Clinically Fucked

Being an adult and trying to make friends feels so underwhelming. Like is this it?

I can't function like a normal human being. I can't even handle mild disappointment. I'm sitting here expecting people to live up to my expectations, but no one can handle it. I'm the only person who fits the bill and I fucking hate myself anyways.

Shut the fuck up

You could kill me if you wanted to

Addiction gene is begging for a vice or two. Still think about those painkillers I took at 16

I wanna unleash 20 years of building rage onto your father

You're gonna get bored soon

It'll be over soon. I can feel it.

I feel like there's nothing I can do to save myself

You can't even handle a couple posts, how the hell are you going to handle it in person?

You can't handle me any better than he could

Why am I not allowed to talk about what your ex best friend did to me? It makes you so uncomfortable that I just don't get to speak about it anymore? You don't like thinking about the fact that someone else had me, when all I'm trying to talk about is how badly they ruined my mental health. How is that fair? Why do I have to protect your ego?

"Show me your posts, I wanna see" and you don't even make it halfway through before you're too uncomfortable to continue

Why is it so hard to let them sleep

I just want my bf to worship me, but I gotta be a normal person about it like,, ugh.