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new miw era means im changing my pfp to the decades cover
Not to sound like a geriatric but back in my day we tagged âdaddy kinkâ so people could filter it out. Fam I may have daddy issues and a taste for older men but I will not be calling a man daddy. Please tag that shit appropriately!
move over everyone I need a check up
itâs horrible how hot i find buck, because how hot he looked taking off his jacket was as all i was thinking of and then he just had to hurt daniel like goodbye.

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the mattfoggy to mattdex shipping pipeline is diabolical but it got me, lads.
Dex's love languageđ
yâall irritate me. listen.
this is not about what kinks you write, no one gives a fuck if you write the most taboo, dark shit in the world. (and if they do, they can scroll or get off tumblr)
but TAG YOUR SHIT PROPERLY.
this includes tagging x readers on fic tags, taking MALE CHARACTER x reader under lesbian/sapphic x readers.
if youâre going to have dark or taboo kinks, tag them.
if youâre going to have talk about bodily fluids or functions, you tag it.
violence? tag it.
death or severe injury? tag it.
mental health tag it.
you tag shit so everyone knows what theyâre getting into.
this isnât rocket science, itâs common fucking courtesy. if this is too much work, go make a fucking wattpad or something.
tag your shit and no one has to make posts like this.
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Hey so if ur gonna write incest/fauxcest/stepcest FUCKING TAG IT SO I DON'T HAVE TO SEE IT

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Mr Rich - Dennis Whitaker
Since when did little farm boy Whitaker get something so shiny and why has he never told his colleagues? Basically have deserves the little tormentation they give him no? 7.4k
My very first Dennis Whitaker piece and itâs so adorableeeeeee. I hope you guys love it just as much as I do!!!
As always please go into this knowing that these stories are mostly built from my maladaptive daydreams, knowing that most points that aren't described in detail are indications I didnât fascinate on it enough and others over explained because I hyper fixated on that certain point, but most importantly please know I do use AI as my unpaid employee to fix things and act as my co reader. Enjoy!
The first thing everyone at the Pitt learned about Dennis Whitaker was that he was hard to read.
The second thing they learned was that he was always there.
First one in if he could manage it. Last one out more often than not. Quiet in handover, quiet in the trauma bays, quiet when someone snapped at him out of stress and quieter still when they forgot to apologise after. He moved through the hospital with this strange mixture of nerves and endurance, like he expected very little from anyone but still gave everything he had.
Santos called him Huckleberry one time in the middle of his first miserable shift, half because of the battered backpack, half because he looked like heâd wandered into the emergency department by accident and somehow become useful enough no one had asked him to leave even though extremely accident prone.
The name stuck.
Dennis had rolled his eyes, muttered a tired, âPlease donât,â and gone right back to charting.
Naturally, everyone used it more after that.
To most of them, Dennis existed in a handful of specifics.
Cheap coffee.
Scuffed shoes.
A backpack that looked like it had lost at least three fights.
Pens always disappearing out of his scrub pocket.
The same tired watch on his wrist every day.
The occasional faraway look, as if half of him was still somewhere else even while he was listening to a patientâs chest or reviewing a chart.
No one thought much of it beyond that. The Pitt was full of people carrying whole private universes behind their ribs. Dennis was simply one more overworked med student trying to survive the grind.
No one knew what waited for him at home.
No one knew about you.
No one knew about the years before this.
About fluorescent lit library tables and old apartment radiators that barely worked and dinners made from whatever was cheapest that week. About the way you had built a life together with stubborn hands and not enough money. About the way Dennis studied until two in the morning while you packed orders at the kitchen table, both of you half asleep and refusing to admit it. About the way he could recite pharmacology pathways from memory but still sat there with tape stuck to his fingers because he insisted on helping you package your subscription boxes.
No one knew your business had started as a tiny idea born out of a love of books and a refusal to give up on joy just because life was hard.
No one knew it had turned into something enormous.
No one knew Dennis came home every night to an apartment that had once been tiny and drafty and was now warm and beautiful and full of shelves and soft lamps and stacks of advance reader copies and a bassinet beside your bed.
No one knew he had a wife who had been loving him since high school and a one month old son with his dark hair and your mouth.
Dennis never talked about himself unless he had to.
So they didnât know.
Until that evening.
It happened at the tail end of a long shift, one of those ugly, dragging ones that left everyone feeling scraped thin. The automatic doors slid open and shut in a constant rhythm, releasing wave after wave of staff into the cool evening air. A few of them lingered outside the hospital, too exhausted to go straight home, each holding onto the last couple minutes of not being needed by anybody.
Robby stood with a coffee he had no intention of finishing. Jack leaned against the wall beside him, sleeves shoved up, looking just as wrecked. Javadi was in the middle of a story that was getting more dramatic with every sentence. Santos was listening with her arms folded, equal parts skeptical and entertained.
Dennis came out without noticing any of them.
His head was bent toward his phone. His expression, what little of it they could see, was soft in a way none of them had ever really witnessed before.
He wasnât smiling exactly.
But he was close.
His thumb moved quickly over the screen.
Javadi, mid sentence, stopped talking.
âWhy does Whitaker so look happy at this hour?â she asked.
Santos followed her line of sight. âThat is unsettling.â
Robby glanced over. âMaybe heâs delirious.â
Dennis still didnât look up.
He crossed the pavement, drifting toward the far side of the lot where nicer cars usually sat. Not hospital admin nice. Not consultant with no shame nice. Like nice nice.
There, gleaming black under the lot lights like it had been dropped in from another universe entirely, sat a Porsche 911.
Javadi blinked. âWhat is heââ
Santos let out a short laugh. âNo way.â
Dennis slowed. Looked around quickly, almost furtively, like he was making sure no one from the hospital was around to see him.
Unfortunately for him, his entire audience was standing ten yards away.
He seemed satisfied after the worldâs worst surveillance attempt, yanked open the passenger side door, and shoved his battered backpack inside with all the reverence of someone tossing laundry into a basket. Then he rounded the front, slid behind the wheel, started the engine, and pulled out so smoothly it was offensive.
For a full two seconds, no one said anything.
Then Santos turned, very slowly, to look at the others.
âIâm sorry,â she said. âDid Huckleberry just get into a Porsche?â
Jack stared at the road where the car had disappeared. âThat is exactly what happened.â
Robby took a sip from his coffee and made a face, either at the taste or the situation. âMaybe itâs borrowed.â
âA Porsche 911?â Santos said. âBorrowed from who? Bruce Wayne?â
Javadiâs eyes narrowed in thought. âMaybe his family has money.â
âHis family with money still sent him to work with that backpack? Plus he talks about his broken farm wayyy to muchâ Santos shot back.
âThat backpack,â Jack said gravely, âis now a deception.â
Robby rubbed one hand over his mouth, tired amusement tugging at it. âYou people are way too invested in this.â
Santos pointed at him. âAbsolutely not. You do not get to act above this after witnessing the same thing I did.â
Jack straightened. âWe have all been lied to.â
âNobody lied,â Robby said.
âOh, please,â Santos scoffed. âThe man looks like he survives on cafeteria crackers and academic trauma. And then he drives off in a car worth more than our annual salaries combined?â
Javadi, still staring toward the exit, said, âThat is a very specific kind of betrayal.â
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The next morning, Dennis was the talk of the shift.
It wasnât cruel, exactly. More disbelieving than anything else. Curious. Slightly offended on principle. The kind of gossip that flared because the image everyone had built of him in their heads had been knocked sideways.
He came in as he always did, hair a little messy, scrub top wrinkled, backpack slung over one shoulder and seemed entirely unaware of the cloud of speculation waiting for him.
Santos looked up from the desk. âMorning, Richie Rich.â
Dennis stopped. Blinked once. âWhat?â
Jack, beside her, added without looking up from the chart in his hand, âNice car.â
Dennis frowned like the words did not compute. âI donâtââ
Javadi appeared at his elbow. âYou could have told people.â
âTold people what?â Dennis asked.
