LADY

I feel like I’m slowly distancing myself from everyone and I’m putting myself down more and more everyday. I’ve become super awkward and lonely. I don’t know what’s going on I really want to get out of the state of sadness.

Is been a while, I’ve realized that I’ve been slowly pulling away from almost everyone I know. Which isn’t many people, I just wish I could talk to more people but then again that would mean I would be focusing one them more then my school work and I’ve really been doing so go. I dunno what’s my deal I’m weird 😅 I’ve also haven’t been feeling very confident about myself or my body but then again I shouldn’t be complaining of I’m not gonna do anything about it.

Today was not a good day what so ever. I woke up in a bad mood and when I got to school I wasn’t feeling like talking. Once I got into my class I started crying while talking to my boyfriend and he didn’t do anything to make me upset. I just felt really sad and I’ve been feeling pretty sad all day. Once I got home it kinda just got worst. I dunno I locked myself in my room and did homework. But once I finished I ended up laying in bed and listening to music and I just ended up feeling useless, like as if I couldn’t do anything right, feeling like I’m stupid and just not feeling ok. I really hope this feeling goes away really soon cuz I’m tired of feeling this way.

Found my new fav filter 😍😍😍 So I’m in a good place in my life right now. Like I have a boyfriend that treats me so good and makes me so happy. My grades are passing. I’m happy with the way I look. But I know it’s not gonna stay like this but I’m just trying to live in the moment and not worry about my consequences 😅😛🌸

So I was in class and I was thinking. What if when people experience paranormal stuff it’s actually their inner them trying to signal them to tell them there here but they think it’s the dead coming to haunt them. Thoughts of the day. I dunno man I was just thinking this.

Woke up late this morning. I don’t know what to eat right now I feel ded 😅just told my aunt I can’t go to the j.i.d concert with her just cuz I need to maintain my grades. So I can participate in choir stuff. And this is my first time in a long time keeping my grades up at a 70 and above I’m super proud of myself tbh 🌸

I feel super cute. I don’t need anyone to tell me I am for me to feel like I am. 😍😍

Onigiri 🌸

I really wanna make something like super cool but I don’t know what and I wanna make friends cuz the once I have right now aren’t really my friends anymore Kinda sad tbh but yea 😬