I'm trying to re-establish some amount of mental engagement with existence instead of dissociatively autopiloting everything I do. That's why I'm liveblogging my reading of a graphic novel. I've never done anything like that before.
The Remarried Empress part 6
Ch 98: "His Majesty hides all his thoughts by smiling." One of the aspects of this romance is that Heinrey is sincerely ecstatic to be with Navier. He lets through the occasional display of self-consciousness or disappointment, but what makes this a romance that I enjoy is that with Navier, he's not manipulative, controlling, angry, moody, bitchy, selfish, etc--he doesn't take out his negative emotions on her (like the opposite of Sovieshu). My idea of romance and a good relationship is emotional and physical safety. I know some people enjoy like, volatile aggression or whatever, but that's not what I'm here for.
So why is it awesome and cute that Heinrey is always excited to see Navier but gross and creepy when Rashta is always excited to see Sovieshu? Heinrey is genuinely expressing his emotion. Rashta is performing a cutesy, childish persona designed to trigger the male protective instinct because she sees Sovieshu as her ticket to survival. She a golddigger. Rashta has a lot of internal monologues written out that clearly relay her motivations. Heinrey has very few thought bubbles in comparison. Maybe that's a sign of honesty. Maybe the narrative is hiding something.
Ch 99: So mortified (probably also other things) that Navier saw him at the fountain. And then, yay hand-holding! He has simple desires. It's adorable
Ch 99: Heinrey clearly has sharing food as a sign of affection, meanwhile with Sovieshu, Navier had 2 or less meals per week with him, at opposite ends of a long table. Like everything with Heinrey is the opposite of Sovieshu and she does not know how to understand it.
Ch 99: Laying on the flirtatious charm so hard now that he knows Navier was more embarrassed than angry
Ch 103: Is he going to invade the Eastern Empire on his wedding day? That's some serious multitasking
Ch 106: he's so happy to receive any amount of reassurance
Ch 108: Calm down, Mr Seduction
I think he understands at this point that Navier isn't offended, scared, or disinterested, so the confident charm comes out.
Ch 110: Got to be honest, if my husband were a shapeshifter, I would snuggle with him in animal form all the time. Animal cuddles are so relaxing and I hope my husband would not yell and run away like the cats do.
Ch 111: "The situation below is not good..."
Ch 113: "I cannot leave my wife with another angry man." Yes, good. Also Navier grabbing Heinrey's hand and outrightly rejecting Sovieshu, what a power move
Ch 114: nonverbal emotional support
Ch 117: yay bird cuddle time, finally some quality, uninterrupted bird cuddle time
Ch 117: "She think I'm cute! I'm a cute husband! ☺️ Wait... 💀 husbands should be sexy! MCKENNA AM I SEXY???"