and pins them close to his body.
Holding them in place as he leans down, down, dooooooown until the caps of your knees hit your tits.Â
Youâre keening at the stretch, and a searing burn spreads from between your pussy and along your hamstrings. How did he even hide such strength underneath those soft knitted vest? Such a body?
Before you know it, youâre being pressed into your first-ever mating press.
And Choso gapes as though he was just as bewildered as you, âO-ohâŠdid I do that?â Heâs fucking asking youâhowever, when your stunned expression bears no answer, he turns and asks the same question from the camera. The bursts of replies obviously agree nâ tease him. And heâs shaking his head ever-so-slightly, âDid I really bend you in- heh-â A slight chuckle escapes him. ââhalf, baby?â
And what else can you do but nod and nod and nodâ?Â
âI think this is called aâŠbreeding press?â He cocks his head ever-so-slightly, before shaking his head. âNo wait- a mating press.â
âA m-mating press.â Youâre repeating lamely.
âI c-canât believe Iâve folded you into a mating press, baby.â Choso nearly snarls at himself, his hips accelerating until that rouge-tipped cock of his was almost nothing but a blur. âCanât believeâsâlike my body is moving before my mind, ngh. My fat cockâs not hittinâ you too deep, right, my girl?â
âNot in the l-leastâŠâ
And he really was long enough to make each and every probe feel as though it was slam-slam-slamming into your throat- the capped crown of his shaft was entering crevices nâ crannies you hadnât even known you possessed. All marked out precisely by the silvery orb of his Prince Albertâs.Â
Just then, after your answer, Choso reaches his left hand up to wrap âround your throat - and then hauls you back down to meet his slapping hips.
A thrust even harder than the ones before it.
Your breath gets snatched out of your lungs, dissipating into the heady air filled with the contact-riddled sounds of sex. Hard and fast. Only getting harder the longer you have your ankles looped âround his neckââNot too hard, is it, baby?â Chosos asks you once more.
And you donât have anything to spit out besides, âOh f-fuck off.â
He gasps dramatically-
Well, not exactly dramatically. But in a way you knew was fake, and in a way that sends the chat exploding into comments.
The nerd pouts cutely, âWell, thatâs not very niceâŠâ
Youâre rolling your eyesâright before Chosoâs genuinely sending them rolling with his two fingers clamped around your clit. Using the silvery edges of his rings, he runs a few massages that end up with you sobbing and blabbering out your pleasure.Â
@Curseâswifey: FUCKKKKKKKKKK theyâre both so hot. THEYâRE BOTH SO RUINED.
@peepeesarebetterfictional: they both look like theyâre gonna cum soon hehe
@bewbsRlife: CUM CUM CUM CUM CUM
Biting back. âI would argue th-that thatâs not very nice, either.â
âBut mâjust trying to make my gorgeous girl cumâŠâ And from where heâd been looming his pretty face above yours, Choso then lets his head droop down between your tits. During his ravenous pace, heâs roverinâ his mouth all over to kiss and suck at your tits, your nipples.
His cold lip ring drags across your left areola- and he catches onto the way youâre shivering. Before Choso then grabs your nipple between his lips nâ hollows his cheeks out suckingââPromise mâjust trying to make you feel- hah, good.â He mutters, slightly muffled. âPromise I just wanna fuck my cock raw if it means making my lifelong crush feel goodâŠâ
âCho- Curse, are youâŠ?â Your eyes widen.
And his own flap droopily a few times, âHmmm?â
And that proved it.
That proved it.
Because Choso Kamo could be pretending to be a stuttering, panting, blushing mess on your heavenly cunt all he wanted- he could pretend to be pussydrunk out of his mind. But at the end of the day, it was impossible to hide when pretend turned into somethingâŠmore.Â
When the cocksure streamer thatâd been driving you wild all this time morphs into the contentedly pussy-whipped nerd you expected him to be deep down inside.
His eyes genuinely glazed and blinking longingly.
His hair drenched in sweat.
His skin flushed with need- and only flushing even more fiercely the longer he kept his eyes on you.Â
Without much ado, youâre throwing your hands around his neck and tugginâ him as far as he could crane his neck when his entire body feels like collapsing onto you and into your maddening pussy.Â
Choso pistons his hips slightly upwards to hear the slurp of his Jacobâs Ladder sliding across your walls, and he grooooansâ
âCurse, babyâŠâ You hum.
âMhmmmm?â He replies with half-lidded eyes. Barely focused.
This was the big, bad #1 streamer on C4mBoyfriends? As though sensing your thoughts, Chosoâs fingers grow a little more frenzied on your clit. âI need you to cum inside, okay?â
He jolts at the idea- that sinful, sinful idea. Before chuckling, âNever had any other plan, baby.â And then he turns to the camera, âWhat do you think, fuckers? Think my girl deserves to cum?â
@Fishygurodad: Yes.
@Curseâswifey: YES.
@likezmenpregnant: Yesssss~
@girrrrrrrrrrth: yesyesyes.
@daddytoeknee: Hell yeah-
Heâs holding out a little longer to make sure there wasnât a single ânoâ in there - and had there been one, youâre sure that Choso would have stopped and edged your incoming orgasm until it was a wave of complete agreement.
Luckily for you, they liked you.
And all he does now is press down harder on your g-spot from inside, lingering, and massage a pretty heart on your clit once more, lingeringâbefore a final, thorough stroke is all it takes for you to hurtle into your second high of the night.
For you to arch your body into his chest, and shutter your eyes. âCh-ChoâŠâÂ
Barely a whisper. Heâs crashing his mouth into yours to make sure that secret between you two isnât revealed. And youâre moaning deeply into Chosoâs mouth as you cumââFeels so- oh. It feels soâŠâ
âMhmmmm.â
Unable to even find the words.
The only thing you can do is riiiiiide out the massive wave of your high. Itâs torrential; pure bliss floods your system from head-to-toe, and no matter how much youâre squirming your overstimulated hips, Choso only succeeds in batterinâ away his pierced cock into eeeevery single hidden sweet spot inside of you. The ones that prolonged your bliss and left spikes of euphoria leading up to your brain.
Your cunt clenched so tightly around his cock- almost as though you didnât want him to even pull out. And Chosoâs sweaty head drops once more into the crook of your neck as he cums with a shudder.
The knot between his brows deepening, the bedsheet around his knees bunching up as he surges his body upwards. Almost animalistically.
Choso bottoms out his furious, twitching cock and keeps it there- âOh, fuckâŠâ It didnât sound like he was acting once his bawling red divot starts splatterinâ out more milky white wads. Deeep in the back of your pussy, right where your womb was, Choso puddles out his ecstasy in long ribbons. âOh fuck fuck fuckâfuck. Always knew itâd feel this good.â
Wave upon wave.
Toes curling. Eyes scrunching shut.
If you thought his moans were sensual before, then you werenât prepared for the ones your pussy was able to drag out of him - ragged and hollow utterances of your name. Over and over like a broken record, like a mantra.
Heâs fucking into you to milk them out of his hefty balls- then fucking you again just to pump those webbed wads right back in. From the top of his rotund tip and dooooooown to the tufts of hairs at his base. All nine inches of him being used to stuff you till the brimâ
Youâre sure your insides look like an utter fuckinâ mess by the time heâs slowing his tattooed hips down ever-so-slightlyâstill shaking from the aftermath of his orgasm. This was far stronger than anything heâs ever experienced before.Â
Drunkenly, youâre blinking your eyes up at him. âAlways?â
He smiles, âEver since our first lesson of Film 101.â Admitting, he lovingly wipes off a bit of his cum you were foaming between your pussylips. âYou referenced Pride and Prejudice when talking about the best lines of dialogue of all time, and I-Iâd been a goner since then.â
âCornyâŠâ You snort. Though you canât help the flutter of your heart.
