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This is a throwback to last year. I hope you like it x
It's freaking long just so you know haha.
âWhy donât you just come back earlyâ Lando groaned quietly as he secured the seatbelt around him. You watched him with a small smile and pushed your hair away from your face. âI canât cut my family holiday shortâ you told him and he groaned again. âBut itâs Italy. You love Italyâ he said and you couldnât help but chuckle. âI do. And I promise you to be back with you at Sochi but this time it just doesnât work outâ you told him and he pouted. âI was just used to you being around the whole timeâ he said honest while he started the car and you sighed. âMe too. But next week it will all be back to normalâ you told him and watched how he nodded while driving.
For almost the whole year, you have been sitting on each other non-stop. Every race, every weekend away you were with him. You just packed your bag and joined him, taking your studies just with you. And you were so used to it that one and a half week away from each other felt weird. But you couldnât say no to your holiday with your parents.
While he was driving from the airport to the hotel, he didnât want to end the call. Every time he was standing at a redlight he stuck his tongue out to you and you couldnât help but chuckle. âYou know I will have to go soon. Weâre going to the beachâ you told him and saw how he leaned his arm against the window. âWeâve only been here for thirty minutesâ he countered and you sighed again while putting your hair in a bun. âBut we can still talk tonight. You will be out with Carlos for golf as wellâ you told him and he shrugged his shoulders. âYou know I actually put you over Carlosâ he said and you gasped. âOh my god. Did I actually made that step? Can it get any better for me?â you asked and for the first time that day you heard him chuckle. âYou have to tell me. Was that your goal, love?â he asked and you nodded. âOvertaking Carlos. Yes definitelyâ you nodded and packed your little bag while sticking your tongue out to him.
After a moment of silence you brought your eyes back to him and saw how he leaned his head against his hand. âI know itâs stupid after a week but I really miss youâ he said quietly and you felt your heart aching. âI miss you too, Lando. But I promise you itâs only this week and then I will annoy you all over again. Donât worryâ you told him with a small smile and he nodded with the same smile. âCanât waitâ he sighed and pushed his hair back. âYou should get going, huh? I donât want your mum to be mad at me when you are lateâ he said and slightly waved to you. âShe will never be annoyed. She loves you. But I really should go. And yes I have the orange bikini with meâ you told him and rolled your eyes at his grin. âKnew that would make you happyâ you added and he chuckled. âI love youâ he said and you smiled while waving at him. âLove you too, sillyâ.
The whole day Lando send you some silly photos of him and also Carlos during their golf session. You chuckled at their videos and shook your head slightly. âWhatâs so funny?â your mum asked and you looked at her. âLando is golfing and heâs just being sillyâ you told her and she smiled. âSo nothing newâ she said and you shook your head with a smile and send him some photos of you and the water as well.
Later in the evening, you excuses yourself a little earlier from dinner and called Lando on your way home. âOh hi thereâ he said from the other side and you smiled when you heard his voice again. âHey you. I am just walking homeâ you said and heard him fumbling around. âAll alone?â he asked and you looked around yourself. âYeah. I wanted to get home earlierâ you said and heard the beeping from your phone. When you looked at it, you saw a facetime invite and accepted it quickly. âYou canât walk home all aloneâ he said with a worried tone and you showed him around. âHere is nobody around. And itâs only a ten minute walkâ you told him and watched how his eyes wandered over your screen. âI just donât like you walking around alone. Especially when itâs not homeâ he said and you smiled at him. âI am okay, Lando. And you know where I amâ you ensured him and he sighed unhappy. âJust be careful. And talk loud enoughâ he said and you nodded while taking the path to your house.
âAs you can see, I made itâ you smiled and watched how he let out a breath he was holding. You pushed your shoes away and quickly walked upstairs before you set him into the cabinet in the bathroom before you started to take your make up off. âI think I am better at it then youâ Lando said and you lifted your eyebrows. âOh you think so?â you asked and he nodded. âI am so much more carefulâ he said and you quickly rinsed your face with water. âIt does feel betterâ you told him and he grinned. âHm. See I knew itâ he said and you quickly changed into one of his hoodies before you laid down in bed.
âHow was your day?â you asked and he did the same thing as you. âAll good. I mean I bet Carlos in golf. Thatâs something to remember foreverâ he said and you chuckled. âYou looked really cute. The curls are in a good state at the momentâ you told him and watched how he pushed it around. âSince someone said I canât cut them Iâll have to make it work, huh?â he said and you smiled happily while you chatted away with him.
Somehow you lost track of time sooner then you thought. You could see how tired he was but he didnât want to end the call. You felt your eyes getting heavy and before you knew it, you fell asleep with him on the other end. When he saw your regular breathing through his half closed eyes, he smiled tiredly and took a quick screenshot before he hummed happily to himself and dozed off completely as well.
***
On Thursday morning you woke up much later then you had intended. You groaned slightly as you felt the sun hitting your face. You pushed your head into your cushion and tried to open one eye at the time. When you saw your phone leaning against the other cushion you smiled slightly and pressed the home button. You remembered falling asleep with him and saw his good morning message. âHey, love. I had to go :( See you later, okay? Iâll call you xâ he wrote and you smiled before you slowly got up and got ready again for the day.
You knew he would be more quiet because you knew how much the media day took of his energy. While you were laying in the sun and reading when you heard the familiar noise from your phone. You quickly reached for it and smiled at his little selfie and quickly saved it before you send him one back. Thatâs how youâve spend as much of the day you could.
In the late evening when you were sitting on the couch with your family you saw your phone lighting up and smiled at it when you saw his name appearing. âAlright go take that call before you explodeâ your mum teased and you felt your cheeks heating up before you took it and quickly walked into your room. As you laid down you swiped across the screen and smiled at his tired face. âSorry that itâs so lateâ he mumbled and you smiled before you shrugged it off. âYou have a busy day and you are tired. I get it. And I know youâ you said and saw the tired smile on his lips. âWhat would I give to have you here with me nowâ he said and you pulled the sheets up higher. âSo you can pretend you donât like it when I play with your hairâ you told him and he huffed slightly. âOtherwise you stop soonerâ he countered and pushed his hair back. âIâll do it as much as you want when weâre backâ you told him and he hummed happily.
âHow were your interviews?â you asked and he just nodded slightly. âWas alright. Nothing too special. Bit boring not having you behind the camera pulling facesâ he said and you poked the camera. âI am never distracting youâ you said and he lifted his eyebrows. âYeah alright. Whatever you say. But I bet when you look through interviews. There is enough evidenceâ he said and you quickly covered the camera before you heard his laughing before you stayed quiet for a moment.
âThatâs why I need you hereâ he said after a while and you leaned your head to the side. âWhat do you mean?â you asked and watched how he played with his ring. âEven when I am tired as hell and donât know what to do you just smile at me and thatâs all I needâ he mumbled and slowly lifted his eyes up to look at you again. âLandoâ you started and he sighed quietly. âI know. I know. All good. I just want you to knowâ he mumbled and you sighed this time. âI feel honoured. And Iâll be there for the rest I promiseâ.
You managed to fall asleep with him again sooner this time. Of course he was tired and it was no surprise that he fell asleep sooner than you this time, leaving you watching at him with a slight ache in your heart again.
On Friday morning you woke up to the same picture as the morning before. Lando excused himself because he had to be at the track and you joined your family on a stroll through the city. âI have to be back in a bitâ you said as you ate on your ice cream and your brother pushed your side. âWhy? Anything special happening?â he asked with a smirk and you rolled your eyes. âStop making fun of it. I wonât miss his sessionâ you told him and your brother rolled his eyes. âAs if anything will happen during trainingâ he said and you shrugged his shoulders. âI donât care. I promised it and thatâs the dealâ you said and your mother pushed her arm around you. âSo we will go to the beach and you can connect from there, alright?â she said and you chuckled at her. âYou think I am crazy, huh?â you asked her and she couldnât help but laugh. âWe gave up on that a while backâ she joked and you gasped at her while she was still laughing.
And thatâs where you found yourself a bit later. Looking at your iPad while your family was in the water. You hid underneath the umbrella and pushed your sunglasses away to proper see. During the session you had your fingers crossed the whole time. You looked out for the orange car the whole time but when the session ended, you sighed. P12 wasnât what you wanted or what he wanted. You sat back and looked at the screen until every interview was over, not getting another glimpse of Lando.
With a slight pout you made your way to the water again and tried your best to cool your hot skin off. âHow was it?â your mum asked and you shook your head. âP12. Not that good. We will see about tonightâ you told her and she nodded before joining your swim across the water.
When you walked back home, you felt your phone vibrating and quickly got it out before you pressed the button and pushed the phone against your ear. âHi thereâ you said and heard the loud noise on the other side. âOne sec, loveâ Lando mumbled and you waited until it was quiet again. âAlright betterâ he said and you walked up to your room. âDid you watch?â he asked and you sat down on your bed. âYeah I did. But that was training. Who cares about that, huh?â you tried to joke but you didnât hear a laugh. âI am just feeling weird this weekendâ he said honest and you bit down on your lip. âLando. Itâs all good. Training never says a lot about the race, okay? I am by your side just differentâ you said and heard his sigh. âI know. I am just. Poutyâ he said and you smiled slightly. As cute as that looks sometimes. No pouting. Just get a got session in tonight and then I think you wonât be lower than the top five, okay?â you told him and even if you couldnât see it, he was nodding. âYeah I try my best. But I am used to having you here. I know thatâs a first world problem but itâs just differentâ he said and you laid down. âItâs okay, Lando. Just know we are back home next weekendâ you told him and he hummed. âI canât waitâ he said and you smiled. âDonât tell my parents but same hereâ you said and he chuckled for a moment. âMight will. Just so I can bragâ he said and you groaned.
The call was cut short when you heard Jon calling him. You said a quick goodbye and joined your family again but all you did was waiting for the next session.
While your mum was cooking, you were sitting in front of the TV with your brother and pushed your legs underneath the cushion. âMy god stop being nervousâ you brother said and you rolled your eyes at him. âShut upâ you mumbled and played with the hem of your hoodie. Quali always made you nervous but not being there made it worse. The first two session were okay but the end of the third one made your heart race. You watched the list on the left and jumped up when the chequered flags appeared one by another and Lando ended up on P4. âYes!â you screamed and heard the chuckling from your mum. âOh my god yes. Yes yes yesâ you said and jumped to her. âShit oh my god my heartâ you mumbled and your mum pushed your hip. âNo swearing. But I am happy for youâ she said and leaned her head against yours. âI wish I could be thereâ you sighed and she smiled. âI mean you canâ she said and you shook your head. âI am here with you, mumâ you told her and felt her arm around you. âBut I know your head is there. And you can come back on Mondayâ she said with a smile and you looked at her. âMum why are you suggesting this?â you asked with a quiet voice and she smiled more. âBecause I know you. And we still have almost a week next week. And maybe you can bring him with you. I talked with your dad. Itâs okay she explained and you felt a lump in your throat. âAre you serious?â you asked and she chuckled. âOh donât cry now or I will. Yes we are serious. Heâs always by your side and you are by his side. Me and dad werenât better when we were your ageâ she grinned and you smiled at the ground before you hugged her.
âBut I am still crazyâ you whispered to her and she shrugged her shoulders. âGot it from me. Now come on. I want you to get your mind free again. Letâs find a way to get you to Monzaâ.
***
And you felt crazy standing at the airport the next day but a part of you was happy. Your mum was quick in waving you one last time before she drove off again and left you alone and wandering through the airport. You were never a friend of flying, especially alone but you pushed it aside for Lando and quickly made your way through the halls.
You didnât said anything to him. You only let Jon know who organised you everything from the airport on. The flight wasnât long thankfully and you found yourself in Italy quicker than you thought. You took a deep breath once you were outside and quickly rushed to the train station to catch your train.
Lando was messaging you from time to time but thankfully he was busy. You had missed the second training session and caught up on it on your way to the circuit. Your leg was wobbling up and down and you couldnât hide the smile under your face as you watched the people around you. Once you arrived, you pushed the backpack on your back and made your way to the entrance. When you spotted one of the Mclaren team members waiting, you walked towards him and chuckled as he held the pass out for you. âYou have to be his lucky charm thenâ he joked and you chuckled more as you shrugged your shoulders. âI am doing what I can. Hopefully not giving him a heart attackâ you joked and scanned the pass before you walked through the paddock with him.
âHe is with Jon somewhere. You can go into the garage. His room. Whatever you wantâ he said and excused himself before he left you. You looked around yourself and decided to wait in his room instead of the garage. You send Jon a quick message before you sat down on the little couch and waited for him. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you heard the voices passing outside. Every second you thought he would be there but when it good quiet again, you sighed slightly. The longer it took the more nervous you were, wondering if you did the right thing to surprise him so short before an important race.
You were so in your thoughts that you almost missed the door being opening. Your head turned quickly to it and you looked at Lando with big eyes as he walked through the door. He was chuckling as he turned around but as soon as he spotted you, he stood still. âWhat the fuckâ he said under his breath and you smiled slightly before you stood up and opened your arms. âSurprise I guessâ you whispered and before you could say more, he wrapped his arms tightly around you and pressed you against him and the wall. âWhat are you doing hereâ he whispered against your lips and you chuckled slightly. âMum saw how lovesick I looked so she let me go for two daysâ you told him and pushed your fingers into his curls. âThis is not a joke right?â he asked carefully as his eyes switched around your face. âIf you let me sleep in your bed I will actually stay, yesâ you said and saw his teary eyes before he pressed his lips onto yours.
You hummed against his lips and only let go of him when the air was cut short from your lungs. âI didnât force you, did I?â he asked while pushing his nose against yours and you shook your head. âNo. My mum didâ you chuckled and finally saw his smile coming back. âAnd she wants you to come with me back to them. For the restâ you said while he walked back and pulled you with him to the couch. âGladly. But right now. I just need you closeâ he whispered and pulled you onto his lap as he sat down.
You smiled at him and slowly wrapped his curls around your fingers. âYou have no idea how happy you are making meâ he whispered while you pressed a kiss to his cheek. âI donât know why but it pulled me downâ he added and you nodded slightly. âI could see that. But there is no reason for it, okay? You can just get a good race in and then weâll drive back and just. Cuddleâ you said and felt his smile against your cheek. âYou have no idea how good that soundsâ he hummed and pressed another kiss to your lips. âGot my smiley eyes back, huhâ you teased him and he shrugged his shoulders. âYou can tease as much as you want. I am just happyâ.
And he really was. As you walked out of the drivers room, Lando was holding onto your hand and pushed the umbrella over your head and his. When you saw a camera in front of you, Lando stuck his tongue out and you chuckled behind your mask as he pulled you closer. âGood to see you happyâ Kym said and Lando hummed while drawing small circles on the back of your hand.
As you arrived in his garage, you quickly thanked Jon for the organisation and hid behind Lando most of the time, not wanting to be in any focus. As he talked to his team, he held your hand behind his back and you could hear his smile as he was talking and you played with his ring.
You watched how he got dressed up in his suit and smiled as he joined you again in the corner. âHey thereâ he said and pushed his fingers through yours. âAll good?â he asked and you nodded while smiling behind your mask. âHappy to be with youâ you said and he smiled before sneaking another kiss in. âOh same. Trust meâ he whispered and chuckled as you helped him with his helmet. âNow go out there and gain some places, okay?â you asked and he nodded before slightly bumping his head against yours. âIâll do what I canâ he said with a wink before he walked towards his car and turned to you one more time before he sat down.
In the meantime, you sat down in front of the little screen and send your mum a picture of him and you before you watched the cars getting ready. With big eyes you watched how the lights went out and you instantly held your breath as you saw both Mclarens going wide. The first corner wasnât bearable for you but once they made it through, you were jumping as you saw that Lando left Hamilton behind. Through the while race, you thought he would still lose his position but when he didnât, you were jumping even more as he ended up in fourth place again, third for the race on Sunday.
The whole garage was screaming happily and you walked outside with them as the little ceremony started. Since Lando wasnât official the third of the race, he didnât get any medal but it also meant he was by your side quicker. You waited for him on the side and wrapped your arms around his neck before he could even take his helmet of. âOh my god that was so good!â you said loudly and Lando chuckled as he pulled his helmet off. âWasnât too badâ he grinned and you quickly pushed his hair back. âYeah right. Only thatâ you said and pulled him closer. âFreaking third on the grid. My god. This will be goodâ you whispered and felt as he wrapped his arm around your hip. âYou think I can leave now? Just go with you?â he asked and you chuckled. âNo you will do your interviews. Then we can talk about itâ you told him and he groaned jokingly before he bumped your hip. âAlright. Five minutesâ.
And somehow it didnât feel a lot longer. He was quick in finishing up and when you said goodbye to everyone, you could finally take your mask off as you went through the exit. Lando was pulling on your hand as he opened his car and you chuckled while sitting down. He traced his finger along your hand as he was driving to the hotel and you watched him from the side, smiling more as you saw the grin on his lips.
Once you arrived, Lando closed the door quickly and took the invite as you opened your arms again for him. âHmm there is nothing betterâ he mumbled against your neck and you hummed quietly. âAs much as I like the beach I think I am more of a person for thisâ you said and Lando grinned while leaning his head on top of yours. âI also donât have to worry nowâ he whispered and you looked up to him. âWhy worrying?â you asked and he shrugged his shoulders. âWhen you walked home without anybody and I couldnât be there. Just wasnât the best feelingâ he said quietly while you traced along his neck. âYou donât need to worryâ you told him and he shrugged his shoulders. âI still do. Donât want anything happen to youâ he said as he pushed some hair behind your ear. âWell you can keep an eye on me next week thenâ you told him to lighten the mood and he hummed. âI willâ he whispered and you leaned your cheek against his.
âDo you want to take a shower?â you asked after a moment and Lando nodded slightly. âYes pleaseâ he said and you pulled him with you this time and turned the water hot before you stepped inside with him. You felt your shoulders drop a bit as the warm water hit you and you sighed as he leaned his head against yours. âYou are tired too, huh?â he asked and you nodded slightly. âYeah. Was a bit stressful but with a good sleep it will be okayâ you told him and traced along his arm. âYeah I bet. But the tan you got looks so goodâ he smiled and you chuckled before you slightly pinched his arm and turned to him. âAt least not sunburned like someone was before, huh?â you teased and he rolled his eyes before he pressed a kiss to your lips.
With slow movements you worked the shampoo into his hair and heard his happy hum while he leaned his forehead against your neck. You hummed with him and pushed his hair back once you were finished. âYou know this pushed back isnât my thingâ you said and watched how he washed the shampoo away. âOh I know what you like and what you donât like. I have heard it a few timesâ he winked and you stuck your tongue out before you wiped the water from his face. âCome on, sillyâ you said and wrapped the towel around you and wiped the mirror in front of you.
After you managed your hair and pulled one of his shirts over your head, you laid down on his side of the bed and smiled as he laid down next to you, pushing his head onto your stomach. Slowly, you wrapped each curl around your finger and listened to his plans for Sunday. âYou think I will do alright?â he asked and you shook your head. âNot just alright. Youâll do amazing. There is a spot on that podium for youâ you told him and he smiled at the ceiling. âGo big or go home, huh?â he asked and you nodded. âExactly. Didnât fly here for nothingâ you joked and felt how his head to you. But instead of saying anything, he was quiet. âYour family must think I want to keep you away from themâ he said and you shook your head. âNo. It was mums idea. I didnât say a word. I wanted to but I didnât. I think they just know how much I wanted to be by your sideâ you told him and watched how he crawled up more. âAnd they know I am crazy anywayâ you added and saw his smile before he pressed a kiss to your lips. âHmm I like this sideâ he mumbled against your lips and you traced along his back. âYou know I am crazy about youâ he said with a wink and you chuckled before pushing your hand into his hair and pressing another kiss to his lips. âSounds about right for me, yeahâ.
***
When you woke up on Sunday, you were happy to be awake. You opened your eyes slowly and saw Lando laying half over you, completely spread out. You chuckled quietly and slowly traced your fingertips along his back muscles. After a moment, you felt him moving slightly and once he opened his eyes and looked at you, you couldnât help but smile at the sight of his messy hair and tired smile. âGood morning, loveâ he hummed and pressed a kiss to your shoulder. âHey handsomeâ you grinned and looked up to him as he slowly leaned himself up more. âI hope you slept as good as I didâ he said and you nodded before he pressed a kiss to your lips. âDefinitely. And what a view to wake up toâ you chuckled and traced along his jaw. âOh you know. Looks good from here tooâ he winked and slowly took you with him as you got up.
After some extra time while getting ready, you pushed your hair away and placed his cap on top of your head. âAll doneâ you told him and watched how he fixed his bracelets. âSameâ he hummed and pushed his fingers through yours before he made his way to the track with you.
Once you arrived, his hand instantly found yours again and you walked towards the garage and driver room with him. âYou know itâs always cute when you say hello to everyone hereâ you told him and watched how he changed into his Mclaren clothes. âI just donât want them to think they are here for nothing. Wouldnât be possible without them, huh?â he said and you nodded before you joined his side again when he was all done.
With some lunch and walking around the paddock the time passed quicker than you thought. You sat next to him as Jon did the race prep with him and traced along his hand under the table. âHere take themâ he said while taking his bracelets off and you smiled as you reached your hand out for him. âSafest placeâ he winked and you smiled while tracing along them. âI will keep an eye on themâ you told him and watched how Jon finished him up. âA massage before the race. What a lifeâ you joked and sat next to Lando as Jon left.
âYou think I can hold that P3 today?â he asked and you nodded instantly. âDefinitely. Just a good start like always and you can keep them behindâ you said and pushed your hand under his. âTell that my headâ he joked but you knew it was more honest then he wanted. âYour head knows it too. Stop the doubt, okay? I am ready to go out there and get the champagne in my hair for youâ you smiled and he quickly pressed a kiss to your lips. âOkayâ he whispered and you smiled at him. âSo. Ready to go?â you asked and he nodded while jumping of the bench. âYes I am. Letâs goâ.
Once you reached the garage, you pulled Lando to the side one more time, wrapping your arms around his neck and pressing a kiss to his lips. âI am so proud of you. You can do it, okay? I will be ready to celebrateâ you whispered and he nodded while pressing another kiss to your temple. âHope I wonât disappointâ he said and you shook your head. âNever, Lando. Donât worryâ you told him and squeezed his hands one more time. He nodded with a small smile and walked towards his car again.
Before he sat down he looked at you again and patted on his heart before he took his seat. You bit down on your lips with a smile and watched the whole procedure before the cars went out and you watched the little screen again.
Right before the start you were more than nervous. Your leg was bouncing up and down when the formation lap ended and when the lights went out, you hid your face behind your hands. You heard the screaming and cheering in the background and when you looked back on the screen, you took a deep breath as you saw him running still in third place. You clapped quietly and mumbled more to yourself than anybody else.
When the chaos started happening, your mind was racing. The swapping of positions made your mind turn around but you only concentrated on Lando running in P2. You knew that Perez and Bottas were coming closer from time to time but in the last two laps, you knew nobody would take it away from him. The whole team ran outside when both Mclaren were passing the line and you ran as fast as you could towards the little fence in front of the podium. You heard cheering all around you and you couldnât help but feel the tears coming to your eyes.
When he parked his car and walked out, you didnât take your eyes from you. He pushed the visor up and jumped into his team, taking all the hugs and pats on his helmet in. Once he reached you, he stood almost completely still until you pulled him tightly into your arms. âFuck I am so proud of youâ you told him loudly and pushed his visor up more, seeing the emotions in his eyes, hands why he kept his helmet on. âI love you so muchâ he said next to your ear and bumped his helmet carefully against your head before he had to leave for the interviews and procedure.
