Sickening. | Chapter Three
Day Three
Farmers pov
April 11th
Year 01
2026
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TW MENTION OF SH!
“Lord, it's been a long morning” she says, dragging her pickaxe behind her “You know, I think I'll go to the bathhouse today to actually clean up. I fucking stink. But first I should probably stop by sams, or penny’s to see if they know anyone who can get me some wifi.”
She walks back to her house from the east side of her farm to put up her tools, grab her clothes for the bathhouse later, and her phone. She walks into the kitchen to grab her charger from a box before leaving.
“Welp, there's everything I guess.” she says. “I should get going now, three stops means about 2 hours of walking.. The first two stops will take the first hour and then it might be four if there is someone. Ughh..” she starts walking towards Penny's house. She arrives 30 minutes later and knocks on her door. Penny opens the door and greets the farmer. “Hey penny, I was just wondering if you knew anyone who can maybe get me wifi or like data?” y/n says. “Oh, uhm.. Hmm. I actually don't think so y/n. I'm sorry.” Penny responds.
“Well damn, alright. Thanks anyway penny!” The farmer walks off while waving.
“Okay down to sams now.” on the walk to sams she notices sam and seb are actually standing at the bridge just in front of Penny's “oh my god yes. I don't have to walk as far now!” she sprints towards sam and seb “hey sam!”
Sam looks over to the farmer and waves. “Oh hey! What's up?”
“I was just wondering if maybe you knew someone in town who could get me data or wifi. I see you using your phone all the time so I kind of assumed you knew someone.”
“Oh well, actually I do! And that guy is right beside me. The mystical, magical, Sebastian!”
Sebastian looks at Sam with an annoyed frown.
“.. I guess I can hook you up.” seb says.
‘Oh! Really?” she digs in her backpack for her phone and charger “Here! Just take it and do what you need, isn't your mom Robin?”
Sebastian gives her an angry glare. “Yes. she is. I'll have her give this back when I'm done… and don't ask me any more personal questions from here on out though.”
“Uhm.. okay?” She hands him the phone “well, uhh.. It was nice seeing you two, I guess..? Actually it was nice seeing you, Sam. Stay safe!” she turns away and starts her journey to the bathhouse
One hour later
She arrives at the bath house. “Finally, I'm here. I've been dreaming of this for days.”
she rushes through the door to the women's locker room and strips “It's actually kind of eerie in here. I didn't think it would be this quiet, I can hear every drip of water hit the floor..”
she walks to the showers and turns on the water “augh.. This is.. Nice..” she finishes her shower 30 minutes later, turns the water off and walks back to the locker room “I guess I didn’t realize I don’t own any towels. Looks like I'll be putting on my clothes while still wet.” she grabs her pjs, underwear, and socks out of her backpack “this is gonna be a great walk home” she slips on her clothes, and shoes, gathers her things and walks out of the locker rooms to the lobby of the bathhouse. She takes a good look around the dark room, a slight chill running down her spine.
“This place is terrifying at night. Feels like a thousand little eyes are on me.” she digs in her backpack looking for her flash light “Fuck i left it at home.” She slowly walks through the lobby to the front entrance, and emerges outside.
She makes her way down the dimly lit path back towards robins house. She stops at the fork in the road, looking out across the darkness, she sees a faint glow from near the lake and decides to go see who might be out this late. “Uhm.. hello?”
The dark slender figure turns its head towards the farmer letting out a low groan “what are you doing here..” It says with a rough, raspy voice.
“I- uhm I just saw what looked to be a person and wanted to make sure everything was alright.”
The figure looks away and takes a drag of what looks, and smells to be a cigarette “.. everything's fine. Why would you care anyway.” It says shoving something into its hoodie pocket. “Aint it a little cold to be out here in that.”
She looks at what she thinks is a man in contempt. “... I don't have to answer that.” she takes a long pause, contemplating if she should even ask this next question “Do you think i could hit that..?”
The man passes the cigarette to her without saying a word. She grabs it from him accidentally intertwinging their fingers for a split second. The man looks down towards their hands and up to her “Seems like someone doesn't know manners.”
“Fuck off. It was an accident.” She jerks her hand away taking a drag
“Oh whatever, I was just teasing you.” The man looks around the lake “You should get heading home. It's late, don't know what creeps might be out” The man chuckles.
She looks over at the man handing the cigarette back after taking another drag “Well uhm.. Thanks for sharing your cigarette. Get home safe!” she walks off heading home for the night lost in thought. She arrives home at 10:43. [4]
04/11/26 It hurts. It hurts so much being so close and so unable to do anything. I never thought she would move here, I couldn't even believe it when I saw it. She was right there, talking to my best friend. Not even looking at me, why would she though? She doesn't know who I am, I mean she kind of knows. She knows my face, my voice, my name.. But she doesn't know what I've done and how fucked i am, She doesn't know the days and nights I've watched her, the amount of time spent at a distance wishing i could just get a small touch from her, all the sleepless hours i spent thinking of her, what her skin might feel like, how soft her hair might be, how warm her delicate body would be next to mine, and all the pretty little noises i could get out of her. Okay. point made. I'll stop before I cant finish writing. When she came up to me about her phone. Well actually came to Sam about it. Something new rushed through me, I didn't feel lust or desire. I felt anger. I know I shouldn't expect her to come to me for help, or for anything, but why SAM. It's fine. It is fine. I'm the one who knows technological things, he knows… music. I should most likely start on her phone tonight lol. Other than that though, I didn't think I'd see her twice today. Not by her coming up to me at least (we all know i was watching for awhile at the bathhouse) , she came up to me at the lake. She was in a loose tank top and tight little shorts.. I thought I was gonna die just standing there. She asked for my cigarette and the one day I forgot my gloves.. ( a fucking blessing by the way) when she went to grab the cigarette from me, we locked hands for a small moment. She thought she just made a tired mistake grabbing it from me.. But I actually locked our hands. I've been stalking for months, I deserve it. Call me gross or weird, but after writing this all down I actually don’t think I'm gonna work on her phone. I haven't washed that hand yet and have some “work to do”.
(note to self. Leave the self harm to inside your bedroom.. the farmer apparently also likes the lake at night.) 2:22 AM [4]