âSo um- coffee after this?â
âIt better be dinner.â
He laughs in agreement. âAlso I bought a vibrating piercing the other day and have been dying to try itâŠâ
Your eyes widen.
And once youâre helping him pull out- Choso reaches for the camera and gets a good shot of the cum leaking between your legs. Before youâre both waving at it, âThank you for joining us, todayâthis was the most fun Iâve had on stream yet- heh.â
Youâre shooting the camera a pretty smile, too.
And Choso kisses the corner of your cheeks, âUntil next time. This has been Curse and Movie.â
@girrrrrrrrrrth: holy fuck??
@Curseâswifey: WAIT WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT NO WAY-
@bewbsRlife: HOLD ON-
@CCpervnextdoor: SAY SIKE RN?
@bipplruletheworld: oh my god thatâs amazing.
@likezmenpregnant: Oh, a love story for the ages~
@yoyoyoureinmypuss: YOU TWO LOOKING FOR A THIRD??
@Fishygurodad: Damn.
@Fishygurodad: Hmu when he messes up.
@daddytoeknee: Stfu he wonât.
@daddytoeknee: Also I totally called it <3
A/N. I did NOT plan to have me inserted and beefing with Toji Fushiguro but here we are-
Plagiarism not authorized.
Youâll Never Guess What I Heard! âĄ
I heard a rumor that Leona Kingscholar has been looking a little too hard at the prefect lately! Iâm talking sneaking glances, looking across rooms, and turning his head up whenever the prefectâs scent enters the roomâs air. He only ever turns his attention to things he deems worthy of his time, so you better give him your undivided attention!
I heard a rumor that he sometimes asks Ruggie to spy on you (yes, you, dear gossip!), the prefect, making sure no one from any dorm is screwing with his herbivore. After all, lions are quite territorial, yâknow.
I heard a rumor that Leona may or may not sleep with your sweater as a pillow, scent enveloping him as he takes one of his (many) naps. Lions canât purr, but Iâd say the sigh of satisfaction he lets out when he buries his face into the fabricâ your fabric, comes pretty close.
I heard a rumor that he also buries his face into said fabric when touching himself, imagining your hands roaming across his body as he strokes his cock. Sometimes heâll even bite into the article of clothing, your scent blooming in his tongue. Though, between you and me? Heâd much prefer biting your lovely skin.
I heard a rumor that if you listen close enough in the botanical gardens, you can hear hitched breathing and the shuffling of a familiar tail from behind the bushes. Leona isnât much of a noise-maker, hellâ youâll rarely even hear him gruntâ but his breath quickening? The sound of him borderline panting as he tries not to buck his hips up to look too desperate? Honestly itâs just as much of a treat.
I heard a rumor that sometimes heâll brush up against you on purposeâ againâ to let others know that he has his eye on you, and to not try anything funny. He wouldnât put a claim on you, no no no! He doesnât believe in that kind of âownershipâ talk towards a potential partner. Despite that, donât be shocked if several beastmen students back away from advancing on you. Plusâ he enjoys having his scent meld with yours, itâs truly intoxicating.
I heard a rumor that Leona is actually quite the fan of dry humping. Heâs lazy, and this is well known, so why waste time taking off clothes when he can just rut against you and make you cum from that alone? And besides, itâs sexy watching you awkwardly try to walk after cumming in your pants.
I heard a rumor that in that same vein, our dear lion would love nothing more than to see you ride him into next Tuesday. As much as he loves seeing you get blushy and shy, thereâs something strangely hot about seeing you buck up and take the reins, pushing back and being just as cocky as himâ wellâ not as cocky as him, as I doubt such a thing is possible.
I heard a rumor that he likes marking you in other ways, too. I mean, are we really surprised? Seeing his cum drip down your skin is a reward in several ways. Oneâ his scent is practically radiating off of you now, and twoâ thereâs something so rewarding in knowing that he was the one to do that to you. That he was the one to make you shiver and sweat and jolt from pleasure, and mark you up properly as a testament to your love-making. This goes for biting, too. Your skin just feels too good beneath his teethâ you canât blame him!
I heard a rumor that despite not having the highest libido (he gets tired, damnit), heâs still somehow more than willing to cater to your sexual needsâ just maybe not how you were expecting. If you pester him when heâs napping he will have you grind on his thigh while he dozes back off, and then act utterly dumbfounded if you complain about said dozing off. If heâs feeling extra generous, heâll put his hands to work and pleasure you that way, trying his best to act nonchalant while you fall apart in his hands. I say try becauseâ wellâ the way his feline pupils dilate and his lips quirk up in a smirk tend to be a dead giveaway that heâs paying far more attention than he lets on.
But remember! You didnât hear this from me! <3
hey heyyyyyy!! Thank you for reading, my cuties!! Apologies for the length at which I took to post this, as school has been a royal pain my ass (ÂŹ`âžÂŽÂŹ). Enough about that, though! My ask box is open so if you have any suggestions or ideas, send them!!! Blessed be!!!
â„ đOW TO BAG A HOT DILF: 5-STEP BEGINNERâS GUIDE !
đŒummary: the hot, grumpy dad next door wonât give you the time of day? hereâs how to make him fuck you stupid anyway. warning: side effects may include pregnancy.
pairing: dilf!toji fushiguro x f!reader genre/tags: smut with (some) plot, kinda slow burn tension, neighbor romance, crack comedy, age gap, manipulative flirting, implied daddy issues, light angst, dom!toji, corruption kink, praise + slight degradation, breeding kink, rough sex, slight jealousy, daddy kink, possessiveness, manhandling, overstim, multiple orgasms, fingering, oral (f. rec), creampie, fluffy ending <3
word count: 8.1k (idk, my hands slipped)
â„ STEP 1 â commit to the bit (and the bit is wanting him SO bad youâre willing to risk federal charges)
you donât believe in love at first sight. youâre not that kind of girl.
but lust at first sight?
yeah. that one had you in a chokehold the second you saw him hauling a case of bottled water into his apartment, dressed in nothing but grey sweatpants and a faded black tank topâ one that clung to the broad curve of his back like it owed you something. like it knew what it was doing.
he didnât even look at you. not really. just grunted out a soft âheyâ when you passed, voice low and rough like he hadnât spoken to anyone in days, and disappeared into the dark crack of his doorway with a hand scrubbing at the back of his neck, muscles flexing under golden skin and black ink.
youâve been down so fucking bad ever since.
toji fushiguro.
your across-the-hall neighbor. father of one. age: probably late thirties. height: unfair. attitude: uninterested.
the kind of man who walks around the building shirtless at night with a beer in hand, who leaves his door cracked open when heâs working out in the living room, who definitely has a âdonât talk to meâ aura and the look of someone whoâs been burned by love and never really recovered from it.
and of course, of course, thatâs exactly your type.
