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expect lots of reblogs, venting, nonsense
interests: anime (usually about girls and their affection for other girls interesting women), video games, photography, manga scanlation (here's a list of stuff we've worked on)
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here's a post featuring other places you can find us, as a backup or whatever
as of june 2026 i now have a sideblog @pluralchasernyamu where i roleplay as yuutenji nyamu from ave mujica if she was really weird and gross about plural girls. it's a swamp where i dump many of my disgusting intrusive horny thoughts, and shouldn't be taken seriously
the short free visual novel Z.A.T.O. // I Love the World and Everything In It will probably make you feel something again. here's more details if light spoilers are fine. please play it, for me <3
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It should have been obvious that after Bridget discourse being the playbook for every “totally not a trans woman” character discourse that Bridget discourse would also be the playbook for every “actually that character is undeniably a trans woman” discourse that follows the first. Not that it happens as often, but of course it would go the same way.
for the record the new playbook is that once it becomes nearly impossible to deny the character is a trans woman (although some will still try) the discourse will become about how shes actually a bad character and overrated and you should care about this cis gay boy instead.
there are as of yet only so many characters whom the second pattern has happened too because its still rare for characters to go from trans women but not explicitly to it being explicit or otherwise being undeniable. but the few times it has happened it follows this playbook exactly. obviously bridget, but it also happened with mizuki project sekai and its happening now with jax. this is the pattern going forward.
doll girl who sits/stays in one spot and doesnt talk or move much. shes able to turn her head and look at you to watch emotionlessly and blinks and stuff. you can move her arms and dress her up and she's cery co-operative if you want to move her or put cutethings on her. sshe moves and takes care of herself when you leave the room so that you dont ever see her eat or charge herself or clean herself but its clear she does do those things and sometimes she'll be wearing something dofferent in the mornings and she doesnt really think or feel but you buy her new cute outfits because its important mostly youre doing it for yourselfebcause she doesnt really react to much of anything and saying that "she probably likes the new outfits" is ascribing too much humanity that she clearly is lackimg
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But first, I love how many abbreviations of "MyGO / Ave Mujica" there are, and yours is a new one for my collection! Tumblr seems to favour AveMyGO but my personal favourite is from the tags of a Pixiv fanart, MyMuji (マイムジ) which is probably the shortest abbreviation both in English and Japanese that sounds really good.
Anyway.
To start things off, I'll loosely define plural as, 'having some of a number of different plural experiences. Anywhere from the most overt plural stuff, "someone shows up and wants a different name and to be percieved and treated entirely differently", memory gaps, seperate internal voices, etc. - to the more mundane potential plural experiences where someone might be conceptualising themselves as containing multiple modes/parts/etc. without even necessarily describing this as plural.'
That's from A System's Guide. It's a broad definition that accounts for everything from multiple self-aware entities in a single brain (e.g. Mutsumi and Mortis) to wearing different masks (e.g. Sakiko playing Oblivionis) and adopting different modes (e.g. Soyo acting as "the mum friend" at times).
You might be thinking, "Wait, doesn't everyone fall under this definition of plurality now and then?" and you would be absolutely right. Plurality is a simply a label and a lens through which we can interpret people's experiences. It's not inherently a disorder, it's not uncommon, and it's not a curse (or a blessing).
Sumita Mana
Mana is one half of Sumimi, the duo idol group formed by her and Uika. We don't see much of her so there's not a lot to work with. As an idol, her work and non-work personas are probably a little bit different, but that's boring stuff we all know.
Truth is, I only included her so I could mention dollbandcry's joke, "#mana-chan gets an uika and cant figure out why shes not like her groupmate…" The idea of Mana forming an introject based on her impression of Uika and it not matching the real- I mean fake Uika is really funny.
Shiina Taki
Taki is, in a word, stressed. She's a self-sacrificing workaholic and a young maiden in love. However, she's unable to confess to Tomori due to her inferiority complex. Her stress and emotional turmoil creates the perfect conditions for her to become plural, and I think becoming so would change her life completely.
The new headmate not knowing how to drum or compose, not being head over heels for Tomori, or not having an inferiority complex… She'd be totally unrecognisable. It'd also be really really cute. Imagine Taki's flustered face as she finds out what embarrassing or humiliating things her other self has been up to! What if she even confesses to Tomori? Being cucked by Anon is hilarious, but being cucked by her own headmate is gut-bustingly good. Ultimately, having MyGO (and Umiri) at her back means she'll eventually adjust to it.
Chihaya Anon
Anon is a girl desperate for acknowlegement and genuine friendship. She thought she needed popularity for those, but Tomori taught her she didn't. Despite having learned her lesson, she's still full of herself in a really charming and cute way! In fact she's so cute that whenever I think about her I kinda just start thinking like her and writing like her? It's sorta weird but cool at the same time… I just love Anon! Some say she's annoying but they can all die in a fire 🩷
Anyway, plurality. I think it'd be funny if Anon keeps introjecting herself because she's just that self-absorbed. On a more serious note, a grouchy or shy version of Anon would add some complexity to her relationships with her band members, especially Taki and Soyo. I think sometimes it can be hard to open up to someone who's rarely outwardly grumpy, so grumpy Anon could help. At least, that's how I feel.
