say amen.

but for anyone ho can take it, i’ll explain more under cut trfgh

so, basically, on the sixth my mom ended up getting herself into trouble, which is why i had kept saying i was having a bad week. but, things calmed down after that thursday, but then this monday my dad ended up needing to go to the hospital. because of the stuff with my mom, i had to stay at the hospital with my dad all week (WHEW THAT WAS AN EXPERIENCE, i’ve never been at a hospital so long and i’ve got anxiety,,, the amount of times i had to talk to people... gtg... and i’ve had to call 911 more times in the past two weeks than i have in my entire eighteen years of LIFE) and was basically in charge of him for that time.

we just got home yesterday, and the reason i’m not really back yet is because even though he’s out, he has to see some doctors for some test results and no matter what those results won’t be like, good, really. so, i’m waiting to say i’m completely back for that. i will probably do a reply or two when i feel good, but i don’t wanna say i’m back then get news and leave again for another week or whatever.

anyway, though, i know this is long, i just wanted to give some information. if you want to know anything else or whatever, just message me, i just didn’t want to go too in-depth because of possibly triggering people. or if you just wanna talk!!! i appreciate it either way. but thank you guys for being cool, and i’ll message people back over the next two weeks, please be patient with me DFTYGHJ

“i mean, it wouldn’t hurt,” somin retorts and sticks her tongue out at him. the thing is, she really loves kyungsun. as much as they tend to bicker and pick on each other, sun is easily the closest person to her and she wants him as happy as possible. “the ‘death rock thingy’ is what people call a tombstone and the saying is what others call an epitaph. also, you can’t die so you’ll never get one,” she points out with a raise of her eyebrows.

“don’t worry,” she finally says, “i already have a solution. who do you think i am?” she pulls her hair up into a ponytail and pulls a pen out from a drawer in her desk. “this is charmed already, and i’m letting you borrow it. i need it back, okay? once you click it, it will start writing the answers to your questions on the test, so don’t click it until you need it. and, make sure to click it closed when you’re done because if you don’t it will keep writing and your professor will obviously know something’s up. i would use a regular pen for some of the questions… if you get a perfect score they might be suspicious,” she smiles, too sweet to be natural, and hands the pen out to him. “use it wisely, young padawan.”

☀ ー holding back a smile when somin stuck her tongue out, kyungsun whines. it is a small whine, but it happens as he stretches out childishly in the chair while she explains the different names to headstones. kyungsun thinks his description was adequate enough though. who really needs to know what to call those things, especially when you won’t need one anyway. ❝ how do you know? maybe i’ll decide to be done with living and just hang out in a coffin for a while. and then i’ll put your name on my rock. ❞

kyungsun does let the side of his mouth go up when somin tells him what she has that he can use, a little bit of a smile in response to his own excitement. ❝ fuck, yeah, somin, you’re awesome. the best, seriously. ❞ he jumps back up from being spread out in the chair, grabbing onto the pen to check it out. ❝ padawan? you just got your cool taken back. because i’m pretty sure that’s from that weird space show. but, whatever, yeah, i’ll be careful, i know how cheating works. i’ve been alive long enough. ❞

            “  HE’S  A  STUPID  witch  &  his  name  doesn’t  matter  because  he’s  trash . “  she  answers  her  friend’s  question  with  a  sense  of  bitterness .  perhaps  being  harsher  than  usual  due  to  her  own  bruised  ego .  the  siren’s  lips  pulled  into  a  frown  while  nodding  along  with  what  the  familiar  had  to  say .  &  he  was  right .  the  witch  who  had  been   ignoring  her  was  definitely  not  cute  enough  for  this .  naturally ,  katrina  takes  kyungsun’s  advice to  heart .  they  were  friends ,  after  all .  perhaps  that’s  why  she  feels  irritation  boiling  in  her  veins  as  she  can  only  consider  his  words  the  truth .  thinking  back  on  the  male  she  desperately  wanted  attention  from ,  she  tries  to  think  about  what  he  liked .  &  there  was   only  so much  she   really  knew  about  him .  “  uh  .  he  likes  weird  stuff  like  bands  &  drums .  skateboarding ??  & his  moms  cooking  ??  “  her  face  scrunches  in  disgust  at  the  thought  of  her  trying  to  research  something  so  boring ,  just  to  get  the  redhead  to  message  her  back.  instantly ,  her  hands  reach  over  to  take  back  her  phone  as  she  lets  out  a  small  snort ,  catching  on  to  the  last  of  the  other’s  statement . “  well  ,  i  guess  tits  it  is  .  “  she  laughs  softly ,  beginning  to  type  something   before  she  stops.  her  features  illuminating  with  mischief .  “  or..  “  she   takes  a  brief  pause  to  look  up  at  kyungsun .  “  should  i  try  to  make  him  jealous  ??  “

☀ ー ❝ he definitely sounds like a dumbass. ❞ he says, almost in annoyance. he really didn’t see why katrina would give time to someone who wasn’t even texting her back. but then again, it isn’t like he has never gone after a guy giving him a challenge. sometimes it did feel good to fight for someones attention and eventually win it—but even still, he did think katrina deserved the attention right away. ❝ uck, is he one of those total freak alternative guys? i wonder if he listens to like... the arctic foxes or whatever that band is all the weird goth kids started listening to a few years ago. ❞ he groans even at the thought.

he starts to think about how if that’s the case, katrina might need an intervention for liking ugly, freaky guys but, with the drama and history floating around between woojin and him, did he really have any right to insult her taste in guys? probably not, but before he can decide  on the question, he’s distracted by her talking again. ❝ oh, you devil, you, ❞ he says, perking up. it doesn’t quite elicit a smile, but he is interested. ❝ what’s the plan? ❞

