*pushes tear back into eye* not now

The sooner you start, the sooner you'll be done with it and the sooner you can stop thinking about it. Go on, up you get, it won't be as bad as you think.

You won't want to do it later either. You might as well just do it now. Even if you don't finish it all, anything you manage to get done now is something you don't have to do later (when you still won't want to do it)

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

i imagine being medicated would feel good as fuck. unfortunately i have to rawdog whatever's wrong with me

Imagine the level of whimsy I could reach if I just had $5M in my bank account rn

at war with myseIf because I know I can do better.