Hello Brothers and Sisters.

It kinda sucks looking back on how bigoted and stupid I used to be. Like it's crazy how if you'd asked me five years ago if I thought trans women should be aloud to use the women's bathroom I'd probably say no. And sometimes I don't understand how I could've agreed to such bad views.

I remember being 17 back in 2020. And that being the first time I actively chose not to go to church. And it's been almost 4 years exactly in a few months. It's crazy how such a small choice can change your life so much. I remember all the fear mongering they'd do in church about how once you leave you fall into addiction. Lose all your loved ones and so on. But now at 21 I don't regret it at all. For a long time I did miss it. It's hard knowing how to move forward after life in a cult. So the natural thing is to do what's easy. So I guess to any body who's missing the church. Remember it won't give you true freedom. The church leaders will always try to control your thoughts and actions.

You know what’s fucking wild though? The total shift in our mindsets that you could Never explain to a Mormon. My mother was baffled when I told her I was happy after I separated myself from the church, she could not comprehend that I could find purpose without god and yeah it sucks that her happiness will always hinge on religious validation, but ours does not anymore and that’s the most raw feeling of freedom I have ever experienced

A sad thing is when you hear about someone leaving. Only to find out they just joined a different cult. I was just thinking about this cause I heared my cousin and his wife had left the church today. And found out that that's what happened with them.