Aham (i/ego) - Akarmi (non-doer) - Ananya Bhakti

May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 1 – Practitioner’s Training

It was the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat that was a game changer. This is also where all FiTs met everyone in a physical location. i first met Sarah Sunshine (Sarala), Jabeen McMohan (Jwala),  Cherry Weir (Nirali), Mima (Mahima), Tiffanie Lim/Tara and Manjit Surry/Mala . The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner’s training which was attended by over twenty 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i…

Period from the start of 2015 until the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat was a time of massive transition for me though i couldn’t pin point a finger at what it was. My thoughts and emotions were all over the place during this period. i constantly tried to repeat to myself ‘i am not the mind, i am not the body, i am not my emotions’, something i had learnt from the Vedic scriptures that i read from…

Phase 2 was launched at the start of 2015 but before that FiT programme was suspended for 10 days in the last trimester of Dec 2014. This was time given to all FiTs to take time off and reflect on the following: “Ask yourself whether you are someone that is genuinely ready for Transcendence? If yes, write a letter to Source-Void and Sree Maa Shri Ji saying you are ready for the Phase 2. Once you…

Early 2014, Sree Maa introduced the concept of self/Self/SELF and introduced the greeting ‘Om Sai Brahman’ that all FiTs used with one another. It became increasingly evident that it was the small self, my own ego and all its shades that was my biggest road block in realizing the Self. The FiT trial was turning out to be a practical space about becoming aware of these shades and moving past them…

i was also practicing hypnotherapy sessions in 2013/14. i had remembered Sree Maa’s guidance in the Practitioner’s training not to mix modalities. With one of my clients under hypnosis, a Dark Force Entity (DFE) surfaced up that was unwilling to leave. i had only dealt with entities and spirits and having a DFE surface up was a different ball game altogether. For 45 mins i struggled, using every…

Advent of Volunteering for Kosmic Fusion

i was very inspired by the Practitioner’s workshop. It had given me a lot of insight into the nuances of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP). Sree Maa Shri Ji had asked us to do 20 healing sessions as case studies and doing those made me realize that QVSWPP worked at such a different level that was incomprehensible to the mind. Logic took a back seat and wonder was right at front.…

Reporting facts about the Duff Stuff Article

Despite writing my answers to the cheap questions that were forwarded by Shri Ji to the so called national correspondents of Stuff and clearly writing my contact details to be contacted, which by the way was done by all FiTs, no one contacted any of us. On the contrary, an article got published 10 days later on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion that was full of condescending language and spite…

What a prolific journey it has been with Kosmic Fusion with my dear Kalyan Mitras under the Guidance of SreeMaa-Shreeji, our beloved mentor! Ekta flew miles to interview us early this year, to understand about our journeys in the FiT Programme and how beautifully Sree Maa Shri Ji helped us shift our inner states of being and progress towards our Brahmroop.

  If the Gift of Quantum Vortex…

Meeting Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, FiT Trial intake

i volunteered in various expos, events and stands in Australia that Shri Ji organized whenever i visited Australia. The crux was always silently sharing QVSWPP. This is how i met other 5D++ Pulsars who had been given a chance to volunteer as well. i first met Siann Matharu/Simran and Ellia Jutte/Ekta in Dec 2012 and Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo, Clarito Parsons/Hanumanand many other…

Nuances of QVSWPP, Meeting Dallia and Jeeya

Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner’s workshop. Didn’t understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting. Practitioner’s workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols…

QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Gift of Grace

The day i met Sree Maa Shri Ji, i knew from my deepest core that this is what i had been waiting for. Quite frankly, i have never looked back since that day. Sree Maa understood my inner being like no one else did and there was an instant bond i felt, a bond of trust, mutual respect, a higher purpose and companionship (sakha bhaav)🙏

My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7)process was 6 months…

Stepping foot into the unknown

My spiritual journey started in 2004 when i lost all focus and was introduced into Transcendental Meditation (TM) by my mother’s yoga teacher Yogi Vinay Rai. After a 4 year yoyo between meditating and enjoying the material world, i embarked upon a 3 year serious journey fully devoted to my spiritual enquiry. Disciplined life of yoga and pranayama, sudarshan kriya, sahaj samadhi meditation,…

May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 3 – Master FiT

It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, ‘the cool dude’ attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both…

May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 2 – Transcendence

The next two days, some participants left and a few more came to attend the Transcendence part of the Retreat.

The entire 2 days was filled with, what can you expect? More dynamic discourses, exercises, initiations and blessings. Sree Maa’s discourses always hovered around Absolute Truth that really rattled the beliefs mind had created and yet Sree Maa maintained lightness with a bright sense of…

May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 2 – Transcendence

There were many discourses given as always and Sree Maa Shri Ji encouraged everyone to bring their questions to transcend out of the layers of avidya (lack of knowledge) and agnyan (ignorance).

Sree Maa Shri Ji explained to us about the Guru Mantra and then gave us time to think if we wanted to be initiated into it. As dakshina, each one of us gave a bad habit that we wanted to get rid off. Guru…

Kosmic Fusion, Kaveeta Suniel

The spin on top of my head was erratic. Sometimes i felt it, sometimes i didn’t but it was definitely there. What followed next was a state of Turiya avastha for 3 weeks straight without having to do any kriya, yoga or meditation. Unbelievable! What followed over the next year was that the erratic graph of oscillating between sudden highs and lows became a straight neutral line. Everything that i…