BTS announcing, that their girlfriend is pregnant on a fansign
Iâm sorry, that it took me so long, but this theme was something utterly new to me, so I was really lost, to be honest, and itâs very long and who knows if it is good or how many mistakes are there, so Iâm apologizing beforehand ><ââ
He was looking at all the girls, which were sitting in front of him. He felt, how his heart was beating, so strongly and fast, because he knew very well, what was he risking. Not just him as a personality, his reputation, his work, fans, everything, what he was so hard working for, but all BTS members, his brothers, they all could lose most of their fans, their hard work could be destroyed.Â
He was caring about those kids for too long to not be afraid of anything. This could be the most hazardous thing in his whole life.
But it was the same, when he was annoucing his dating with you publicly, and not just that: all of his fans were happy, they were appreciating his relationship, supporting him and his girlfriend.
Even though, that he was scared a lot at the moment, he knew, who his fans were. Fans of Kim Seokjin. Fans of Jin. Fans, who loved him.
He gently took a microphone in his hand and vigorously put it in front of his mouth, so vigorously, that he almost knocked out his teeth. It wasnât on purpose and it hurted a lot, but when he heard laugh of people all around him, his heart calmed, his usual confidence was back with a good words to say on his mind.
âWell, guys,â he said and smiled, âdo you think, that my kid is going to be that clumsy too?â
Ah. I want to sleep. His thoughts were actually the same at fansignes. He loved to interact with his fans, seeing their blushing faces, hearing their laugh or having a chance to thank them, because just because of their fans he could still live, produce his music, dream and hope.
Because of his fans, he could be everything he ever wanted. A beloved man, loving man and now even dad.
He didnât want to sleep anymore after thinking like that. Yoongi straightened in his chair, still kind of lazily reached out for a microphone. He didnât speak at first. He was just holding it and looking at the table in front of him. He was listening to the lyrics, what he wrote, his voice rapping about his life before debut and what he wanted to reach in the future.
But is this the future? Is it a right time? He quickly looked at other members. Yoongi knew, that all of them were incredibly tired, but they were happy. Like every other time. They all came to the music industry to reach their dreams, produce music or just because they were trying to find themselves. But being a singer in this group showed them much more.
And one of this âmoreâ was that strange love between them and their fans. Something more, than just fans and something more than just singers.
They were family. Strange, crazy family, always there somewhere, to support each other in any possible situation.
So, when events like this are happening, family is the first, whom you let to know as first, right?
On his face formed his gummy smile, he just couldnât control his facial muscles. âYou all, guys, do you think that Iâm a genius?â he waited for the loud response before he continued: âWell, would you anticipate another genius with the same genes in the future?â
He was happier this day than ever before. Smiling for so long, that his face already hurted, laughed at every possible stupid thing so loudly and happilly, that tears werenât going off of his eyes, he was dancing and playing and just fooling around, because he was so happy, that he just couldnât control anything.
He was so happy. But still, something was making him worry all this time.
He was going to announce, that he will be dad in a next few months. But Hoseok wasnât sure, about reaction of the fans in front of him, fans all around the world. Of course he was worried, but the main thing, what wasnât leaving him to sleep at night, was that one big question always popping in his head: Is he really ready for family?
Yes, he loved kids, loved, you, his girlfriend, but he wasnât sure, if he can take care of you, bring you that much happiness as much as he wanted to, and he just couldnât imagine that day, when his woman will be in the maternity hospital, but he would not be able to be there with her because of work.
Hoseok already knew from the begin, that having a child meant leaving his work for some not that short time. So announcing something like this was simultaneously announcing, that heâs going to leave stage.Â
âGuys,â he spoke into his microphone to his fans, heart pounding in his chest and hands a bit shaking, âwhat would you say, if I told you, that Iâm going to leave stage for some time?âÂ
Aish, why did I ask this question?! he screamed in his head when he saw faces of people all around him changing their colors into bright white. Fans began to scream, weep and do some noises, what he wasnât able to differentiate one from another.
He quickly spoke one more time with nervous laugh: âYayaya, I didnât tell, that Iâm not going to come back,â he laughed and noise in the room a bit lowered. âI meant, what if Iâm going to leave the stage - just for some time - but that I will come back to you with one more small Hobi, with 2 kilograms and screaming a bit more than me?â
Fans started to cry and make noise one more time, but now, while dying inside, they were putting up their thumbs and trying to laugh and wishing him the best, while making Hoseok the happiest person on the world.
Well, he felt kinda fucked up, to be honest. Yes, he was finding his perfect girl for so long, his woman, his world and his life love, to whom he wanted to write the most beautiful poems ever, but he didnât expect this at all.
