Dr.Cube

I really feel like my life post covid has been extremely different to what it was pre-covid. It’ll be 6 years now and so much has changed and Its almost I let go of the creative dreamer and became more serious with achieving what is regarded as landmarks of adulthood that I lost what was a major part of my life aswell: My creativity.

I loved creating, I loved expression through art through music, through the other mediums available to me such as this tumblr account. I don’t know when I got completely serious about life and just let go of this other side of me, but I do miss it. I miss the dreamer in me. I think as you get older in life and feel the need to have to get things moving because of expectations you have for yourself and also what is expected of you. You can get really carried away in just focusing on how to move in the rat race of life that if you don’t take a second to sit down and reflect, 5 years will go by and you won’t even realise it.

I genuinely feel like I don’t know who I am, maybe it’s a quarter life crisis, yes I have achieved things but they don’t give me the same joy that or dreams I had when I was a Uni student in first year scrolling through tumblr or going to the studio to experiment and make music.