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@lahbonair-a2
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*  i  answer  the  heroic  question  ;  death, where is thy sting  ?  with  it  is  here  in  my  heart  and  mind  and  memories  .   (  Š  )
⸝     AND  ELIZABETH,  there  is  nothing  wrong  with  you.  you  are  đđđ  đđđđđđ.  you  are  growing and  changing  every  day,  and  it  is  đľđ¸đ´đđđźđšđđż  đđ  đđ´đđśđť.  ( Š  )
* 400 RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS (READ MORE) ,
"i never noticed your eyes were this pretty."
"i'll stay in tonight, thanks."
"i can't even trust myself anymore."
"anything to eat around here?"
"i hope to repay your kindness someday."
"you're a terrible flirt you know."
"the only time you talk to me is when you need something."
"how did you find me?"
"how can i possibly trust you? after all you've done."
"i take orders from your father, not you."
"you're not a very convincing liar."
"i thought i'd never see you again."
"why can't i come with you?"
"it was my fault. it was all my fault."
"all this anger and hate, it's not good for you."
"this is the part where you apologize."
"is being drunk an excuse?"
"let me out of here! let me go!"
"aren't we in a good mood today?"
"i was making sure you weren't dead, since you never called."
"there's nothing left for me here."
"i know i lied to you. you can hate me and it's all right."
"i've been waiting for you for a long time."
"what happened? i heard a crash."
"was it you? did you do all this?"
"don't come any closer!"
"looking for something?"
"you're too scared to do it, aren't you?"
"i thought you'd like this."
"you came back!"
"i like seeing you smile."
"i must warn you, i won't go easy on you this time."
"it's better to expect disappointment."
"sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now."
"no way, i'm not doing that."
"it's you! you came for me."
"could you be happy here with me?"
"let me buy you another drink."
"why should i trust you?"
"he's only mostly dead."
"knowledge is power."
"i screwed up. i know."
"we're going to have to stay here tonight."
"help me choose something to wear?"
"i do care."
"i'm sorry, i'm not what you think i am."
"how many more people need to die before you're satisfied?"
"you scared me."
"just try to hang on."
"i risked my life for you!"
"two years later and you haven't changed."
"we're not so different after all."
"i need you to trust me."
"why are you being so stubborn?"
"you don't scare me."
"i'm scared of what you're becoming."
"you look like you just saw a ghost."
"that's quite a scratch you've got there."
"i've always hated it."
"this is the part where you leave."
"don't treat me like a child."
"you were talking in your sleep."
"what are you doing out here by yourself?"
"wait. i've heard that sound before."
"would it be alright if i borrowed this?"
"i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do."
"it's not stealing if it was mine to begin with."
"it's nothing personal."
"you were going to leave without saying goodbye?"
"i'll still be here when you wake up."
"don't you fucking dare!"
"you're lucky you're cute."
"it's too dark, i can't see anything."
"i swear it wasn't me."
"that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you've just met."
"i've got your back, okay?"
"how long have i been asleep?"
"just who do you think you are?"
"i think i might've broken something..."
"i wish you'd take better care of yourself."
"is this what you wanted?"
"what do you want in exchange for it?"
"did you miss me?"
"i'm trying my best and it's not good enough."
"it's not safe for people to see us together."
"don't lie to me."
"i see a lot of myself in you."
"take a seat, we're gonna be here a while."
"i won't hate you. i know you think that's what you deserve but it's not."
"who do you fight for?"
"it's rare to see your kind around here."
"walk with me?"
"i know you better than you think."
"why did you bring me here?"
"what did you want to tell me?"
"you don't even know my name."
"it's nothing, i'm just tired."
"of course i care. you're my family."
"i didn't tell you because i was afraid... of losing you."
"where is my candy, you son of a bitch?"
"you want me to punch him in the face?"
"please... say something."
"who the hell invited you?"
"we need to be careful."
"i just wanted to say i'm sorry."
"we're locked in!"
"don't be naked. i'm coming in."
"do you ever get afraid?"
"you wouldn't understand."
"promise you'll say something if you need help?"
"where have you been?"
"there was blood everywhere."
"i just need to step away for a bit, get some fresh air."