You wiped over your eyes slightly and watched him with a smile. Of course he couldnât stop smiling all along. He was proud of the double win for his team and you could see it in his eyes and smile.
You took a step higher on the fence as they disappeared for a second but when you saw him up on the podium you were cheering for him as loud as you could. As he had his trophy, he patted on his heart again and looked at you before he lifted his trophy in the air as high as he could.
You felt the champagne on your face again and laughed as you saw the look on his face after the shoey. âOh god noâ you groaned slightly as he looked down to you and you only shrugged his shoulders. âThat will taste awfulâ Jon joked and you nodded as you continued to watch them on the podium.
His smile never seemed to fade and you couldnât wait to see the photos of him. But more than that, you wanted to see him right in front of you.
When he left to get down, you waited in front of the garage with everyone else. He came running towards everyone with Daniel and enjoyed the mood everyone had. But his eyes were looking for you. As soon as he finally saw you he squeezed past everyone and wrapped his arms tightly around you and lifting you up. When you felt his arms around you, the tears were back and you slowly pushed his mask down a bit. âLook at youâ you whispered and he grinned wide. âThatâs why I need you by my sideâ he said and carefully wiped the tears away. âStop crying or I might joinâ he whispered and you chuckled before quickly pressing a kiss to his lips. âI am just so proud. I canât help itâ you mumbled and pushed your hands into his wet hair. âNothing would be possible without you. And I mean it. I donât care what you sayâ he said and you chuckled while leaning your head against his neck.
âLovebirds? Come onâ Jon said and you instantly turned around with Lando. âWe will do some picturesâ he added and Lando nodded before pulling you with him. You smiled as you watched the screens. You stayed a bit hidden in the team and watched Landoâs wide smile the whole time. While he climbed up on the ladder for the next ones, he looked down at you and held his hand out. âCome with meâ he said and you shook your head slightly. But he didnât let you escape. With two steps down he was able to grab your hand and you watched him carefully. âI wanna have you with meâ he whispered and you took a deep breath before you nodded slightly and carefully climbed up with him.
Once you were up you looked at everyone and felt Landos hand on your back. âTake it so I can keep a hand on youâ he said while pointing at the trophy and you carefully did before he wrapped an arm around your body. âEverybody scream!â Hendrik shouted and you did with Lando, laughing as it came out higher than you wanted. âScared?â Lando asked and you turned to him. âA little maybeâ you chuckled and he pressed a kiss to your cheek away from the camera. âI got youâ he smiled and leaned his head against your for some more pictures. âI am glad your mum let you go. Donât know what I would have done without youâ he said and you shrugged your shoulders. âCelebrated here and home with meâ you told him and he huffed. âNah. Nothing ever beats this. Here. With youâ he said while you played with his hair. âYeah I am glad I can be hereâ you said and looked at the trophy. âWe better send mum somethingâ you chuckled and he nodded. âI will even bake a cake for herâ he said and you looked at him with big eyes. âOh wowâ you told him and he nodded. âFor bringing you here. I have to, loveâ.
This is a throwback to last year. I hope you like it x
It's freaking long just so you know haha.
âWhy donât you just come back earlyâ Lando groaned quietly as he secured the seatbelt around him. You watched him with a small smile and pushed your hair away from your face. âI canât cut my family holiday shortâ you told him and he groaned again. âBut itâs Italy. You love Italyâ he said and you couldnât help but chuckle. âI do. And I promise you to be back with you at Sochi but this time it just doesnât work outâ you told him and he pouted. âI was just used to you being around the whole timeâ he said honest while he started the car and you sighed. âMe too. But next week it will all be back to normalâ you told him and watched how he nodded while driving.
For almost the whole year, you have been sitting on each other non-stop. Every race, every weekend away you were with him. You just packed your bag and joined him, taking your studies just with you. And you were so used to it that one and a half week away from each other felt weird. But you couldnât say no to your holiday with your parents.
While he was driving from the airport to the hotel, he didnât want to end the call. Every time he was standing at a redlight he stuck his tongue out to you and you couldnât help but chuckle. âYou know I will have to go soon. Weâre going to the beachâ you told him and saw how he leaned his arm against the window. âWeâve only been here for thirty minutesâ he countered and you sighed again while putting your hair in a bun. âBut we can still talk tonight. You will be out with Carlos for golf as wellâ you told him and he shrugged his shoulders. âYou know I actually put you over Carlosâ he said and you gasped. âOh my god. Did I actually made that step? Can it get any better for me?â you asked and for the first time that day you heard him chuckle. âYou have to tell me. Was that your goal, love?â he asked and you nodded. âOvertaking Carlos. Yes definitelyâ you nodded and packed your little bag while sticking your tongue out to him.
After a moment of silence you brought your eyes back to him and saw how he leaned his head against his hand. âI know itâs stupid after a week but I really miss youâ he said quietly and you felt your heart aching. âI miss you too, Lando. But I promise you itâs only this week and then I will annoy you all over again. Donât worryâ you told him with a small smile and he nodded with the same smile. âCanât waitâ he sighed and pushed his hair back. âYou should get going, huh? I donât want your mum to be mad at me when you are lateâ he said and slightly waved to you. âShe will never be annoyed. She loves you. But I really should go. And yes I have the orange bikini with meâ you told him and rolled your eyes at his grin. âKnew that would make you happyâ you added and he chuckled. âI love youâ he said and you smiled while waving at him. âLove you too, sillyâ.
The whole day Lando send you some silly photos of him and also Carlos during their golf session. You chuckled at their videos and shook your head slightly. âWhatâs so funny?â your mum asked and you looked at her. âLando is golfing and heâs just being sillyâ you told her and she smiled. âSo nothing newâ she said and you shook your head with a smile and send him some photos of you and the water as well.
Later in the evening, you excuses yourself a little earlier from dinner and called Lando on your way home. âOh hi thereâ he said from the other side and you smiled when you heard his voice again. âHey you. I am just walking homeâ you said and heard him fumbling around. âAll alone?â he asked and you looked around yourself. âYeah. I wanted to get home earlierâ you said and heard the beeping from your phone. When you looked at it, you saw a facetime invite and accepted it quickly. âYou canât walk home all aloneâ he said with a worried tone and you showed him around. âHere is nobody around. And itâs only a ten minute walkâ you told him and watched how his eyes wandered over your screen. âI just donât like you walking around alone. Especially when itâs not homeâ he said and you smiled at him. âI am okay, Lando. And you know where I amâ you ensured him and he sighed unhappy. âJust be careful. And talk loud enoughâ he said and you nodded while taking the path to your house.
âAs you can see, I made itâ you smiled and watched how he let out a breath he was holding. You pushed your shoes away and quickly walked upstairs before you set him into the cabinet in the bathroom before you started to take your make up off. âI think I am better at it then youâ Lando said and you lifted your eyebrows. âOh you think so?â you asked and he nodded. âI am so much more carefulâ he said and you quickly rinsed your face with water. âIt does feel betterâ you told him and he grinned. âHm. See I knew itâ he said and you quickly changed into one of his hoodies before you laid down in bed.
âHow was your day?â you asked and he did the same thing as you. âAll good. I mean I bet Carlos in golf. Thatâs something to remember foreverâ he said and you chuckled. âYou looked really cute. The curls are in a good state at the momentâ you told him and watched how he pushed it around. âSince someone said I canât cut them Iâll have to make it work, huh?â he said and you smiled happily while you chatted away with him.
Somehow you lost track of time sooner then you thought. You could see how tired he was but he didnât want to end the call. You felt your eyes getting heavy and before you knew it, you fell asleep with him on the other end. When he saw your regular breathing through his half closed eyes, he smiled tiredly and took a quick screenshot before he hummed happily to himself and dozed off completely as well.
***
On Thursday morning you woke up much later then you had intended. You groaned slightly as you felt the sun hitting your face. You pushed your head into your cushion and tried to open one eye at the time. When you saw your phone leaning against the other cushion you smiled slightly and pressed the home button. You remembered falling asleep with him and saw his good morning message. âHey, love. I had to go :( See you later, okay? Iâll call you xâ he wrote and you smiled before you slowly got up and got ready again for the day.
You knew he would be more quiet because you knew how much the media day took of his energy. While you were laying in the sun and reading when you heard the familiar noise from your phone. You quickly reached for it and smiled at his little selfie and quickly saved it before you send him one back. Thatâs how youâve spend as much of the day you could.
In the late evening when you were sitting on the couch with your family you saw your phone lighting up and smiled at it when you saw his name appearing. âAlright go take that call before you explodeâ your mum teased and you felt your cheeks heating up before you took it and quickly walked into your room. As you laid down you swiped across the screen and smiled at his tired face. âSorry that itâs so lateâ he mumbled and you smiled before you shrugged it off. âYou have a busy day and you are tired. I get it. And I know youâ you said and saw the tired smile on his lips. âWhat would I give to have you here with me nowâ he said and you pulled the sheets up higher. âSo you can pretend you donât like it when I play with your hairâ you told him and he huffed slightly. âOtherwise you stop soonerâ he countered and pushed his hair back. âIâll do it as much as you want when weâre backâ you told him and he hummed happily.
âHow were your interviews?â you asked and he just nodded slightly. âWas alright. Nothing too special. Bit boring not having you behind the camera pulling facesâ he said and you poked the camera. âI am never distracting youâ you said and he lifted his eyebrows. âYeah alright. Whatever you say. But I bet when you look through interviews. There is enough evidenceâ he said and you quickly covered the camera before you heard his laughing before you stayed quiet for a moment.
âThatâs why I need you hereâ he said after a while and you leaned your head to the side. âWhat do you mean?â you asked and watched how he played with his ring. âEven when I am tired as hell and donât know what to do you just smile at me and thatâs all I needâ he mumbled and slowly lifted his eyes up to look at you again. âLandoâ you started and he sighed quietly. âI know. I know. All good. I just want you to knowâ he mumbled and you sighed this time. âI feel honoured. And Iâll be there for the rest I promiseâ.
You managed to fall asleep with him again sooner this time. Of course he was tired and it was no surprise that he fell asleep sooner than you this time, leaving you watching at him with a slight ache in your heart again.
On Friday morning you woke up to the same picture as the morning before. Lando excused himself because he had to be at the track and you joined your family on a stroll through the city. âI have to be back in a bitâ you said as you ate on your ice cream and your brother pushed your side. âWhy? Anything special happening?â he asked with a smirk and you rolled your eyes. âStop making fun of it. I wonât miss his sessionâ you told him and your brother rolled his eyes. âAs if anything will happen during trainingâ he said and you shrugged his shoulders. âI donât care. I promised it and thatâs the dealâ you said and your mother pushed her arm around you. âSo we will go to the beach and you can connect from there, alright?â she said and you chuckled at her. âYou think I am crazy, huh?â you asked her and she couldnât help but laugh. âWe gave up on that a while backâ she joked and you gasped at her while she was still laughing.
And thatâs where you found yourself a bit later. Looking at your iPad while your family was in the water. You hid underneath the umbrella and pushed your sunglasses away to proper see. During the session you had your fingers crossed the whole time. You looked out for the orange car the whole time but when the session ended, you sighed. P12 wasnât what you wanted or what he wanted. You sat back and looked at the screen until every interview was over, not getting another glimpse of Lando.
With a slight pout you made your way to the water again and tried your best to cool your hot skin off. âHow was it?â your mum asked and you shook your head. âP12. Not that good. We will see about tonightâ you told her and she nodded before joining your swim across the water.
When you walked back home, you felt your phone vibrating and quickly got it out before you pressed the button and pushed the phone against your ear. âHi thereâ you said and heard the loud noise on the other side. âOne sec, loveâ Lando mumbled and you waited until it was quiet again. âAlright betterâ he said and you walked up to your room. âDid you watch?â he asked and you sat down on your bed. âYeah I did. But that was training. Who cares about that, huh?â you tried to joke but you didnât hear a laugh. âI am just feeling weird this weekendâ he said honest and you bit down on your lip. âLando. Itâs all good. Training never says a lot about the race, okay? I am by your side just differentâ you said and heard his sigh. âI know. I am just. Poutyâ he said and you smiled slightly. As cute as that looks sometimes. No pouting. Just get a got session in tonight and then I think you wonât be lower than the top five, okay?â you told him and even if you couldnât see it, he was nodding. âYeah I try my best. But I am used to having you here. I know thatâs a first world problem but itâs just differentâ he said and you laid down. âItâs okay, Lando. Just know we are back home next weekendâ you told him and he hummed. âI canât waitâ he said and you smiled. âDonât tell my parents but same hereâ you said and he chuckled for a moment. âMight will. Just so I can bragâ he said and you groaned.
The call was cut short when you heard Jon calling him. You said a quick goodbye and joined your family again but all you did was waiting for the next session.
While your mum was cooking, you were sitting in front of the TV with your brother and pushed your legs underneath the cushion. âMy god stop being nervousâ you brother said and you rolled your eyes at him. âShut upâ you mumbled and played with the hem of your hoodie. Quali always made you nervous but not being there made it worse. The first two session were okay but the end of the third one made your heart race. You watched the list on the left and jumped up when the chequered flags appeared one by another and Lando ended up on P4. âYes!â you screamed and heard the chuckling from your mum. âOh my god yes. Yes yes yesâ you said and jumped to her. âShit oh my god my heartâ you mumbled and your mum pushed your hip. âNo swearing. But I am happy for youâ she said and leaned her head against yours. âI wish I could be thereâ you sighed and she smiled. âI mean you canâ she said and you shook your head. âI am here with you, mumâ you told her and felt her arm around you. âBut I know your head is there. And you can come back on Mondayâ she said with a smile and you looked at her. âMum why are you suggesting this?â you asked with a quiet voice and she smiled more. âBecause I know you. And we still have almost a week next week. And maybe you can bring him with you. I talked with your dad. Itâs okay she explained and you felt a lump in your throat. âAre you serious?â you asked and she chuckled. âOh donât cry now or I will. Yes we are serious. Heâs always by your side and you are by his side. Me and dad werenât better when we were your ageâ she grinned and you smiled at the ground before you hugged her.
âBut I am still crazyâ you whispered to her and she shrugged her shoulders. âGot it from me. Now come on. I want you to get your mind free again. Letâs find a way to get you to Monzaâ.
***
And you felt crazy standing at the airport the next day but a part of you was happy. Your mum was quick in waving you one last time before she drove off again and left you alone and wandering through the airport. You were never a friend of flying, especially alone but you pushed it aside for Lando and quickly made your way through the halls.
You didnât said anything to him. You only let Jon know who organised you everything from the airport on. The flight wasnât long thankfully and you found yourself in Italy quicker than you thought. You took a deep breath once you were outside and quickly rushed to the train station to catch your train.
Lando was messaging you from time to time but thankfully he was busy. You had missed the second training session and caught up on it on your way to the circuit. Your leg was wobbling up and down and you couldnât hide the smile under your face as you watched the people around you. Once you arrived, you pushed the backpack on your back and made your way to the entrance. When you spotted one of the Mclaren team members waiting, you walked towards him and chuckled as he held the pass out for you. âYou have to be his lucky charm thenâ he joked and you chuckled more as you shrugged your shoulders. âI am doing what I can. Hopefully not giving him a heart attackâ you joked and scanned the pass before you walked through the paddock with him.
âHe is with Jon somewhere. You can go into the garage. His room. Whatever you wantâ he said and excused himself before he left you. You looked around yourself and decided to wait in his room instead of the garage. You send Jon a quick message before you sat down on the little couch and waited for him. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you heard the voices passing outside. Every second you thought he would be there but when it good quiet again, you sighed slightly. The longer it took the more nervous you were, wondering if you did the right thing to surprise him so short before an important race.
You were so in your thoughts that you almost missed the door being opening. Your head turned quickly to it and you looked at Lando with big eyes as he walked through the door. He was chuckling as he turned around but as soon as he spotted you, he stood still. âWhat the fuckâ he said under his breath and you smiled slightly before you stood up and opened your arms. âSurprise I guessâ you whispered and before you could say more, he wrapped his arms tightly around you and pressed you against him and the wall. âWhat are you doing hereâ he whispered against your lips and you chuckled slightly. âMum saw how lovesick I looked so she let me go for two daysâ you told him and pushed your fingers into his curls. âThis is not a joke right?â he asked carefully as his eyes switched around your face. âIf you let me sleep in your bed I will actually stay, yesâ you said and saw his teary eyes before he pressed his lips onto yours.
You hummed against his lips and only let go of him when the air was cut short from your lungs. âI didnât force you, did I?â he asked while pushing his nose against yours and you shook your head. âNo. My mum didâ you chuckled and finally saw his smile coming back. âAnd she wants you to come with me back to them. For the restâ you said while he walked back and pulled you with him to the couch. âGladly. But right now. I just need you closeâ he whispered and pulled you onto his lap as he sat down.
You smiled at him and slowly wrapped his curls around your fingers. âYou have no idea how happy you are making meâ he whispered while you pressed a kiss to his cheek. âI donât know why but it pulled me downâ he added and you nodded slightly. âI could see that. But there is no reason for it, okay? You can just get a good race in and then weâll drive back and just. Cuddleâ you said and felt his smile against your cheek. âYou have no idea how good that soundsâ he hummed and pressed another kiss to your lips. âGot my smiley eyes back, huhâ you teased him and he shrugged his shoulders. âYou can tease as much as you want. I am just happyâ.
And he really was. As you walked out of the drivers room, Lando was holding onto your hand and pushed the umbrella over your head and his. When you saw a camera in front of you, Lando stuck his tongue out and you chuckled behind your mask as he pulled you closer. âGood to see you happyâ Kym said and Lando hummed while drawing small circles on the back of your hand.
As you arrived in his garage, you quickly thanked Jon for the organisation and hid behind Lando most of the time, not wanting to be in any focus. As he talked to his team, he held your hand behind his back and you could hear his smile as he was talking and you played with his ring.
You watched how he got dressed up in his suit and smiled as he joined you again in the corner. âHey thereâ he said and pushed his fingers through yours. âAll good?â he asked and you nodded while smiling behind your mask. âHappy to be with youâ you said and he smiled before sneaking another kiss in. âOh same. Trust meâ he whispered and chuckled as you helped him with his helmet. âNow go out there and gain some places, okay?â you asked and he nodded before slightly bumping his head against yours. âIâll do what I canâ he said with a wink before he walked towards his car and turned to you one more time before he sat down.
In the meantime, you sat down in front of the little screen and send your mum a picture of him and you before you watched the cars getting ready. With big eyes you watched how the lights went out and you instantly held your breath as you saw both Mclarens going wide. The first corner wasnât bearable for you but once they made it through, you were jumping as you saw that Lando left Hamilton behind. Through the while race, you thought he would still lose his position but when he didnât, you were jumping even more as he ended up in fourth place again, third for the race on Sunday.
The whole garage was screaming happily and you walked outside with them as the little ceremony started. Since Lando wasnât official the third of the race, he didnât get any medal but it also meant he was by your side quicker. You waited for him on the side and wrapped your arms around his neck before he could even take his helmet of. âOh my god that was so good!â you said loudly and Lando chuckled as he pulled his helmet off. âWasnât too badâ he grinned and you quickly pushed his hair back. âYeah right. Only thatâ you said and pulled him closer. âFreaking third on the grid. My god. This will be goodâ you whispered and felt as he wrapped his arm around your hip. âYou think I can leave now? Just go with you?â he asked and you chuckled. âNo you will do your interviews. Then we can talk about itâ you told him and he groaned jokingly before he bumped your hip. âAlright. Five minutesâ.
And somehow it didnât feel a lot longer. He was quick in finishing up and when you said goodbye to everyone, you could finally take your mask off as you went through the exit. Lando was pulling on your hand as he opened his car and you chuckled while sitting down. He traced his finger along your hand as he was driving to the hotel and you watched him from the side, smiling more as you saw the grin on his lips.
Once you arrived, Lando closed the door quickly and took the invite as you opened your arms again for him. âHmm there is nothing betterâ he mumbled against your neck and you hummed quietly. âAs much as I like the beach I think I am more of a person for thisâ you said and Lando grinned while leaning his head on top of yours. âI also donât have to worry nowâ he whispered and you looked up to him. âWhy worrying?â you asked and he shrugged his shoulders. âWhen you walked home without anybody and I couldnât be there. Just wasnât the best feelingâ he said quietly while you traced along his neck. âYou donât need to worryâ you told him and he shrugged his shoulders. âI still do. Donât want anything happen to youâ he said as he pushed some hair behind your ear. âWell you can keep an eye on me next week thenâ you told him to lighten the mood and he hummed. âI willâ he whispered and you leaned your cheek against his.
âDo you want to take a shower?â you asked after a moment and Lando nodded slightly. âYes pleaseâ he said and you pulled him with you this time and turned the water hot before you stepped inside with him. You felt your shoulders drop a bit as the warm water hit you and you sighed as he leaned his head against yours. âYou are tired too, huh?â he asked and you nodded slightly. âYeah. Was a bit stressful but with a good sleep it will be okayâ you told him and traced along his arm. âYeah I bet. But the tan you got looks so goodâ he smiled and you chuckled before you slightly pinched his arm and turned to him. âAt least not sunburned like someone was before, huh?â you teased and he rolled his eyes before he pressed a kiss to your lips.
With slow movements you worked the shampoo into his hair and heard his happy hum while he leaned his forehead against your neck. You hummed with him and pushed his hair back once you were finished. âYou know this pushed back isnât my thingâ you said and watched how he washed the shampoo away. âOh I know what you like and what you donât like. I have heard it a few timesâ he winked and you stuck your tongue out before you wiped the water from his face. âCome on, sillyâ you said and wrapped the towel around you and wiped the mirror in front of you.
After you managed your hair and pulled one of his shirts over your head, you laid down on his side of the bed and smiled as he laid down next to you, pushing his head onto your stomach. Slowly, you wrapped each curl around your finger and listened to his plans for Sunday. âYou think I will do alright?â he asked and you shook your head. âNot just alright. Youâll do amazing. There is a spot on that podium for youâ you told him and he smiled at the ceiling. âGo big or go home, huh?â he asked and you nodded. âExactly. Didnât fly here for nothingâ you joked and felt how his head to you. But instead of saying anything, he was quiet. âYour family must think I want to keep you away from themâ he said and you shook your head. âNo. It was mums idea. I didnât say a word. I wanted to but I didnât. I think they just know how much I wanted to be by your sideâ you told him and watched how he crawled up more. âAnd they know I am crazy anywayâ you added and saw his smile before he pressed a kiss to your lips. âHmm I like this sideâ he mumbled against your lips and you traced along his back. âYou know I am crazy about youâ he said with a wink and you chuckled before pushing your hand into his hair and pressing another kiss to his lips. âSounds about right for me, yeahâ.
***
When you woke up on Sunday, you were happy to be awake. You opened your eyes slowly and saw Lando laying half over you, completely spread out. You chuckled quietly and slowly traced your fingertips along his back muscles. After a moment, you felt him moving slightly and once he opened his eyes and looked at you, you couldnât help but smile at the sight of his messy hair and tired smile. âGood morning, loveâ he hummed and pressed a kiss to your shoulder. âHey handsomeâ you grinned and looked up to him as he slowly leaned himself up more. âI hope you slept as good as I didâ he said and you nodded before he pressed a kiss to your lips. âDefinitely. And what a view to wake up toâ you chuckled and traced along his jaw. âOh you know. Looks good from here tooâ he winked and slowly took you with him as you got up.