(but in your defense, itâs not like this came out of nowhere. youâve always had a thing for older men. itâs the deep voice, the scars, the rough hands and emotional unavailability. itâs the way they look at you like theyâve lived five lives and none of them ended well. also? your dad never called you back after your high school graduation. so. connect the dots.)
it wasnât supposed to be like this. you were just supposed to move in.
fresh start. new city. small apartment, low rent, okay view. the listing said âquiet neighborhoodâ and you said âsure, whateverâ because all you needed was a clean kitchen and decent lighting. you didnât ask for a brooding, musclebound dilf living directly across the hall like some kind of cruel test of character.
but now?
youâve memorized the exact time he leaves in the morning. you know which beer he drinks. you know the sound of his shower turning on. youâve adjusted your hallway appearances to âcasually hot girl next doorâ levels and tried every combination of crop top and pajama shorts known to man.
and the worst part?
he hasnât made a single move. not one. no smirk. no side-eye. not even the classic âdidnât know girls like you lived around hereâ line. heâs just⊠normal. silent. borderline rude. polite only when necessary, otherwise acts like you barely exist.
you wave when you see himâ he nods.
you held the elevator door once and he told you, âdonât worry about it,â like he was doing you a favor by taking the stairs.
youâve walked past him in tight leggings, skimpy pajama shorts, cute little tank tops with no bra underneath, but still, nothing.
not even a flicker of interest. not even a glance.
at first, you thought maybe he wasnât into it. maybe he had a secret wife. maybe he wasâ god forbidâ celibate.
but then you caught him on the balcony one night. shirtless. sweaty. cigarette between his fingers, hair pushed back, staring off into the distance like he was thinking about his tragic backstory. and when you stepped out to water your plants, leaned just slightly over the railing in your tiniest shortsâ
his eyes dropped.
slow. deliberate.
right to your thighs.
then back up to the skyline like nothing happened.
and thatâs when you knew.
heâs not blind. heâs just resisting.
which brings you to now.
standing in front of his door like a fucking maniac, heart pounding like youâre about to ring the bell at the gates of horny hell, holding a suspiciously clean, never-before-touched envelope you pulled from the depths of your junk drawer ten minutes ago.
itâs addressed to his unit, obviously.
but itâs been in your apartment the entire time.
because youâre a liar.
and youâre going to get your neighborâs attention if it kills you.
the door opens faster than you expect. no warning creak, no slow revealâ just a single click and then bam, itâs open, and there he is.
up close. full resolution. shirtless again. grey sweats again. taller than he looked in the hallway. and staring down at you like heâs trying to figure out whether youâre here to sell something or commit a crime.
his hair is messyâ fresh out the shower messy, strands curling a little at the ends, pushed back and damp like he towel-dried and gave up halfway. a faint scratch trails down his collarbone. thereâs a tattoo peeking from under his left pec. you are not okay.
ââŠyeah?â he asks, voice still that same low, unbothered gravel. like he was just in the middle of something. like you interrupted him.
you blink once. then twice. and hand him the envelope as if itâs some kind of peace offering.
âthis was in my mailbox,â you say, a little too fast. âbut itâs for your unit.â
he glances down. doesnât take it yet. his brow furrows.
ââŠyou live in 402, right?â
your heart drops. you manage a nod. âyeah.â
he looks back at the envelope, then back at you, and cocks his head a little. âthis says 404.â
âright,â you nod again, smiling like a liar. âwhich is your unit.â
thereâs a pause. a long one.
toji squints slightly, eyes narrowing like heâs trying to decide whether youâre stupid or suspicious. thenâ finallyâ he sighs, takes the envelope from your hand with two fingers, and mutters, âthanks.â
and then. then. a small voice behind him:
âwhoâs at the door?â
you peek past him instinctivelyâ
and there he is. a kid. dark-haired, serious-looking, big eyes and bigger pout. tiny arms crossed over a cartoon t-shirt like he pays rent. he clocks you immediately, gaze traveling from your face to your outfit and back again, like heâs judging you in 4K.
toji looks over his shoulder. âjust the neighbor. âgumi, go back inside.â
âyou said we could watch something,â the kid says, very clearly not moving. very clearly invested.
âyeah, and i will,â toji sighs, the kind of sigh that sounds like heâs already used to negotiating with a tiny lawyer. âin a minute.â
youâre standing here braless, in a crop top and fluffy socks, trying to flirt with a dilf, and his childâ his ten-year-old childâ is right there in the background watching this all go down like itâs an episode of Love Is Blind: Divorce Court Edition.
you panic. you smile. you crouch slightly like a Girl Who Is Good With Kidsâą and wave.
âhi! iâm your new neighbor.â
megumi blinks once. totally unimpressed. âi know.â
you die a little. âright.â
âyou were singing in the stairwell yesterday,â he adds, like heâs filing a noise complaint.
toji exhales through his nose, clearly already tired. âalright,â he mutters, shifting his weight as if heâs trying to end this conversation with his entire body. âthanks for dropping this off.â
you panic again. youâre spiraling. this is not going to plan. you were supposed to be effortlessly hot, a little mysterious, maybe get invited in for a drink. instead youâre sweating through your tank top, getting stared down by a ten-year-old and dismissed like some door-to-door scam.
abort mission. regroup.
you nod, stepping back quickly. âno problem! anytime.â
he doesnât respond. just closes the door halfway and disappears, voice fading as he calls back to megumiâ âpick a movie that isnât garbage this timeâ âbefore the door clicks shut behind him.
silence.
the hallway feels colder now.
you stand there for a second. maybe two. then turn on your heel and march straight back to your apartment, locking the door behind you with a little more force than necessary and collapsing onto your couch with a dramatic, miserable groan.
okay. so maybe the fake-mail delivery thing was a bust. maybe you didnât make the strongest first impression. maybe megumiâs gonna go to school on monday and tell his friends he saw a thirsty neighbor try to seduce his dad and fail in real time.
but youâre not giving up!
because toji fushiguro isnât oblivious. he looked. you know he looked.
heâs just being difficult. reserved. nonchalant. you love that shit. itâs practically a challenge.
which brings you to:
â„ STEP 2 â establish neighborly rapport (aka: force more interactions)
youâve already had contact. now itâs time for consistency. eye contact. hallway banter. the illusion of familiarity. youâre gonna bump into him enough that he has no choice but to acknowledge your existenceâ and then? then youâll break him down. slowly. methodically. emotionally.
you have a plan.
a little awkward start isnât gonna stop you. not when he looks like that with wet hair and lazy sweatpants. not when his voice sounds like it could ruin your entire sense of self-worth with a single sentence.
step two starts tomorrow.
or tonight, depending on how bold you feel. your package is supposed to arrive soonâ you could just happen to be outside when it gets delivered. or drop something near his door again. or, worst case scenario, start a small fire and see if he comes running.
youâre in too deep to turn back now.
besidesâ if megumiâs already seen you at your worst, thereâs nowhere to go but up.
you start running into him a lot more.
not in a weird way. youâre not, like, stalking. youâre just⊠situationally strategic.
like this morningâ how coincidentally, you happened to take your trash out the exact moment he left for a run. and when he walked past you in those same criminally low-hanging sweatpants, headphones in, shirt clinging to his chest like it wanted you dead? yeah. totally natural timing.
you smiled. waved. gave a little âmorning!â
he gave you a nod and kept jogging.
progress.
and yesterday? you timed your laundry schedule to line up with his, based purely on auditory research (aka: eavesdropping through the vents), and when he came down to switch out his load, you were already bent over the dryer in your tiny shorts like a good little trap.
he walked in. saw you. paused.
you straightened up way too fast and bumped your elbow, trying to look breezy while hiding the way your heart rate doubled on sight. âoh- hey! laundry day?â
toji looked at you. then at the dryer. then back at you. ââŠyeah.â
another pause.
god, heâs so fucking impossible.
you gave him your brightest smile and added, âmine too! small world.â
ââŠwe live in the same building,â he said, completely deadpan, before opening the washer and pulling out a fistful of dark clothes like you werenât trying to orchestrate a meet-cute over tide pods. he moved with the exhausted efficiency of a man who hated small talk and suspected you might be trying to sell him essential oils.
you wanted to scream. you smiled instead.