âThat youâre secretly loaded,â Santos said.
Dennis stared at her.
Then at Jack. Then at Javadi. Then, with the terrible dawning realisation of a man who had just discovered he had accidentally created a narrative he had no idea how to fix, he sighed.
âOh my God.â
Jack lifted a shoulder. âThis feels like the appropriate response, yes.â
âItâs notââ Dennis began, then stopped. Started again. âIâm notâ itâs not mine.â
Santos pounced immediately. âAha.â
Dennis regretted speaking on sight.
Javadi folded her arms. âThen whose is it?â
Dennis adjusted the strap of his backpack. âMy wifeâs.â
That stopped them.
Santos blinked. âYour what?â
Dennis looked like he wished the floor would open and swallow him whole. âMy wifeâs.â
Jack slowly lowered the chart. âYouâre married.â
Dennisâs face went pink. âYes.â
Robby, passing behind them, paused. âYouâre married?â
Dennis closed his eyes for half a second. âWhy is everyone reacting like this?â
âBecause,â Santos said, âyou are twenty-four and look like a Victorian orphan.â
Dennis looked offended. âI do not.â
âYou absolutely do, youâre pale as shitâ Jack said.
Robby leaned against the desk, watching him with open amusement now. âHow long have you been married?â
Dennis hesitated just long enough for Santos to notice.
âOh my God,â she said. âHow long?â
Dennis glanced between all of them and clearly made the wrong decision, which was telling the truth.
âNine years.â
âNine years?â Javadi repeated.
âYou have been married for nine years,â Jack said, âand somehow that has never come up.â
Dennis made a helpless little gesture with one hand. âIt wasnât relevant.â
Santos laughed outright. âYour wife owning a Porsche is very relevant.â
âItâs not because of the Porsche,â Dennis said, immediately regretting that too.
Santos pointed at him like heâd confessed to tax fraud. âThereâs more.â
Robby was enjoying himself far too much now. âDennis.â
Dennis looked at him the way a man looks at a priest he suspects is about to judge him. âDr. Robby, with all due respect, I am trying very hard to mind my own business.â
Jack said, âAnd failing spectacularly.â
Dennis inhaled, exhaled, and gave up on whatever dignity he had left. âCan we please not do this today?â
Santos leaned in. âDepends. Are you secretly the husband of a tech heiress?â
Dennis stared at her. âWhat is wrong with you?â
âA lot, probably,â she said. âAnswer the question.â
âNo.â
âFinance?â
âNo.â
âOld money?â
âNo.â
âMob?â
Jack turned slightly. âNow that one Iâd hear out.â
Dennis pinched the bridge of his nose. âMy wife owns a business. Thatâs all.â
Javadi tilted her head. âWhat kind of business?â
Dennis grabbed the nearest chart like it was a life raft. âI have patients.â
âCoward,â Santos called after him as he escaped.
He did, in fact, have patients.
A surprisingly manageable set of them, actually, because the emergency department had fallen into one of those rare, almost eerie lulls. It never lasted, but while it did, people moved a little slower. Ate if they remembered. Sat down for thirty seconds without being immediately summoned elsewhere.
Dennis spent most of the morning trying to ignore the occasional weird look sent his way.
One nurse asked him if he had âsummered in the Hamptonsâ growing up.
One attending, fully deadpan, told him theyâd all been âmisled by the his scruffiness.â
Santos called him Gatsby.
Javadi called him mysterious.
Jack said nothing for a while, which was almost worse, until he passed Dennis near the meds room and said, âYou really should have led with the wife.â
Dennis, already tired of the entire subject, replied, âThat is a sentence no one should ever say to me at work, my wife is my business and my business alone.â
By noon, heâd had enough.
He ducked into a quieter hallway, pulled out his phone, and called you.
You picked up on the second ring.
âHey, baby,â you said, voice warm and immediate and home in a way that settled something in his chest the instant he heard it.
Dennisâs shoulders dropped a little. âHey.â
There was a rustle on your end, then the soft, fussy noise of Sawyer making his opinions known to the universe.
Dennisâs whole face changed.
No one from the department was around to see it this time, but if they had been, it might have stunned them more than the car.
âHow are my favourite people?â he asked, voice going gentle without him even trying.
You laughed quietly. âYour favourite people are covered in spit up and running on approximately forty minutes of sleep.â
âSoâŚ.thriving.â
âObviously.â
He smiled. Actually smiled this time, rubbing one hand over the back of his neck. âYou busy?â
âFor you? Never. Why?â
Dennis hesitated, then decided halfway through that honesty was the least embarrassing route available now.
âI think my coworkers saw your car yesterday.â
There was a beat.
Then you burst out laughing.
He shut his eyes. âI knew that would be your reaction.â
âIâm sorry,â you said, still laughing. âNo, Iâm not. Thatâs so funny. You got caught.â
âI wasnât hiding.â
âDennis, sweetheart, you literally told me once you park a whole car park away farther than necessary so nobody asks questions.â
âThat was one time.â
âThat was every time.â
He could hear the grin in your voice. He loved that sound. âThey are being weird today.â
âWeird how?â
âThey think Iâm secretly rich.â
âArenât you, technically?â you teased.
âNo.â
âYouâre married to me.â
âThat is not the same thing.â
âIt absolutely is. My millions are your millions.â
Dennis huffed out a quiet laugh. âYou sound insufferable.â
âAnd yet you stay.â
âAnd yet.â
There was a little snuffling noise, then a soft coo.
Dennisâs expression softened further. âIs he awake?â
âVery much so. Heâs glaring at me because I had the audacity to sit down.â
âCan I hear him?â
You shifted the phone. âSay hi to Daddy.â
What came through was mostly baby noise, tiny, indignant, perfect. Dennis leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes for just a second, letting it wash over him.
âHi, buddy,â he murmured. âMiss you.â
On the other end, Sawyer made a small sound that Dennis was already convinced meant something specific even if, medically speaking, he knew better.
You took the phone back. âHe misses you too.â
His throat tightened, only a little. âYou guys doing okay?â
âWeâre good,â you said softly, the teasing easing into something gentler. âYou okay?â
Dennis exhaled. âYeah. Just⌠I donât know. Strange day.â
âYou want us to come have lunch with you?â
He looked down the hall, checked the time, and felt a tug of want so immediate it almost embarrassed him.
âYes,â he admitted.
âOkay.â
âReally?â
âReally. We can be there in twenty.â
Dennis straightened. âYou donât have to if itâs too much with the babyââ
âDennis.â
He stopped.
You lowered your voice in that way that always got right under his skin, tender and certain. âWeâd love to.â
His chest ached with it. âOkay.â
âOkay. Text me if you want anything.â
âYou and Sawyer. Thatâs it.â
âA devastating line. Very smooth.â
âIâm hanging up now.â
âI love you.â
Dennis smiled before he could stop himself. âLove you too.â
When he walked into the cafeteria twenty five minutes later, he was trying very hard to look normal about the fact that his wife and son were about to walk in.
He got a sandwich he didnât really want. A coffee he did. Picked a table near the windows. Checked his phone once. Twice. Three times.
Santos came through the line, spotted him, and immediately veered over.
âYouâre jumpy.â
Dennis didnât look up. âNo, Iâm not.â
âYou are.â
âIâm sitting.â
âThat means nothing.â
She slid into the chair across from him without invitation. Jack joined her a moment later, carrying a tray. Javadi followed, suspiciously casual in the way people only are when they are absolutely planning to pry.
Dennis looked at all three of them and said, âNo.â
âNo what?â Santos asked.
âNo whatever this is.â
Jack took a sip of his drink. âIn fairness, this could still be a coincidence.â
âIt is not a coincidence,â Dennis said.
Javadiâs brows lifted. âSo what are you doing?â
Dennis immediately regretted sitting in their line of sight.
Santos grinned. âOh, this is Christmas.â
Before he could tell them all to leave him alone, the cafeteria doors opened and every thought in his head stopped.