After some extra time while getting ready, you pushed your hair away and placed his cap on top of your head. âAll doneâ you told him and watched how he fixed his bracelets. âSameâ he hummed and pushed his fingers through yours before he made his way to the track with you.
Once you arrived, his hand instantly found yours again and you walked towards the garage and driver room with him. âYou know itâs always cute when you say hello to everyone hereâ you told him and watched how he changed into his Mclaren clothes. âI just donât want them to think they are here for nothing. Wouldnât be possible without them, huh?â he said and you nodded before you joined his side again when he was all done.
With some lunch and walking around the paddock the time passed quicker than you thought. You sat next to him as Jon did the race prep with him and traced along his hand under the table. âHere take themâ he said while taking his bracelets off and you smiled as you reached your hand out for him. âSafest placeâ he winked and you smiled while tracing along them. âI will keep an eye on themâ you told him and watched how Jon finished him up. âA massage before the race. What a lifeâ you joked and sat next to Lando as Jon left.
âYou think I can hold that P3 today?â he asked and you nodded instantly. âDefinitely. Just a good start like always and you can keep them behindâ you said and pushed your hand under his. âTell that my headâ he joked but you knew it was more honest then he wanted. âYour head knows it too. Stop the doubt, okay? I am ready to go out there and get the champagne in my hair for youâ you smiled and he quickly pressed a kiss to your lips. âOkayâ he whispered and you smiled at him. âSo. Ready to go?â you asked and he nodded while jumping of the bench. âYes I am. Letâs goâ.
Once you reached the garage, you pulled Lando to the side one more time, wrapping your arms around his neck and pressing a kiss to his lips. âI am so proud of you. You can do it, okay? I will be ready to celebrateâ you whispered and he nodded while pressing another kiss to your temple. âHope I wonât disappointâ he said and you shook your head. âNever, Lando. Donât worryâ you told him and squeezed his hands one more time. He nodded with a small smile and walked towards his car again.
Before he sat down he looked at you again and patted on his heart before he took his seat. You bit down on your lips with a smile and watched the whole procedure before the cars went out and you watched the little screen again.
Right before the start you were more than nervous. Your leg was bouncing up and down when the formation lap ended and when the lights went out, you hid your face behind your hands. You heard the screaming and cheering in the background and when you looked back on the screen, you took a deep breath as you saw him running still in third place. You clapped quietly and mumbled more to yourself than anybody else.
When the chaos started happening, your mind was racing. The swapping of positions made your mind turn around but you only concentrated on Lando running in P2. You knew that Perez and Bottas were coming closer from time to time but in the last two laps, you knew nobody would take it away from him. The whole team ran outside when both Mclaren were passing the line and you ran as fast as you could towards the little fence in front of the podium. You heard cheering all around you and you couldnât help but feel the tears coming to your eyes.
When he parked his car and walked out, you didnât take your eyes from you. He pushed the visor up and jumped into his team, taking all the hugs and pats on his helmet in. Once he reached you, he stood almost completely still until you pulled him tightly into your arms. âFuck I am so proud of youâ you told him loudly and pushed his visor up more, seeing the emotions in his eyes, hands why he kept his helmet on. âI love you so muchâ he said next to your ear and bumped his helmet carefully against your head before he had to leave for the interviews and procedure.
You wiped over your eyes slightly and watched him with a smile. Of course he couldnât stop smiling all along. He was proud of the double win for his team and you could see it in his eyes and smile.
You took a step higher on the fence as they disappeared for a second but when you saw him up on the podium you were cheering for him as loud as you could. As he had his trophy, he patted on his heart again and looked at you before he lifted his trophy in the air as high as he could.
You felt the champagne on your face again and laughed as you saw the look on his face after the shoey. âOh god noâ you groaned slightly as he looked down to you and you only shrugged his shoulders. âThat will taste awfulâ Jon joked and you nodded as you continued to watch them on the podium.
His smile never seemed to fade and you couldnât wait to see the photos of him. But more than that, you wanted to see him right in front of you.
When he left to get down, you waited in front of the garage with everyone else. He came running towards everyone with Daniel and enjoyed the mood everyone had. But his eyes were looking for you. As soon as he finally saw you he squeezed past everyone and wrapped his arms tightly around you and lifting you up. When you felt his arms around you, the tears were back and you slowly pushed his mask down a bit. âLook at youâ you whispered and he grinned wide. âThatâs why I need you by my sideâ he said and carefully wiped the tears away. âStop crying or I might joinâ he whispered and you chuckled before quickly pressing a kiss to his lips. âI am just so proud. I canât help itâ you mumbled and pushed your hands into his wet hair. âNothing would be possible without you. And I mean it. I donât care what you sayâ he said and you chuckled while leaning your head against his neck.
âLovebirds? Come onâ Jon said and you instantly turned around with Lando. âWe will do some picturesâ he added and Lando nodded before pulling you with him. You smiled as you watched the screens. You stayed a bit hidden in the team and watched Landoâs wide smile the whole time. While he climbed up on the ladder for the next ones, he looked down at you and held his hand out. âCome with meâ he said and you shook your head slightly. But he didnât let you escape. With two steps down he was able to grab your hand and you watched him carefully. âI wanna have you with meâ he whispered and you took a deep breath before you nodded slightly and carefully climbed up with him.
Once you were up you looked at everyone and felt Landos hand on your back. âTake it so I can keep a hand on youâ he said while pointing at the trophy and you carefully did before he wrapped an arm around your body. âEverybody scream!â Hendrik shouted and you did with Lando, laughing as it came out higher than you wanted. âScared?â Lando asked and you turned to him. âA little maybeâ you chuckled and he pressed a kiss to your cheek away from the camera. âI got youâ he smiled and leaned his head against your for some more pictures. âI am glad your mum let you go. Donât know what I would have done without youâ he said and you shrugged your shoulders. âCelebrated here and home with meâ you told him and he huffed. âNah. Nothing ever beats this. Here. With youâ he said while you played with his hair. âYeah I am glad I can be hereâ you said and looked at the trophy. âWe better send mum somethingâ you chuckled and he nodded. âI will even bake a cake for herâ he said and you looked at him with big eyes. âOh wowâ you told him and he nodded. âFor bringing you here. I have to, loveâ.
hi everyone. this is the second part to THIS story. let me know what you think x
From then on, you were cutting yourself off from him. You were thankful that you were still having your own place back home and you were living in your own little bubble, where you only let your closest friends in. It was weird to celebrate Christmas at your friends house and New Years Eve all alone at home but for the last event, it was your own fault. You werenât interested in celebrating around all of the couples in your friends group. It wasnât any of theirs fault what was going on in your head but you wanted it to be as quiet as it could. And somehow you managed.
When your studies started again at the beginning of February, you were thankful for the new distraction. You studied from morning till the evening in your little room and watched how your social bubble shrunk even more but you just tried to get your head away from everything. Your friends tried to get you out of your room as much as they could and even when you gave in, you were just trying to smile at them and survive the evenings until it was an okay time to go home again.
You had no idea if Charles had tried to reach out for you since you decided it was the best to block him. A part of you wanted to know but the other half knew that it wouldnât make a difference. He had hurt you with his words. Hard. And you didnât know if any words could make it better again.
But when the new season testing began, everything that you told yourself the weeks before vanished. Even if you didnât want to, you found yourself sitting in front of your laptop in the late evening and rewatched the first days of testing in Barcelona. A place where you would have been with him right now. You were trying to concentrate on your dinner more than on the screen but when you saw the familiar and at the same time unfamiliar red garage, your heartbeat quickened. The people around the cars seemed to be working hard on the parts but when they showed Charles and Carlos, your gasped slightly and felt how your eyes were stuck on him instantly.
You didnât know what you expected but when you saw the frown and look on his face, you wondered what was going on in his head. He seemed focused and mentally somewhere else at the same time. When you skipped through the different sessions for quite a while, you had a look at the different times and hummed slightly when you saw the Ferrari at places that you hadnât seen since you got to know him. You had your hand pressed over your heart as you watched him but when they showed him in interviews, you had to close your laptop and push it to the side. âFuckâ you were whispering to yourself and closed your eyes as you leaned back against your bed. You were overwhelmed. More than overwhelmed. But you knew that it was your own decision even if a big part of you was regretting it already.
After a long night and an even longer day, you were sitting in a bar with your friends again and tried to listen to them as you played with the sticker on your glass. âHey youâ your friend whispered after a while and you hummed quietly at her. âYou seem so much more off todayâ she said and you sighed. âI was stupid last night. I watched his testing days. I know it was my faultâ you told her and she sighed as well. âYeah you shouldnât have done that. He doesnât deserve your attention anymore. He was such a big idiot. And he deserves to live with itâ she said while you bit along your lip. âBut I know that he was stressed. He was so stressedâ you whispered but she just shook her head. âNo. That doesnât justify anything. He wanted to concentrate on his perfect racing life. And you donât need to step back on anything just so he can do what he wants. He doesnât deserve you being there for him if he doesnât want itâ she rambled while you tried to hold your tears back. âI wanna go home nowâ you told her and felt her hand on your arm. âSorry. Okay. I will drive you home. Come onâ she said and carefully pulled you along her side until you were in her car and at home again.
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The next week you were thinking back to everything more and more. You were at your friends house to watch a movie but watching the movie turned into drinking for your friends. Instead of joining them you stayed behind in the couch and played around with your phone while your friends were laughing and drinking. You werenât thinking too much when you were on Charles contact after a while you clicked on the red X and before you realised, you had unblocked his contact again.
You stared at your phone with big eyes when messages flooded over your phone and you bit harder on your lip when it didnât stop. âWow what are you looking at?â your friend giggled but you just shook your head. âNothing. I. Just. Nothingâ you told her and she simply nodded at you with a smile before she turned away again and you could look through the messages. âI know you blocked me. I know I deserve it. I am so sorry, mon amour. So sorryâ you read more than once from time to time and you felt how you held your breath. âYou would be here right now. I hate it here without youâ. âI was angry at myself and let it out on you. I am such an idiot. I treated you so bad. I know it, okay? I know itâ he wrote in a monologue and you rubbed your eyes before you laid your phone to the side again. âGuys I am going homeâ you told your friends and all they did was hug you tightly. They were so in her drinking state that they didnât saw the look on your face and when you left, you were just rubbing along your temples and repeated the words over and over in your head.
The walk back wasnât too long and as soon as you had the door closed behind you, you had your phone in your hand again and scrolled down to the very end. The last messages were only two day old and you slowly read along the lines. âI wish I could talk to you again. I wanted you to be in Bahrain with me. I would have written a stupid excuse for your lectures. But I really need you with me. But I donât deserve it and thatâs okay. Itâs my fault. It was never you. I want you to know that. I was blind. And Angryâ he wrote and you bit along you lip until it almost fell like it fell.
To say that you didnât sleep was an understatement. You were awake for most of the nights the next days and even when you tried to hide it, your friend noticed it. âOkay. You have to tell me whatâs up. Because I can see the look on your faceâ she said while you closed your eyes shut. âI donât want to talk about itâ. âBut I do. I know itâs because of him, okay? You can talk to meâ she said while you played with your glass. âI unblocked him. And. Got all of the messages he sentâ you whispered and heard her groan. âAnd what did he say?â she asked before you turned your phone to her. Her eyes widen at the amount of messages and took her a while to look through it before she lifted her eyes back to you. âAnd what do you think about this?â she asked but all you did was shrug your shoulders. âI have no idea what I should think. I hate what he did. More than anythingâ you stated but she interrupted you. âBut you miss him because you think that this wasnât him. But what if it happens again?â she asked before you looked at the ceiling. âThen I am stupidâ you whispered and felt your friend nudging your side. âI canât tell you what to do. Do you trust him?â she asked while you rubbed your temples. âI just miss it. I want to know what he has to sayâ you told her and she hummed. âBut he isnât home, right? He is awayâ she said and you nodded. âI know. I donât know. Maybe I should just. Waitâ you told her and she nodded as well. âOkay. Yeah. Then you can talk properlyâ she said and squeezed your hand. âThen I know where you areâ she added while you still had your eyes on your phone.
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And you didnât had to wait long. Of course he had noticed that you unblocked him at some point. But he couldnât bring himself to writing something straight away. His mind was racing just like yours was. He wanted nothing more than to call you and say how sorry he was but he didnât know if it was too much. So he just let you be for some time. Until he couldnât stand it anymore.
On a late Sunday evening you were laying in bed already when you heard the vibrating from your phone on the nightstand. With a tired head you reached for it and as soon as you saw his name, your tiredness was washed away. You debated with yourself whether you should take the call or not but after a minute of overthinking, you pressed the green button and slowly pressed the phone to your ear. You heard some noises on the other side and waited for him to say something because you couldnât bring a word out. âI didnât thought you would answerâ was the first thing he said and you rubbed your fingers over your eyes, still not saying something. âAre you home?â he asked and you let out a quiet hum. âAre you okay with talking to me?â. âOtherwise I wouldnât have answeredâ you whispered and heard how he let out a shaky breath. âYeah right. Sorryâ he said quietly and pressed his eyes together. âI donât know where to start. I can never justify what I did and I donât want to. Because I canât. I was angry. Angry with myself because I couldnât work it out but Carlos could. And itâs a stupid car. And you just. Wanted to be there for me. I am so stupidâ he rambled and took a deep breath. âI am so sorry. I miss you. I love you. And I miss you. And I just want you to be there again. I get it if you donât want to be there when I am racing. But just. Here at home. Itâs so quiet and just. Feels wrongâ he continued while you wiped over your eyes.
âI donât know what to say. You hurt me. I tried my best to get you out of your head but all you did was blame me and snap at me. I donât deserve this. I can live with a lot of your racing life. Because you love it. But this isnât anything I need to accept. Or want. I am not a punching bag for your big egoâ you told him and rubbed your temple. âI know how frustrated you areâ. âBut this doesnât justify anythingâ he interrupted you and you could hear how he stood up. âI would do anything just to turn back time, okay? I know that I canât ask you to just come back after I was such an idiot but please give me a chance to make it up to you. I just want to show you how sorry I am, okay? We donât need to jump back to anything if you donât want to. I just. I want to see you and show you how much you mean to meâ he said and fell back into talking French with some words due to his nervousness but thankfully you still got it all. âI have some days left before the race. I donât know about your schedule. But I could just. Fly by. Even if itâs just for a few hours. I donât mindâ he continued before you huffed. âThat wouldnât be worth itâ you whispered but he interrupted you. âEverything would be worth it. Everything. Please just give me a chance to make it up. Pleaseâ he said quietly before you stayed quiet as well.
You were overwhelmed. But at the same time it was what you wanted to hear. You knew you couldnât just jump back into it but you knew that you wanted to try it again. Even if it meant that you had to justify it in front of your friends if it got messed up again. âOkayâ you breathed out and heard the silence on the other side. âOkay?â he asked back before you hummed. âYeah. I just. Yeahâ you told him and heard how he cleared his throat. âDo you think that I donât miss you? I just canât jump from one second to the otherâ you whispered and he quickly shook his head. âNo no. I didnât meant it like that. Sorry. Sorryâ he said and took a deep breath. âWhen do you have time?â he asked carefully while you played with the side of your cushion. âI just have my studies. I donât have anything else to doâ you told him and he nodded to himself. âOkay. I need to be in Bahrain on Wednesday. But not early. I could fly tomorrow. Or Tuesday morning. Tomorrow is probably too quick, right? Tuesday then?â he rambled before you hummed. âOkay yeah. All goodâ you told him and heard how he let out a breath that he was holding. âOkay. Okay. Perfect yeahâ he mumbled before he was quiet again. âI am really happy. I know this isnât easy. But I am thankful. And I will use this chanceâ he said while you laid back on your cushion. âYou betterâ you whispered and heard the small smile in his huff. âI will. This is all I care aboutâ he said and sat back down. âYou want to sleep, donât you?â he asked and you hummed slightly. âI donât know how successful I will be. But yeah I will try itâ you told him and he nodded. âOkay. I will tell you when I will be there, okay? Thank you for taking this call. Good nightâ he said and you closed your eyes. âGood nightâ you whispered back and hoped that it all would get back to how it was before once you saw the guy again that you fell madly in love with.
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And so you found yourself in university on Tuesday, always checking your phones for updates from Charles. You had no idea what he had in his mind but he didnât want you to get him from the airport. Instead you were in your normal classes and tried to listen as much as possible. You had told your closest friends about it all and even if they werenât too keen on it, they accepted it and held their thoughts back, hoping for the best of it for you.
After your last class, you were talking with them as you walked outside and felt how your friend nudged your side. âWhat?â you asked and followed her eyes before you saw Charles leaning against a rental car right outside of the campus. âOh godâ you whispered to yourself and looked to your friend again. âIs it okay? Should I come with you?â she asked but you shook your head lightly. âNo. I just. Wasnât expecting this. I just. Need a minuteâ you told her and she hummed. âOkay. But call me when you need me. I am not far awayâ she said and hugged you carefully. âI will. Thank youâ you whispered and waved slightly before you slowly made your way over to his car. He had spotted you already and carefully watched you as you held tightly on your bag before you looked up to him again and let your eyes over his face. âHeyâ he said quietly and looked back to his car. âItâs not red but I hope you donât mind itâ he added carefully before you shook your head. âYou know I donât mind thatâ you told him and watched how he opened the door for you. âDo you want to give me the bag?â he asked and you did before you sat inside. âThank youâ you whispered and watched how he joined you on the other side.
He was wiping his hands over his jeans as he turned to you and brought his eyes carefully back to yours. âI uhm. I thought about some things. I donât know what you want to do. But I thought we could go out and eat something. And then go to the park you like so muchâ he rambled while you watched his eyes. âThis sounds good. Especially the foodâ you told him before he carefully pushed a strand of your hair back without thinking. âSorry. I didnât thought about itâ he mumbled but you just shrugged it off. âAll good. Donât worryâ you told him and pulled your leg up. âOkay. So I thought maybe. Burger?â he asked and you nodded at him. âAlways goodâ you told him and watched as he dove off.
You could see how nervous he was. His hands were never still and he looked over to you again and again, being scared that you might disappear again. But you knew that you were just as nervous and unsure because you were used to be different with him. Closer.
When he stopped at your favourite burger place, he was quick in remembering your favourite order and placing the bags on your lap. âI think you have to be the table for nowâ he mumbled and you hummed before you stole some fries already. âItâs nice and warm. I donât mind itâ you told him and saw the smile on his lips for a second before he drove off with you again. The park wasnât too far away and when he parked there, you grabbed the bags from your lap as you got out and looked around. âThere are some tables at the waterâ you told him and felt his arm brushing against yours. âOkay good. Let me take that oneâ he said and grabbed one of the bags before he followed you to the place.
Instead of sitting in front of you, he took the spot next to you and unpacked everything before you went straight into it. Charles was watching you as he ate and stole some of your fries which made you turn to him. âCharlesâ you warned him but he was smiling carefully. âCome on. Let me have someâ he said and grabbed another one. âYou can have some of mineâ he added but all you did was glare at him. âThatâs just sillyâ you countered and hit his hand slightly before you still did it.
And it seemed like a little ice breaker because you found yourself smiling again from time to time and when you ate an ice cream at the end, you stole some of his in return to the fries before and jumped a little when he carefully tickled the spot on your side. âIs that the sign that you want to walk a little?â he asked and you hummed a little. âYeahâ you simply said and threw the garbage away before you walked along the water and Charles followed you.
You were quietly watching the water at some point when you stopped but instead of doing the same, Charles had his eyes on you. âCan you look at me?â he whispered carefully before you slowly turned your head to him. âPlease turn aroundâ he whispered again before you hesitantly did. âThank youâ he said quietly while he gulped. âI know I said it before but. I am sorry for everything. You were too good for me and I didnât appreciate it. But I promise you this will never happen again. Racing isnât everything. I just need someone to support me. And I know I got that someone in you. I promise you this will never happen again. Neverâ he whispered while your eyes became glossy again. âI know that you are. But if I say yes to this. I swear to god Charlesâ you whispered but he instantly shook his head. âNo. You donât need to worry about this ever again. You have all the time in the world. But I just want to have you back again. My girlfriendâ he said quietly while you wiped over your eyes. âMy head needs a little longerâ you admitted and he nodded. âAll the time you needâ he said and slowly pushed his fingers between yours. âIs this okay?â he asked and you hummed slightly. âYeah all goodâ you ensured him and squeezed his hands a little. âI promise you that you wonât regret thisâ. âYeah you better keep that promiseâ you told him and carefully leaned your head against his shoulder. âI will. If itâs one thing. Itâs this one, mon amourâ.
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And even when he had barely time between the testing days and the actual first race in Bahrain, he insisted on coming over once more. You knew it was silly to fly away from the place he needed to be anyway but a part of you was happy that he put an extra day in.
After spending the day just walking through your little city, you were back in front of your house and laughed at something that he had misunderstood a while back already. âYeah make fun of me. Just do itâ he said and turned his head to you with a smile. âI said that I am sorry, okay? Sorryâ you said again and laid your hand over your mouth. âI forgive you. Because I am niceâ he said and leaned his head against the seat again. âI really liked todayâ he added and you hummed. âSo did Iâ you told him and watched him from the side. âI wish you would come along this weekendâ he said and you sighed quietly. âYou know that I canât make it with the Fridayâ you whispered and he nodded. âI know. All good. Sorryâ he said and held his hand out for you that you slowly took. âCan I call you?â he asked and you smiled slightly. âOf course yeahâ you told him and watched how he took a deep breath. âThank you. I just. I have a better feeling with this car but with testing you never know what is real and what isnâtâ he rambled while you played with his fingers. âYeah I know. But a better feeling is good. This is more than you had last season. And it looks betterâ you told him and he smiled slightly. âDoes it?â. âYeah I like it more. But it will be okay. I will watch itâ you said and felt how he squeezed your hand. âThank you, mon amourâ he said quietly and kept his eyes on your hand before you slowly took it away and opened the door slightly. âTell me when you made it, okay?â you asked and he hummed. âYeah of course. I willâ he said and waved at you with a small smile. You shook your head with the same smile and waved at him as well before you carefully closed the door behind you and watched how he slowly drove off again.
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And with that you were sitting on your couch on Saturday while your friends were out and watched the first qualification session of the year. You were more nervous than you thought but the good results in all trainings session got your hopes high, properly higher than they should be. But when Charles went through Q1 and Q2 with literal ease, you had your fingers crossed harder than you ever did. The possibility of him getting pole was crazy to you and when he actually did, you were lifting your hands up in the air and wiggled around with a smile on your lips. You were watching his interview with a smile and you couldnât help but laugh when he tried to sign the tyre.
You could see that he was in a rush after he was done and you turned to your phone instantly when it started to ring. âOh my godâ was the first thing you said and you heard his out of breath laughter. âI donât even know what to say. I can fight for a pole. I got a poleâ he said and you smiled into your palm. âThis was so intense. But so good. You left them all behind you. This is crazyâ you rambled and heard how he closed the door behind him. âI wish I could hug you knowâ he said out of breath while you leaned your head back. âI wish I could do that tooâ you whispered and played with your shirt. âJust. Fly over here. You can stay with me until Tuesdayâ he said with a joking tone but you knew that he was serious. And the more you thought about it, the more you wanted it, even if it was silly. But silly had always been your second name. âWho knowsâ you joked back and leaned your head against the cushion. âI would do a lot for this. You have no ideaâ he said before he got interrupted by his team. âOkay. I donât have a chance here. I will call you later, okay? I love you. Au revoirâ he mumbled to only you would hear it before he ended the call and left you sitting with your heart beating loud in your chest. You finally felt like you had you were getting your Charles back that you had missed so much over the last months. And you couldnât wait to get back to him again.