"we're safe, aren't we?"
"how about a little midnight snack?"
"how many people have you killed? how many?"
"whatever you're going to ask, the answer is no."
"you look... amazing."
* 400 RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS (READ MORE) ,
"i never noticed your eyes were this pretty."
"i'll stay in tonight, thanks."
"i can't even trust myself anymore."
"anything to eat around here?"
"i hope to repay your kindness someday."
"you're a terrible flirt you know."
"the only time you talk to me is when you need something."
"how did you find me?"
"how can i possibly trust you? after all you've done."
"i take orders from your father, not you."
"you're not a very convincing liar."
"i thought i'd never see you again."
"why can't i come with you?"
"it was my fault. it was all my fault."
"all this anger and hate, it's not good for you."
"this is the part where you apologize."
"is being drunk an excuse?"
"let me out of here! let me go!"
"aren't we in a good mood today?"
"i was making sure you weren't dead, since you never called."
"there's nothing left for me here."
"i know i lied to you. you can hate me and it's all right."
"i've been waiting for you for a long time."
"what happened? i heard a crash."
"was it you? did you do all this?"
"don't come any closer!"
"looking for something?"
"you're too scared to do it, aren't you?"
"i thought you'd like this."
"you came back!"
"i like seeing you smile."
"i must warn you, i won't go easy on you this time."
"it's better to expect disappointment."
"sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now."
"no way, i'm not doing that."
"it's you! you came for me."
"could you be happy here with me?"
"let me buy you another drink."
"why should i trust you?"
"he's only mostly dead."
"knowledge is power."
"i screwed up. i know."
"we're going to have to stay here tonight."
"help me choose something to wear?"
"i do care."
"i'm sorry, i'm not what you think i am."
"how many more people need to die before you're satisfied?"
"you scared me."
"just try to hang on."
"i risked my life for you!"
"two years later and you haven't changed."
"we're not so different after all."
"i need you to trust me."
"why are you being so stubborn?"
"you don't scare me."
"i'm scared of what you're becoming."
"you look like you just saw a ghost."
"that's quite a scratch you've got there."
"i've always hated it."
"this is the part where you leave."
"don't treat me like a child."
"you were talking in your sleep."
"what are you doing out here by yourself?"
"wait. i've heard that sound before."
"would it be alright if i borrowed this?"
"i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do."
"it's not stealing if it was mine to begin with."
"it's nothing personal."
"you were going to leave without saying goodbye?"
"i'll still be here when you wake up."
"don't you fucking dare!"
"you're lucky you're cute."
"it's too dark, i can't see anything."
"i swear it wasn't me."
"that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you've just met."
"i've got your back, okay?"
"how long have i been asleep?"
"just who do you think you are?"
"i think i might've broken something..."
"i wish you'd take better care of yourself."
"is this what you wanted?"
"what do you want in exchange for it?"
"did you miss me?"
"i'm trying my best and it's not good enough."
"it's not safe for people to see us together."
"don't lie to me."
"i see a lot of myself in you."
"take a seat, we're gonna be here a while."
"i won't hate you. i know you think that's what you deserve but it's not."
"who do you fight for?"
"it's rare to see your kind around here."
"walk with me?"
"i know you better than you think."
"why did you bring me here?"
"what did you want to tell me?"
"you don't even know my name."
"it's nothing, i'm just tired."
"of course i care. you're my family."
"i didn't tell you because i was afraid... of losing you."
"where is my candy, you son of a bitch?"
"you want me to punch him in the face?"
"please... say something."
"who the hell invited you?"
"we need to be careful."
"i just wanted to say i'm sorry."
"we're locked in!"
"don't be naked. i'm coming in."
"do you ever get afraid?"
"you wouldn't understand."
"promise you'll say something if you need help?"
"where have you been?"
"there was blood everywhere."
"i just need to step away for a bit, get some fresh air."
"we're safe, aren't we?"
"how about a little midnight snack?"
"how many people have you killed? how many?"
"whatever you're going to ask, the answer is no."
"you look... amazing."

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You're so self centred
who else am i supposed to be centred on
PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, itâs blown up. so, over a year later â i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
send me a âżÂ and iâll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i donât want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP.   childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers  / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies  / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends  / other .
ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple  / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other .
FAMILIAL.   siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other .
ANTAGONISTIC.   dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other .
PROMPTSÂ Â FORÂ Â THEÂ Â HEAVYÂ Â HEARTED
the burdened:
â Â being alive is exhausting. Â â
â  i ruin everything i touch.  â
â no one ever helped me when i needed it. so, i just. try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness. â
â  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. â
â i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness. â
â iâm not a particularly good person. but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  â
â iâm just always the one who gets left behind. â
â i never seem to belong anywhere. or to anyone. â Â
â iâm alone. and itâs my own fault. but it doesnât make it hurt any less. â
â i donât know how to just live. i constantly feel like iâm waiting for the other shoe to drop.  â
â i always expect people to hurt me. because they usually do. â
â i donât know how to let go of my trauma. i donât know what i am without it.  â
â itâs better if iâm alone. i canât hurt anyone if thereâs no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  â
â there are just too many people depending on me. i canât rest. i canât let them down. â
â i donât have anything or anyone left anymore. â
â iâm not strong. or brave. i survive âcause thereâs not really any other choice. â
â  i tried to give up before. but the universe just didnât let me. â
â  i just want to be done. iâm tired. iâm so, so fucking tired.  â
â i know itâs selfish. but i wish someone would just take care of me. â
â every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe, something bad always happens. â
â i tend to love people more than they love me. and itâs okay. i donât mind butâŚit can be lonely. â
â i just donât feel like my life makes any difference to anyone. iâm just here.  â
the comforter:Â
â hey, look at me. iâm listening. you can tell me anything. â
â  how can i help you feel less alone? â
â iâm here and iâm not leaving or letting you change the subject. now talk to me. â
â i know you feel like youâre alone and iâm not going to invalidate that. but i can tell you that iâm here. and i know there are people who want to care and help if youâll let them.  â
â whatever it is youâre struggling with, i want to help and itâs not going to make me look at you any different. â
â  i like having you around. and not because of what you can do for me or give to meâ i like you. i value you as a person. â
â  i just need you to know that youâve never been ânobodyâ to me. youâve never been nothing.  â
â  youâre important to me.  you hear me? youâre important. and thatâs never gonna change.  â
â iâm not going anywhere until you get some sleep. â
â i want to take care of you. please, let me. â
â no one is meant to be all alone. thatâs not how humans are built. you donât need to do all this on your own.  â
â you donât deserve the bad things that happen to you. you never did. â
â i canât promise you arenât going to have any more hardship. but i can promise iâm gonna be right here to get your through it. â
â you make a difference in my life. iâm not just saying that. it wouldnât be the same without you here and i donât want to find out what itâd be like to not have you around. â
â next time it gets this bad, you call me okay? now you just sit there and iâm gonna make you some tea and soup and weâre gonna talk this out. â
â  is it getting bad again? â
â  you are so much stronger and braver than you think. â
happy new year everyone ! i hope you all had a wonderful time & that is year will be better than the last. <3
DANIELLE ROSE RUSSELL as HOPE MIKAELSON in LEGACIES S4E08

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not screaming abt the new episode at allâŚ.
đťđŻđŹ đŹđľđśđšđ´đ°đťđ đśđ đ´đ đŤđŹđşđ°đšđŹ .   (  a series of nsfw prompts , separated by quotes  &  acts .  â my â  muse  belongs  to  the  one who  posted  the  meme . send  â + REVERSE â  to  reverse  the  prompts  )
    â WORDS .