âright,â you laughed. âduh. neighbors.â
he didnât answer. just shoved his clothes into the dryer, grabbed his detergent, and left the room like it was a hostage negotiation and you were the threat. didnât even look back. but you saw it.
the twitch in his jaw when you bent over again. the extra second of eye contact before he left. the little crack in his silence when you giggled at your own joke and his mouth twitchedâ barely, but it did. youâre starting to learn his tells.
like tonightâ when you caught him coming back from the grocery store, arms full of bags, and offered to hold the elevator door open for him again.
âyou donât have to,â he said, almost automatically.
but this time you didnât let him off so easily.
you flashed a cheeky smile, cocked your head to the side, and replied, âwell i want to. unless you wanna take the stairs and pretend youâre not tired.â
that got you a look. brief. amused. his lips pressed into something that wasnât quite a smirk, but not nothing either.
he stepped in and stood beside you, towering and silent and pretending he wasnât eyeing your legs in the reflective elevator wall. you leaned against the side and grinned to yourself like a lunatic.
âwhat floor?â you asked, already knowing the answer. playing dumb. living your sitcom fantasy.
ââŠsame as yours,â he muttered, setting the bags down for a second. âyou know that.â
you beamed. âjust making conversation.â
he sighed. quiet. tired. maybe even a little fond, but you couldnât tell.
and then, just as the doors opened, a sleepy voice echoed from down the hallâ âdad?â
toji blinked. glanced up.
megumi stood outside their apartment in socks and Spider-Man pajamas, squinting at the two of you like he was already judging this moment for future therapy sessions.
âyou took forever,â he said. âi thought you died.â
âwell i didnât,â toji grunted, picking up the bags again. âget inside.â
you waved. again. because apparently, this is your life now. itâs not enough to get embarrassed in front of your crushâ his preteen son also has to witness your descent into neighborhood whore madness.
megumi stared. then looked at his dad. then back at you.
ââŠhi.â
victory.
youâre three days into operation âestablish rapportâ and you swear itâs working. slowly. heâs still playing it coolâ gruff, quiet, annoyingly unaffectedâ but youâre catching those little cracks. the way he looks at you when he thinks youâre not paying attention. the tiny pauses before he responds. the way his eyes always drop to your mouth when you smile too wide. the way he takes just a little too long to look away.
heâs slipping.
and youâre gonna be right there to catch him.
â„ STEP 3 â engineered domestic proximity (create a situation where he owes you and then emotionally blackmail him with kindness!)
it starts with a fake injury.
not like, hospital fake. just a little casual suffering. something light and flirty and âdamn she might be unwellâ coded.
you pick a thursday. the hallwayâs quiet. you hear his door openâ the soft clink of keys, the slow creak of the hingeâ and then you strike.
toji turns the corner just in time to see you slumped against your apartment door, barefoot, hair a mess, hoodie slipping off your shoulder, clutching your ankle like a romcom extra whoâs about to fall in love with the first man who offers her an ice pack. you even let out a pitiful little âugh,â as though gravity personally attacked you.
he stops. eyes narrow.
ââŠwhat the hell happened to you?â
you wince, voice trembling perfectly as you look up at him with wide eyes and say, âi tripped on the stairs.â
technically true. you did, in fact, trip. you just made sure it was today. and loud enough for him to hear.
âyou didnât even leave your apartment,â he deadpans, looking absolutely done.
ââŠgravityâs everywhere.â
he sighs like youâre the worldâs most annoying problem. runs a hand over his face. and then crouches down.
you try not to short-circuit.
his hand wraps around your ankleâ casually, confidently, like heâs done this a hundred times before, and his thumb brushes over your skin, rough and warm and way too distracting. he presses, checks the joint, and you flinch very dramatically.
he doesnât react. âitâs not broken.â
you pout. âstill hurts.â
toji gives you a long, tired look. then rolls his eyes, muttering something under his breath, probably something that sounds suspiciously like âfucking drama queen,â but reaches out anyway. big hands slide under your legs and back, and suddenly youâre being lifted. literally carried.
you make a noise that is not normal.
âjesus,â he grunts, shifting you in his arms. âwhat the hell do you eat?â
âexcuse me??â
ârelax,â he says, toeing open your apartment door. âyouâre light.â
you are going to die here.
he carries you across the threshold like a goddamn bride and sets you down gently on the couch, muttering something about âneedy neighborsâ as he tosses your throw blanket over your lap. then pauses. stares at you for a second too long. his brows draw together like heâs thinking something he shouldnât be.
ââŠdonât move,â he says finally. âiâll get an ice pack.â
he disappears into your kitchenâ uninvited, completely aware of where your freezer isâ and you clutch the blanket to your chest like itâs holy protection from your own bad decisions and whisper:
âoh my god.â
step three is officially a success.
after that, things shift.
slow. subtle. like the hallway air is warmer now. like he doesnât avoid you anymore.
the next time you make too much pasta (on purpose), you knock on his door and offer leftovers. âjust in case,â you say with a smile. he raises an eyebrow, gives you a long look, but takes the container anyway.
âitâs good,â he mutters a few days later, passing you in the hall.
you blink. âwhat?â
âthe pasta. wasnât bad.â
you nearly trip over your own shoes.
when you run into him carrying groceries, you casually ask if he needs anything next time you go. he grunts something about paper towels. the next day, you drop off a pack at his door with a sticky note that says âpaper-towel princess strikes again >:)â and you swear you hear him laugh. just once. low. barely there.
and megumi? megumi is your new little buddy.
you âaccidentallyâ bump into them on the stairs one weekend and ask him about schoolâ next thing you know, youâre helping him with a science project at your dining table, glitter on your shirt and glue in your hair, and he actually smiles at you when it lights up. his eyes go wide. he looks proud. you melt.
toji shows up to get him an hour later.
he stops in the doorway, arms crossed. eyes flick between you and megumi on the couch, surrounded by worksheets and snacks and a movie playing softly in the background.
ââŠyou donât have to babysit, yâknow.â
you glance up, then nudge megumi with your shoulder. âheâs cool. weâre having fun.â
toji stares. unreadable. his jaw works like heâs chewing on something he wonât say. and then he nods. once. slow.
ââŠyeah. heâs good.â
he leaves with megumi five minutes later, and you spend the rest of the night curled into your couch like a girl who just got emotionally married in the hallway.
a few days pass.
and thenâ he knocks on your door.
you open it and nearly fall over, because heâs standing there in a black t-shirt, holding a plastic container full of something that smells like soy sauce and heaven. his hairâs messy. his jawâs tight. he doesnât look like he wants to be here. but he is.
âwe made too much,â he says. pauses. adds, almost begrudgingly, âme and âgumi.â
your brain goes static.
you accept it like itâs a holy relic. your hand brushes his. itâs fine. youâre normal.
âthank you,â you breathe, like itâs something sacred.
you eat together on the steps between your units that night. plastic forks. beer for him, water bottle for you. megumiâs inside watching something with way too much volume. the hallway buzzes with soft domestic noise.
he chucklesâ an actual, real chuckleâ when you tell him about your failed ankle stunt getting you out of gym class in high school. it sounds like it surprises him. like it doesnât happen often. you want to bottle the sound and save it for winter.
and then, as youâre wiping sauce from the corner of your mouth, he gives you this long, unreadable look. his eyes flick to your mouth. linger.