Hi everyone. This is a little throwback story. There will be a second part to it this week. I hope you like it x
âHow are you feeling?â you asked him as you scanned your pass and watched how his shoulders tensed up already. âI am happy when this is overâ he said jokingly and tried to put a smile up behind his mask. âI know you are. But it will be all fineâ you told him and carefully linked your arm between his. âAs fine as it can beâ he added and tried to pull you closer to his side.
Charles wasnât having a good season at all. 2020 felt like a bad one and you thought that 2021 could only be better but the look on his face after every race showed you that it was another season that he simply wanted to forget. And you tried your best to get his mind of it every time. Thankfully it worked most of the time but the later it got in the season, the harder it was to do so. You promised him that you would join him again for the last race since your studies were on hold again for Christmas time. And so you found yourself again walking through a semi familiar paddock for the big final of a long year.
Charles was greeting the people around you while you stayed back a little and whispered a hello here and there to the few familiar people. âI have to say. This is quite a show. Not a lot of races compare to the party hereâ you mumbled and felt how his grip on your hand tightened. âYeah thatâs probably true. And this is your second time here. Which is crazy too. How fast the time went byâ he said while you smiled to the ground. âYeah. A whole year. And I came backâ you joked and heard a small laugh coming from his lips before you walked towards the facilities.
You met him while you were on holidays with his friends during their summer break and after months of texts, calls and little meet-ups you were joining him at the paddock for the first time on the exact same track. And even back then you knew how much he was struggling with his car but you did everything to be there for him, even if it took you a while to get into his whole racing world. And he was thankful for it. But the longer he was behind the big teams, the harder it got for him to believe the things that you were telling him. But you continued to give your best to be there for him.
Just like always the first thing on his list was a meeting on Friday morning and since it wasnât open for spectators, you had to say goodbye already. âBe niceâ you teased and chuckled when he pulled your mask down and pressed a kiss to your lips. âI am always nice. Come onâ he said and slightly pinched your sides before letting you go. âYeah you are actuallyâ you smiled and fixed the collar of his team shirt. âI will just sit there and wait, alright?â you told him and he nodded while he watched the smile on your lips. âIt wonât be too longâ he said and squeezed your fingers. âTake your time, mon amourâ you said and waved a little before you took a seat at the facility again.
With a coffee in your hand, your eyes wandered over the circuit and you hummed to yourself as you took everything in. Around half an hour later you heard some voices behind you and as soon as you turned around, you saw Charles already standing behind you. âHa. You didnât get meâ you said and took his hand from your shoulder as he sat down next to you. âI didnât meant to scare you anywayâ he told you and pushed the chair closer to your side. âHm. I donât know about thatâ you teased and watched him. âHow was it?â you asked and he hummed. âAlright. Itâs not like we are planning anything for this race now. There isnât really a lot to do at a last raceâ he said and you hummed. âYeah thatâs true. But then you can relax. And then we have Christmas coming up. And you will have a brand new car. A beautiful brand new car. It will be betterâ you told him and laid your hand on his neck. âYeah I am ready for itâ he said and leaned against your hand a little before you listened to him and his team.
When the first session was around the corner, Charles placed the big headset over your ears and you smiled at him before you showed him a thumbs up. âCan you hear me?â he asked and you shook your hand from left to right. âNot reallyâ you nearly shouted and he chuckled before he pressed a kiss to your head in a quiet moment. âGood luckâ you told him loudly and he tried to wink at you before he pushed the balaclava over his head and turned to his car again.
He was quiet. He always was before sessions nowadays. And you just accepted it. You knew his head was spinning around about his performance but you knew you couldnât get him out of it properly. So you just let him be and crossed your fingers as hard as you could for the best result possible. And you knew seventh place wasnât what he wanted but you still welcomed him back with a smile. âThe longruns looked good, donât you think?â you asked and he hummed as he pulled the cover from his head. âBut not too good eitherâ he sighed and looked back to his car. âI think it was good. I was the details on the walls. I got some sneaky peaks here and thereâ you told him and handed him some water which he took with a small smile. âSo you found yourself a new job already?â he asked and you hummed. âYeah. Can you imagine? Me telling you what to doâ you said and he snorted. âSo just like homeâ he blurred out and you hit his arm. âOh stop itâ you told him and he laughed. âSorry but. I had toâ he said and pushed a towel over his head. âYou are lucky I like youâ you warned him and reached for his hand.
âCharles. You need to get your treatment. And then lunch!â his trainer said and Charles mumbled an okay before he turned to you again. âJoin me for some food?â he asked and you nodded. âGladly. But first of all. Get that massageâ you told him and parted ways again while you waited in front of the big team building. To some people it probably looked boring but you loved to watch all of the people walking around and how they talked about god and the world. It didnât take Charles long to join you again and he greeted you with a quick kiss to the cheek and a filled plate. âI hope this is okay. I just took the same things for you and for meâ he mumbled and you smiled. âOf course. Looks goodâ you told him and started to eat while he pushed his leg right up to yours.
The next session ended just like the first and you heard the slight frustration in his voice as he ended up on seventh place again. âI couldnât even get one fast lapâ he said to his team and jumped out before he went to his strategy man and discussed some things in Italian that you didnât understand. Only after that he was turning back to you and you saw how tense he was. âAll goodâ you ensured him and squeezed his hand a little. âNothing is good. I shouldnât be surprised but it was really badâ he said and looked around. âCan we just go? I really donât want to discuss anythingâ he added and you sighed a little. âYou know you need to do your interviews. You canât skip. But if you were quick. We can be out of here in an hourâ you told him and wiped the towel over his forehead. âAlright yeahâ he breathed out and turned around as they called his name. âCan you come with me? Just. Stay close?â he asked and you nodded carefully. âOf course I canâ you told him. âJust tell me where to beâ you added and felt how he carefully pulled you along.
And so you stood behind of the camera team most of the time and felt his eyes on you from time to time. You couldnât help but stuck your tongue out at some point and you saw how a little smile made its way onto his lips. He let out a breath when the camera stopped recording and instantly made his way over to you and reached for your hand. âCan we go now?â he asked while you pushed your fingers between his. âIf you are done. Yeahâ you told him and heard some voices behind him. âYeah he isâ the lady said to which he hummed. âSee. All goodâ he told you and secured the bag on his back. âCome onâ he whispered before he carefully pulled you along his side towards the exit and his car.
The car ride was mostly quiet and you concentrated on Charles hand that was rested on your leg. As soon as he parked, you were making your way into the hotel and into the room and while he took a shower, you laid down on the big couch in the corner and leaned against the fluffy cushion as you waited for him. It didnât take him long until he was done and as soon as he stepped out of the room, he made his way over to you and carefully pushed your arms to the side so he could place himself right on top of you. âOh hello thereâ you whispered and played with his hair. âI really donât want to drive this car anymoreâ he mumbled and you sighed. âI know. But you are literally done after this weekend. No more thinking about this carâ you told him and traced along his brow. âI just have enough. I know we are a joke at the moment but everyone saying it makes it so much worseâ. âThatâs because they donât have an idea. They can talk a lot. But itâs important that the people around you support you. Donât you think?â you asked and he nodded slightly. âI knowâ he said quietly and lifted his head up to you. âJe tâaimeâ he mumbled and you smiled before you pressed a kiss to his lips. âI love you too. But we should really move to the bed. Because this is not good for your backâ you warned him and traced along his back. âBut I like laying hereâ he countered before you tried to slip out of his grip. âYou can do that again in bed again. Come onâ you told him and carefully tickled his chin before you made your way to the bed and wrapped your arms around him again.
âSee I told youâ you mumbled and laid your hand flat on his back. âThis is niceâ he whispered and traced his hand along your arm. âYou should really sleepâ you told him and heard his quiet groan. âNot that it would make a differenceâ. âYes. A big once. Because you need to focus. And I need you here in one pieceâ you whispered and he sighed. âI know. Sorry. Sorryâ he mumbled and pressed a kiss to your shoulder. âJust donât stop playing with my hairâ he added and you smiled against his temple. âI wonât. Donât worryâ you told him and held your promise until you heard the quiet snoring coming from his lips.
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On Saturday morning Charles was up way before you and he let you sleep until the very last minute. He knew how much you loved a lay in and even it wasnât really possible at race weekend, he gave you every opportunity to do so. With a heavy and tired head you found yourself in the bathroom to get ready while Charles was watching you from the doorframe with a small grin. âStop being so awakeâ you mumbled and turned to him with a pout. âYou just look. Adorableâ he said and pulled you to him. âI am notâ you told him and pushed your shoulder against his. âYes definitely. But are you ready now?â he asked and you hummed while you pushed the Ferrari cap over your head. âAll doneâ you told him and linked your arm with his. âCome on. Letâs get you a good positionâ you added and grabbed your bag before you pulled him out of the hotel and towards his car.
You were humming to the music that came from the radio and let your eyes wander over the landscape while Charles concentrated on driving. When he parked the car, you quickly jumped out of the car and took the hand that he held out for you. You fell into the same routine as the day before and greeted the few people that you knew. On your way to the Ferrari area, some people were stopping Charles and you patiently waited for him as he took photos with them and signed all of the caps and shirts that they held out for him. âCan you take one for us? We are so manyâ a girl asked you out of the blue and you blinked at her a view times before you realised that she actually meant you. âYeah of courseâ you said after a second and took the phone from her and while they all stood around Charles who was smiling at you through the camera. âThank you so much!â one of the girls called out to you and you smiled at her before giving the phone back to her. âNo problemâ you told her and felt how Charles moved up next to you again. âGood luck with the qualification today. Your girlfriend being here should be an extra pushâ another one of the girls said and you felt your cheeks heating up slightly. âThatâs what I am counting on. Thank youâ Charles said while he pushed his fingers through yours and carefully pulled you along with them. âThey were niceâ you mumbled and Charles nodded instantly. âVery nice yeahâ he said while you entered the building. âAnd they know that I mean good luckâ you grinned and heard his laughter. âWell. If not you. Who else should it be?â he asked and you hummed. âNobodyâ you boldly said and couldnât hide your chuckling as you walked into his drives room.
After the last and final training session, Charles only made it to P10 and you sighed quietly as you waited for him in the back of the garage. âThis is a jokeâ he said to his engineer and looked up to you with an annoyance in his eyes that you havenât seen before. âCharles. Just this one race. Please donât be so annoyedâ you told him but all he did was huff. âYou have no idea how this feels, mon amour. No ideaâ he said and ripped the balaclava from his head. âI feel so useless. You have no ideaâ he added and looked around in the garage. âAnd they arenât even helping me. Or can help me. I donât knowâ he said coldly before pushing a jacket over his body. âBut what can I do? Nothing. Exactlyâ he mumbled to himself and walked out of the garage while you tried to follow him. âCharles. Come on. Stopâ you whispered and reached for his hand. âNo. I wonât stop saying it. And itâs true, okay? You donât need to try and make things up. I know how it isâ he said pulled his hand back.
He had a lot of moments where he had to fight with his temper and you knew it. You tried your best to not let it get to you too much because he never meant it like he said it. Because his angry moments werenât how he was. It was only the frustration speaking out of him.
âCharles. Just. Breathe for a minute, okay? Just. One minuteâ you told him and reached for his hand again. âYou will be back sooner thank you think. You can fight again, okay? New cars new chances. Of course I am not a pro at all of this but I just have to trust my feelings. I know this quali session wonât be it anymore. But you need to get through hisâ you told him and saw how his shoulders fell. âYou donât need to say anything right now but anger wonât make anything better. Just remember thatâ you added and pushed your shoulder against his. âCome on. Letâs get you some lunchâ you told him and slowly pulled him towards the cafeteria.
After eating and some interviews it was time for the quali session already but before he could get in the car, you carefully pulled him to the side one more time. âJust breathe, okay? All will be fineâ you said and he nodded slightly, having the helmet already on his head. And as soon as he crossed the line in eighth place, you knew you shouldnât be disappointed but you knew that he would be. With slow movements he made his way out of the car and instead of complaining, he stayed completely quiet. You watched him carefully and walked over to him to grab the helmet from his head. âGot some interviews?â you asked and he nodded slightly while looking around. âNot a lot hopefully but yeah. I just want to go to bedâ he said and you hummed. âWe can do that soonâ you told him and carefully placed the cap back on his head. âWant me to come with you?â you asked and he nodded while he wiped over his face. âYes pleaseâ he said quietly and walked out of the garage before you followed him and stood behind the camera like you did the day before.
The smile he had on in the interviews wasnât as real as you wanted it to be and as soon as the interviews were over, he made his way over to you and grabbed the bag from your hands. âLetâs just leave, okay? I am doneâ he said and you nodded slightly. âAlright, Charlesâ you told him and nudged his side before you made your way to the exit. Some fans were waiting for Charles but as he passed them, he excused himself from them and threw his stuff in the back of the car before he took his seat. As you sat down next to him, you slowly turned to him and turned his head to you. âLook at meâ you said calmly before he slowly did. âI am proud of you no matter what happens, okay?â you told him and he sighed. âYou donât need to say anything. All goodâ you added and pressed a kiss to his lips which he returned instantly. âI just want to go homeâ. âI know. Just. One more dayâ you told him and held onto his hand as he drove off.
And as soon as you were back, Charles went into the bathroom instantly and you got changed before you laid down in bed and listened to the water running. When he turned it off, it took him a while to step out of the room again and instead of laying down on you again, he took the spot next to you and rubbed over his eyes slowly. Instead of talking you just turned to him and pushed your hand under his head. âYou want to sleep straight away?â you asked and he nodded. âYeah I think soâ he said and you nodded as well while you played with the end of his hair. âNot interested in coming closer?â you asked and saw the little smile on his face before he slowly moved closer to you. âKnew itâ you mumbled and leaned your head against his shoulder. âI just wanted one good race at the end. Just oneâ he whispered and you sighed silently. âI know. But sometimes it just isnât in your cardsâ you told him and pulled the blanket up. âBut it should be. To some levelâ he said and closed his eyes. âYou managed this season and you can be happy. It will all be betterâ you told him but he stayed quiet. âJust sleep, okay? One more timeâ you added and he nodded slightly. âYeah okayâ he said and leaned his chin on top of your shoulder. âOkayâ.
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But when you thought that it couldnât get worse for him, the race had a different idea for him. You were watching the race from your spot on and stared at your screen with big eyes. Everything seemed to happen right on top of each other and when the last two laps were on, you were mixed with confusion and frustration. When you saw Carlos finish on P3 and Charles just reaching one point, you swore under your breath. You tried to make out what Charles was saying on the radio but hearing absolutely nothing made it feel even worse.
Instead of making his way out of the car, he sat in it in silence and you bit down on your lip as the rest of the team started to make their way to celebrate the last podium. But of course you didnât. With slow steps you made your way out of the garage and towards the cars, just to find Charles still sitting in his. âCharles. Come onâ you said quietly and watched how he shook his head before he slowly got up. âCharlesâ you started but he interrupted you. âNo. Donât startâ he said and walked past you with quick steps. You tried to follow him as good as you could and you watched how he threw his helmet in the corner before ripping his balaclava from his head. âA podium. And I get P10. Ten! How is this even possible?â he asked loudly while you wrapped your arms around yourself. âHe is fighting for a podium and I get one point. He has more points than me. This never happened to me. Neverâ he said and grabbed his hair in frustration. âCharles. This was bad luckâ you told him but he didnât get it. âBad luck. Everything is bad luck to you. It seems like it can work out. But maybe I am just too stupidâ he said while you tried to lay your hand on his shoulder. âYou didnât make the rules here, okay? Some were more lucky than the othersâ. âAnd as always it wasnât meâ he said and looked around. âI just want to goâ he added and you sighed. âBut you need to do the interviewsâ. âNo. Fuck these interviewsâ he said and you started at him with big eyes. âCharles. You need to calm downâ you told him but he shook his head. âNo. I donât need to calm down. Just leave me alone. Leave me aloneâ he said and you bit down on your lip as you watched how he left the garage.
You decided to not follow him straight away but when you looked for him after some time, he was doing his interviews. âYeah itâs good teamwork. We ended up third in the constructors. And Carlos on the podium. I think that was the maximum we can doâ he said and nodded with a small smile before the interview ended and he walked over to his team. âNo I am leaving. I donât need to stay for any celebrationâ he said towards the media lady and when she tried to talk to him more, he cut her off. âI just want to leave. And you canât really stop me now. I did my interviews. I donât need to do moreâ he told her and turned around, just to see you standing on the side. He was quick in grabbing his bag and making his way to you again. âDo you want to stay here? Because I donât. I will drive back to the hotelâ he said and you huffed slightly. âI wonât stay here aloneâ you told him and bit another comment back. âYou can do whatever you wantâ he said while you followed him towards the exit.
The whole ride back to the hotel was in silence and you bit down on your lip more and more. You knew it was the anger speaking but the more you thought about it, the worse it got. He didnât even bother to wait for you as he walked into the building before he disappeared in the bathroom again. You laid down on the very corner of the bed and held your arm over your eyes as you tried to calm yourself down. When he walked out of the bathroom, you felt the bed dip next to you but instead of feeling him next to you, there was a big gap between you and him. When you opened your eyes to look at him, he was staring at the ceiling and you shook your head to yourself. âIs this what I deserve?â you asked and watched how he closed his eyes again. âI donât want to talk about thisâ he said and you huffed slightly. âBut I do. Because this is hurting me. I just want to be here for youâ you whispered before he stayed silent again. âYou donât get it right now. I just want to forget it. So stop talking about thisâ he said and you just did. You didnât want to push him anymore.
But when the mood didnât change the next day, you decided to keep staying quiet. During the plane ride you were mostly on your phone and only glared at him from time to time but he never seemed to be looking back at you. When you were back in Monaco you felt completely out of place and you couldnât stay quiet anymore. âSo you keep ignoring me? Like I am not here?â you asked and watched how his shoulders tensioned up again. âI said I donât want to talk about it anymoreâ. âI am not talking about racing. I am talking about you ignoring me. When I just want to be there for youâ you told him and watched how he gripped the table. âBut I donât need this right now. I am trying to live my dream and itâs all just shit. Words canât make it better. Donât you get that?â he asked angrily before you took a step back from him. âBut I canât change it, Charles. I am not responsible for your car. I am just by your side and I donât care where you finish as long as you are okayâ you told him and watched how he shook his head. âBut this doesnât get me anything. I want to win races. I need to concentrate on that. Because this is what I wantâ he blurred out before you stared at him, not being able to say something.
âSo you are telling me that you put racing on one?â you asked and he huffed. âYeah. Maybe I need to do that. So I can win againâ he said while you tried to hold yourself together. âSo I am the issue now. Okayâ you told him and reached for your bag again. âWhy am I even making a fool out of myself? You treated me so bad this weekend. So bad. I tried to be there for you but your arrogant head is so much louder, isnât it? I know that this isnât you but I wonât let you talk to me like thatâ you told him and wiped over your eyes. âAnd you know what. I am not giving you this now. I hope you will be happy with this. Why did you even bring me here. I donât even know what to sayâ you whispered and looked at your feet. Instead of saying something, Charles only looked out of the window while you kicked your suitcase to you and bit down on your lip. âThis is better for both of usâ he said and you just huffed. âYeah. Say it to yourself over and over again. Maybe you will believe it one dayâ you whispered and made your way towards the door before you closed it behind you and let the tears run free for the first time.
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Fridays were your favourite for many reasons. Number one it meant that you could make your way home during early midday already and second of all when it was a non-racing weekend you could make your way down the country to spend the weekend with Lando.
With rather fast steps you were squeezing your way through the rather busy streets and jogged up the small hallway to your flat as quick as you could. Your bag landed in the corner of your little hallway rather quick and you jumped into your bedroom to quickly change before you packed the last few things into your suitcase. It didnât matter how often you did it, every time you were walking towards the small train station around the corner, you were smiling to yourself and couldnât wait for the hour to pass. With his busy weeks and your work days it was always hard to find some time off together but when you did, he was glued to your side as much as he could.
As you were sitting at your usual window seat, you were plugging your headphones in and looked at your phone for the first time since you left work. With a small smile you opened Landos chat and clicked on the photo he had sent you of him smiling wide into the camera. âBe quick today. Thank youâ he wrote under it and you shook your head to yourself before you sent him a text that you were on your way already.
Thankfully, the hour and a bit passed by quick and you were leaving the train as the first person, looking around to see if you could find Lando between all of the people waiting there. You were mumbling some quiet âSorrysâ here and there as you made your way through them and stood on the little platform to get a better view. âWho are you looking for, huh?â you heard behind you and quickly turned around to see Lando grinning at you. âI donât knowâ you joked back and giggled when he wrapped his arm around your back and pressed his face into your neck. âYou just have to live with me now. Sorryâ he mumbled while you wrapped your arm around his neck. âCould be worseâ you whispered and felt how he slowly pulled you from the little platform. âYou may follow me thenâ he said and reached for your hand and suitcase. âGladlyâ you smiled and made your way to his car.
As you were sitting down again, you quickly turned your head to Lando again and felt how your heartbeat was quickening when you saw his shiny eyes again. âI missed youâ you admitted quickly and watched how his lips twitched up even more. âI missed you too, darling. A lotâ he countered and pressed a kiss to your lips. âGot any plans?â you asked him and watched how he shifted in his seat while driving. âNot too much. I just want to watch some movies with you and eat a lot today because I feel like I missed your whole week and you need to tell me everythingâ he started and tapped on your finger. âAnd then tomorrow there could be a barbeque. If the guys actually manage to come hereâ he said and you chuckled while he rolled his eyes. âWe will see about that, huh? I think we should start doing something when they are actually in the car thenâ you cold him and played with the hair on his neck. âYou need to keep me updated as well, you know. This was a quiet weekâ you added and he hummed while leaning against your hand. âYeah I will. I will talk about all the data until you will fall asleepâ he smiled and you snorted. âI am sorry but it would happenâ you told him and pressed a quick kiss to the corner of his smiling lips. âI canât even be mad at you and you know itâ.
As you reached his house, you were jumping out before him and grabbed your suitcase. âYou donât even let me be a gentlemanâ Lando called from inside the car and you chuckled while you made your way to the entrance. âYou are enough of one, okay? I just really want to showerâ you told him and watched how he unlocked the door. âWas this a subtle way of asking me to join you?â he asked and you laid your head to the side as you stepped inside. âNot really noâ you said and heard his groaning. âCome onâ he said and wrapped his arm around you from behind. âLandoâ you laughed and turned around in his arms. âOf course you can join. As if I would say no you muppetâ you told him and laid your hand on his cheeks. âYeah I knowâ he grinned and pushed his hands under the back of your shirt. âYou are so sillyâ.
After your shower you were making your way to the couch with him and chuckled when he squeezed himself between you and the couch to press his nose against yours. âWhat do you want to order? Pizza? Pasta?â he asked and you hummed. âPizza would be nice yeahâ you told him and watched how he tapped on his phone quickly. âOkay got itâ he mumbled and wrapped his arm around you again. âNow tell me how you week wasâ he said and drew little circled on your back. âQuite boring I have to sayâ you started and talked him through the project that you had been working on all week. He was watching you the whole time and smiled as you talked about finishing it on that Friday. âSo you were too quick for everyone, huh? I think you deserve the Tuesday off as wellâ he said and you chuckled. âI wish it would work like thatâ you told him and watched how he jumped up when the doorbell rang.
âThat was a good timingâ he said and sat down next to you. âBut I am very proud of you, you know. You are doing amazingâ he told you and you felt how your cheeks heated up. âThank youâ you whispered and nudged his side carefully. âI mean it, darlingâ he said and pressed a kiss to your head.
