Komishika

789 words into my Ted/Trent finale fix-it fic. Good start for just under an hour of my evening. Thinking I might be doing this one as a 2 chapter so I can write separate Ted and Trent POVs. We’ll see… sometimes I think doing the same sequences from both sides can get a little repetitive which is why I generally attempt to write as a narrator sharing certain characters’ POVs along the way like I’m telling a story and gossiping for background context, but something about this one’s got me feeling like I don’t want to do it quite that way. Anyways it’s kind of just exciting to me to feel like and be writing again. I want really badly to re-submerge myself in some of my older fandoms to get the wind to complete some unfinished stuff when this cushy little Tedependent bubble eventually deflates, but have so many regrets about that unfinished stuff I’m refusing to post anything incomplete to this fandom. Like that actual finale was so incomplete I can’t do that kind of thing to the fandom like that show did to us with any level of good conscience.

Started writing again for the first time in ages and am suddenly writing like a whole extra scene I didn’t plan when I sat down so I’m not even writing what I sat down to write yet. Was planning a short pwp piece that may or may not tie into a planned series of intertwining one shots but happens much later than what I’ve already outlined and then started writing this scene that will definitely tie it into that series and now I feel ahead of myself. Btw I’m writing Tedependent for Ted Lasso fandom and while I feel like it’s mildly betraying all of my unfinished fic I’m just excited to feel the writing bug again.

Man I still have multiple fics I’m working slowly but surely on that I haven’t completely lost interest in but sometimes I scold myself about when I get really into a new idea and work harder on fleshing out an outline when I still have other things to finish and work on that looking back have so much weaker outlines than what I’m currently doing. But I guess I’ve always been about go after where the muse takes me and still commit to finishing things even if it’s a really slow crawl.

Currently on my second play through of Detroit: Become Human and at the tv station investigation sequence I got the traumatized Connor ending and now I just feel really sadistic about how thrilled I am with this result. This was a completely different sequence than the end of my first play through and there’s still more to unlock in this game I’m digging it so much.

Detroit: Become Human fandom that has listened to the full soundtrack including the extra disc 4: We’re safe to just call disc 4 Hank’s mix tape right? It’s been an excellent listen (whole OST; composed tracks and songs)