âyouâre trouble, arenât you?â
you almost pass out.
âyeah,â you say, smiling slow. âbut iâm cute about it.â
he laughs again. soft. huffed. the kind that makes your stomach flutter in the worst/best way.
note to self: a chuckle = an emotional orgasm in dilf language.
â„ STEP 4 â desperate times, horny measures (blur the line between âfriendly neighborâ and âwould let you hit raw if you asked nicelyâ)
youâve played the long game. youâve laid the groundwork. youâve smiled, cooked, lingered in doorways and memorized his hallway habits. you helped his child with a diorama. you have earned your place in this manâs orbit. and now, youâre upping the ante.
tight tank tops with no bra? daily.
asking if he needs help lifting shit? always.
bending down in front of him for no reason whatsoever? the moment requires it.
youâve âaccidentallyâ dropped your keys outside his door. twice.
youâve complimented his cologne when he wasnât wearing any.
youâve said the phrase âyou mustâve been crazy hot in your twentiesâ with a completely straight face and full eye contactâ just to watch his eyebrow twitch like he was deciding whether to argue or kiss you.
and toji?
toji has looked.
slow. restrained. but itâs there.
the way his gaze drops and lingers. the way his hand flexes when you laugh too hard. the way he sometimes says your name like it annoys him to have it on his tongue, like heâs chewing on it instead of swallowing. youâre getting to him. you know you are.
especially tonight.
itâs late. youâre bored. your hair looks good and your shorts are criminal. and you know heâs home because you heard the clink of a beer bottle hit his counter through your shared wall. so naturally, you text him:
you up?
no responseâŠ
you try again:
iâm making cookies and need a taste tester. u down?
thereâs a pause. long enough to make you regret it. then finally:
donât burn your kitchen down.
whichâ okay. rude. but also? not a no.
you show up at his door with a plate of warm cookies and the dumbest smile imaginable, leaning against the doorframe like a horny little housewife in denial, praying your lip gloss doesnât smudge when you inevitably start smiling too hard.
the door swings open. and there he is.
shirtless, because of course. low sweatpants, towel around his neck, hair still damp. a vein in his bicep flexing like itâs personally here to ruin you. he raises an eyebrow when he sees you.
âyou actually baked something?â
you pout. âdonât sound so shocked.â
he huffs. not quite a laugh. steps aside and lets you in. silent permission. another small victory.
you sit on the couch, drop the plate between you. he takes a cookie. you take a risk.
âsoâŠâ you say, crossing your legs slowly, letting your voice dip soft and sweet. âwhat do i get if theyâre good?â
toji chews. swallows. side-eyes you. ââŠyou want a prize for not poisoning me?â
you tilt your head, smile like trouble. lean a little closer, so your thigh brushes his.
âi want something,â you murmur.
he watches you. unreadable.
your heartâs racing. your legâs touching his. the tension is so thick it could suffocate a small village. heâs quiet. too quiet. and for a secondâ a single, traitorous secondâ you believe. believe heâs going to touch you. say something filthy. kiss you.
and thenâ he stands up.
you freeze.
no.
he walks to the door.
absolutely not.
he opens it.
âgo home, sweetheart.â
you blink. ââŠwhat?â
he doesnât look at you. doesnât even flinch.
âyouâve had your fun,â he mutters, voice low. final. âtime to go.â
the plate of cookies is still on the table. your lip gloss is still perfect. and this manâ this walking thirst trap of a dilfâ just opened the door and told you to leave as if you were an inconvenience.
you stand there for five full seconds. staring at the wood grain like it personally wronged you. your mouth opens. closes. no words come out.
no explanation. no thank you. not even a cookie to-go.
you take the hint.
you walk homeâ five steps that feel like a funeral marchâ let yourself back into your apartment with hands that wonât stop shaking, and close the door behind you like it might collapse if you donât hold it up. then you crawl into bed, pull the blanket over your head, and try very, very hard not to cry over a man who never asked you to try this hard in the first place.
â„ STEP 5 â let him come to you (the part of the spiral where you stop trying, and he starts breaking)
youâve stopped trying.
no more cookies. no fake run-ins or conveniently timed errands. youâre done bending over near his door like some desperate domestic goddess waiting to be claimed. no more lingering glances, no flirty texts, no smiles he could possibly mistake for an invitation
you go cold. polite. distant.
âhey,â he mutters in the hallway one morning, voice a little rough from sleep.
âmorning,â you reply. clipped. unreadable. no smile.
you donât linger. donât wait for anything in return. you catch him glancing over when you pass, but you donât look back. just keep walking like youâve got better things to do than pine for a man who slams doors in your face.
when megumi finds you on the stairs the following weekend and asks if you want to help with another project, you smile softly, press a hand to the top of his head, and say, ânot this week, bud. busy.â he frowns a little. you ruffle his hair, and walk away without looking up.
you start going out more.
wearing new outfits. dresses you hadnât felt bold enough to wear before. lip gloss that makes your mouth look mean. you let strangers hold the door for you. let them compliment you. you let them linger.
you laugh too loud outside your apartment one night, on purpose, after coming back from a date with someone who isnât him. your heels click against the floor. your voice drips with honey. you lean against your door while someone says something into your ear and you throw your head back like itâs the funniest thing youâve ever heard.
you know heâs listening.
you feel his eyes on you like a bruise forming slow.
and then the shift begins.
itâs subtle, at first.
he starts speaking more.
âmorninâ,â he grunts one day, voice thicker now. rougher.
you nod, toss him a quiet âhey.â
ânew dress?â he says one night when you pass in the hallway.
you glance down at it, fingers brushing your hip. nod again. âyeah.â
he stares a second too long.
you keep walking.
the next week, he holds the elevator for you. for the first time.
you step inside without looking at him, lean against the mirrored wall, arms crossed. he stands beside you, silent for a second too long.
ââŠgot plans tonight?â he asks.
you glance at him. his handâs on the railing. his eyes are on your legs. the heat between you is palpable.
âmaybe,â you shrug. âwhy? you wanna know if iâm free?â
he doesnât answer. just scoffs. looks away.
but his jaw tightens. you see it.
and you smile to yourself when the elevator dings.
you donât stop. you donât wait.
and thenâ one night. late.
a knock at your door.
you werenât expecting it. youâre in your tank top and sleep shorts, hair still a little messy, face clean of makeup. for a second you debate not opening it at all.
but then you do.
heâs there.
black t-shirt. low voice. tension rolling off him like heat. his eyes sweep over you onceâ bare legs, bare face, bare everythingâ and settle on your mouth.
you open your lips to say something but nothing comes out. for a second, he doesnât speak. just stares. like heâs trying to remember why this was a bad idea.
âyou done with your little game?â he asks finally, voice rough, jaw set.
you blink. tilt your head. heart stuttering.
âwhy?â you say. âyou jealous?â
he exhales slow. like heâs holding something in. then steps forward, just once. close enough that his chest nearly brushes yours. the hallway hums with silence. you can feel it thickening between youâevery breath, every second, every inch of space closing.
he looks down at you, jaw clenched. his eyes are darker than youâve ever seen them. his gaze drops to your mouth. lingers.
âyou think i havenât thought about fucking you since the first day you moved in?â
jackpot.
you smile. slow. wicked.