You walked in with Sawyer tucked against your chest in one of those soft wrap carriers youâd gotten good at using one handed. You had a diaper bag over one shoulder, sunglasses pushed up into your hair, and the kind of tired, beautiful face that made Dennis feel winded no matter how many years heâd had to get used to it.
You spotted him almost instantly.
Your whole expression lit.
It still got him. Every time.
âThatâs your wife? And you have a baby?,â Santos asked softly, and for once there was no teasing in it. Just surprise.
Dennis was already standing by the time you reached the table.
âHey,â you said.
âHey,â he echoed, all the tension in him dissolving at once.
He leaned in and kissed you first, quick and familiar. Then, with hands that had spent all morning doing careful clinical work, he gently unfastened part of the carrier so he could see Sawyer properly.
The baby was awake, drowsy eyed and warm cheeked, bundled in a tiny onesie with little foxes on it.
Dennisâs face did that thing again.
That softening. That entire, breathtaking rearrangement.
âHey, buddy,â he murmured, brushing one finger over Sawyerâs cheek.
Sawyer made a small sound and blinked up at him.
You smiled. âHeâs been fighting sleep.â
âLike his mother.â
You gave him a look. âExcuse me?â
Dennis glanced up, almost smiling. âYou heard me.â
Santos, who had never in her life looked more emotionally blindsided, whispered, âOh my God.â
Dennis seemed to remember, belatedly, that other people existed.
He straightened slightly and cleared his throat. âUh. This is my wife.â
You turned toward them with an open smile, not remotely bothered by the audience. âHi.â
Santos was the first to recover. She stood and held out a hand. âSantos. I work with your husband, which is a sentence I cannot believe Iâm saying because apparently Dennis has been keeping state secrets.â
You laughed and shook her hand. âThat sounds like him.â
Jack stood next. âJack. Also baffled.â
âNice to meet you,â you said warmly.
Javadi followed, introducing herself with a glance between you and Sawyer and then Dennis, as though trying to reconcile all three with the man she knew at work.
Robby arrived halfway through it, tray in hand, took in the tableau in one look, and smiled.
âSo this is why Whitaker has looked nauseous all morning.â
Dennis looked pained. âDr. Robbyââ
You laughed again. âHi. Iâm sorry, have I accidentally ruined his professional image?â
âThere wasnât much left to ruin after the Porsche,â Santos said.
You put a hand over your mouth, delighted. âHe told me.â
Dennis sat back down like a man surrendering to fate. âI hate all of you.â
âNo, you donât,â Jack said.
Sawyer made a sleepy little noise. Every head at the table turned toward him instantly.
Javadiâs expression softened. âHeâs beautiful.â
Dennis looked down at his son with that same almost disbelieving tenderness. âYeah,â he said quietly. âHe is.â
There was a beat. A collective shift.
Somewhere in the distance, a machine beeped. Cafeteria chatter swelled and dipped around you. But at the table, there was this strange pocket of stillness as Dennis sat there with one hand lightly cupping Sawyerâs back and the other brushing your knee under the table, like touch was the most natural thing in the world.
Maybe because with you, it was.
Santos leaned forward first.
âSo,â she said, âI have about a thousand questions.â
Dennis muttered, âYou do not need answers to any of them.â
You smiled. âIâm happy to answer what I can.â
âDangerous thing to say around her,â Jack noted.
Santos pointed at you. âHow long have you two been together?â
You didnât even have to think about it. âSince we were sixteen.â
Javadi blinked. âHigh school?â
You nodded. âHigh school sweethearts.â
âJesus,â Santos said, almost reverently. Dennis ducked his head, embarrassed.
Robby sat down at the end of the table. âAnd he never once mentioned that.â
You looked at Dennis. âHe probably didnât think anyone wanted to hear his tragic romance backstory.â
Santos nearly choked. âBackstory?â
Dennis looked at you, scandalised. âPlease do not call it that.â
You grinned. âWhy? Itâs true. We met in chemistry. He was painfully serious, I was deeply under qualified to be in that class, and then he offered me his notes because Iâd missed a week with the flu.â
Dennis muttered, âYou were going to fail.â
âI was not going to fail.â
âYou did fail the quiz.â
âBy one point.â
Jack considered this. âThat seems like it tracks.â
You laughed. âAnyway, weâve basically done everything together since then.â
Javadi tilted her head. âEven med school?â
âOh, all of med school,â you said. âThe most romantic years of our lives, truly.â
Dennis made a quiet noise of protest.
You ignored him cheerfully. âNothing says enduring love like crying over tuition and colour coding flashcards at one in the morning.â
That got a laugh around the table.
Robby looked at Dennis. âYou had help studying?â
Dennis deadpanned, âShe says help very generously.â
You nudged his arm. âI was an excellent study buddy.â
âYou quizzed me on cardiology and pronounced arrhythmia like you were summoning a demon.â
âI was under pressure.â
Sawyer shifted, tiny fist curling against your chest.
Santos leaned her chin on her hand. âOkay, wait. Back up. He was in med school. What were you doing?â
Dennisâs expression changed a little before yours did. You knew why. Because that part mattered to him in a way he never quite put into words.
You answered easily. âWorking.â
âWhat kind of work?â Javadi asked.
âWhatever paid.â You smiled, but there was old memory in it. âRetail. Reception. Bookstore for a while. I kind of patched together a lot of minimum wage jobs in the beginning so we could get by.â
Santos glanced at Dennis.
Dennis was already looking at you.
Not embarrassed. Never embarrassed by you.
Just full of that quiet, complicated love that came from remembering too much.
You reached for your drink. âThen I started my subscription business.â
âThe boxes,â Dennis said, finally contributing.
You looked at the others. âI love books. Like, embarrassingly so. And I had this idea to do curated surprise book boxes every month, one main book, little themed gifts, notes, annotations, playlists, all that kind of thing. Something that felt thoughtful and immersive instead of generic.â
Jack frowned, interested despite himself. âYou built that from scratch?â
âPretty much. It started tiny. Like really tiny. I was packing orders in our kitchen. Dennis used to help me tape boxes shut while listening to me monologue about every book Iâd read that month.â
Santos turned to Dennis in disbelief. âYou did arts and crafts?â
Dennis looked offended by the phrasing. âI can use tape.â
Robby laughed.
You leaned back a little, smiling at the memory. âHeâd sit there after studying for ten hours, exhausted out of his mind, and still help me pack until midnight. Then Iâd make him quiz cards.â
Javadi looked between you both. âThatâs actually⌠very cute.â
Dennis immediately focused on his coffee like it had become medically urgent.
Santos caught the movement and grinned wickedly. âHeâs blushing.â
âI am not.â
âYou absolutely are,â Jack said.
Sawyer made a tiny squeak right then, saving Dennis from further humiliation.
You shifted the carrier, but Dennis was already halfway out of his chair. âI got him.â
The words were automatic. Familiar. Deeply practiced.
Before anyone could react, Dennis had carefully lifted Sawyer into his arms with the confidence of someone who had done this a hundred times in the dim light of three in the morning.
And that, more than anything else so far, seemed to hit the table silent.
Because Dennis at work was competent, yes.
Steady when he needed to be. Smart. Serious. Quiet.
But Dennis with his sonâ
That was something else.
His whole body loosened. His voice dropped. He bounced Sawyer once, gently, instinctively, and murmured, âHey, Saw. You okay?â
Sawyer settled almost immediately.
Santos stared.
Jack stared.
Javadi openly melted.
Robby watched with a small, knowing look on his face, like this answered something about Dennis he hadnât even realised heâd been wondering.
You sat back, smiling softly, because this part never got old.
Dennis glanced up after a second and caught all of them looking.
âWhat?â he asked.
