The Arctic Monkeys, Nirvana, The Beatles, Britpop, Michael Jackson, Chappell Roan, The Ronettes, and a whole lotta more for music
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I’m also not going to be explaining how MJ is innocent for those who think he is guilty, this isn’t the page for that, you should go and do your own research thank you
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shoutout to my Indian, Pakistani, Bangladeshi, Nepali, Bhutanese, Sri Lankan, Maldivian and Afghan baddies! you're all beautiful mwah xo🧡
special thank you to the lovely and talented @1andonlytashae and @brownsugarletters for giving me valuable insight into black American culture and helping me understand Michael better! 💖
and thank you to @strawberrykittymp3 for the Latina reader fluff because you inspired me to work on south Asian rep! 💕
content: fluff, headcanons, jacksons-otw-thriller era!mj (basically teen to adult mj), semi-platonic and semi-flirty dynamics
warnings: reader has a specific look: she has olive/tanned/brown/dark brown skin (south asians come in many shades) and dark hair. reader wears traditional south asian jewellery, mostly gold. i have little notes to explain the context for some of the headcanons. might be slight ooc territory.
p.s. I sincerely apologise for any inaccuracies, I tried to keep the cultural aspect as broad and neutral as possible.
✽ One day he saw you outside during lunch at school. He was curious as to why you were alone, and you told him you got bullied for the smell of your food.
⤷ This puzzled him because he didn’t think think it smelled bad, maybe strong. And he felt sad you were ostracized. Thus marks the beginning of your long friendship from teenhood to adulthood.
✽ Michael who got more upset on your behalf when you were subject to racism and bullying.
✽ Michael and reader who were curious about each others’ culture, just like many other innocent kids. Both of you harboured newfound appreciation as you both taught each other more about each others’ upbringing.
✽ Michael who was surprised to see you bring a small container of food for lunch.
⤷ Michael who noticed his food looked different to yours and he questioned why. You asked your mother to make a portion with mild spice. He got slightly offended at this. You smirked at him and offered him a bite from your portion. He eagerly accepted and got immediately humbled as he chugged nearly all his water while you laughed till your stomach hurt.
✽ You who always brought some sort of cut up fruit and always shared with Michael.
⤷ He found out your father always brings too much of something when you say you like it and he likes to bring fruits home.
⤷ You told your dad you wanted oranges, knowing Michael likes them.
ೃ Once you both grew older… ⁀➷
✽ You who felt extremely sad when your friend slowly stopped coming to school due to his fame and responsibilities as a musician. Michael kept contact with you through letters.
✽ Michael who kept every letter you sent to him in a small box, including the Arabian jasmine flowers to perfume your letters. You kept every postcard he sent while he was on tour.
⤷ Eventually, you both were able to visit each other or hang out.
✽ In your culture, parents’ approval is a huge aspect.
⤷ Michael watched you try extra hard for your grades.
⤷ Michael noticed you tried your best to not upset your parents.
⤷ Joseph not approving of your friendship with Michael was more upsetting to you than he realised, especially since he seemed a bit scary to you. Michael did not care and he reassured you that he wouldn’t let Joe get in between your friendship. (a/n: people pleasing might be a disease)
✽ You were not allowed to close the door to your bedroom with a boy in your room and Michael was no exception.
✽ You were the only one who could compete with his level of drama and sass.
⤷ Besides him and his sisters, you formed a close rapport with his brother, Marlon. (a/n: South Asian girls have a playful stereotype of putting up dramatic airs or being coquettish or being hard to please)
✽ Michael who was curious as to what reader says when she’s frustrated and seemingly cusses in her native language under her breath, despite him not liking cussing.
✽ You who taught him a few basic words in your native language, which he sometimes tries to use to subtly flirt with you.
⤷ You taught him some cuss words too, saying cussing in English felt lacklustre. He didn’t agree or disagree.
✽ Michael would be intrigued by how your voice and accent would change when you would speak to your parents in English, how different you sounded when you spoke in your native language and then quickly swap back to the normal accent you used to speak with him or anyone from the states.
⤷ You didn’t realise you did it until he pointed it out. He found it endearing.
✽ Michael who would get concerned and puzzled by how much you always felt cold and dizzy.
⤷ You would stick your hands on his neck or touch his cheeks to leech off his warmth and he would yelp. (a/n: South Asian girls are more prone to having low iron)
✽ Michael who was surprised by how well you masked your troubles.
⤷ He found out in your culture, people pretended to appear as though everything was fine and how people wouldn’t share their problems with others. You ended up warming up to him enough to vent your frustrations or talk about your issues.
