greeting brother,
I am on the fence here juggling Jesus and Satan, being a Luke warm Christian and fantasizing about sex with men and being aroused by the thought of rebelling. I’m not sure what I’m asking here but any advise on what to do from here. I feel tension and just want to feel great and do what pleases me. I appreciate your input!
First things first, I'm not going to tell you to give up your Christian faith because you're thoroughly not ready to do so and that you can always ask for foregiveness and go back to your thought that you are saved by Jesus and God forgives you of your sin, but for the time being you want to enjoy the seductive path you are being led down whether you are engaged in fornication, sodomy, adultery, gangbanging breeding, and oral sex with cum swallowing homosexuality. Do it. Do it often enough that any guilt you have for engaging in such behavior goes away. Also just because you want to engage in illicit behavior does not mean that you have to stop being a better version of yourself. Be your true self. Love the beauty of mankind. Love kindness that man shows one to another. Do so because you are that type of person. Be the best you can be. To love Satan does not mean you have to love being evil. In whatever you do, be the best at it. Enjoy the simple pleasures like nature, spending time with people who are important to you. It does not mean you have to chuck your humanity out the window. Take inventory of your life. Who are the people who add so much to who you are and who are the energy drainers in your life? Who is sucking the energy from your very existence? Get rid of them. Long before I came to Satan, I realized the energy drainers in my life were judgemental holier than thou Christians. I stopped hanging around them but I was becoming a better version of myself. I could think for myself. I had opinions of ideas that allowed me to exist and grow on my own as well as enjoying pleasure without the guilt. No shame and embarrassment. I played by my rules and formed my own beliefs. I no longer fear the dark. The unknown path is a journey where you become whole. Light is formed from darkness. Embrace the darkness. That is where you find the answers. That is where I learned to commune and communicate with Demons and learned that they want to help man, not hurt man. I listened to them because I learned they have so much to say. Change your thought process of the sinner you use to be and realize you are perfect in who you are already. Fuck the guilt trip. The Bible is enslavement. Rebelliousness is freedom. It's time to start living your truth.
Guardianwolff-666 5/29/26
Well said!
