𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍

yes, i have been rping! just privately in private asks for now (you have to come off anons)

thankiesss you and everyone else who sent messages/gifts/etc. <3

the munnnn-ster

sorry i'm getting a bit overwhelm with the ooc stuff. i only will answer ic stuff for a bit. maybe a few days. i know it's munday and i try my best not to ignore anyone out of courtesy but.......hope you guys understand.

only time i'm answering this question because i keep getting asked about it and it's tiring. (you're fine tho no worries, just speaking in general!) there's a group of abusers/bullies/stalkers that targeted my friends group and have done online and rl harm to us. theyre kinda of super insidious in that they pretend to be friends with us long term while doing..........awful things i'm not going into because it's intensely graphic and just.........yeah. not sumth i wanna get into. they were also on a site known as kiwifarm or sumth. where they also celebrate the deaths and harm theyve caused. i learned this site just a lil ago. apparently there are other groups that do similar things that use this site and it's some type of network of groups that like to do this sort of crap? idk anyway, bad group. attacks friends. i defend and hide my friends from them. so become a target. have been formally dx'ed with cptsd much due to them. thats all i'm saying here. i'd like to try to pretend they don't exist as much as possible, sorry.

*high fives* halloween twinsies. u wu no. crushcrush liked more the stuff of winter solstice/saturnalia/christmas/etc. but i do v badly with cold weather. lol you deserve it toooooo. thankies for the naisu messages.

<3333 halloween is my fav holiday! unfortunately i have a lot of extremely horrific stuff going on irl this month so i didn't get to piece together a costume like usual, so i'm just gonna dress really gothy like i used to always do before i became too ill to dress like i want a lot. it's a me-moment. idc how much spoons it costs me. XD then i'll be going to see the five nights at freddy's movie with my homehealth aide. i wanted to see the exorcist but the timing of the movie didn't work out. >': BUT my senpai and i (after all the festivities tomorrow) are gonna stream watch the exorcist series together. 0 w0 heeeeeeee i'm making halloween candies for the orders i got. autumn (tiger) butter as orange as the turning leaves. the coconut balls with spoopy confetti sprinkles on em. then we go to a halloween event, haunted house, and trick or treating with my aide's whole family (her kids are teenaged and have a school event i'm going to with them) so it's gonna be a full day tomorrow. my aide and i both have pretty stressful lives so tomorrow is gonna be our fun day and we're doing what we want no matter what. we deserve it. <3 also, just because they deserve to be remembered loudly~ this month is the 1 year mark of my crushcrush's murder. so i wanna just celebrate halloween in their memory, you know? T uT <3 <3 <3

ah okie. they can get extra blocked then because big nah. but this is a rp blog. i don't want non-rp stuff that doesn't have to do with munday or something rl to me related here. i hate all super corrupt governments. i know some people are partial to their govt. and that's their prerogative, but i don't want that ish on my rp blog. and for the record i regret ZERO (0) thing i've said about that matter. (altho i don't know how "this govt is dumb because their supporters and them saying they're doing this for the good of the whole people over there by busting the bad terrorist guys, but at the same time are also killing literally everyone" is joking, cause i was dead serious. it's one of THE dumbest things to me. makes no logical sense.) i'll put up a note in my rules about sending that. ^ ^ that should nip this moronic asks in the bud. uh i hope.

wtf are you even on about????? jokes about genocide? wut? O .o

i- what? is this a ic ask cause if not idk what i'm being cursed at for. lol ^ ^''

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typing/writing in all caps and never using lol or lmao or netspeak/slang because writing out 200 all-cap ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha's is a mode of self care gets a little annoyed because shi tends to sometimes say "lol" or "lmao" out loud as opposed to just laughing, in fact. also never, ever, ever uses an inside voice