Matthew 11:28

I will probably not be able to access the internet for a few days. I have been arguing with my Father all day over just about everything politically, spiritually, even mentally. I want to say to everyone G-D LOVES EVERYONE AND HE WANTS US TO LOVE EACH OTHER! I do not understand how all of this hate had suddenly infiltrated my family and community but I am trying my best to educate myself and others to stop this. I do not understand every way of life but I will stand up for everyone who is good especially in my community even if I have to argue with my family daily I will. Everyone deserves a good life. Above all we are supposed to support and love one another. I feel so hopeless and lost sometimes and the only thing truly getting me by at times is The Lord and HIS love and guidance. I am praying for this whole world and everyone in it.

My other question would be what does your religion think about Jesus Christ? I always thought Jews and Muslims hate all Christians and Jesus but I learned Muslims believe Jesus too?

I have learned some since yesterday about other religions. I know you guys aren't evil. I do not understand jewish peoples views about Jesus and I don't agree with a lot of things I read but you're not evil! I do not understand pagans at all and to be honest a lot of what I saw was scary from my point of view. I am really interested in muslim beliefs because I learned they still believe in Jesus and that is important to me. They have beautiful buildings in Israel I saw so similar to some churches. I would love to talk to a muslim person and ask them about things to understand. I feel like I still hold a lot of negative beliefs about pagans and catholics and jewish though. I did not even know pagans still existed until the other day and I read so much yesterday. I will always be a Christian but I would love to learn about everyone else's religions so I can be respectful!

At least here I can say what I want to who I want without being afraid or lied to. I always want to do the good thing. I always want to help others even non Christians. I am here for anyone to pray or talk. I will pray for you or try to help anyway I can!

The reason I made that last post is because there are so many things I want to learn about and make my own opinions about. So much I have learned recently is not true or it isn't the way I was taught it. I know I am a Christian and I believe so much of it, but I know almost nothing about others. How can I say I chose this when I don't even know the other options. I feel like G-D wants me to learn about everything, HE wants me to know the truth and speak the truth. I learned some things I have been told are not even in the Bible. I have been reading so much of my Bible since then so I can know exactly what is says and speak the truth. I feel like I have been lied to so much about so many things and it is so confusing and honestly scary. Some of my favorite people that I have trusted my whole life have shocked me recently. Most Christians are good but not all of them. I feel like it is the same for other religions. I do not believe all jews and muslims are bad people but I also do not know if anything I have been told about them is even true at this point.

I also want to say I am sorry to jewish and muslim people. I have many things I have learned about you that I have recently learned are lies some I still don't fully understand. We are siblings under the same Father! I do not know much about either of you but I hope we can all find peace in all of this. I would really like to learn more! I do not know much about other religions besides my own. Especially positive things, I have learned many negative things but I don't think it is true. I see posts from muslim and jewish people are so similar to posts from other Christians and then I learn we believe so much of the same, We believe the same G-D, we share many of the same texts. I do not understand some of the differences between us I was always told we were enemies, even to jewish people but JESUS was a jewish person himself. I guess if I am being honest this goes to other Christians as well. I do not understand Catholics or mormons but we are all Christians yet I am supposed to believe you're evil and wrong. I am sorry for being so ignorant towards others and if anyone would like to tell me about their religions I am completely open to learn.

Thank you for the replies on the last post. It is nice to know other people relate and understand even if they themselves aren't in the exact same situation. Sadly I am still so confused about many things and questioning so many things. I know there are still true Christians out there who truly believe the words and ways of JESUS CHRIST though I am having a hard time finding them in my community. I have people around me who I know feel the same I do but they don't say anything. My sister agrees with me on many things but never agrees in front of Father or even my brothers. Why is it bad to question things or even point out things. I do not believe for a second G-D condones many of the things our country is doing now but so many believe this is the work of The Lord. IT IS CRAZY! There is no excuse! My heart aches for everyone going through these things our government is doing. I pray for peace and love and kindness in this world! No matter who or what you are you are loved!

Today was so rough. I am usually so excited for church but today it was so different. I really hate what politics is doing to almost every aspect of my life. I go to church to be in the LORDS home. I go to church to worship HIM. And learn about HIM. It's not that I do not care but I do not see a reason to even be discussing the president at church much less any other political subject, especially in a positive light. I feel so guilty for even thinking some of these things but so much of it feels so wrong and opposite to what I have always been told. I do not feel the urgency others feel against "the left". I do not know if I am right or left or even a republican or democrat. I see suffering from gay people and Mexican people at the border and some of my community is celebrating this. I saw a video of people crying not allowed to come in the US and people are happy about this. I do not need to be a part of these groups to know these people are truly suffering. Why do I have to feel like I am wrong for being sympathetic to people? I am praying so much for the world and the people of it! I feel so stressed and confused about everything happening. G-D is watching over us! This is my only comfort right now.