As you were eating with him, you were watching a random movie on TV and laughed every time he tried to steal some food from you. âLando. You have your own one. This happens every timeâ you laughed and wiped over the corner of his mouth. âI just like to hear you laugh. And I get extra pizzaâ he said and pressed a quick kiss to your lips. âI missed your laughâ he added while your heart was beating faster again. âStop being so cuteâ you whispered and leaned your head against his shoulder. âI am not doing anythingâ he chuckled and wrapped his arm around you. âYes you areâ you told him and looked up to him. âI am just happy that you are hereâ he said and pushed his hand into your hair. âI am happy as well. Veryâ you whispered and decided to lay your head in his lap. âBut now you need to tell me about your weekâ you told him and felt how he chuckled. âSo you can fall asleep, huh?â he asked and you hummed with a smile. âMaybe. But I promise to do all I canâ you told him and traced along his back. âAlrightâ he said and started to talk about his days in the factory.
But of course he knew you better. After half of his week he could feel that your hands were getting slower and when he looked down to you, your eyes were closed already. âSee. I knew itâ he whispered and pressed a kiss to your head before he looked around. âThen I will carry you againâ he added and watched you with a smile until you were fully asleep.
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Right as you woke up on Saturday morning, you were groaning quietly as you felt how much Lando was moving right next to you. âLandoâ you warned him and he froze instantly while slowly turning his head to you. âSorry. But the boys said they are comingâ he said while you pushed your head under the cushion. âSo we have to go shopping and get everything readyâ you mumbled into the fabric and felt his hand on your back. âI can go if you tell me what we needâ he said and watched how you turned on your back. âNo I will come with you. I donât even know what to getâ you told him and rolled over so you were almost completely on top of him. âJust some more minutesâ you whispered and felt his smile on your hair. âIf we really need toâ he joked and traced his thumb in circles over your cheek as you listened to his quiet hum.
Once you managed to drag yourself out of bed, you were getting ready rather quickly and watched how Lando was looking for shopping bags. âLando. We are not doing barbeque for a football team. Three are enoughâ you laughed and grabbed them from his hands. âI just literally never did one. I donât know why I said we could do it hereâ he admitted while you laid your hand on his jaw. âGood thing you have me hereâ you winked and pushed your fingers between his. âAre you ready to go?â you asked and he hummed. âYeah. Just lead me through itâ he said and pulled you out to his car.
Once you were back from your hour-long shopping trip, you watched how Lando was running into the house with all of the bags and you chuckled quietly as you followed him. âOkay that should definitely be enoughâ you told him and unpacked it all. âYeah I think so too. Should I get the grill out? Or should we start together?â he asked and you hummed. âYeah you go. Iâll just start cutting everything and then we will see who is quicker, okay?â you asked back and felt his lips on your cheek from behind you. âOkay. But please be careful. No cutsâ he said and squeezed your fingers before he walked to the shed in the back of the garden.
You watched him with a smile for a while before you began to make some salads and everything else while Lando finished putting up the grill. He joined you once you were done and sighed as he put the last bowl in the fridge. âMy god thatâs a lot of foodâ he mumbled and turned to you. âWell. I think your friends will finish itâ you told him and took his hands that he was holding out for you. âOur friendsâ he corrected you and leaned his head on top of yours. âThank you for helping meâ he mumbled while you leaned your head against his shoulder. âItâs all goodâ you chuckled and looked up to him. âI just bet you thought about calmer things to do on your weekendâ he said while you just slightly rolled your eyes. âI am spending my time with you. Thatâs all I wantâ you told him and pressed a kiss to his lips. âHow did I get so luckyâ he mumbled and you quickly covered your blushing with some giggling. âShhâ you whispered back and saw the grin on his face. âYeah alrightâ he hummed and pushed his nose against yours. âWhat do you want to do until then? Cold down a bit, then shower and get ready?â he asked while you laid your head to the side. âI am scared about the cool down bitâ you admitted and heard his high pitched laugh. âI can show youâ he said and slowly pushed you to the door. âI donât know, Landoâ you countered but before you could say anything, he had his arm secured around your hip while he moved to the garden hose. âLando Norris. I swear to godâ you warned him but all he did was laugh. âBut itâs hot. I think you can use it. We both couldâ he said and sprayed some water on you.
Instantly you were letting out a scream as soon as the water hit you and you tried to run away from him but he was always behind you. âI canât even go insideâ you screamed and tried to grab the hose from his hands. âNo you canâtâ he laughed and pulled you back to him while the water was still running above you. âYou know this is like High School Musical when they are on the roofâ he said and you looked at him with big eyes. âNo you didnât just say thatâ you countered and he chuckled. âThe amount of times you let me watch it. How could I not. We can try to dance as well but I canât promise you to not step on your feetâ he said and pushed some hair from your face. âIf you sing with me, okayâ you told him and he groaned. âWell. That could turn out badâ he said and cleared his throat. âI kind of want to know it now. But okay. This time only dancingâ you told him and reached for his hands. âDonât expect me to do a full-on Troy okay?â he said and you chuckled while taking the first steps with him. âI am notâ you smiled and laughed with him when he pulled you closer. âAnd now we turnâ he hummed and slowly danced with you.
âAnd you told me that you canât do itâ you told him as he turned the water off and watched how he pushed his hair around. âI just copied your dancing through the houseâ he said and carefully squeezed some water out of your hair. âCleverâ you chuckled and watched his face with a smile. âAre you getting cold?â he asked while he slowly rubbed along your arms. âA littleâ you told him and watched how he pointed to the house. âThen we should start with the second option. The showerâ he said while you looked down. âWe will get the whole floor wet. You know that right?â you asked and he hummed. âI know. But I will dry it all. All goodâ he said and opened the door for you. âJust donât slipâ he added and you rolled your eyes with a laugh before you quickly made your way into the bathroom.
Once you were done, you decided to put a different dress on and applied little make-up on your face while Lando was drying the whole. You watched him as you were done and heard his quiet groaning. âDonât laugh. I just didnât thought it would be so much waterâ he said and threw the towel down the stairs towards the basket. âIt was your ideaâ you reminded him but instead of countering, he was looking at you with a smile. âYou look beautiful you knowâ he said and carefully flicked a lash from your cheek. âStop making me blushâ you told him while he pressed a kiss to your head. âI donât know about thatâ he said and placed his hand on your back. âShould we just sit outside for a bit?â he asked and you laid your head to the side. âWithout water?â you asked and he did the same. âYeah just this time thoughâ.
After a while of laying on the sunbed in the corner of the garden, you heard the doorbell ringing from the front and how Lando was groaning slightly. âJust got comfortableâ he mumbled and pressed a kiss to your head. âIâll get themâ he added and jumped up while you got up and towards the door as well.You listened to their laughter as they said their hellos and smiled once they entered the room. âWho do we have hereâ Max said and you chuckled. âSurprise huhâ you countered and hugged him back. âJust surprised that he lets us see you this timeâ he added before Lando groaned. âOh shut upâ he said before you hugged Tom and the other ones. âI am not doing anythingâ Lando said and laid his hand on your back. âYeah he isnâtâ you quickly said and chuckled with everyone before you made your way outside.
âDid Lando actually put the grill up?â Tom asked and you snorted slightly when Lando glared at him. âDid you just come here to put jokes on me or what is this?â he asked back while you traced along his back. âYou know themâ you chuckled and pointed to the kitchen. âMake yourself usefulâ you told them quickly and felt how Lando pulled you back to him. âI love youâ he said quietly which made you blush again. âI love you tooâ you told him and squeezed his cheek slightly before you made your way inside as well to grab the bowls.
You sat down on the side of the garden table and watched how Lando and the boys started the grill. You were reminded about how your dad always did it with your brother and it brought a smile to your face. They were mumbling all together while making it work and you watched how Lando was walking over to you with a big grin on his work. âLike a proâ he said and placed his hands on your shoulders. âYeah you did good. Didnât thought you all would be that fastâ you told him and chuckled when he tickled your jaw. âThe faith. Thank youâ he said and pressed a kiss to your cheek before he sat down next to you. âWeâll just let them do itâ he told you and you hummed with a smile while laying your hand on his leg. âYeah sounds goodâ you countered and snacked on some bread with him. âI donât want to interrupt you love birds but I think we got something readyâ Tom said and placed it right in front of you. âThank you very muchâ you told him and started to eat with everyone.
As you were chatting with everyone about the last weeks and plans for the next ones, you felt Landos hand tracing along the back of your arm and you shivered from time to time. âStop itâ you whispered but all Lando did was grin. âI donât think soâ he said and placed his arm flat on your shoulder while he continued to eat. âAre we really all third wheeling here?â Max asked Lando but all he did was roll his eyes. âI can hug you as well if youâd like to. Want me to tickle you, you muppet?â he asked back while Max leaned back again. âOkay I think I donât want to switch positionsâ he said while Lando wrapped his arm more around your shoulder.When it came to dessert, you were leaning against Lando more and more since the sun was down already. You were talking quietly with him and were brought out of it when you saw yours and Landos phone lighting up at the same time. You saw the Instagram notification and watched how Lando clicked on it. He was opening Max story and you snorted when you saw a video of Lando whispering in your ear while you were nodding at the same time. âItâs always the sameâ he had put under it.
âI think heâs just jealousâ Tom countered and you chuckled quietly. âI think so too. Maybe we can find you someone, Max. Donât worryâ you told him and felt Landos chest vibrating with his chuckler. âI think I need help yeahâ he said before Lando patted his shoulder with a proper laugh.Once you were done, the boys started to mess around with a football and you decided to clean up most of the table. You were watching them from over your shoulder from time to time and chuckled when you heard their loud laughter. âLove? Come on join usâ Lando called out and you walked up to him again while he passed the ball to you. âI am wearing a dress. This is impossibleâ you told him and tried to pass it back but instead you hit the fence right behind him. âYeah seeâ you laughed and sat down on the little bench while they continued to pass the ball around.
You were laughing with them until your stomach hurt and uploaded a video of them to your story as well. When the sun was completely gone, you grabbed a hoodie from inside but once you were back outside, you saw how the boys were packing their stuff again. âWe are going to drive back now. We arenât one to dance through the night anymoreâ Tom said and you chuckled while Lando wrapped his arm back around you again. âYeah. You need to be awake for that long driveâ you told him and hugged them all quickly.âThanks for preparing all of this. It was lovelyâ Max said and you quickly shrugged it off. âAll good. Donât worryâ you told him and pushed his shoulder. âAnd you know I am always just messing with you two, right? Itâs just always nice to see him this happyâ he said and you chuckled. âThatâs cuteâ you told him and heard Lando clearing his throat behind you. âWhat are you whispering?â he asked and Max shook his head. âNone of your businessâ he said and waved at you again before they disappeared.
âHm. Alrightâ Lando mumbled and leaned his head on top of yours. âDonât worryâ you told him and turned around to him. âThat was fun, wasnât it?â you asked and he hummed. âVery. Thank you for helping me. Well. Doing almost all of the workâ he smiled and laid his hand on your cheek. âI liked it. It was funâ you told him and pressed a kiss to his cheek. âI think weâre a good couple for that. One day weâll be known for the cool parties. Everyone will be jealousâ he said and pressed his nose against yours. âOh you think so?â you smiled and he hummed. âDefinitely. Just wait and see. The years will fly by and it will be our thingâ he said and pressed his lips to yours. âI canât waitâ you giggled and traced along his cheeks. âShould be go to bed now?â he asked and you hummed. âYes pleaseâ. âWant me to carry you?â he asked and turned around already while holding his hands out for you. âOh god. Yeah okayâ you laughed and wrapped your arms around his neck. âAnd off we goâ he laughed with you and carried you inside.Oh how you loved your weekends.
After spending the second day completely at the beach, you woke up the next morning all tired since you were swimming and walking so much.
You were hiding your head unsuccessfully under the thin white linen sheets and shivered when you felt Pierres hand drawing along your spine. âYou canât hide from the sunâ he said with his morning voice before he leaned his forehead against your shoulder blade. âYeah I donât know why I am tryingâ you yawned and turned on your back to wrap your arm around the top of his head.
After laying next to him in comfortable silence some more, you watched how Pierre slowly got up and stretched slightly while he moved to the end of your bedside. âShould I get some breakfast? You can stay here until I come backâ he said while you pulled the sheets up with a smile. âI mean. If you bring it up like thatâ you whispered and watched him as he threw a shirt over his shoulders. âI will gladly do itâ he said and walked over to you to press a kiss to your forehead. âI wonât take longâ he added and tickled your elbow before he made his way downstairs.
You thought about staying in bed until he was back but after some minutes, you slowly got up and changed into some shorts and a top. With plates and some cups you made your way onto the little terrace and set everything on the table before you waited for him again.
You scrolled through your photos as you heard the door opening and looked up when he stepped through the garden door. âIt is so warmâ he breathed out and placed the bags right in front of you. âAnd you are barely even wearing anythingâ you joked with a chuckled and peaked into the bags. âDonât act like you mind itâ he countered and sat down next to you before he opened the bags full of croissants and other pastries.
You took your sweat time eating everything you wanted before you felt how Pierre was slightly kicking your leg over and over again. âWhat is it, Pierre?â you asked and watched how his grin slowly grew. âWe should use these surfboards todayâ he said and all you could do was groan. âYou know that it will end bad for me. I am not a poser like you are. I canât keep my balanceâ you told him and leaned your head against his arm. âYeah you can. I will hold your hand. Just some paddlingâ he said and kissed your head. âYou just need some minutes. Trust meâ he said while you turned to him completely. âOkay. But donât laugh too much. Pleaseâ you laughed yourself and watched how Pierre got up. âI wonât. A little maybe. But not too muchâ he promised and held his hands out for you. âGot a bikini under it?â he asked and you hummed as you got up. âI do. I donât trust you since you threw me in last nightâ you said and glared at him. âI just had toâ he chuckled and turned you to the sea. âCome on, mon amourâ he whispered and grabbed the boards before you followed him.
Once you reached the water, it didnât take Pierre more than some seconds before he grabbed the board and made his way into the shallow water. âCome here, loveâ he said and held the other board close to him. As you reached him, you placed your hands on the board before you looked up to Pierre again. âShould I just get on it?â you asked and he hummed. âYeah exactly. You kneel on it. I will hold onto you. You wonât fall. I promise, mon amourâ he said and laid his hand on your back as you tried it for the first time.
And from then on, you felt more than wobbly. It took you many tries to even kneel on it alone but Pierre always held you close to him. âYou are doing goodâ he always ensured you but you couldnât help but laugh every time you kissed the water again. âI donât think soâ you giggled and laid your hand on his shoulders. âYes you areâ he grinned and laid his hands on your hips. âThe next step would be standing upâ he added and you groaned slightly before you shook your head. âI will try. Somehowâ you mumbled and held onto him the while time.
After another half an hour, you were standing alone for the first time and took the paddle from Pierre to move around a bit. âSee. I told youâ he grinned proudly and you chuckled slightly before Pierre went onto the board for the first time. âNow we can do some proper roundsâ he said and moved around you. âJust give me an hour longer, okay?â you chuckled and paddled around more and more.
Even when he stopped for a while, you felt like you would never get on it again if youâd stopped and so you continued while he decided to lay in the sun for a bit. Only when your arms felt heavy you made your way out of the water and sat down right next to him. âAre you enjoying it?â he asked and you hummed. âYeah. I am so happy I managed to stay on itâ you smiled and wiped your hands of before you reached for your phone to take a photo of the beach.
But while you did it, you saw an Instagram notification from Pierre and slowly clicked on it. When you saw a story of yourself on the board, you snorted slightly and turned your head to him. âI look so clumsyâ you told him before you laid your head down on the towel. âNo you donât. I just loved the concentration on your face too muchâ he said and pushed the waterdrops from your nose. âYouâre cuteâ you mumbled and pressed a kiss to his cheek before you enjoyed the warm sun on your skin.
In the early evening hours when the sun was slowly setting, you were making your way back to the house again and quickly showered before you stood in front of your wardrobe. âI think you should take the shorter blue one for dinnerâ you heard from behind you and smiled to yourself before you reached for it. âAnd whyâs that?â you asked before turning around. âBecause blue always looks best on youâ he said and buttoned his shirt up while you felt a blush creeping up on your cheeks.
Once you were done, you were quickly grabbing your bag and his hand before you made your way outside and walked along the small sidewalk that led into the city. You were quietly humming to yourself as you walked into the restaurant and took a seat in a quiet corner. You listened to Pierres French the whole time and laid your head to the side when he looked at you again. âJust if we want the menu card or the normal menu. I think we should trust the menu card more. So we can decideâ he said while you smiled. âYeah. I think youâre rightâ you told him and played with the rings on his fingers.
As you waited on the food, you looking through some more photos with Pierre and couldnât hide your chuckle at most of them. When you reached the end of you gallery, you chose a photo of Pierre holding onto your hand on your way to the restaurant and uploaded it to your story quickly. While you were doing it, Pierre was watching you with a grin and slowly pushed his fingers underneath yours.
You only left the restaurant after closing time when your bottle of wine was empty and with the alcohol in your veins, you couldnât help but giggle at almost everything on your way back to the house. And thankfully Pierre did the same.
You couldnât wait to get back into your sleeping shirt when you reached the bedroom and laughed at Pierre who seemed to be struggling with his buttons. âThis was some good wineâ he groaned and watched you as you helped him. âYeah it wasâ you giggled and pushed his hair back slowly. âThank you, mon amourâ he mumbled and pressed a kiss to your lips. âNo problemâ you smiled against his lips and opened the windows before you laid down in the middle of the bed with Pierre.
He was watching you as you played with his bracelets like you did almost every night and slowly pulled the sheets right over you. âHow about we go somewhere else soon? Maybe not tomorrow but the day after?â he asked before you looked up to him. âI wouldnât mind staying here. We donât need to go everywhere you knowâ you told him but he shook his head slowly. âI told you that I have in mind. I want to go everywhere. And before you say anything else. This is my way of telling you how sorry I am for not being there as much as I want to be with you during the weeks. The calendar is so tightly packed. I donât have the time that you deserve. And I want to do this. I want to see you this happy for all of these weeks. The way your eyes are shining when you see a new place. Thatâs what I want to seeâ he rambled while you watched him. âI know what I signed up for. And I am okay with it. All of this is crazy. But thank you. I know you wonât let me say anything elseâ you whispered and pressed a kiss to his lips. âExactly, mon amour. Not a chanceâ he grinned and pressed his lips onto yours again and again.
***
Instead of making two more days, you stayed three more to explore the area around more and more. When you were back at the airport, you pouted when you got out the car for the last time. âWill you miss the car more than this place?â Pierre asked and you sighed. âI think both equally as muchâ you told him and linked your arm through his. âMaybe I can distract you with the next destination so you wonât miss it as muchâ he said and squeezed your fingers. âYeah maybe, you crazy oneâ you told him and followed him into the building.
âDo you want to know where we are going this time as well?â he asked and you hummed. âMaybe just the countryâ you told him and he hummed. âOkay. Itâs Spain. And you havenât been thereâ he said while you bought some breakfast. âOkay. There are too many possibilitiesâ you told him and walked through the duty free stores while you are. âYeah some pretty placesâ he sang while you chuckled. âYou have to close your eyes though. Because it will be on the boardâ he added which made you sigh. âOkay. This will be funnyâ you told him and closed your eyes as soon as he told you.
Even on your way into the plane you had your eyes closed and heard some people were chuckling at you. âThis is so weird, Pierre. So weirdâ you chuckled and excused yourself every time you bumped into someone. âNo this is funnyâ Pierre laughed before he told you to open your eyes again when you reached your seat.
To distract you from the announcements, you were listening to some music with him until you felt the plane landing again. You even forgot to check out to the view to get a hint where you were. Only when you left the airport, you felt how Pierre was holding you back and pulled you back to him. âIbiza, mon amourâ he said and you looked at him with big eyes. âOh I didnât even think about that. Oh my godâ you whispered and looked around again. âIt was funny how you had no ideaâ he grinned before you pushed his arm slightly. âI am not as worldly as you are, sorry Gaslyâ you said and felt how he was pulling you into a different direction.
Once you were sitting in a rental car, you couldnât keep your eyes from the view around you. It somehow felt completely different to France but you werenât minding it at all. You had no idea where Pierre was driving to just like the last time but the further he drove, the more your mind was wandering around.
One final turn to the left brought your head out of your thoughts and you curiously let your eyes wander around the small house on your left. âWhere do you find these pretty houses oh my godâ you whispered and jumped out of the car before you walked to the entrance and looked over the sea view. âJust some good connectionsâ he grinned and handed you the keys. âLook around, mon amourâ he said quietly and watched you as you basically ran inside.
The little house made you speechless and you couldnât help but smile to yourself as you stood on the little terrace again. âWhat so you think?â Pierre asked as he stood behind you and all you could do was shake your head. âUnbelievable. I canât believe all of this. Itâs crazy. Thank youâ you whispered and leaned your head against his shoulder. âThis is the least I can doâ he whispered back and pressed his nose against your temple. âShould we just unpack a little? And then just see what we will do?â he asked and you hummed while laying your phone to the side.
âDo you have your phone with you right now?â you asked him and watched how he frowned. âNo itâs inside, why?â he asked back but all you did was grin and took your opportunity to push him into the pool this time, just like he did before. âMon amour!â he called out when he came back to the surface and you couldnât help but laugh slightly. âRevenge. I told you it would comeâ you laughed and kneeled down next to him. âI could just pull you in as wellâ he said and held onto your hands. âI know. But you wonâtâ you countered and chuckled when he pressed a kiss to your lips. âLater I will. I promiseâ he said and splashed some water on you with a laugh. âI know you willâ.
just a little something for the looong summer break x there will be a part 2!
âHow many weeks can you take off at work?â Pierre asked as you were sitting on your balcony and drank your second glass of wine in the warm Italian sun. âWeeks? I donât think I can take off many weeksâ you chuckled as Pierre was leaning his head back against the cushion. âI mean just. During my break. Do you think you can take off that time? Hungary to Belgiumâ he said again while you leaned your head against the palm of your hand. âWhatâs on your mind, Gasly?â you asked back and saw the smile playing around his lips. âI just thought we can use every day we can get. Two weeks are nice but almost four weeks sounds so much betterâ he said and traced his fingertips along your arm.
âI donât think I can do thatâ you told him and heard the groan coming from his lips. âI think you couldâ he countered and moved closer to you. âMaybe you could ask for home office days? You can work from anywhere. France. Italy. Spain. The view would just be nicerâ he said and laid his hand on your cheek. âPierreâ you started but he quickly shook his head. âNo. Come on. Just think about it. You can wake up. I can make you breakfast. You can take your laptop outside. To a pool. And then you can work a little. Not too much before you can join me in the poolâ he rambled while you couldnât help but chuckle. âHow long has this been on your mind for?â you asked him before he slowly shrugged his shoulders with a smile. âSome days. But seeing you like this now. All relaxed with your wine. I just donât want to see anything else for some weeksâ he said before you giggled. âOh yeah?â you asked again and he hummed. âOh yeahâ he said as well and took a sip from your glass.
âI canât promise anythingâ you told him and watched as he licked his lips. âBut you could try?â he questioned and you hummed slightly. âMight be the wine but I donât think that itâs too bad of an ideaâ you told him and laughed when he pressed a kiss to your jaw. âHm. Thank youâ he whispered and pulled you closer to him. âGot some ideas already?â you asked him but only felt how he shrugged his shoulders. âSome yeahâ was all he said which made you roll your eyes with a smile. âOkay mister mysteriousâ you mumbled and wrapped your arm around his neck. âI will ask my boss when I am in the office on Mondayâ you promised him while he pressed his lips to your neck. âPerfect, ma cheriĂŠâ.
