Kori

I ONLY GOT 1 HEAVEAN SCENARIO WITH LAITO WHERE THIS HAPPEND

His mind reframes the act not as a path toward happiness, but as a way to eliminate discomfort. He doesn’t think “I will be happy” or “I will finally enjoy life.” Instead, his thoughts are defined by negation: “I wouldn’t have to hope anymore,” “I wouldn’t become miserable,” “I wouldn’t feel sad.”

This shows that Ayato is not reaching for something positive; he is only retreating from what hurts. Happiness is not even imaginable to him in this moment, only the absence of pain is. The repetition of these thoughts feels less like reflection and more like persuasion. Ayato is not describing what he feels, he is describing what he believes he should feel now that the act was done. He repeats ideas as if repetition will make them true. This is the MIND trying to impose order, but the HEART does not cooperate. The relief he feels is described as “strange” not comforting, and the brief sense of loss, though quickly dismissed, proves that he indeed acknowledged something irreplaceable has been destroyed.

His perception of his hands is what gives the monologue its deepest impact. He sees them as “precious” because they represent agency, survival, and escape, yet he also calls them “sinful,” permanently marked by the act he committed. This duality makes Ayato’s experience both self-preserving and self-condemning.

I decided to redraw some of the creepypastas I drew in 2020 (these are all the ones I've done so far). Some of them have been slightly redesigned!

And what if I told you Ayayui is the visual representation of this meme?