Santos put a hand over her chest. âI just need a moment.â
He frowned. âWhy?â
âBecause,â she said, âyesterday I thought you were a secret trust fund baby and today I find out youâre a high school sweetheart, med student, baby carrying husband with a millionaire wife and a son named Sawyer.â
Dennis looked down at the baby in his arms. âWhatâs wrong with Sawyer?â
âNothing,â Santos said. âItâs aggressively wholesome.â
Jack nodded once. âThat is the issue.â
You laughed so hard you had to wipe under one eye.
Dennis, trying and failing not to smile, looked at you. âYouâre making this worse.â
âI havenât even started,â you said sweetly.
âOh no,â Javadi murmured.
You turned back to the group. âDid he tell you he almost passed out when we found out I was pregnant?â
Dennisâs head snapped toward you. âAbsolutely not.â
Santos lit up. âHe did what?â
You pointed at him. âFull silent panic.â
Dennis was aghast. âThat is a misrepresentation.â
âIt is not. We were in the kitchen. I handed him the test. He looked at it, sat down very slowly, and said, âOkay,â in the voice of a man watching his life flash before his eyes.â
Jack nearly laughed into his drink.
Dennis defended himself instantly. âBecause I was in my final year and she was paying for everything.â
The table quieted a touch at that. Not awkwardly, just enough for the weight of that truth to land. You looked at him, your expression softening.
Dennis shifted Sawyer higher against his shoulder, gaze dropping for a second. âI worried,â he said more quietly. âA lot.â
You reached across and touched his wrist. âI know.â
He glanced at you.
And because this was your story too, because you had always been the steadier one where the future was concerned, you looked at the others and said, âHe was worried he was failing us before heâd even started.â
Dennis exhaled softly, like he hadnât expected you to say it out loud.
âBut he wasnât,â you continued. âHeâs never failed us. He was in school, working himself to death, trying to build the rest of our life. That mattered. I was okay carrying more for a while because it was for us. It always was.â
No one spoke for a second.
Robby looked at Dennis with something gentler than amusement now. âThatâs not a small thing.â
Dennisâs jaw worked once, as though he didnât quite know what to do with being seen.
He settled for looking down at Sawyer.
The baby had one tiny fist wrapped in the collar of Dennisâs scrubs.
Santos cleared her throat. âOkay. Iâm going to ruin the sincerity now because if I donât ask, Iâll explode.â
Jack nodded. âFair.â
She turned to you. âWhat exactly does âsubscription businessâ mean if it comes with a Porsche?â
Dennis shut his eyes.
You grinned.
âThat,â you said, âis a very funny question.â
Javadi leaned in. âPlease answer it.â
âWell.â You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. âIt started with a few dozen orders. Then a few hundred. Then a few thousand. We went viral a couple times. Got some good press. Built a community around it. Expanded internationally. Added special editions, brand collaborations, collector boxes, seasonal launchesâŚâ
Santos stared at you.
Jack slowly lowered his fork.
Robbyâs brows climbed.
You kept going because there was no point pretending. âNow itâs a worldwide subscription service. Multi million dollar company. We have a warehouse team, marketing team, design department, app developers, rights partnerships, all of it.â
Javadi blinked once. âMulti million.â
You nodded. âYeah.â
Santos laughed in disbelief. âNo. Stop.â
âIâm serious.â
âNo, because when you said book box, I pictured, like, stickers.â
âThere are stickers,â you said. âA lot of them, actually.â
Jack finally spoke. âHow much are we talking?â
Dennis looked like he wanted to crawl underneath the table.
You, on the other hand, were perfectly calm. Proud, not arrogant. There was a difference, and you wore it well.
âEnough that several large companies have made offers to buy us,â you said.
Santosâs mouth fell open. âAnd?â
âAnd Iâm not interested.â
Robby sat back. âYou turned them down.â
You shrugged lightly. âWhy would I sell something I built from the floor up just because somebody bigger wants it? I love what I do. I love the readers. I love the team. I love making something people wait for every month.â
Dennis looked at you then with the kind of expression that made it impossible to mistake what he felt.
Not just love.
Pride.
The deep, steady kind. The kind that had roots.
It warmed your skin anyway.
Javadi let out a stunned breath. âThatâs⌠insane.â
You smiled. âItâs still a little insane to me too.â
Santos turned to Dennis. âAnd you just come to work every day acting like some little exhausted med student.â
Dennis frowned. âI am an exhausted med student.â
âWhose wife is a millionaire.â
Dennis adjusted Sawyer against his chest. âThat is not the relevant part.â
Jack looked at him for a long second. âI actually think that may be the most Dennis sentence Dennis has ever said.â
Robby laughed under his breath.
One of the nurses passing nearby did a double take at the baby in Dennisâs arms and kept walking with a smile.
Dennis didnât notice.
He was looking at Sawyer.
Then at you.
Then at the table full of coworkers who now seemed to be revising him in real time.
Santos broke the silence first, but her voice had shifted, still sharp, still Santos, but softer around the edges.
âYou know,â she said, âyou could have told people.â
Dennis looked up. âAbout what?â
âAny of it.â
He considered that.
The answer, when it came, was honest enough to quiet everyone again.
âI donât know,â he said. âIt never felt like mine to bring in here.â
You looked at him, understanding immediately.
Because of course.
The Pitt was his. This brutal, bright, relentless place where he was building himself from the inside out. He had wanted to stand in it on his own feet. Not as the husband of someone successful. Not as part of some impressive life story. Just Dennis. Just the work. Just what he earned.
Robby seemed to understand too.
âThatâs fair,â he said.
Dennis glanced at him, a little surprised by the lack of mockery.
Robby shrugged. âYou still shouldâve warned us about the Porsche.â
That got a laugh out of the whole table, including Dennis this time.
He shook his head. âItâs a car.â
Santos pointed at you. âNo, because now I need to know if there are more things. Is there a house? Staff? Do you own an island?â
You laughed. âNo island.â
âDisappointing.â
âThere is a house.â
Santos slapped the table once. âI knew it.â
Dennis looked pained again. âPlease stop encouraging her.â
Jack, who had been quiet for longer than usual, looked at you and asked, âDid you ever want him to quit?â
Dennisâs eyes moved to yours.
It was such a simple question, but it landed in all the places that mattered. In every tired year. Every bill. Every late night. Every moment where loving each other had looked less like poetry and more like endurance.
You answered without hesitation.
âNever.â
Dennisâs grip on Sawyer tightened just a touch.
You held his gaze. âNot once. He worked hard for this, and iâm going to support him to the end. â
Jack gave a small nod, like that told him everything he needed to know.
The overhead speaker crackled then, announcing something from across the department, and the spell of lunch began to fracture. Staff shifted in their seats. Trays were gathered. The lull was ending, as everyone had known it would.
Robby rose first. âEnjoy the rest of your break, Whitaker. And try not to look so betrayed by human interest.â
Dennis said flatly, âIâm deeply betrayed.â
Santos stood and pointed between you and Dennis. âIâm not done being fascinated by this, by the way.â
You smiled. âThat seems fair.â
Javadi lingered a second longer. âIt was really nice to meet you.â
âYou too,â you said.
She looked at Sawyer, then at Dennis. âHeâs good with him.â
Your expression softened as you watched your husband sway gently with your son still against his chest.
âYeah,â you said. âHe really is.â
Javadiâs mouth curved a little, and then she followed the others out.
After they left, the table felt quieter. More intimate. The noise of the cafeteria faded to a blur around the edges.
Dennis sat down again, exhausted all over now that the performance part was done.
You smiled at him. âYou survived.â
He gave you a look. âYou were not helpful.â
âI was extremely helpful.â
âYou told them I panicked over the pregnancy test.â
âYou did.â
âI had a normal reaction.â
âYou looked like a man on the verge of seeing God.â
Dennis huffed a laugh, looking down at Sawyer. âTraitor.â
You reached over and took his untouched sandwich, unwrapping it for him because if you didnât heâd pretend he wasnât hungry and go another six hours without eating.
He let you.
He always let you do the little things.
âEat,â you said.
âYes, maâam.â
He took a bite. Chewed. Swallowed. Looked at you over the table.