And it was rather easy to get another week off to make it three whole weeks. You had to trick around a bit with the other week but in the end you managed to get some home office days and it was all you needed.
When Pierre came back from his training sessions, you were trying to avoid his sweaty hugs with a laugh but when he finally got you, he didnât let you go. âTell me how your work wentâ was the first thing he said and you chuckled slightly while playing with his hair. âWork was really good. I got a new project. Itâs not a big one but heyâ you started and he groaned. âMon amour. Come onâ he whispered while you chuckled. âYeah I know itâs a shame that itâs not a big one. But also nice. Not the same pressureâ you continued before he carefully grabbed your chin. âStop messing with meâ he whispered while you tickled his side. âDo you really think I would be teasing you this much if it wouldnât work out?â you asked him and felt how he let out a breath that he was holding. âMy godâ he breathed out and pressed a long kiss to your lips. âDonât do that againâ he said but all you did was chuckle. âMaybe you can let me in on your plans now. Well after your shower. You are really sweatyâ you told him and patted on his chest. âI donât think I really want to tell you about my ideas yet. But you can try to get some things from me once I am back yeahâ he winked and pressed a kiss to your forehead.
***
Right after the Hungarian race, Pierre couldnât wait to get back to Italy. You shared the plane with some of his team members before you drove back to Milan with him. Most of your bags were packed already and you watched how Pierre placed his backpack right next to it. âI think I am readyâ he said while you wrapped your arm around his shoulder. âReally? Didnât look like itâ you joked and leaned your chin against his shoulder. âI am excited, okay? I am ready to think about other things than racing for some weeksâ he admitted and pulled you in front of him. âYeah I know. And you deserve itâ you told him and played with his hair. âI just canât really wrap my head around the fact that we are gone so long. I have never been away for so longâ you told him and squeezed his arms. âAnd I promise you that I donât have anything wild planned. Just some cool places. You will like themâ he said and slowly pushed you backwards. âYeah I know. You donât seem like the type who would kidnap meâ you told him and chuckled with him. âI promise I wonâtâ he ensured you and carefully pulled the small clips from your head that held your hair up.
âDo you need to do some more packing?â Pierre asked and you hummed as you sat down on the couch next to him. âNo not really. I got everything I need. I have enough clothes thankfullyâ you giggled while Pierre watched you with a smile. âThen we can just relax until tomorrow. Sadly we need to order some food. The fridge is emptyâ he said and you hummed. âOh noâ you breathed out and slowly laid down with your head on his thigh. âJust chose somethingâ you told him and closed your eyes when he traced along your head. âIndian?â he asked and you nodded. âYeah thatâs goodâ you hummed and watched him as he ordered from his phone.
After dinner you called it quite an early night since you wanted to be ready for the next day. While you were waiting for Pierre to come back from the bathroom, you were pushing the cushion around and chuckled when you felt how Pierre slowly laid himself on top of you with his head on your chest. âI made the cushions so fluffyâ you told him but all he did was grin. âWell. I like this moreâ he said and laid his head on top of your heart.
When he looked up to you, you knew that it was because it was beating faster than normal. âAre you okay?â he asked while you quickly nodded your head. âYeah. Just nervous. I donât knowâ you chuckled and pushed your hand into his hair. âI hope itâs a good nervous feeling. But we can also change something if you arenât sureâ Pierre said but you quickly stopped him. âYes good nervous. Donât worry. I am just not a good pillow tonightâ you told him while you traced along his lashes. âYou canât get rid of meâ he simply said and pushed his hands around your body. âI would have been surprised if I didâ you countered and laid your hand on his shoulder blade. âI am excited for these weeksâ he said quietly while you closed your eyes with a smile. âYeah so am I. Just donât get sick of meâ you joked and felt how he slightly pinched your side. âNot in a million yearsâ.
***
When you were at the airport the next day, you were holding onto Pierres hand the whole time and watched him as his head turned around from time to time. âDo you know where we need to go?â you teased and laughed when he pulled you into a different direction. âI do, mon amour. Thank you for trusting meâ he said and wrapped his arm around your shoulder before he pointed to the gates. âDo you want to know where we are going?â he asked and you hummed. âI kind of doâ you countered and watched how he looked for the boarding tickets. âNice?â you almost asked and he hummed. âYeah. But we will go on from there. We are not staying right thereâ he said and you hummed. âSounds perfect alreadyâ you whispered more to yourself than to him and looked up when he pressed a kiss to your temple. âShould we get a coffee and then get going?â he asked and you hummed. âI like thatâ.
The plane ride didnât take long at all. When you walked out of the big doors, you were smiling at the warm feeling and turned around when you felt Pierres hand on your back. âI got us a car. Well. I borrowed it. I just need to find itâ he said and you snorted while you watched the searching look on his face. âBut you got the key?â you asked and he nodded. âYeah I do, loveâ he said and you smiled at the unusual English nickname.
âGot itâ he said after a moment and quickly walked towards a light blue convertible car. âOh my god this is such a pretty carâ you whispered and he grinned happily. âI thought we need the whole French holiday atmosphere for itâ he said and placed the bags in the small trunk and on the backseat. âYou are crazy. But in a good wayâ you told him and carefully sat down on the passenger seat while Pierre did the same on the other side. âYou deserve some special weeks, mon amourâ he said and you felt your cheeks heating up. âYou are too good to be true sometimesâ you told him and watched him with a smile as he drove off.
You took some photos from here and there on your way as Pierre was singing along to the French songs on the radio. You were enjoying the warm sun on your skin and almost waited for the moment where he would stop the car.
When he turned into some small streets after some time, you were rather surprised that it was the end of the drive already. You had promised him to keep your eyes closed from then on and turned to him when the car fully stopped. âI will help you out of the carâ Pierre said and so you slowly opened the door yourself. You felt his hands on your back the whole time and chuckled when he turned you around a bit more. âYou can open your eyes nowâ he said and pressed a kiss to your cheek before you did.
What you saw took your breath away instantly. You saw a small house in front of you that was almost directly connected to the big sea right in front of it. âWe are at Cap Ferratâ he said and carefully pushed some of your hair from your eyes. âThis will be our place for as long as we want. We have a lot of restaurants here. And itâs just our area. We can get a boat. We can drive around. Whatever we wantâ he said while you slowly wrapped your arms around his neck. âWe could stay here for all weeks. I donât mindâ you whispered and he shook his head with a smile. âNo not all four weeks. I want to show you moreâ he said and pressed a kiss to your lips. âHere are the keys. Have a look and I will get the luggageâ he added and you nodded carefully before you made your way in the beautiful small house.
As you looked at the view from the bedroom, Pierre joined you with your suitcases and leaned his head right on top of yours. âDid I ever tell you how good you are looking when you are in France?â he asked and you chuckled slightly. âJust in France?â. âNo. Not just here. But I like it when you are hereâ he said and tickled your sides before he let you go.
You decided to change into a soft pink dress while Pierre changed into a light white shirt. You were whistling as you turned to him and laughed when he posed for you. âYeah? Is it approved?â he asked and you hummed. âSummer Pierre is always approvedâ you told him and looked around again.
âWhat should we do for the first day?â Pierre asked as you pushed your hair up. âI want to see this place. The cityâ you told him and reached for your sunglasses. âI heard I am a good guideâ he said and held his hand out for you. âOh yeah? Mind giving me a tour then?â you asked while you took his hand. âGladly, mon amourâ.
With tightly holding on your hand, Pierre was walking with you through the whole side of the city where your house was and you felt like you had to stop every few seconds to take some photos, either of him or the sea view. You stopped for some street snacks from time to time and only stopped walking when you reached a small bank that was placed in the shallow water.
âThis feels like a whole different place. The people are so nice. So calm. I donât know how to put it in wordsâ you rambled and leaned against Pierre as he put his arm around you. âYeah I know. Itâs just not as packed. As loud. They are just living their happy life hereâ he agreed while he got his phone out. âCome hereâ he mumbled but before you could, he was pulling you to him already and you chuckled quietly while he took some selfies with you. âI took so many already. My poor phoneâ you said and showed him some while you tried to skip some that you took of him. âYou are always so sneakyâ he grinned before he slowly turned your head to him and tilted your head up to him. âDonât know what you meanâ you countered and kissed him back when he pressed a deep kiss to your lips. âI love you, mon amour. I canât wait for these weeksâ. âI love you too. Neither can Iâ.
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hey everyone. this is a little something I wrote over the last week or so. it came to my mind when I saw the Mclaren video âDaniel Ricciardo: Message to my younger selfâ. I think you can tell what it is about x
itâs quite long. I warned you haha x
feedback is always welcome!
âWhat will you be doing today?â you asked Daniel as you stepped into the Mclaren centre but all he could do was shrug his shoulders with a smile. âCan I just say that I donât know? Because I really donâtâ he laughed while you pushed your shoulder against his. âWell. That will be interestingâ you told him and held onto his little finger as you walked through the big hallways. âAll I know is that itâs for YouTube. So I can be hipâ he joked and pulled the cap from his head. âWell. I think itâs too late for thatâ you joked back and laughed when he reached for your hips. âThank you, angel. Thank youâ he said and glared at you with a grin before he opened the big door.
âHello everyoneâ Daniel called out and you smiled slightly as everyone greeted him back and you said a quick hello as well before you stayed at Daniels side. âI will wait then, alright?â you asked but before Daniel could answer, the guy behind the camera turned to you. âYou can stay here. All goodâ he said and you blinked for a second before you turned to Daniel again. âYou heard the bossâ he told you and squeezed your fingers slightly before you chuckled and took a seat in the corner.
âAlright. What are we here for today boys?â Daniel asked while a lady turned to him. âWe have something with Lando afterwards. But we saw something and thought it was a cool idea if youâre on board. But we canât say it before we start. You shouldnât think about it too muchâ she explained but all you saw were the question marks in Daniels eyes. âI am interested and scared at the same timeâ he said while everyone chuckled. âNo you donât need to be. Just. Trust usâ she told him before his eyes landed on your face again. You were quickly shaking your head with the same confusion and lifted your leg up on the couch as you watched everyone.
Daniel was wiping his hands along his jeans as he watched everyone and you could tell that he wasnât too sure about the situation even if he tried to hide it. When he had the little microphone on his shirt, he was chuckling slightly and kept his eyes on the cameraman. He gave the gesture that the camera was rolling not too much later and you watched how Daniel kept his eyes on him. âWe just have a little question for you right now. What would you tell younger Daniel? Younger Daniel that is making his way into Formula 1â the lady said and you could tell how much it caught him off guard. âWhat I would tell my younger self? I never thought about itâ he laughed before his eyes fell back to your face. But all you could to was smile at him as he propped his hands up on his thighs. âTough questionâ he mumbled and leaned back again.
âWhat would I tell younger Daniel.. I think. Uhmâ he started and smiled at his hands before he slowly lifted his head back up. âEnjoy the butterflies. Enjoy being naive. Enjoy the nerves. The pressure. People not knowing your name. All that stuff. Because thatâs part of it. I think if you want to stand on the top from day one there is nothing to look forward toâ he started and fumbled around with his fingers.
You knew what he meant. Being by his side for years meant so many memories locked in your head and you felt how your mind wandered back to Monaco 2018.
You remember how his nerves were at rock bottom that weekend. So many things went wrong before that race and you knew he wanted nothing more than to bring it home. Friday seemed to be on his side completely and it wasnât a big surprise to you but you knew how much it meant to him already. On Saturday morning you were sitting on the large bed in the middle of the room and watched how Daniel was pushing his curls under his cap. âDonât hide them that muchâ you pouted and heard his quiet laughing. âWell. I donât want it to look like a clown hairstyle. Do you know what I mean?â he asked and you snorted at the image in your head. âI actually do. Oh my godâ you groaned and felt his chuckling against your skin when he pressed a kiss to your temple. âDonât get the circus music stuck in your head nowâ he said and reached for your hands to pull you up on your feet. âI am tryingâ you chuckled and pulled the little backpack over your shoulders. âAre you ready to get this pole today?â you asked and watched how he nodded but with a bit of hesitance. âYeah. I am going to give it everythingâ he said while you squeezed his fingers. âI know you willâ.
Even with all of his joking before and after FP3 you knew that he was nervous. He was hard on himself for a while now but you did your best to get his mind away from it. You told him âsometimes it takes time to get where you want to beâ and as much as he wanted to roll his eyes. He knew that you were right. But a part of him was always impatient.
When qualification was around the corner, Daniel was sitting on the ground in his drivers room and had his eyes closed. You knew that you shouldnât distract him but to your surprise, he held his hand out for you after only a minute of sitting. âCome hereâ he said quietly and slowly pulled you down next to him. âAll good?â you asked and he hummed. âYeah. I am just. Trying to get into a new routine maybe. Maybe it helpsâ he said and slowly pushed his fingers between yours.
He always liked to be alone during his preparations so it warmed your heart and broke it a little at the same time. âI am ready to try everythingâ you smiled and leaned your head against his shoulder as you listened to the music through his headphones.
As he took his seat in the car, you were pushing the big RedBull headphones over your ears and smiled to yourself as you watched him making his way out of the garage. Getting into Q3 wasnât a surprise to you but when it came to the last quick lap, your heart was beating faster and faster. You had your fingers crossed as you watched the screen and when you saw everyone not being able to reach Daniels time, you were jumping of you seat and clapped with everyone while a shaky breath was leaving your lips. Daniel was celebrating his pole like no other before and you bit down on your lip with a smile as he made his way into the garage, soaking in everyones congratulations.
You were waiting for him in a quiet corner as he was making his round and when he finally made his way to you, he started to walk quicker and wrapped his arms around you with such force, that he almost pushed you into the wall behind you. âOh my god carefulâ you laughed and hid your face in his chest while he leaned his head on top of yours. âI think it was the new routineâ he mumbled and you smiled while patting his arm carefully. âWell. If you think it is we can do it from now onâ you told him and slowly wrapped your arms around him. âYou know what that means, right? Pole means a winâ you added and he grinned wider than he did in a while. âI donât want to sound arrogant but I think it will happenâ he said and pressed a kiss to your cheek. âI let it slip this weekendâ you smiled at him and reached for his hand. âCome on. Get that celebration inâ you added and laughed as he was quick in pulling you out of the garage.
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You were smiling at the memories from that weekend and watched how he was thinking about what to say next. His eyes went back to the camera and you watched how he took a deep breath while smiling as well. âYeah. Enjoy the process of making a name for yourself. Getting faster and faster each lap. And meeting some great people along the way. Yeah. There are a lot of worldly people in this paddock that you can laugh with. Learn from, enjoy some moments with so. Yeahâ he chuckled and let his eyes wander to you for a second where you were shaking your head with a smile.
It brought you back to the time when he already moved to Renault. It was one of the hardest decisions he had to make in his career but you were by his side. Because you felt how much he wanted to do something new. Your opinion was the one that he always counted on because he knew you wouldnât judge him in any way. During his first day at Renault you were by his side like you had promised him and while he was joking around with everyone, you could feel how a lot of weight was off his shoulders already.
You took as many days off at the beginning of the season to be in his garage at the race weekend and even if the results werenât the ones that he had hoped for, he seemed to be happier. And that was what counted for you. The Renault atmosphere seemed lighter to you since the pressure wasnât the same that he had experienced the years before, from the races and himself.
You were sitting in the Italian sun with him for the first time again after the big break and you glared at him when he laughed at how you were applying more and more sunscreen. âYeah you laugh at me. Not everyone has Australian skinâ you groaned and watched how slowly brought his fingers to your face and rubbed some more in. âYou just look like a snowmanâ he joked before you slapped his hand away. âWill you stop?â you laughed and pushed your arm against his as you watched the people around the paddock. âI donât really want toâ Daniel said and laid his arm around your shoulder while slowly tracing his fingers along your skin. âSurpriseâ you joked and played with the little napkin. âHow much did you miss it to be here?â he asked and you hummed quietly. âMore than you can imagineâ you told him and he grinned at you from the side. âWell. I know much you love Italy so I actually canâ he said and waved at everyone who passed him with a smile. âI think they missed you tooâ you told him and laughed. âI think they are happy to get a break from me sometimesâ he said and you chuckled. âWell. What about me?â you asked and saw how his eyes got big. âWow. You know that hurtsâ he said but you were quick in grabbing his hand. âDanielâ you laughed and heard some more laughter from behind you. âWhat is happening here?â Nico asked while Daniel leaned back. âSheâs just mean to meâ. âProbably for a good reasonâ he countered while you hid you laugh behind your hand. âOkay we will all stop nowâ you said and chuckled while getting up and standing behind Daniel to put your hands on his shoulders. âWe will love. Thatâs why we mess with youâ you told him and watched how he leaned his head back. âEveryone?â he asked and before you poked his side. âYes everyone. But not everyone is admitting itâ you told him and pointed to the garages. âI think you should get going. Qualifying is not waiting is it?â you asked and he hummed before getting up and pushing his fingers between yours. âOkay boss. I am comingâ he said and pulled you alongside with him.
When he crossed the line in P5, you were shocked in the most positive way and you watched him take all the hugs in with a wide smile. As he reached you, he was grinning from one ear to the other and quickly pressed a kiss to your temple. âWhat is it with you and Italy, huh?â you asked with a grin and he shrugged his shoulders while you slightly played with the curls on the back of his head. âI donât know. I think itâs the sun and the pastaâ he said and you chuckled while wrapping your arms around his helmet. âI think we should get some pasta for it tonight, donât you think?â you asked and he hummed. âYeah I donât mind itâ he winked before he was surrounded by his team again.
He didnât mind the media session that day at all and you found yourself standing behind the camera and trying to hold back your laughter as Daniel sat on a chair and joked with Max about his age. âGetting older isnât that easy anymore. Let me tell youâ Daniel joked and thanked the interviewer before he scoped you up behind the camera and walked towards the team garages with you. You were watching him with a smile as he sang to himself in the little bathroom and grinned at himself in the mirror. âThat was a good day, huh?â you asked and he hummed happily. âYeah it was. This feels really goodâ he admitted and leaned against the sink as you walked up to him. âYou can be proud of that. Literally everyone was happy for youâ you told him and he smiled. âI appreciated every congrats today. You can believe meâ he said and slowly wrapped his arm around your hip. âI know. And you can believe me that everyone means itâ you told him and pressed a kiss to his lips. âWell. I believe you yeahâ he said and tickled your side slightly.
âDo you think you could go out with me like that or should we change?â he asked and you snorted slightly while fixing your hair in the mirror. I think we can do it like that. We both arenât on the fresh side anymore so we are goodâ you told him and laughed when Daniel messed your hair up a little. âYeah you definitely look doneâ he joked and slowly pulled you backwards back into the room. âOh stop itâ you warmed him and pushed against his arm before you reached for your bag. âYou look gorgeous. Thatâs what I wanted to sayâ he said which made your cheeks heat up from one second to the other. âGot youâ he grinned and pushed his fingers between yours. âReady for some food?â. âDefinitelyâ.
Once you had found a restaurant, Daniel used his Italian to get you a table and you followed him with a smile before you squeezed into a little corner with him. âYou know you sound so good when you talk Italianâ you blurred out and he grinned at you before wrapping his arm around your shoulder. âYeah? I can always teach youâ he said and played with your hair. âI donât I am easy to teachâ you chuckled while Daniel joined. âWe have a long time for it. Some years. I think we can get some good knowledge into youâ he said and pressed a kiss to your head before you ordered.
While you ate, you constantly felt his hand tracing along your leg and chuckled slightly and while you poked his side. âSomeone is in a very good moodâ you told him and he hummed while stealing some of your pasta. âYes I am. It was just. A really good day. I felt very goodâ he said and held his fork out for you. âThat suits you the best. I am very happyâ you told him and leaned back while letting out a happy sigh. âI think the team is happy as well. Thatâs what countsâ he said and smiled at his hands. âOh they areâ you told him and squeezed his hand. âAnd you will make it work tomorrow as wellâ you added and he smiled. âYou think?â. âOh I know itâ.
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You were watching his face as he took a small break because you knew those were things that he all learned along his way. But you knew that his way brought you to where he was and you wouldnât have changed a thing about it. He was playing with the strand on one of the pillows next to him before he found the words again. âEmbrace the good ones. Stay focused. You got to the dance in the first place, doing what you do so donât change too much. Donât be too far of your path. I think just keep trying to build and grow and learn from yourself but donât forget what got you here. The parties will come. You donât want that name too early to be like the party guy that is finishing fifteenth. They will come in time but yeah. Earn them. Earn the parties. Earn the drinks. All that sort of stuffâ he said with a laugh and everyone joined him.
Back in 2020 you felt like the season was back on his side. Finishing within the top five felt completely normal again and he reached the podium again for the first time in over a season, you couldnât hold some tears back that were making their way down your cheeks.
When you were in Imola for the first time ever, you were more than excited. Seeing a new part of Italy made you nervous in a good way and even if it was with distance and masks, you were happy to be back. Working from home had made visiting races easier and you took every opportunity you had, especially since you were the only part of family that could be by his side without any restrictions and rules. You knew that it was harder for him than he wanted to admit but you did everything you could to make it easier.
Even behind his helmet you could see the wide smile when he stepped out after qualifying and you were shaking your head with a smile while you clapped with the team. He fist bumped everyone on his way to you and wrapped his arm around your hip and quickly took his helmet off. âHow did P5 look?â he asked and you chuckled while pushing a mask over his face. âWell. I feel like I am kind of getting used to it soâ you joked and he grinned. âYou know how good that would be. Getting used to itâ he said and leaned against the wall. âI wouldnât mind it, you knowâ you told him and carefully placed your hand on his back. âNeither would Iâ he grinned and looked around before turning to you. âNow I donât even mind the interviewsâ he added and pointed towards the motor home. âIâll just freshen the curls up before it. Mind joining me?â he asked and you shook your head with a smile. âNot at allâ you chuckled and grabbed the hand that he was holding out for you.
Since the rules were different to all the years before, you were making your way back to the hotel quite quickly and laid down in the middle of the big bed. âItâs nice to have that thing offâ you mumbled as you laid the mask to the side but instead of replying, Daniel joined you and laid his body almost completely on top of yours. âNow you have meâ he laughed and leaned his head against your neck. Even if he wasnât always one for PDA, he always had his moments where he just wanted to be close. âI think you are better than a maskâ you told him and slowly wrapped your arm around his back. âThese 2020 compliments are something elseâ he said and felt how you were laughing underneath him. âBut I only give them to youâ you told him and watched how he closed his eyes. âThat makes it special alrightâ he mumbled and played with the rings on your fingers.
âWhat do you think will happen tomorrow?â you asked and he hummed quietly. âI hope I can keep that position. I donât think the Ferrari can come to close. But with Mercedes and RedBull. You never knowâ he said and you nodded. âTrue. But then itâs definitely possible to hold that positonâ you told him and closed your eyes just like he did. âI hope you are right. I just want to celebrate a littleâ he said and propped his head up on his hand. âI donât think that they let you party too much hereâ you told him but he just shrugged it off. âI donât need a lot. Just some wine and a pizza and weâre goodâ he said and you chuckled. âIf thatâs it. Yeah we can do thatâ you countered and squeezed his hand. âWhat should we do until then?â. âHmm. I donât know. Just some Netflix? You koala documentary is waitingâ he said and you bit down on your lip to stop the laughing. âYou are okay with watching koalas?â. âWhen am I not okay with it is the better questionâ he said and looked for the remote. âOkay. Then. Letâs goâ.
