Laying Down Rails

I want to get a few things out of the way. I stop at cocaine, what that means is that I don't do anything else (meth, heroin, etc), the crazy sketchy drugs. I'll occasionally smoke pot, take acid, or any of those party drugs (not into dowers). I'm not addicted to it, I just enjoy doing it. The worst thing I do is cigarettes, by far. I'll buy a pack of smokes before I buy drugs, booze, or food. I have rules that I follow strictly: I don't do it at work. I only do it on weekends and holidays that I get off. I've never sold any personal belongings to get coke (same goes for stealing). I don't drink any hard liquor, I'll have 2-3 beers only and I'll always take a cab if I'm out. I avoid doing it by myself. I'm aware that cocaine is unhealthy, but the amount of cigarettes I smoke makes blow look like a freshly made salad. The main reason why I started doing blow was (besides the great feeling and numbing sensation) it made me super social. I grew up moving all around the world and was a very shy person. I mean, unbelievably antisocial. I've tried, but I would just get sick to my stomach just thinking about interacting with people. It makes me happy and drastically improve my social skills. Sounds funny, but it did. I don't need to do it anymore to talk to people. Now, it's just for fun. If you have any questions or anything like that, let me know. I'm a open book and somewhat of a selfproclaim expert.