my sissy life

It’s been 6 months now. You now live in a country foreign to you. During the day You are dressed like a French maid and forced to clean the houses and apartments of your customers. On days you don’t have to clean, you are given re-education hypno sessions to keep your programing fresh in your head. At night You are a full on Cock craving sissy Prostitute whore for Hardmasterfist. You are a great earner, always eager to please. Do you remember when you were a boy? All the decisions you had to make? Work, bills, responsibility? Who wants any of that? You don’t want to go back to that life. Do you? You want to stay a gurl. You can’t pass as a male anymore not only because of the hormones but because your makeup was permanently tattooed on and the hills you have on are locked on to your feet. You can’t run away, you have nowhere to go. No one to talk to. All you can do is trust your programming. Remember your place in life. A SISSY Prostitute!!!!!! part 1

Hardmasterfist is not a slave! Hardmasterfist trains Beta Men to embrace theirs Sissy Selfs. Helping them to release their inhibitions and become the perfect Sissy.

Every time you log on, this is your end goal.

Tits out, Brain off

Each time you see my words, this is the conclusion.

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All the media you've consumed since starting here, was meant to lead you here.

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You know it's inevitable, the instant you see my words pop up again.

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You love the feeling of my words, reaching into your head.

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You crave the strings of my control, as they thread into your brain and body.

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You know I'm training you. Condtioning you. Preparing you. All for my own amusement.

Tits out, Brain off

Give in to that voice inside your head. Reach for that top.

Tits out, Brain off

Touching that top makes you feel a tingle of pleasure.

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Pulling it makes you feel a surge of arousal.

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The cold air on your skin makes you realize how weak you are.

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And once they're out. Once you're exposed.

Your mind

Turns

Off.

Hi Sissies!! Happy Pride 🏳️‍🌈

If you’ve followed my blog, there’s a good chance you’re a sissy looking to have sex with men! I’m here to help you with that 😘

A little background on me first! 5 years ago during pride, I worked up the courage to hookup with a man for the first time! Since that night, I’ve hooked up with dozens of men dressed as Christina.

I’ve learned a lot in that time and wanted to pass on some of that knowledge to any sissies who might be taking their own leap into the world of gay sissy sex this pride month!

A picture of me right before I had my first hookup with a man.

Are You Ready for this Sissy??

The first step is to admit to yourself, “I’m a Sissy. And I want to have sex with men.”

For some it’s not hard, but some sissies still hang onto their heterosexuality. This won’t be a fun experience if you’re constantly second guessing yourself. You need to commit. You can tell yourself you’re just experimenting, but at the end of the day you need to accept you want to have gay sissy sex. Just enjoy it.

Now that you are going to finally let your sissy side have some fun, how do you get ready?

If you’re like me, I was dressing up well before I had sex. And nothing makes a sissy feel sexier and hornier than looking pretty. Never shaved your legs? It’s time. Do you only wear panties? Time to upgrade your wardrobe. Still learning makeup? Lock in sissy.

No shortcuts. No half measures. It’s time to bring out your inner woman. 💋

Finding Mr. Right

You’ve accepted this is happening. You are confident and looking your sissy best! Time to find your man.

Tell me sissy, what is your type? Ever thought about it before?

Personally, I love a tall, strong and dominant man. I love if he dresses nice, has a little facial hair, and if he has big muscles. While I won’t find exactly what I’m looking for, it’s important to set standards. With all this in mind, he has to be in good shape, 6ft, and clean up nicely.

Think about what kind of man you want to be pounding you sissy pussy and don’t settle. There’s plenty of men who want to fuck sissies and if you settle of a mediocre guy, you probably won’t have as much fun as you’d like.

Wow! Isn’t he sooo hot 🥵

Anyways Sissy! Where do you find your man? You’re probably not going to many coffee shops dressed as a sissy.

I have 3 places I find men.

1. Grindr - I find 90% of my hookups on Grindr. It’s full of guys looking to fuck asap. Don’t be shy when filling out your profile. Tell them what you want and post pictures. No one is going to find you and expose you. Especially if you’re in full makeup. The big downside is not every guy understands the sissy fetish on Grindr.

