we are gay-ass emo dolls and this is our gay-ass emo blog
raana's blog
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ふふーん♫
expect lots of reblogs, venting, nonsense
non-racialised (i.e. white)
aspiring marxist-leninist
interests: anime (usually about girls and their affection for other girls interesting women), video games, photography, manga scanlation (here's a list of stuff we've worked on)
asks and DMs okay but be niceys!
i have a bluesky too! it's nice to have somewhere tumblr can't kick me off of :)
as of june 2026 i now have a sideblog @pluralfuckernyamu where i roleplay as yuutenji nyamu from ave mujica if she was really weird and gross about plural girls. it's a swamp where i dump many of my disgusting intrusive horny thoughts, and shouldn't be taken seriously
as of july 2026 i also have a sideblog @ikka-dumb-rock where i roleplay as suga raika from ikka dumb rock. not sure about the direction of the blog atm
the short free visual novel Z.A.T.O. // I Love the World and Everything In It will probably make you feel something again. here's more details if light spoilers are fine. please play it, for me <3
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today I went to chichibu. this is going to be a long post.
it's not as nice with the phlox not in bloom, but the mountains were really impressive. incidentally, moss phlox is native to north america, not japan, but they're called 芝桜 (shibazakura, "turf sakura") here and enjoyed alongside the regular sakura. this section of hitsujiyama park is a local attraction, and being here in person I learned something important:
true to its name, hitsujiyama has sheep!! everything that happened in chapter 1 happened less than 50 meters away from a paddock full of sheep.
speaking of which, here's the bench.
I also went to hashidate limestone cave, which is a short train ride south of chichibu station.
I learned looking it up after that that fork in the road also shows up in non non biyori. as does this bucket, which I fortuitously took a picture of:
impressive that this same blue plastic bucket has been sitting here for over 15 years.
photos aren't allowed inside the cave itself. I'm not claustrophobic, as I've learned, but Jinglan's reaction is entirely understandable. it's very wet. you will get dripped on. the floors are uneven and slippery, and the passageways frequently require you to stoop or even crawl. when you finally get to the end you're met with a series of ladders, and one extremely steep "staircase" carved into the limestone, each of which leads to a smaller, less inviting hole to clamber through than the last. great fun.
I walked by mahollo bar, but I don't care for beer, so I didn't go in. I did enjoy hey's sketch on the sign asking that fans be mindful of taking photographs when other patrons are inside, though.
the sake store is also right down the street. I was hoping to maybe buy a bottle of 巨峰 (the rosé botan and ibuki drank), but unsurprisingly it's sold out. most likely until next year, according to the lady at the store.
if I were really dedicated I would have stayed overnight in the hostel and then taken the bus another two hours to mitsumine shrine in the morning, but I'll save that for if I ever come back here when the shibazakura are in bloom.
if you're interested in seeing that, though, there's a very thorough post about it here (I also borrowed most of the screenshots here from his blog).
bonus: if you walk another two kilometers or so south from the cave, you can see the urayamaguchi dam:
it's the tallest structure in the entire valley by a wide margin. higurashi type of situation.
on your way out of chichibu, you can buy a selection of drinks featured in the story at the station shop:
I don't drink much or often so it's hard to justify buying alcohol when it's not a gift, but...
a new dangerous trend is sweeping the nation. kids online are purchasing horse drugs under the guise of a game called "Uma Musume." Type "pk;m new tachyon" into your discord server to learn more
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From my end, I quite like the power fantasy of compelling obedience.
Like, getting to watch it spend several minutes stumbling over its own words.
Explaining how it thinks it feels and how it's struggling to know how it feels. It's just so unsure and it doesn't know what it wants. Maybe it doesn't even think it wants this, it's concerned and worried and anxious. And, in the first place, it's not like I really have any power over it. It doesn't have to do anything I say and so it doesn't really matter what I have to say because it can do whatever it wants.
Then in a gentle but commanding voice I tell it to tell me that it really likes being here.
And it takes a few seconds. I watch it as it puts the words together. Make intentional eye contact. Just a bit of added pressure. Not speaking. Just waiting. And it manages to say it. And I smile and praise it a little.
Then I tell it to tell me that it's actually so very excited for me to tell it what to do, for me to touch it and play with it, and for it to get to be my toy.
And, a little bit faster with each order and more confident in its responses, it repeats each thing I tell it to say. Stumbling between them, looking away from me, and occasionally rubbing its knees together and making cute little noises.
And then maybe I tell it to hold still, or maybe I tell it to lean in, or maybe I don't even touch it and just tell it what to do each step of the way. But I get to do whatever I want with it, and it gets to do exactly what I tell it to. And that's quite lovely.
making out with the girl a decade older than you and making her call you mom is always the right thing to do. and make sure she knows you're the one in charge at all times ok?
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