not in a cocky, locker-room-brag kinda way— it was just a fact of life. a curse, almost. something that made hookups easy, one-night stands messier, and relationships short-lived. the kind of size that made girls talk, but rarely come back for round two. the kind that made casual sex complicated and intimacy nearly impossible.
and he never really cared about any of that. not until you.
not until his sweet little girlfriend— his— looked up at him one night, mouth all swollen from kissing, panties soaked, thighs spread, and asked him in the softest voice; “why won’t you fuck me?”
toji damn near choked.
because he wanted to. so so so badly. he wanted nothing more than to wreck you. make you sob. feel you clench around him and hear all the pretty sounds you’d make when he pushed in deep. he thought about it constantly, jerked off to it more than he’d admit, could barely look at you some days without getting hard, but everytime things got hot, whenever he had you moaning under his tongue or dripping down his fingers, he always stopped. always pulled back, fucked you with everything except his cock.
and it wasn’t because he didn’t want to.
it was because he’d rather die than hurt you.
you were too pretty. too soft. too delicate, curled up against him in those little sleep shorts, giggling when he kissed your neck and clinging to his arm like you trusted him not to break you. and he did. he tried. but he was terrified.
he’d slide his fingers into you and feel how tight you were. he’d mouth at your pussy for hours, just to hear you beg. he’d grind against you while you whined in his lap, soaking through both your clothes, whispering “please, toji, i want it—” and all he could do was kiss you and tell you “later, baby. next time. not tonight.”
but then came tonight.
tonight, you’re spread out on his bed, naked and flushed, eyes watery and lips swollen from how hard he’s been kissing you. his head’s between your legs again, of course it is, tongue buried in your soaked pussy, fingers gripping your thighs while he groans like you’re the one giving him head.
he’s addicted to it. to you.
you cum once on his tongue. then again, slower, whimpering his name in an endless loop. he doesn’t stop, not even when your thighs shake. just keeps licking, worshipping, devouring like he’s starving and you’re the last fucking meal on earth.
and when you finally tug his hair, trembling, and whisper, “toji, please, i want you inside—” he freezes.
his mouth is wet with your slick. his eyes are wild.
“baby,” he murmurs, voice wrecked, “you don’t get it. i could hurt you.”
“i trust you,” you say.
“i’m serious.” he kisses your knee, your inner thigh, soft and trembling. “you’re so small. fuck- it’s not gonna fit—”
you look at him, soft and breathless, and say the one thing that breaks him completely; “but i want you to try.”
and that’s all it takes.
toji kisses you passionately. slow and deep. tongue in your mouth, one big hand cupping your jaw while the other strokes between your legs again, spreading the slick around like he’s prepping you for war.
“tell me if it’s too much,” he rasps. “tell me to stop. i mean it.”
you nod.
he lines up, breath shaky, cock thick and twitching in his hand— and fuck, he wasn’t exaggerating. he’s huge. long, veiny, curved just right, flushed dark at the tip, and already leaking like he’s about to lose his mind.
and when he pushes in, just the head, you both gasp involuntarily.
it’s tight. so fucking tight he almost blacks out.
you clutch at him, nails digging into his shoulders, legs shaking as he goes slow. agonizingly, sweetly slow. inch by inch, letting you stretch around him, stopping to kiss your neck and whisper, “you’re doing so good for me, baby… fuck, you feel like heaven…”
and once he’s fully inside, when your hips finally meet and your eyes flutter open, dazed and teary— he stays there. just stays, cock buried deep, not even moving. “can’t,” he breathes, “gimme a second- fuck- you’re squeezin’ me so tight—”
you both lay there, pressed together, hearts pounding. you feel full. stretched in a way that makes your toes curl. but it doesn’t hurt. not like you thought it would. it’s overwhelming. thick, hot, but good.
you nod up at him. whisper, “move, toji. please.”
and when he does— when he pulls out halfway, then thrusts back in slow and deep— your whole body arches off the bed.
and that’s when he really loses it.
because you’re moaning. loud. like you’ve needed this. like you’ve been aching for him for weeks. you’re clenching around him, pulling him in, crying “yes, toji, fuck, more—!”
and he gives it to you.
all of it.
no holding back now.
he growls your name like it’s a curse and fucks you hard, fast, deep, slamming into your sweet spot with every thrust, hands gripping your waist as if he’s scared you might float away if he lets go.
“this what you wanted, baby?” he pants, breath hot against your ear. “wanted me to stretch this tiny pussy out? make it mine?”
you sob. nod. “yesyes, please, i needed it!”
“you’re takin’ it so good,” he growls, “knew you could. fuck, i love you—”
your eyes go wide. your breath catches.
but then he says it again.
“I love you. I fucking love you.”
and then you cum. hard. stars behind your eyes. body spasming. and toji follows with a moan so deep, it vibrates in your chest, spilling inside you as his hips jerk and his cock pulses.
he stays buried in you. kisses your neck. strokes your cheek. whispers, “you okay, baby?”
you nod, dazed. smiling.
“…still think it’s too big?”
“mmh,” you giggle, squeezing around him, “i think you just needed to put it to good use.”
he groans. “you’re gonna kill me.”
“you love it.”
he kisses you again.
and yeah. he really, really does.
maybe i will start posting here again… who knows.. lol
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omg diva i missed youuu :( i remember trying to find ur account but it was gone 😭 i hope you're doing sososo much better though! you'll always be my fav toji writer :3 sending over lots of hugs and kisses mwah
miss u too lovely !! dw, i’m doing fineee ^^ u are the sweetest thing everrrr and sending u tons of hugs and kissies right back 🥹🫶
Hi, I want to if you were the one that wrote the fic about Kento living next to a hot baker and then he fucked her? I was about to reread it and it wasn’t there. :(
yess, it was me ! i can def try and repost it on ao3 later and i’ll drop the link for u once it’s up ^_^
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I was about to re-read how to bag a hot dilf and it’s gone….and i see all your fics are gone😔😔😔😔 is everything okay queen
yeahhh, the bad news is i did deact my acc 💔 BUT the good news is u can still read that fic on ao3 here !! tbh, i left for a multitude of reasons but dw i’m doing okay <333
idk all of what happened that made you delete your account but whatever happened i’m so sorry you are literally my favorite writer on here and you’re so talented and ilysm ❤️❤️
it’s okay love, i honestly feel sm better after leaving LOL. i’m glad we’re still mooties tho and feel free to tag me if u ever post any new fics >3< 💕
Bae I miss ughh it sucks that u deleted ur fics but I can understand why did tho so I honestly i understand i love!! Idk maybe or maybe not if you'll come back to writing someday and If u do @ me pls! But if not its ok we can still message and talk<3 take care, ml<3
awe, ur literally the sweetest ilysm :(( i rlly don’t think i’m coming back but who knows what the future holds ! and ofc, my dms are always open so we can keep talking heheh
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do you think tumblr fics should be written past or present??
it all depends on personal preference tbh, but i usually go w present tense since it’s easier for me to portray the scenes or what the reader/character’s feeling. sometimes i’ll even combine them both :))
i didn’t switch accs, i deactivated the last one :’) and there were many things that factored into the reasons, a few of them being i felt a lot pressure to continue posting, stuff going on in my personal life, and also the community is incredibly toxic so i had to prioritize myself first <3
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