片翼の天使 ₍₇₎

it is more important than ever that those of us outside gaza do not attempt to ignore the ongoing genocide in favor of the illusion of security. any small thing you can do is better than complacency.

if you need a place to start:

help Suad get urgent medical treatment for her baby and mother-in-law - @suad-khaled (#279 on @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi's spreadsheet)

help Mahmoud reunite with his family in a safe place - @supportgaza (#151 on @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi's spreadsheet)

help Amal take care of her daughter and provide for 20+ family members - @amalashuor (#175 on @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi's spreadsheet)

help Firas and Nisreen continue their education and support their family - @firasmuhaisenn, @nisreenameen, @helphashemfamily (verified by @/90-ghost)

Enter   @kyuseshu  as               SEPHIROTH . . .                      ( ophidian     hero,           cold- blooded     as     i ) :     

                 DO     YOU     STILL     DREAM     OF     DYING?

THE     NIGHTTIDE     SWALLOWS     TWO     MARBLE     STATUES,          gathering     dust,         caught     in     the     cacophony     of     the     OLD     WORLD.       the     planet,     in flames     around     us     and     here     still     we     sit.               the     forked     tongue     of     THE SERPENT     shows     itself     with     the     glacial     suggestion     of     a     smile,          a     crimson     lull     that     has     not     since     childhood     greeted     my     eyes.               . . . BREATHE     IN: welcome   the     sterile     comforts     of     the     operating     room,          see     the     scalpel     trace     lines     in     your     arteries.     come,          friend,          suck     the     venom     out.               when     i     wake     with     the     sun,     i     feel     like     i’m     falling     /     THE     END     IS     NIGH ⁽ " ⁾

Below are some verified donation links of organisations that are currently providing assistance for the people in Gaza directly:

Food, water, and shelter

Taawon has launched a campaign to provide support in Gaza through food parcels, shopping vouchers, fresh produce, water bottles and shelter tents.

Watermelon Relief is a project initiated and implemented by a group of activists in Gaza, who work to provide aid to displaced families in Gaza through meals, support and activities.

World Food Programme (WFP) managed to provide assistance to more than 1 million people in Gaza in May by delivering food in shelters, makeshift camps and shops.

Life for Gaza is an initiative through which the Municipality of Gaza aims to provide basic necessities for the people of Gaza such as water projects, waste collection and the reconstruction of roads.

Arab Group for the Protection of Nature (APN) is working to plant farmlands in Gaza through their "Revive Gaza Farmlands" project, through which they had already started planting vegetables, fruits and leafy greens in Gaza.

Purchasing eSIMs is one of the only remaining ways to keep Gazans connected with the outside world, to get their stories out or even enable them to call for help after Israeli strikes.

The Sameer Project is a donation based aid initiative that provides tents, cash aid, diapers and formula for displaced families in Gaza.

Care For Gaza is an organisation that works to provide essential aid such as food packages and cash to deliver to displaced families in Gaza.

Palestine Children's Relief Fund, through their "Gaza Relief and Recovery" campaign, plan to provide essential medical supplies and treatments, as well as food and clean water.

Mutual Aid for the People of Gaza is a fundraiser managed by Mona in Gaza, who personally purchases and distributes basic supplies including food parcels to families in Gaza.

Help Gaza Children is another grassroots effort operating on the ground in Gaza to support families with food, water and clothing.

Medical care

Medical Aid for Palestine (MAP) provides medical supplies and supports healthcare services in Gaza.

Gaza Wound Care is a medical team in a tent in Nuseirat, providing care to children and supporting pregnant women.

dialogue prompts from saint maud (2019).

creative types tend to be rather self-involved.

what are you cooking up in there?

who's your saint?

you're prettier than the last one.

i'd be happiest to stay in my room.

may god bless you and never waste your pain.

why would someone like you end up in a town like this?

you should be around people.

why the fuck do you care so much all of a sudden?

darling, don't be petulant.

no one sees what they don't want to.

stay with me. i don't want to be alone.

have you seen a lot of death?

what made you leave?

when you pray, do you get a response?

nothing feels real anymore.

my little savior.

it's too late to be visiting now.

i'm trying to be respectful.

i didn't swear at you or anything.

do you think this is just a joke?

this is life and death. it's spiritual.

no hard feelings. i'm sure you're great in bed.

you're just a waste of time at the moment.

can you hear yourself?

don't tell ___ i told you, though.

how's it going? it's been ages.

are you taking care of yourself?

i thought you must have left town or something.

i don't see you out and about anymore.

my number. if you ever want to talk, or get a drink or anything.

it's no fun if you cheat.

i will go to bed when i damn well like.

don't run away. i'm talking to you.

what is it? am i indecent?

you know you shouldn't take anything i say seriously.

you should have some fun while you still can.

if you're trying to teach me something, i can't see what it is.

