laze E nell

Plans and purpose: 2018 is a big year for me I plan of releasing a long awaited project Called "B.4 The Rain" I took 3/4 year off from making music, because I was filled with self doubt and disobedience so i decided to get a life and live a Little as vulnerable as I could be. During these past 4years of life , I fell I love twice , broke 3 hearts simultaneously, went through a period of self hate just to go through a period of which I can't stop loving myself. A life where I went from comparing myself to others to knowing I'm one of a kind and only I can be I. A life in which I found giving is better than receiving. A life in which I can now express myself through melodic waves , sonic and visual interpretations. A life in which I no longer just have a canvas I have art and purpose behind this art . This is A life I was meant to fulfill beyond all my set backs and failures. "What A Life " see it all started with a seed that need plenty of water to grow . And in this case I was the seed and life was my Water . So 2018 I will be dropping "B.4 The Rain- An EP Of Growth" Stay tuned!!!!!!

In Harlem asking jay Gravez "what's wrong with a mask"??

My Name is Laze E Nell 1/10th of and Amazing collective From NYC called "W.a.g.e" (we all gotta eat) only plotting on world domination and we will be blessing your ears and your eyes with shit you haven't seen before. Stay tuned !!!

A whole year went by and we accomplished so much with each other from opening for goldlink to being on hot97 , free styling on teambackpack , performing for urban outfitter 30th anniversary and much more ,but 2017 was a mild year for us and we plan on expanding our inventory to bigger success We are a collective called WAGE (We all Gotta eat) and we plan to do just that Eat!!! More info coming soon...............!!!!!

B.4 The Rain .. "Sue Yung" Big Mood ... dropping a couple songs soon would love to get some feed back on this snippet of possible

The universe really made my birthday super special like wow .2 surprise parties in one day how can you beat that?🤔🤔. The love this year was really Genuine and I appreciate every one's participation in keeping things low that's was crazy, I tell myself all the time that life is completely unexpected and that the moments you have in the "Now" you should cherish it, Yesterday was truly a testimony of that... ohhh and to put icing on the cake I Found Out That one of my Fav co-workers is actually my Cousins .Look at God I'm still shocked on how small the world is. ANYWAY THE BIRTHDAY WISHES , gifs, shoutouts , etc were 👌🏾👌🏾 I might have found a new appreciation for the day I was born GOD BLESS AND ENJOY FATHER's day

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY Nell

That open my views on her more.. losing a Gem is easy but trying to replace is borderline impossible

Becoming clean Know I'm toxic Know I'm no good for you Know I'm hard to deal with Know I'm hard to understand Know my feelings still run deep Know my heart lacks a couple beats Know my goals , mind, body, and soul Know my self enough to know cold Know I think I'm a jerk Know I think I'm cursed Know I think I'm worth nothing more than pennies Know I think my life became empty You see knowing what you are is the first step of changing , I've done things I regret to this day. It could of been a number of reasons why my existence played out the way it did. I honestly think I lost a huge part of me in a world but I gained so much knowledge from it is crazy .. I still have faith that the old me will return , And with that faith God still finds ways to give me a sense of reassurance that everything happens for a reason , and life will always have unexpected loop holes for you the fall through .. no one is perfect and I am a solid example of what imperfection looks like All and all tho I'm having an extremely life changing year thus far and my focus have never been this sturdy honestly , live , learn , pray, and ask forgiveness. I stop asking why things happen the way it did and started letting things be.