✽ Michael who racked up the phone bill because of the nightly phone calls with you while you did your routine of oiling your hair and homemade turmeric-yoghurt face masks on Fridays.
✽ Michael who watched with comically large eyes as he watched you lie through your teeth to your parents about something on the phone.
⤷ “I’m a brown girl with strict parents.” you would shrug, as if that was enough explanation. “Don’t worry, I wouldn’t lie to you.” you reassured him with a wide smile and a pat on his shoulder. It did nothing for him.
⤷ “Y’know, maybe you should pursue acting.” he said as he shook his head in disbelief. “You might be right.” you laughed.
✽ Michael who was always enthralled by how expressive your face was, especially your eyes.
⤷ He didn’t realise how eyebrows could move in so many ways until he met you.
⤷ He found it so pretty when your dark and pretty brows furrowed or raised to express emotions.
✽ You who taught him some traditional dance steps when you were bored. A lot of traditional/folk dances were almost always used for storytelling. You also explained how the dance attire, makeup and jewellery were also important for dance performances.
⤷ You taught him how to fold his hands or wave his fingers, bend the knees and some rhythmic footwork.
⤷ The harder part was the art of your facial expressions while dancing and you would burst into peals of laughter because he sometimes looked a bit funny or he would purposefully make funny faces to make you laugh.
⤷ On the other hand, he would watch with pure awe as he watched you dance and as he watched your face change to match your steps.
✽ Michael who would sit calmly while you stuck Arabian jasmine flowers in his afro or his curls.
⤷ It was the cutest photo and he just looked so pretty. You had framed it and kept it in your drawer.
✽ Michael who was sometimes astonished by how your hair seemed like spun silk. Must be all the hair oiling.
✽ Michael saw you wearing a lot of gold jewellery and he admired how it seemed to make your beautiful skin almost glow.
⤷ You loved to accessorise. You wore small jhumkas (dangling earrings), payel/nupur (south Asian anklets), gold bangles, rings, etc.
⤷ You explained the importance of gold in your culture, especially it playing a part in security for women, inheritance for children and overall asset. Michael agreed and told you it was similar for black people.
✽ Michael admired your style where your clothes boasted hand-stitching, different types of embroidery, various kinds of patterns and colour combinations. He never witnessed a boring look from you.
✽ Michael who was intrigued by the sound of your jewellery too.
⤷ Not only did you look beautiful, you had a unique and head-whipping sound- either your bangles clanking on your wrists or your anklets jingling because they had tiny bells.
⤷ You once sat in the studio because he basically begged you to sit there and jingle them, in case he had ideas for a future song (he already did).
✽ Michael who watched you apply kajal/kohl/surma (powdered eyeliner) to tightline and smoke out your eyes as a step in your everyday makeup routine. (a/n: surma isn't just used in South Asia but also a good chunk of African countries)
⤷ That’s why he got inspired to wear eyeliner.
⤷ You gave him a new vial of eyeliner for his personal use, though it took some time getting used to the powder application. You tried not to think too deeply into how prettier his eyes looked.
✽ Michael who listened to your angelic voice humming or singing songs in your native language under your breath when you thought nobody was looking.
⤷ The melodies and tunes you used to sing those songs were unlike anything he heard.
⤷ “I’m not that good at singing.” you said, exasperated at him staring at you with his pretty doe eyes to entice you into singing with your whole chest. “Yes you are and it doesn’t matter. I wanna listen.” he huffed and he sat with his head propped up on both hands.
⤷ Eventually, you got comfortable enough to stop caring and you sang freely, much to his delight.
⤷ This evolved into the two of you traveling to major stores to hunt for some vinyl records from your motherland to listen to.
✽ You who complained to him you got some of your beauty products and some grocery shopping from an South Asian store far from where you actually lived.
⤷ He decided to tag along on your next trip and he was shocked by the warm and spiced scent emanating in the store and at how many different spices, snacks, variety of vegetables, hair and skin products he saw. It felt like he took a glimpse into your soul.
⤷ Michael insisted on you buying triple of everything to avoid a sooner trip for your beauty stuff and proceeded to pay for all your items after much arguing.
✽ Michael in turn asked La Toya to take you to a black beauty supply store where you were amazed at all the variety in hair care, wigs and extensions, tools, and skin products.
⤷ You realised there, so much care goes into taking care of black hair.
⤷ If reader has curls, La Toya encourages her to buy some curl care products and teaches her some tips and tricks to maintaining them. (a/n: curls are actually quite common but a lot of South Asians don’t know how to care for them, old generations usually brush them out in an effort to straighten them)
⤷ La Toya also didn’t let you pay for any of your products.
✽ Michael who discovered henna/mehndi art on your hands and feet. When you told him it was a natural dye, he was blown away.