I also want to touch on the "spreading my spores" meme. My pocket of the internet contains a lot of plural transfem anime fans. That means these people are more likely than the average person to: create headmates, have very low self-esteem, and watch AveMyGO. This makes them very susceptible to ANON-19, aka Anon spores. Symptoms include: higher self-esteem, the desire to dye one's hair pink, and being really cute and sweet. There is no cure.
Takamatsu Tomori
Tomori is a wonderful girl who can't or doesn't want to mask her autistic traits. She deserves the world. She's had it drilled into her that her interests and feelings are strange, even creepy. Nobody in her class wanted to be friends with her except Anon, and she only wanted her because she was the only one not already in a band.
Tomori is eventually able to express herself through song, and ends up attracting lifelong friends. So… what if she became plural? Well, everyone would notice her lyrics are very different from usual. As a result of feeling even less human, the lyrics would be sadder and less encouraging. She also might feel rage at all the unfairness she's tolerated until now. It might become an emo band and that's awesome. I really really want to see that in season 3.
Kaname Raana
Raana is Raana. She knows exactly who she is and what she likes and I don't think that will ever change. Play guitar, eat matcha, kiss interesting women. Girl's got her whole life figured out and she's not even in high school yet.
Jokes aside, Raana's movie-exclusive backstory shows that Raana is autistic like Tomori but also uncompromising. If she can't play at SPACE, RiNG, or somewhere else that feels at home, she refuses to play at all.
Raana is also very cat-like, with a sensitive tongue and a sixth sense that clues her in to Mortis' existence (my Watsonian explanation is that Raana spends a lot of time around cats and is therefore an expert at noticing small changes in body language, even if she can't interpret them. She probably saw Mutsumi performing in CRYCHIC at some point and so she could spot some differences between her and Mortis).
I headcanon Raana as a therian, someone identifying as more animal than human (yes I know humans are animals, you know what I mean). That's somewhat related to plurality I think, and frequently co-occurs with it, as a lot of headmates don't see themselves in their physical body. Raana's simple outlook on life allowed her to look past all the band drama and see Mortis as just another girl, and so they became fast friends. I don't know if Raana is plural, but I know she'd be very popular with anyone who is.
Nagasaki Soyo
Soyo is hard to write about. I think it's because the traits of hers I relate to are things I don't like thinking about. Soyo would really benefit from being able to detach herself from her role of "the mum friend" or in more serious terms her parentification, and plurality is one way to go about that. She'd also really benefit from age regression. It's too hard for me to write anything more about her.
Wakaba Mutsumi
Mutsumi very clearly has DID so let's skip over most of the analysis or I'll be writing this for weeks (I know that DID is a diagnosis Mutsumi almost certainly hasn't received but here I'm treating it as a shorthand for the list of symptoms itself).
Mutsumi, or more specifically the one Mortis calls "Mutsumi-chan", is a girl who fell in love with guitar. After picking up this one (1) personality trait, all her other headmates more or less went dormant, save for Mortis, who acted as her protector.
Like Tomori, Mutsumi has great trouble expressing herself, but unlike Tomori, Mutsumi was exploited by her family, the press, and yes, Sakiko too. Under extreme pressure, she eventually let Mortis take over for her, and Mortis rightfully gives the middle finger to Sakiko and her band of try-hards for failing to notice Mutsumi's discomfort.
For Mutsumi, plurality was the only way to survive under all those expectations, and having someone around to communicate for her is a huge plus too. That said, it's still a coping mechanism and I hope she doesn't have to lean on Mortis too much in the future.
Mortis
Mortis is a super interesting character. She declares herself Mutsumi's protector and does an excellent job, but after a certain point, what Mutsumi wants, what Mortis thinks Mutsumi wants, and what Mortis wants all fall out of alignment. It's a truly humanising depiction of DID. It's common for someone to start out firmly attached to some system role or idea of who they should or need to be, only to later realise that having your own wants, needs, hopes, fears, hobbies/tastes, and relationships is… kind of wonderful actually.
Honestly, I don't think Mortis will make it to the end of season 3, if only because Mutsumi no longer having DID could be used as evidence of her character growth. I can only hope they merge/integrate instead at the very least. Ahhh… I should savour this short time while their fate is still up in the air… Well, post-anime stories do exist already but I've been avoiding them.
On a personal note, I once had two headmates, one very scared and one her protector. Exactly like Mutsumi and Mortis. They're gone now. So, I'll probably be inconsolable during season 3 ahaha…
Yuutenji Nyamu
Nyamu has grown on me a lot. I initially despised her for ruining Sakiko's plans but after watching everyone else also ruin Sakiko's plans I forgave her and realised she's actually kinda #awesome.
Nyamu is a popular beauty influencer going by "Nyamuchi" which I suppose counts as a mask in the same way being an idol does. She wears a disguise to avoid unwanted attention, but with the white wide-brimmed hat and large shades she may as well be screaming, "I'm an undercover celebrity!" and that's super funny to me.
