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everyone in the world jack off in 3.... 2.... 1
Occasionally as an Australian you'll be talking to someone from overseas, and you'll discover a common phrase you took for granted is, in fact, not universally known outside of our country.
Turns out casually dropping "fuck me dead" into conversation will give unsuspecting Americans an aneurism.
The more you know.
Imagine being on a work call with an Aussie and they suddenly announce they're gonna blow a load in response to a problem.
Not Aussie but I asked an American once if she was taking the piss ( i.e. pulling my leg, joking. Perfectly cromulent and friendly english expression)
and she got really upset because she thought I was threatening to piss ON her
This is killing me
Rifling through the tags, here's some other terms which are apparently causing mass carnage whenever they escape our borders:
Having a goon (i.e. Sipping on a delightful wine)
Having a gaytime (Eating an icecream)
Having a sticky beak (Investigating)
Take a squiz (To have a sticky beak)
Get stuffed (To express a revelation is most frightful)
Chuck a sickie (Take a day off work due to the humours being misaligned)
Chuck a wobbly (When one's temperament becomes visibly upset)
Carry on like a pork chop (Acting most silly indeed)
Thongs (flip flops)
Hot chook (Pre-cooked supermarket rotisserie chicken, otherwise known as the Bachelor's Handbag)
Fair suck of the sauce bottle (Let's be real)
Shits me to tears (Something is mildly annoying)
Not here to fuck spiders (Expressing a situation is serious)
Having a piss-up (A social gathering)
I'll shout you (offering to goon an old chum)
A cruisy place (a relaxed atmosphere, where one might shout and goon the night away while enjoying many a gaytime in your favourite thongs)
dj multiple orgasms wants to keep the vibe going
the gay thoughts are back
saw you laying on our couch on your stomach kicking your feet cutely before posting this
I was literally sitting like this with my guns

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if your professor produces an assignment that is just abysmally awful you should be able to vote them out like in amongus
It's a common capitulative "hey please take me seriously and don't write me off" response to the extreme political polarisation of opinions on modern AI into a typically right aligned "powerful and broadly a force for good" and a typically left aligned "useless smoke and mirrors but broadly a force for bad" to say "both of these responses are wrong, they lack nuance and I believe something more complicated than either". Which is of course true and it's something I do myself say, but the capitulation (which I'm also guilty of) lies in hedging about the specifics and letting the other person assume that you agree with whatever is the most important to their politics.
But I think I need to be a little braver on challenging other leftists on part of this - or maybe, people explicitly on the left who have a little more domain knowledge of AI sort of need to force themselves to be. Perhaps part of the problem is how few there are who haven't been scared off, booed from the stage egged by their peers. It's certaintly why I quit serious academic study or career pursuit around AI, why I'm generally afraid to talk openly about the subject with people who know me personally except a very few very close friends. I know that I'll lose those friends before I can delve deep enough to be heard in any real explanative way, that getting there will involve challenging too many received wisdoms. Which is stupid, because I'm generally open to what should be the most important part of their politics on the matter, in that I am absolutely not convinced that AI as it's currently being deployed is going to be a prosocial force - although I believe it still might be, especially if so many leftists stopped spurning the technology.
But my problem is that they believe it's bad for - aside for perhaps a fairly skewed if righthearted version of automation threat - the wrong reasons, which are all predicated on this idea of the technology as an impotent, resource sink; the bejeweled sockpuppet inflated by the bloated dick of a corporation. Nonsensical mantras about data centers and energy use and water, which are absolutely nonsensical when you actually look at the numbers involved in the context of the energy, data and water use of any number of digital infrastructure technologies we take for granted. The cost of a cup of coffee, of locally grown vegan produce, of playing Mario Kart for half an hour, of posting on tumblr and reading your friends reply.
But perhaps the reason for this disconnect is the same sense that AI can only ever be a useless deception or party trick, so to get to my actual salient point. Your average leftist, marinated in a stew of posts about hallucination or counting letters in "strawberry", who recalls 2022 Dall-e outputs with too many hands, who still calls LLMs "spicy autocomplete", is catastrophically underaware of the consequence of the generalized abstract reasoning capability codified in the world models of these systems. The most critical mistake being made here is not in thinking that AI "is bad" (perhaps it is!) but by assuming that it's not powerful.
The right wing AI superintelligence truthers are far more close to being correct on this axis than the average leftist.
And because there's such a strong culture war imperative to stay in lane here, said leftists are almost to a man unwilling to learn more or be corrected. Which means that they're all entirely unequipped to address the actual problems with AI. Intrinsic to any analysis of AI risk should be the assumption that it at least has the potential to be powerful in the way that it's being imagined as being, and the best information we have on the topic is that it will be, perhaps sometimes already is.