âYou really told them about the companies.â
You shrugged. âThey asked.â
âI know, butââ
âBut what?â you asked softly.
Dennis went quiet.
Then, with the honesty that only ever came out when he was tired enough or safe enough, he said, âI donât want people looking at me different because of you.â
Your face changed immediately.
Not hurt.
Just intent.
You reached across the table and touched his arm. âDennis.â
He glanced down.
âYou do understand there is no version of my life where I am not proud to be yours, right?â
His eyes lifted to yours.
âAnd,â you added, softer now, âif anybody looks at you differently, thatâs their problem. Not yours. Youâre still the same person who worked himself sick to get where he is. Youâre still the same person who sat on our apartment floor in the middle of the night packing boxes because I asked for help. None of what I built changes who you are.â
He swallowed.
You smiled, just a little. âThough, for the record, you are also allowed to enjoy being married to me. Itâs one of your better life choices.â
That made him laugh despite himself, a quick real one that softened all his sharp edges again.
âIt was my best one,â he said.
Your heart gave that familiar, foolish little ache.
âWell,â you said, âgood answer.â
Sawyer stirred in his arms, opening his mouth in a tiny yawn so complete it made both of you smile.
Dennis looked down at him like he still couldnât quite believe he was real.
âHowâd he do this morning?â he asked.
You leaned back in your chair. âCluster fed. Refused to nap unless he was touching me. Gave me a look of personal offence during tummy time.â
âSounds right.â
âHe also peed through two outfits.â
Dennis nodded gravely. âOverachiever like his dad, naturally.â
You laughed under your breath and just watched him for a moment.
This man.
This exhausted, beautiful man with his falling apart backpack and his gentle hands and his stupid inability to mention even the largest details of his personal life unless physically cornered.
You had known him at sixteen when he was all knees and determination.
You had known him at nineteen when he was terrified of failing organic chemistry.
At twenty-five when rent came due and you both pretended you werenât scared.
At twenty-seven when he stood in your tiny kitchen holding a positive pregnancy test with tears in his eyes because he wanted so badly to be enough.
At twenty-eight, here, now, scrubs wrinkled, hair messy, son in his arms, trying to become the thing he had worked toward for years.
There was no version of him that you had not loved.
He caught you looking.
âWhat?â
You shook your head, smiling. âNothing.â
âLiar.â
You leaned in. âI was just thinking you look very handsome holding our baby.â
Dennis immediately turned pink. âYou canât say things like that in public.â
âWeâre married.â
âThat changes nothing.â
âIt changes many things.â
He muttered something under his breath that made you laugh again.
The overhead speaker called for staff assistance somewhere else in the department.
Dennis looked toward the doors, then back at you, regret flickering across his face.
âYou have to go,â you said.
âYeah.â
He didnât move.
Neither did you.
It was always like this, the tiny ache of leaving each other in the middle of ordinary days. Never dramatic. Never catastrophic. Just the quiet fact of wanting more time than life gave.
You stood first and came around the table.
Dennis rose too, carefully shifting Sawyer so you could take him back into the carrier. Your fingers brushed. His stayed at your waist a second longer than necessary.
You looked up at him.
He leaned down and kissed you.
Slow enough to matter.
Brief enough to survive in public.
When he pulled back, his forehead almost brushed yours.
âThank you for coming,â he said quietly.
âAlways.â
He looked at Sawyer then, smoothing one hand over the babyâs little back once, twice. âBye, buddy.â
Sawyer slept through the whole thing.
Dennis smiled faintly. âRude.â
You laughed. âHe takes after his father.â
âI do not sleep.â
âYou would if I physically forced you.â
âThat sounds threatening.â
âIt is.â
He looked at you the way he always had when you said something ridiculous with complete sincerity, fond, helpless, quietly wrecked by it.
Then he bent and kissed your temple.
When you started toward the doors, he walked with you partway, hands tucked into his scrub pockets, trying and failing to hide that he never wanted either of you to leave once he had you here.
Right before the cafeteria exit, you stopped.
âWhat?â he asked softly.
You reached up and fixed his collar where Sawyerâs fist had wrinkled it.
Then you smoothed a hand over his chest once.
âGo be brilliant,â you said.
Dennisâs expression went still in that way it did when he felt too much.
A second later, he nodded.
You turned and headed out, glancing back once.
He was still standing there watching you.
Backpack strap hanging off one shoulder. Scrubs a little too big. Coffee abandoned on the table behind him. Looking for all the world like the same quiet, hard working student everyone thought they knew.
Only now, maybe, they knew better.
Maybe now theyâd see what had always been there under the surface.
Not mystery.
Not secrecy.
Just Dennis.
A man who had built his life the hard way. A man who loved deeply and spoke little. A man who carried tenderness the same way he carried stress, close to the body, hidden until someone earned the right to see it.
By the time he stepped back into the department, Santos looked up from the desk with immediate interest.
âWell?â she asked.
Dennis frowned. âWell what?â
She gestured vaguely. âHow does it feel to live my dream?â
Dennis stared at her.
Jack, beside her, said, âIgnore her. Weâre all just recalibrating.â
Javadi glanced up from her charting. âYour wifeâs very nice.â
Dennisâs entire face softened again before he could stop it. âYeah,â he said. âShe is.â
Robby walked past at that exact moment, heard the tone, and smirked. âThere he is.â
Dennis looked defensive on instinct. âWhat?â
âThe human being.â
Santos snorted.
Dennis rolled his eyes and tried to move past them, but Jack stopped him with one quiet sentence.
âYou should bring them by again.â
Dennis looked at him.
There was no teasing in it. None of the earlier fascination sharpened into something ugly. Just simple sincerity.
Javadi nodded. âYeah.â
Santos added, âAnd maybe one of those millionaire book boxes.â
Dennis, despite himself, laughed.
It startled all of them a little.
He seemed to realise that too, because he shook his head and looked down, like he hadnât meant to let the sound out.
Then he adjusted the strap of his fraying backpack and said, âIâll think about it.â
He moved on before anyone could say more.
Santos watched him go. âI feel like we just witnessed character development.â
Robby picked up a chart. âWhat you witnessed was Whitaker having a life.â
Jack looked toward the hall Dennis had disappeared down. âA surprisingly good one.â
And that was the thing.
For all the shock of the car, the wife, the baby, the money, the private life no one had guessed at,Â
the real surprise wasnât that Dennis Whitaker had more than they knew.
It was that, somehow, the quietest person in the department had gone home every night to something so full.
Love that had lasted since adolescence.
Years of struggle turned into partnership instead of resentment.
A child already adored.
A wife who had built an empire out of stories and still looked at him like he was the centre of hers.
By the end of the shift, the gossip had changed shape.
Less disbelief. More affection.
A nurse called him Dr. Porsche and got ignored.
Santos asked if his wife had a fantasy section in the subscription service and got told to go away.
Javadi wanted to know if you took literary fiction seriously or if the business had âsold out,â which turned into a ten minute conversation Dennis didnât realise he was smiling through until Robby pointed it out.
He texted you during a lull.
Theyâre obsessed with you.
Your reply came thirty seconds later.
Understandable.
Dennis shook his head.
Then another message.
Howâs my favourite millionaire final year med student?
He looked up from the screen, glanced around the chaos and noise and fluorescent lights, and thought about lunch. About Sawyer sleeping against your chest. About your hand on his collar. About the way his coworkers had looked at him afterward, not with pity, not with suspicion, but with a kind of startled warmth.
He typed back,Â
Tired.
Missing you.
Still not rich.
Your response came instantly.
Debatable on the last one.
Come home safe, husband.
Dennis read that text twice.
Then a third time.
And for the first time all day, the shift ahead didnât feel quite so heavy.
Because the thing nobody at the Pitt had known until now, the thing Dennis had carried privately, carefully, like it was too precious to expose to the mess of the world, was also the thing that steadied him most.
You.
Sawyer.
Home.
Not the house or the car or the business or the money.
Just that.
The life built through years of almost not enough.
