Lavender

At least it wasn’t supposed to be like that. It was a mistake, one that since all of us knew that he’s already disabled we all caught him.

He doesn’t know that to not be the one known as Icarus, we no longer know where he is, he would not tell us where he is.

I am, and I was after he was, ours were set up differently. They had his, the bungee jump incorrectly set up. He would not tell us what he is. I caught him first

She views herself as a villain. We know that because, he knew he was gonna survive anyway. That one is also known to be jumped off of without anything.

ǝuo ʇɔǝɹɹoɔuı ǝɥʇ sɐʍ ʇı ɓuızılɐǝɹ ɹǝʇɟɐ ʇı pǝɥɔɐʇǝp I

He knows what it means that we would still look for him.

She knows we don’t care that they know- we would’ve done it again, it was quick, we didn’t know that part yet.

𝕴 𝖋𝖊𝖑𝖙 𝖆𝖗𝖒𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖒𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊

We don’t know if they’re ok, we know he’s alive

ʏɒwɒ ɘm ɘvoʜꙅ oƚ miʜ b|oƚ I .mɿɒw ƚ|ɘᎸ ʏɘʜƚ I

𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒹𝒾𝒹

I love that I added sex worker first without thinking much about it. Stream of thought on that movie seeming like a few dozen cover stories :D!!!

Semi generalized but more targeted readings

I will not do love readings that are posted here that are too generalized, those ones are gonna be about wherever you feel more comfy having a DM’d reading

Personalized readings I will always only DM if you use your own reading to post a generalized reading at some point I’m just likely to recognize the part(s) I relate to not what is from those

I rarely use tarot, I also end up using music/writing

I am always going to use kinda.. joke like things for serious readings cause like those ones are always going to also be forms of inner work, email below the cut off and extra things about working with deities I don’t usually work with

Done a lot more w out tarot cards and more with music and just playing something without lyrics. Stream of thought and lessening what is written down sometimes.

Please read guidelines/rules for certain readings cause those are start up payments, the rest is semi negotiable for different forms of readings

Before knowing what it means to fly

The fall was heard of further than you can understand. All I can do now is.. watch how I should have been

‘Stop being angsty’

“Shut up this is a start up for.. that one”

The stars were beautiful from where you fell and we caught each other

[but he caught us]

(I know)

‘You two saw stars..’

‘Would it have mattered..’

‘Guess not’

“What does it mean to just be talking to multiple who just..kinda do not know”

‘Do they hear much…’

“Maybe”

[they at least know what it means to need more than one and to not fully recognize their own..anyone)

(Yeah but..ok]

(What’s that about)

[those feel different, how can we do this now)

{not sure but y’all aren’t subtle I can be awake in my sleep yknow)

[w ha t]

{nothing, don’t question it, there are like…at least a few of us}

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you pet your dog and the atoms that are you brush up against the atoms that are him, and the electrons that are you press into the electrons that are him, and both of them change their movement.

electrons of course are not really particles and do not really move.

Fear, your biggest opponent is fear, Icarus is the only one to not have fear for himself

He did not feel burned, he did not feel cold

He did not feel..what you felt.

Icarus is stronger than you think he is

I am what you will know as only what you might just fear within yourself. I will never fully show you myself. You are likely to not remember much of me

I am no one of true great importance to you nonetheless you might want to know me

She was almost. The only one to catch Icarus

(He just has vertigo dw)

Before knowing what it means to fly

The fall was heard of further than you can understand. All I can do now is.. watch how I should have been

‘Stop being angsty’

“Shut up this is a start up for.. that one”

The stars were beautiful from where you fell and we caught each other

[but he caught us]

(I know)

‘You two saw stars..’

‘Would it have mattered..’

‘Guess not’

“What does it mean to just be talking to multiple who just..kinda do not know”

‘Do they hear much…’

“Maybe”

[they at least know what it means to need more than one and to not fully recognize their own..anyone)

(Yeah but..ok]

(What’s that about)

[those feel different, how can we do this now)

{not sure but y’all aren’t subtle I can be awake in my sleep yknow)

[w ha t]

{nothing, don’t question it, there are like…at least a few of us}

—————

I am burned, yet I feel no pain for only myself, I’ve been caught

Like the Icarus I laughed as I fell, there is true triumph in knowing I’ve flown with little fear of my own

Wings of wax, calming all nearing dullness from the cold I know we must’ve all felt

The wings of wax stuck to my skin, as if still enveloped. I thank every part of my being to not know who saved my life

I am who is known as Icarus, and that is going to be my only cover name. I’m not sure I have a name anymore… I don’t mind that

I am burned, yet I feel no pain for only myself, I’ve been caught

Like the Icarus I laughed as I fell, there is true triumph in knowing I’ve flown with little fear of my own

Wings of wax, calming all nearing dullness from the cold I know we must’ve all felt

The wings of wax stuck to my skin, as if still enveloped. I thank every part of my being to not know who saved my life

I am who is known as Icarus, and that is going to be my only cover name. I’m not sure I have a name anymore… I don’t mind that

So- I’d give up already. You don’t know how you, yourself would fight in past, present and future

This one was gonna be about like generalized like. OC’s idk who changed it but I’m gonna be just writing out semi-rules and just guidelines for this au cause it’s such a generalized au that I also want to not fully know who else is in this particular account 💗💗💗

Before knowing what it means to fly

The fall was heard of further than you can understand. All I can do now is.. watch how I should have been

‘Stop being angsty’

“Shut up this is a start up for.. that one”

The stars were beautiful from where you fell and we caught each other

[but he caught us]

(I know)

‘You two saw stars..’

‘Would it have mattered..’

‘Guess not’

“What does it mean to just be talking to multiple who just..kinda do not know”

‘Do they hear much…’

“Maybe”

[they at least know what it means to need more than one and to not fully recognize their own..anyone)

(Yeah but..ok]

(What’s that about)

[those feel different, how can we do this now)

{not sure but y’all aren’t subtle I can be awake in my sleep yknow)

[w ha t]

{nothing, don’t question it, there are like…at least a few of us}

Inspired by my wonderful friends under the cut