list three people you admire. for each person, list three qualities you admire about them. do you mirror these qualities? would you like to? what are some things you can do to start exhibiting them?
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write a wishlist. anything goes— material desires, habits you want to develop, traits you want to have, how you want to look. leave the wishlist and go do something else, then come back. how many things on the wishlist do you actually want, and why do you want them?
what is your favorite nostalgic scent? what emotions does it bring when you catch a whiff of it? what memories does it bring up, and how do they make you feel?
imagine your mind was a computer. what would this look like? would it emulate any specific console or OS? how are memories stored? what programs can it run?
bonus : imagine your computer - brain as much as you want! whether it's downloading new information, cycling through memories, etc
y is it any of ur business how some ppl choose 2 identify n understand themselves? r u inside the brains of other ppl so u know what its like 2 b them??
again did you read the post
blocking is not a crime against the blocked party ! it's for my own comfort and theirs. i simply do not wish to interact with endos, partially because as demonstrated by my getting 2 hate asks within the space of 5 minutes, they and their supporters feel veryyy strongly on their stance and are willing to go to some unsavory lengths to defend that.
this is tumblr. we block freely here. it's okay. you can block me too.
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What do you mean “some endos” will be blocked? /genq
i am of the belief that most endos are traumagenic systems in denial of their trauma and / or their brain is repressing the traumatic memories, if they do genuinely experience symptoms of OSDD / DID. for this reason i want to keep my account open to those endos in case they identify as traumagenic later. however I have been blocking most that come across my feed lately. it's not my responsibility to help these "endos" reckon with their trauma, and it would be damaging to me to put that upon myself.
in general, i am confused by the whole of syscourse and how endos self-identify. the identity itself speaks to not having trauma, but then some DO acknowledge they have trauma, but are insistent that's not why they're plural. some also say that specific headmates were not formed from trauma and are therefore endo / willogenic, but you don't have to go through a major traumatic event to split! minor stressors are enough.
i do not want to engage in syscourse on this blog, or any blog for that matter. however due to the nature of my stance, it will be better for both the endo in question and myself for them to be blocked and not have to worry about breaking a DNI. this doesn't mean i hold anything against these people !!! it's simply to remove myself and them from each other's spaces.
write down a memory that you associate with your favorite color/s. how does this memory make you feel? if you feel positively about it, what about it made you feel the positive emotion?
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what kind of deities do you work with, and what does it say about you as a person?
how has the religion of your upbringing affected your choice in deities?
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how do i know i am having a vision? how do i discern visions from reality? how do i know i am having visions at all?
the simple answer to all of these is, if you feel it is significant, it is significant.
for me (and many others), the visions typically come in the form of dreams. dreams are nonsensical. they do not typically follow a set rhythm or have much rhyme or reason. so in order to interpret the visions, i must think of my dreams very, very metaphorically.
in this post, we will walk through an example of dream / vision interpretation and what it says about myself as an individual and possible interpretations of the future based on it.
the very first thing you need to do when examining your visions is begin recording them.
this can be a physical journal, or not. i have a notion database within my digital grimoire where i record all of the dreams and visions i remember.
you do not have to record the whole dream or vision. this is an unrealistic expectation. you will not remember the whole dream, and you will not get a clear vision with a clear set of events 99% of the time. simply record every detail you remember, including your emotions during the vision, and do not interpret the dream yet.
now that you have recorded the vision, begin your interpretation. here is the dream we will be interpreting, as i recorded it:
"previous night i dreamt i yumeshipped with aventurine hsr"
i have chosen this dream specifically for how bizarre it is and the lack of any coherent message it seems to relay. i do not play honkai star rail. i admire the characters from a distance, but aventurine isn't even my favorite. i am, privately, a yumeshipper, but aventurine is not my f/o. so how would i even begin interpreting it, you may ask?
first, let's examine the emotions of the dream. the primary emotion the dream evoked was love, obviously, as that's the point of yumeshipping, but also safety. i will elaborate on this in the next couple paragraphs.
second, let's scrounge up any context that i already know about the symbols of the dream. this is the most valuable information for vision interpretation, as your subconscious mind is essentially communicating to you with what it already knows. we can look for additional context later, but for now, what do i know about aventurine from honkai star rail?
as far as i understand, the planet aventurine lives on has slavery, and aventurine was born as some sort of servant. i recently came across an edit that mentioned his family and implied their deaths, specifically his mother's. while writing this, my heart began to hurt, so we will be adding that to our contextual information (as i usually get this feeling when related to a vision of extreme emotional pain). eventually (again, as far as i understand), aventurine was discovered to be a very lucky individual in terms of gambling, and he was offered or forced to join the oppressive authority responsible for the slave system and other atrocities (a la Boothill, who i have some previous knowledge of).
i recall my self-insert in the dream recovering from a similar backstory to aventurine's, and the idea was that in this relationship, they find safety within each other while healing from past wounds. this is the crux of the dream; this is the message my subconscious was trying to communicate. therefore, we can draw the conclusion that i will, in the future, meet someone with which i will heal from past wounds.
this is likely a future that will not come about on its own; i will need to make a conscious effort to meet and maintain my relationship with this person. most visions are like this; an idea of a future that could be, but isn't yet. do not stop putting effort into your life because of a vision or dream; after all, not every dream is a vision, and not every vision comes true.
do not be discouraged if your dreams do not seem to connect to any future events.
it is still very good practice to record and interpret your dreams. i am of the belief that every dream means something. and even if that meaning does not connect to a vision of the future, it likely says something about you psychologically and it is productive to keep record of it.
i bless you; have a good day, and good luck in your interpretations
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