âwell,â you murmur, stepping back just enough to tug him inside, âwhat are you waiting for?â
â„ STEP 5.1 â fuck the dilf. repeatedly!! (aka: daddy finally breaks, and so does your spine)
the door isnât even fully closed before heâs got you pinned against it, one hand slamming it shut behind you while the other grips your jaw hard enough to tilt your head back. his mouth crashes into yoursâ hot, hungry, furiousâ like heâs trying to erase every other man whoâs ever looked at you, every laugh you gave someone else, every second you werenât his.
his hands are everywhere. gripping your waist, your throat, your jaw. rough. greedy. like heâs trying to memorize the shape of you through sheer force, like he doesnât trust himself to stop once he starts. his fingers dig into your skin hard enough to leave marks, dragging you closer, forcing your body flush against his so you can feel himâ hard, heavy, pressing insistently between you.
âthis what you wanted, sweetheart?â he growls, dragging his mouth down your neck, teeth scraping just enough to make you shiver. âwalkinâ around like that every damn day- no bra, tiny little shorts, always smilinâ at me like a fuckinâ teaseââ
you gasp when he shoves his thigh between yours, grinding hard, forcing your hips to rock against him. your pussyâs already soakedâ soaked enough that the friction makes your head spin, a broken little whimper slipping out before you can stop it. he feels it. of course he does.
âfuck,â he mutters, voice dropping lower, eyes darkening as he watches your face fall apart. âalready wet. knew it. knew you were walkinâ around like that for me.â
âyou shouldnât be here,â you breathe, even as your hands clutch at his shirt, dragging him closer, nails digging into his back like youâre scared heâll disappear and youâd rather die than have him pull away now.
âdonât fuckinâ care,â he snarls, cupping your pussy through your panties, pressing just enough to make your knees buckle. his thumb drags over you, feeling how drenched you are through the thin fabric. âbeen thinkinâ about this cunt for weeks.â
you moanâ full body, spine-arching, dignity-leaving moanâ as he yanks your panties to the side and sinks two fingers into you without hesitation. nothing stops him. your body takes him easily, molded for him, as though his hands belong there and theyâve always known exactly where to go.
youâre so wet itâs obscene. it squelches. it gives around him immediately, your walls fluttering, clenching like they recognize him, like theyâve been waiting.
âshit,â he hisses, pumping his fingers slow just to feel it, watching the way your face twists. âtight little thing. messy already. all that attitude just âcause you needed a cock in you, huh?â
you nod, crying out, grinding against his palm like a bitch in heat, chasing the friction, chasing him, hips moving on instinct, your body no longer yours to command.
he slaps your cunt. hard. you jerk, a broken sob ripping out of you.
âuse your words.â
âyes, fuck, yes, i wanted this, wanted you, please- needed you so bad- been thinking about you tooââ
âyeah?â he mocks, curling his fingers just right, hitting that spot that makes your vision blur, your knees give out. âneeded daddyâs cock that bad? all that work just to get it, huh?â
he pulls his fingers out and licks them clean, making eye contact while his tongue drags over his knucklesâ savoring you, devouring every trace with the hunger of a man whoâs finally getting what heâs craved.
you feel your face burn. your thighs tremble. your body aches.
âneedy lil thing,â he mutters. âso desperate for daddyâs cock you made friends with my kid to get it.â
your mouth drops open.
âfuck,â you whisper, humiliated, horny, heart beating out of your chest. âi-i didnâtââ
âyeah, you did,â he cuts you off, voice low and certain, already tugging his sweats down. âi saw right through you. every little look. everytime you bent over in front of me like you were askinâ for it.â
his cock springs freeâ massive, thick, veiny, heavy against your stomach, already leaking. it twitches when he drags it through your folds, smearing your wetness all over himself, groaning under his breath at the feeling.
âwatchinâ me, droppin shit in the hallway, showinâ up all cute with cookiesââ he continues, voice roughening. âall so iâd fuck you like this.â
he grabs your hips. lifts you like itâs easy.
you wrap your legs around him on instinct, clinging, desperate, your ankles locking behind his back.
he slams you against the wall and shoves in deep.
you scream.
it burns for half a secondâ then itâs just full. overwhelming. he stretches you open, every inch fitting so perfectly it feels intentional, inevitableâ your body made to take him, built around the shape of him alone.
âthis what you wanted?â he growls, already moving, already setting a brutal pace, hips snapping hard into yours. âwanted daddy to stuff this sloppy little cunt so full you canât think?â
youâre crying already. sobbing into his shoulder, nails clawing at him, dragging down his back hard enough to leave lines. âyesyes- oh my god- yes please- donât stop, donât stopââ
he doesnât. he canât.
he fucks you hard. no mercy. no build-up. just punishing, deep, filthy strokes that slam into you over and over, your tits bouncing with every thrust, your body jostling against the wall, the wet sound of it echoing in the roomâ proof of how wrecked you are for him.
âlisten to that,â he grunts, one hand coming down to grab your ass, spreading you open, forcing himself even deeper. âfuckinâ soaked. takinâ me so easy.â
âtojiââ
ânah,â he snaps, grabbing your jaw again, forcing you to look at him, eyes blown wide, mouth open, completely ruined. âsay it right.â
âdaddyââ you choke.
his hips stutter for half a second. then he loses it.
âyeah,â he groans, fucking into you harder, deeper, pace turning reckless. âthatâs it. say it again.â
âdaddy, fuck, daddy please- please donât stopââ
âgood girl,â he breathes, voice wrecked now, forehead pressing against yours. âknew youâd sound pretty sayinâ it.â
he keeps going until your legs shake so hard you canât hold yourself up, until your body goes limp in his arms, until youâre nothing but weight and noise and need. then he drags you away from the wall, carries you like you weigh nothing, and drops you onto the couch.
your shirtâs gone in seconds. your tits spill free, bouncing when he grabs them, squeezing hard, biting one, then the other, tongue dragging over the marks he leaves, teeth sinking in just enough to make you cry out.
you whine, arching into him, completely gone, hips lifting even though you can barely move.
âlook at you,â he mutters, almost to himself. âfuckinâ ruined already.â
he spits on your chest. spreads it with his thumb. then shoves you back, spreading your legs open, staring at your dripping cunt like itâs dinner, like he could spend hours there.
ânot done with you yet,â he mutters.
then he dives in.
he eats you out starvingâ insatiable, greedy, nothing held back. hasnât touched anyone in years, and now heâs buried in you, treating your pussy like a lifeline. his tongue moves everywhereâ flicking, sucking, pushing deep, groaning into the mess heâs making, matching your desperation, needing this with the same feverish hunger you do.
âtaste so fuckinâ good,â he mumbles against you, nose brushing your clit, making you jerk violently. âall for me, huh? all this just for me?â
youâre shaking. crying. your hands in his hair, grinding down onto his face, desperate, greedy, nasty.
âyes- fuck- yesââ
he hums, pleased, and the vibration sends you over immediately.
you cum once. then twice. he doesnât stop. he eats you through it, moaning into your pussy while you scream and sob and claw at the cushions like a feral bitch, your thighs clamping around his head, back arching off the couch.
âtoo much, too muchââ
ânah,â he mutters, holding you down, hands gripping your thighs so hard theyâll bruise. âyou can take it.â
and you do. you take it until your body gives out and youâre nothing but a twitching, whimpering mess under him, tears streaking your face, chest heaving.
when he finally pulls back, his face is soaked. his chinâs messy. his pupils are blown so wide he looks dangerous.
he strokes his cock over your twitching cunt, dragging it through your folds, tapping your clit just to make you jolt, smearing your wetness back over you.