But what you had to celebrate the next day wasnât anything that you had been expecting. The fact that he had kept his position for a long time made you happy already but with DNF happening after DNF you saw that he was up in P3 for the second time in three races. You were wobbling around on your chair almost the whole time and when he finally crossed the line one last time, you were letting out a squeal before you ignored everyone around you and ran towards the podium area. Since barely any fans were allowed, it was rather quiet but you didnât care. When he stepped out of the car again, he was shaking his head and quickly made his way over to jump into his team. You were watching with a wide smile under your mask and carefully wiped the tears away that were slowly making their way down your cheeks. When he reached you, you were wrapping your arms around his neck and chuckled slightly while trying to keep the tears to a bare minimum. âTwo out of three. Thatâs not too bad is it?â he asked and you shook you head while chuckling quietly. âNot at all. What the hellâ you whispered and took the helmet from his hands. âI think they heard that I want to celebrate today. Are you in for wine and pizza?â he asked before you were quickly nodding. âOf course. You donât need to ask twiceâ you told him and watched his grin before he was told to make his way to the podium.
With his trophy in his arms, you were making your way back to the hotel again and watched how he placed the trophy on the little nightstand on his side. âYou know I canât wrap my head around thisâ he admitted and slowly turned to you. âA season with nothing and then I get thisâ he added while he sat down on the bed. âIt just shows how much you have been working. You have been improving since the start. This is just what you deserveâ you told him and sat down next to him. âLast year I was doubting so much if I did the right thing with leaving. I know a lot thought I was stupid. But this now feels so much lighterâ he said while you reached for his hand. âChange isnât a bad thing. Even if it needs time to feel right. The time comes where it does and thatâs important. And you learn along your wayâ you told him and smiled when he placed a kiss to your cheek. âDid you train this before?â he asked while you pushed against his arm. âI didnât. But itâs what I see. I am here for a while, you know. I think I know you and your head quite wellâ you told him and carefully watched his face. âYeah you do. You are the most important person. I donât know how I would do this aloneâ he admitted locked eyes with you. âGood thing that you donât need to worry about this. I am not planning on going anywhere. I think you have to stick with just me for a whileâ you told him and watched how his lips twitched. âYeah could be worseâ he breathed out and pressed a kiss to your lips. âYeah being here could be worse tooâ you countered and leaned your forehead against his shoulder. âI know that look on your face and I know you donât want to cry but I love you. And before you cry. Should we order pizza?â he asked and you bit down on your lip for a second before you looked up to him. âI love you too. And yes. Pleaseâ you chuckled quietly while he reached for the phone.
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Those memories always had a special place in your heart and every time you thought back to them, you felt how your heart was beating faster and faster. You were proud to be a part of his journey and everything that happened in any way brought him to where he was now. From the corner of your eye you could see how the camera guy wanted to speak up but before he had a chance, Daniel was talking again and you chuckled silently into your hand as you watched his smile paired with a more serious look on his face. âUhm. It shouldnât come for free no matter what people might convince you with. And yeah. Bring friends along. Bring family along. Donât assume that they will be a distraction. They might be something to take the weight from your shoulders on a race weekend. They are also people to enjoy the moment with. To celebrate with. So donât be afraid to surround yourself with people that you care about and love. And they are also excited to be on this journey so. Yeah. Get after itâ
You knew he was talking about the last two years without being able to go home. The longer the time was where he couldnât go home the less he talked about it. It was his way of dealing with it for a while and you accepted it since you couldnât help to change it. But when you saw him struggling to find his spot on the grid with a whole new car, it felt like you had to do something even if you couldnât do it there either. You always told him his time would come again and as much as he wanted to believe it, he was struggling.
He saw new drivers on the podium, new drivers winning and he wanted to be a part of it again. He wanted it so badly that it was blocking him more and more. So when it came to the big summer break, you knew it was time to forget about racing for a while. With his permission you logged him out of his social media account before you did the same with yours and when you landed in Spain, you took time off with him.
Days were spend at the beach and nights on the balcony with wine and you could tell how his batteries were recharging. He came back to the tracks with a smile on his face and after his P4 in Belgium and P11 in Zandvoort, he was ready to take the next races instead of hoping for the season to pass quicker. When you were back in Monza, you almost forgot that you had a qualifying session on Friday to get through but when it was over, you were glad that it happened. A solid P5 felt more than amazing and you could tell how happy it was making Daniel. He was joking and smiling his way through the Saturday and when it was race time, you were staring at the screen for so long that you forgot how to blink. Making up two places was a dream and when he managed to finish on P3, meaning it would be P2 for Sunday you were too shocked to move.
Only when the garage was almost completely empty, you were following them and you watched how Daniel got his medal from the far left. During his interview, his eyes were looking for you from time to time and when he finally found you, he was wobbling slightly. With a quick âcheersâ he was making his way over to the team and to you. You watched him with a wide smile and before you knew it, the medal was around your neck and Daniel wrapped his arm around you to hide you a little bit. âI am too shockedâ you told him quietly and he laughed slightly while people patted on his back. âI think if itâs only Lewis passing me tomorrow. It could be quite goodâ he said and you nodded. âYeah definitely. I am just. Yeah. Wowâ you chuckled and looked at the medal around your neck. âThis is a cool thing. I have to say. Now I like the new formatâ he joked and you snorted slightly before looking up to him. âI am really proudâ you whispered and felt his hand on your back. âHey. No tears okay? I looked so manly five minutes ago. I donât want to lose thatâ he whispered back before you chuckled. âAlright. Alright. I will stopâ you told him and took a deep breath with a smile. âThank you, angelâ he winked before you pushed his side and watched how he soaked the atmosphere in.
Most of the other drivers were congratulating him over again as you made your way out of the paddock and towards the hotel and while you were eating pasta in your hotel room, Daniel couldnât swipe the smile of his face. âI feel like Iâve won this whole raceâ he breathed out and you smiled at him. âWell. To me you did basically. I was so shocked. I donât know. I was just not expecting it so fastâ you told him and watched how he pushed his fingertips underneath yours. âYeah neither was I. But it was so much fun. Let me tell you thatâ he said and squeezed your fingers. âOh I bet. Overtaking looks extra coolâ you added and laid your other hand over his. âYou can be proud. No matter what happens tomorrowâ you told him and he smiled at your hands. âYou always say thatâ. âI know. And I mean itâ you countered and laid your head to the side. âI know you want to win. I know you do. Who doesnât here? But I think you show people that itâs more than just that. You love what you do. You love to bring everyone around when you can. You show that itâs about people as well. Not just money and being cold-heartedâ you rambled while Daniel watched your eyes. âYou know I think you are the only person in this world that can read me like a book. In the best way. You know this wouldnât be it if I would be here alone. I know you do a lot to be here almost every time and it means everything to me. And I want to show you that itâs worth it. So I really want a podiumâ he whispered looked back up to you. âI am the last one to say noâ you said to lighten the mood and chuckled when he did as well. âOkay good. Then I will just. Do itâ he told you and pulled you to him. âI love youâ. âI love you too, Danâ.
And that he held his promise was an understatement. From the first lap on you could barely stay on your seat. With the big accident between Lewis and Max everything was back to being mixed up and you were just waiting for it to be over. Every team radio made you nervous. Every movement in the garage made you turn around but when you finally saw the last few corners appearing, you were confident. You were running out of the garage with the team and hid your face behind your shaking hands. Everyone was screaming happily around you but all you did was star at the cars coming back.
Daniel was standing on his halo and patted his chest before he was making his way to his team and jumped into everyone. All you could hear was cheering everywhere and you tried to stay on your feet. You were still in too much of a shock to handle everything. Only when you saw him standing in front of you, you felt some tears rolling down your cheeks. âRedemption dayâ was all you said and laughed quietly when he pulled you into his chest. âI canât believe thisâ he nearly shouted and leaned his helmet against your head. âYou deserve it. Come on. Get itâ you said quietly and felt how he squeezed your hands before he slowly made his way to the interviews while still shaking his head in disbelief.
âWhat a comeback Danielâ the interviewer said and all he did was nod his head. âYeah. I donât really have words. I waited so long for this. Itâs been so long. But I am just happy that I can show everyone that I never leftâ he said and pushed his hands through his hair. âAnd I am not just saying this to sound cool. I have a lot of people at home that always watch the race. My family hasnât attended any races in so long. And I canât just easily go there. I just wanted to prove it. And have something good when I can see themâ he rambled and you let out a teary breath as you listened to him. âI got my girlfriend here. Sheâs the one part of my family that has been here all last year. And this season. Yeah I just want to make them proud. It wouldnât have been the same if I had to do this all alone. I am a family guy. I canât help it. And I know I am a lucky guyâ he chuckled and turned to you with a smile one more time.
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âWow that got deep didnât it?â he joked as he finished his last sentence and even if everyone was jumping on the boat with his joke, you knew how honest he was during these view minutes. You were taking a deep breath and blinked slightly as you watched him and smiled at him when his eyes found yours. âYou can always cut it out when I said too muchâ he added but the guy was quick in shaking his head. âNo need to. All goodâ he smiled before Daniel nodded and made his way over to you. âHow much shit did I say?â he joked as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. âNot one word was shit, Dan. Because I know what you meant. Well I think I doâ you chuckled and squeezed his hands. âYou say things that you grew with so they all make sense. Donât worryâ you added and watched how he pushed his fingers between yours. âWhen my girlfriends says it, itâs trueâ he whispered to you and slowly pulled you off the chair. âMind joining me for lunch before they let me talk more?â he asked and you chuckled at him before you nodded. âOf course, sillyâ.
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âBonjour Mademoiselle,â I smile wide as George eventually let go of me and I stood in front of him.
I looked up his tall body to see him grinning down at me. Sunglasses rested on top of his head and his whole face looked happy. He got a bit tanned after he was outside for quite some time. His eyes sparkled down at me and I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him down to my level.
âBonjour, mon amour,â I giggle and he slightly shakes his head before I press my lips against his.
âI missed you,â he smiles as he takes my suitcase and we start walking beside each throughout the airport towards the exit.
âI missed you as well,â he replied, his free arm wrapped around me as he guided me outside and towards his Mercedes.
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When you stepped off the plane for the first time in two days, you were holding tightly onto your bag as you walked through Heathrow and tried to get to your other luggage as fast as possible. It was still a weird feeling to fly alone but luckily it was your last solo flight for some time.
You dragged the big suitcase along your said as you made your way through the arrival section. You stood on the tip of your toes as you let your eyes wander over the crowd but even with doing that you couldnât spot him between all of the other people. Once you had found a calmer spot you took a deep breath and reached for your phone but before you had the chance, you felt a hand slowly wrapping around your middle. Without being able to think too much you jumped up and away from him before you quickly turned around to see Lando looking at you with big eyes. âI am sorryâ he mumbled as you laid your hand on your chest. âOh my god my heartâ you chuckled while Lando slowly wrapped his arm back around you to pull you into his chest. âI have no idea why I thought that was a good ideaâ he laughed and pressed a kiss to the crown of your head while laying his hand on your cheek. âNeither do I. But. Hiâ you whispered and reached for his free hand. âHey, loveâ he whispered back and grabbed your suitcase before you made your way to his car.
âHow was the flight?â he asked as he pushed your bags in the back of car and tried to close it multiple times. âAll good. This suitcase was just annoyingâ you laughed before Lando turned to you. âLooks just like you over packed a little huh?â he asked and reached for your hand again. âI just didnât know what to pack. Come onâ you groaned and pushed his arm slightly. âI am just messing with youâ he grinned and held the door open for you before got in as well and drove off.
It wasnât the first time that you took this route to his house but it was the first time going there before you were basically off again to your first holiday with him. To say you werenât nervous would have been a lie but you were more excited about it than anything else. You had been dating for some months when Lando brought it up during a date night but when you saw the nervousness on his face and in his smile you couldnât say no to him. Not that you wanted to in the first place.
The thought of the look in his face brought a smile to your lips and when he saw it from the corner of his eyes, he was slowly bringing his fingers between yours. âLet me in. Whatâs so funny?â he asked while you shrugged your shoulders. âNothingâ you told him and watched how he glared at you with a smile before he looked back on the road.
When you arrived at his house, the sun was already settling and you were happy that he had stopped to get some pizza before. You just pushed your bags in the corner once you were inside and chuckled when the first place Lando went was his couch. âJust straight to it?â you asked and he hummed before he reached his hand out for you. âOf course. We canât eat it coldâ he said and pulled you to his side. âBut before we eatâ he continued and turned to you to press his lips to yours. âHi he whispered and you grinned slightly. âHiâ you whispered back and leaned your face against his shoulder. âI am very excited for thisâ he said quietly and traced his hand along the back of your hand. âSo am I. I havenât been on summer holiday without my parents everâ you chuckled and reached for the first pizza. âNever? And then the first one is with me? Oh god. The pressureâ he mumbled and stole a bite from your piece. âI am happy with just. Laying on the beach all day. Maybe some ice cream but thatâs all I needâ you told him and pushed his side. âWell. That shouldnât be a problemâ he said with a smile and pressed a kiss to your cheek.
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The next morning you were tired. As you got ready you could barely keep an eye open and Lando felt the same. Instead of sleeping you had spent the night just laughing and talking because you were too nervous and excited. And you regretted it in that very moment. With quietness around you, you made your way downstairs into the kitchen and chuckled when Lando stood behind you and rubbed his head against yours. âAre you as ready as I am?â he mumbled and reached for your hands. âYes I am. Wide awakeâ you told him and slowly turned around to him. âTea? Do you think it will wake you up?â you asked and he hummed. âMaybe a little yeah. But you donât need to make it. All goodâ he said and pressed a kiss to your lips before he slipped past you and got everything from the cupboards.
The tea helped a little to wake up and once you had everything that you could think off, you were making your way to his car again and slipped in the seat. You were hiding your hands in the long sleeves of Landos hoodie watched how the sun was slowly rising. âThis looks so niceâ you mumbled to yourself and Lando nodded. âIt is. But I bet Spain is even betterâ he said and tried to grab your hand but all he found was the empty sleeve. âWhat are you doing?â he laughed and you snorted before getting your hand out again. âI just like to disappearâ you told him and watched the smile on his face as he just drove along.
At the airport you didnât waste a lot of time to make your way to the gate. After you got rid of the suitcases, you were strolling through the security and the food areas and sat down in the corner with a sandwich and more tea. âI think we will regret the hoodie once we are thereâ you mumbled as you ate and Lando hummed. âProbably. But then they can at least see that weâre straight from the UKâ he said and grinned at you as he ate.
Then your flight was on the screen, you were making your way inside quickly and looked up to Lando when he waited in front of your row. âWhat are you waiting for?â you asked as he pointed to the seat. âI thought you would enjoy the window spot moreâ he said and you bit down on your lip with a smile before you sat and pulled Lando next to you. âWhat are your plans for the flight?â he asked while you reached for your headphones in the bag. âI was going to just do some simple musicâ you told him and Lando hummed. âAlone?â he asked again and you chuckled before holding one ear piece out to him. âIf you can handle some quiet musicâ you told him and he smiled while leaning his chin on your shoulder. âYeah I canâ he mumbled and pressed a kiss to your jaw before you tapped on your phone.
The hour passed quicker than you thought and before you knew it, you had your luggage back and made your way out of the airport. You were regretting your hoodie from that moment on and quickly got rid of it as you walked towards one of the taxis.On your way, Lando was sitting in the front and you in the back and you had to hold your laughter back when the taxi driver talked to Lando the whole time. He had no idea what he was saying but he always nodded politely and tried to answer some questions in his way. Every time your laughter came through, Lando was glaring at you and you reached for his shoulder as you tried to calm down.
When the car stopped, you said a quick âthank youâ and got your bags our before Lando was standing next to you and tickled your side. âYou had some fun, huh?â he asked and you laughed as you reached for his hands. âI did. You were so flushed. I just couldnât stopâ you breathed out and reached for his shoulders. âI am sorry but this was so cuteâ you added and pressed a kiss to his cheek. âYeah rightâ he pouted and squeezed your sides. âI will continue to pout but I think we should go insideâ he added and you almost forgot about it. With a quick motion you turned to the house and had to smile wide instantly. "Itâs so prettyâ you mumbled and felt Landos hand along your back. âYeah it isâ he said and pressed a kiss to your head before he made a step forward. âCome on. Letâs have a lookâ.
And as soon as you stepped in, your eyes felt like they were falling out of your head. It was a lovely smaller house that had a mix of modern and Spanish interior in it. Lando was following you with a smile and when you reached the balcony, you were shaking your head. âThis is like. Unbelievable. Thereâs a pool the ocean right there. And itâs so quietâ you mumbled while Lando stood behind you and leaned his head on top of yours. âI thought it was quite nice. If we want action we can go into the city. But for the rest we can just. Relaxâ he said and you nodded. âItâs amazingâ you told him and slowly turned around to him. âI want to have a look at the poolâ you added and Lando grinned before he let you go. âAlright come onâ he said and followed you downstairs again before he watched how you dipped your feet into the water. âOh yeahâ you mumbled and didnât see how Lando was walking up to you from behind. âDo you have your phone with you?â he asked and you shook your head. âItâs in my bag. Why?â you asked but before he answered, you felt how he wrapped his arm around you and pushed you into the water with him. You were squealing as you were back above water and only heard Landos laughing as he wrapped his arms back around you. âYou could have warned meâ you laughed but he just shrugged it off. âWhere is the fun?â he asked with a grin and pulled you back to him. âYou are so sillyâ you chuckled and carefully pushed his hair back. âMaybe sometimes yeahâ he smiled and pressed a kiss to your lips. âHappy holiday, loveâ.
***
The next morning you woke up from the sun and it was the first time that you didnât care about it. The warmth coming from it made you hum quietly while you felt how Lando was moving beside you. âLandoâ you mumbled before you wrapped your arm around him. âStop movingâ you mumbled and hid your face on his arm. âSorryâ he whispered tiredly and pressed his nose into your hair. âJust got so warmâ he mumbled and traced his finger along your lashes. âYeah thatâs trueâ you breathed out and slowly opened your eyes to look at him. âSlept good?â he asked and you nodded against his skin. âVery good. And you?â. âVery good. I think thatâs one of the best sleeps I ever hadâ he said and pressed a kiss to your lips. âDo you want to stay here? Or should we get some breakfast and then go to the beach?â he asked and you frowned. âWhat do you think, huh?â you joked and poked his cheek before you slowly sat up.
Lando was watching you with a wide smile as you got ready with him and as you were done, you were making your way downstairs and watched how he grabbed some things from the fridge. âThey filled it thankfullyâ Lando mumbled and turned to you. âBread? Egg? Tomatoes?â he asked and you smiled at him and hopped on the counter. âYeah sounds perfectâ you whispered and watched him while you snapped some photos of him. âAm I posing good?â he asked and you laughed quietly. âYeah you are. All naturalâ you told him and traced along his neck. âIâll get everything outsideâ you added and collected the plates before you brought everything to the little table.
He followed you after some minutes and placed everything right between the two of you. âThis looks amazingâ you told him and saw the little blush on his face. âI tried my bestâ he smiled and ate with you. You were so concentrated on the food you didnât saw how Lando took some photos this time before he kicked your toes slightly. âStop itâ you laughed and kicked him back. âI just really want to go into the waterâ he pouted and stole the last tomato from your plate. âI mean. I donât want to force youâ he added and quickly looked up to you. âOf course I want toâ you chuckled and got up again. âBut not a chance without sunscreenâ you warned him and grabbed your little bag. âBecause I saw you without it once. And. Never againâ you added and laughed when he tried to grab your leg. âYeah the lobster. I knowâ he said and quickly got up. âI just need your help thenâ he said and wrapped his finger around yours. âI think I can do thatâ you told him and ignored the plates before you took the small path down to the quiet beach.
Only a few people were there when you arrived and right after laying your towel down, Lando was sitting down and you took the chance to play with his hair. âGive me the sunscreen. Come onâ you said quietly and Lando did before he leaned his head back and looked at you. âThank you, loveâ he mumbled and you just smiled at him before you slowly applied it on his back. âStop movingâ you laughed but he only groaned. âI am ticklishâ he said and grabbed your hands when you were on his sides. âI can tellâ you continued to laugh and laid your hand on his shoulders. âI am done now though. All goodâ you told him and sat down in front of him. âNow I can get the revengeâ he said grinned and carefully applied it on your back. But instead of tickling you, you felt how he drew along your skin with his finger.
âWhat did I write?â he asked and you sighed. âI didnât know that you were writing. Again. Pleaseâ you said and he slowly did it. âOkay. Lando. That was easyâ you said and he huffed before he rubbed it in. âAlright. Just waitâ he mumbled and did it again. âLando. I have no idea how many letters that wereâ you said and he grinned. âHa. I thought it was easyâ he joked and you groaned. âIt was a B at the beginning. Thatâs all I knowâ you told him and felt his arm around your hip. âIt was Barcelona. Better luck tomorrowâ he said and drew two stripes on your cheek. âOkay. I will come up with something as wellâ you warned him and laid down next to him to dry up.As you waited to dry, Lando was watching you with a smile and slowly laid his head on top of your arm. You knew what he wanted to achieve with it so you slowly pushed your fingertips through his hair. With a quiet hum he closed his eyes again and you watched him with a smile. He seemed so relaxed and happy which made your heart beat faster.
After some tanning you were starting to get hot so you decided that it was time to go into the water. Thankfully it was the perfect mixture between warm and cold and you were enjoying every second of it. When you decided to go back to your towels, you were the first that laid down which Lando took as an invitation to lay his head on top of your stomach. You chuckled slightly as you looked down to him and shook your head slightly. âWhat is your plan?â you asked while Lando just shrugged his shoulders. âNothing specialâ he mumbled and traced his fingers along your leg. When you saw just his messy curls then, you snapped a quick photo of him and traced along his shoulder. He was humming every now and then when you reached his favourite spot and you couldnât stop the chuckling when he turned to you again. âAre you happy?â Lando asked and all you could do was nod instantly. âOf course I am. Are you?â you asked back and he grinned wide, which made his eyes squint. âVery very happyâ he said and pressed a kiss to your skin.
***
Two days later you were sunbathing on your little terrace in the middle of the day and chuckled when Lando splashed some water on your feet every now and then. âThanks for keeping me coolâ you told him and looked down to him again. âAlways a pleasureâ he said and sat down on the end of your lounger. âCan I ask you something?â he asked already and you hummed while sitting up as well. âYou didâ you joked and watched how he rolled his eyes with a smile. âI just wanted to ask you if you want to go out tonight. If you are up to it. We donât need toâ he rambled and you felt yourself blushing before you leaned your head against his shoulder. âOf course I want toâ you whispered and kissed his cheek. âWhy wouldnât I want to go out?â you smiled and he shrugged his shoulders with a chuckle. âI donât knowâ he answered honestly and held his hand out for you. âI have a proper shirt with me for a reasonâ he added which made you chuckle. âI definitely want to see itâ you told him and played with his hair. âIâll dress up for youâ he winked and leaned against your legs.
