it has been so long ... idk if i should just make a new blog or try and clean this one up 

anyways mione’s birthday was yesterday i hope She had a good day 

new starter call 

hermione did go back to hogwarts to finish her education, but most of her nights were spent crying in her room

i cannot believe i just saw in the hermione tags someone say that hermione obliviating her parents showed that she didn’t respect them/she thought she was better than them/she was treating them like they were pets .... can you believe this holy shit give me a sec. first off lemme say there’s a major difference between the dursleys being given the choice to move away (since that was brought up in the comments) and hermione choosing to oblivate her parents. the dursleys literally did not gaf about harry. they gave him a roof over his head because they had to, but other than that there was legitimately no love shared between them. it’s not as if they were going to spend their every waking moment worried about whether he lived or died. if anything, hermione erasing herself from her parent’s memory showed how much she loved them. she couldn’t bare to think of them constantly worried about her, constantly in the dark about her whereabouts, perhaps unable to even eat or sleep because they’re out of their minds wondering if she’s even still alive. she could barely even speak about what she did to them to harry and ron without sobbing?? she wanted them as far removed as possible from everything that was going on so that they would be SAFE. 

there are . many times when hermione feels distanced amongst her best friends. 

harry rlly has a shit time in ootp ... sometimes i’m reading and im like ok chill out w attacking ron and hermione but at the same time he’s CONSTANTLY talked about behind his back? people he thought were friends are now treating him like he’s some sort of disease? invalidating his trauma? yeah i’d be on edge too jesus 

 having someone like luna as a friend would be incredibly helpful for hermione. rereading ootp and there’s quite a few times where hermione is borderline rude to luna because she doesn’t like the fact that luna is able to believe in things that don’t exactly have concrete proof. the same thing is seen in dh where the trio goes to meet xenophilius and he’s talking about the deathly hallows and hermione keeps interjecting about how it’s only a story and how it “couldn’t possibly be real”, even when harry literally has the invisibility cloak. she often defers to having debates rather than conversations, wanting firm answers to her questions, not what ifs. it frustrates her to think of things that could have a very complex answer or even no answer at because she likes when everything fits into a box, when everything has an answer. when everything can be summed up. someone like luna however is always willing to discuss multiple possibilities, even one’s that are far fetched. she’s willing to have conversations that explore the unknown and isn’t put off by open ended answers. 

also if anyone wants to plot anything during dh events lmk ...