I don’t remember how many days we went without contact last time. I think it was two weeks? I hope it sticks this time. I don’t want to ever talk to him again. Of course I’m going to work with him a lot this week, with a damn 5am shift too 😅 can’t even drunk call him at the party on Saturday. Shit

I’m kind of too late to be writing this down now. So much has happened that I’m incapable of writing down every detail in perfect order. But he left work an hour early to go to a party where I was the only person not invited. In the entire year we’ve been dating, he’s not once left work early to come hang out with me. So naturally I was INFURIATED. and really hurt. Very hurt. And he knew because when he said goodbye to me I was very short. So he texted me that I looked nice and I hope you have a great shift to compensate for him upsetting me. I said nothing because fuck him. Then the next night he texted me goodnight, and again i didn’t respond. Three days go by with nothing, and then it’s Wednesday and we have to work together. He acts totally normal! Annoying. But I just stick to my guns and keep being short with him. I leave without saying goodbye and he doesn’t text me after work. Then Thursday he acts like everything is fine again and I am still short with him. I end up asking him to take a 10. I tell him why I’m upset and he says that the didn’t leave early to go to the party- he left early to get his boys and then go to the party. Same fucking thing. He didn’t care that I was upset. He said he would have gone to the party no matter what. I asked if they meant more to him than me and he said it’s not a competition. So I said “I’ll never learn” and he said I’ll figure it out eventually. Just suck a fucking dick. Complete and utter lack of sympathy- which honestly was the first time I’d ever seen him be like that. So I grabbed all of the shirts he gave me and shoved them in his locker with a rude note. He said nothing to me that next day. And today he didn’t say anything to me either. But at 5pm he sent me some joke of a text saying I hope my day is going nice and that he did nothing wrong and those are his friends so of course he was going to be there and I owe you nothing but I hope we can still be friends. Fuuuuuuck you 🤡 at that point you’re really just twisting the knife. So I went into his locker and took all of my notes that he kept. Fuck you, you don’t deserve anything from me. The end! That’s the end. I will not speak to him unless forced to at work.