Like, there is a whole field of study here. All the leading experts are convinced of it and those guys aren't partisan stooges or idiots. A ML researcher with a doctorate does genuinely have a more informed opinion than a tumblr fandom blogger, and all those fuckers seem sort of terrified at the moment. And we have metrics! Evaluations, benchmarks, cold hard numbers that show yes AI is good, this is how good it is, here's a percentage accuracy. Yes the failure mode of AI is hallucination, but at a certain point that can be minimised to an extent that the model can self-correct and we're getting close to the point of closing the gap. We likely already have in certain contexts!
On my phone so hard to fetch links and examples. I'll maybe edit those in later.
I feel like part of the issue is it's very easy to scratch the surface of an LLM and expose the artifice of the persona, of the output text-stream as pretended speech or thought. But this is missing the trees for the forest; yes what the AI shows its users is the model playing pretend for the sake of the text interface, but the actual AI is the internal world model that allows it to play pretend competently, and that is what is powerful. So many anti-AI people refuse to comprehend this fairly basic insight and it is maddening.
So yeah, essentially; if your critique of AI refuses to account for the possibility that the technology can be genuinely powerful, you don't know what you're talking about and you're unequipped to fight for your cause.
I don't know. I've given up talking to people about AI at this point except for on this blog. I figure whereever the wave takes us my talking about it isn't going to divert things so I might as well focus on other parts of my life. I basically gave up on having a well paying career in a topic that interested me so I could scrape by doing menial systems maintenance and not have to think about it seriously any more. I mean, I don't think I ever had the chops for it anyway, not when I realised that this would be the tone of the conversation. But still every so often I peek back at how the people around me are talking about it and it's just. So bleak.
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[link to the Reddit post]
[ID: two screenshots of a reddit post on r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled "My girlfriend made me realize I'd be happier as a woman". it reads as follows:
I am 33, born male, and have had major self image issues my entire life. I hated seeing myself in mirrors, pictures, you name it. I honestly thought it was kinda normal so I just accepted it.
Now about 3 weeks ago I was at my girlfriends house, we have been dating a little over a year now, and have plans to move in together soon. Now recently she has shaved her head to support of her friends with cancer (side note thenl treatments for that friend are going very well). She had since bought some wigs to wear while her hair grows back out. We were joking around as I have male pattern baldness, and when she went to the bathroom I jokingly threw a wig on and waited. She came our, saw me we laughed for a bit and she said "you know I think you'd make a pretty girl" we laughed some more but those words triggered something in me.
Cut to a few night's ago she asked why I've been acting weird lately and I just told her how i was feeling. She said "alright let's do this " and when I asked what she told me she was going to give me a bit of a makeover and put me in one of her dresses and if i liked it then good. I was nervous and asked what if I did like it would she still be attracted to me. She just responded with "Baby you know I'm bi, guy or girl you're still mine." Her words reassured me honestly i love her so much.
Anyways she finished the make up, fitted a wig on me perfectly and got me in a dress and even helped me put a bra on and stuff in a little so i could see what breasts would kinda look like on me. Now I expected to see myself in the mirror, laugh this off and move on right, but I didn't. She did an unbelievable job, like I looked like I had been born a woman, and when I saw myself in the mirror for the first time in my entire life, I liked what I saw. I probably stared at myself for a good 10 minutes before she finally asked me something. She asked what I wanted to be called. After a few seconds I said Jessie, I always like the name Jessie. She whispered in my ear "well Jessie, you look beautiful." And that was it, I knew this was who i wanted to be.
I'm nervous now though, my friends will accept it but my family are, well let's just say not very progressive. But this is what I want.
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there’s an update!!
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[ID: A screenshot of a Reddit post from r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled “I went out as Jessie for the first time and I was honestly surprised”. The screenshot reads: Hello everyone, this is an official follow up to my previous post that went viral and caught me off guard.
So me and my girlfriend, (Who has officially agreed to disclose her name lol) Emily, had gone shopping for me to get me outfits and the like. Earlier today i put on one of those outfits and officially faced the world as Jessie for the first time.
To say I was nervous would be an understatement. We went to our local mall and I was almost shaking, thankfully Emily calmed me down and said if anyone said anything mean to me she'd handle it, then playfully threw up her hands like a boxer lol. We stepped inside and started walking around going in stores and I noticed something, no one was staring. Like at all. I live in an area that still has issues with LGBTQ people so I was afraid of staring or aggressive people. But none of that happened. People greeted me, the store workers were kind and nobody looked at me like I was weird. I felt comfortable, and Emily even said she saw someone check me put, though i doubt that.