⤷ He thought it looked prettier when you paired your tattoos with nail polish, your favourites were some sort of sparkly or red polish.
⤷ You offered to draw some small inconspicuous designs on his hand one day.
⤷ You did hold onto your end of the bargain and drew flowers on his vitiligo spots. He realised he felt less awful about his vitiligo.
✽ Michael who would invite you to family cookouts and weekend lunch events because he considered you a part of his family.
⤷ You insisted offering a helping hand to his lovely mother, Katherine, when she was working her magic in the kitchen cooking up a feast and observed with great appreciation how she dedicated herself to her craft in feeding her family- reminding you of your own mother.
⤷ She even showed you how to make a dish Michael liked. (a/n: I believe Jermaine's wife used to spend time in the kitchen with Katherine)
⤷ The music was flowing, his mother would continuously fill up your plate until you nearly burst, his brothers would joke around with you and handed you drink refills, his sisters sat and chatted animatedly with you and you would play with Michael’s nephews and nieces.
✽ You who invited him to a special cultural or religious celebration.
⤷ You gifted him a simple hand-crafted cotton kurta with some gold embroidery on the collar and chest and it came up to his mid thigh.
⤷ From then it was wraps. Your mother and aunties were incessant with feeding him. “You’re too skinny. Eat more.” they deadpanned but there was an undercurrent of affection. You told him beforehand, he couldn’t refuse food. You watched from the sidelines, giggling at all of this unfold while he stared at you helplessly.
⤷ Eventually, your dad and uncles talked his ears off about politics over endless cups of chai/chaa (milk tea).
⤷ Some of your family members couldn’t hide how starstruck they were by Michael Jackson being in presence.
✽ “Here, try some of this.” you came up to him with a beaming smile as you hand fed him some sweets and Michael briefly wondered if it tasted sweeter because you fed him.
✽ Michael realised the phrase “You learn new things everyday.” held true because he definitely did learn new things everyday, and you helped him with that.
✽ Curiosity was the foundation of your friendship as two individuals from different racial and cultural backgrounds, and you held immense respect for each other.
✽ Michael who came to the realisation that both of your cultures were so different and yet, so alike.
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dividers used: one, two
a/n: i had more headcanons than listed here but i didn’t wanna put all my eggs in one basket, in case this flopped. i also have a series i am working on with a south asian reader but since the mjblr population has essentially been cut in half, i’m hesitant to post it now. :/ i actually have so many ideas i could turn into one shots or blurbs ;-;
DISCLAIMER: My writing is my own work and from my own mind. I do NOT use generative AI. Please do not reuse or reupload my works as your own or on other platforms. Please do not use my works for translational purposes. @ttangerinexo
quotes from miki's memoir "fingers crossed" and her past tweet. this is just an experpt. the book also covers issues such as Liam's sexual harassment towards her, as well as stories about other artists.
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also a lot of you i haven’t interacted with in a long time and i feel bad abt that🙁 and some ppl that i tagged haven’t even been active since last year or longer like omg pls come back soon i miss you guys 😣😣
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Is this account going to be a dump of my oc? Maybe 💔 Here is a wiki page about the band! (Almost everyone here is entirely fictional)
Irrational (band) [edit]
Irrational, an English music group formed in Northern London, was a short-lived rock band. It primarily consisted of Simon Willins (lead guitar), Lisa Willins (drums), Amaya Beeckman (bass guitar) and lastly, the front-woman Natasha Abbey on vocals. They released their debut single "All Sorted” on September 5th, 1994 in which two more singles "Gullible" and "Eighty-thousand" followed after. Alas, they were invited to The Brit Awards 1996 to receive their award for the best "Breakthrough Act" as a group.
This compelled the young musicians to release a studio album soon after; In April 24, 1996, their first studio album "Erasure" was published to the public. It received a lot of praise due to the album's unique but foreign daring sound, giving the audience a headstart for what could happen next for the band. In response, "Erasure" produced a total of 120,000 copies during the first week of its release, battling the charts with Kula Shaker for the "Fastest-selling debut album"; ultimately scoring 3rd place. This ranking had remained consistent up until the Danish-Norwegian pop group Aquarium won their way into the charts with their debut album Aqua in 1997.
The breakup [edit]
Irrational, despite making a small reputation for themselves from their debut album alone, ended up on an indefinite hiatus shortly after its release; but this turned out to be one of permanency. When interviewed about this 5 years later with Rock Radio, Natasha Abbey offered a vague opinion instead:
"It was never going to work out. Perhaps, Irrational was just a one-hit wonder; we dressed the part, did concerts, took a few skags and made the most out of what we could. Nothing personal."
