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Him just being really funny aside his dynamic with ralsei was easily my favorite part in the chapter, ralsei was for a long time one of my least favorite main characters mostly because she felt really one dimensional with occasional gimplises into her true colors, and then flowery came along and completly flipped her character.

I was kind of expecting this chapter to have more ralsei bussiness since they didnt have THAT much compared to the rest of the fun gang but it genuinely took me by surprise to see ralsei express any emotion other than contempt, other than that I think flowery will kind of be the template for future ralsei in a way.

What I mean by that is that although flowery doesn't follow no prophecy and still cares for himself and other darkners, he also is still nice to lightners, which I think is the path ralsei is gonna take, basicly look at how flowery behaves around asgore and imagine ralsei in his place ya know?

Atleast from like my personal experience with this woke concept, before I start spouting liberal propaganda my prounouns are he/him, I identify as a manly man meaning im a cis straight guy.

And im happy with that I like being a guy, but recently I was thinking about how much I'd care if I hypothetically turned into/was born as a girl and like I don't think I'd care much at all.

In the "turns into" scenario assuming everyone around me just ignores, other than the initial shock after 1 and a half weeks I'd probably be happy with it, not in a "I prefer it like this" way more so I don't think its either improving or getting worse, and being born as a girl changes even less

So yeah this made me question my gender identity a bit, it's weird like I stated before, I wouldn't really want to be non binary that aint me, gender apathetic doesn't really make sense for me either because I care about my gender

My friend looked quite confused and said "it cannot be that good" and so I affirmed him that it was indeed that fire, and so he asked "ok name 1 great thing about one of his songs" although it took me a bit to choose one thing I eventually decided on something.

BUT as I went to say it my dumb brain stuttered, alongside that it forgot to set my volume high up so I was very quiet, also for some reason my eyes teared up as I said "th-th-eres a ppppart where he like... he.. says pl-pl-play their drums annnd(my eyes are a lake at this point) the uuuh the... uuh drums actually play on the... instrumental... its uuh cool" as I wiped my tears my friend patted my back and said "I get it man"

Im used to listening to music on album order or on loop and I often sing along(geek), but like sometimes I put it on random order when I do this and the song is amost over I arely start humming the tune for the next song im used to but then it turns out to be another one because it's in random order so I feel like a CLOWN For exemple I was listening to damn skippy on random and Ode to Crayola was amost over so I arely started going like ''Is it safe to drink the rainwater'' but the next song was actually Pumpkin Pie I FELT SO STUPID