quite frankly, it all just seems like such a waste.

i remember you, you know.

you used to be out all the time.

please don't let me fall.

nothing worthwhile comes easily.

it was no small thing. it meant something.

never waste your pain.

do you mind if i sit?

that, as they say, is how the cookie crumbles.

how will i know what to do?

sorry, did i get you out of bed?

i just wanted to see how you are.

we could see you were struggling and we did nothing.

i'm so sorry. i was unkind to you.

you made me think of things i didn't want to.

you must be the loneliest girl i've ever seen.

dialogue prompts from nineteen claws and a black bird: stories by agustina bazterrica.

human evil knows no limits.

take whatever you like.

did you just call me ____?

old age that's covered up irritates me.

do you mind if i put some music on?

you're consistent, if alarming.

you need to know how to look.

let's go. take me with you. you know where.

i don't need more men in my life.

i want to die with the style and dignity of a cartoon character.

i don't have a loved one.

i was just imagining your chest with a bomb inside it.

i don't know how to live through a real tragedy.

i love you more than my life.

you broke my heart into a thousand pieces.

you need to see a doctor.

i'm telling you this as a friend. you know that, right?

you know what i'm talking about. of course you do.

you'll learn to live with the fear.

you're always saying such strange and unfavorable things.

if i stop, i start thinking about the shadows of things.

you've always wanted me close.

i can't bear the thought of being close.

i just want you to look at me again.

i don't mind being ignored. i prefer the silence.

death is a pastime for you.

each of us is a wolf devouring another in exquisite eternity.

are you going to kill me?

you like it? take it.

all dead people go to the moon.

i think dust is the soul's filth.

sometimes the ghosts sing to me.

why are you so bad now?

you're not always a scary bad word.

what would happen if i drank holy water?

you don't sing to me anymore.

you're messing up my hair.

people will do anything to dissipate the monotony of their lives.

i only write to you so that i don't kill you.

no one will remember you.

it's like i never stop dying.

you have the smile of a porcelain antique.

you again.

i don't want to feel alone in my pain.

is this your little hell? your private torment?

i want to be a circle, round and infinite.

misery hides in vulgarity.

misery is destructive and, as such, ephemeral.

we love one another because we repulse one another.

i want to shrink to the edges of inexistence.

consider this your first glimpse of hell.

the silence is so sharp, it bleeds.

i just wanted to fit in somewhere.

why do i smell roses?

your hair looks better loose.

i need to understand if it's real.

i don't know what they did to me.

we have to make up for lost time.

what animal would you like to be?

you look like you know something.

in the dark, one is truly alone.

can you tell me where the exit is?

→     𝐈 .    GENERAL

❛   hush .   raise  a  finger  in  a  gesture  to  silence  my  muse . ❛   sit .  gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . ❛   door .   hold  a  door  open  for  my  muse . ❛   tap .   tap  my  muse  on  the  shoulder  to  garner  their  attention . ❛   hunger .   give  my  muse  something  to  eat  /  drink . ❛   cook .   present  my  muse  with  home - cooked  food . ❛   brush .   work  a  brush  /  comb  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   read .   silently  read  a  book  alongside  my  muse . ❛   hand .   hold  out  a  hand  for  my  muse  to  take . ❛   dressed .   help  my  muse  put  on  an  article  of  clothing . ❛   note .   give  my  muse  a  note  saying :   [ content ] . ❛   amplify .   turn  up  the  music  in  the  car .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    ANGST

❛   patch .   help  my  muse  patch  up  a  wound . ❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare . ❛   company .   silently  sit  with  my  muse  to  comfort  them. ❛   hospital .   my  muse  is  told  that  yours  is  in  the  hospital . ❛   revelation .   show  my  muse  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ❛   downfall .   find  my  muse  collapsed  on  the  ground . ❛   console .   comfort  my  muse  as  they  cry . ❛   nurse .   give  my  muse  company  in  the  hospital .

→     𝐈𝐈𝐈 .    AFFECTIONATE

❛   wink .   wink  at  my  muse . ❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] . ❛   caress .   gently  caress  my  muse’s  face . ❛   tousle .   mess  playfully  with  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   chest .   place  your  head  on  my  muse’s  chest .   ❛   comb .   comb  fingers  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   grasp .   run  to  my  muse  &  jump  into  their  arms . ❛   lean .   lean  on  my  muse’s  shoulder . ❛   tender .   kiss  my  muse  on  the  [ forehead  /  cheek  /  nose ] . ❛   abrupt .   kiss  my  muse  out  of  the  blue . ❛   chaste .   chastely  kiss  my  muse . ❛   good morning .   kiss  my  muse  the  morning  after . ❛   volumes .   gaze  at  my  muse  in  a  way  that  silently  says  ‘i love you’ .

→    𝐈𝐕 .    VIOLENT