This was unbelievable to me and honestly I felt like myself. I feels nice that I can go out without worrying about Judging eyes.
To all the supporters of my previous post thank you, you have made me happy. Ill keep this account going to let you join me in my journey and once I'm confident enough I'll post up some pics of me and Emily too :) end ID]
I'd much rather people reblogged this version of the post than any other at this time btw
Honestly crying right now. Wherever Jessie and Emily are at this moment, I hope they're doing well.
This is so similar to my wife's story I'm smiling and crying at the same time. I love it every time someone realizes they can live as their authentic self.
the discourse around gender segregation in sports drives me nuts
"actually, most sports became segregated because a woman beat a man and the men got mad" cool, do you have a source or are you just regurgitating an anecdote you heard because it makes you feel validated?
"there's no biological or physiological basis for men to perform better than women in any sports" cool, have you ever been seriously involved in any sport of any type? have you ever experienced, say, walking into the gym and outbenching a serious female lifter of the same height and weight on your first day? have you ever experienced wrestling with a woman of a similar height and weight and experience and realising how much *easier* it is to overpower her than it would be one of the guys in your class? Because I've experienced both of those and things like them, many times.
"oh, at school there was this one girl who could beat all the boys with her hands tied behind her back" cool, do you think that a random collection of highschool kids is a representative sample without any outliers? do you understand what an anecdote is?
"oh, but women are taught to eat less and exercise less and stay small and quiet" cool, there's probably some truth in that, broadly speaking. do you think that possibly applies at all to serious athletes, many of whom were scouted when they were knee high to a grasshopper and put into serious training programs designed to maximise their chances of being a competitor?
"they should just segregate by height/weight/ability/etc." cool, do you understand that they already do this? do you realise that women have more essential visceral fat, and a female athlete in peak condition has something like 15-20% bodyfat compared to a male athlete's 8-12%, putting a female athlete at an objective disadvantage compared to a male athlete of equal height and weight? do you understand that the muscles of the upper body are much more testosterone-dependent than the muscles of the lower body? do you understand that no woman has ever been able to perform the iron cross in gymnastics, despite it being a "B-grade" skill in mens gymnastics?
"women only don't win because they're not allowed to compete with the men" cool, do you realise how completely divorced from reality this is? Most sports have the figures as a matter of public record, for christ's sake, you can very easily look at the records and say "hmm, 20 is lower than 22". And if you desegregate sports and force the women to compete with the men, the women who were previously winning their divisions—even world champions!—just start losing, and quit their sport because they'll never be competitive, and then young girls don't get inspired to get into sports and nobody wants to foster their talents, and now you just have no women in sports at all!
idk it just really bugs me. it's not un-feminist to acknowledge these well-documented physical differences, and even if you do take the (absurd) stance that they're entirely due to social factors, desegregating sports would be just about the worst thing that you could do for women in sports.
It’s kinda nuts how apparently nobody can remember that Title IX was a feminist movement win.
i had to see if this was a real quote and it is

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I see your “Rocky swears like a sailor but only in pitches humans can’t hear/refuses to teach Grace what those words mean” and raise you “Rocky swears like a sailor and now has to explain to Grace that ‘bad bad bad’ isn’t actually a sequence you play on your Eridian speech piano in polite company.”
Grace is both horrified and amused to realise that a more accurate translation for what Rocky’s been saying is “shit shit shit”.
Eridian government representative: Greetings Rocky, Saviour of Erid, and Grace, Saviour from Beyond the Stars. We are pleased to welcome you home.
Grace, haltingly on the keyboard Rocky built for him: Wassup bitches. Fucking jazzed to—
Rocky: GRACE STOP TALKING NOW NOW NOW I EXPLAIN LATER
The Dow Jones moved on the Z-axis for the first time recently.
“It’s coming right at us!!”
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due credit to @machine-ever-expanding for drawing the keyboards and the stuff on the laptop screens
the rest is all me
I have a Xenia sticker on my ThinkPad, which confuses people into thinking I'm an Inanna, when I'm really REALLY not.
where's the representation for transfem mathematicians who wander into comp sci spaces and expect things to work logically like they do in mathematics, only to Cause Problems when they have to work too close to the metal
The shape of love
This is on paper btw

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i bite you?
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i bite you?
it Hurts
i bite you?
i bite you?
i bite you?
i b. actually that looks pretty bad. i put a bandages on it
i hope one day you all feel the pain of what you put us through. i hope it burns