âyou want daddy to put a baby in you next?â he growls.
your brain breaks. completely.
you whimper, nodding frantically, tears still clinging to your lashes. âyes pleaseâ
he grins. dark. cocky. dangerous.
âfuckinâ knew it.â
and then he slams back in and fucks you like he means itâ like heâs trying to knock you up, ruin you, break you down and rebuild you around his dick. your body takes it, greedily, desperately, your walls clenching around him like you donât want to let him go, like you want to keep him there.
âgonna fill you up,â he groans, thrusts getting sloppy now, deeper somehow, grinding into you. âgonna keep you full of me.â
youâre sobbing. babbling. âpleasepleasepleaseââ
he finishes deep. thick. hot. doesnât pull out. just buries himself as far as he can go and groans into your neck, hips stuttering while you feel itâ feel himâ filling you, spilling inside you, too much, too warm, your body fluttering around him.
he stays there. holds you. keeps you plugged with his cock while your body trembles and leaks around him.
youâre drooling. whimpering. completely, utterly spent.
âgood girl,â he murmurs, kissing your cheek, softer now but still possessive. âtook me so well.â
his hand slides down your stomach. presses there. like heâs already imagining it.
âyouâre mine now.â
you barely come back to yourself before heâs moving again.
youâre still shaking. still sensitive. your cunt is pulsing, aching and full and leaking around him, your thighs sticky, your body limp and boneless against the couch. every nerve feels raw, like your skinâs been turned inside out.
and heâs still inside you.
still hard.
you let out a weak, broken sound when he shifts his hips, cock dragging inside youâ slow, deliberateâ heâs reminding you exactly where he is.
âtojiââ you whimper, voice wrecked, barely there.
his hand tightens on your hip immediately.
âwhatâd i tell you?â he mutters, low and sharp.
you choke on a breath. âd-daddyââ
âyeah,â he exhales, satisfied, rolling his hips again, slower this time, savoring it. âthatâs better.â
you feel everything now. every inch. every drag. the way he stretches you again even though youâre already so fucked out it hurts. your walls flutter around him uncontrollably, oversensitive, and he groans at itâ deep, filthy.
âfuck,â he hisses. âstill squeezinâ me like that? after all that?â
âtoo much,â you whimper, pushing weakly at his chest, even as your hips betray you, rocking up into him. âi canâtââ
âyou can,â he cuts you off, already pulling out halfway just to slam back in. you sob.
âyou will.â
your body jerks with it, your tits bouncing weakly with each thrust, your hands scrambling for something to hold onto. everything feels too intenseâ too deep, too full, too good.
âs-sensitiveââ you gasp, nails digging into his arms.
âi know,â he mutters, almost mean about it, dragging his cock against that spot again on purpose. âthatâs the point.â
you cry out, back arching hard, your whole body trembling as he starts fucking you againâ slower than before, but somehow worse. deeper. more intentional. every thrust aimed to make you feel it, to drag it out of you.
âso fucked out already,â he murmurs, grabbing your chin and forcing your head up so you have to meet his eyes. âcanât even think anymore, huh?â
you shake your head, tears slipping down your temples. ânoââ
âall that attitude gone,â he continues, voice low, almost mocking, thumb brushing your lip. âall that mouth, and now youâre just- what?â
you swallow, breath hitching. âyoursââ
his grip tightens.
âsay it again.â
âyours,â you sob, louder this time. âiâm yoursââ
âyeah you are,â he groans, pace picking up just a little, just enough to make your head spin again. âfuckinâ made for me, arenât you? takinâ me like this, still begginâ for moreââ
âiâm notââ you try, voice breaking, but your hips roll into him again, chasing it, proving him right.
he laughs. low. mean.
âyeah,â he breathes. âthatâs what i thought.â
his hand slides down between your bodies, fingers finding your clitâ already swollen, oversensitive, aching.
you jolt hard.
ânono, please- sâtoo muchââ
he circles it anyway.
slow.
you squeal.
your body spasms instantly, thighs clamping around him, back arching so hard it almost hurts. it hits you out of nowhereâ another orgasm ripping through you before you can even process it, your cunt clenching down on him so tight he curses.
âfuuuckk,â he groans, thrust stuttering. âthatâs it, there it isââ
youâre sobbing now. full-on crying. your body shaking uncontrollably as he keeps moving, keeps rubbing, using you through it.
âcanât take it- canâtââ you gasp, voice dissolving into broken sounds.
âyou are takinâ it,â he says, not slowing down, not stopping, cock dragging in and out of your fluttering, oversensitive cunt while your body keeps spasming around him. âlook at you. still squeezinâ me. still want it.â
you donât even know if thatâs true anymore. you just know you canât stop reacting, canât stop feeling.
he shifts suddenlyâ grabs your hips, flips you over like itâs nothing.
you yelp, barely catching yourself before your face hits the couch.
âstay,â he mutters, pressing you down, one hand between your shoulder blades, the other guiding himself back in.
you whine the second he pushes back insideâ somehow deeper like this, your body folding around him differently, more exposed, more helpless.
âshit,â he breathes, gripping your hips tight. âyeah. this is better.â
and then he starts again.
hard.
faster this time.
your body jolts forward with every thrust, your cheek pressed into the cushions, your fingers clawing at the fabric as the sounds get louder, wet and messy.
âdaddyâ!â you cry, voice muffled, broken.
âthatâs it,â he groans behind you, hand sliding up your back, gripping your neckâ not choking, just holding. controlling. âsay it louder.â
he fucks you deeper with every word.
âwhoâs pussy is this?â
âyoursâ!â you sob.
âwho you doinâ all that shit for, huh?â he snaps, pace turning relentless again. âall that dressinâ up, all that flirtinâââ
âyouâ! just youâ!â
âdamn right.â
his hand slides down your back, grabs your ass, spreading you open again so he can watch himself disappear inside you, over and over, your cunt clinging to him like it doesnât want to let go.
âfuckinâ made a mess of you,â he mutters, almost impressed. âcanât even keep it in.â
you canât. itâs leaking. every thrust pushes more of him out, slick and messy, your body too full, too used.
youâre gone. completely.
he leans over you, chest pressed to your back, mouth at your ear.
âone more,â he murmurs, voice low, dangerous. âgimme one more.â
you shake your head weakly. âcanâtââ
âyes you can.â
his hand finds your clit again.
you break.
your whole body locks up, a scream tearing out of you as another orgasm crashes through, sharper this time, almost painful in how intense it is, your cunt clenching so tight around him it drags him over the edge with you.