â iâm sorry , you donât enjoy being teased ? .  â â you know what iâm waiting for .  â â keep your hands where they are .  â â i want you to ride [ me / my fingers ] .  â â you make the prettiest sounds .  â â say please .  â â i want to make this last .  â â look at me .  â â iâm yours , only yours -  â â yeah , just like that -  â â iâve barely even started .  â â i need you .  â â god , shut up and fuck me already !  â â god , yes , [ name ] , donât stop .  â â you have no idea how long iâve wanted to do this .  â â who gets to touch you like this ?  â â come for me .  â â ah , ah - donât touch .  â â brace your hands on the wall .  â â could you come like this ?  â â please , let me come -  â â god , youâre beautiful -  â â iâve been waiting for this all night .  â â youâre such a tease .  â â take these off .  â â i want to feel your [ mouth / fingers ] .  â â do you have any idea how good you taste ?  â â tell me what you want .  â â we shouldnât - ah , we shouldnât be doing this .  â â faster , [ name ] , i need more .  â â is this good ?  â â keep your eyes open .  â â i canât wait to find out what else you can do .  â â you donât have to be so gentle .  â â i want to hear you beg .  â â can i take this off ?  â â please , please , please -  â â youâre doing so well for me .  â â please touch me .  â â keep reading , i want to see how long you last .  â â iâll buy you another one .  â â say my name . louder .  â â i canât wait any longer .  â â you feel so good .  â â youâre going to leave a mark -  â â touch yourself for me .  â â do you deserve it ?  â â did i say you could come ?  â â  iâm so close -  â â theyâre going to catch us -  â â i want you right here .  â â we have to be quiet .  â
     â ACTIONS .
â pin .  to restrain my museâs hands during intimacy . â mirror .  to have sex with my muse in front of a mirror . â deny .  to deny my muse an orgasm . â distance .  to have [ phone / video ] sex with my muse . â playlist .  to have sex with my muse while music is playing . â paw .  to fondle my museâs  [ chest / ass ] . â wall .  to pin my muse against a wall . â table .  to hoist my muse onto a [ table / counter ] . â clothed .  to make my muse come while fully dressed . â finger .  to finger my muse . â oral .  to give my muse oral . â fervent .  to have sex with my muse after a fight . â distraction .  to rile my muse up during a film . â mark .  to leave marks on my muse [ optional : specify where ] . â tie .  to use restraints on my muse during intimacy . â throat .  to choke my muse during intimacy . â sparring .  for sparring to turn into sex . â toys .  to use toys [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ] on my muse . â imagery .  to send my muse a risque photo . â drag .  to pull my muse closer by a piece of clothing . â tear .  to tear a piece of clothing from my museâs body . â shower .  to have sex with my muse in the [ shower / bath ] . â sneaky .  to sneak away from a gathering to have sex with my muse . â beg .  to make my muse beg . â carnal .  to [ scratch / bite ] my muse during intimacy . â preoccupied .  to rile my muse up as they [ read / work ] . â jealous .  to purposefully make my muse react possessively . â dare .  to have sex with my muse based off a dare . â read .  to re-enact something from a [ book / show / porn ] with my muse . â collapse .  to break a bed during sex with my muse . â caught .  to get caught with my muse during sex .
I cared a lot once,â she admitted wryly. âAnd it ruined me. So now I donât care for much at all. I work in extremes like that.
S.Z. // Excerpt from a book Iâll never write #152 (via blossomfully)
LEGACIES | S4E08: You Will Remember Me
phoenixmadeâ.
     @lahbonairâ said: â landon? is that really you?â
This was their last chance, the final tool in their arsenal. Landon Kirby himself. He assumed that she figured he died when she ran him through with the sword and for awhile, he was dead but the phoenix part of him brought him back, be it a blessing or a curse. Everyone was holding their breath as he walked out, his heart was beating fast in his chest, afraid of what might happen should this not work. ââYeah, I⌠Hope itâs me.â He said as he approached her, taking her hands in his. âI missed you.â
       hope had been on a rampage for far too long. she would do anything it took to ensure that her emotions were buried deep in her core, locked away to never be looked at again. she was constantly in pain throughout her life, so what was there to care about now ? sheâd killed her boyfriend, as if that wasnât traumatic enough. no, now she was free. the first thing her mind allows her to think is that this is a trick. landon was dead, it couldnât be him. brows narrow, and she finds herself feeling --- although itâs not relief to see her boyfriend, itâs anger. anger that they would go this far to bring her back.  â sorry, i donât date fakes. â she remarks, pushing him away.  â did you guys really think this would work ? â hope almost roars, her anger flooding her in waves. she was ready to kill. however, itâs almost dissipated when she feels his hand in hers, eyes widening for a moment. that feeling. . . the warmth of his hand, the fear in his eyes. how could it be him  --- but itâs definitely him.

