Somebody that I used to know was one of the hits the time we met. Eight years ago. We both laughed a little about all the emotional people crying over it.
Today, two years after split, it just hit me. Suddenly the lyrics weren’t about “something”. They were saying EXACTLY what I wanted to say.
But they also said the exact same words, that SHE would probably say.
If we even talked. Every day I wake up with one thought - it’s not my home. I lost it. I lost many things. I lost my reason. Like fucking really lost it.
Every day is the same when it comes to my mind. I start with what I lost. Then I go with what was wrong back then, but it is still NOT ENOUGH for me to understand why, after two years, I still feel that she was the ONE.
And to think that maybe I wasn’t the ONE for her (apparently) just tells me that my fate was to feel empty, left, useless and worthless