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asaau: people want me as i am now. if i try to change myself, then i will no longer be that version of me. if i am no longer that version of me, then people will stop wanting me. therefore i cannot change myself

unbiased. not to get all obnoxious english major here but that whole element of asaau’s character design where he goes essentially barefoot beneath double layers of floor-length skirts is 100% meant to echo his internal vulnerability underlying a thick veneer of material aesthetics & high-society performance of self so jot that down

Okay but actual still nsfw info post -- he usually swallows. Sometimes, though, after getting the other person off, he’ll immediately feel so disgusted that he just cannot bring himself to do so (not even if he tries to make himself) and has to spit instead. It happens most commonly when he uses sex as a form of self-harm. You know how sometimes a mouthful of food will feel like it just went bad in your mouth, and you feel like you’ll gag or throw up if you try to swallow it? It feels similar to that, except with Asaau, it’s happening because as soon as it’s over he feels dirty, used -- degraded. He’s disgusted with himself for what he just did, and by the other person for doing it with him.

asaau w/cum in his mouth: do you hate me