The life that had started with borrowed notes in high school and grown, somehow, into this impossible, lovely, hard won thing.
And if the whole hospital knew now?
If they teased him a little?
If they looked at him differently, but only because they had finally seen the rest of the picture?
Maybe that was okay.
Maybe some good things could survive being witnessed.
Maybe some good things even deserved to.
Dennis slipped his phone back into his pocket, squared his shoulders, and headed for his next patient with the faintest trace of a smile still lingering at the corner of his mouth.
Behind him, Santos watched him go and said to no one in particular, âIâm telling you right now, if he doesnât bring that baby back in here, Iâm filing a complaint.â
Jack didnât look up from his chart. âAgainst who?â
âFate,â Santos said.
Robby, passing by, replied, âGet in line.â
And somewhere across the city, in a warm house with books stacked on tables and a million little pieces of a life built with love, you were probably kissing the top of Sawyerâs head and waiting for Dennis to come home.
The same way you always had.
The same way you always would.
think I need someone older
this thing of people getting âintrospectiveâ and understanding when there is a complex male character on screen, because âHeâs struggling and needs helpâ
but then absolutely hating and scrutinising a female character who behaves the exact same way, is absolutely diabolical and ridiculous behaviour.
i felt like a feral dog whenever buck or dex was on screen tonight
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punching above his weight...or is he? - dennis whitaker x f!reader
summary: once your relationship is no longer a secret, the emergency department starts to see just how perfect you and dennis are for each other, and they realize that you may not be as far out of his league as they initially thought.
aka dennis can fucking PULL okay.
pairings: dennis whitaker x RT!reader (respiratory therapist) word count: 4.2k cw/tags: swearing, no use of y/n, typical pitt warnings (blood, intubation, depictions of a motorcycle crash victim), you're (affectionately) nicknamed 'hot shot' by most of the department, dennis is obsessed with you, you're obsessed with him, what more could you ask. you have hair long enough for the top half to be tied back in a nondescript way. light inappropriate conduct in the workplace but it's all in good fun and no one's feelings are hurt!
more dennis x hot shot guys i told you i couldn't be stopped! inspired by this ask and @libbyqypu :)
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Victoriaâs killing a bit of time in the main foyer before her shift starts one day when the two of you arrive.Â
Dennis pulls the door open for you, as usual, holding it while you walk inside. He does the same with the inner door, despite having to speedwalk in order to get there before you. She notices that heâs carrying your backpack, the strap slung over the opposite shoulder from his own. He reaches out as you walk towards the elevators, fingers pinching the side of your shirt, gently pulling you closer to him. Itâs subtle, and Victoriaâs certain sheâs the only one who notices that your hands now brush against eachotherâs as you move.Â
âYou coming up?â You ask, reaching forwards, hitting the button.Â
He checks his watch, then nods. âStill got time.â
You bite back a smile as you step into the elevator, doors closing behind you, blocking you from Victoriaâs probing eyes. The ICU floor is much quieter than the ED, especially since itâs still early, most of the patients still sleeping as the hospital starts to wake up. You swipe your badge against the sensor, and then step through the double door together, like you always do.Â
Danaâs standing at the central desk when you come in, talking to the charge nurse there, trying to get some boarders moved before dayshift officially takes over. She clocks both of you immediately, her sentence coming to a stop when she hears your soft laughter. She turns around, watching as you approach, smiling at her.Â
âDana,â You greet. âAre you finally leaving the ER to join us up here?â
âYou wish,â She says, looking past your shoulder, where Dennis is waiting a half-step behind you. âWhitaker, fancy seeing you here.â
The ICU charge scoffs, laughing a bit. âWhat do you mean? Heâs up here every morning.â
Dana raises an eyebrow, a tiny smirk on her face. âThat so?â
He shrugs, cheeks flushing a light shade of pink, both bags on his back lifting with the motion. âPretty much, yeah.â
You, wanting to save him from any further embarrassment, turn around and give him an opening. âI can take my bag, you can head downstairs.â
He frowns, shaking his head. âI got it, Iâll be right back.â
He walks over to the locker room, his figure disappearing through the door. One of the nightshift RTâs comes out of a room, and Dana doesnât miss the way his eyes light up at the sight of you. He ignores everyone else at the desk as he approaches, saying your last name with way too much enthusiasm for six-thirty in the morning.Â
âYou shouldâve seen this patient last night,â He starts, diving into the story as soon as your eyes are on him, a small smile on your face as you genuinely listen.Â
Dennis comes back out of the locker room just as he takes your wrist in his hand, turning your arm so your palm faces the ceiling, gesturing to your forearm as he explains the IV situation the patient had. He mimes the action of fluids spewing, retelling the moment it came loose as he was in the middle of intubating.Â
Your face scrunches, but youâre still smiling, and heâs pretty sure you say âoh, gross!â before slowly pulling your arm away, tucking both hands into your pockets. He comes up behind you, setting your stethoscope and water bottle on the desk. The other RT loses all steam at the sight of him, and he immediately takes a step back, stuttering over his words for a second. You feel a single finger twist into your waistband, making you look over your shoulder, seeing Dennis and your belongings.Â
âThank you,â You say, fully spinning around. He drops his hand back to his side, nodding.Â
âYeah, uh, no problem,â He says. âIâll see you later?â
âHopefully,â You say. âGood luck down there.â
âYou too,â He says, then he heads back through the doors and down the hallway. You loop your stethoscope over your shoulders and put your water bottle by your workstation before returning to the nightshifter, a tablet in hand now.Â
âCatch me up,â You say, the rest of his story long forgotten.Â
Dana follows Dennis out, still smirking, putting both hands on his shoulders as she comes up beside him.Â
âYouâre a sweet kid, you know that?"
Around eleven that morning, the higher-ups send donuts down to the ED as a âthank youâ for all their hardwork. Robbyâs in the breakroom when Dennis walks in, admiring the spread, trying to decide if he actually wants one or not.Â
âAnything good, boss?â He asks, stepping closer to the tables, looking for something specific.Â
Robby shrugs. âWould be nicer if they could just pay my staff what they deserve.â
âOh, definitely,â Dennis says, spotting what heâs looking for, grabbing one of the napkins nearby. âGottaâ take advantage though, right?â
He picks up a donut, setting it neatly on top of the napkin and putting it down on the table. He opens the fridge, pulling out his lunch and unzipping the bag. Robby watches as he places it on top of whateverâs in there, then puts it back in the fridge, brushing his hands off and closing the door.Â
âWorthy of saving for later?â Robby asks, slightly teasing. Dennis lets out a small laugh, already halfway out the door.Â
âYeah, uhm, trying to be optimistic about getting a break today,â He jokes, stumbling over the words. Heâs still getting used to joking around with his boss.