His head was full of hesitation, thinking and planning. Of course, he was incredibly happy about⊠this, about his kid, you, his family, him⊠firstly after a long time he felt happy to be him, but he was drowning in his brains.
He didnât even know how, but he was, for some strange reason, counting, how long it already was since their debut, how old are his brothers, how old is his mother, how old is he or you, he was counting, how much money he had, if he was able to take care about you, if he was able to take care about Bangtan as before, if he was able to work while growing up his kid, if he is able to be father, ifâŠ
In those years, he learned a lot and he wanted to learn even more. He did a lot and he wanted to do much more. He knew, that he was kinda egoistic, he wanted to have everything, Namjoon didnât want to give up on something, what he was working for so hard. But he was so unsure, if he was strong enough.
Well, it depends on the people in front of me and there in the world, if I will be able to continue in my work even after becoming hasuband and father, this thought ran over his mind and made him pick up microphone without hesitation. But he stopped right in front of his mouth. He felt, like he was on the stage, so nervous, so shy, so hesitant, still the same guy as when he stood on the stage for the first time, when he spoke to his fans on his first fan meeting or when he had his first date with you, who is going to be mom of his kids.
Still the same⊠I am, right?
Sentences began to hail down from his mouth with and unbelievable flow, even Namjoon wasnât sure, if it was his normal way of talking or something more like rap, he was talking so fast and so strangely, that when he ended and looked up at people all around him, no one really understood, what he was talking about, even other members, altough if they knew, what he was going to say.
Namjoon sighed and mentally calmed himself down a bit. Licked his dry lips a bit. Sweated⊠a lot. âI need you all to know something.â
Oh my God, and what should I do now? Jimin really didnât know, what should he say while he was holding microphone and staring in front of him with mouth slightly opened. Like, he already asked his hyungs and even Taehyung and Jungkook, they all helped him with some small details, but at the end, they just said, that he needs to chill⊠Or more like they told him to fuck of and think about it alone because you are his girlfriend whoâs pregnant not their.
Thank you, he growled in his mind while putting down microphone, with blazing hate looking at members sitting next to him from each side, thank you very much, my dearest brothers.
Yoongi turned attention to Jimin with the same cold expression as most of the time. He nodded at him, asking, why Jimin didnât announce his news yet.
âAnd what do you think I should say, Yoongi-hyung?â Jimin whispered to him with despair.
Yoongi shrugged his shoulders and looked to the front of him as before. âI told you yesterday, just tell them, that youâre going to be a father. Most of them are your fans, they will cry but still love you.â
Jimin sobbed a bit: âI donât want them to cry, is it necessary? I mean-â
âIt is,â Namjoon joined their conversation and leaned closer to them. âEvery time, when I was searching about us something on the internet, most of your fans were obsessed with kind of unhuman ideas and deluding themselves, about dating you and doing other things, what are you doing now with your girlfriend, so -â
âYouâre not helping him, Namjoon,â hissed Jin, leaned over Yoongi, who looked like he was ready to punch someone. Jimin looked at him with his back covered in cold sweat. The more they were talking, the more he was unsure about this decision of making pregnancy of yours publicly known.
Namjoon just raised his hands in defense and sit up back to his previous pose, same as Yoongi and Jin.
Why are they always making everything worse while trying to make it better? sighed Jimin in his head. Well, I should try something⊠anythingâŠ
âSooo,â he giggled into his microphone with blush, members turned to him with face expressions changing into some horror grimases. Jimin tried not to look at them. âDo you remember that one story, what parents were telling us, when we were kids and we wanted to know, how kids are born?â
âOh God,â facepalmed Namjoon next to him and Yoongi turned on his chair with back to the auditory, while others were just waiting, what is Jimin going to tell next.
Jimin continued:Â âShortly said, there was a grandma and a grandpa, they were living in the small cottage next to the river. Once the river brought them a peach, peach almost big as their cottage. They wanted to eat the peach, but when they cut it half a half, inside was a small boy and the boy became their son. Tadan, thatâs the end.â
After a short silence in the room one of the fans asked, why did Jimin tell them this.
âWell,â giggled Jimin again, âIn the next 7 months we with my girlfriend are going to find our peach.â
For him it wasnât that hard to imagine, how heâs going to announce those amazing news. He was literally talking with stomach of yours since the moment you told him, that youâre pregnant, even if there was just a small embryo. He wanted to be all the time with you, he wanted to spend every possible minute with you and then he wanted to be with his kid, to be the best dad ever.