Sometime later you were getting out of the shower again and put on one of the longer dresses that you had brought with you. After some light make-up and an easy hairstyle, you were tiptoeing out of the bathroom again and looked at Lando with a smile who was buttoning up his shirt. âWhy are the buttons so smallâ he groaned and you chuckled quietly which made him turn around in just one second. âOh wow you look beautifulâ he blurred out and you blushed instantly while you walked up to him. âYou donât look too bad yourselfâ you smiled and fixed his collar. âI just had a really long fight with these buttonsâ he said with a chuckle and looked at you. âBut it was worth itâ you told him and watched how he traced along your cheek. âYou look really beautifulâ he whispered again and pressed a kiss to your head. âStop making me blushâ you whispered with a smile and hid you face at his shoulder. âCan we take a photo? In the mirror maybe?â he asked and you nodded straight away. âYes pleaseâ you answered and stood beside him while he played around with the camera. âIt would be a lot easier if we were threeâ he mumbled and kissed your cheek again. âWell. It would also be creepyâ you laughed and reached for your purse. âMaybe a little yeah. But do you have everything?â he asked while you reached for his hand. âYes. Got everythingâ you told him and followed him with a smile.
The walk wasnât too long until you reached the little city and once you had found what Lando was looking for, you sat down on the terrace near the ocean with him. âThis is so beautifulâ you mumbled and Lando smiled at you. âYeah it is. But I like my view more. Sorry that was cheesyâ he said and you snorted. âA little but you are too cuteâ you whispered and squeezed his hand while you waited for the menu.
Once you decided on what you wanted, you saw how Lando was looking at his phone for some time and couldnât tell what it meant. âWhatâs so interesting?â you asked and he hummed a little. âI just looked at our photos. And I think I want to post one. If itâs okayâ he said and you looked at him with big eyes. âJust us? Yeah. I mean. Why not?â you told him and tapped on his screen. âWe got nothing to hide do weâ you added and saw the smile on Landos lips. âNah I donât want thatâ he told you and clicked on some photos for he let you chose with him.
Just as the food came you were done, and snapped a quick photo of it where Lando stuck his head into the shot. âYou post the cute stuff. I post the real stuffâ you chuckled and laid your phone to the side again.
After you food, you felt like you were ready to explode but in the best way possible. Lando was quick in paying before you could and held his hands out of you. âShould we end it with a nice walk?â he asked and you took his hands with a nod. âYes pleaseâ you told him and leaned against him as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. âPerfectâ.
You shivered slightly as you walked along the promenade and when Lando felt it, he was quickly reaching for the sweater that he took with him. âAs if I knewâ he smiled and carefully pulled it over your head. âYeah and I knew you knewâ you chuckled and rubbed your arm against his. âThe lights look pretty here. Can we take another photo?â you asked and Lando nodded while he took some of you as you walked to the spot. âStop itâ you chuckled but he didnât until he reached you. âIt looked to goodâ he said before he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and snapped some photos, some more serious than the other ones.
You looked at them on your way back to the house and laughed more and more since you were a little tipsy. As you sat down on the bed, Lando was watching you with a smile and shook his head when he saw how you were struggling with the little band on your shoes. âCome on, loveâ he chuckled and kneeled down before he slowly undid the shoes for you. You were watching him with a tired smile and carefully traced along his hair. âThank you, Landoâ you whispered and wrapped your arms around his neck when he sat up. âNo problemâ he whispered back pulled you closer to him. The longer you looked at him the quicker your heart was beating and you couldnât get your head around how lucky you were to be there with him.
Once you were dressed in just one of his shirts, you slipped back under the sheets and carefully wrapped your arms around his body. âI really loved todayâ you whispered and hummed as Lando played with your hair. âDo did I. A lot. These evenings are my favourite. I wish we could do it every dayâ he said and traced along your lashes like he did so often. âYeah it would be niceâ you whispered and felt how he shifted. âYou know that you are always welcome at my house. You can always come aroundâ he said and you smiled slightly. âI know. Iâll always join you when I have the timeâ you told him and opened your eyes for a second just to see him looking at you already. âI am happy about itâ he smiled and pressed his lips to your cheeks. âSleep now, okay? I think that last wine made you extra sleepyâ he said and you laughed quietly. âYeah it did. Night, Landoâ.
***
When it got to the end of your holiday, Lando brought the idea up to lend one of the little boats on a lake and even though you had no idea if he could handle it, you agreed. You held onto your things as you stepped on the boat and watched how Lando got the last bits of instructions. âI can do thatâ Lando told the guy and laughed with him before he walked over to you and pointed to the side. âI can do it. When anything happens they are there. Itâs just a lakeâ he said and you hummed. âYou can do it yeahâ you smiled and stood behind him as he started the steering.
He was going slow at the start but the more comfortable he was the faster he got and you couldnât stop your laughter when he was almost screaming. âThis is so goodâ he laughed and pulled you to his side. âThere is nobody to race though you knowâ you told him and decided to try it yourself. âWell. Itâs always oneâ he joked and leaned his head against your shoulder as he watched you.When you found a nice spot to stop, you were laying your dress to the side and laid on the little sunbed at the back of the boat. You didnât need to tell Lando twice before he joined you and before you knew it, he had his head back on your stomach. âOne day I will have your head imprint right thereâ you joked and played around with the sunglasses on his nose. âWouldnât that look good?â he asked and hissed jokingly when you hit his arm. âYou would get a revengeâ you told him and intertwined your fingers with him. âI know I wouldâ he said and turned around to face you.
As you saw the smile on his face, you felt how your heart was fluttering again. You were playing with his curls and took a deep breath before you closed your eyes again. âI know you said that I donât need to say thank you. But this is a dream and I appreciate every second of itâ you told him and held his eyes closed when he rolled them with a smile. âDonât do that nowâ you chuckled and squeezed his cheek slightly. âJust thank you. The last months were one of the best I ever hadâ you added and watched how he laid his head right next to yours. âYeah I can only say it back. You take the plane rides to come and see me every weeks. You are okay with me being busy on the weekends. I know it can be a lot but you are okay with it. And it means a lot to meâ he said and pressed a kiss to your cheek. âI know you love your job. I could never say anything against itâ you smiled and wrapped your arm around his shoulder. âI do. But itâs so much better to have you on my sideâ he said and pressed a kiss to your lips. âYou are so cuteâ you whispered and held onto him. âYou know maybe one day you can join me to a race. I can show you aroundâ he said and you bit down on your lip with a smile.
âYeah?â you asked he hummed. âOf course. Maybe Barcelona. Silverstone. My home race. Or Monaco. If I have my place there it will be really niceâ he rambled and you hummed. âYou can get me with Monaco yeahâ you joked and chuckled with him. âKnew itâ he joked back and pressed his nose against yours. âI donât know if this the right moment but I love youâ he whispered quietly and you felt like your heart was going to explode. âI donât think there is a better place than a boat in Spainâ you told him and pressed a kiss to his lips. âI love you too, Landoâ you whispered back and saw how he let out the breath he was holding. âCan you say it again?â he asked and you laughed before you took his head between your hands. âYes. I love you tooâ you said again and laughed when he pulled you on top of him to press a long kiss to your lips. âI think I can listen to this all day nowâ.
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Walking to the paddock with everyone else around you was always one of the most nerve wracking things you had to do when you attended one of Charles races. It didnât matter how often you scanned your pass, your heart was always beating loud in your chest and you didnât even know why. You were playing around with your rings as you followed Charles though the tighter part of the Monaco paddock and hummed when he quietly said your name. âAll good? Is your heart beating less now?â he asked and you smiled slightly. âYeah itâs getting betterâ you told him and saw how he mimicked your smile. âOkay goodâ he said a bit louder and nudged your side to bring you into the direction of his garage.
You were quietly saying a hello here and there when you saw people you knew and smiled at the ground as you followed Charles while carefully holding onto the corner of his shirt so you wouldnât lose him. As you reached his room, you took a deep breath and sat down on the corner of the couch while Charles unpacked his bag. âA lot of people, huh?â he asked and you hummed a little. âA lot more than last year. And Monaco is so much smallerâ you said and chuckled slightly while Charles changed into his team wear. âI know it is but it will always be my favouriteâ he told you and pressed a kiss to your head once he was done. âOh really?â you joked and secured the pass around your neck. âI do love home. Home just doesnât love meâ he said while you watched how he put his cap on. âBut you got a good car this year. This love story could take a turn this yearâ you told him and watched how his shoulders twitched for a second. âI just donât want to get my hopes up too much you knowâ he said and slowly took the hand that you held out for him. âI know. All good. I just have a good feeling thatâs all I am sayingâ you told him and squeezed his hand carefully before getting up again. âI hope that you are rightâ he said and slowly let go of your hand before you made your way out of his room again.
You knew his day would start with interviews and videos so you sat on the side of the team hospitality as they got going. As you watched him laughing with Carlos, you were smiling too and leaned back against the soft couch before you felt a dip beside you. When you turned your head, you saw Isa sitting next to you and you smiled while she pulled you into a quick side hug. âItâs so good to see you againâ she said and you nodded with a smile on your lips. âRight back at you. Itâs been a momentâ you countered and leaned your head against your hand. âLuckily I knew that you would be here this weekend. How is it?â she asked and you nodded again. âAll good. Charles is nervous. He admitted it a little bit but yeah. I am just hoping it will work out this timeâ you told her and she hummed. âYeah I know. But the car is good so I donât think any of us need to worry too muchâ she said and looked back to the boys as you heard them laugh. âI hope you are rightâ.
Once they were done, Charles was looking at you and pointed towards the dining area. With a smile and a quick goodbye to Isa you made your way over to it and watched how Charles was walking up to you. âHad fun?â you asked and he nodded. âYeah. Sometimes itâs a little weird but that one was alrightâ he said and laid his hand on your back for a second before you got some food on your plate.
As you sat down on the little terrace outside, you were letting your eyes wander around as you ate while Charles was chatting with his physio in Italian. You found it hard to understand the connections about what they were saying so you were zooming out a little bit. But after some time, his physio left again and you felt how he traced his little finger against yours. âSorry but itâs always easier in Italianâ he said and you shrugged it off with a chuckle. âOh I know. But I am still not good enough to understand itâ you told him before he chuckled as well. âJust some more seasons and you will get everything about my neck and musclesâ he said and winked at you for a second.
On your way to his garage, Charles was walking next to you again and even with walking so close to him, you were never really holding hands in public. You knew that he wasnât one for it from the start and he knew that you didnât mind it. He was different when you were alone but when you were out, being just close was your thing. You watched him as he got dressed in his racing wear and smiled at him when you saw how he lifted his eyebrows at you. You showed him your crossed fingers with your headphones on and slowly turned to the screen while Charles was making his way out of the garage for his first training session.
You werenât too surprised when he came back on P1 for both sessions but that didnât mean that you werenât happy. You were clapping with everyone as he made his way back from the last season and watched how he accepted the handshakes from everyone.
When he spotted you sitting in the corner of the garage, he was pulling his helmet off and made his way towards you while he couldnât hide the smile on his lips. You were carefully reaching for his hands and squeezed his fingers a little before taking his helmet from his hand. âNever touched a wall. Never got close to one. It looked really goodâ you told him and he nodded while stealing some of your water. âYeah it felt good. It was quite bumpy but I think the others had even more issuesâ he said and looked around. âBut we also need that again tomorrow. So we will seeâ he added and squeezed your hand again.
âDo you want to come to the interviews again? Or do you want to stay here?â he asked and you laid your head to the side. âWell. If you ask me I wouldnât mind to joinâ you told him and he smiled before he pointed to the door. âThen come on, mon amourâ.
You knew it would take him some time to be done but when the sun was slowly setting, you were making your way back with him and hummed quietly to the music that you heard in the streets. The walk to his place wasnât too long thankfully and after some quick dinner, you were watching TV in bed already even when it was still quite early. After some time, you felt how Charles was playing with your rings and fingers so you slowly turned your hand around before he pushed his fingers between yours. âDo you actually think it will work this time?â he asked and you hummed instantly. âYes. Of course. Luck always changes donât worryâ you told him and felt his lips on the side of your head. âI hope you are rightâ he whispered and you hummed. âI always amâ you joked and chuckled when he pushed his nose into your hair. âYeah I shouldnât question you. I knowâ.
***
On Saturday morning you were watching the F2 session from the Ferrari hospitality while Charles was concentrating on his beloved notebook. You watched the frown on his face with a smile slightly kicked his leg to get him out of your thoughts. âDonât you know it by heart now?â you asked and he rolled his eyes with a smile. âBut it helpsâ he mumbled and walked up to your side. âItâs crazy how many people can be in such a small spaceâ you whispered to yourself and felt how his arm brushed against yours. âYeah it is. Too much?â he asked and you shrugged your shoulders. âDepends on it. I just like to watch it from here at the moment. Hectic down thereâ you told him and felt his hand on your back. âOh I know. Trust me. I just donât want the questions right now. They can ask it after qualifyingâ he said and took a step back from the window. âYou are really nervous arenât you?â you carefully asked and he nodded. âKind of. I donât want them to think that I am. Stupid I know but I just want that poleâ he said slowly pushed his hand around your back. âIt will work out. This is your trackâ you told him and carefully pressed a kiss to his cheek. âGive me a real oneâ he whispered and you chuckled slightly before you carefully did. âFor the luck?â you asked and he did. âYeah exactlyâ he mumbled and watched your face. âOh my god donât look so sad. Pleaseâ you chuckled and played with his hands. âYou are the pole man this season. And it will stay like itâ you continued and pointed to the window. âNow come on. Get in that car and continue your P1 thingâ.
During the training session you were rather relaxed but when it got close to qualifying, you noticed how your leg was wobbling more and more. Charles was looking at you for one final time before he drove out of the garage and you showed him your crossed fingers with a smile.
The first two sessions didnât give you a stomach ache at all. You werenât worried about them but when it got to the last session, you had to tale deep breaths. His first try was already a good lap and you tried to relax as much as you could. When you saw everyone on a fast lap, you were holding your breath a little but when the incident with Perez and Carlos came, you felt how your breathing stopped for a second but when it got red flagged you knew it meant that Charles was on pole.
You were clapping to yourself as you watched him return to the pit lane again and when he took his helmet off and took the atmosphere in. He had a wide smile on his face during the interviews and carried the tyre trophy into the garage where everyone was clapping for him all over again. Every mechanic was patting on his back and took the tyre off him so he could soak everything in. When his eyes fell to you, he quickly walked over to you and leaned his head against yours. âI told you this would be itâ you whispered and he grinned slightly as he squeezed your hand. âThis is half of itâ he said and took a deep breath. âI really want to win thisâ he whispered and you nodded. âI know. It will be okay tomorrowâ you told him and heard how some people called his name behind you. âBut now go on. They need you donât they?â you smiled he hummed. âOkay. But then we go home, okay?â he asked and you nodded straight away. âYeah. Go onâ.
With a tired but smiling face, Charles was walking next to you again and hummed as you listened to him talk about his interviews. âI donât think Iâve spoken this many words in a whileâ he chuckled and laid his hand on your back as you stepped into the elevator. âBut I can tell how much calmer you are now. Itâs goodâ you told him and played with his finger. âIt feels a lot easier now. No damage. New engine. I havenât felt this good here in a whileâ he mumbled and pressed a kiss to your head.
When you were laying in bed again, Charles was carefully playing with your hair while you had your eyes closed and pressed against his shoulder. You felt like you were tired from just cheering in the garage and Charles tried not to chuckle at the frown on your face. âDonât laughâ you whispered and pulled the blanket up to your nose. âYou just look so concentrated not to fall asleepâ he said and carefully pulled you closer to him. âBecause I donât want to but I just canât help itâ you yawned and hummed at his lips on your head. âThen sleep. Iâll just watchâ he said before you snorted quietly. âCreep. But Iâll accept itâ you told him and laid your hand over his chest. âGood night, mon amourâ.
***
The track on Sunday was a whole different level on Sunday to before. You saw so many different familiar faces in every garage which made it even crazier to be between all of them. You were holding onto the end of Charles shirt again and tried to keep up with squeezing through the people. In his drivers room you took a deep breath again and shook your head slightly. âCrazy how many people I know. This is so different. Wowâ you rambled and Charles smiled at you. âIf you need some photos. Today is the dayâ he said but you shook your head while he started to change. âYou know I am too awkwardâ you chuckled and played with the little red band on your bag. âDonât be sillyâ he said in a serious tone before he pushed the cap over his head and turned to you.
âI am so nervous. Why am I nervousâ he mumbled and you smiled slightly before you held your hands out like you always did. âItâs home. Itâs different. But you are on the perfect position for the win. It will be goodâ you promised him and felt his lips on your forehead. âI just donât want rain. It will make it so much more difficultâ he mumble while you zipped his suit up. âI know. But it would mean even less chances to overtakeâ you said and he smiled against your head. âWinning with every chance they giveâ you added and pointed to the door. âSo get going. Do your interviews and then. Drive this carâ you smiled and followed him back downstairs.
As you sat in the garage, you were having your fingers crossed as hard as you could but you were met with Charles sooner than you wanted. With the rain delay and the red flag, it took them a while again before there was a chance to race again but when they finally could race again, you were more than happy that Charles could keep his position. But when it got to the first pit stops, you felt the chaos starting in every garage but when you heard and saw what they were doing with Charles you held your breath in. âBox box. No box! No box!â his engineer called but it was too late already. Charles had to wait behind Carlos and in that moment, you heard anger in Charles voice that you never heard before. âWhat the hell were you doing?â he shouted and it sounded like there was nothing that could get his anger down.
When he came back on track in fourth position, you were whispering to yourself over and over again and didnât know if you should take the headphones off or leave them on. Charles wasnât talking on the radio anymore and you knew that he had to hold himself back. When the race came to an earlier end than normally, you were still trying to hear a word from Charles but while the one half was happy about Carlos podium, you were disappointed for him because it was nothing that was in his control.
Once he had parked the car, you watched how he stayed seated for quite a while and when he made his way back to the pits, your heart was beating loud and you didnât know what to do. The first mechanics tried to calm him down but when you heard his anger again, you sighed. âThis is not acceptable. I donât even know what to sayâ Charles said and before his team could say anything else, he was throwing his gloves into the corner before he made his way out of the garage and towards his room.
You didnât know if you should follow him but before you could proper think, your feet had already made up a plan. You were trying to jog up behind him but when you didnât caught up, you slowed down again and walked up to his door. He was swearing under his breath as you slowly opened the door and leaned against the wall again. âI donât want to see anybo-â he started but when he saw you, he stopped talking. You watched how his chest was raising up and down and before you realised, you were walking up to him. âI am so sorryâ you whispered but all he did was shaking his head. âI donât even know what to say. They messed my whole weekend up. Why am I doing all of this when they canât even pit me properly! I could have waited for a whole lap and it would have been fineâ he said through gritted teeth while you carefully laid your hand on his cheek. âIt wasnât your fault. I canât make it any better. I know. But you canât change their mistake. You did everything you couldâ you whispered and slowly traced your fingers along his jaw. âWhy canât anything work out? I could have won this. Easily. Here at home. And now got P4. Itâs nothingâ he breathed out but you shook your head. âP4 still gave you some good points. Please donât be angry. You will be back here again. You will win this one, okay? Please donât be angryâ you whispered and watched how his shoulders dropped. âI just wanted it so badâ he whispered and slowly leaned his forehead against yours. âI know you did. I know. But you did amazing. I am so proud of youâ you told him and wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around your middle. âYou canât be proud of thatâ he said but you just huffed. âI have every right to beâ you told him and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
When you heard a loud knock on the door, you wanted to take your hands away but Charles didnât let you go. âWhat is it?â he asked and you heard his PR team talking about some interviews. When his eyes fell to you again, you nodded carefully before he slowly rubbed over his eyes. âFive minutesâ Charles told them before he pushed his hands into your shirt again. âDonât be angry with them, okay? Please donât. They know that they messed up but you are better than thatâ you told him and drew small circles on his cheek. âI am doing my bestâ he whispered and stayed quiet again while he held onto you.
After some time, he slowly let go of you and brought his eyes back to yours. âAre you coming with me? Please?â he asked and you nodded instantly. âOf course. I will wait thereâ you told him and held onto his hand when he didnât let go of you. Even when he reached his team he didnât let go of your hand. They were talking him through the post-race interviews and all he did was nod the whole time. You knew it wouldnât be easy but when you waited on the side of the camera, you could tell how hard it was for him to keep a neutral face. âWe just move on to Bakuâ were his last words and he said goodbye with a small smile and a nod before he was back at your side. âI just need to do this meeting now. Then we can head homeâ he said and you hummed. âOkay. I will be waiting outsideâ you told him and looked at him with big eyes when he laid his hand on your cheek for a second. âThank youâ he told you quietly and made his way inside while you found Isa and some others to talk to.
When he stepped out of the building again, he was instantly by your side again and took your hand with a pleading look on his face. He wanted to go home. You were quick in saying goodbye to everyone just like he did and as you walked back to his place, he didnât say another word. He simply pushed his bag in the corner of the hallway and dropped down on the couch with his hand covering his face. With silent steps you walked up behind him and carefully laid your hands on his shoulders. âYou get another chance. Donât worryâ you whispered and watched how he lifted his hand and placed it over yours. âIt was just too good to be trueâ he said and looked up to you again. âPlease come hereâ he whispered and carefully pulled at your hand before you sat down next to him.
You were watching his face slowly and could tell how the anger disappeared and how the sadness took over slowly. âI should take a showerâ he said quietly and you hummed while he played with your fingers. âI will cook something in the meantime if you wantâ you told him and he nodded. âI wouldnât mind thatâ he whispered and carefully leaned forward to press a kiss to your lips. âThank youâ he whispered again and slowly got up while pushing his hair back. âI will be quickâ he rambled and slowly walked out of the room while you sighed.
As you were looking for something in the fridge, he took the quick shower serious and before you knew it, he was back in the room and slowly walked up behind you. âCan I help you?â he asked and you shook your head. âYou donât need to. All good. If you want you can cut the peppers but you donât need toâ you told him and before you could finish the sentence, he started to cut them next to you.
Once you had everything in the oven, you turned to him again and took the hand that he held out for you. âPlease come hereâ he whispered and leaned his head on top of yours when you were close enough. âAre you mad at me?â he asked out of the blue and you frowned slightly. âMad? Why should I be mad? Are you serious?â you asked back and he sighed. âI donât know. I just. Yeah I donât knowâ he whispered and you slowly pulled him back to the couch. âI donât have a reason to be mad. This wasnât your fault. You have the right to be angry. And sad. I get it. Please donât worry about itâ you told him and traced along his cheek. âI just want to make it betterâ you added and watched how he closed his eyes. âI know. You are the only one who can do itâ he said and leaned his head against your shoulder, wanting to be as close as possible.
After dinner you were sitting on the couch again but this time, Charles had his head in your lap while his eyes were closed. You were carefully playing with his hair. All of his emotions were mixed with exhaustion and you slowly tapped on his cheek. âI think we should go to bedâ you whispered and Charles slowly turned on his back to look up to you. âYeah maybe we shouldâ he whispered back and sat up again before grabbing your hand and slowly pulling you with him.
When you were laying in bed, Charles pushed his hand under your body to pull you closer to him and carefully traced along your back that was freed from your shirt. You were studying his face almost the whole time and pressed a quick kiss to his jaw. âI am proud of you, you know that right? It doesnât matter what happensâ you whispered and felt how he tensed up for a second. âI donât deserve youâ he whispered back and pressed his nose against your temple. âItâs not about deserving, Charles. I am here no matter what happens on track. You just need to keep that in mindâ you told him and pulled the sheets up. âI do. And I am not taking it for grantedâ he said and pressed some kisses to your head. âCan we stay in here tomorrow? And not do anything expect this?â he asked and you smiled against his chest. âIf you want to. Of course. I am the last one to say noâ you told him and felt his small smile against your cheek. âJe tâaimeâ he whispered before you carefully squeezed his hand. âI love you tooâ.