Robby shakes his head, following him back outside. âOh, you know better than that by now, Whitaker.â
They step out just as the ambulance bay doors open, revealing two paramedics wheeling a gurney in. They both rush over as Dana directs them to an open trauma room, examining the patient while one of the paramedics gives handover.Â
âTwenty-three year old male, motorcycle versus guardrail,â She says. âHelmet off at the scene, significant facial trauma, breathing on his own for now, but itâs not pretty.â
They swing the door to the trauma room open. Nurses flood in behind them, taking their usual spots around the room, clicking monitors on and hooking them up to the patient.Â
âHey, can you open your eyes for me?â Dennis asks, shining his penlight into them when he gets no response. âPupils equal and reactive, GCS six.â
âSats eighty-seven and falling,â Mateo says.Â
âBag him,â Dennis instructs, setting his stethoscope against his chest, moving it around. âDecreased breath sounds bilaterally.â
âThis is gonnaâ be a complex airway,â Frank says, having come in a moment after them. âLetâs get respiratory down here.â
Youâre adjusting some vent settings for one of your patients when your pager goes off, making you pluck it off your scrub pocket, glancing down at the tiny screen.Â
EMERG. DEPT. TRAUMA #3 - STAT PAGE
You shove the pager back into place, already running out of the room, calling for the other RT on shift to finish with your patient as you fly by. You take the stairs down to the ED, shoving the door open at the bottom, gripping your stethoscope in your hand so it doesnât fall. You grab a pair of gloves before opening the trauma room door, trying to assess the situation as best you can in a few seconds. You canât even see the patient from how many people are in there, crowding around the bed.Â
âSats down to seventy-nine,â Perlah says. Garcia already has sterile gloves on, holding her hands up and shaking her head as she looks over Dennisâ shoulder. Heâs holding the laryngoscope, watching the monitor, trying to get a good view of the anatomy.Â
âWe need to crike,â She says.Â
âWoah, hey, Iâm here, whatâs going on?â You say, grabbing a gown, shifting towards the head of the bed. You look towards the patientâs face, or whatâs fucking left of it, exhaling sharply. âJesus.â
âMotorcycle versus guardrail,â Frank says. âHis jawâs completely unstable, we couldnât get a seal with the mask, heâs bleeding like crazy.â
âMove, please,â You say, kind but firm, needing to get a closer look. Dennis pulls the tool out, stepping back, his hands up so they donât get caught on any of the IV lines. Mateo holds the suction as you do your exam, running through options in your head. Heâs already using the biggest suction that he can, and the patient's sats are still falling.Â
The room seems frozen around you as you think, everyone waiting on your next move. You nod to yourself when you decide on the best course of action, a small way to hype yourself up.Â
âIâm going in through the nasal passage,â You say.
âBlind?â Frank asks. âThatâs-â
âNo, not blind,â You correct. âI need a lubricated three-point-five.â
The tube is placed into your hand five seconds later. âIâm gonnaâ try and advance just past the tongue, see if I can use it as a guide.â
You glance up, making eye contact with Frank, then Robby, waiting to see if either will object to your plan. Robby gives you an affirmative nod.Â
âDo it.â
You look to Dennis, whoâs already watching you. âCould you listen for breath sounds please, Dr. Whitaker?â
âOh, Dr. Whitaker,â Garcia repeats. âIs that what you call him in the bedroom?â
âWouldnât you like to know?â You shoot back, smirking.Â
âBehave,â Robby says, but you donât need to look at him to know that heâs fighting a smile. Dennis gets into place as you use your free hand to put your own stethoscope in, settling the diaphragm against the patientâs neck, moving it around until you hear what youâre looking for. Then, you slowly advance the tube through the nostril, eyes flicking towards the chest every few seconds to check for rise.Â
You start to get some resistance at fourteen centimetres, and the chest twitches. You hear a small amount of air pass.
âMinimal movement,â Dennis says, focusing on what heâs hearing.Â
âBag it,â You instruct, and Jesse does, squeezing. The patientâs chest rises again, and Dennis looks back at you, nodding, confirming that he can hear at least some remnants of breath sounds.Â
âSats up to eighty-five,â Perlah announces.Â
You shine your penlight into his mouth, studying the passage that the nasal tube is barely revealing, committing the location of his tracheal opening to memory each time the suction clears enough blood for you to see it.Â
âI can intubate now,â You say.
âAre you sure?â Frank asks, taking a look himself, seeing nothing but blood and a small clearing where the tube sits. âYou still canât visualize most of the landmarks.â
âI donât need all the landmarks,â You counter. âDo you want a real airway or not, Dr. Langdon?â
Dennisâ breath catches in his throat, eyes wide. Youâre looking at Frank expectantly, waiting for a decision. He steps back, nodding. Garcia smirks, speaking before he can.Â
âBlade to hot shot, please.â You take the tool in your hand, turning on the light and sliding it into place. You donât bother looking towards the monitor, knowing that you wonât be able to see where youâre going.Â
âSeven tube,â You say, reaching for it once itâs passed over, positioning it where the nasal tube already sits. You wait for the suction to expose the clearing again, not hesitating when it does, sliding the tube into the airway. Youâre almost certain that itâs in the right place based on how it feels as it clears the epiglottis. âIâm in.â
The cuff is inflated, and Jesse moves the bag from the nasal tube onto the new one, nodding. âYellow on end-tidal.â
âGood breath sounds bilaterally,â Dennis adds.Â
âSats up to ninety-four,â Perlah says. The tension in the room fades as you look at Dennis, failing to contain a grin when you make eye-contact. He gives you a tiny, proud smile and a subtle nod, silently saying ânice work.â
You donât realize that everyone else catches it, too.Â
âIâll get him up to CT,â Garcia announces. âGlad you were here, hot shot.â
âExcellent work,â Robby says, followed by your last name. The patient is wheeled out of the room, and youâre all left behind, pulling off gowns and gloves.Â
âThanks,â You say. âItâs what Iâm good for.â
Dennis holds the door for you as you leave, exhaling once youâre out. Frank holds his fist up.Â
âSorry for doubting you,â He says. You smile, tapping your knuckles against his.Â
âNo harm, no foul,â You insist, waving him off. The adrenaline of the trauma starts to wear off as you move towards one of the computers, wanting to get the charting out of the way before you go back to the ICUâas long as none of your patients crash. Goosebumps splinter over your arms, despite the long-sleeve youâre wearing under your scrub top, making you shiver.Â
Dennis is shrugging his fleece off before you even sit down, handing it to you, already focused on the board to figure out where he should head first. Heâs about to walk away when he remembers, spinning back around and leaning towards you over the desk.Â
âOh, hey, thereâs something for you in my lunch,â He says, voice quiet, but everyone in the vicinity hears him. They started watching the second he passed you his jacket without a single word. âYou can grab it before you head back up, if you want.â
You close your hand around his fleece, trying to get your brain to function again. All work is abandoned by the people around when, for the first time possibly ever, youâre speechless. Not because this is unusual behaviour, just because heâs never done it soâŚpublicly before.Â
âOkay,â You finally say, the single word breathy and faint. âThank you.â
Everyone is staring at the two of you like itâs their favourite TV show.Â
âYeah, âcourse,â He says.
He walks off, you take a seat, pulling the fleece over your head and sticking your badge to the front pocket before logging on to the computer. Your heart is racing, but you do your best to hide it from your colleagues.
âYou ever wonder how they ended up together?â Frank asks, watching the interaction from afar, the question aimed at Mel, who has no idea what heâs referring to.
âWho?â She asks, barely looking up from her tablet.Â
âWhitaker and Hot Shot,â He clarifies. Mel looks up now, still confused.Â
She says your real name like itâs a question. Frank nods.Â
âYeah, Hot Shot,â He emphasizes.Â
Mel shrugs. âI didnât know everyone called her that, I thought it was just Garcia.â
âDoesnât matter,â He says, moving on. âLabs back for twelve yet?â
Trinity comes back into the department twenty minutes later, having gone outside for a breather, stopping just behind your chair as she walks by. She squints, realizing that youâre definitely wearing Whitakerâs quarter-zip, the one he wears pretty much every single day once it starts getting colder. She goes straight to Victoria, whoâs talking to Cassie while they wait for one of their patients to get back from CT.Â
âHe gave her his fucking fleece,â She says, eyes drifting towards you. Victoria and Cassie look over.Â
âOh my god, thatâs so cute,â Victoria says, pouting slightly. âHeâs so sweet to her.â
âHave you seen her?â Trinity asks, rhetorical. âHeâs got to be in order to keep her around.â
Cassie raises an eyebrow. âI think itâs probably just because he loves her.â
âOr he knows heâs punching above his weight,â Trinity counters. âI love the kid, but sheâs practically a supermodel.â
âWell, maybe thatâs what drew her to him,â Victoria suggests. âYou know, sheâs so used to people tripping over themselves to impress her, maybe she liked the fact that he doesnât make a fool out of himself to get her attention.â
Trinity thinks about that for a second, cocking her head slightly as she looks at you. âHuh. Never thought about it like that.â
âHas no one considered the idea that she just thought he was attractive?â Cassie asks. âHeâs a good looking guy!â
Victoria shrugs. âDoesnât matter either way, they clearly love eachother.â
You barely even realize that your headâs starting to hurt before a pill cup and your favourite donut are placed on your desk. You tug your eyes away from the screen, almost done with your charting, blinking a few times to clear your fuzzy vision. Thereâs two ibuprofen tablets in the cup, and you see Dennis standing beside you, holding his water bottle out. Robby watches from his workstation a few feet away, smiling, remembering how he watched Dennis set that donut aside a couple hours ago. It wasnât for him, it was for you.Â
"Headache?" He asks.
