Ruki: It’s been 2 months since my last post.
Recently, as I’ve mentioned before, I’ve been devoting all of my time to the production work.
Somehow, when it comes to music, it’s something that you can’t do, unless you seclude yourself at home. It also happened to be that the production period clashed with the current situation, I think it was the first time that we were able to solely concentrate on music like this.
The work of writing and erasing continues, but I’m sure I’ll be able to create different types of songs that weren’t born until now.
I think right now it’s also the time to seriously and deeply think about the future.
Because of this, I didn’t start doing anything new during this self-quarantine period and I don’t have any interesting material, I’m sorry.
I’m surprised myself that I don’t have any hobbies like this, but looking back, it might not be that strange, because music was always my biggest hobby.
But, it’s difficult to change that when you can’t go outside. lol
This was the result of my serious thinking about what would our fans who support us the most would be the most pleased with.
Now, the thing that I should be doing - is making music, that will connect us even further. After figuring out the answer myself, I became obsessed with this thought.
I was wondering what does it mean “to be yourself” and got caught up in it, but there was no answer. I felt that there were many different answers to it and many of them could be correct, my thoughts started getting blurry, so I felt like I had to move away from the SNS.
I might be thinking about this way too deeply, but it was the right answer for me. But this is only one opinion out of the 5 people in this band, so the next time if we want to convey something, I want to do it with all 5 of us.
That is if we want to put something into shape.
For more detailed information, I recently recorded a radio from home, so if you’re interested, please listen to it.
By the way, I listened to Aoi-san’s and Reita’s recordings for the reference and then recorded my own. Everyone tried to do their best and talk more compared to the usual radio. lol
We might be people of a few words, but I think we have to figure out something that we can do in the long run, not just once.
If you try to do something in a hurry, you might lose the sense of yourself.
But I definitely want to deliver something to all of you who are waiting.
I want to live feeling that there is no more or no less.
Not stopping, but also not rushing too fast.
It seems like the self-quarantine period in Tokyo will be over soon, but I want to live while not forgetting the fact that right now, in this unprecedented situation, there is no one who 100% knows the clear or correct answers.
Even if everyone’s situation and circumstances are different, let’s all stay healthy.
I hope we can deliver some music to you very soon! 🤘
