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my name is aleksander, am an adult & from eastern europe. i live in an area with forests, fields and mountains around it.

i am a person who enjoys historical knowledge and the past, counting to that; art and music, literature. Since forever, i show big intrest in mythology - especially greek and norse- , astronomy and science.

i grew up not fitting in, being an outcast and the weirdo, in my younger teenage years i thought that i was a wolf or fox but i am not sure about that since i experienced 'switches' with other types over the years + am not sure which were just kith or kintypes... I'm just very confused with myself and been trying to figure out since i can remember.

I'm doing bad with mental stuff at the moment because I am constantly in my head, longing for something i can never get a crasp on or live out in my current situation.

I know that my current life is just wrong. Its not who i am. Its never going to make me happy. Its not my place to be in or to be around. The people even sometimes can be worse. I don't know anyone that I feel right with. No one that alarms my urges to stay, that makes me long for staying in touch with life.

Maybe it's because of that loneliness, that makes it harder to move on in life, since I am still a social creature that is simply just not meeting the right surroundings. I'm really hating the society I live in, it's scratching and loud, telling me to resist my nature.