—〈 ♛ 〉 without a second thought, the veela stands aside to welcome her guest. a smile softens her features as she listens carefully, giving kyungsun her full attention, even as she turns to lock the pair in ( a habit she’s carried with her from her past ).  ❝ aw, babe … i’m sorry ! ❞ she finally responds, making a way to sit beside her friend. a soft hand reaches out, settling on his tummy before she gives it a gentle pat in an attempt to soothe him ( something she’s never done very well, for anyone, but it’s the thought that counts ).  ❝ i think it’s possible to be attracted to a lot of different things; nothing to worry your head about. i’m curious as to why you let him get to you so much, though ? ❞ she turns towards him, laying herself back to meet him at eye level.  ❝ have you thought of giving in—or up—instead of torturing him and, most importantly, torturing yourself ? ❞

immediately after the last word falls from her lips, nari shakes her head. ❝ nah, nevermind. i call take backs. we don’t have to talk about any of that …” her voice trails off while she re-positions herself closer, ❝ i don’t want you to feel like today, and everyone involved, has been out to get you. so, tell me what you’d like me to do to help you feel better. ❞ she holds up a hand, putting a finger down as she make her way through a short verbal list, “beat someone up ? cook you some food ? give you some cuddles cuddles ? a mix of all three ? all you gotta do is say the word and i’ll make it happen, i promise. ❞

☀ ー though the hand is awkward and a little less than perfect comfort, normally, kyungsun is more than happy with it, curling up beside nari. even if she had as much difficulty with being comforting and soft as he himself did, he actually does feel better around her. there was a reason he comes to nari. even her presence makes kyungsun feel a lot safer.

it may be because nari reminds him of his boyfriend in a few ways, but he tends not to think on that too much. instead, he looks into her eyes when she lays back, frown evident on his face as she gives a suggestion. the suggestion would work for almost anyone else, but with woojin it just makes him groan in annoyance as she says she takes it back.

kyungsun can at least be happy he won’t have to explain himself. ❝ i want food. cuddling. and for pi woojin to waste away slowly while i watch him disappear. or at least for him to start being ugly. when you can make him do one of those things i’ll be significantly less tired of life. ❞

❝ does anyone have certain species they won’t fuck? i guess ii’d be less likely to fuck an angel now. i don’t really have preferences. more like, if i want someone and they aren’t a pain in the ass, i like them. i’m not racist toward certain species or whatever. ❞

               &  KATRINA  DOESN’T  resist  as  she  lets  her  friend  take  away  the  phone  from  within  her  grasp .  simply  sighing  as  she  explains  her  situation  to  the  other .   “    i  was  just  asking  him  what  he  was  doing  ??  look,  i  even  put  a  cute  little  winking  face  .   “  katrina  whines  as  she  scoots  closer ,  pointing  to  the  small  lit  up  screen .  the  person  on  the  other  end  of  her  text  had  never  ignored  her  like  this  before .  but,  the  siren  watches  as  kyungsun  examines  her  messages ,  hoping  maybe  he  has  the  answers .   “  i  mean  yeah .  i  may  have  not  responded  to  any  of  his  phone  calls  or  messages  for  like  a  week  .   BUT !!   he  got  boring  !!  that’s  not  my  fault ,  &  that’s  still  no  excuse  for  him  to  treat  me  this  way  !!  “   her   lips  pull  into  a  pout .   “  right ,  sunny  ??  what  should  i  do  !?  i  saw  him  the  other  day  &   i  forgot  how  cute  he   was . “ 

☀ ー kyungsun’s eyebrows furrow as he listens to katrina and looks through the phone, trying to figure out what’s going on. not that he should exactly be the person in charge of anyone’s love life, but he gets with enough people to at least know how to do the courting portion. and he’ll help katrina any way he can.

❝ who is this? he might be cute but he isn’t cute enough for all of this. ❞ kyungsun commentates, already debating if he should just send a text to the guy himself. at least it would be funny in the end.

but, instead he looks over to katrina, mouth in a thin line before he actually even begins to give his advice. ❝ you should text him about like, something he’s into. like, your tits. or sports. that always works for me. minus the tits part, unless they have a nipple fetish. ❞

❝ no. even though i’m annoyed with some people, there’s not anyone that makes me regret even knowing them. i’m angry at a lot of people. even my dad. if it wasn’t for him i’d not be here still. same with everyone else. ❞

zero’s giggle is back when he watches how tightly he holds that bag, how he looks at him and acts now that zero’s spooked him. it was always funny to him, jumping out on people, kyungsun included even if he wasn’t necessarily the victim.

“yup.“ and that was all that needed to be said about that anyway. so long as zero was happy, having a grand old time he might add, then he didn’t give a shit about anything or anyone else, honestly. “nope, but you’re the one acting like there’s something wrong. get a little spooked, huh?“ he grins, leaning closer to him, “you’re so funny when you get freaked out.“

☀ ー kyungsun has to roll his eyes at zero. the way the other gets off on messing with people and getting their reactions is something he definitely does not understand or relate to. he barely likes seeing people’s reactions to normal things, and zero himself was not a normal thing.

though, he guesses saying zero is abnormal would be more convincing if it weren’t coming from him—a demon who wears rainbows constantly and a whole other slew of abnormalities about kyungsun himself. he guesses that’s why most days he does actually like him, has even enjoyed watching some of his pranks.

but again, zero still pissed him off from time to time. ❝ you’re funny when you—oh wait. you aren’t funny. ever. ❞ it’s a little harsh, but at the very least, most of the people in the school expect this from kyungsun by now, including the ghost.

❝ what are you doing here anyway? don’t you have a class at this time? ❞