âfuckââ he groans, biting into your shoulder as he finishes again, hips stuttering hard against you, spilling deep, grinding into you as he rides it out.
you collapse under him completely.
he stays there for a second. breathing heavy. still inside you. still holding you down.
then, softer this timeâ just a littleâ
âtold you,â he mutters against your skin. âyou could take it.â
you donât respond. you physically canât.
youâre just⊠gone.
and he sounds way too pleased about it.
you wake up sore. sore in ways you didnât even know were possible. your thighs ache, your hips feel bruised, your legs do not work. your pussyâs twitchingâ puffy, overstimulated, and leaking. thereâs cum literally dripping out of you, sticky between your thighs, cooling against the sheets.
and tojiâs still there.
sprawled across your bed like he owns it, like youâre his bed now, arm heavy over your waist, breathing slow against the back of your neck. his chest rises and falls steady, the heat of his body sinking into yours. itâs warm. safe. a little filthy. you can feel his cock pressed to your assâ soft, but still there, like a threat.
youâre not sure if heâs awake. youâre not sure if youâre awake. your whole body feels broken in. chewed up. worshipped. wrecked. you blink blearily at the sunlight slanting through your blinds, brain swimming in the slow syrup of morning-after haze, and shift slightly beneath the weight of him.
he moves with you. groans low, deep in his chest, like the stretch of his limbs aches. then, voice gravel-thick and sleep-rough:
âfuck. you made me pull a muscle.â
you try to laugh, but it comes out cracked. âgood.â
he snorts, lazy and fond, burying his face in your shoulder and muttering, âbrat.â
you hum, cheek pressed into the pillow, toes curling under the sheets. you donât move. donât want to. his arm tightens around your waist just enough to remind you itâs still there.
youâre quiet for a second. breathing in the moment. thenâ soft, teasing, and only half joking:
âso⊠what are we now?â
he goes still. just for a beat. long enough for your stomach to drop a little. you tense, suddenly hyperaware of how real this feels, how easy it would be to ruin it. your heart thumps like youâre asking him to raise a child. (which. maybe you are. unknowingly. oops.)
he exhales.
then, low. rough. certain.
âmine.â
you short-circuit. go quiet.
he doesnât say it again. doesnât need to. just grabs your thigh, still sore, and drags you back against his chest like he thinks you might try to leaveâ even though you physically canât. you melt into the mattress with a broken little sigh, breath catching when his cock shifts against your ass, not quite hard, but heavy and possessive all the same.
you stay there. warm. stupidly happy. still full of his cum.
his fingers trail over your waist lazily, absent-minded, like heâs petting you. like youâre his. like this is normal now. you close your eyes, let yourself float in it, wondering how the hell you went from faking ankle injuries to getting bred in your own hallway by the hottest dilf alive.
and when megumi knocks on the door half an hour later and yells, âdad, iâm hungry,â
toji groans like a man betrayed. buries his face in your neck, kisses your skin as if itâs your fault he has responsibilities.
âyouâre makinâ breakfast,â he mutters.
you turn your head, blinking at him. âme?!â
âyou want me to limp in there with my back blown out?â
ââŠyou blew my back out.â
âexactly,â he grins against your throat. âteamwork.â
you roll your eyes. groan. try to wiggle away, but he doesnât let you. just holds you tighter and mumbles something about five more minutes before letting you goâ barely.
youâre smiling as you get up. your legs are still jelly. your thighs stick when you move. youâre sore and used and leaking, and youâve never felt so fucking good.
i rlly spent the whole night editing/finishing this osmgdkkdks, iâm lowk experimenting and thought iâd try smth different so i hope u guys like thissss >.<
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being pregnant with tojiâs baby made you wetter... 18+ à«ź ˶ᔠᔠá”˶ á
it all started when he had come home from work later than usual.
you were only in your second trimester, but toji insisted that you stayed at home. he didnât want to impose any risks on you child.
so all you did at home was clean, cook, and watch TV. it was nice for the first week, but after that, you were bored out of your mind.
nights like this where he came home extra late made it even worse. especially when you were needy.
âtoji, i missed you.â you buried your head in his chest the second he walked in.Â
he chuckled. âmissed you too baby,â he said. he tried to move to put his stuff down but you wouldnât let him.
âhmm? someone needy?â he smirked, his lips brushing against yours.
you nodded eagerly, way past the point of words.
he kissed you hungrily like you were his oxygen. his large hands cupped your cheeks and he led you all the way to your shared bedroom.
âjesus christ,â he muttered when he ripped off your panties.
âyouâre soaked. is it the hormones?â
you nodded sheepishly, and he grinned at you.
âi donât even think i need to prep you,â he swiftly pushed two fingers inside you. you whined and he kissed your cheek.
âpatience baby.â
he curled his fingers and you moaned, gripping his bicep.
âtojiiii.â
âi got you, donât worry,â he whispered.
you rocked your hips absentmindedly, fucking yourself with his fingers. he watched you silently, occasionally curling them.
âi think youâre ready.â
you helped him out of his pants and boxers. his cock sprung out: hard, flushed pink, and leaking of precum.
you licked your lips in anticipation and spread your legs a little more.
âsomeoneâs eager,â he teased, pressing his tip at your entrance and spreading your slick everywhere.
âyou look so pretty like this,â he muttered, âbelly all swollen, glowing, pregnant with my baby. you even got your legs wide open like you want me to breed you all over again.âÂ
âtoji, stop being a fucking teaââ
he slammed into you without warning. you were so full. his thick cock bullied your walls as he rocked slowly inside you.
âmmm, being pregnant with my baby has you soaked huh?â
you couldnât think straight. he stretched you out so good all you could do was nod.
his balls slapped against your ass with each thrust, hitting your g spot. you were close. he was balls deep inside, fucking you without any plans of stopping.
âyouâre close sweetheart? let go fâme.â at his command, you gushed all over his cock and he groaned your name.
he was soaked from his abs down. you felt his cock twitch and he followed after you, his seed spilling inside you.
âagain,â you begged.
he grabbed you by your thighs and pulled you closer to him. you wrapped your legs around his neck. somehow, at this angle, he was even deeper. your thighs shook and he fucked you hard and fast, chasing the high once again. he teased your nipples with his fingers and whispered filthy things.
âpussyâs sâgood, babyâ
âgreedy girl, just desperate for my cum.â
âneed you to cream all over my cock one more time pretty.âÂ
âsooo tight fâme mamaâ
by now, youâve lost count of how many times youâve come.
the room was hot and smelled like sex, and the sound of skin slapping were the only things keeping you from tapping you out.Â
that and tojiâs voice lingering in your ear.
âcâmon baby, youâre not giving up now, are you?â
you shook your head.
âi know thatâs right. come for daddy, just one more time.â
it was safe to say you were up the whole night.
a/n: tried something different ...đ
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áŻâ Leona ? napping on top of a herbivore? Perish the thought.
áŻâ Leona Kingscholar isn't one for relationshipsâsleeping was more his style. So it was more than just hard to stay awake on the days he promised to, you'd check him on it to. With a small flick on his forehead, or taking away his touching privileges. Every other day, he could sleep, and on the next, he'd have to spend time with you in class. Fair trade, right?
áŻâ Leona could sleep with a freight train right next to his ear, and barely stir. Maybe a little twitch here and there, but fully waking up? Hell no. Only way your getting this man up, is food. Better be good food to, otherwise you may just get a conk on the head.
áŻâ Though, when he does feel like having a cuddle buddy (which is surprisingly a lot for a loner like him) You're his first pick. You don't have a choice here, either your his personal pillow. Orâthere is no 'or'
You. Are. His. Pillow.
áŻâ Leona must love you A LOT. Because he'd never let another herbivore do the things he let's you get away with. Play with his ears and tail (not to often though) eat with him, the whole shabang.
áŻâ You CONSTANTLY need to have something of his on you, anything that smells like him. Maybe one of his vests, a glove or jacketâjust anything to get that fae stench off you. Even if it wasn't fae, more so human or even another animal, yeah your sleeping in his bed tonight.
áŻâ Everytime you eat togetherâexpect him to pick off your plate. But only the meat. You know by now he rarely has anything other than beef or steak, so you kinda absolutely gotta force him to eat something green.
áŻâ Unsurprisingly, Leona is strong. So strong (and stubborn) in fact that when he wants you somewhere, he just picks you up. Throwing you over his shoulders as you sit there like a limp little baby. Sometimes he just carries you around like that, either over, or on his shoulder. If your in his arms though, expect his tail to coil around you.







