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partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

Sometimes you forget how shitty being trans is till you do something to reactivate dysphoria and it’s like, “oh, ok, I see you want me dead.”

Gender dysphoria is so stupid like why is my brain upset that my height is wrong and my body hair is weird and my chest doesn’t look right, this is bullshit

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

[yelling at the club to someone i met ten minutes ago] do you think im a burden be honest

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

fuck i just remembered i’m fundamentally unlovable

spending my twenties rotting and decaying

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

I don’t need all of your attention, just enough to know I haven’t slipped from your heart, and the hole I dug inside is deep enough so you will remember me.

Currently going through another episode of “I’m unlovable and disgusting, please kill me” please come back at another time…