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i need 1,000,000 tattoos and a sword and to built shit outta metal and to become very stable and generous and reliable and breathe out in the far deep forests and the sea and feel the waves and the wind and the tall grasses and the brambles and the cool stone and the cool dirt and the hot metal and breathe fire and wield the flames and ride a motorcycle and get fucked in the ass ten thousand times per week and spend time with my friends watching stupid movies and talking and hanging out in abandoned buildings and old tunnels and the caves of the drains and grow plants and pet cats and take naps and get punched and tell jokes and do things with a heart of whimsy and never tell a lie and be myself and be a sexy lady with a secret and a cool outfit of cheap clothes

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

Last time this came around I showed my three year old and he said "He's little like me!" and stared for a whole minute (v. Long in toddler time).

My little siblings are crying in my arms. My mother is in intensive care. I have anemia. My father is dead.

Please share!!