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This girl’s extensions would get caught in my bracelet every time i kissed her and i was loathe to pick them out i literally just left these old dirty extensions stuck in my bracelet for months until very recently i would look at them fondly and remember sweet moments. #ew

This sounds like something someone who has a terrible personality would say but i truly do think im a person who grows on other people. like i can come off as rude or unfriendly or unpleasant or shy but like i think i grow on people. Like when i meet my friend’s friends eventually their friends are like i understand why you like her so much or why ur loyal as fuck to her. Which heartens me since i experience so much anxiety about coming off as unfriendly and unlikeable

I am not a bad person for experiencing desire… Thoughts are not acts…. It’s okay to have feelings…. Period. 😢