sad bitch 💔

let’s take advantage of school being closed because of coronavirus and have a huge glow up by losing weight and taking care of our skin so that by the time we come back we can be really pretty 🥺

Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.

reblogging again bc so fucking true

Boi I swear if I’m not skinny by the time this quarantine shit is over

i always see posts on here talking about becoming skinny so “he can lift you easy as a feather”, or “so your crush will notice u!” and ofc there’s nothing wrong with this, but for me and i’m sure a bunch of others: it’s about control. it’s about me being the one who decides what i eat, when i eat. it’s about taking control of my body and watching myself become what i’ve always wanted to be. it’s about becoming the girl people are both jealous and afraid of because she looks so slender and her stomach roars and yet she has the self control to only eat an eighth of what’s put on her plate. it’s about choosing any item of clothing i like and slipping easily into it, having all clothes be baggy. i’m doing this for me, and i know it’s crazy to a certain degree, but i fucking adore it because it’s the one thing in my life that is mine entirely. 

You cant have sleep for dinner if you're so hungry you literally CANNOT SLEEP. p l e a s e let me sleep s t o m a c h. i beg

i finally told my therapist about my eating and she chewed my ass out lmao. i lied to her and told her my calorie limit is higher than it actually is and she still was all over me. major regretti spaghetti

Ugh I'm super scared of telling this to my therapist. She already knows that I had food related issues in the past, but not to what extent. Im scared that if I tell her she will start controlling me :v

I'M GONNA BE THIN IN 2020

amen

PERIODT

The thoughts I have about my own body depend on what mirror I use