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đ đđđ đđđđđ đđđ đđđđ đđđđ  ( 2005 )
â sometimes i just want to know what itâs like to be you. â â i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me. â â am i more than you bargained for, yet? â â isnât it messed up, how iâm just dying to be him? â â can i lay in your bed all day? â â iâll be your best kept secret  &  your biggest mistake. â â you look so good in blue. â â i want to be known for my hits, not just my misses. â â the poets are kids who just didnât make it. â â please put the doctor on the phone. â â blame everyone but me for this mess. â â my back has been breaking from this heavy heart. â â iâm sleeping my way out of this one. â â the only thing worse than not knowing is you thinking i donât know. â â are we growing up or just going down? â â i swear iâd burn this city down to show you the light. â â no matter what they say, donât believe a word. â â the best part of â believe â is the â lie.  â â â i found the cure to growing older. â â youâre the only place that feels like home. â â just so you know, youâll never know. â â iâm sorry, my conscience called in sick again. â â i confess, i messed up. â â why donât you just drop dead? â â i donât blame you for being you. â â i set my clocks early âcause i know iâm always late. â â if you are the shores, i am the waves begging for big moons. â â breathing just passes the time until we all just get old  &  die. â â talkingâs just a waste of breath  &  livingâs just a waste of death. â â no, donât turn out like me. â â itâs only for your own good. â â iâve never seen a heart i couldnât break. â â iâm the kind of kid that canât let anything go. â â you wouldnât know a good thing if it came  &  slit your throat. â â you should try saying no, once in a while. â
đđđ đđđđđ đđ đđđđ  ( 2007 )
â the only thing i havenât done yet is die. â â seasons change, but people donât. â â donât pretend you ever forgot about me. â â wouldnât you rather be a widow than a divorcee? â â i wrote the gospel on giving up. â â i thought i loved you, but it was just the way you looked in the light. â â i saw god cry in the reflection of my enemies. â â all the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me. â â say a prayer, but let the good times roll in case god doesnât show. â â who does he think he is? â â thanks for the memories, even though they werenât so great. â â my eyesight is going bad. â â i could learn to pity fools as iâm the worst of all. â â when iâm home alone, i just dance by myself. â â iâm addicted to the way i feel when i think of you. â â the truth hurts worse than anything i could bring myself to do to you. â â  iâve loved everything about you that hurt. â â i sleep with your old shirts. â â threw caution to the wind, but iâve got a lousy arm. â â things arenât the same anymore. â â iâm the only one whoâs gonna get away with making excuses today. â â youâre appealing to emotions that i simply do not have. â â the only ring i want buried with me are the ones around my eyes. â
đ đđđđ đĚ đđđđ  ( 2008 )
â nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. â â iâm a loose bolt of a complete machine. â â they donât love you. â â i donât care what you think. â â the best of us can find happiness in misery. â â we had a good run, even i have to admit. â â hell or glory; i donât want anything in-between. â â why wonât the world revolve around me? â â you can bow  &  pretend that you donât know youâre a legend. â â when you walk into the room, the walls lean to listen. â â i will never end up like him. â â i know what youâre going through. â â i want to scream â i love you â from the top of my lungs, but iâm afraid someone else will hear me. â â you can only blame your problems on the world for so long. â â time doesnât care about anyone or anything. â â i will never believe in anything again. â â i got troubled thoughts  &  the self-esteem to match. â â when the world ends, will god go down with it? â â you were the last good thing about this part of town. â â if home is where the heart is, then weâre all just fucked. â â i canât remember the good old days. â â iâm not a crybaby, iâm THE crybaby. â â what makes you so special? â â have you ever wanted to disappear? â â oh hell yes, iâm a nervous wreck. â â iâm not ready for a handshake with death, no. â â donât worry your head, just go to sleep. â â it doesnât matter how you feel, life is just a ferris wheel. â â in the morning, it will all be better. â
*  i  answer  the  heroic  question  ;  death, where is thy sting  ?  with  it  is  here  in  my  heart  and  mind  and  memories  .   (  Š  )