Almost as much, as he loved you and his family, he loved his brothers and their fans, who allowed him to be what he was now. Thats why, even if he was the happiest man, he was still worried.
Taehyung looked up and brightly smiled at woman in front of him, he leaned his arms across the table to reach for her album to sign it up, but then he noticed small hands hardly holding edge off the table. Tae leaned over the table to look into big, black eyes of a small girl with pink cheeks and two cute pigtails.Â
Some strange sound came out from him when he felt totally beaten up by cuteness of the girl. Before he even noticed that, woman picked up girl with big smile and held her like some piece of vegetable in front of Taehyung.
He happily seated her on his lap and smiled at her so brightly, that girl couldnât hold herself, strongly blushed and hid her face in her small hands.
âWhatâs your name?â asked Tae and tried to look into her hidden eyes.
She looked on him through her fingers, whispered her name, but before Taehyung could say anything, she shyly asked him:Â âOppa, do you have any younger brothers?â
Taehyung raptly blinked. âNo, I have only few younger cuisins,â he smiled, âwhy do you ask?â
âJust,â her face was redder than tomato, âjust⊠oppa is sooo handsome!â she hid her face once more, the only thing, what could Tae see, were her red ears.
âThen,â he smiled at her and changed his expression like he was telling her some secret, âyou can date with my son if you want. But he is still sleeping in tummy of his mommy, so youâll need to wait a bit.â
Tae looked up, when it suddenly became too quiet in the room. All of the fans were staring at him. He blinked. They heard me? How? He looked on members by each side with uncomprehending eyes.
Jungkook, who was trying not to laugh, pointed at Taes hand, which was still holding microphone.
Taehyung didnât even realize, that he was talking into the microphone all the time.
Is there any kind of name for maknaes, who are having a children even sooner than his hyungs? he thought while staring to the front of him without any expression. What will fans say when they find out? Or not even fans but people, who will hear about it.
He was thinking. He was thinking for so long and hard, that he could actually feel, how his brains were broking apart. Thinking about it all day and then dreaming about the same when he slept. It was so tiring, but still, he was trying not to show it to his hyungs or people, who were worried about him.
Even if he loved you dearly and was actually unbelievable happy, it still was a problem for young male idol like he was. And he knew, that it was his problem, thats why he didnât want to put itâs weight on seomeones shoulders.Â
He sighed and swallowed nothing into his dry throat. With still the same expression he reached for his bottle of water. Jungkook quietly began to drink.
He actually didnât want anyone to know about you at first. But somehow it worked out like this - everyone knew about it.He thought, that it will be like last time, when he had to do such decision, but this happened and he was lost again.Â
Lost in his good emotions, which were telling him, that he is happier than ever, but on the other side, his emotions were telling him, that he can ruin everything. And what about his fans? Fans, who were giving him the chance to do, what he loved the most, to reach his dreams and improve himself in so many ways. Just thanks to them he was there, where he was now and he felt very sorry to them because of everything, what he did in last few months.
âJungkook,â said Jin on his left side. When he looked on his eldest hyung, Jungkook felt their age difference, what wasnât happening that often. Jin had that strange thing in his eyes, what was easily showing him, that he really is older and he really is an adult, who knows, how to take his responsibilities better.
Seokjin continued:Â âYou know, that you donât need to be that pressed. Youâre always worrying about smallest details, but right now, first time after so long, everything, what you need to worry about, is you and your feelings.â
Jungkook looked down on his hands laid on the table with veins strongly protruding through his skin. âBut⊠hyung, w-â
âDonât even care about fans,â Jin didnât even leave Jungkook to resist him. âEveryone should understand, that youâre not just our Golden Maknae, but a human being too. Your fans said earlier, that theyâre happy for you, to be in relationship. So, if they meant it genuinly, they should have expect something like this to happen. After all,â he smiled at Jungkook, âyouâre not that same boy in his deepest emo period of puberty, who you used to be.âÂ
When Jungkook was just staring at him with the same stare, Jin raised his eyebrows a bit with a small sigh. âWell,â he corrected his words, âmaybe you still are⊠kind of.â
Jungkook couldnât hold himself anymore and began to laugh, because, even if Jin-hyng tried his best to make him feel better, Jungkook still felt depressed, but he was so depressed, that he (it seemed like it was first time in his life) just closed all his worries in small small box inside his mind and with smile, which didnât leave his face until the end of the day, he took a microphone in his hand.
(to be honest, I imagined these situations after a years from now on, bcs I think, that they arenât going to have their own family until reaching some peak in their career⊠or maybe after amry, lmao, who knows, I just hope, that they will be always happy >3<)