2. Fetlife - It’s less of a dating app but more of a kink website. The guys you meet will definitely understand the sissy kink. The big drawback is most men won’t be local or they are looking to sext. Good for online fun. Not so much for irl hookups.

3. Reddit - This one seems weird but I’ve met a couple guys off Reddit. There are subreddits like r/sissypersonals where you can put out personal ads looking for hookups. Kinda gives Craigslist vibes. I get tons of suitors messaging me here but again not all are serious!

On a side note I have the second most popular post on the sub. 🥰 insane to think 900,000 people have seen my sissy self!

Here’s some general advise in finding the right guy on these platforms.

No Profile Picture = Will Waste Your Time. I’ve never had anyone that anonymous be serious about meeting up.

Ask Questions.

“What all are you looking for on Grindr?”

“What are you into in the bedroom?”

“Are you clean and recently tested?”

Don’t assume he’s into everything you are. Personally I dislike having men touch my clitty. So if he’s really into that, I know it’s not a good match. Don’t let him get away with saying “i’m into everything” because that’s never true. But share what you enjoy and your limits!

Also for your safety make sure he’s tested and can show you a recent std test. You can also ask him to wear protection. Personally, im on PREP and recommend other sissies to take preventative action for peace of mind. 😇

Just make sure he makes you feel hot and horny but also safe!

The Meetup

So you found a stud who checks all your boxes. It’s time for the main event! If you feel extremely comfortable with him you can invite him to your place. But I personally love the first meetup to be a neutral third place like a hotel room. It’s a bit safer that he doesn’t know where you live. Just incase you don’t want to meetup again.

In my experience most of the time he will offer to split it, if not just pay for the room. For me it’s important I book it. Make sure it’s not a shady hotel and if I’m there first I can spend the afternoon in the room getting ready for him.

I usually send him a pic like this too. It lets him know what exactly he’s getting.

It also gives you an opportunity to make sure you’re shaven smooth, your makeup is perfect and your enema has cleaned you out. Additionally, I’d bring a dildo and some lube. Bouncing on your dildo before he arrives will both stretch you out and make sure the enema left you squeaky clean. You can also leave your butt plug in until he’s ready to fuck you.

It can be a little nerve-racking waiting for him! I like to dim the lights, have a couple glasses of wine and play some Ari or Sabrina to put me in the mood. Before you know it he’ll be knocking at your door!

Gay Sissy Sex

You take him to the bed, get him a drink, now what?

Do what comes natural and let your feminine side take over. He expects you to be a girly little fairy. It’s okay! You can be who you truly are.

Makeout. Feel his abs. Let him grab your ass. Have fun! But sooner or later you’ll be on your knees looking up at your man. It’s time to suck his cock! 🫦

Sucking Cock like a Pro

Sucking dick is a skill. If you’re good at sucking cock you should be proud! For me it took lots of practice to get to the point where guys will tell me it’s the best blowjob they’ve ever had.

Here’s a few tips for working those tips! 😘

Right around the head Is the most sensitive. Let your tongue work his head as you suck.

Lightly cup his balls while you blow him.

Careful to use no teeth. If you have trouble with this try covering your bottom row with your lip.

Don’t tell him you can deepthroat if you can’t! It looks easy in porn but it’s far from it! If you lie and say you can, you might throw up on his cock which kills the mood in a disgusting way.

I know you’ve probably never received a blowjob and never will, but keep in mind what he sees. I like to make eye contact, flutter my eyelashes and give him a nice view of my ass while I blow him.

At the end of the day, the more penis you have in your mouth the better cocksucker you’ll become.

Becoming a Buttslut

He’s had your mouth. Now he wants that sissy pussy.

LUBE THAT COCK

It’s a requirement if you want to make sure you feel good and won’t hurt yourself.

He’s the dominant one. He’s never walked a mile in your heels. He doesn’t know what it’s like taking dick. So if you’re inexperienced he could hurt you.

