Marleen-back-then

Oh my .. it’s now nine years ago I posted this. I have fond memories of how proud I was being a photo model :)

This was Important for me .. I went to a photographer - who is even specialized in trans people - and did a photo shooting. I just wanted to know where I’m at and what passing I have. It’s not my dress .. but I felt so good and confident when I looked into the camera.

I have such fond memories of that night .. it was my first NYE en femme and I met nice people at this party. And - most important, I got a huge boost of self confidence being in public.

This was a premiere .. my first NYE party being en femme, I felt it was a great achievement - and causing hunger for more. Well, I got saturated in 2017.

At the end of the year 2016 I had gained so much confidence, that stepping out in public was so easy .. I enjoyed being free as a gurl.

Obviously I enjoyed the night out en femme very much .. back then in 2016.

To the end of the year 2016 my activities, especially partying, increased noticeably. This particular weekend I spent in Cologne. With more and more nights out my circle of friends increased also nicely.

Yeah, this was a dare .. back then in 2016. I was quite excited to go shopping in public .. I felt the looks of the people - and enjoyed it more and more. I was soooo confident after coming home.

It‘s quite a while ago .. but I still remember the confidence I felt while moving in public and using Subway .. and I was not inconspicuous but wearing a striking outfit. It was a thrilling fun !

It was nothing special .. just a snapshot while resting on a highway trip .. but it turned out pretty well.

Awww .. this is quite a while ago .. and the „Schlampenfest“ is not taking place anymore since Corona times. It was wonderful to party with all the gurls for a whole weekend.

Sigh, still after so many years I love to attend to the Kitcat club in Berlin .. a perfect destination for hedonistic parties and experiencing a hot night.

Yeah .. quite a while ago, but still fondly remembered is this nice trip to wonderful Amsterdam. I enjoyed especially the totally normal way people treated me as a trans person.