Kota. ♡

at least a few times, Andrew or Kevin have shut Neil up with a rough kiss while he was still coming, just to keep his moans from carrying into the next room.

I cannot recommend enough making friends with the fan fic writers that you admire because #1. They're probably great people and you'll like them #2. And more importantly, YOU CAN SCREAM AT THEM VIA DMS ABOUT THEIR WORK and it's just a great use of everyone's time.

Jean is absolutely TERRIFIED of hurting Jeremy. Like emotionally and physically. He’s worked so hard keeping his boy safe and he’s seen how recked he looked after all those people hurt him, so he promised himself he wouldn’t hurt him. But when Jean asks Jeremy “what would you like me to do,” and Jeremy replies “ whatever you want” it scares him at first. Jeans asks again “ where can I touch you?” Jeremy says “anywhere” and it does nothing to calm Jean’s nerves. A few minutes in, Jean realizes he fucked up. Tears gather in Jeremy’s eyes, so he immediately stops what he was doing and cups Jeremys face. “I’m sorry. Im sorry.” He repeats as he presses kisses to his partner’s forehead, but Jeremy says, “don’t be. You didn’t hurt me. I liked it.” Jean is still confused. If Jeremy liked it why was he crying? Jean asks Jeremy that, and Jeremy replies “you’re being so gentle with me, I’m not used to that. Also it just feels so good. Thank you. For being gentle.” Jean thinks for a moment then nods before kissing Jeremy one last time before continuing what he was doing moments before.

its always "i love you" and never [hits your stomach with my exy racquet]

for Neil, whose only goal is to stay unnoticed and leave no trace of himself behind, being with Andrew, and his eidetic memory, feels almost unreal. so.. now there’s this person.. who remembers everything about him? every detail, every small sign Neil thought didn’t matter. Andrew notices it all, connects everything instantly. and for Neil, it’s the first time his own existence actually feels like it matters.

I believe in the holy trinity: if Cat approves it, Jean will eat it. If Rhemann eats it, Jean will eat it. And if Jeremy offers it… Jean will eat it.

Kevin with legs long enough and thighs thick enough that each half of Andreil can sit on one and be totally comfortable as he winds an arm around them each, his right going around Neil’s waist while his left hand just rests lightly on the side of Andrew’s knee bcs Kevin is no stranger to Andrew’s boundaries or respecting them (he, like Neil, can’t imagine doing anything else)

they call me the endurer the way i endure and endure and endure and endure and well u get it

Jean Moreau

I have this headcanon that once Andrew gets too cold, that’s it: you can forget about talking to him or at the very least him listening. Andrew who notices too much of a chill and just shuts down because he isn’t comfortable & he does not LIKE that he isn’t comfortable so. Yeah.

jeremy knox your smile is too big your heart too pure your ass too fat your thighs too juicy your aura too cunty your boyfriend too hot. they'll kill you.