Nyamu became obsessed with Mutsumi's "acting" (mental breakdown on stage) and then with Mortis' "acting" (she's been performing her entire life as a matter of survival). That obsession turned into a messy confession and she got rejected immediately ("I wish you'd said that to Mutsumi-chan instead").
Nyamu's obsession with plural girls would make for a great ironic twist of becoming plural herself. Only problem is… there's really no sauce here. Nyamu's never too conflicted about anything, nor is she under enough stress to make it likely to happen. She's pretty honest and takes things in stride, despite complaining about them the entire time. She already contrasts Sakiko and Mortis really well, so a contrasting person in her head would be kind of redundant.
Yahata Umiri
Umiri once had friends who abandoned her for being too controlling of their band, and she carries that trauma with her even to this day. She joined thirty bands to avoid being abandoned again, only to later realise this made her unreliable and unable to care for individual bands and their members. Upon realising her mistake, she quit every band and fought for Ave Mujica's reformation with everything she had.
Yeah, she's a really cute mess. Is she plural? She doesn't really get a lot of focus, so it's hard to say. Maybe she has an ASMR-style voice in her head calling her trustworthy over and over. If not, I volunteer.
Misumi Uika
Uika, also known as Hatsune, is a girl with far too many tangled thoughts in her head. Does she have an inner council of Hatsunes debating the best way to stay in Sakiko's good books? Absolutely. Are some of them puppies? Of course. Does she have a Sakiko introject? I… don't want to think about that.
Jokes aside, Hatsune has so much inner conflict, intrusive thoughts, and obfuscated/repressed personality traits that I simply cannot accept the idea that she has a unified sense of self. She wants to meticulously craft and tune the perfect personality for Sakiko and leave everything else behind.
That said, Sakiko calls her Hatsune when they're alone together. Hatsune becomes Uika, but Sakiko wants Hatsune. And I don't think Uika knows how to be Hatsune again… Also she's TMA and if you disagree I'll push you down the stairs.
Togawa Sakiko
Sakiko is a girl whose life is turned upside down in an instant. She's a workaholic under immense stress comparable only to Mutsumi's. I'm sure there are plenty of times she'd rather have someone else take over for her. She plays "Oblivionis" and her solution to every problem is to run away and try to forget.
All those things make it more likely she'd form new headmates. But unlike Taki, I don't think her workload would permit a graceful adjustment to plurality. So many people rely on her for so many different things, so she better keep her new headmates in line or the small kingdom she's built for Ave Mujica will all come crashing down again.
Final Remarks
Wow, what a dour note to end on! Let me try to think of something nice…
The stories of It's MyGO!!!!! and Ave Mujica explore feelings of inhumanity in a melodramatic but ultimately kindhearted way. Taki feels subhuman due to her inferiority complex, Soyo also does due to her parentification, Anon found herself surrounded and suffocated by blatant racism, Tomori and Raana are clearly autistic (so are most of AveMyGO but these two were probably treated the most poorly), Mutsumi and Mortis were exploited as young children, Umiri is still trying to redeem herself for a blunder made years ago (#justTMAthings), Hatsune is Hatsune and Sakiko is Sakiko.
They all feel inhuman but nevertheless they still manage to find connection and hope through their bands. Some I know are plural, some I think are plural, and most would benefit from being plural.
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Murder is scary bc a lot of video games are about doing murders, so if someone does murders irl then it could lead to them becoming a gamer. You're literally becoming desensitized to gaming when you do murders.
Fourteen years and six months ago, he dressed up as a grandmother for Halloween. Nine years ago, he dug soccer socks out of her drawer and secretly pretended to be a girl in the mirror. Six years and one month ago he decided to start growing her hair out. Five years and nine months ago he used faceapp to see what she'd look like as a girl. Two years and ten months ago he worked up the courage to ask her friend to borrow a skirt, and did some math for a friend in exchange for thigh highs secretly sent to a friend's house to be collected covertly. Two years and four months ago he worse them around others for the first time at a furry convention. One year and four months ago they did it again. Ten months ago, they went out with a girl friend and bought an outfit she could actually wear out in public; eight months ago, they worked up the courage to actually do it at a park in Astoria, though far away from anyone they knew well. Seven months ago they put a large chunk of her savings towards laser. Six months ago she painted her nails for the first time and wore it to class; a week later she wore makeup and an androgynous top as well. Six months ago she also procured bra buds from a fellow transfem and wore them to a club meeting, to absolutely no odd reactions from any close friends. Five months ago she changed her public accounts' pronouns, and accidentally outed herself to her family. Four months ago she started an internship and took the trans flag off her bag; three months ago she put it back. One month ago she went shopping for a nice outfit with another girl friend. One week ago she took a friend out for his 21st and wore her dress to a bar just off the university she goes to, braving the judgement of her actual classmates.
In two months and three days, she will make a decision. The natural next step.
She is not ready. She is not out, she is not sure, she has not begun to live her life as her.