Interviewer Robert Fletcher asked again whether the front-woman is in contact with the rest of the band.
"Simon, Lisa and I broke up on good terms, we still talk from time to time. But it’s gradually becoming more difficult to interact with them with our distinct careers in the way. Amaya, however, we haven’t talked since '99." — Any further questions regarding the band were not answered by the front-woman.
After the break-up [edit]
Natasha Abbey's path afterwards was one far away from the music industry altogether. Natasha Abbey works as an indie film actress as of now, most famously known for her starring role in the movie "Blood On The Dancefloor (2000)" as Luna Clifford, a renowned spy desperate for revenge. Soon after in 2002, she and Paul Abbey got wedded at Four Seasons Bhosphorus in Istanbul.
The sibling duo, however, refused to be shy in front of modern musical audiences up until now. Lisa and Simon Wilkins have appeared on many instances during live shows as touring members of aspiring solo artists.
"It's all just a hobby now." Simon stated. The drummer tagged along "We hardly get any time to spare anymore. And even if I do manage to get any, my kids and husband hog it all up."
"Yeah, we can't be hopelessly devoted to music like we were when we were ambitious little kids. Ain't gonna happen." That was the guitarist's final conclusion.
On the other hand, the proclaimed genius and bassist of the group hasn't had any public appearances ever since the 90s had come to a close. Amaya Beeckman's last live appearance was an interview with Radio X back in 1999 which was rather a discussion about what once was Irrational. The bassist expressed the struggles of hers and the band behind the entire britpop craze at the time.
"Fame took a toll on all of us. In spite of us not being that popular within the music space yet, the stakes were already raised for us. Me being a college student at the time had to deal with the expectations being thrown over me oh-so-suddenly; I had to keep up a good face, as a woman, a songwriter, and most important of all, a person of color. I had been told many times by my peers that things were easy for me when it was the complete opposite. You'd be surprised by the amount of racial comments made about me in every magazine we were featured in, you would never see such comments being made by the press about a person with an European background. My skin color and fashion sense became the topic of the hour, about how I could gain a larger audience if I started wearing clothes more revealing or if I bleached my skin. It’s disgusting and awful, and before I knew it, my mental sanity came first before the music." Nowadays, Amaya Beeckman keeps a low profile in the eyes of any press.
I have come across videos on TikTok about DRs and people coming up with their own characters to live in the same era as their favorite band and I love the idea of it!! I have never really tried to shift nor will I do so in the near future but it made me want to create an original OC that lives in the 90s Brit-pop era. And so I did, I have even created a small wiki page for her.
Amaya Junaid Beeckman (born 19th December, 1972) is a Pakistani-English retired musician who is famously known for her role as the bassist in the English-rock band “Irrational” and is considered the genius of the group by its core members. The musician had adopted the Dutch surname after her step-father, Leon Beeckman, a local physiotherapist.
Born: 19th December, 1972
Years active: 1995-97 (Irrational)
98-present (Unknown)
Genre: Alternative rock, Brit-pop
Instruments: Bass • Backing vocals
Partner(s): Liam Gallagher (Alleged)
Jamie Hewlett (1995)
Parents: Noor Beeckman, Junaid Waqar
The other Irrational members opinions about her:
(1995-97)
Natasha Abbey (vocalist) : “Amaya has always been a strange ass bitch but for the right reasons. In a sense, it’s what modern rock n’roll needs. But she has always been the more reserved type and I turned out to be the polar opposite, so I guess that opposites do attract each-other.”
Simon Wilkins (guitarist): “Amaya? She’s cool. She would be the go-to-person for when you need a hug or punch from. If you’re into the masochism shit, of course.”
Lisa Wilkins (drummer): “Absolutely brilliant. Without me and Amaya discussing music over tea, there would be no Irrational. Apart from that, she plays very well and has pretty much been our song-writer during this whole album. I could only imagine where she gets all of these ideas from.”
(1998- 2005 // present day)
Natasha Abbey (Retired vocalist): “It was never meant to last long. It was simply a relationship that only stood on the music, money and drugs. It was begging to be fizzled out in one way or another.”
Simon Wilkins (Guitarist): “I haven’t talked to her since ‘97 nor have I heard anything from the tabloids. I can only wish her well wherever she is.”
Lisa Wilkins (Drummer): “She disappeared honestly right after we disbanded. It was a mutual choice among the four of us, but Natasha never seemed to have taken the break-up very well, even until now.”
P.S I’m not very keen on shipping her with anyone, atleast not with actual people (I still find it a bit teeny tiny weird, considering these celebrities have partners irl? Or is it just me? I don’t judge tho) but there is lore behind this I SWEAR
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