The Worm That Turns

God can't save a man he didn't make

And that’s hard to believe for myself cause all of my romantic partners made me feel gross about myself. Made me feel gross about being masc and made me feel gross about requiring any sort of physical touch. I spent too much time being treated like complete dog shit. I’m still afraid of touching people and I fucking hate it

But being told I’m attractive and being told I have a good body and look and feel and taste good it’s just a whole new world for me. I’m still scared of how I present, I’m deathly afraid of being soft and sensual because I spent so much time around so many people who treated my every move and intent as sexual assault. It’s made me feel so disgusted about my sexual urges ever since. I’m still trying to unlearn it all and realize they were just a broken person who manipulated me

And that’s hard to believe for myself cause all of my romantic partners made me feel gross about myself. Made me feel gross about being masc and made me feel gross about requiring any sort of physical touch. I spent too much time being treated like complete dog shit. I’m still afraid of touching people and I fucking hate it

Cheers to people in the UK and the US who just have to watch as the far right has both a stranglehold on the country but also appear to be disintegrating from the inside we really are fucked but at least it's funny

Fart so loud your daddy Leave your momma and come suck my dick

God I could really go for a lemon. Surely my neighbors won't miss one from their tree.

“I am not excluded from ‘fuck ‘‘em’ when relevant” is surprisingly powerful as both a statement and philosophy