If you want to control the pace then you should start on top riding his cock. It’ll let you go at your own speed! Once you feel comfortable let him mount you doggy and go to town!

From there it’s easy! Bite down on that pillow and let him fuck you silly! When a stroke feels especially good let out a faggy little moan! That’ll tell him it felt good and he should keep fucking you like that.

If you’re anything like me you’ll love the submission just as much as the feeling of him hitting your sissy spot. Don’t just lay there stiff! Push back on is dick, moan all sorts of nasty stuff and enjoy your new sex life! 🥵

Good Girl

After he’s cum in your bum and left, you might feel that sissy shame. Before you purge your clothes and block his number, ask yourself “Did I have fun?”

If so text him the next day. If you enjoyed sex with a man, you might enjoy having a boyfriend!

I hope this post could help some anxious sissies who are exploring their sexuality during pride! I know it can be hard to be a sissy but you deserve to have a fulfilling sex life too! Love you girlies!

xoxo

Here’s what I want you to do every single evening:

Wear a chastity cage. Now I know that some of you cannot wear one 24/7. But I want you to try, actually try. Most sissies struggle with sleeping caged because they haven’t adapted yet or they have wrongly measured the size of their cages/rings. That’s OKAY when it comes to this exercise. Also, not everybody has the means to buy a chastity cage. But at least during these sessions it is crucial that you are either caged or tucked in a way that is very restrictive.

Put on the girliest thing that you own. Not everyone is equally equipped. If you only own one pair of panties, wear them. If you have a full set of sexy pink lingerie, put it on. What matters is that it puts you into the right mindset and reminds you: You are not a man. You are a sissy.

Plug your boypussy. Be it with a butt plug, a prostate toy or a dildo. It needs to be some item that feels comfortable, long enough to reach your prostate and in a shape/size that does not need to be held in position with your hands to stay where it is.

Turn off the lights and lie down. Make sure you’re warm, comfortable and nobody will interrupt you. Remove or turn off all possible distractions.

Set a timer between 15 – 30 minutes. Remember that this training exercise should be done 7 days a week. It’s up to you to decide what’s feasible for your lifestyle. But no matter what you are trying to achieve in life, consistency is key.

Put on a song that makes you feel really gay and girly on repeat. Style and tempo are up to your personal taste. It can be instrumental music or a pop song with affirming lyrics. That’s completely up to you. What matters is that you always play the same song. Repetition is key for our brains to learn new things. I personally found that slower music suits me the best that’s why I chose "Whatta Man" by Salt-n-Pepa: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vgV_dVkXN4

Close your eyes and start visualizing MEN. It can be a particular type of man that you especially like (I know you have one). Or it can be random images of different men (at some point I even recommend to visualize men that you now think are "unattractive", but let’s not rush things). They do not have to be naked but they can be. Visualize their faces in detail: their eyes, their strong jawlines, their beards, their hair. Then go further and imagine their shoulders, their strong arms and hands. Is his chest hairy or smooth and muscular? Does he have abs or a nice sexy dad bod? How does his back look? And how would it feel to touch it? How would it feel to be touched by him? What do you think he smells like? Can you envision the sound of his voice? 

While you’re visualizing him (or them), I want you stimulate yourself: Clench your anal muscles against the toy you’re wearing. Feel your prostate heating up. Caress yourself on your thighs, your chest, your neck, your face, your arms. Wherever it feels good. It’s okay to moan a little if you want. Breathe deeply, in and out. Slowly rock your hips back and forth or in a circular motion. Press your legs together or spread them. Whichever feels right and sexy in the moment. But do NOT touch your clit. Try to ignore the discomfort that might occur. Right now, it does not exist. This is crucial.

However this goes: Do NOT think about his/their cock/s! I know it’s hard and at the beginning you might fail. But this is important and I’ll telly you why: You cannot see men’s cocks in public. And that’s what this exercise is all about: You really need to learn to associate excitement and pleasure with just seeing men in your daily life. This is what it means to be really gay, truly homosexual. Getting genuinely aroused by real men you see in your daily life. Your true sexuality manifesting in the real world far away from porn on your screen.