Saturn

I memorize patterns in your affection so I can tell when something shifts.

how do u ever get rid of these weird feelings in your chest

Being with me is like torture I think

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

Why are emotions so physically tiring

I need reassurance the way other people need air and I hate myself for that.

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

I just want to disappear.

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

i need to start fasting