ALOOF! DEVIOUS! DREAMY!

good morning world who’s ready for another day of feeling slightly nauseous and weird about everything

losing the will to do anything again, will probably end up isolating myself and getting forgotten by everyone lol

everyone says they like weird girls until weird girls act like a weird girl

they should invent a secret second weekend so that you can see friends and do fun things while still having enough time to do errands and sleep in without dying of exhaustion all the time

I’ve wasted so much of my life due to limerence and maladaptive daydreaming. For as long as I can remember I’ve created fantasies and unrealistic scenarios in my head about the life I wish I had and the people I wish I could be with. I’ve always had no self esteem, I’ve always felt alone and out of place, wanting to hide myself away from the world and because of that I’ve lived quite a sheltered life. I’ve “missed out” on so much but I’ve kinda been “okay” to an extent as I’ve always retreated to my fantasy lives so I always have something to focus on- as well as my special interests of course. But it’s actually made me feel so much worse about myself, not to mention the amount of heartbreak I’ve endured…realistically I hate change and I hate new people but I want them both sorta? Urgh…

wanna fuck in the woods with the loml