my blog’s theme is me. a compilation of every single thing i love. every interest. every musing. and everything in between.

I need to taste my name in your mouth, like it belongs only to you, forever.

what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

Being able to go in depth in a conversation with someone is essential

i don’t want something anyone can have

i’m loyal cause it’s in me, not cause i need you.

I am a little obsessive, I just want to inhale you until you’re part of me, my bad.

i promise you it’s always gonna be the little things for me

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

sick to my fucking stomach for all the times i begged to be loved and seen by anyone lmao

Not sure I'm cute enough to get away with being this mentally ill