âHowâŚ?â You ask, taking the bottle from him and opening the lid.Â
âYouâre blinking more than usual,â He says, as though anyone wouldâve picked up on it.
âOh,â You say. âYeah, it's not too bad, though. Thank you.â
You take the pills and a few extra sips of water before passing it back to him. He sets it on the counter, folding his arms over his chest as he leans back.Â
âYou should eat something,â He suggests.Â
You nod. âIâll eat this in one second, thank you so much, Denny.â
Robby looks towards Dana, mouthing âDenny?â to her, and she mouths âI know!â back.Â
Dennis nods, taking a seat at one of the computers across the hub. You finish your own charting a few minutes later, standing up and walking over to one of the nearby sinks, washing your hands thoroughly. You pick up the donut when you get back to the desk, tearing it in half, holding one side out towards him.Â
Heâs so wrapped up in his work that he barely glances up when he takes it, then he does a double take, brows furrowing before he looks at you. Heâs about to protest when you give him a look, one that letâs him know that youâre well aware he hasnât eaten since his shift started. He keeps his half raised up, tilting it towards you, and you tap your own portion against his. You both take a bite at the same time, and Princess raises an eyebrow.Â
âDid they justâŚcheers with a donut?â She asks.Â
âYou havenât seen âem do that before?â Dana asks. âThey do it with everythingâgranola bars, apple slices, sandwiches. Itâs sweet.â
âI saw them do it with goldfish once,â Mateo says, spinning around in his chair to face them. âPretty sure they made them kiss.â
You stretch your arms above your head a few minutes later, leaning against the back of your chair. A few people glance over, hoping to get a glimpse of something, but Dennisâ fleece keeps everything covered. You gather a portion of your hair in your hands, reaching towards your wrist for a hair tie.Â
It snaps when you go to loop it around, making you frown.
âOw,â You murmur, dropping your hair. Victoria goes to offer you a new one, but sheâs cut off by Dennis pulling one off his own arm, slingshotting it across the hub, a solid twenty feet or so. You catch it in your palm like itâs second nature, sticking it between your teeth, smoothing your hair back again.Â
She malfunctions for a second, trying to see if anyone else witnessed that. Most people have gone back to work, eyes focused on screens or notepads, including Dennis.Â
âIâŚhow did you do that?â She asks.Â
Dennis doesnât even look over. âDo what?â
âTheâthe hair tie thing,â She stutters. He shrugs.Â
âSheâs always losing them,â He says, as if that remotely answers her question. Sheâs close enough to see his screen, catching a new secure chat rise to the top of the list that heâs working through answering. Itâs your first and last name followed by âRRT,â the profile photo you in scrubs, standing against a white wall. Â
heading back up
She glances over at you, still sitting across the hub. Youâre looking at your computer, scanning some new orders for your ICU patients, face neutral as you mess with your necklace. She looks back at Dennisâ screen.Â
He signs the note he's working on before opening the conversation.Â
Come here a second
You log off of the computer, pick up your stethoscope and walk over to him. Itâs casualâcomfortable. His hand lifts from the keyboard once youâre close enough, reaching over and flipping the collar of his fleece out from where itâs folded in on itself. You raise an eyebrow as he pats it twice, the simple touch of his palm to your collarbone intoxicating.Â
âHow long has that been bothering you?â You ask, teasing and quiet. The volume has picked back up in the department, so Victoria shuffles a bit closer to try and hear the conversation.Â
He pretends to think, glancing at his watch. âHow long ago did you put it on?â
You laugh under your breath. âI didnât realize I was causing you such distress.â
âYeah, you should probably be more careful,â He says, the corner of his mouth twitching up, but his eyes are wide with concern. âAre you warm enough? I think I have a long sleeve in my bag if you want it.â
You do want it, but not because youâre still cold.Â
âNo, Iâm okay, thank you,â You say, trying to get your feet to move, but his presence is sucking you in. Youâre tempted to wedge yourself into his side, knowing that heâd probably respond automatically, arms wrapping around you and his lips brushing your temple like they would at home.Â
âOkay, just come grab it if you change your mind,â He says. Your pager beeps from your pocket, and you grimace, face scrunching up in disappointment.Â
âI will,â You say, checking it quickly before putting it back. Youâre still hesitating, not taking a step away from him. He smiles.Â
âGo,â He insists, softly. âThey need you.â
You look at him for another second, pursing your lips. âYeah, alright, going now, Dr. Whitaker.â
Victoriaâs eyes widen as she rereads the same line on her tablet for the millionth time. A blush blooms on Dennisâ neck, and he brings a hand up to try and cover it immediately, his blue eyes following you as you get closer to the doors, filled with adoration.Â
He gets another secure chat five minutes later. Victoria squints to see what it says.Â
made it :) donât work too hard while im gone
He types back right away.Â
Yes maâam
Victoria gasps. Dennis glances back at her.Â
She brings her elbow up to her face, pretending to cough a few times, clearing her throat once sheâs done with the performance.Â
âSorry, dry in here today,â She says, trying to give him a reassuring smile. He nods once, unconvinced, but he doesnât press her on it.Â
Her own secure chat lights up.Â
TRINITY SANTOS, MD smooth, crash
Seven finally rolls around, signalling the end of your shift. You go back downstairs, waiting outside the ER, like usual, backpack on and changed out of your scrubs. Dennis comes out ten minutes later with Trinity and Victoria trailing behind, his eyes softening when he sees you.Â
âHey, ready to go?â He asks, making you look up from your phone. You nod, greeting his friends before falling in step beside him, bumping your shoulder against his.Â
âOh, gross,â Trinity says, frowning at the heavy rain thatâs pouring outside. âYou want a ride, Crash?â
âYes, please,â Victoria says, already bracing herself as Trinity opens the door, turning back to you and Dennis for a second. âGoodnight.â
âNight,â You both say, giving her a tiny wave as they step out into the rain, running to Trinityâs car.Â
Dennis pulls his keys out of his backpack, squeezing your wrist quickly. âStay here.â
You smile. âI know.â
He goes outside, rounding the corner and speedwalking away from the doors. You stay inside, waiting, until you feel someone stop beside you.Â
âWaiting for Whitaker?â Robby asks. âI swore he left a few minutes ago.â
âOh, yeah, he did,â You confirm. âHe went to grab the car.â
Robby hums, chuckling. âOf course he did.â
You laugh. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He shrugs, hands in his pockets. âHe just really loves you, is all.â
Your chest and neck start to heat up, making you look towards the ground, scuffing your shoes against the floor. âYeah, he does.â
âWell, have a good night,â He says.Â
You smile. âGoodnight, Robby.â
He walks off just as Dennis pulls the car in front of the doors, shifting it into park as he leans over, gripping the inside handle of the passenger side door. You tense up the moment youâre outside, rain pelting against you, thankful that you still have his fleece on as you run to the car. He opens the door right before you make it so you can just jump inside, slamming it shut behind you, wiping some water off your face.Â
Youâre both soaked, him more than you, obviouslyâbut he doesnât care. He leans over the centre console, hand looping around the back of your neck and pulling you close, kissing you. You kiss him back, smiling into it, wrapping your fingers around his wrist. He kisses your forehead after, then pecks your lips again for good measure.Â
âLove you,â He says.Â
âI love you,â You echo, still smiling.Â
A/N - i love that u guys love dennis and hot shot bc i think about them constantly
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