Zonk off, squeeb!

did you guys know I genuinely can't listen to our light. I have to skip it whenever it comes on. I instantly feel sick and start tearing up I cannot listen to it.

more content of akechi throwing up please

I sleep so well knowing that if he were alive and still on his pre-beaten path, akechi would've spent today saying a dozen tired thank yous to his coworkers, filing away a dozen birthday cards to throw away (after stealing the money out of them), and pretending to enjoy the sweet treats his supervisor brought in just for the occasion through a smile that got increasingly more and more strained through the day. He'd have to make at least 4 posts thanking everyone for the birthday wishes and scroll his feed with glazed eyes at the disconnected flood of comments he was getting. then he'd get home and loosen his tie and feel weirdly numb from the positive attention he normally wouldn't mind but for some reason today cant stand and just stand in his kitchen in silence for a few minutes until his head cleared, and then, fighting his migraine, sit down at his dining table and spread out his papers and go right back to work. and earlier sae would've asked what his plans were and he would've answered honestly that this was what he'd be doing and she would've frowned slightly and said "you seriously can't take a break for your birthday?" and no, of course not. It's just a day as miserable as any other. even more miserable, if you ask him. maybe sae wouldn't look at him with so much pity if he knew this was the day that indirectly caused his mother's death. happy birthday. as good a day as any to be like every other.