KsoMendokze

what is it about getting older that makes every interaction feel so fucking sentimental? like saying goodbye to people used to just be a “see you around” sort of thing, and now it’s a whole declaration of love for the person and the position they’ve held in my life condensed into a hug or a “take care of yourself” 

have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t

literally anytime i do anything remotely difficult i suddenly feel as though i am frodo baggins collapsed on mount doom. like i’ll be composing an email and suddenly i cant recall the taste of food nor the sound of water and there’s a giant flaming eyeball hindering my vision and i dont even have my gardeners big strong arms to gently cradle me

#hatake kakashi deserves a big fat raise #twelve year olds are already going through enough without putting two kids with MASSIVE abandonment issues and one of them with enough ptsd #to outweigh the local chapter of the veterans association in the same group #i feel like 12 yo sakura gets a lot of hate for being 12 years old and Like That but #ALL 12 year olds are LIKE THAT #and then you throw in naruto with his truckload of acting out in order to receive any form of stimulation / attention into the mix #and THEN you throw SASUKE into the group #and then you assign the most heavily traumatized jounin in konoha to lead the group #sometimes i want orochimaru to come back to the village and re-kill hiruzen a couple of times

sometimes you listen to an orchestra and you’re like maybe the magic i stopped believing in when i was eleven does exist in some form

Do you ever just wonder if you cross someone’s mind as they’re driving home, doing dishes, laundry, the mundane things when it really matters